#dear anon i saw your latest ask

[antimonyandthyme]

i am making a spreadsheet with all your ficlets. and some snippets. it will not necessarily be comprehensive but it will be something. you write a LOT.

huehuehue...

[deathbxnny]

Hi! I really love your fic. Could you write oneshot reader x Viktor that reader has imposter syndrome and they blame themselves for little mistakes. How would Viktor comfort them?

The failed overachiever. | Viktor x Gn!Reader

I'm feeling a little better again healthwise, so I hope this is good, Anon! Thank you for your request and enjoy!<3

Content: Imposter syndrome, pre season 2 viktor, some angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, Reader is a genius, established romantic relationship, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns.

((Not proofread))

"Ah no, no, no! This just won't do!" You hiss out as you toss another paper filled with prototype scribbles in the trash. Working on your latest projects was already a painful drag, but it certainly didn't help that you just couldn't make up your mind. The equations you have come up with also seemed wrong. And the deadline to the showcasing was coming closer and closer!

Sleep was rare to find these days, mainly as you were stuck trying to chase a perfection you just simply never have found yet in your lifetime. An impossible feat you were unwilling to give up on no matter what. The many endless achievements that littered the walls of your laboratory were a clear statement to your deep desperation. You were practically renowned for your genius innovation and philosophies, but they never reached your mind. To you, they felt undeserving as in every one you could only see the flaws and mistakes you've made.

You couldn't escape the cycle of self hate you've trapped yourself in for years now... but that didn't mean that your dear boyfriend Viktor wasn't going to try and help you anyway.

Viktor narrowly dodged an incoming crumbled paper when he entered your laboratory late into the night. You hadn't left it in days now, and whilst it may have very well been hypocritical of him, he had come to bring you to bed. You used to do this often to him as well, way before the obsession for a flawless project had taken over you, but ever since you've been asked to present your latest projects at a inventors gala, things changed for the worst. He was already familiar with your rather self-destructive behaviors and was deeply concerned by them, another form of hypocrisy on his part, he supposed.

Tilting his head at your hunched over form, he carefully approached you, the sound of his cane making you hum weakly in acknowledgment. "Rough night?" He joked, although you found less amusement in it as you shook your head in disappointment. "I am simply enraged by everything! Every draft is worse than the last, and the deadline is in two weeks, and I have yet to finish a thing, and, and-" You let out a frustrated string of curses, before near swiping everything off your work desk. "I'm just... such a failure... nothing I do is good enough. Every mistake is a testament to how little I deserve my position as a scientist and professor."

Viktor frowned gently at your clear defeat, the tears in your eyes making his heart ache. He knew that feeling all too well. And he never wanted you to feel it, too. You were a genius beyond every measure. People followed your inventions like they were religion, always so eager for the latest news. Yet you never saw that part of your success. In fact, not an ounce of you believed you were successful by your own volition either. Every achievement and reward was just dumb luck to you.

"I don't think that's true." He started as he leaned down with great difficulty to grab some papers you had thrown away in rage. "And no one else does either. You're this generations genius. Everyone knows this... but you. And that's sad, my love." His words were soft and warm, the sweetness making you turn to look at him, whilst he sat down in a chair and flipped through your work intently like he always did. Patting his good leg, he invited you to sit in his lap, something that always made you nervous despite him making it clear that it didn't hurt him. Yet you indulged him this time without protest, desperate for some comfort.

He chuckled when you quickly hid your face in his neck, not wanting to embarrass yourself with the tears that were burning in your eyes. Pulling you close with his unoccupied hand, he pressed a kiss to your head and looked over your notes with a prideful glint in his eyes. "Your work moves and inspires thousands. Everyone knows of it and praises it like its gospel. You should be more kind to yourself... which may be hypocritical of me to say, but it's true nonetheless. Your work is perfection." "I don't think it is. The mistakes are so foolish that they are unforgivable." "Hardly." Leaning away, he made enough room to make you see the papers. "This is a flawless equation, and the design is impressive... may I watch you work on it? It would be an honor, my love." The man hummed, making you blink in surprise before you collected your ego and jumped up with a determined, yet flustered look on your face. "Well! If you really think that, then I suppose you can! But don't expect me to slow down for you!" You huffed out, making his smile widen. There you were. The prideful scholar he fell in love with so many years ago.

You began picking and setting things back up, your head turned away from him as you spoke. "... Thank you, by the way. I really needed to hear that." Viktor's eyes glowed with a warm, loving glow as he watched you, his heart full at watching you do what you loved the most.

"No need to thank me. I'll always be there for you."

[woozisguitar]

love your work and congratulations on your milestone! hope to see more of those come : )

I have an ask for chan and reader!

an argument that turns into a confession of I love you for the first time and reader just straight up blushes unable to hide that behind her anger and he just taunts her lol

not sure if I like this but I hope I did justice to your ask anon! 😭

requests for 200 celebration post: open (but slow updates!)

when you signed up for an extra credit psychology class, the last thing you expected was a stupid project. the curriculum never specified any projects, but apparently, the professor decided to add it at the last minute, and to make things worse, it was worth 90 percent of your grade. so much for extra credit… on the first day of your class, you cursed your stars when you walked in and saw chan. now, chan was an alright guy. well, he was a bit of a nerd, sure, and a little dramatic sometimes, but everyone liked him. everyone but you. you knew chan since middle school. the two of you were always fighting for the first spot in class, which ended with him winning, much to your disappointment. when this same rivalry carried on through high school, everyone assumed the two of you would have some kind of weird rivals-to-lovers confession, but you knew better. under chan’s sweet and shy persona was a complete asshole who would spite and contempt you any chance he’d get. chan moved away during sophomore year—something to do with his dad getting a promotion abroad—and you were finally able to secure that number one spot you always wanted. you couldn’t be happier that your nemesis was gone, but your heart still sent pangs of sadness at the thought of never crossing swords with him again. that was until now. chan sat there on the third bench of the middle row (something about it being the optimal seat in class, he used to always say), with his books in a neat pile next to him, reading the latest assigned reading. you scanned the room for an empty seat and almost, as if the fates were taunting you, the only empty seat was behind him. which meant you’d have to walk past him and risk getting noticed. or you could go back, ghost this class, and lose your shot at extra credit. you weighed your options and decided to bite the bullet as you trudged across the room to take the seat as inconspicuously as possible. chan looked up from his book to stretch his neck, and when his eyes locked with yours, they flashed with recognition. a slow smirk spread across his pretty face, and you realized his features were a lot more defined now. his jaw was sharper, and his glasses framed his face better. his hair, which was always neatly combed, now laid in a mess on his head, as if he had purposely done that. the cute, annoying guy you knew was gone and replaced with this. this beautiful man you knew was going to annoy the hell out of you. “done staring?” he asked, leaning back and crossing his arms across his chest. “and why would i stare at you?” you rolled your eyes and took a seat behind him. “hmm, i don’t know y/n. i thought you missed my pretty face after all these years,” chan fake-pouted. “oh, and who are you?” you said, feigning innocence and curiosity, as if you didn’t recognize him the second you walked in. you saw a flash of something in chan’s eyes, and he dramatically clutched his chest, “you wound me, y/n. you really do.” “have you always been this annoying, chan?” you asked, shaking your head at his antics. for a second, you felt like you’d been transported back to middle school, always bantering with chan. but this time, there was a calm to it. a soft sense of warmth, like old friends meeting again. or, in your case, rivals. “only to you, my dear y/n,” he grinned and turned back to the professor who entered.

you were so sure the fates were out to get you because, by some cruel sense of the universe or destiny or whatever, the professor paired you up with chan. now, the one person you were planning to avoid throughout the rest of the term was the one you’d be spending most of your time with. fucking great. the next few weeks were spent deciding the project topic, planning and writing proposals, and arguing with chan on every stupid thing, like whether the citation style should be apa or mla. but beneath all of this, you were glad to have chan back in your life. he was a weird kind of thrill, a driving force one might say, in your life. you asked him about his life after he left, and he told you about how he was oceans away. three cups of coffee and a bunch of cakes later, you now knew that chan hated his new school. apparently, no one cared enough to compete with him, and his nerd-like tendencies, along with him joining in the middle of the year, made him a bit of an outcast. a small, tiny, deranged part of you was glad that he couldn’t find anyone else who’d stand up to him like you did. you also discovered that chan decided to go against his parents' wishes to carry forward the legacy and become a lawyer, instead opting to study psychology. you knew how strict and brutal his dad was—everyone at your old school did—which made you wonder how much chan must have suffered to choose a degree of his own. your meetings with him started to consist of more than just project work. sometimes you’d tell each other about your day, a funny incident that happened, or simply talk about the past. the more you learned about him, the more you realized that your hatred was perhaps something else. something softer that existed below all that layer of ice. and that terrified you. everything was fine until a petty argument about survey interviews turned into a full-blown screaming match. you weren’t even sure what happened—one second you were excitedly telling him about how you got some amazing data, albeit having to go to the shadier parts of town, and the next, chan was telling you off for not asking him to join. you were just glad your roommate was out for the night. “i still don’t understand why you’re mad. i got the data, good data, and it’s going to boost our project results,” you yelled, starting to get frustrated. “because you didn’t tell me you were going there!” “well, i’m sorry chan, but you’re not always the smartest person in the room!” “this has nothing to do with being smart, it’s like you don’t even try to understand!” “understand what?! you’re the one who started screaming first!” “because—” chan stopped himself, looking away. “because what, chan? hmm? you think i did a bad job? that i didn’t know what i was doing?” you said, getting all up in his face. “god, no,” chan dragged a hand down his face, “it’s not that—” “then what is it? i thought we were starting to be friends! but you don’t even—” you started to ramble, but chan cut you off. “because i love you!” he yelled, taking deep breaths, “since middle school,” he added quietly. “w-what? what are you talking about?” you asked in surprise, your face heating up at his sudden confession. he saw your blush and a slow smirk started to form on his face, “you know damn well what i’m talking about.” “no, i don’t.” “yes, you do. your face says it all.” “no, it doesn’t,” you tried to pat your face to calm your blush, “it’s, it’s hot in here.” “y/n, the ac is on full blast. just say you have feelings for me too, baby,” he leaned in to tuck a stray hair behind your ear. “you’re so annoying.” “yet you love me, darling.” “sadly, i do,” you mumbled, suppressing your smile, and a grin spread across chan’s pretty face. guess that rivals-to-lovers trope did come true, huh.

