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Pencil sketch of the boys. 💚 I drew Ven a little too short oops
#original characters#space love discovery#SLD#veradis pacio#yolye seseven#mine#my art#traditional#sketch#pencil#love these boys#hopefully the short comic actually happens this year#dear lord i am trying
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i fucking love people here you guys see this dinnerplate-faced daycare animatronic and go "what if they were detectives" and you make all this amazing astounding art and writing and concepts and designs like yeah . sure . im going to be normal abt this and im not going to think about the incredible levels of creativity involved im not gointg to think about how much i love seeing beginner artists using the dca as a way to learn new skills in art and character design Im not going to think about how much joy is in all those AUs and how much artists and writers put aspects of whatever they enjoy in those stupid ass clowns to make these incredible inspired stories and artworks absolutely Brimming with love for what they created &how much i love seeing people in the community huddling around those AUs and hyping them up and making More Art from those yeah im normal. whatever
#im a vanilla dca fan but dear lord some of you draw me in like a rat to cheese#fnaf dca#talking#i think early early on in the fandom i saw a post complaining about this#about some dca content being so far from the original concept that it just doesnt make sense#not to be cheesy on main but i think the love that people have for this character is insane and i think that if you make#incredible ass monster sea monster mermaid WHATEVER designs#and at the heart of it all its because of how mch you love the dca#then thats fucking fantastic#this is probably worded really fucking badly maybe i'll try again another time#its 3 am man im going to sleep
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guess who discovered they don't rock with 90% of their art!!!!! this isn't even a vent post, i wouldn't post vents, this is a ramble and an unnecessary announcement that i will be posting more, and posting cringe.
A lot of the art i post on there, i will not deny, it was extremely fun to make. i will not doubt that for a Moment. I have created so much neon, eyebleeding D,J,M,M v,ore paraphernalia and knowing the amount i have ruthlessly inflicted upon the world brings me much joy. However: i have realized that most of these do nothing for me.
How is it that with all this D,J,M,M v,ore, barely any of it feeds the purple, glowing, gaping maw in my soul? . I've just been making shit for this blog because i need to draw d,j,m,m v,ore to maintain my internal reputation of d,j,m,m v,ore guy. I think it looks good, but that's not the point, the point was making my heart flutter and i have FAILED. It's probably why I've only been posting like, once a month now. (that and bc of h,omo mousike)
Comet and Fritz are back on my mind with their weird explicitly v,orey bullshit along with them, and I am going to draw it. It's going to be dimly lit, neon-colored, and be about the exact same thing like I'm a broken record and only i will like it
#(holy FUCKING shit guys you probably won't believe me but i wrote paraphernalia correctly ON MY FIRST TRY i am GOD)#see i said all this about “i'm going to make shit i like... even if it's CRINGE” but i know damn well that the most important part of it#for me is the description and accompanying text. and i am a PUSSY about that. dear lord.#there was text to this one too and yet i feel like i would literally rather die than post it.#maybe i will be a big boy about it . one day.#bichambered-reservoir#sfw vore#extreme cuddling#nsx vore#swwh#e-a/t
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IT'S OVER
THAT SHI HEATHCLIFF SOLO BY RIP KULLY OF THE FINAL BOSS OF CANTO SIX IS OVER- A NEARLY 40+ HOUR ENDEAVOR
GOD DAMN
#limbus company#that was like... 7 streams#dear lord.#this is kind of a spoiler ban breach from my side but also i am trying to be very vague
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Damn it, #1 was sniped. Okay okay, I'll pick #2, that's my runner-up, lmao
I was so close to posting your last ask, I'm glad you got this in before I did!!
woof, okay, so I wasn't lying when I said that this is the most self-indulgent fic I could come up with - I was in the mood for some good self-care and unfortunately for my blorbos that means putting someone in the torture machine 😬
(oh no I just opened the doc and it turns out that, while this premise has been rotating in my mind like a rotisserie chicken for the past several months, I haven't actually written anything for it other than a brief outline, that's so disappointing, I'm so sorry)
(this is lowkey what spawned the family dinners post! so I guess that's where my writing for this went 🙄😒)
so in lieu of a snippet, here's a little summary instead:
After an accidental reveal, Jack and Maddie decide that they love their son—but they can’t accept his ghost side. So, they enlist the help of their all-too-eager friend Vlad and sign over Danny’s guardianship on the terms that he takes Danny far away so that the GIW never find him (because while they want to dissect all the ghosts, they just can’t bring themselves to do it to their son). Danny tries his best to persuade his parents to send him to his Uncle Constantine instead, but is forced to agree when things start to get heated. He’s not happy, no one’s happy… except Vlad, really.
But, since this is a post-Future Dan fic, Danny knows a few of the JL's identities - Batman being one of them. Vlad is pretty easily persuaded to move to Gotham with Danny and Danny puts his "befriend the Waynes and somehow use them to get Constantine's number because dear Ancient's he needs to hide somewhere from Vlad and the House seems like the best bet" plan into action!
Things do not go smoothly at all.
