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cedobols · 2 years ago

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bought a new melody today <3 i ❤️ her already

#delete later #bom posts #my melody #dont mind the mess .. im opening all my lewis merch that Also arrived today ^^#depression cured for the time being!!!!!#if anyones interested in seeing my sanrio collection id love to gush abt it :’D

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meangan-thee-lesbian · 4 months ago

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This boomer opinion that "my kids deserve no inheritance, I'm going to spend it all on jetskis and cruises, they should just work hard like I did uwu" is so funny to me because this is the same generation who'll constantly berate the childfree about "leaving behind a legacy" and it turns out the legacy these boomers are leaving behind is their children struggling with lifelong poverty during the worst financial times since The Great Depression, something that their own parents went through and subsequently left these boomers an inheritance so as to avoid.

#and this whole “my kids should just work hard like I did” thing is also pretty funny #bc the statistics literally show every generation since the boomers has worked harder than the previous #but with no increase in wages #boomers didn't work hard to accumulate their wealth #they accumulated wealth by being born in the wealthiest time in recorded history #do boomers really think they worked harder than their own parents who survived The Great Depression?#the silent generation really was the best imo #they actually did struggle like millenials struggle today #& when they did pull themselves up by the bootstraps they left their boomer kids an inheritance to ensure they'd never struggle with poverty #the silent gen really did protect boomers from hardship so thoroughly these ingrates don't even understand what poverty is #they don't even recognise the legacy their own parents left them to protect them from poverty #they're willing to destroy their own parents' legacy and throw their kids into the fire #all because they don't recognise the privilege of living through the easiest financial time in history #the poverty of their day probably could be cured with a job flipping burgers #so they think that's still the case #they have no idea what their own parents protected them from and what they're obliviously throwing their own children into #childfree #anti natalism

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d0d0-b0i · 2 years ago

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it’s weird how much lighter my life feels now. not that i don’t have any issues (because there are many in my life, as i am sure there are in yours), but they’re just so much more manageable than they were a year ago.

what’s more; i love myself now. i may not be perfect. but i am trying my best, and i can tell that i am! i see myself in the mirror, and sometimes i just examine myself, and my features, and i smile. i feel so much more authentic when talking to people, not worrying about how they view me, because i don’t have to anymore. i wish i could’ve told 15-year old me just how good it’s gotten so far, i know that he would’ve loved hearing about the shitty sideburns we’re growing out right now :’)

#it gets better :)#i used to think that transitioning medically wouldn’t lessen the sadness and depression i felt #and to some degree it is still there since t isn’t a cure all #but by the gods it is so much fucking easier to deal with everything #when a major reason for my mental health being the way it was has been abated #it’s like the fog cleared enough for me to actually see the road i’m driving on #instead of assuming blindly that i won’t crash #once i get top surgery.#idk. i wonder if things will be even easier?#i’m almost a year in and already my life feels so much brighter. yeah there’s problems with keeping the house. and yeah #i don’t have an income yet and i don’t know if the internship will even be in the cards for me #but. i just feel that everything will work out. enough for me to enjoy the time i have here :)#sorry i am being sappy but god! i love and i love! so much now!! i feel so much and i enjoy nearly every day despite the Issues #the world is getting worse but still i find reasons to love and live #so maybe one day it will get better? maybe one day my love will have helped even #if you’re reading. i love you. even if you’re just a follower #even if we’re mutuals that haven’t talked before #i think about you often. i wonder where my oldest mutual went after they stopped posting years ago #i don’t think i can forget. and i love you. and i wish i. could give you a hug. we all need one from time to time #i love the friends i’ve made and the friends i’ve had. i love. and this past year has opened up my floodgates of emotion

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anaalnathrakhs · 9 months ago

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btw my mom said it. she said it to me looking me in the eyes. i told her about how difficult it was for me to get through those family reunions, and she admitted it was very important to her, important enough that she was just going to do it anyway.