[hp-hcs]

yanxidarlings here~ literally screamed when i saw you followed me because your writings were the direct inspiration for my latest post 💖 but im curious to see your take on yandere! poly! mattheo and theodore with m! reader or just more poly headcanons because i am never. going. to. get. enough. of. them

OH MY FUCKING GOD UR KIDDING I WAS THE ANON WHO REQUESTED UR LATEST POST

IM FEELING STARSTRUCK RN 🙇‍♂️👑

requests open, please dear god

Yk, reader is (lovingly) so fucking oblivious

Like, his friends will be like “hey you’re getting pretty close with like, the two most obsessive and violent guys at this school aha”

And reader will be like “lol they’re so silly goofy aren’t they 😌”

Inspired purely by your “you know people think we're gay and dating, right?” “aren't we?” I present:

“you know people think we’re gay and dating, right?” “aren’t we?” — yandere! mattheo riddle x oblivious! male! reader x yandere! theodore nott

completely unedited cause i gotta sprint to my lecture broski

TWs: possessive/obsessive behavior, brief mentions of violence, one instance of slut-shaming (?)

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Honestly, you thought nothing of it when you were informed that due to “space issues” you were being moved to room with The Theos™. You just shrugged and followed the very anxious house-elf who had informed you of the switch to your new room.

Your trunk and belongings were there already, waiting to be set up and organized. Mattheo and Theo were hovering in the doorway looking a bit too pleased with the situation for comfort.

You just quietly said “hi” and moved past them, dumping your school bag on your new bed and flopping down next to it.

Theo and Mattheo practically trip over themselves rushing to “befriend” you. (Their words, not mine)

You all share a dorm, so it wasn’t long before they realized the other was obsessed with you.

Then, it’s all out war.

I’m talking mysterious falls down the moving stairs, getting locked out of the dorm all night, randomly being chased by bludgers—even when they aren’t playing.

Random fistfights between them whenever they see each other in the halls.

That all goes out the window, though, when reader is asked out.

Reader comes back to his dorm after a long day and finds The Theos sitting side-by-side on the edge of the his bed.

“When were you going to tell us that you became the class whore?” Mattheo drawled, his lips thinning in disapproval and disgust.

“W-what?” You ask, completely taken aback.

“We heard that little Y/N L/N’s got himself a date to the Yule Ball,” Theodore adds. “Who is it? That Parkinson girl? The Diggory boy?”

“Wh- no. I said no anyways.”

The boys scrutinize you, exuding an air of judgement.

Finally, Theodore pipes up. “Good boy.”

😳

“Aww, what’s this? Look, Riddle. Y/N’s blushing,” Theodore teases.

They make a quick mental note of that 📝

Anyways, they eventually find out who asked you out. They call a ceasefire on their own personal war, and team up to beat the shit out of the poor guy/girl.

After that, babycakes, if they didn’t already know before, everyone at Hogwarts now knows that you are TAKEN. (Even though you don’t.)

They tolerate each other, but just barely. They can really only stand each other when you three all curl up in one of your beds or on the common room couch.

Then, they’re the clingiest mfs you’ve ever met.

They have absolutely no sense of a personal space bubble. One of them is always touching you in some way, whether it be holding your hand, resting a hand on your hip or shoulder, putting their hand on your lower back…

Theodore charmed your chair in History of Magic to be impossible to move, so you can’t scoot away from him.

If you’re relaxing on the couch in the common room, Mattheo will move to sit right next to you (like r i g h t next to you) and put your legs in his lap. He tried once before to get you to just sit in his lap, but you told him no (like an idiot) and avoided him for the rest of the day. That is, until you woke up to him in your bed next to you.

Homeboy was not happy about that.

He is manipulative as fuck and will gaslight you to no end. He uses his shitty childhood and bad father to get you to pity him.

(It works.)

It’s obviously disconcerting for you when your boyos go from ‘actively out for each other’s blood’ to ‘eh, you’re fine, i guess’

You guys were watching a movie in your dorm one night, all piled onto your bed, and they accidentally fell asleep there. They woke to you already gone for breakfast and them with their arms around each other.

“If you ever bring this up again, I’ll kill you.”

“Oh, believe me, they’d never find your body.”

They become way more open about their attraction to you, everything from kissing your cheek, to making you wear their clothes (esp their jerseys with their last name on them), to asking you your ring size.

I completely agree with your headcanon of Mattheo neck kisses 😩🤌

Eventually though, because you are an oblivious gay disaster, you’re just chilling on the couch and you’re like “Hey guys, you know everyone thinks we’re gay right? And like, all dating each other?”

“What, like we aren’t?”

y/n: 😳🤨☺️🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

[demented-tours]

hello!

i have been a fan of your works since almost a decade and it is safe to say that you’re one of my favourite authors to ever exist. i found your works through a03, specifically through the absolutely incredible dynamic of neji and kiba.

just wanted to come on here and say how much i adore all your works. especially the way you have written sai and captured his personality and autism so well, it holds such a special place in my heart (as do literally every character you have written)

i also wanted ask if there’s anything going to be added to the monoshizukanohi universe. it is beautiful and i am but ravenous for more. even if there is nothing planned, i have been and will continue to cherish the works you have put out there.

i have commented a few times on your works and also try to keep up on instagram but i feel too shy to actually come out here and say all this, hence the anon.

thank you so much for your service! (truly, and for free?! in this economy??? truly blessed)

- L

Well, hello there, Anon!

First off: thank you so much for sharing this with me. Notes like this remind me of why I do what I do, and that keeps me going through the chaos. All the virtual baked goods of your choice and many hugs, (if that's your thing; if not, then enthusiastic happy dances)!

Second: apologies for the small delay in responding; I've been under the weather. Also, if I've not responded to you over on A03, please bear with me, lol. I tend to do responses in batches. Sometimes interaction is difficult for me (neurospicy for the win).

NOW THEN! The good stuff.

Oh man, I love what you love! Writing Neji is just... so delightful. And Kiba's just the perfect foil for so many of my uptight/oblivious characters (ah, Gaara; you never saw him coming... until you definitely did, HA). And oh, Sai and Tenzou! I had no idea how cathartic that story was for me until the final page. I'm so glad you enjoyed those!

As for new Mono stories... Actually, yes. There is one in progress. It's another Origins story, like LET FREEDOM BLEED was. They're sort of the backstory/underpinning stories that star characters referenced and interwoven into what already exists. Keep in mind, I started writing Mono in 2008 (dear lord; where did the time go?); wrote pretty steady until 2014 or so; took a few years of unintentional break; came back to finish LESSONS IN LIVING; and then, well... The characters came knocking, again. I write Mono as a sort of... therapy, if you will, for myself. There's a freedom in writing fanfiction that just hits differently than the books/stories/etc. I write for paid publication. I don't think I knew I was doing that (the therapy thing) when I started, but I can definitely see it now, so this latest story is sort of... eh, a deliberate attempt? Or, like, I know it's helping me work shit out, if that makes sense? It doesn't impact the story, exactly; it's more just I know WHY I'm choosing to do this to myself, lol, lol.

I ramble. I do that. Point being: I AM working on something. I don't mind sharing that it's Itachi's story. It's called THE BELOVED MARTYR, and it is the longest thing I have literally ever written, and it's not done. Right now it's sitting at (are you sitting down?) roughly 900 pages, or 370,500 words. It spans Itachi's entire life (he's about 40 or so in current Mono canon) - so we see him as a boy, we see it when Sasuke is born, family, growing up, and just the sheer, unadulterated mayhem that is his existence. It has a cast of about 50 original characters (there's going to be an index of who's-who whenever this thing gets posted) plus all the usual Mono boys. It's basically my version of fandom canon--how the Uchiha family is old, powerful, and believes itself to be the shepherds of a new order under their control, but translated into the Mono world reality. Oligarchy, old Russian power, older Japanese power, the movers and shakers and often-criminal intrigue that affect global change and disaster... And in the heart of it all, one man who wants to stop the violence and heal himself and those he loves. One of my greatest loves in fandom is figuring out how canon could translate into my version of reality, and this one... considering Itachi's arch... is enormous and sad and lovely and aching all in one. I started writing it when my mother was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer (she's in recovery), and, well... It's also MY healing journey, in a way, lol--not just from that, but in life.

Grand themes, I grant you, but there's also humor and OH SO MUCH kink and violence and that nitty-gritty-teeth-clench thing that I loved about Rhythm & Bruise. We also get Nagato's backstory (my version of him), and yep, we get to see how Sasuke and Naruto meet and fall in love. People have been asking for that for years, and I've never really been drawn to write it, but it's a part of this because Sasuke is such a huge part of Itachi's life and purpose.

SO. Yeah. Um... in progress. I don't post things until they're done--I learned that lesson with LESSONS IN LIVING. I'm working on this in and around other novels and stories, not to mention the day job, which is ALSO writing, among other things, so it might be a while, yet. Occasionally, I post on this Tumblr (which is basically the only social media I use, these days, as i HATE Twitter/X or whatever and Instagram isn't made for words, really, etc.), so if you feel like hanging out, please do!

This is probably more than you bargained for with your lovely ask, but hopefully that's not a bad thing!

Regardless, I am delighted that you enjoy the stories, and I thank you so much for letting me know you're here.

All good things to you and yours, <3Dee

[tanoraqui]

hey!! i love your blog so much your takes are *chefs kiss*

i saw an Amazing post a few months ago where someone laid out a really cool plan for a silmarillion tv show and i cant find it again. it haunts my every waking moment. i think i saw it on your blog so i figured id ask if you knew it.

Either way, have a great day!

(note: I got this ask several thousand years ago, and am answering it now because I asked my roommates if I should write something serious tonight, or something ridiculous, or read a book; and they said ridiculous.) (note 2: I wrote the above several days ago. I'm posting at 6.5k words) (note 3: I'm going to pretend this is a deliberately timed gift to @thelordofgifs for their latest fic updates, which were bullet points of heartfelt and sober compelling canon divergence. this...is bullet points of [heartfelt? compelling?] lunacy. I hope you might enjoy it.)

Are you thinking of this, the "Supernatural but make it Silmarillion lore, and also women" show of my dreams? (Me, approaching the Tolkien estate with an offer for the rights to the Silmarillion: I swear, I will ONLY show the First Age in limited flashbacks. Everything else will be the characters as they are at least 10,000 years later, maybe even with an active framing device to identify them as modern interpretations of the characters...")

Oh huh, I forgot I thought a bunch more about that "teeechnically-not-AU" and never added it to that post. Regardless of whether it's the show you were thinking of, dear Anon:

one of the protagonists is definitely the reincarnation of Fëanor. Her name is Seraphina, which translates to something like "fiery divine being", bc her mom had a good sense of these things. They don't know this at first

her slightly older twin sister is Martha, named after their grandmother but it does mean the feminine of "master", because I spent at least an hour trying to translate any name Turin ever had into something reasonably modern and this is the best I could do (they also don't know about this reincarnation at first, ofc)

their father was killed by some sort of monster when they were babies so their mother took up monster-hunting ranging, etc. etc.

