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I know I really haven't told Melo's story (or any story) in its full true capacity to my liking, yet...(its been gameplay shenanigans up until this point)...
But the "OC Ask Game" thingy got me thinking...and I've been sorta, kinda melting (for no reason at all) at the fact that Marguerite still calls Melo "Suge" (which is his childhood (preteen-hood...?) nickname (She does it at random, like it'll come up in basic conversation because it's muscle memory at this point...but also what ties her to him (and makes her feel...a sense of comfort).
I honestly despise her for what she did to break up their marriage (And I LOVE Monet down) but knowing that she still calls him that (at random) and seeing the way he responds (in my mind) is the cutest thing. Its' harmless (in my mind...it may be calculated in hers *shrugs*)... Like, yes, he loves Monet down! And things are done with Marguerite...but the little things (like being called "Suge" gives him a sense of security/feels like home) and my heart melts a bit because of it...It catches him off guard EVERY time...but he doesn't show it. It's like this harmless thing that means nothing but everything at the same time...It just flows during conversation and he bypasses it (but also notices it...yet thinks nothing of it...if that makes sense)
Despite EVERYTHING that went down between the two, he still wants what's best for her, even though she is THEE biggest pain in the ass. He wants to see her happy. When I tell ya'll he loved the hell out of that girl...and was heartbroken by what she did to him and their marriage...but his heart still wants her to be happy because she is the mother of their children (and because he LOVED her). But He wants his kids to reap the benefits of being in a healthy, happy environment more than anything (and he knows that begins with him and her)
He TRULY wants them to have the happiest, safest upbringing possible and I really love that about him. 🥺 When Marguerite tries to make things about him and her, he redirects that focus on the children. Monet got her a good one, chile!
#random ramblings about my oc's#oc: carmelo hollingsworth#oc: monet giordano#oc: marguerite webber#not me tryna break down why Monet is randomly jealous of Mar all of a sudden#like girl...this man LOVES YOU TO NO END...#and you keep picking fights at random...#don't let Mar get to you..#but also...Monet doesn't know she still calls him the childhood nickname#so it could just be a little festering bitterness of their coparenting relationship.#cause they do have a good coparenting relationship...#despite the bullshit.
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sometimes your brother getting bigger is actually a blessing in disguise
#tmnt#tmnt au#tmnt iteration#shredded descent#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#leonardo#raphael#leo#raph#art#having a fuckin 'i hate everything i do' thing so of course whats the one thing i could do to make myself finish something despite that?#vague leo and raph bullshit obviously SIGH#how predictable#i could not fucking think of a caption though why is that always so hard
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toubunhosiiii
#vocaloid#hatsune miku#another case of an artist just not putting the 'do not repost' bullshit on new art#despite doing it in the past#like yessss its dumb and tedious yesssssss
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Ok a concept for the “sif is out” au:
What if Siffrin starts… not remembering, but adjusting?
Every loop Mirabelle speaks up in the corridor to go find the switch, but eventually…
They start stopping before she speaks up.
He starts finding the keys just a little bit faster.
He doesn’t remember but his body starts to. Some part of him starts adjusting with each loop.
“I mean he hardly has a memory to begin with so why would wiping it reset him?”
Or at least that’s what Loop explains it as.
It’s convenient at first, but…
He starts remembering how cold the party has been.
He starts avoiding eye contact with Odile.
They jump at Mirabelle’s voice sometimes.
He starts avoiding the observatory room.
Folding in disagreements faster.
After countless loops everyone notices that Siffrin starts one level higher now.
He’s smiling more. But there’s something wrong about it.
Everyone notices when he smiles at the mirror for the first time.
They just assume it might be a tiny remnant, not much to be concerned about.
They notice that his face stops changing, the smile remains.
Stock still.
Practiced.
Then…
He stops comforting Bonnie after they snap at him one loop.
[ Siffrin got the memory of Something! They shouldn’t remember this.]