#i know there are compromises out there #and i'm not going to live w them my whole life so i'll be out fairly soon all things considered #and i'm trying to be understanding when people's priorities aren't the same as mine #but i uh. would be lying if i said it doesn't hurt a little wittle bit.#i'm gonna keep handling it because i've been an asshole to my parents for long enough #i largely owe them that. cooperating and spending time with them and engaging in what matters to them.#but then she's says things like ''but whenever you move out you'll still be part of the family and invited if you want uwu''#it's just ?????? okay thanks ???? perhaps you could also try seeing things from my point of view perhaps????#it's all circling back to that. they have a very weird way to ''help'' me #throwback to them trying to cure my depression with amusement parks #when i would have liked a little less of that and a little more help and understanding #it feels like they're trying to put bandaids on a cancer #''you don't ask for help'' okay no help is coming. i am not being helped.#the system can't help me cause there's no damn beds no damn professionals no damn time to help everyone #the people around me can't help me because it's not their job or within their wheelhouse to help me #and they've got their own shit to deal with #on that note #i was discussing stuff with my mom #and i mentionned it was indeed pretty difficult to manage your time when you had to deal with school and friends and your parents #and she was like ''deal with your parents???? what do you have to deal with????''#oh i don't KNOW maybe that i'm officially an associate of my dad and i have to help out w events and some accounting #or maybe i have to pay back the fucking years i spent being an ungrateful child now i do everything you expect me to and it's exhausting #maybe that you constantly remind me i am living in YOUR house by touching my shit instead of letting me deal with shit at my own pace #maybe the fact that despite everything i care about you and i want us to have a good relationship and that takes WORK and i'm exhausted #maybe the fact that you keep giving me advice that is unproductive misguided misunderstanding etc etc #and cold comfort after you did something you knew to be difficult for me #how you keep encouraging shit that i don't want and am unhappy with because it's the ''normal'' way #how you raised me from childhood to be an empty shell in a family of empty shells #broadcasting my misery #vent

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jackass-jones · 5 months ago

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Hypothetically should I play p3 reload with the femc mod like does anyone know if it’s good? It certainly LOOKS good but I wanna know if it’s essentially just portable with good visuals or if it’s reload but with kotone instead cuz if it’s the latter I am not interested

#persona 3 #kotone shiomi #this is very serious!#i mean this is all hypothetical like if i just magically had the money to spare lol #but what i would want is the same social links from portable like i know ones like saori and rio are in it #but what about like the male social links and then the female party members but with kotones version #like for example fuukas link is completely different as kotone and id much prefer that version #and i really dont want the male characters to be like. akihikos god awful linked episode but with kotone instead #i want his actual social link and characterization #if i have to play his linked episodes i will be enraged i tell youENRAGED #also like if the coma route isnt there thats a dealbreaker for me lol #its conflicting cuz i mean visually speaking everything looks SOOOOO good amazing i wanna cry #but if i cant have the version of the characters im looking for then i dont wanna be involved #dont wanna waste my money or time #also this isnt me trying to shit on the mod if it does end up being not what im looking for #cuz god it looks so good and mustve taken a lot of work and im so glad it exists it means a lot #i saw footage of her all out attack animation it cured my depression like #the way she’s sticking her tongue out and the little giggle she does its absolutely perfect #and the character animation for her is soooo charming like the way she runs and the little stretches she does and how bouncy she is #very expressive very cute very loved and cared about #oh also if anyone actually does see this with advice i also literally dont care if theres typos or weird voice acting fuckups or animation #errors you can expect in a mod that doesnt matter in the slightest like im a portable stan so ill literally be happy with anything #in terms of quality

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multi-lefaiye · 1 year ago

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actually yeah i'm just gonna go ahead and state this boundary real quick. i'm not saying this as an attack on anyone, but i figure i should say something b/c this does make me extremely uncomfortable.

anyway random people coming onto my silly posts to be self-deprecating annoy me and i'm at the point where i just block on sight.

genuinely if you blorbo tag a post... unless i say otherwise, go for it. that's fine. i love seeing those.