(the underground community of modern monster-hunters are called Rangers, in reference to the roaming heroes of old)

Seraphina, the Wild One(TM), ran away to go to college, where she double-majored in astrophysics and mechanical engineering and double-minored in linguistics and metallurgical engineering, and wrote an art history thesis. Martha, the Dutiful One(TM), stayed with their mother and kept ranging. They reunite when Martha shows up on Phina's doorstep because "Mom went on a hunting trip and hasn't been home in a few days", etc. etc.

the Bobby-style substitute parent should really, to (kind of) round this out, be a dwarf or hobbit. The full "Team Free Will" should represent all peoples of Arda... But I'm not making up OCs right now (yet)

a unifying legend of the Ranger community is that their unofficial network has been supported and guided for millennia by their cousins, the peredhel, Elrohir and Elladan, who quite simply never Chose and have been wandering the earth, saving people and hunting things, ever since their sister died. They don't NEED to Choose until they die, technically!

This is, in fact, true - or, it was. Until about 25 years ago, when [flips a coin] Elrohir married our heroes' mother, settled down into peaceful domesticity, and a few years later died dramatically to buy [throws a dart at a wheel of names] Laura and their children time to escape the whatever.

Laura knew about his profession and that he was older than he looked, but not his whole deal. She found that out later while vengefully hunting monsters...and never told her daughters.

The plot of Season 1 involves unravelling this mystery, including at some point meeting their elusive uncle Elladan (who has maybe gone a little mad with the sudden death of his twin? That'd be a fun season antagonist/arc/theme...dealing with grief...very topical!)

By the end of s1, all of the above have probably had a nice closure-giving(-ish) confrontation/conversation with Elrohir's ghost - who's been waiting in Mandos for his wife and/or brother despite Mandos's INCREASINGLY strident blandishments to stop acting like a cat in a doorway and choose - and Laura and Elladan are both dead in suitably dramatic circumstances.

...or, Elladan is. Apparently John Winchester didn't die until s2e1! So, what happens is:

- (earlier in the s1 finale episode, Laura, noticed something once or twice which her daughters didn't - saw a curl of smoke, seemed to be examining a McGuffin extra closely...)

- Laura has been mildly injured, and someone needs to guard a McGuffin or maybe a random innocent civilian caught up in this, so she stays behind while Phina and Martha go off to deal with whatever the actual big bad of the season is. Maybe a cult trying to sacrifice half-elves for some reason? Directed, though not personally managed, by whatever killed Elrohir in the first place, which is...I gotta figure an OC balrog? Like, not one of the big ones from canon. We'll just call her (Laura's) Bane henceforth.

- not long later, while Phina and Martha are fistbumping in the remains of the cult's hideout Seraphina maybe have used chemical explosives), or maybe discretely looting Elladan's body for useful weapons laying their uncle to rest, the scene cuts back to Laura

- she's pacing, patrolling. Ready for a fight. She senses something and goes even tenser, drawing her ancient sword. It glows softly blue - but this is no orc. Heavy footsteps, flickering shadows and firelight, maybe the sound of wings. We do not see the enemy, just a middle-aged woman in improvised combat gear with a pistol in one hand and a Gondolin-made sword in the other, and a look of iron determination and defiance. She pulls off the bandage on her arm, revealing that she'd faked her injury so the girls would leave her behind.

- "I knew it was you," she greets her old enemy, unflinching, as a faint reprise rings unnoticed in the Great Music. She moves to attack, met by a whip-crack and a flash of fire, and cut to black.

Season 2 starts where s1 ended, for Martha and Seraphina. They're almost back at their car (the beloved 1967 Chevy Shadowfax). Note: few times in s1, Phina has had strange visions or nightmares, never anything prophetic but once a good clue to defeating the MotW...

She reels with the force and horror of this one. Darkness, utter and choking, pierced eventually by a single desperate torch. A dark and empty hall where there should be life and light. Flickering firelight reveals blood on the floor...

She gasps, "Mom," and demands that Martha drive, drive, fucking drive faster already -

They're too late, of course. Laura is long-since dead.

...so, back to Monster of the Week, with additional focus on tracking down the Bane!

Seraphina's strange dreams and visions get more frequent, more memorable. Sometimes they're peaceful, full of beautiful Light. More often they're dark, or at least, dim - climbing strange, starlit mountains (finding a cousin of aconite which turns out to also be useful for defeating werewolves). Choking grief as her hand brushes the air just above a vibrant tapestry, too afraid to ruin it with touch. Fire in her throat as she shouts world-shaking words in a language she doesn't remember (she repeats them a moment later, fending off a corrupted wind-spirit, and it flinches even before Phina feels a burst of vicious, raging, burning strength.)

Seraphina is curious as hell and keeps pushing herself to learn more, see more. Do more. It's not just visions, eventually - she starts to read minds, here and there. She's always been a fidgeter, happiest with some petty creative task of wire and beads or yarn in her hands, but now she can swear that sometimes her craft supplies sing at times, directly surpassing her ears, and she can make things with quality, with power. A new-knitted scarf is sturdy as a gorget. Glass beads glow. The more Phina does, the more she's frustrated rather than satisfied - she knows she's missing something, and she HATES being ignorant. Being wrong.

Martha, always the responsible one, especially feeling the need to be so now that their mom has died, wishes she would stop. Wishes she wouldn't put herself, put both of them, in danger like this. Martha is literally game to fight an orc with her fists one on one, any day of the week; she's no stranger to a quick temper and impulsive action. But she grew up! Why can't her sister!

(Martha: [venting the above to a stranger in a bar or something. Meanwhile, Seraphina has found an medieval Songbook and is trying to, like, apply principals of Elvencraft to chemical engineering. more arguing ensues.])

Toward the end of the season, there's, idk, several murders at the site of a geothermal drilling experiment in the North Sea, and oh shit, Bane is trying to get something that came out of that drill shaft! Violent interrogation of some evil minions reveals that it's no less precious thing than a Silmaril! Our heroes read about those recently in some ancient tome! (Phina got a headache so bad, and a sense of being aflame, that she passed out.)

In the third-to-last episode of the season, they hunt the Silmaril to the unlucky random research facility to which it's been taken. Mundane authorities and/or scientists are already coveting it as a potential energy source, adding extra mooks...who mostly just die when Laura's Bane arrives. But our girls get to it just slightly faster. The jewel is in a jead-lined box. Phina has been increasingly consumed by single-minded focus on getting this thing; even as the Ban storms in all fire and darkness, she's furiously picking the lock. She flings back the lid; we see a shining gold-white jewel - and the Light consumes the screen.

The second-to-last episode starts with pure Light - then it fades to simple Mingling, as the Noldor hold a funeral for Miriel. They had rites for the fallen in their starlit home of old, when they knew no return. They are having a modified version now, knowing that in her weariness she will, at least, take a very long time; in the hope that it will help those who loved her move through their grief.

- young Fëanor (age 5ish), tears running down his cheeks, whispers to his father that he is sorry, so sorry he killed her. Finwë denies it fiercely, lovingly, and holds him tight. Indis approaches, seeking to offer comfort; Finwë sees her over Fëanor's head and, gratefully, shakes his head. She retreats.

- but in the next memory, it is Fëanor (age 10ish) who watches Finwë and Indis, as they move joyously in unison around their wedding dance floor. Someone says something to him, he responds bitterly.

- (I'm not sure exactly what narrative of Fëanor's life I want to construct here, but assume subsequent memories/short scenes include: dislike of half-siblings (ft. fear of loss/abandonment masked as superiority complex), finding genuine joy and contentment in craft, exploration, and Nerdanel & their children; Melkor & rising tensions with Fingolfin, the Silmarils, the sword Incident, banishment (ft. savage dislike of Valar), Finwë's death (the same memory that struck when Laura died!), the Oath, Alqualondë, the theft and burning of the ships...and Amrod...and shortly thereafter, Fëanor himself, in a rush that only wasn't suicide because he really thought he could bust in and kill a Vala right up until he realized he absolutely could not do that.)

- (very fast final montage of key events post death, only snapshots, maybe styled as tapestry seen from Vairë's Halls? Fingolfin, crowned, raising Maedhros from a bow and embracing him; the glorious hosts and castles of the Noldor, Dagor Bragollach, Fingolfin's death, Doriath & Celegorm, Caranthir, Curufin's deaths, Sirion & Amras's death (both with the Silmaril evading them in the background), Morgoth's defeat by Host of the West with Eärendil shining far overhead, the final attack/theft, Maedhros's death, Maglor flinging the third into the sea and collapsing)

- camera close on Seraphina's face as she opens her eyes. They are shining with Light. She says, "Fuck."

FINAL EPISODE OF S2 STARTS WITH:

- a few second earlier: Martha sees from across the room as Phina opens the box and a joyous Light shines forth, and her sister collapses. The Silmaril falls and rolls.

- Martha doesn't have time to see where it rolls, because she has to fight the monster that killed both her parents. We've seen Laura's Bane in the shape of a woman with cavern-black hair and fiery eyes a few times before, and when it killed Laura and Elrohir, we glimpsed much more. But 2 episodes ago was the first time we saw it in all its terrible, burning darkness. The building is falling apart around it. There were a couple security guards and a scientist here; they're dead within moments.

- like her mother, Martha started out with a gun and a sword. She quickly gives up on the gun - it IS a special magic gun, but she's just better with a sword. She's snarking at the monster as she fights, because this is a gritty urban fantasy show so she's going to die, but by Eru she's going to die with sarcasm on her lips.

- the Bane's whip finally catches her around the wrist. It's not clear if it's the pain of the break or the burn that makes her drop her sword. The Balrog steps over it and grabs her by the throat. Darkness enwraps her, the searing, choking claws and the all-encompassing wings and the swallowing of her vision -

- Light pierces it like a blade. The Balrog falls back, dropping Martha to the floor.

- there stands her sister, Silmaril raised, almost glowing herself with its Light. Her eyes blaze with the particularly fiery Light that was always Fëanor's.

- Power in her voice, in English she says, "I am Seraphina Elrohiel [cool epithet she's picked up as a hunter]"; in the most traditional lisping Quenya she adds, "and I am Fëanáro Finwë-Curufinwë." English again: "I wrought this jewel five ages of the world ago…and to be honest, I don't really know what I can do with it now."

- - (the soundtrack crescendos, the Music crescendos; unseen, all around Arda and beyond, beings tuned into the Great Song of Ëa know that Fëanor once again holds a Silmaril, and go oh, shit, fuck!!)

- she smiles, fey and burning. "Do you think it's a good idea to stay and find out?"

- Laura's Bane flees with a snarl.

- Martha gets to her knees, and no further. She's panting, still catching her breath, bleeding and bruised and burned, and staring up at her incandescent sister(?).

