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Have you seen my little lad?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin zixun#Everytime I have to write his name I feel like I'm running outside in a blood rain trying not to get wet. Misspelling it feels so inevitabl#But so far so good! He doesn't have too many more appearances before he gets Cheesed.#Dear god I love it when characters go on the war path for someone they care about.#And I love it even more when you have an ambiguity between personal debt and genuine act of selflessness.#WWX saving WN is purposefully messy! Like a lot of our real life reasons for how we act - there isn't a clear single cause or answer.#Sometimes we forget that we are a collection of experiences and learnt reactions.#Sometimes we forget that what we see on the surface is not the point to address. Everyone is more complex than we think. Even yourself.#And yet...it always comes back to love doesn't it? Attachment styles and self-esteem and bonds and relationships to others.#Everything comes back to love and our perceptions of it.#WWX is on a self-destructive war path and he will absorb as much damage as he can for those he feels obligated and attached to.#Does it make him feel needed? Does it give him purpose? Does it ease anxieties of the past? I do not think there is an answer.
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practicing stuff with rei n seris steampink outfits
#UGH i need a comfortable rendering/coloring process i hate whatever i got going on#seri watch how you swing those thangs you gonna knock someone out with ur sandbags!!#reigen you big dork with ur big dorky hat i love u babe#im drawing the mob ritsu and teru fits too but their designs... have so much intricate details... dear god almighty pray for meeeeeee#they got blinged out to hell and i love that for them but i think my hand is going numb#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka
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I can't stop thinking about the rings on Hermes' fingers. I can't. Whats the story behind those? Did he start wearing them because Charon gave them to him as a job well done? The weirdest gift imaginable to your professional associate?
Did Hermes steal them to be a cheeky bastard and got them fitted and put them on for the jokes? Did he start wearing them apropos of nothing? Just happen to start accessorizing like his professional associate? Is it part of a shared uniform? Can we see the employee handbook?
Did Charon go out and get rings commissioned to look exactly like his for not one, but two of his partner in crimes' fingers, slide each lovingly onto Hermes' corresponding digits, and then gently hold his now bejeweled hands in his own to see how they match, knowing Hermes will now carry something of Charon with him when he leaves him for his dangerous work?
I'm just. Asking. Questions. But I swear to God, if we get Charon's portrait and he has a feather or an orange ribbon somewhere on his person, I will be inconsolable for days.
#charmes#hades game#hades 2#charon hades#hermes hades#i dont even necessarily want answers to these questions#i enjoy that this ship is about piecing together a scattered puzzle and inferring something from it#they dont even need to be canon for me to go feral again#so long as they still just as weird about each other as the first game and the same kind of mystery surrounds their partnership#ill be so happy without my favorite boys being canon#but dear god if they are. if we get even a scrap of them being explicitly sweet to each other#i just AH ill be ripping and tearing at shit#im gunna write fic again i can feel it in me bones
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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I’m so deeply disappointed in Tumblr rn. Transformers One has come out AND ITS NOT TRENDING? HUH? This movie is Across the Spiderverse levels of amazing both art and storytelling and it’s nowhere near trending???? DO BETTER TUMBLR THIS MOVIE IS PURE ART AT ITS FINEST AND I NEED TO SEE MORE LOVE AND ADORATION FOR IT NOW
#Transformers one#transformers#I need to see more people talking about Transformers One NOW#I saw the movie and I cannot stress enough how amazing it was#I already knew what was going on happen but dear gods did they get me believing that maybe things were going to be different#I can’t shut up about Transformers One rn it’s a masterpiece#I can’t wait for the sequel it’s going to be glorious
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you thought it was over. WRONG. homemade phighting meme dump
#darkheart phighting#hypertana#biograft phighting#ban hammer phighting#firebrand phighting#hyperlaser phighting#the broker phighting#medkit phighting#subspace phighting#vine staff phighting#katana phighting#slingshot phighting#dear gods so many tags#windforce phighting#i need to stop with the soundalike memes#go go gadget uber autism
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fuck it. Take This And Run
#would eddie be good at singing? inquiring minds want to know...#i was looking at Southern Belle images for. Reasons & i saw a couple of dresses#that made me go 'ohhhh that would make a killer fusion'#and mr dear was on the braintisserie. so....#Eddie In Drag My Absolute Motherfucking Beloved#its everything to me its everything to meeeeeee#god i need to see if the nearby (read: over an hour away) gay bar has drag nights#ive never been to a drag event of any kind#and i desperately want to....#PERHAPS! perhaps!#i do have a car and ample time to waste!#scribble salad#eddie dear#lmao i forgot his name a second there. i started typing and drew a blank <3#how Fitting!#anyway i need to practice drawing dresses....