if you're coming onto my post where i jokingly self-aggrandize about how cool i am and how much people love me just to say that you wish that applied to you and no one loves you! i'm probably gonna dip! i'm sorry if that sounds mean and i genuinely wish you the best, but that's not what we're about my guy and i do not really want that on my post

#multi makes text posts #listen. i have depression. i have *bad* depression #right now i really really do not like myself. i will be honest #but i've been trying to stop talking down about myself all the time #and that *has* genuinely helped #at least a little bit #it's not a one-step solution and you're not gonna be cured forever and never be depressed again #but it's better than nothing if it's something you can do #also regardless can you do that somewhere else. this post isn't about that. fuck off actually #also. let me put it this way.#in one example of this i made a post joking about how people love me for being a silly little guy #and i got one reblog saying 'no they don't'#and it was in reference to themselves i believe #but like. literally go fuck yourself? i don't know you?#your self deprecation came as an insult to me so now i have no sympathy. go sit in the pear wiggler.

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bizarrelittlemew · 1 year ago

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would it be ok to ask to be cheered up a bit

#🥺#i hope there will come a time when this stops being disappointment after disappointment #because rn it feels like running into a wall at every turn #time to find and re-read that reddit post from the person saying finishing their phd and quitting academia cured their depression lmao #something to look forward to

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jaskefer · 1 year ago

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every day i weep for twn s1

#angel.txt #a rewatch would cure me but also depress me more bc we will Never get that vibe again #like. god the music? the costumes? the pacing? the editing?#genuinely unmatched #there is this aura of stillness and contemplation in so much of that season and everything afterwards just feels so #idk. breakneck. typical streaming tv nowadays.#i know the non-linear element would probably not have worked beyond that first season but everything else was so Good #these subtle parallels of each character's narrative being woven together so well as they slowly drifted closer to each other #the rewatch value *of* said non-linear narrative style #like god the amount of times i went back to s1 to pick up on new little nuances and go !!!!!#never wanted to do that for s2 or s3 cause it truly just does not feel like there's anything there to pick up on #they are good seasons but god nothing compares to s1. i miss her. i will always live there

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cc-kote · 2 years ago

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I've spent every bit of free time I've had in the last month reading about my special guys, and I've noticed some patterns here 😂 no complaints tho, it gets me every time.

#codywan fics slap my ass and cure my depression #and then sometimes give the depression bacm but its ok #this was inspired by a hilarious meme i saw that was like #every codywan fic ever: followed by an impersonation of cody telling obi wan he has nightmares and being invited into his tent #'permission to kiss you sir?'#'👁️👄👁️ permission granted'#it was gold i watched it like 10 times

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devilskniife · 1 year ago

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if i pass and get my license thursday and once i acquire the giramobile we'll be so back

#being able to drive freely probably won't cure my chronic depression but i'll definitely be less miserable all the time if i can actually #get out of the house to go places besides work #talkin

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honeyflies05 · 2 years ago

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WEEWOO WEEWOOO [baby crying] MY LEG! [screaming]

“hello 9-1-1 what is your emergency?”

ANYWAYS WE’RE BAKC BABIEEEE!!

(shameless plus for my twitter @/honeyflies05 go follow me over there I’m more active)

HELLO!!!!!!

MADDIE NO

why is she being so nice??🤨

she’s dying

I’m calling it

WHO CAME

who are you??

“WHICH ONE” AHHHHH

this hurts!

EDDIE DO MORE DIAZ!!!!!

oh SHIII we’re starting right away okay!!

THIS GUY!

ALRIGHT COWBOY

MADDIE’S A NURSE! check on my bingo card

the camera’s shaking I’m calling that as wacky camera work

eVaN

GAVIN MCHUGH!!!!!

it’s THE shirt

they showed their attention to buck and not Daniel ooooooo

“I’m not a firefighter?” SCREAMING

he has a couch???🤨🤨🤨

THE TSUNAMI???? THE TSUNAMI!!!!

he’s a science teacher I’m calling it

if I see Doug-

WACKY CAMERA WORK! ITS GETTING SCRATCHED OFF

no,,,

PUNCH HIM

ugh ad breaks sUCK

i wanna know where the “THIS GUY” came from because it was SO FUNNY in the clip

i stopped working on my science project because of this show

down horrendously bad

seeing Doug: BOMBASTIC side eye

hello real world!!