#dpxdc#wip game#😡😡😡 tumblr logged me out for trying to answer this#i am being silenced#sorry it's not great - you had such bad luck on both of your asks haha#if i had opened the wip and realised there was only a brief outline and no actual writing then i wouldn't have put it on the list#sorry again but thank you for asking!!!!!#(now to look at your wips ehehe)#(dear lord please let this post now)
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The MASON investigation section is causing a level of dramatic irony when it comes to Klavier's dialogue in court that is making me SUFFER
#ace attorney#klavier gavin#apollo justice ace attorney#turnabout succession#i am genuinely trying so hard to not be mad at klavier since i have more information than he does but dear lord is it hard
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#trying /really really hard/ not to let the overuse of terms such as 'secular' bug me here at school#but honestly I'm starting to get annoyed with it :')#ugh dear Lord I am trying SO HARD not to be argumentative and annoying and avoid my real problems in life by being snarky and unteachable#but it is HARD SOMETIMES LOL#bc I really want to argue#I really need the energy release it provides#even when I don't really care about the subject being argued about#college complaining#I think I'm using a different tag by accident every time lol#I'm trying so hard to grow up and put away childish things but I'm feeling so worn out. the problems aren't fixed.#and venting on tumblr isn't fixing it but I don't want to ask to schedule another appointment with my councilor bc I know it costs a lot#and I don't want to burden anyone here at school with my problems. that's self-seeking isn't it? and it's not fair to expect other people t#fix my problems.#I should turn to Christ alone since He should be enough for me. right?#I don't know and I hope I'm not being rude or blasphemous but I'm tired some of the depression/anxiety symptoms are showing up again#and I don't want to go back to shaking in fear and not being able to get out of bed for days in a row
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i have thoughts on the leaked photos from bath today
we've SEEN this dress before... (season 1 episode 2)
so i honestly think this can't be a flashback because nicola's makeup is too nice to be s1 penelope.
i think that this is penelope's first attempt at trying to change her look, and the reason why it looks bad is to show us that she's going to fail at her first attempts to find suitors because she was never confident in the ill fitted dresses portia made her wear.
i think that the poodle hair is not as "poodle-y" as s1 and you can tell because the curls are bigger.
obviously this is all speculation, but i would also like to point out to people worried about filming delays...
the "bridgerton-verse" is made up of a LOT of locations, many of which are not even near london. to film a scene episode by episode would take too much travel and too much time, so they film by location even if the scenes are out of order, so that they can use these areas and be done with them instead of repeatedly coming back. so yes, these images are most likely the first episode, but that does not mean they are extremely far behind. big productions like bridgerton use a lot of crew and to move everything around and film in order is near impossible.
obviously i could very well be wrong, but i thought i'd put my two cent in. i'm still a firm believer that they'll finish filming in february at the latest and we'll get season 3 around june/july.
#netflix bridgerton#bridgerton season 3 spoilers#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton season 3 speculation#polin#nicola coughlan#penelope featherington#bridgerton s3#colin bridgerton#in the synopsis for s3 it says she fails at trying to get suitors before colin helps her#i hope to the dear lord above madame delacroix is the one who helps pen glow up#it would feel so wrong if colin was the one who decided what pen wore#pls take this with a grain of salt as i am not in the film industry#bridgerton#i am merely a fan trying to cope with this wait
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Can i be a hater for a second. If i have to hear mother by meghan trainor again i am actually going to hunt her down for sport
#like ive spent my entire life trying to get men to stop defining me by my relation to them. i am an independent being from you. im NOT your#fucking mom learn how to do the dishes and your own laundry. i should not need to be related to you in some way for you to respect and honor#my opinion!!!!!! also like mansplaining is the tip of the iceberg when it comes to misogyny (hello femicide) and the issue is that a lot of#people are actually listening to men over women on literally everything so like. ugh#i hate capitalist feminism i hate the pathriarchy being downplayed as if it doesnt have a body count that continues to go up i hate it!!!!!!#and i hate that 'feminist music' now means songs like this instead of literally anything with an actual feminist message. dear lord#l#brought 2 u by a man trying to use mother by meghan trainor in an argument. also the next man who calls me mommy will be hunted down.
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i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.
#like this is notttt the argument u think it is#'gay roles should be reserved for gay actors' TURN ON UR BRAIN#i understand wanting to have more queer actors and to have them get more recognition. that's completely fine and im all for that.#what im NOT for is trying to enforce that every gay character has to be played by a gay actor#like did u guys learn nothing from kit connor#or all of the other actors that were forcibly outed due to this argument. like seriously.#im sorry im ranting but dear lord man#i just saw a clip of a decently popular influencer saying shit like this and it makes me so upset. esp coming from a queer creator.#celebrities owe us nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.#they dont owe us that knowledge abt themselves and we should not feel like we're entitled to it just bc two men kissed on screen!! goodness#celebrities are people and they deserve their own privacy and to have their journeys on their own time just like everyone else#they dont even need to have a journey!!!! they don't have to do anything!!! they can just live their lives!!!!!#idk man this really gets under my skin#stop trying to force people to come out just so u can make sure the very little amount of queer media we get is 'genuine' or whatever#like u sound ignorant and bigoted dude cmon now#am i gonna get hate for this i swear#anyway rant done its 1:30 am im gonna go back to! writing!#long tags#rant
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This is as much effort that I'm willing to put into this.
