#definitely not a coping mechanism

[xfriskfannumberidk]

NEW CHARACTER ALERT?

I'd like you all to welcome, CT!chara!

(HE'S TOTALLY NOT A COPING MECHANISM FOR MY INABILITY TO BECOME TRANS RN)

And yes, he will be up for asks, so, if you have any questions for him, ask away!

Ct!chara:*I thought it'd be funny to have some melons, so what?

[lunarisntlee]

So I’m just not ticklish anymore, sorry guys :3

[thephweddingphring]

!MERLIN S5 SPOILERS!

Gwaine isn't dead. He's alive. Eoin Macken said so. REJOICE!

[cypherthesilliest]

I’m sensing an accidental trio here

(All three of them peeking into doorways in the same order, ALL OF THEM have some combination of Red, Yellow, and Blue (sure jax is purple and Ragatha skin is more peach and pomni has more vibrant colors, BUT LOOK THEY ALL HAVE SOMEWHAT OF THE SAME COLOR SCHEME.) They don’t get along but it’s like all three of them somehow gravitate towards eachother to make this little mentally unwell trio.

[maryymaruu]

Sleep deprived, stressed and sick, on top of constant work and exhaustion and just *muffled screaming*

More work in progress peeks, Pebbles in particular seems to be putting up resistance against finished drawings- quite in character for him. I love this little bug. (Says that about a super computer larger than a metropolitan city)

[willosword]

i love seeing mark all anxious and protective over oliver but it also makes me sad bc it reminds me that oh yeah. just a few months ago he saw his brother be lifted by his little baby arm and flung around like a ragdoll and he couldn't do anything to stop it huh :(

[chaorappa]

YEAH, I LOVE SEXUALLY AMBIGUOUS MENTALLY ILL GINGERS!!! (The lil blue guy is me btw don't mind me there... 😇)

[d13t0rt10n]

Wuya: You know you are really over-thinking this.

Jack: I am a literal genius, the only type of thinking I can do is over-thinking

Raimundo: I'm gonna be so real right now, that just sounds like anxiety dude.

[fisheito]

Me: Everything i make is garbage i shouldn't even bother

The eiden in my head:

Me: Sorry eiden you're right my efforts have value

[aster-daydream404]

Unrelated to any of the usual things i talk or reblog about over here in my silly little corner, but as i got back into the LMK fandom bc of shadowpeach bio parent au and delve into the fanfictions because of PittedPeaches' AGAOC, i just want to say that... holy shit Red Son you and your actually dysfunctional family's dynamic DID NOT HAVE TO HIT THAT HARD IM SCREAMING IM CRYING IM SOBBING IM TEARING MY HAIR OUT IM BITING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE!!!

[pnk-spiderr]

if I yapped about how toxic masculinity plays into renzou shima's character would yall be interested

[thecatinthepurplepants]

just scrolling looking at what the crunchyroll algorithm would spit out at me tonight when I came across this category and uh

... the best huh? Aaare you sure???

Are you really, really sure about that crunchyroll???

[heliomanteia]

Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

if you were there beware, reading festival (2009) 💙

[qoldenskies]

I was reading back through caged lungs and I realized just how many times Donnie got hit in the head during the last fight and how hard, no wonder Leo is concerned about brain damage.

Also, when Donnie goes to see April at the end of chapter 2, is he just dissociating really hard or is that an actual physical symptom from the…everything really!

not to mention the oxygen deprivation with raph throttling him! the last fight is so visceral and nasty and it was the final nail in the coffin when it came to donnie's issues physically and mentally, because although he would have been terrified of them regardless i dont think it wouldve been "inconsolable screaming heap at the sound of raph's voice" like it was in the early bit of CW.

and id mark that as dissociation personally. the second he registered as being in relative safety he kind of shut down because he wasn't able to process it, which had kind of been a running coping mechanism through the last month or so of CL. MIND YOU: IT IS NOT HELPED ALONG BY THE BRAIN FOG CAUSED BY HIS TIME IN ISOLATION, its a nasty concoction of problems. and also yeah physical exhaustion definitely doesnt help! he ran all the way to april's apartment while actively starving, after all.

although itll get better after [REDACTED PLOT THREAD] is handled, i think dissociation is gonna be something donnie will be dealing with for years, because spending four days in a quiet, enclosed dark space has some extremely messed up consequences for your brain and body. it was also in general something he used to cope under the abuse, so i could see him having issues with it when he's not in his right mind (sick or sleep-deprived, for example), i could see him regressing back to that old mindset when something like that happens. his perception of reality is permanently a little fucked :(

[saturnfishfriend]

Me!!

This is literally me guys!!!

Also guys I rlly like referring to myself in the 3rd person...I just want to know if it would piss anyone off or smthn??? it makes me feel very euphoric in a way i guess

Now Saturn is sleepy so he's gonna go on c.ai and be a bit younger...yeah!!!! Also vers writing isn't very good tonight because she's kinda zoned out