“oh my god, Evan” SHUT UP!!!! SHUT!!! UP!!!!!

chim blames himself��

buck looks so confused andichdhdhs

DANIEL HATES HIM TOO WOOOOOOO

if buck doesn’t punch him in this episode I will

all of these flashbacks to my favorite episodes WOOOHOOOOO

“since when do gurneys have fingers” EJDIFJDSAAAAAAAAAA

Daniel is so mid oh my godddd💀

“who are you” SCREAMING

this wacky camera work!! camera person

ARE WE GONNA LEARN

DAMMIT

coma dream! roll credits!!

“figure something out” I KNOW WHAT HE HAS TO DO!

buck don’t kill yourself

“you’re not married… you really should be!”

DID BOBBY DIE

NAUUURRRRRR

IS THIS WHERE HE CODES????

CHIMNEY NOOOOO

where is Eddie

where is chris

where are my people

ATHENA!!

oh shi real world

of course bobby would blame himself

bobby nash and athena grant-nash are Buck’s parents

“he has to be” oh this is so ao3

HEN!!!!

respiratory failure! woohoo

THE MUSIC

ECMO

aLBERT!!!!

bobby with the rosary😭😭😭😭😭😭

chim judging the buckley’s yayyyyy

EDDIE!!!!

NOT THE PLANE CRASH

“the crazy just sucks you in!”

EDDIE DIAZ!!!!

….chris….

NAUUURRR

NOT THE DIAZ PARENTS

cHRIS

this is our first Carla appearance in a while

“can he hear me” THAT MAKES ME WANNA CRY

“YOURE GONNA BE OKAY” IM GONNA SOB

“you have to come back” I understand why Aisha cried

hen figuring out the coma dream >>>

BOBBY!!

the ambulance still being there😭😭

damn doesn’t the 118 have other patients???

MAY SAYING BUCK IS BOBBY’S SON IM GONNA CRY

buck being so stubborn that may says he’s gonna be okay💀

Buckley parents make me mad

the plane!!!

WHO IS THAT RUNNING

running in nightmares be like:

,,,Bobby??

I’m actually so confused

IF MY SISTER don’t SHUT UP IM TRYING TO WATCH A SHOW

please HIS HOSPITAL ROOM???

“ooo I busted out the rosary must be serious!” I AM SO UNSERIOUS RN

yeah ur parents are nice to you but your entire life is messed up

IM ABOUT TO THROW MY PHONE SHUT UP MY SISTER!!!!!

if I miss smth it’s because of her loud ass mouth

how do we only have 20 minutes left so much needs to happen

we only got started!!!

i need to see Eddie break down

bobby and athena are so Buck’s parents

FULL NAME ATHENA IS MAD

athena will get this kid to wake up by sheer WILL AND DETERMINATION U GO MOTHER

#angelabassetdeservedtheoscar

HIM BEING ABLE TO HEAR ATHENA’S VOICE IM GONNA CRY

“I fixed you!” WHAT IF I COMMIT DIE RN

BUCK COLLAPSING IN THE TSUNAMI EPISODE SKDICHXHZHAAAAA

“so basically you were buck!” IM CRYING

IS THIS FIX YOU BY COLDPLAY????

IT IS.

“boy am I gonna feel guilty about that one” WHAT IF I CRY

“where do you think you’re going??!!”

“home.” I AM SO!!!

if they get Eddie to try to keep him by saying “I love you” you will never hear from me again

THE CUTOFF OF FIX YOU BY COLDPLAY SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i have an unreal attachment to that song yall have nO IDEA

where!! is!! eddie!!

i need Eddie to give me something to break down about

THEYRE PULLING THE PLUG???

if they really were Bobby would be there

DANIEL BLAMING HIM?? JESUS

EVAN BREATHE EVAN

buck in scrubs,,,,

FIX YOU COMING BACK!!!!