- Seraphina (who is, has always been, Fëanáro Curufinwë) stays standing and glaring for a moment more, making sure the enemy has truly gone. Then -

- - [note: it came up, in their hasty recent recent research into the Silmarils while chasing them, that they are blessed such that evil hands can't touch them. they'd hoped this would be protection against the Bane, if they got there too late to stop it]

- - [note: in the very very brief memory-views of Maedhros and Maglor's last moments, it was clear that their grips on the Silmarils were agony]

- Phina falls to her knees, Silmaril dropping from her hand without protest. Once again it rolls offscreen, glow faded but still bright. All force of presence gone, she cradles her burned hand and sobs in agony and irreparable loss, not to mention the sheer overwhelming experience of everything.

- older sister instincts (again: despite the fact that they're twins) gets Martha moving when nothing else did. Still not actually sure what just happened, she crawls forward and hugs her sister.

...then they get out of there. Martha picks the Silmaril up carefully with a piece of cloth and puts it back in the lead-lined box, and Phina carries the box. For the rest of the episode, they hunt down Laura's Bane before it can escape them utterly - unless it tries to come back and get the Silmaril while they're still off-balance, which is entirely possible! Either way, they kill it so dead!

Season ends with the two of them sitting in a dingy motel room, or maybe back in the Shadowfax [car], staring at the Silmaril box. Martha says, "So...what do we do with this?" Phina says, "We find out what the hell happened to the other two!"

IN SEASON THREE...

...I stop having particularly coherent ideas for what happens, is what happens in season three

honestly, I was originally conceiving of this as 5 seasons a la Supernatural didn't it have a great show finale in 2010? so great. thank goodness they didn't make 10 more seasons for some canonically godforsaken reason. But Fëanor retrieving even just one Silmaril would so kick off an s4 level of divine intervention and incipient apocalypse...

I dunno, or maybe they CAN have a full season of Monster of the Week plus arcing plot which is half standard hunting, half various supernatural entities tracking them down either to steal the Silmaril or to kill Fëanor (again) for her many crimes?

They retrieve 1 Silmaril that season, while evading, idk, I guess Sauron is our Lilith equivalent... And it WOULD be fun to have s4 start with Martha kicking open Mandos's doors (she's holding 2 Silmarils; she can kick open whatever doors she wants) and demanding her obnoxious sister back...

(We COULD do a thing where the Valar deliberately put Fëanor back asap, but lbr they...would probably rather not, even if they need her alive to do certain things. On the other hand, if they did, what a fun conflict for her! On the third hand, SOMEONE has to Lúthien the other's Beren at least once - not that Martha is singing. She's going more for the 'threatens Ainur with swords' side of her heritage.)

(That WOULD create a fun 'Martha has been doing increasingly badass and angsty shit offscreen (while Seraphina was dead)' scenario that could lead smoothly into some flashbacks about what Martha was doing before the show started - namely, increasingly badass (and angsty) shit while Seraphina was in college...)

Because in terms of focus, the first 2 seasons are a little more about Seraphina. Having not Ranged for a while, she's more the audience's pov character to start, and then the big plotty drama is focussed on her in s2...and in s3, as they hunt the next Silmaril and she adjusts to being... That is, Fëanor adjusts to being...

She was Fëanor for a MUCH longer time than she's been Seraphina, but she's been Seraphina more recently and kinda more...vividly? She hasn't fully processed being Fëanor. Her hröa is human (and female-shaped and human-female-gendered, and elves don't define gender the same way and don't have gendered pronouns at all, so she's sticking with 'she/her' and it's not a big deal), and her fëa has been acting human, so her memory capacity is still mostly human, as are her reflexes, her need for sleep, etc... She's getting better, but it takes time.

But boy has this enhanced ALL of Seraphina's natural attention-seeking, forward-leaping, fight-starting, prideful, self-centered Protagonist(TM) behavior!

Which is driving Martha CRAZY, all the moreso because there's reason for it now. Aside from the fact that even with no memory of her past life, Seraphina was always brilliant, while Martha was just...normal at best. Clumsy and un-witty except with a weapon in her hand. Prone to sulking and shyness. Downright unlucky, while the universe seems to shower blessings on her sister.

Even when Fëanor is trying not to start a fight, she's so condescending. to her sister who is a mere mortal Man. Having been one for 25-odd years - still being one, in fact - Fëanor has lost much of her suspicion of Man as an usurping species (it was never really about Men anyway). But she's SO condescending.

(Martha IS her sister, still. Martha can hold the Silmaril without the Oath pushing Seraphina to burning wrath, because she is Fëanor's kin.)

(Though "Fëanor's kin" was only ever a stand-in for, roughly, "people Fëanor could trust to temporarily hold a Silmaril because he knew they'd give it back to him instantly if he asked." So, as the rift deepens between then, as she grows paranoid again...)

...returning to the point above: as Seraphëanor steps up as Person Who Can Explain Advanced Supernatural Shit, audience pov connects a little more with Martha. Also because Fëanor's radius of destruction is really fun to watch from the outside.

Yeah...Seraphina gets pretty high up her own ass over the course of s3, then dies, maybe heroically or maybe as foolishly as last time, then post-season hiatus smash cut to Martha kicking in Mandos's front door and dragging her back to life... I do love that.

SEASON FOUR...

After the shock wears of, the classic Fëanorian paranoia isn't helped by the fact that Martha IS keeping secrets. What she's been doing, who she's been doing it with...(some Maia, maybe even an Úmaia?) Though Arda's mythology doesn't have the same Heaven/Hell dichotomy as Earthly Christianity, so alaos we can't have the sexy sexy s4 thing of an angel on one sister's shoulder and a devil on the other's...

But basically I think s3 has to have been somewhat of a tragedy, as Túrin (unknowing) and Fëanor (just bad at this) played out their old tragedies in tandem. Rashness was often the undoing of both. Leaping to conclusions, action or both, though usually in opposite directions. With maybe a dash of parallels with ancient (ie, Second Age) Elf vs Man conflict - Martha is increasingly down on herself, but also, jealous of Seraphina's Protagonist Energy and increasingly ready to do some violence about it.

And none of that resolves in s3! Seraphina just gets killed!

So in s4, they have to figure it out. Seraphina needs to learn some sort of (gasp) humility, and how to let grievances (and loved ones) go. Martha needs to learn how to cope with regret and grief with means other than changing her name and moving to a different city.

(She's already starting, though! This time, she asked "what would Seraphina do', then broke into Mandos and demanded solutions!)

(...and Mandos, perhaps, was very ready to refuse until he got a good look at her fëa, silently went 'huh' in recognition, and waved them out.)

Then Martha starts having strange dreams and visions - maybe after they fight an ancient dragon? or maybe she already was, in the s3-s4 gap (after fighting an ancient dragon with her new Maia friend?)

Seraphina is initially PSYCHED about this- twinnies for real!! But they get some entity to look at Martha's fëa and they confirm that she's 100% a Man.

Monster of the Week episodes are still the main focus btw. Vampires and werewolves, cursed magical objects, rogue petty nature maiar, peacekeeping between factions of non-humans still dwelling secretly here and there... Though perhaps the masquerade is starting to fracture?

And, of course, some (other?) Maia has shown up and informed them that Sauron is embodied again and trying to complete a ritual to break a hole in the envelope of the world to let Melkor back in, which our heroes must stop!

Also, definitely need to get the 3rd Silmaril back this season. They got the one in the earth and the one in the sea...

- so, a fan favorite recurring character [a/n: IT'S MY IMAGINARY TV, I CAN IMAGINE THE FANDOM'S REACTIONS, TOO, AND ALSO TBH I'M CERTAIN I COULD DELIBERATELY CRAFT A FAN FAVORITE CHARACTER] is the twins' Uncle Earl, who isn't technically their uncle but rather an old family friend of their mother's. He is, in short, kind of an old kook. Some flavor of Southern - I'll flip a coin and say Louisianan? Lives on a houseboat, refuses to go ashore unless absolutely necessary because "the feds'll get me." Visiting nieces means there's someone else to go get groceries and gasoline (necessary, but he doesn't trust most delivery services or modern technology, either), so they've possibly never seen him set foot on land except maybe once on an isolated beach in rural Oregon. Fought in Korea. Has probably looked grizzled since age 12. Eats mostly fish, talks to birds, talks back to the radio.

- to be clear, this guy is not filling the Bobby 'faux-parent' role. ...okay maybe he is a little, emotionally. But he's not involved in "the family business." In terms of SPN characters, he's roughly Garth - appears once a season or so, is a delight for 1 episode, then we part ways. He calls Martha in s1 because there's been some "weird deaths" in the port he's in right now, and he knows they deal with "this sort of thing" but he can't get ahold of Laura. There's a mention of him in s2, that they called to tell him Laura had died. In s3, they need to lay low for a while so they join him on his boat for a few weeks, go stir-crazy and end up fighting a sea monster.

- Idk if he calls them again in s4 or they're trying to lie low again or they just run into him by chance...but they're dealing with MotW murders in some swampy Florida shore-town and on his ship (The Flower) when something much bigger than a swamp monster catches up with them. Say, Sauron sent an unstoppable Carcharoth-sized wolf monster, or maybe a super-vampire (some aerial combat would be fun), or just some Úmaia miniboss that a season or two would've been a season-climax boss fight...

- they're moored up when it arrives. Phina curses, Martha shouts for Earl to drive, drive the boat out as far and fast as he can! Earl was half-asleep at the table; he starts awake demanding if it's the feds?! Phina leaps to the wheel herself and slams the gas, while Martha grabs the old shotgun off the wall and fires at the giant shadowy wolf-monster.

They leave it howling on the pier. They'll have to go back and face it eventually, but they're not ready right now. Maybe they can even re-land far upshore, and it'll have lost their scent again...

- the giant shadow-wolf finishes howling starts chasing them running on the water

- Martha curses, and shouts Phina to drive faster. Earl (looking over Martha's shoulder, also cursed, almost impressed, at the sight of the wolf) tells her to give him the wheel. Phina shoves him away and shouts back as she yanks the wheel that they need to turn back, they can't win this fight on the water -

- the wolf is snapping at the Flower's keel. Phina curses in Valarian and yells at Earl to take the wheel and steer them back to land, while she runs back to help Martha fight the wolf.

- Earl flips a red lever in the [boat mechanics] cabinet under the wheel which we've probably seen before (Seraphina fixed something in s1), labeled "High Octane" and shouts, "Hold on, girls!" He slams the throttle again and the whole houseboat hydroplanes. The wolf falls overboard; Phina goes with it but Martha grabs her.

- the wolf gets to its feet on the water, and starts chasing them again

- "Confession time, girls!" Uncle Earl calls, steering the boat beyond full throttle while Martha and Phina get to their feet. "I did befriend your ma's dad while he was fighting in Korea. He whispered to the stars at night, when he felt lost." Adjusts a standing spyglass, tugs a string a couple times to turn on the lanterns on the prow and above the steering console, dons his navy blue-and-gold captain's hat. "I thought I couldn't have been happier to guide him home - then Elrohir met his Laura, and they fell in love. And had the two of you!"

