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Pencil sketch of the boys. 💚 I drew Ven a little too short oops
#original characters#space love discovery#SLD#veradis pacio#yolye seseven#mine#my art#traditional#sketch#pencil#love these boys#hopefully the short comic actually happens this year#dear lord i am trying
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Writing a multi-chapter fic is fun until you gotta re-read the whole fucking thing multiple times to ensure that you’re staying consistent and not accidentally fucking up your consistency with new chapters and have a whole note page about who knows what and who has what items and who is where doing what
#yes this about of gutters and galaxies#yes I am trying to get my shit in order and finish it#but dear lord I just had to rewrite a solid 400 words because I forgot I gave Optimus something#and I also forgot where I put a bunch of other characters#it’s going fine okay it’s getting written#I have a whole page of who is where doing what#like fanfic chess#my ramblings
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i fucking love people here you guys see this dinnerplate-faced daycare animatronic and go "what if they were detectives" and you make all this amazing astounding art and writing and concepts and designs like yeah . sure . im going to be normal abt this and im not going to think about the incredible levels of creativity involved im not gointg to think about how much i love seeing beginner artists using the dca as a way to learn new skills in art and character design Im not going to think about how much joy is in all those AUs and how much artists and writers put aspects of whatever they enjoy in those stupid ass clowns to make these incredible inspired stories and artworks absolutely Brimming with love for what they created &how much i love seeing people in the community huddling around those AUs and hyping them up and making More Art from those yeah im normal. whatever
#im a vanilla dca fan but dear lord some of you draw me in like a rat to cheese#fnaf dca#talking#i think early early on in the fandom i saw a post complaining about this#about some dca content being so far from the original concept that it just doesnt make sense#not to be cheesy on main but i think the love that people have for this character is insane and i think that if you make#incredible ass monster sea monster mermaid WHATEVER designs#and at the heart of it all its because of how mch you love the dca#then thats fucking fantastic#this is probably worded really fucking badly maybe i'll try again another time#its 3 am man im going to sleep
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Opens ur blog. sees ur playing p3p and like akihiko. so real i also started p3p and really liked akihiko but i stopped playing and havent finished it....
naurr im not playing ittt my fav strimmer is playing p3r and i just lurk while drawing :3
#OK SORRY SORRYY P3RPOSTING BUT AKIHIKO.#'Nobody wants to see your junk' SAYS WHO ?????????????? I WANT TO SEE ???????????????????????????????????#deadass i actually need 2 b restrained and locked up i am gnawing at my hand. the beach scene when they were trying to pick up girls.......#he was STUTTERING. and he was sooooo nervous and awkward and sosoosodwjrjw soo cute dear fucking lord#the voice acting. THE VOICE ACTING. i need this set of pixels on my screen carnally.#jesus fuck hes so HES SOOO HGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .5 seconds into saying hello to aigis he talks abt triathlons and athletes 😭😭😭😭😭#SOO silly and goofy hes has this kinda awkward dad energy or smthn i mean he doesnt have a kid but i can change that WHAT.#LMFAOOOOOO WHATTTTT I SWEARR MY KEYBOARD JUST TYPED THAT OUT THAT IS CRAAAAAZY man tumblr glitches r getting out of hand these days#franswers#p3rposting
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guess who discovered they don't rock with 90% of their art!!!!! this isn't even a vent post, i wouldn't post vents, this is a ramble and an unnecessary announcement that i will be posting more, and posting cringe.
A lot of the art i post on there, i will not deny, it was extremely fun to make. i will not doubt that for a Moment. I have created so much neon, eyebleeding D,J,M,M v,ore paraphernalia and knowing the amount i have ruthlessly inflicted upon the world brings me much joy. However: i have realized that most of these do nothing for me.
How is it that with all this D,J,M,M v,ore, barely any of it feeds the purple, glowing, gaping maw in my soul? . I've just been making shit for this blog because i need to draw d,j,m,m v,ore to maintain my internal reputation of d,j,m,m v,ore guy. I think it looks good, but that's not the point, the point was making my heart flutter and i have FAILED. It's probably why I've only been posting like, once a month now. (that and bc of h,omo mousike)
Comet and Fritz are back on my mind with their weird explicitly v,orey bullshit along with them, and I am going to draw it. It's going to be dimly lit, neon-colored, and be about the exact same thing like I'm a broken record and only i will like it
#(holy FUCKING shit guys you probably won't believe me but i wrote paraphernalia correctly ON MY FIRST TRY i am GOD)#see i said all this about “i'm going to make shit i like... even if it's CRINGE” but i know damn well that the most important part of it#for me is the description and accompanying text. and i am a PUSSY about that. dear lord.#there was text to this one too and yet i feel like i would literally rather die than post it.#maybe i will be a big boy about it . one day.#bichambered-reservoir#sfw vore#extreme cuddling#nsx vore#swwh#e-a/t
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Thinking bout train enrichment
Like I know technically they probably get it from just doing work as is but at the same time I think if not for that fact he's used to it Thomas would have fun just going down Gordon's hill (look at me and tell me that boy wouldn't love slides if he was human)
Also I feel like if it didn't cause derailment, the engines would get a kick out of running their wheels over different surfaces (listen to me. I think Duncan would enjoy the idea of bubble wrap.)