HEY THE HATCHET!!

THE BREATH

YEAAAAAAAAA

TO FIX YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY DIDNT SHOW US HIM WAKING UP!???

he stays with Eddie!!

CHRIS!!!

“I never made it inside the classroom… which kinda tracks” WHAT IF I CRY

hen being exactly the same >>>>

chim having his emotional moment >>

“let’s get you set up on the couch!” AAAAAAAAAAAAA

i don’t like the Buckley parents being so insufferable

OOOO BOBBY CENTRIC EPISODE NEXT MONDAY???

farmer wants a wife YEEHAWWW🤠

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chemtrailactivist · 27 days ago

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coming up on 3 years since I’ve seen anyone I went to high school with, felling #blessed

#mp.txt #thinking back to that time I was in a depression era during the last year of high school #which turned into a neet phase after graduating that I only got out of bc my aunt forced me into employment #I’m glad she did bc I was going nowhere fast and I would of spent a lot of time just wallowing in my own misery if left to myself #it does sound funny when I type it out bc I basically saying that getting a job and being a functional member of society cured my depression #I mean it kind of did but that was mostly the money and getting to spend time around ppl I could actually stand to be around #and I actually had to grow a back bone and do things #I’ve come along way and I’m proud of that

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tittysuckersworld · 2 months ago

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vent tw, if you have depression please please just dont interact-

#ok so. to preface this for anyone with depression going past this point. im not gonna be nice. this isnt about you #this isnt about you in particular or how your secretly constantly a burden to everyone you love or how you just cant get it right #its not about having to deal with a person with depression but more how the social climate has made it so its so hard to deal with every #thing. thats all. if you read more do not blame me for feeling bad.#that was your only and last warning #okay so! now that hopefully all my homies with depression out there are ok- it is hard being surrounded by people with depression #sorry like. i am the only one in my imediate family without depression. and its. its hard a lot #like i care so much about these people and yet i cant help them because their either sad or tired or angry or numb most of the time #and i cant do anything. i cant do anything at all. and thats fucked!!!!! i think. sorry i am not one for curing mental illness but i really #really wish there was just a cure for depression so the people i care about could be happy and have energy and be ok #i dont want to constantly worry in the back of my head if what ill say next will lead them to going quiet and sad #or worry about how a few too many wrong moves and a hard time could push them off the edge. i know it wont happen.#but i worry about it constantly especially with the political climate #and i care for them so much and i just wish they could feel happy most of the time. just more than half is enough. more than half #gosh its gotten to the point a sertain tone of voice or someone saying their tired can make me feel bad #like bad enough i need to leave the room and go cry. everyone is alwase tired and i dont know what to do #i feel like a little kid being so sensitive by others emotions- but i cant help it. i cant help it when im surrounded #again this isnt a bash against anyone with depression. this is a bash against depression because of all the pain its given my loved ones #if i could fight depression as a just. thing i would mawl it alive. tooth and nail til all that was left was either bones. cartalige.#blood and flesh that hadent somehow made it into my stomach. and id keep it alive for a long as i could as i killed it #it would suffer 10 times the amount its made others suffer if i could. i can be a cruel bitch and i will if i ever got the chance.#and u h ya! sorry lil bit of silly moment i am just. sick of the tired. if i could id honestly never hear the phrase im tired again

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rawritsamehh · 4 months ago

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#I’m tired of being extremely depressed all the time #I’m on the highest allowed dose of a higher level medication and YET #proof that meds aren’t a cure all hahaha I fucking wish

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steviescrystals · 5 months ago

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thinking about colorado again send help