- "Do you have a point?" Phina shrieks. She's scrambling to get her jacket out of her bag under one of the seats, because her Silmarils are in its pockets and the shadow-wolf is gaining. Martha, shooting at the wolf again, glances back, maybe having noticed that the old anecdote is phrased differently than before. Old Uncle Earl is standing unusually straight, his grizzled-gray hair gold-ish in the warm lantern light.

- "Yes!" he calls, jerking the boat away from the wolf again. Some of his Louisiana accent has fallen away, too. "Don't lose your wits - and keep holding on to something!"

- he tugs the light-cord again and the yellowy lantern-case above the wheel opens, and the light that shines forth is far brighter and paler. Its source falls into his hand as the lantern shakes with the Flower's speed, and he sets it on the brim of his hat - the illusion of which fades, leaving only the golden band on his brow with the Silmaril set upon, and Eärendil standing as tall, young, and golden-haired as when he first sailed the sacred seas. He gives the wheel another stern yank and the ship's prow rises even higher - and keeps rising, with the rest of the Flower in tow - the Foamflower, Vingilotë, every plank now aglow.

- "Also," he admits, looking over his shoulder to make sure neither of the twins has fallen off (again), "I'm your great-grandfather. I really am sorry to have - hey!"

- that's for Seraphina, who is Fëanor, Oath blazing in her heart, regaining her balance, sprinting up the deck and lunging with wrath in her eyes for the Silmaril.

- Eärendil dodges smoothly, while still keeping one hand on the wheel. "I said," he says reprovingly - while Martha bodily tackles her sister to the floor - "keep your wits Fëanáro. I'm here to help, as I ever have been for the people of Arda."

- the girls wrestle on the deck for a few more seconds before Seraphina calms down. It helps that they realize the wolf had grown giant wings of shadow and is chasing them aloft as well.

- btw: late in s4, the dwarvish researcher who's Bobby's fill-in and/or Martha's probably-trustworthy Maia friend should really be present as well for all of the above, but this ain't really about them. So I think they're just kinda. awkwardly Present for this family not-reunion. helping fight the wolf & all that.

- (Eärendil doesn't actually give back the Silmaril. But he lets Seraphina hold it for a few minutes, during which she is more at peace than she has been in millennia, and promises to let her have it again if/when she really needs it, if it isn't more urgently needed elsewhere. This is, more or less, satisfying to the Oath: as discussed "Fëanor's kin" was only ever shorthand for "people whom Fëanor could trust to hold a Silmaril without ever withholding it from him.")

Eeexcept it turns out that even Eärendil doesn't know that the Valar DO want Morgoth back, because they're kinda totally down to have Dagor Dagorath and reboot the world. Look it'll be great - Túrin - that's you, Martha - will help Eonwë and Tulkas slay him, then Fëanor will break the Silmarils, releasing the Light so that Eru can use it to Remake the world, Unmarred this time - Hey, where are you Children going? Stop stabbing people! Stab only the people we tell you to stab!

(Ulmo, ever wise, offscreen: When has that EVER worked? Especially with Fëanáro and his kin?)

Yeah, there's a scene very much like the end of SPN s4, wherein Martha gets grabbed by the celestial "good guys" and they admit that this is all kinda set-up but don't worry - here's your destined fuckoff-huge black sword, just wait a few minutes for your "sister" to once again achieve an evil end that's the exact opposite of what she intended; and then Martha has to convince the Maia she's been befriending all season to help her escape and go rescue Seraphina before she jumpstarts the apocalypse...

(Nb: Martha was already trying to stop Sauron from freeing Morgoth when the season started - she broke Seraphina out of Mandos party bc she loved and missed her sister, partly because she needed a Silmaril expert. But she's grown skeptical of the task somehow, while Seraphina - perhaps because Seraphina - has gotten vengefully obsessed with it. As Fëanor is wont to do. Hell, she has even more reason than she used to - she knows what Sauron did to her grandson.)

So, y'know

They do, of course, accidentally free Morgoth.

On the plus side, in the process, they get to jointly murder the SHIT out of Sauron, who was the REAL mastermind behind much of Laura's Bane's actions (and, honestly? Might've been the real one who killed Laura, and only set it up to look like a Balrog. Flames and shadows both can have many masters!)

SEASON FIVE, THE FINAL SEASON DEFINITELY FOLLOWED BY NO FURTHER SEASONS despite the temptation of a terrible sexy humanoid Ungoliant

I only have 3 ideas for season 5:

1. They go to Valinor at some point, of course. Perhaps to rally aid? The first elf they find, they introduce themselves grandly, Fëanor and Túrin Turambar here seeking allies to fight Morgoth! and the elf says blankly, "I have never heard of either of you." *squints* "You're Men, you say? Lord Ulmo keeps a Man on Tol Eressëa, I think. You could go to him?" But after that, as a running joke all episode, every other elf they meet recognizes Fëanor on sight (she has a very distinctive fëa) and immediately punches her in the face...and every other elf recognizes Tùrin on sight and all but tackle-hugs Martha while shouting joyfully that they never expected to see him again. Some (Beleg) actually do tackle-hug her (and nearly gets stabbed again) (#worthit).

2. To everyone's surprise, including the other Valar, Morgoth started his war upon creation subtly when he returned...but doesn't remain subtle for long, nor do those opposing him. By the end of the season, the masquerade that non-human sentient peoples and various other supernatural beings still live in Arda is all but shattered.

3. Then it's THOROUGHLY shattered in the finale. I don't know if the general human populace participates in the final battle - though I am SO weak for a moment when, like, the regular-ass armed forces, who are not necessarily allies to the heroes, show up to help fight a massive superhuman threat. When the SHIELD helicarrier shows up to evacuate civilians in Age of Ultron, when UNIT does pretty much anything in Doctor Who...I love it when the best protections & warriors the mundane human race could pull together also show the fuck up and help save the day because damnit, this is their planet too. ...Which is, in fact, very on-theme for Tolkien. So yes, actually, this definitely happens. Probably there's some conflict with US military forces mid-season, our heroes have to talk (fight & escape) their way out of being arrested for blowing up a national landmark while fighting a balrog, and the general in charge whom they'd half-convinced returns in the finale with a battalion to slam some missiles into Morgoth...

oh, and 4: Ar-Pharazón et al totally do come back from the dead. Probably on Morgoth's side lbr. They get a twisted undead immortality wherein they cannot die, just go on fighting for the dark lord to whom they once turned in jealous worship...

More importantly...

Okay, I really don't know exactly how the Dagor Dagorath goes. We're following the version that Eärendil will chase Morgoth from the skies; Tulkas, Eonwë and Túrin will fight him upon the field and Túrin will avenge his House and all the Race of Men by slaying him; and Fëanor will break the Silmarils and Yavanna will use their Light to remake the Trees, and the lands will be leveled or in some cases raised from the depths, and everyone will live happily ever after except possibly Men who aren't mentioned beyond Túrin.

This is what the Valar expect to happen (though they don't actually know-know Eru's plans.)

What happens instead is...

Most of the Morgoth-defeating does go exactly like that. Except probably they don't kill him for good - they CAN'T, because the Marring of the world is part of what Morgoth is, and the only way to undo him completely is to remake the world completely.

Which maybe could be done, by Eru if no one else, if He were beseeched? Which might be done with the strength of the Silmarils, their Light released?

And Seraphina does break the Silmarils. That's important for her - giving up her Protagonist role, just as slaying Morgoth - embracing her Protagonist role - is important for Martha.

...but I don't think they give the Light back to Yavanna. No offense to the Trees, but they never illuminated most of Arda anyway, and the world is round now anyway - and making it flat again would fuck it up - and we have, like, electrical lights, now.

Hell, maybe Seraphina is ready to give up the Light... Her instinct is to hold it back, to follow her own novel plans with it, but, oh, to regain what was lost! And she has come around on...some of the Valar. Selectively. Yavanna's one of the okay ones.

- but Martha, half-dead from the battle, drops to her knees beside her and catches her hands before she can loose the Light upward unto the grasp of the Tree-Queen.

- "Together?" Martha says (Túrin Turambar, ever the greatest Men had to offer - bull-headed, loyal, brave, unafraid of death, loving and losing and loving again).

- Seraphina's trembling lips curve into a fierce grin (Fëanäro Curufinwë, ever the greatest Elves had to offer - brilliant in mind and spirit, devoted, ever seeking to preserve and glorify the beauty of the world, and eventually learning some wisdom about letting go).

- "Together," she agrees.

- together, they hold the Light that once shone in the Trees, the Lamps, and the Flame Eternal of Creation itself; and as they release it, reach for the Great Music of Ëa that is deep in both their blood - for they are the daughters of Elrohir, son of Elrond, son of Elwing daughter of Dior son of Lúthien Tinúviel, daughter of Melian the Maia; and indeed, even before that, they are both trueborn Children of Eru, are they not? - and eschew utterly the Choice of the Peredhel by leaving the world round but Un-Sundering the Sea, that the kindred might still live apart, if they wished it - the Elder in their land undying, the Younger in their realms of quick and sometimes joyful, often savage change - but that they might visit one another, at least, as they pleased.

(I mean, wasn't the false division of siblings the whole problem from the start?)

Random Additional Features of this Show/AU/Thing

All elf and ainu side characters, canonical and not, will be cast gender-blindly, and characters referred to with the understanding that elvish personal pronouns don't necessarily correlate with physical phenotype, but Ainur do generally try to match local standards of gender assignment. Dwarves will all use he/him (and have beards!) even when fairly clearly female.

I have no idea what Martha is doing for gender once she remembers being Túrin. With all the time Túrin spent with Elves, she probably rolls pretty smoothly with being she/her now, though it's weird. Her memories definitely integrate more easily than Fëanor/Seraphina's, though, as much because she's the same kind of being both times as because there's less of them.

Both protagonists are definitely bisexual. Martha has a range of love interests; it's a running joke (at first) that Seraphina has a total Thing for redheads. Any kind of redhead. But especially creative ones - any kind of art or invention.

The role of Gabriel WILL be played by Maglor, albeit with a different death (don't worry, he'll be back for the finale) and much more...gloominess. And angst. Okay, and maybe his first appearance, in s1 or 2, IS cursing them - not knowing who they are - into a musical episode. (A WOMAN HAS NEEDS; THE WOMAN IS ME.)

When Martha meets Fingolfin and/or any of Fëanor's other siblings, probably in s5 but maybe s4, they immediately Vibe completely. It's the shared experience of growing up with Fëanor for a sibling. Needless to say, Seraphina Hates This.