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ONE: ok guys here’s an arc about mob, in his growth as a person, being confronted with an ideology he’s unfamiliar with, and he has to learn from it but also understand why it’s unhealthy and bad to properly grow from it and choose kindness in the end, albeit in a more nuanced way than before, and this will make mob more able to confront later problems in the season that can’t be solved with mere kindness and require a deep understanding of loneliness and solitude, something he hasn’t had much room to speak on until now. To express mob being shown this villain’s ideology we have a sequence where we see how mogami views the world and by extension how he sees mob, by putting mob in the kind of sad fucked up world he thinks exists, but mob will overcome it with the knowledge that in the real world he has people he cares about and that even the people who make the world bad sometimes can change and nobody is a static evil and kindness and courage when you’re going through hardship goes a long way. despite the darkness this is ultimately a very uplifting experience for him and a show that life is always more than its darkest moments, and also how picking yourself up instead of wallowing in your own suffering and trauma is hard but a very courageous act and what makes mob stronger than mogami
mp100 fans with tunnel vision: Oh so mob was tortured for six months and is sad? He’s literally so sad and traumatized and nobody is talking about this?
#babbles#mp100#decided to nab an old discord message for Post Purposes#BC i love mogami arc but god the Fandom Mogami Arc™️ where it’s all just#Evil Mogami Sad Mob Whump Look How Sad Why Aren’t We Talking About This!!!#makes me SEE RED. MY GOD#fandoms when characters experience trauma and get takeaways from it that aren’t looking into the camera to go#Wow That Was So Sad I Am Traumatized And Sad Now#I Am So Sad And Must Acknowledge My Trauma By Suffering And Never Growing#and of course coming back to one of my biggest fandom pet peeves which is viewing characters exclusively as People#like mob is so so so dear to me he’s one of my top ccs i care about him so so much#but he’s not a real child being bullied who needs like. counseling. his trauma served a purpose in the story and#dwelling on it was not that purpose!
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Slimecicle: Hey, do you know what- do you know what the mask does, dude? It keeps the toxicity out, man, and it keeps the clean air in. So we put those masks on, we take a deep breath. Bolas bolas. I'm going to give you guys a new contract too. You know what it is? It's gonna be at the top of your list. It says, "HAVE FUN." It says "Have fun."
For anyone feeling Strong Negative Opinions about Purgatory or any particular character, please remember these wise words from Charlie Slimecicle.
#Charlie Slimecicle#QSMP#Purgatory#Slimecicle#Team Bolas#Team Red#Don't go dying on a hill for anyone#and most importantly: STAY OFF TWITTER dear god please don't use Twitter#November 16 2023#I'm so unphazed by anything now because I don't care. I love members from both teams.#Don't read Twitter it just brings the mood down#Curate your content and unfollow / mute / block when you need to#Have fun! And if you're not having fun turn off stream
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I am always ready to drop the biggest bangers of my career at 2am. Anyway look at his ear I'm so proud of it
#i used to struggle with ears so bad. so i started studying them to Not do that anymore and. boom. realistic ear without a reference#this wip was MONTHS old dear lord#i drew the hair stoke by stroke because i'm insane (it was relaxing)#tumblr if you kill the quality i will explode all of your bones one by one. with my bare hands#also no he doesn't have his earmuffs yes it's intentional i had plenty of room to add them but it just didn't look very good#i am STRUGGLING on that hoodie by god i need to study more fold references#omori#drawing#arsenic#(because it's from his au . thats not the guy though#art#digital#omori sunny#sunny omori#yippee. i will now go to sleep my cats are waiting for me i feel bad
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the way people have truly absolutely started using twink as a replacement for the f slur is… really something
#saw a post just screaming FUCK MARVEL TWINKS FUCK MARVEL TWINKS etc like HELLLLOOOOOO?????#how do we Not see the issue here#it’s disgusting and i can’t believe how quickly the aaa fandom took that turn after last nights ep#some of yall are foul and need to chill out and just. get off the internet#dear CHRIST#i get that you want your lesbians i want representation too#and i was sad about no agathario time too#but GOOD GOD#this is not the way#anyway#go touch grass and examine your inner homophobia and stop making it everyone elses problem for fucks sake#and ESPECIALLY do not make it joe locke or jac schaeffer’s fault bc it’s absolutely not#silas speaks#agatha all along#billy maximoff
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Who is the best and who is the worst to sit next to on the plane?