Somewhat of a fix-it with getting rid of the child bride LMFAO, but revamping it so Y!Tiki can still participate. And also a manifestation of how I think Libra/Virion/Lon'qu would be the most powerful if not slightly disastrous throuple (unfortunately no real interactions between them here, they're all too wrapped up in their own things!). And also a fuck you to amatonormativity.
Target audience: Literally just my sister and I think LMFAOOOOOOO
#fire emblem#feh#literally my sister and i have had one million conversations over YEARS about how libra and virion would be a good fit#for thw bridal banners. like. we've had jokey TT units before of less popular characters.#libra is LITERALLY a priest he can officiate the wedding. and i've been wishing for a libra alt for years.#and lon'qu. dear lord. my sister is in the fucking trenches. for NO fucking REASON#bc lon'qu is LITERALLY SUPER POPULAR. HE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ALT BY NOW.#also i'm anticipating some bullshit about how romance and a happy marriage is gonna cure tiki's loneliness and trauma#and i'm absolutely fucking dreading it. literally there is so much more to life than that.#love isn't just romance and romance ISN'T like. love's Final Form#literally love can be family you collected along the way. love can be kindness towards your younger self. ect. whatever.#i try v hard NOT to be a hater but. on the fucking record i am a marriage hater through and through.#tiki#fe libra#virion#lon'qu#fe anna#flavia#my art
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He did not sing "you checked your texts while I masturbated, oh my god I feel so used" in 2015 for out magazine to say he just came out.
#i am trying not to cry at work. this album is beautiful. so i am saying this. but dear lord.#shut up clark
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At this point I stay exclusively on this website and Ao3 for fandom stuff but DAMN what the hell happened with the reviews
Castlevania Rotten Tomatos below for comparison
#*long suffering sigh* more than half of these are because of Annette aren't they#people giving this bad reviews because of the annette thing aren't valid sorry not sorry#if you have actual critiques beyond “omg!!!! woke!!!!” you can stay. at least for a little bit#you don't need to like the character rewrites and race changes but if you're basing your reviews and stuff of it then yeah you're racist#oh dear lord there's homophobia popping up too#urgh#this is what i get for looking at rotten tomatoes -_-#people complaining the show talking about the french revolution...bruh#im only paying attention to the few that don't mention “woke” “SJW” or other shit and some (SOME <- key word there) people are valid#LMFAO PEOPLE WITH DARK SKIN EXISTED IN THE 1700S WHAT THE HELL ARE SOME OF THESE PEOPLE ON#some of these reviews are just insulting to fanfic writers#those people have obviously never read a good fanfic in their LIFE#I am willing to tolerate/engage in a polite discussion with some of the people who thought that a few of the themes should have been subtle#i will agree with some of the people who said that richter should have gotten more screen time#but i think it's just a result of trying to juggle too many plotlines at once#oh dear lord this is getting long#ok i'll shut up now#netflix castlevania#castlevania nocturne#castlevania#castlevania netflix#castlevania: nocturne
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i miss this game already
#took me. over 220 hours to finally get through the ending of the game#i kept quitting right before the end and starting a new playthrough#something about act 3 as a whole.#the start of the game is just. so damn fun......#i love creating my character and meeting the companions for the first time. getting to the grove and saving the tieflings#over and over again#im not sure how i feel about the ending. i think my brain is just soup so maybe I'll have thoughts on it later#it was. confusing? fun. unsatisfying? cathartic#i have to stop myself from. going back and trying to change the ending i got.#for the last 3 hours i was just agonising over all these small choices that really. just robbed me from the whole experience#its um. almost 6 am. lol#one thing i can say for sure.#completely unforgettable game. through all its flaws i can definitely name after 220 hours. i still thoroughly enjoyed it#forever altered my brain chemistry#i should. sigh. probably take a break from this game.#at least move on to a different game good lord. bg3 has completely consumed the last month and a half for me#i wont stay away for too long probably. i want to start my dark urge run finally#oh god its 6 am i have not slept at all#ok. goodnight dear followers. so so so tired.#chris noises#bg3
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I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday paycheck on commissions I will not spend my holiday payche
#dear diary#LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH#I wanna commission my dnd character SO BAD#but I have dipped into my savings so much as of late and I’d rather nip that in the bud#but it’s also more than enough to commission Laz from a friend of mine….#NO I HAVE TO RESIST ARGH#I AM TRYING TO NOT BE BROKE
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ok im seriously gonna shut up about this after posting this cus ive complained plenty already but one of the joys of conlanging is translating a text and actually speaking it loud afterwards and only being able to do it like... 20% correctly is really hurting my soul lmao
#im gonna keep trying...... i loooooove clicks so much but dear lord#part of this is also that i keep mixing up the symbols representing the dental /ǀ/ and alveolar /!/ clicks rip#and then tones...... am i not fighting hard enough for my life already#but even at 20% this shit sounds awesome as hell not gonna lie#ramblings#kǂàxena
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