Their chief researcher friend is a dwarf, who is also on the young-ish side I think, and a woman (he/him).

There's gotta be a notable hobbit on the Team before the end, too...but overall, hobbits remain symbolically representative of the Civilians in this war story.

Durin is alive again somewhere. Durin usually reincarnates in time to guide his people through particularly difficult times - or, to try. Their dwarf friend - what the hell, I'll just call him Bobby - tries SO hard to be Cool about meeting him, and fails SO hard.

I generally prefer to judge and characterize the Valar and associated Maiar as fallible to the point of clumsiness or negligence but basically wise and thoroughly benevolent...but I AM willing to throw some of them under the characterization bus for ease of making conflict in this hypothetical CW show.

...I probably have many more random thoughts but it's 3am and I want to post this whole insane thing. Feel free to ask me questions if you have them! And/or petition both the Tolkien estate and a major TV network for the rights, money, and support to help me make the terrible but wonderful show we deserve!

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

Dear Mod- What’s your thoughts on the new Minecraft movie trailer I honestly love it and looks better than the teaser trailer But Some people on twitter are still shitting on it saying it’s ai generated but it’s not may look like it but it’s not but while me and other anons can’t wait to see it

Yours Sincerely - Anon

//Okay, so when I eventually get back into posting, I'm gonna have Chiaki answer this too, because somebody asked her this as well.

//If you want to hear my opinions, when I first saw the original Minecraft movie teaser trailer, on a scale of 1 to 10, I think I personally would have given it a 3.

//There was stuff I liked, namely the design of the world, and of the Creeper, but in general, it looked like a pretty unnapealing cash grab movie.

//With this latest, official trailer, I think that score has gone from a 3 to like...a 5 or 6.

//Because at this point in time, my biggest concern is that everything still looks kind of uncanny, and the greenscreen is STILL GARBAGE.

//Also, we're not going to ignore the fact that the first line in this trailer is "As a child, I yearned for the mines."

//Bro what? lol.

//But as for what was shown in the trailer, one thing that gives me hope for this movie is that despite how a lot of it looks, I'm now mostly confident that the people who are writing this movie, and the actors in the lineup, pretty much understand the assignment.

//Jack Black especially. Opinions on him have been up and down lately, but I think through his acting and what he's been doing lately, he clearly DOES care a lot about getting this movie right.

//The reason I kind of feel this way is mostly due to all the cool easter eggs and new stuff you see in the trailer. Like the redstone minecart coaster, punching the blocks to get them, the lava chicken farm (which you wouldn't know about unless you had actually played a lot of minecraft and figured out how to set one of those up) and I'll admit, when I first saw the renders for the mobs like the Zombies and the Skeletons, I wasn't too pleased about them, but seeing them in their natural, much darker environment, kind of made it feel a lot better.

//Now I'm really curious to see how they handle an Enderman.

//And to be honest, I actually had a hell of a good laugh in the scene they showed where Garrett throws an Ender Pearl and teleports. Him screaming and freaking out is not only funny, but makes sense, because not only would he have been freaked out by suddenly disappearing and reappearing, but Ender Pearls HURT you when you teleport, so I imagine his body got shot with a light pain when it happened.

//There are still issues that prevent this movie from rising above a 6. Like I said, the greenscreen is still shit despite how good the environments look, and while some of the mobs (namely the Villagers) look better than I THOUGHT they would, they still look really uncanny.

//At this point in time, my only big concern is that I'm hoping this film actually has a decent story. I doubt it'll be anything too grandios, but this movie may yet be saved.

-Mod

[shiny-jr]

ooh wait have you played three houses?? i saw you mentioned it in one of your recent posts and i got curious. can i ask what are your thoughts on it if you have played it?

also also, have you played pokemon scarlet/violet at all? i’d really love to hear your thoughts on it, especially with its latest dlc ^^ (super sorry i’m grouping two different games in this ask, i didn’t wanna send messages back to back, but feel free to only answer one if you want!)

Oh boy, more opportunities for me the spout nonsense and my odd opinions. I will gladly take it. Buckle up, anon and others reading, because I have a long history with both franchises.

I've been playing Fire Emblem since Fire Emblem: Awakening, then Fates, Heroes, and eventually Three Houses. My take: Awakening is still the best one, but maybe I'm biased. I remember playing it and marrying Chrom on accident, whoops.

Anyways, Three Houses was alright, better than Fates but not better than Awakening. I remember it came out, and I was actually upset because I was in another country on the US release date so I didn't get to play it until I got back. Even when I saw the trailers, I knew I was Golden Deers all the way. Odd, I know, most people prefer the other teams. Claude, Hilda, Marianne, Lysithea, my dears. OH, and before I go on, I just want to say, I hate the female MC. And no, it's not what you think, I only hate her because literally why does her outfit look like that compared to the male MC? Robin from Awakening was always the better protagonist anyways.

After completing the Golden Deers route, I decided I wanted to try and complete all the routes because at that point I disliked a huge majority of the characters. I tried Blue Lions next. At first I didn't really have much of an opinion on Dimitri, but he grew on me eventually, because how could I resist such a miserable brooding man that later gets a soft spot for one person (plus his design was kinda badass)? But I will admit, his behavior immediately post-timeskip was kinda annoying. I thought I would dislike Felix, but shockingly, I didn't, I actually liked him. And you know what? Dedue is CRIMINALLY underrated, he's literally probably the nicest and loyalest dude of all time. He got some hate for his race from some characters, and I actually got heated.

After Blue Lions, I knew I had to play through Black Eagles twice if I wanted the last two routes. However, here's the thing. In both previous routes, Golden Deer and Blue Lions, I had loathed Edelgard. But, I thought to myself, I just needed to try her route and maybe I'll change my mind... Well, I was wrong. Edelgard is probably one of the characters I HATE most in any franchise. And I tried so hard to like her, like I would give her gifts and answer dialogue truthfully, only for the relationship thing to go down. Like damn, okay. I just couldn't stand her. The others in her route were mostly fine, I liked Ferdinand, Bernadetta, Caspar, and Petra. But because of Edelgard, I couldn't even finish her route once and it's still uncompleted to this day.

Now... onto Pokemon.

Fun fact, I completed Pokemon Black and White when I was in first grade and couldn't read everything. Don't ask me how I did it, because I honestly have no clue. I've played every gen since then: Black and White 2, X and Y, Sun and Moon, Ultra Sun and Moon, Sword and Shield, Arceus, Scarlet and Violet. I did indeed preorder the game when it was announced, as I have done for the generations before. Where do you think my username comes from? In most pokemon games, I love collecting shiny pokemon. Shiny.

I was hyped for Scarlet and Violet since the first day it was announced. I lost my mind the day it was first announced and eagerly waited months for it. When it came out, I dropped everything for several days. As a regular fan, I always set this tradition for myself to defeat new pokemon games within or around 24 hours and of course, I did so.

The game itself has a lot of issues, namely the glitches and quality of the frames. But, it's on the switch, so that's to be expected. It felt really rushed in that aspect. I just feel like they could do so much better if they really wanted to, like on par with BOTW or TOTK (those games have bad frames too but at least they look a lot better). As for mechanics, I really missed the mechanics from Arceus, but at least Scarlet and Violet improved upon the poor excuse of the open area that was in Sword and Shield.

Story and characterwise, I'm torn.

Here's what I like: (1) the multiple split routes, (2) certain characters.

(1) It made it feel like you really had a lot to do, and that combined with the open area of the entire map made it seem like a lot. It is a lot. So it's really fun to explore and try to complete everything. Even just walking about, you're bound to get distracted, lost, or find something completely new. I was just playing it a while ago after completing everything and there were still little secrets I didn't notice the first time around.

(2) Arven, my god, do I love a guy with mommy AND daddy issues. And he has a dog? I'm hooked. I didn't expect to get attached to him, but I did. I actually prefer his route purely because of the story within it with his companion. I didn't see that coming, and I was so worked up over it. Another character I like, Director Clavell. A good supporting professor, you love to see it. Wish he showed up more though.

Here's what I dislike: (1) the villains, (2) the gym leaders, and (3) other characters, (4) the leveling system. (5) I'll talk about the dlc last.

(1) We haven't had a good villain team in a while. Black and White was super memorable with N, X and Y's Lysandre with Team Flare was a joke, Sun and Moon's Team Skull with Guzma was actually good because they were funny and non-threatening, Sword and Shield with Team Yell was actual trash, and this Team Star being bad guys but not really bad guys was actually so boring. Let's roll it back to Team Aqua literally planning to recreate a great flood or Team Magma planning to create havoc with volcanoes, Team Plasma that wanted to liberate Pokemon, or Team Galactic that were going to harness the power of time/space/universe and their leader is trapped/died in an empty dimension. They don't make Pokemon villains like they used to, huh?

(2) The gym leaders are very forgettable this time around. Like, they don't play much of a role aside battling, and after that you don't really see them again at all. It's a shame, because some of them have potential for greater use and have really good designs. Not to mention, they were all weak as hell.

(3) The Champion was a let down. Geeta (I had to look up her name). I was iffy when I first saw images of her, I didn't like her design but I just decided to go with the flow and I'll probably change my mind. I didn't. She's as forgettable of a champion as Alder and Diantha were. At least we saw Leon in the SwSh a lot and we got to hear from characters about how strong he was. Geeta wasn't like that at all, her team was a joke. Nemona as a rival was annoying, she got on my nerves from the first few moments we met her. I think Penny had potential, but I just didn't like her.

(4) The leveling system was really annoying. What happened was, I tried to complete the other two routes first and save the gym leaders for last. However, when I did this, because I didn't have any gym badges, new pokemon caught wouldn't listen even if my other pokemon were like 20 or more levels above them. So I had to pause the other route, just to do some of the gyms that way I could actually use new pokemon. I know they tried the system to prevent people from just cheating the system by automatically getting high-leveled pokemon from friends, but it just got in the way.

(5) DLC so far... not a fan. I mean, it's something. It's there. It's a thing. But it has nothing so far that makes me like it. The rivals are meh, and the region confuses the hell out of me. I don't get why do Scarlet and Violet region of Paldea based off Spain, but then have a DLC with an island that's so very obviously based off Japan. They could've picked anything around Spain but go back to Japan when 4/9 of the regions are already supposedly based off Japan? Idk, it was kind of a let down to be honest. I haven't completed the dlc, so I still have to do that. The new map is small, but I heard the next dlc is supposed to be huge so here's to hoping that one is better?

[blueberrypancakesworld]

Hi ! I read your Charlie Walker NSFW alphabet and was wondering if there was any chance you would write one for Robbie Mercer? I totally understand if not bc practically nobody has written for him but I figured I would ask. Thank you sm!