no one could agree who unanimously is the best insisting their seatmate, previous or otherwise, was (ekky→benny, benny→reino, sasha⇆bobby, swaggy→forsy, luosty→mikksy)
but the worst? with a whopping two votes against him (benny, swaggy) is ekky because hes loud and forces guys into joining the poker table 😭😭😭
special mention forsy and mikksy copping out of the question like theyre carebear incarnates and going everyone is the best :)
Primetime Panthers | 10.30.24 (x)
#carter verhaeghe#aaron ekblad#sam bennett#sam reinhart#evan rodrigues#aleksander barkov#sergei bobrovsky#gustav forsling#eetu luostarinen#niko mikkola#florida panthers#2425#the editing is SO EVIL#“ekkys loud” (cuts to ekky going well /some/ would argue that rodrigues is the best because hes /quiet/)#yeah ekky whos that censored some huh. you guys mustve squabbled about this before so many times#to know sams club existed on the plane. oh sams club...#i need to know the updated poker table layout with the departure of most cats who sat there#swaggy willingly sits at the poker table and gets shocked when the guy whos the worst at poker bats his eyelashes at him to join#my favourite thing is swaggy and benny who dont want to hurt ekkys delicate feelings and try to say it as softly as they can#swaggy looking at the door nervously like ekky is gonna burst in and whine about him choosing him as the worst#him getting even more nervous as he mentions forsy because god forbid he gets in between 542#[insert sasha all by myself swinging his legs as hes sat alone on picture day pic]#bobby “i enjoy the convos i have with sasha :)” vs sasha “when i want to talk bobby is always sleeping” truly comical#also luosty... mikkolier or mikkoLIAR i need to know the spelling of this...#luosty and his shit eating grin as he teases mikksy#insert sasha's comment on mikksy where he goes yeah hes chill hes not as sensitive as lundy#mikksys soft yeah anytime someone mentions he loves people :(((#“a man of the people :D” oh they absolutely blasted the groupchat with all the “man of the people” comments people made#when mikksy chugged a beer at elbo room and cussed on local news oh dear god
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Redraws of one of my first dadnoir posts :]!!
EXTRA >:]]
#pmd eos#pmd art tag#Eevee/Ribbons#Riolu/Aimilios#pmd Dusknoir#dadnoir#AH YES. WHERE MY DELUSIONS OFFICIALLY BEGAN. (JOKING)#had to add the last one because I love the idea of Kangaskhan calling it out early on#AND DUSKNOIR PANICKING AND GOING ‘’????? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. IM NO FATHER.’’ (HOLDING TWO SLEEPING CHILDREN GENTLY IN HIS ARMS)#GOD THEIR INTERACTIONS WOULD BE SO FUNNY#‘‘I hope you love the joys of parenthood as much as I have! I could always give you some pointers if you ever need any dear!’’ DUSKNOIR:
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Jude in QoN: “Of course it was a trick” That’s what you said.
Cardan:
#Cardan: but that’s what you dooooo baby girl I was just tryna match your energy#also him saying “ofc it was a trick”#that “ofc” speaks volumes to me#like “well yeah it was a trick?? no way you thought you were seriously exiled”#also he’s so fucking dumb for that cause yes#I see his side#BUT DAMN SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM BEING TORTURED BRUH#and you sent her to the one place you always told her to go back to😭😭😭😭with NO WARNING#that’s what Madoc did to her you son of a bitch😭😭😭took everything from her in one day#obvi Madoc was so much worse but they both took everything from her within a moment of time and sent her to a world she did NOTTT wanna go#I love love love Cardan#he overestimates Jude so much and it’s cute AS FUCK but fucks shit over#like yes I’m all for him thinking his wife is a literal god#but he needs a reminder of her mortality every once in awhile#the folk are so fucking oblivious dear god😭😭😭😭#cardan greenbriar#queen of nothing#jude duarte
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He’s walked through this door what feels like a million times already, but Akihiko finds himself hesitating outside of Shinji’s room today. He’s struck with the terrible, paralytic notion that yesterday was just a dream, and that when he walks into the room he’ll find Shinji unconscious and unresponsive again.
It’s an absurd idea to even entertain, let alone be so afraid of, but– he really doesn’t know what he’d do if that ended up being the case.
Akihiko’s wrestling match with his own irrationality is interrupted when he realizes he can hear voices coming from the other side of the door.
One of them belongs to the lead doctor for Shinji’s case, talking about– something. Akihiko can’t quite make out what he’s saying, but he definitely catches the response.