[ When equipped The rogue may find things faster! Guess the loops can’t catch everything~]
#azure’s bullshit#isat#siffrin? more like sif is out au#siffrin isat#isat siffrin#Like his memory issues and proximity to wish craft make him only mostly forget so he starts changing reguardless#like he starts finding secrets before anyone points them out#and its like ‘hey sif how the fuck do you know that?’ and they’re like ‘know what?’#like he attacks the paper tear sadness with a strong scissors attack despite having no way of knowing that’s its type#and everyone is like ‘yo? why did you know that’ and he goes ‘i donno just felt right’
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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Im soooo weak to when Bond is like casually being used or exploited at his expense for some ostensible Greater Good except the situation doesn't HAVE to come to that, not really, and he's so inured and even numb to it that he barely pays it any mind; meanwhile, Q absolutely minds and is very indignant on his behalf and works overtime to like either try to avert or forestall the situation before it gets to the point where Bond has to dig his own claws into more of his soft underbelly to offer up on the sacrificial alter of politics of all tawdry things, or to manufacture a way in which he does the needless "needful" so as to spare Bond at least one unnecessary additional wound upon his psyche.
bonus if Bond finds out and maybe after being angry or indignant about it - I don't need you to do my job for me, Q, this is what I'm here to do - and either Q tells him/lets slip or he deduces that like, this isn't Q thinking he can't get the job done, this is Q finding him precious and worthy of protecting, and like. he's just very in awe of that and does in fact feel very safe and cherished within the cradle of his Quartermaster's regard
#00q#of like... yes it's constant surveillance. but also it's like. constantly having a companion & constantly having an all-seeing eye#looking out for you and reaching out to influence your life#I'd imagine it's very like religion (*puts a Bond thought bubble on this*)#it's the Take Me to Church-ism of it all#lmao I didn't start this off as a web-weaving but now I'm weaving it into a web#but yeah in this fic - looked it up it's Playing the Part - this other rando agent is like. is he in your ear rn? the Quartermaster?#and the guy is like. I don't know how you handle it‚ being under his watch all the time. I know he's supposed to be your guardian angel but#I hope I never come to his attention‚ I don't want him to care enough to know a thing about me.#and it's sooo so interesting in the context of Q and this like. pathological need for omniscience we often assign him#cuz yeah it COULD be very oppressive and overbearing#but like. I think it complements Bond's Ambiguous Disorders a lot bc it WOULD read to Bond as Caring#like so much of his life doesn't belong to himself anyway so a lot of the puppeting is old hat#but what a novelty to have someone who does it not because they want something from him or because of what he can do for them#but because they care so deeply about *him* as to want to do right by him and look out for his well-being#also sidebar'ing back but like there's a lot stupid about Business English but 'do the needful' is probably one of if not THE dumbest thing#I've ever heard or seen in my life. like. absolute epitome of garbage bullshit bureaucracy-speak nonsense and I know I'm getting into dicey#territory cuz despite whatever origin it may have had it's seen more today as an Indianism. but still like in and of itself it's such#a dumb phrase. and speaks to such a height of bureacracy & it's like. you don't have to say it like that. there are other words you can use#okay anyway. back to 00q#somehow I've brought this into 'blasphemy but make it sexy. as a treat' lmao but yeah... Q as Bond's wrathful & jealous God....#WAIT another web weaving. Ulysses when Bond is like. no not a guardian angel. Q is his patron deity his household god. mm yes *chefs kiss*
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Young Royals 2.04
#young royals#felice ehrencrona#simon eriksson#youngroyalsedit#young royals season 2#mygifs#mine#felice looks so pretty here. despite the bullshit she has to deal with here with the gossip#and simon is so cute i had to include it#felice friday
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Vadar: who can still feel obi wan even if he can't find the bastard: he's alive and we're going to tare the galaxy apart till we find him and crush him like the bug he is am I understand
Cody: general kenobi is dead I killed him myself
Vadar: who can feel that his old master is alive
Vadar: who knows exactly how unkillable obi wan is.
Vadar: who knows for a fact Cody shot once, missed , and declared him dead.