Without question everyone gets some kicks out of shunting the trucks and probably each other if they had a chance (as that one post put it, like rams locking horns and seeing who's stronger)
#if anyone sees this feel free to add on#oh my god if Gordon was human he would be a beast at tug of war#imagine them taking turns pulling each other while one is set to park#y'know like sled pulling#or imagine trying to bump each other to see how far they can make someone go#dear lord I am deep in the rabbit hole am I#ttte#thomas and friends#thomas the tank engine
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IT'S OVER
THAT SHI HEATHCLIFF SOLO BY RIP KULLY OF THE FINAL BOSS OF CANTO SIX IS OVER- A NEARLY 40+ HOUR ENDEAVOR
GOD DAMN
#limbus company#that was like... 7 streams#dear lord.#this is kind of a spoiler ban breach from my side but also i am trying to be very vague
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Damn it, #1 was sniped. Okay okay, I'll pick #2, that's my runner-up, lmao
I was so close to posting your last ask, I'm glad you got this in before I did!!
woof, okay, so I wasn't lying when I said that this is the most self-indulgent fic I could come up with - I was in the mood for some good self-care and unfortunately for my blorbos that means putting someone in the torture machine 😬
(oh no I just opened the doc and it turns out that, while this premise has been rotating in my mind like a rotisserie chicken for the past several months, I haven't actually written anything for it other than a brief outline, that's so disappointing, I'm so sorry)
(this is lowkey what spawned the family dinners post! so I guess that's where my writing for this went 🙄����)
so in lieu of a snippet, here's a little summary instead:
After an accidental reveal, Jack and Maddie decide that they love their son—but they can’t accept his ghost side. So, they enlist the help of their all-too-eager friend Vlad and sign over Danny’s guardianship on the terms that he takes Danny far away so that the GIW never find him (because while they want to dissect all the ghosts, they just can’t bring themselves to do it to their son). Danny tries his best to persuade his parents to send him to his Uncle Constantine instead, but is forced to agree when things start to get heated. He’s not happy, no one’s happy… except Vlad, really.
But, since this is a post-Future Dan fic, Danny knows a few of the JL's identities - Batman being one of them. Vlad is pretty easily persuaded to move to Gotham with Danny and Danny puts his "befriend the Waynes and somehow use them to get Constantine's number because dear Ancient's he needs to hide somewhere from Vlad and the House seems like the best bet" plan into action!
Things do not go smoothly at all.
#dpxdc#wip game#😡😡😡 tumblr logged me out for trying to answer this#i am being silenced#sorry it's not great - you had such bad luck on both of your asks haha#if i had opened the wip and realised there was only a brief outline and no actual writing then i wouldn't have put it on the list#sorry again but thank you for asking!!!!!#(now to look at your wips ehehe)#(dear lord please let this post now)
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The MASON investigation section is causing a level of dramatic irony when it comes to Klavier's dialogue in court that is making me SUFFER
#ace attorney#klavier gavin#apollo justice ace attorney#turnabout succession#i am genuinely trying so hard to not be mad at klavier since i have more information than he does but dear lord is it hard
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#trying /really really hard/ not to let the overuse of terms such as 'secular' bug me here at school#but honestly I'm starting to get annoyed with it :')#ugh dear Lord I am trying SO HARD not to be argumentative and annoying and avoid my real problems in life by being snarky and unteachable#but it is HARD SOMETIMES LOL#bc I really want to argue#I really need the energy release it provides#even when I don't really care about the subject being argued about#college complaining#I think I'm using a different tag by accident every time lol#I'm trying so hard to grow up and put away childish things but I'm feeling so worn out. the problems aren't fixed.#and venting on tumblr isn't fixing it but I don't want to ask to schedule another appointment with my councilor bc I know it costs a lot#and I don't want to burden anyone here at school with my problems. that's self-seeking isn't it? and it's not fair to expect other people t#fix my problems.#I should turn to Christ alone since He should be enough for me. right?#I don't know and I hope I'm not being rude or blasphemous but I'm tired some of the depression/anxiety symptoms are showing up again#and I don't want to go back to shaking in fear and not being able to get out of bed for days in a row
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i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.