NSFW - Alphabet - Robbie Mercer

Info : Thank you dear anon for the request it was definitely fun to write. Maybe i'll do more for him we'll see. Have fun reading :)

warning : +18, Minors don't interact, it's getting steamy under the cut

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A = Aftercare ( how they are after sex)

°For Robbie there was no such thing as aftercare at first or besides a word of praise he just seemed to go back to his computer and edit his videos.

°But don't worry, with a little time and patience he actually stays with you afterwards, pulls you into his arms and even plays with your hair a little. But before you know it, he's either filming again and talking about himself or you. Or he's chatting you up with his latest viewer numbers.

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B = Bodypart (their favourite body part about them and you)

°Robbie always thought he was pretty, with his gorgeous eyes, wispy hair, etc. His favourite body part is his mouth. Not only that he can tell his audience everything that's going on, what's new and comment on everything. He can also kiss you, something he is more than happy to do. He can feel your soft lips on his, kiss along your body and make you happy.

°Your body, on the other hand, is the sexiest thing he gives. He often called you his supermodel and he likes everything about you. But if he had to choose, it was your eyes. It's not for nothing that they are the window to the soul. For Robbie this was true when he felt your sweet gaze on him, or when you looked into the camera he always had on his head to film everything. Even to your pleading excited look when tears of excitement came into your eyes. He loved the looks you gave him.

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C= Cum (anything to do with cum)

°Robbie likes to come inside you and enjoy the feeling of you closing around him. But he prefers to come on your body.

°How his cum spreads over your body, runs down your skin and he brushes it away with his fingers to spread it further. Before he takes it all in with his camera, there's nothing prettier to see you macked by him like this.

°,,Fuck...look at you...my own pretty model".

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D = Dirty Secret (self-explanatory, a dirty secret of them)

°Something that went through his head the first time he used the camera to film the two of you. Was a role play. Or how would it go? A cop and a prostitute, a dominatrix and her slave. Or the secret relationship of the princess and her bodyguard. Roobie had so many ideas of what he would try.

°Being tied up or rather being tied up something he would realise he liked was actually a coincidence. Something you happened to make for a horror film. And he realised that he liked it more than he did. So why not try it in bed?

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E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what you're doing?)

°Like his friend Charlie, Robbie is still a virgin, maybe he's already had his first kiss. And he's had his hand on some girls' breasts or in some guys' trousers.

°But Robbie is as much a quick learner as he is a big fan of cameras and his livestreams. It only took him a few times to know what to do to get the right sounds out of you. Something he is very proud of almost bragging about.

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F = Favourite position (without saying you know what it's about)

°Lotus = A position you tried together and he couldn't seem to let go. To feel you so close, your warm skin, your body, how your breasts pressed against his. He could grasp you. See exactly what you felt. But most importantly, he could look into your eyes the whole time. Watching the lust reflected in your eyes. He loved the position, he saw everything that your love brought out in you.

°Missonar position = the classic position but again, he could look at you best. Feel you, search and find your gaze. Seeing your breasts move, the sweetest words flowing from your lips as he thrust into you. But your words of praise would perhaps even elicit a whimper or two, make him feel the excitement even more.

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G = Goofy (are their more serious at the moment? are they funny? etc.)

°I wouldn't say funny, it would be more of a challenge to take away his camera or convince him not to make comments about how you two are sleeping together. But be sure that there will be one or two bad pick-up lines or embarrassing attempts at dirty talk. At least there's bound to be a laugh, whether it's good or bad.

°,,If I flip a coin, what are my chances of getting heads?"

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H = Hair (how shaved are they? Does the stem match the apple? ect.)

°He does shave the question is when does he have time. All the streaming and recording and editing takes time. But if it would bother his partner then he would also look for the time. Or if you look down, I'd say he definitely has a happy trail that's a little darker than his hair colour.

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I = Intimacy (how are they at the moment the romantic aspect)

°Even though Robbie doesn't always have time and he takes his work very seriously. So every time he spends time with you, he tells you that he loves you and how much you mean to him.

°So a few kisses as you walk by, holding hands while editing or just being together on the livestream. But most of all he loves it when you sit on his lap, he has his webcam connected to the computer and you answer questions together while he kisses you every now and then. Especially cuddling is something that is very important for him. Relaxing and just feeling you against him, how he holds you or you hold him.

°,,You are the best thing that has ever happened to me".

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J = Jack off (mastubation headcanon)

°The free time he had before you two got together was actually spent on his own pleasure. It helped him to get rid of all the stress and get some relief.

°But Robbie wouldn't be Robbie if he didn't have at least one folder full of homemade videos of you watching them when you're not with him and he wants to enjoy himself. The collection is almost his pride and joy - at least that's what he whispers to you whenever he wants to tease you.

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Kink = (one or more of the kinks)

°Praise kink = He quickly felt his heart beat faster and he felt himself getting more and more excited when you told him how good he was for you. When he made love to you, when you made a movie or just because. It turned him on incredibly to know that he triggered something like that in another person. That someone was proud of him and praised him for who he was. Believe me, if you keep this up, you will truly have him kneeling before you begging for more.

°,,I'll be good ah-promise"

°Roleplay = As already said in his dirty secret, roleplaying would more than fascinate him. When he finally dares to tell you and you agree with him, fascinated, there is no stopping him. Besides self-written scenarios and bought or sewn costumes, Roobie is completely absorbed in his role. He doesn't care if he is the dominant or the submissive part. As soon as the red glowing light of the camera shines, he falls completely into his role. And believe me, he knows what he's doing once he's inside.

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L = Location (favourite place to do it)

°Apart from the bedroom, which in his case is the most crowded with his computer, DVDs and CDs and posters, it is sometimes a bit difficult to keep track of everything. But his bed is always turned up and extra soft so it's your favourite place anyway.

°A more public place is the old barn where the Stabathon took place. Throw a film on the screen, maybe even a porno of one of your own works and use any free space you can get. There is definitely enough space to sleep together all night.

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M = Motivation (what turns them on)

°Playful teasing = Whether it's just a few hints, a wink or a whisper. Maybe even a video you send him. He'll take you home sooner than you thought he could. Or move into one of the empty requisition rooms and do a quick number. If you pin him against the wall, the bed or the couch, it is similar to tying him up. Robbie will give himself to you unconditionally, that's for sure.

°,,A little more and I'm all yours"

°You = You are his main source of inspiration, his muse for his films and his sex symbol come true. Like I said, he doesn't call you his supermodel or goddess for nothing, even if it's cliché. Above all, he would almost take you by surprise if you made him a homemade video. His gestures of praise don't stop at kisses and words. He's made it his mission to have you all night.

°,,Oh fuck...did I ever tell you ah-what you do to me?"

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N = No (something they wouldn't do, dismissing)

°Public = Something you wouldn't expect since he's in front of the camera all the time is that he would object to actually being intimate in public. The camera has always given him a certain security because the lens was still like a wall. But he didn't like anything about it in public. Like he wouldn't have a private affair, wirckloich.

°Pain = Robbie could also never hit you, use a knife or hurt you in any way. A light slap or a light squeeze in role play would be okay, but anything beyond that, no.

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O = Oral (preference whether giving or receiving, skill, ect.)

°Robbie respected getting on his knees in front of you. Not something because he wouldn't do it don't get him wrong he would have knelt down in front of you anytime. But he was afraid he wasn't good enough for you if he was honest. He knew it was somehow irrational but this fear definitely had a grip on him. But don't worry, his partner will help him learn. And in no time he will know exactly what to do to make your legs tremble, to get your fingers in his hair and to make you say the sweetest and yet most shameful words.

°,,You are...so good for me my pretty girls"

°When you spoil Robbie it's usually while he's actually in a livestream or working on something and editing videos. Be sure to kneel on a pillow and run your fingers up his legs and slightly open his crotch. Either you would tease him for minutes, feeling his muscles tense and relax. His breathing would become more silent and his fingers would caress your head from time to time. Or you would turn him into a pleading and whining something begging you to end it. Your choice and his pleasure.

°,,Keep up the good work...ah and we'll do a...live show".

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P = speed (are they fast and hard? slow and sensitive? etc.)

°Robbie would always be a little stormy maybe shcon rather exuberant. Once you end up in bed he can't get enough of you. However, despite his speed, his thrusts are rather gentle and perhaps a little uncoordinated when he loses himself in you. But despite this, your pleasure is still in the first place, so it's only over when you come and he comes afterwards. After all, he is a gentleman and what would he be if he couldn't bring his girlfriend to orgasm. 

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Q = Quickie (your opinion on quickies, how often etc)

°Yes, Robbie would definitely risk a quickie, especially if it was from a livestream and you both had to come down. Or before a presentation who knows maybe that's why you were late for the Stabathon because you still had to fix your dress and get the taste of cum out of your mouth but who knows?

°So often, however, neither of you would have to be in the mood and for Robbie, a familiar environment and nothing where you have to rush off more than you intended. But otherwise nothing stands in the way of a quick fuck.

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R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

°As already mentioned he would definitely risk something. As long as it wouldn't cause any collective damage if you both got caught, like in the classroom where anyone, anyone could get in.

°Otherwise, yes, I can definitely see that he has a side of him that loves to try out the thrill. Well, besides the fact that there's a murder running around, why not be the teenage fucking couple that might die. Robbie would probably use this as an excuse for the next porn shoot too, just between you and me.

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S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go? how long can they last?)

°Like Charlie, Robbie Mercer is far from a top athlete, but his strength and stamina are quite sufficient for several laps. Maybe he needs a little break after a few too fast orgasms and too much teasing but that doesn't stop him from using his mouth instead of his cock.

°As mentioned before you would know exactly how to use your tongue, mouth and fingers to make him come quickly and maybe slightly. As he tearfully begs and pleads for it. But he would be lying if he didn't enjoy it.

°,,Please go on-ah just like that".

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T = Toys (do they have toys? do they use them? on the partner or themself?)

°Camera = A camera like this is not strictly speaking a sex toy. But as already mentioned the camera is a part of his life. So as mentioned before, once you're both comfotable with it, there's never a night when it's not on and pointed at you while you're making love. And believe me, besides some amateur porn, there are countless more video ideas he has. Himself masturbating as you direct him, or the other way around. There are no limits to his imagination.

°Rope = As I said before, him in a tied position would be heaven for him. I think that in the beginning he only has a rope from the hardware store. But once his partner has learned shibari. There is no situation where he doesn't search the internet for new instructions that you could try together. Once around his upper body he stands up. His legs are tied together and the rope gives just enough friction to make his cock hard he is already on the floor. He wants to try everything.

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U = Unfair (how they love to tease)

°Robbie knows how to tease you. He knows you're only too happy to indulge in your teasing. So why not a message in the middle of class, a suggestive gesture at recess. Or an announcement with a secret word at the film club. He loves to razz you because then he can either take the lead when he catches you with red cheeks and wet panties, or get a little rebuke from you.