Cody: who is perfectly aware of all of this: I shot him myself. He's dead. I never fail a mission objective
#Star wars#the clone wars#Post prequel trilogy#Post revenge of the sith#But before the kenobi show#anakin skywalker#darth vader#commander cody#cc 2224#obi wan kenobi#Cody desperately telling himself every second of the day that his general is dead dead dead because other wise he will go hunt#Him down for real and then he'll be dead for real#Anakin and Cody continuing to have a battle of wills despite Cody being mind controlled and anakin being a sith lord#When obi wan's wanted posters start showing up vadar had a very frustrating afternoon#Where he tells Cody I told you so and Cody just#Keeps insisting that this is an imposter which of course should be arrested still bit that's not general kenobi because he's dead#Yes Cody is using his excellent success records to bullshit this logicing thst he rarely ever fails so of course obi wan is dead#It has to be silly or the angst will be too much
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Okay I know Christmas is over but all I can think of is how chaotic it would be if the Batfam participated in the aussie tradition of boxing day cricket in the back yard with the test match in the background
#i just know the wicket celebrations would hit#the chorus of HOWZATT#it would be ruthless#cause he'd take no bullshit#despite his experience playing cricket alfred is umpire#well now i have to figure who'd be a batter or bowler#batfam#batfamily#batman#alfred pennyworth#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain
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you think sex pollen is just about having a convenient way to get characters who are not in relationship to fuck nasty but it is actually forced vulnerability. It’s about failed repression. The body betrays the civilized veneer and reveals the soft wanting animal beneath. It’s about being forced to give yourself over to desire completely. Sometimes it’s about being forced to put yourself completely at someone else’s mercy. And it is also about having a convenient way to get characters who are not in a relationship to fuck nasty and it’s hot. Thank you for coming to my ted talk
#Unironically there’s a lot of character work you can do within a sex pollen fic I know I sound like I’m just waxing poetic about bullshit#and I am but.#All of this applies to heats/mating cycles which is basically just endogenous sex pollen which is why I give omegaverse a chance#despite it being very hit or miss for me#sex pollen
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I understand why they didn't do this because it would run the risk of telegraphing the twist too much too early, but imagine if one of elgar'nan's temptation lines during blood of arlathan had been 'I could bring him back to you'
#elgar'nan does understand enough of the current day and what would appeal to rook depending on background#that I think he could have intuited this one despite not giving a shit about varric himself. imagine solas sweating nervously#in the background as rook dizzy with grief they don't understand is like 'give... who back to me? my head hurts'#but also people trying to kill them so they get distracted and forget with just a tiny push of blood magic to help them along.#and the dread wolf let out a huge sigh of relief and went on to have his little bitch off with elgar'nan (affectionate)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#varric tethras#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#elgar'nan#partially inspired by the stuff elgar'nan says to watcher rook he's bullshitting about controlling life and death already#what's a bit more emotional manipulation along the same lines lol#ellaryen 'I want varric back you son of a bitch' ingellvar always ready to take over my neurons and make me so so sad#you killed my mentor slash father figure prepare to be slam dunked straight into hell
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I'm gonna hold your hand while I say this - if you think an existing, loved and respected system for somthing should be changed because it could be confusing for new fans I do not think you are aware that you hold the power to literally research every information you get. You can spend literally 1 minute researching the rider and checking their championships on Wikipedia. It's not that hard. It's not much. It's not too much to ask.
When you get into a new sport or field, you will get confused at first. You will read information that was written for an audience already familiar with the subject. You cannot expect people, blogs, journalists, news papers, social media admins, to explain the absolute basics over and over and over again. It would be annoy for them and fans familiar with the subject. (and yes for you too after understanding the system)
Research comes with being interested in new stuff. It's normal. It's part of the learning progress. So do your fucking research. Ask fan who have been into it for longer. Respect the established way and do not demand a change because it's "confusing" just because you don't know how to use the internet and expect that everything is written so you can understand with little to no context.
That's not how this works.