#like this is notttt the argument u think it is#'gay roles should be reserved for gay actors' TURN ON UR BRAIN#i understand wanting to have more queer actors and to have them get more recognition. that's completely fine and im all for that.#what im NOT for is trying to enforce that every gay character has to be played by a gay actor#like did u guys learn nothing from kit connor#or all of the other actors that were forcibly outed due to this argument. like seriously.#im sorry im ranting but dear lord man#i just saw a clip of a decently popular influencer saying shit like this and it makes me so upset. esp coming from a queer creator.#celebrities owe us nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.#they dont owe us that knowledge abt themselves and we should not feel like we're entitled to it just bc two men kissed on screen!! goodness#celebrities are people and they deserve their own privacy and to have their journeys on their own time just like everyone else#they dont even need to have a journey!!!! they don't have to do anything!!! they can just live their lives!!!!!#idk man this really gets under my skin#stop trying to force people to come out just so u can make sure the very little amount of queer media we get is 'genuine' or whatever#like u sound ignorant and bigoted dude cmon now#am i gonna get hate for this i swear#anyway rant done its 1:30 am im gonna go back to! writing!#long tags#rant
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This is as much effort that I'm willing to put into this.
Somewhat of a fix-it with getting rid of the child bride LMFAO, but revamping it so Y!Tiki can still participate. And also a manifestation of how I think Libra/Virion/Lon'qu would be the most powerful if not slightly disastrous throuple (unfortunately no real interactions between them here, they're all too wrapped up in their own things!). And also a fuck you to amatonormativity.
Target audience: Literally just my sister and I think LMFAOOOOOOO
#fire emblem#feh#literally my sister and i have had one million conversations over YEARS about how libra and virion would be a good fit#for thw bridal banners. like. we've had jokey TT units before of less popular characters.#libra is LITERALLY a priest he can officiate the wedding. and i've been wishing for a libra alt for years.#and lon'qu. dear lord. my sister is in the fucking trenches. for NO fucking REASON#bc lon'qu is LITERALLY SUPER POPULAR. HE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ALT BY NOW.#also i'm anticipating some bullshit about how romance and a happy marriage is gonna cure tiki's loneliness and trauma#and i'm absolutely fucking dreading it. literally there is so much more to life than that.#love isn't just romance and romance ISN'T like. love's Final Form#literally love can be family you collected along the way. love can be kindness towards your younger self. ect. whatever.#i try v hard NOT to be a hater but. on the fucking record i am a marriage hater through and through.#tiki#fe libra#virion#lon'qu#fe anna#flavia#my art
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He did not sing "you checked your texts while I masturbated, oh my god I feel so used" in 2015 for out magazine to say he just came out.
#i am trying not to cry at work. this album is beautiful. so i am saying this. but dear lord.#shut up clark
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At this point I stay exclusively on this website and Ao3 for fandom stuff but DAMN what the hell happened with the reviews
Castlevania Rotten Tomatos below for comparison
#*long suffering sigh* more than half of these are because of Annette aren't they#people giving this bad reviews because of the annette thing aren't valid sorry not sorry#if you have actual critiques beyond “omg!!!! woke!!!!” you can stay. at least for a little bit#you don't need to like the character rewrites and race changes but if you're basing your reviews and stuff of it then yeah you're racist#oh dear lord there's homophobia popping up too#urgh#this is what i get for looking at rotten tomatoes -_-#people complaining the show talking about the french revolution...bruh#im only paying attention to the few that don't mention “woke” “SJW” or other shit and some (SOME <- key word there) people are valid#LMFAO PEOPLE WITH DARK SKIN EXISTED IN THE 1700S WHAT THE HELL ARE SOME OF THESE PEOPLE ON#some of these reviews are just insulting to fanfic writers#those people have obviously never read a good fanfic in their LIFE#I am willing to tolerate/engage in a polite discussion with some of the people who thought that a few of the themes should have been subtle#i will agree with some of the people who said that richter should have gotten more screen time#but i think it's just a result of trying to juggle too many plotlines at once#oh dear lord this is getting long#ok i'll shut up now#netflix castlevania#castlevania nocturne#castlevania#castlevania netflix#castlevania: nocturne
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i miss this game already
#took me. over 220 hours to finally get through the ending of the game#i kept quitting right before the end and starting a new playthrough#something about act 3 as a whole.#the start of the game is just. so damn fun......#i love creating my character and meeting the companions for the first time. getting to the grove and saving the tieflings#over and over again#im not sure how i feel about the ending. i think my brain is just soup so maybe I'll have thoughts on it later#it was. confusing? fun. unsatisfying? cathartic#i have to stop myself from. going back and trying to change the ending i got.#for the last 3 hours i was just agonising over all these small choices that really. just robbed me from the whole experience#its um. almost 6 am. lol#one thing i can say for sure.#completely unforgettable game. through all its flaws i can definitely name after 220 hours. i still thoroughly enjoyed it#forever altered my brain chemistry#i should. sigh. probably take a break from this game.#at least move on to a different game good lord. bg3 has completely consumed the last month and a half for me#i wont stay away for too long probably. i want to start my dark urge run finally#oh god its 6 am i have not slept at all#ok. goodnight dear followers. so so so tired.#chris noises#bg3
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I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday payche
#dear diary#LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH#I wanna commission my dnd character SO BAD#but I have dipped into my savings so much as of late and I’d rather nip that in the bud#but it’s also more than enough to commission Laz from a friend of mine….#NO I HAVE TO RESIST ARGH#I AM TRYING TO NOT BE BROKE
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