“No, nothin’ like that.” Akihiko would be able to recognize Shinji’s voice absolutely anywhere, in less than a heartbeat. He knows it every bit as surely as he knows his own.
He leans against the wall and finally lets go of the breath he’d started holding.
Shinji really is awake. Akihiko hadn’t imagined it out of pure desperation.
Now he has to actually work up the nerve to open the damn door. It’s been all he could think about from the moment he’d left the hospital last night until this exact moment, but now suddenly the idea of speaking to Shinji seems as daunting as a title match. It’s never felt that way before.
Yet another thing Shinji would laugh at him for. He’s amassing a collection.
Well, since Shinji’s doctor is here, Akihiko figures he ought to be polite and knocks instead of letting himself right in. When he does, the muted conversation on the other side of the door grinds to a halt.
“Who in the world could that be this early?”
“‘S probably Aki. Dunno anyone else who wakes up at the a– the crack of dawn like he does.”
He exhales, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. Just hearing Shinji’s voice again smooths down some of the prickling edges of his nerves. This can still be salvaged.
Hopefully.
“You can come in, Sanada-kun.”
Akihiko steels himself before he opens the door, and he still feels nearly bowled over when Shinji’s eyes meet his. Seeing them open yesterday was emotional enough when Shinji could barely keep them focused. Now his gaze is alert and aware, fixing on Akihiko with the keen scrutiny that he’s come to find so familiar– it’s almost overwhelming. He very nearly chokes, though at least this time the universe shows him a little mercy and he doesn’t make any embarrassing noises.
“Uh–” God. He needs to get a hold of himself. “Sorry for coming by so early.” Akihiko shuffles inside and closes the door behind him.
Shinji snorts quietly and looks away.
“It’s no trouble,” The doctor replies mildly, though Akihiko has a feeling he’s a little annoyed at being interrupted. “We can continue this conversation later then, Aragaki-kun?”
“Sure,” Shinji shrugs lightly. Akihiko has no idea what they were talking about, and it’s really not any of his business to ask. He steps out of the way and takes a seat in a nearby chair, as the doctor takes his leave to give them some time alone. Akihiko appreciates it, even if it does feel a little awkward at first.
“Never known you to be so sheepish.” Shinji’s voice cuts through the silence.
“Never known you to censor yourself like that,” Akihiko shoots back immediately. Despite the circumstances, all he’s been through these past two weeks, all his apprehension and hope and the nausea-inducing slurry they’ve blended into– despite everything, it’s still as easy as breathing to slip right back into their familiar, bickering rhythm.
“Yeah well, the doc doesn’t appreciate ‘profanity’ in his hospital.” Shinji rolls his eyes. “His words, not mine.”
“When has that ever stopped you before?”
“When he’s got the same glare as Sawashiro-san.”
“He can’t be that bad,” Akihiko laughs. Out of all the matrons who’d been at the orphanage, Sawashiro-san had been the most intimidating by an oceanic margin. She’d practically been a boogeyman to the younger kids– and the older kids, however much they would have denied it. She had never been cruel, at least not in hindsight, just ruthlessly strict. And after all this time, even Shinji still can’t say her name without an honorific.
“Go ahead and try swearing around him then,” Shinji returns. “See for yourself.”
Akihiko folds his arms and scoffs amiably. He will not be doing that.
He feels so much more relaxed now than he did when he first walked into the room. He wishes he could keep things like this, continue to bask in the simple camaraderie of nostalgia.
He knows he can’t.
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#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#akishinji#persona 3#p3#persona 3 reload#p3re#still breathing au#sbau canon#sbau main plot#sbau october#sbau october 18#fic#(it's going to be the 18th on this blog for awhile lmao)#(akihiko wasn't kidding in the last post when he thought about how there was a lot that needs to be said)#(also)#(us constantly while writing akihiko's internal narration: ''could u try to sound less smitten u absolute buffoon'')#(akihiko: *continues to sound absolutely stupidly smitten*)#(us: *surprised pikachu face*)#(no actual ship-related action yet but dear god those vibes)#(and it wasn't even intentional)#(85-90% unintentional)#(he doesn't even realize smh)#(edited to correct the moon phase in the header)#(i couldn't add a new image description for some reason? it didn't even give me the option)#akihiko pov
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I'm holding out hope because I have to. I refuse to give up yet, it's a fucking long shot for sure, but I'm really banking on those mail in ballots.
#god please i can't do this again#im not going to get into it#im way too tired rn#but dear god#we need this#don't mind me#politics#presidential election
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