#december 4 2023

[royalarchivist]

Phil woke up and immediately chose violence.

[dogstomp]

Patreon / Discord Server / Itaku / Bluesky

[ldshadowdoodles]

[11] An older duo, it’s Lizzie and Stacy!! Loved their dynamic in One Life, miss them so much

-🌷

[card-of-the-day]

Today's Card Is: Cubone

[druggeddraccus]

i had to take bandit to the emergency vet tonight. he got a toad and i’m always bad at identifying them. i always think it’s a Bufo toad. and i was standing literally two steps away from him. i saw him chasing something called his name turned on my flashlight but he had already gotten it

me and my dad rinsed his mouth out and cause bandit got soaked in the process i gave him a bath and then after his bath he threw up 3 times. and then he was really lethargic and not walking properly and kept flopping over.

so i drove him to the vet while bawling and my mom met me there. they don’t think it was a bofu (he never had seizures or foaming at the mouth—none of the classic symptoms—and if he did it would’ve shown up quickly it’s never delayed onset)

so they gave him just fluids and anti nausea meds. and he’s been sleeping pretty much since we got home. but he’s more himself. still curious with noises and walking around normal. not fully playing or anything but he’s normal.

he would only eat a couple bites of plain rice but they said it’s normal if he doesn’t want to eat.

[outfitsinspiration]

Who: Blair Eadie

What: Rosantica Holli Faux Pearl-embellished Cage Clutch Bag in Pink Gold ($1,559.00)

Where: Instagram - December 4, 2023

Worn with: PatBO dress and Mia Becar sandals

[chiaraferragniwardrobe]

What: Louis Vuitton Trainer Sneakers in White  (Sold Out) Where: Instagram - December 4, 2023

Worn with: The Attico jacket, Saint Laurent jeans

[paramorefan999]

today

my mother is upset today and the whole house is cold

i dropped my sister off at her apartment and hated her for leaving

i haven't talked to my dad in a while and i think he is happy

my brother is never home these days and he didn't put the milk away

i went to therapy today and decided i would be different

[deadestofdoves]

Is it weird that playing Hades has become my Christmas tradition?

[untothebreach]

I was thinking about how I feel bad sometimes for being a walking stereotype of "white woman likes cheese" but I realized something groundbreaking halfway through.

I only use terms like she or her or girl or woman about myself when I berate myself or am otherwise being self harmful and self depreciating.

It's like I either:

Have a fucked up view of gender and femininity and thus see womanhood as shameful and inferior and cringeworthy and judged, and masculinity as safe and comfortable and unjudgemental

Or

I self harm myself in part through violent misgendering by calling myself a woman to forcibly take myself back to a childhood state of vulnerability and "knock myself down a few pegs" emotionally via emotional self harm

[vyxart]

[averbaldumpingground]

Poetry Prompt: "Heart, we will forget him! / You and I, to-night! / You may forget the warmth he gave, / I will forget the light." (From Heart, we will forget him! by Emily Dickinson)

The rain comes down much harder than it used to now, a steady accusation on the roof. It's got the cadence of his voice that she remembers.

The memories are often tainted black.

But she can trust her hands, her calibration. The guilt's still there, as present in her footnotes as his smirk. She thinks she might get used to it with trying.

[little-pisces-dreaming]

December Prompts | More Foxes

Prompts by nosebleedclub The slow crunch of snow slowed to an uneasy halt. With twitching ear, a young kit raised its head, and fixed its gaze on the man. Its head bent low to avoid the newly felled tree it had sheltered beneath as it trotted over the bodies of its skulk. Its paws sank silent into thick snowdrift like an anchor cast overboard. With quickening breaths the man stepped back, eyes…

[hellmxuths]

Ya know .. I'm TIRED FUCKING TIRED of giving giving giving and recieveing didly shit. Perhaps it's the same feeling when you've gotten a new pet and you try to engage and try to tell them you're their new parent and you're going to love them- all for them to leave you and go for someone else that treats them kinda crappy. IM HERE. IVE FUCKING BEEN HERE. IM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE MY FEELINGS DONT MATTER. THEY DO!!!!! Ffs, stop "giving me shit" "oh I'm just bullshitting but you always have to take it personally" YES. BECAUSE THATS WHAT PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME MY ENTIRE BLOODY LIFE YA FUCKING TWAT! Where the fuck is EMPATHY FOR ME????? some days I really wonder if it's even love.

[druggeddraccus]

i went up in the attic today and found more of our old VHS tapes. honestly that tv is the greatest purchase i’ve made in a while i love having it

also freaking house of mouse!!! it’s so much fun to watch these again

[outfitsinspiration]

Who: Blair Eadie

What: We Dream in Colour Cassiopeia Earrings in Gold ($250.00)

Where: Instagram - December 4, 2023

Worn with: Azeeza dress and Manolo Blahnik sandals

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