#for those who don’t know both sides of my family are from there and it’s where i grew up #but since moving to az 11 years ago i’ve only gotten to go back 3 times which is so sad #we went in june for the first time since 2018 and it was so great but so sad bc it just made me miss living there even more #like i spent half the trip just dreading having to come home and missing colorado while i was still there #and we were only there for a week but just being there made me feel more like myself than i have in years #and a few weeks after we got back my mom said something about how happy i seemed there and how she wishes she could see that girl more often #and like fuck that’s hitting me so hard rn #like it’s one thing to feel that myself but it’s another for someone else to comment on it like i didn’t realize she noticed it too #anyway idk where i’m going with this i just miss it so bad and if i had the money i would drop everything in my current life to move back #obviously moving wouldn’t magically cure my depression or anything but i do genuinely believe i’d be so much happier there #can’t even afford to move out of my moms house at the moment though so here i am #lj.txt

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medicinemane · 6 months ago

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Man, I'm just kind of dazed today

I woke up yesterday around 9am, didn't do much for the day, went to bed... realized it was too hot to fall asleep (cause my window is broken so I can't open it)

So I got up, filled 3 box with papers as I sorted out the magazines and mail

Then I needed to stay up till after 8am so I could go to the post office to return that bowl. Came back and laid down but... you know when your body just feels wired and you really need to sleep but can't? Probably cause it's pumping out hormones to keep me awake to compensate for me being so tired, that's my guess based on how it feels

Anyway, lay down and kind of drift off with a video in the background, but... I think I was just on the verge of sleep but not able to cross over... like dozing at best

Then I hear Bart making noise and look over and he's acting like he's hunting a mouse, and sure enough he was, so he helps me cup it, and then I go take it to a field outside of town to hopefully live a better life... but clearly wasn't sleeping if I'm doing that

And... I'm still up. I think I'm gonna try and take another crack at sleeping... I hope I can do it. Things do at least feel a bit cooler

But yeah, I'm a mess today, gonna be two days worth of dash to look through whenever I get up, and then I can also respond to the couple messages I've got

But oof... hate feeling like this. The non depressed part of me wants to die just because maybe then I could finally rest

#for the record not even feeling that suicidal today; not sure if I'm too tired for it or if I'm just in an ok mood for once #but fuck do I just want to shut off and never have to boot up again; but now and in general #I relate to Bilbo and Frodo talking about being stretched thin... I feel something similar... you know... most of the time #strip the depression aside and I'm tired... and I don't know if any amount of rest will cure it... I don't know if I can truly rest #got a lot of things I want to do; whole lot of skills I want to pick up #but... having to be the parent my whole life; never actually getting a proper break... I'm so tired #my trip to Phoenix was the closest to a break I've gotten; but... there was a set activity in a set time frame #...it still kinda feels like I should have found a way to squeeze more out of it; you know? like as an obligation #not cause I minded how things actually went... but it just felt like I shouldn't have been at the hotel on the couch; should have been out #and then a 3 day window with stressful travel on either side of it... hard to really relax like that #obviously I had a fairly bad breakdown there; one of the few times I was actually at serious risk... not sure if I'd have managed it #don't trust myself to have the nerve to kill myself; but I very much did have a method... if I hadn't had someone to go see the next day #might have just gone ahead with it #but anyway; other than dinner with my friend their friend group and showers... I'm not sure I relaxed there either #I think... I think sleeping was more a maintenance obligation and I sprung up like when I set an alarm #(I so rarely set alarms and almost always wake up a couple minutes before them; it felt like that for 3 days straight)#so... truthfully I don't know if... if I've ever really rested #mhh... no joke; the last time that comes to mind that I didn't feel like I had to be kind of on #was when I was 13 on a school trip; and I'd taken a surf board to the back of the head while being rescued from a rip tide #and so people were worried about me; and I was just kind of laying there relaxing while people played cards and stuff nearby #...mhh... anyway... in less of a mood to say it's a shame I didn't just drown; so I suppose that's something #but... I don't even know what I'm saying; I'm so tired in the lack of sleep sense #and also physically and emotionally or... whatever #well... take care #mm tag so i can find things later

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