#NOT TARGET AT ANYONE#Careful: personal opinion.#You would never demand that a biologist explains photosynthesis in a professional paper about something entirely different. Would you?#I have seen a lot of discussion about not including the lower classes (moto2/3) to avoid confusion with new fans#And I understand it in a way. Like I can see the reason but I think it's utter bullshit. I'm sorry to say it like that but I do#You get into a new sport. THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM for example F1.#So you need to learn the difference#You can NOT expect that it's the same just on a bike#Do NOT disrespect a separate sport like that#Please I am begging you and I whole hearted don't mean any hate in this#I just think that it is concerning that an established and loved system is supposed to be changed for... What? New fans? Fuck that shit.#Yes I was confused too when I read that Alex marquez is a 2x wdc despite never winning in MotoGP#BUT I KNOW HOW TO USE A FUCKING SEARCH ENGINE#And now I think it is wonderful that the archivements of riders are still honored even after moving up and I do not want it to change#motogp#I was thinking about not using the main tag but fuck this shit#I feel like this is important#This is about people's demand to clarify the championship in MotoGP
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We could have had it all if only the TNG writers knew how to write (like) women
Song: I Will - The Beatles
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#words can’t express how much a I loathe the naked now#star trek edit#star trek#data soong#tasha yar#datasha#data x tasha#maybe this isn’t a popular ship#but nobody got her like he did#and there was so much potential for it to grow healthier despite the bullshit in the naked now#I’m still very much pro daforge#I just wish Tasha had a different ending and better time
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I think the entire young death mark/shibito casts will breakdown if yashiki ever pulls the ‘i’m not mad im just disappointed’ talk. Cuz if a kind man of both worlds started looking at me like a disappointed father i would evaporated
#thats like tge lowest point u can reach#that could happened since there’s atleast multiple occasions that these kids go ghost hunting despite the risk#like every teenagers would do#ok this is based on that one time my grandpa got mad at me for taking my brother out fishing in the dark#death mark#spirit hunter death mark#spirit hunter#shiin#yashiki isnt thr type to go mad but he is the type to use a disappointed voice and thats sting even more#yashiki kazuo#death mark 2#shibito magire#kazuo yashiki#masamune kujou#abe is no exception#moe watanabe#shou nagashima#tsukasa yoshida#suzu morimiya#haruaki abe#saki maruhashi#michiho kinukawa#himeko douryou#its all over if yashiki ever say your full name#scratch all that supernatural bullshit the only scariest thing is the wraith of a patient kind mad who had looked into the horror
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Thinking about Caleb and how so much of his story ends with him finding meaning in the temporary.
He spent so long chasing a way to bring his parents back, but in the end he had to accept that they were gone. They were temporary. He has his memories of them now, but that’s all. And he has to find peace with that and find a way to remember them fondly, even though they’re gone now, truly and completely.
He and Essek love each other dearly, but there will come a day when he will have lived his life and grown old and Essek will still be Essek. But even so, every moment they spend together is still meaningful. Even if it ends, it means something.
Just. Caleb and loving things even when they won’t last. Maybe because they won’t last.
#Even Caleb and Molly/Kingsley too#cause I can never stop with my Widomauk bullshit I love them So Much#Molly lived his life on borrowed time and he knew it#and King was Molly’s second chance at life#and Caleb only has memories of Molly now and he has to be ok with that#and maybe find a way to love Kingsley despite those memories#I’m So Normal about them can you tell#caleb widogast#critical role#critical role spoilers#critical role campaign 2 spoilers#cr campaign two#essek thelyss#shadowgast#widomauk in the tags#resident rambles
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This dialogue makes me suspicious, because remember Toshiko? Or Kai himself? Regardless of how mundane some might be, the whole point was that the“blackmail” Tozu dug up matters to them. And yet, it didn’t bother Cassidy at all.
There’s the implication Cassidy just doesn’t have any skeletons in her closet, but I don’t think that’s true. She just hides them better.
#YES IM BACK IN MY CASSIDY BULLSHIT AGAIN <- person who barely posted about her Cassidy brainrot in the prologue#Cassidy amber#p:eg#project: eden's garden#project eden's garden#p:eg spoilers#Eden’s garden#like look. if she’s so tight lipped with the things that actually bother her that not even TOZU could find something…#that makes her more sus than for ex Kai. an influencer with a controversial rep but is genuinely bothered by his blackmail#despite his (supposed) mention of it making it clear that it’s really not that bad#((this post was sponsored by me not trusting influencers/streamers oops))#mine
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