°,,I knew it would work...it's that simple."

°But the way he can tease, so can you. And even if he seems to be calm in front of the camera, as soon as it's off and you touch him lightly or even whisper something to him, his pretty eyes immediately go to you. Almost pleading if you were serious about doing a number with him.

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V = Volume (how loud are they, what noises do they make, etc.)

°If you tease him it will be more of a whiny plea with lots of please please and loving names he gives you. But damn it, Robbie knows how to use his submissive side to get you what he needs.

°If he's supposed to be the top part, he has no shame in keeping his volume down. Even behind a closed door you will hear his moans and gasps. But especially his loud cries of how good you feel. He seems to want to tell the whole world.

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W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

°With your consent he would venture into the likes of PornHub and create an account for your videos and have more fun scrolling through the comments and enjoying the praising comments not only on his video but also on his body and yours. With each comment, his satisfied grin seemed to widen. And his ideas for new videos grew.

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X = X-ray (let's look under the clothes)

°Underneath the slightly darker happy trail I'd say he was about 14cm/5,5 in long and so wide he could almost reach around and grab it, your fingers weren't touching but it was something he used to tease you. He has clearly visible veins that go down a little from his V-line.

°Robbie knew you liked his cock, otherwise you wouldn't have sat on his lap, gone under his desk or made videos of him so often.

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Y = Yearning (how high is the sex drive?)

°A middle one you and his work with streaming are two things. But in his free time and having you with him, just a little touch on his cock would be enough to make him half hard. Which is why he sometimes waits for you to come to him just so he can press you against him again. Which of course didn't stop him from pleasuring himself with your homemade videos until you came to him and caught him more than once.

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Z = Zzz (how fast do they fall asleep afterwards)

°Robbie is a walking energy drink. Even after sex he will still have more than enough energy to talk to you for hours. Only when he's had alcohol, he's surprisingly quick to sleep, especially in a perfect deep sleep. Sometimes you think you can hear him still mumbling something to himself.

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[ryuichirou]

Replies

Another bunch of replies! Some are related to our latest Rollo artwork, some are related to the headcanon post about the guys being dads, but as always, some are miscellaneous (fun fact: the amount of times I wrote this word without making at least one typo is 0).

Anonymous asked:

Can't believe rollo let a bunch of flowers fuck him

I know right? I guess it’s better than those nasty magic users…

But also damn, Rollo and his self-punishment mechanisms.

hipsterteller asked:

It's 2am here and this is what I saw...beautiful

Thank you so much <3 I feel like 2am is the perfect time for this type of artwork lol

I’m very happy you like how it looks.

Anonymous asked:

Where does the thing about Trey and teeth come from? I've seen multiple people mention it and I don't get it, I feel like I must have missed something

Oh he just really cares about dental hygiene; it was mentioned in canon a couple of times. I don’t remember where it was mentioned for the first time, but he did ask Deuce and Riddle if they packed toothbrushes 12 times when they were packing for the symposium…

It was also definitely mentioned in some of the vignettes and voice lines.

Anonymous asked:

I have an headcanon of Kalim also developing an overprotective side as a father, keeping his child away from situations that he deems to risky for an Asim. Dunno if he would be like that right out of the gate, or if this behaviour would be triggered by someone making an attempt on his child's life, but the idea of Kalim turning into a bit of an hypocrite and not allowing his child to have the same (relatively) carefree childhood that he had makes sense to me. He just can't bear the idea of them going through the same experience. It would also make him want to spoil them even more as a way to make it up to them. "Of course dear, you can have everything you want! Uh? Go to school with the other kids? But we already have the best possible teachers here at home, just for you! Are lessons a bit too heavy? How about we double, no, triple your recess time, hm? You can't get that kind of deal in regular old schools, now can you?". It would take a lot of efforts for him to be comfortable enough to let them be independent.

I'm so sorry, I wanted to ask something about Glorious Masquerade, but I go distracted and started a Kalim rant. I'll leave that question for another time, since this ask is already long enough.

You know, Anon, it could also be a thing, I kind of like this take. All of the assassination attempts are the things that actually influence the way Kalim interacts with the world and sees it, so the moment he realises that his kid could be in danger it could make him very paranoid. So yeah, the kid can have anything they want as long as they don’t go anywhere, don’t talk to anyone other than a trusted circle of people and don’t eat anything but the food that was cooked inside the Palace. Watch out, Kalim, or your kid is going to sneak out and meet a street rat lol

Thank you for sharing your thoughts, Anon, and I’m looking forward to the Glorious Masquerade ask! :)

Anonymous asked:

So have you ever thought on what the TWST cast be if they dated any women? Not like having them official but being interesting if they do. I know they haven't experience dating women except Ace (still an asshole he is) given that Ghost Marriage, but I am curious about it. Like how Lilia had feelings for a certain woman before.

To be completely honest, Anon, not really. We’re just not too into het (with rare exceptions), so my head about this particular topic is kind of empty. We’re more interested in the boys having crushes on each other, I guess lol When I wrote my post, I imagined them being either single dads or being with another character.

That being said, we did read a dj about the Tweels clowning Azul for being dumped by yet another woman, and it was funny…

Lilia and a certain woman have certain potential, but it’s a bit early to talk about them for me…wink

Anonymous asked:

Ah well, it does feel like a weight lifted off my shoulders since I left so it's not too bad

I'm glad I didn't share any of my socials where I post art because I am very vocal about being proship on them

I'm also glad I did some more snooping research into most of the members' accounts and carrds since I would have never known otherwise that they're so childish

Good to know, Anon! All’s well that ends well, I guess :D

Yeah it sucks that you have to check every single person just to be safe, but on the other hand, it’s great that this type of people is usually quite vocal about their views.

[angstyaches]

Just saw your latest tags. I know it’s easier said than done, but please try not to put too much pressure on yourself, Flick. Your writing is always great, and even if it wasn’t as good as the standards you set yourself, I’m so attached to the StW boys that I’d happily read a 5000 word fic about Elliott baking a cake at this point - and I’d enjoy it, because it was written by a writer I love about characters I adore!

Nobody will mind if things take a little longer. Just try and have faith in yourself and take care <3

(Being brave and coming off anon for the first time to post this!!)

My dear, thank you so much for this beautiful ask. I appreciate that coming off anon means a lot so please know I'm so, so grateful. You're already a precious human to me, and seeing you in my notes always brightens my day immensely. (Honestly, Elliott would happily be caught in a 5,000 word cake-baking situation.)

For the rest of the asks relating to this topic, I'm going to pop them under a cut because I don't want to take up too much of people's dashboard space, but I adore and appreciate you all 🖤

🍄: You're an absolute star, which I hope you already know by now. Thank you for always being such an amazing human.

🐆: Thank you my dear!

And last anon, this legitimately made me choke up when I got it so thank you as well 🖤🖤🖤

[mrs-monaghan]

Because I saw dear moon-under-sunshine in the comments of my ask and I can't answer them directly, I have to do it this way. Sorry.

But sweetheart, yes, I was off with the timing of Jungkook's live, it was 4:48 am he went live, I stand corrected. Doesn't change anything else about what I said though. We have zero idea when Jungkook left, we have no idea how much time he spent with Taehyung and Taehyung's friends. We only know they appeared at the premiere around 8 pm KST with the first pictures hitting us at around 8.30 pm. We have no idea how long the premiere was and if there was an after party or not.

What we know, as I stated in my first ask, is that they went there, they had a drink afterwards, Jungkook didn't drink much, Taehyung did, they both ended up at their homes. The rest is speculation. Sweetie, I never said what I wrote is what actually happened. But as the other anon was speculating that Taehyung and Jungkook spent the whole night together, I was speculating that Jungkook went to see Jimin. Now, why is one speculation "misinformation" but the other isn't?

Honey, you should make up your mind. I've seen you communicating with many Jikookers on here, always switching your narrative. Sometimes you seem like you're so sure they're a couple, sometimes you seem like you believe the exact opposite. No one is here to take away your doubts. That's not our job. Either you believe or you don't. Seriously, it's ok if you want to leave. No shame in that if you changed your mind about something. But what you're doing now seems like you want people either to have the same mindset/opinion like you or you want someone to ease your mind. But that's not how it works, I'm sorry.

Anyways, now with me being corrected let me change my speculation. Jungkook left the after party at the latest of midnight, immediately went to Jimin's place, stayed with him until 3.30 am or 4 am, went home and went live because he couldn't sleep. While Jimin overslept this morning due to Jungkook being with him in the middle of the night which caused Jimin to be late at the airport. See, new speculation. If antis can switch their narrative every minute, why can't we?

And disclaimer for the ones not being able to read the room: I'm not spreading this as a fact. I'm half joking, half speculating because why the fuck not? We don't know anything if they don't show us. Taekookers lived for years off of baseless speculation. Just saying.

Yo! Moon sunshine lady, anon has something to say!

[idyllic-affections]

hiiii don't mind me sending 3 asks so i can respond to the anons one at a time-

HI🦢! you are absolutely right, i've definitely seen that emoji before too! i promise you're not crazy, i don't what happened to it. a swan is a good choice though, they are very graceful and pretty.

as for me, i listen to a lot of artists, so picking a favourite is difficult.. i do like listening to lemon demon, conan gray, and glass animals so they'd all be up there. (also aph, i'd love to see your playlist if you want to share!)

my favourite manga is bungou stray dogs (i'll be honest i got very excited when i saw 🐌anon mention chuuya nakahara.) i would absolutely recommend it, it has an amazing story, beautiful art style, and no unnecessary romantic subplot. it does however get very painful towards the latest chapters (i still haven't recovered from ch. 109.)

and i've never actually read a manhwa, let alone a historical one. i do however like historical fiction so i might be interested in that!

thank you for responding to my questions!! you have a lovely day too!!

- ⭐

no worries dear!!!!! i'll link my spotify playlist in a bit, i just want to make sure it's public and everything before i do <3

bsd was actually recommended to me by a friend once. honestly a good chunk of my favorite mangas are horribly painful and awful (looking at kuroshitsuji and jshk rn......) so it isn't anything i'm not used to! tbh there's a lot of popular or semi-popular mangas that i've been meaning to read but just haven't had the time to sit down and do so (this is such a funny thing to say considering i hyperfixated on kuro and read that shit in less than a week /lh).

[rosenlily-aka-choconut]

I just realised your birthday is around the corner. So here's some advance wishes coming your way.

Happy happy birthday, dearest Choco ❤️❤️

A lot of people have said this but I'll say it again. You're a sweetheart who has never said a harsh word to anyone, and nothing any troll says is going to change that. 400 fics for a ship is not a joke and believe me, the day you took them down was a blackday for the Braime fandom.

You've had an awful time but I'm glad you're posting again. Welcome back and it's a pleasure to read your works again. I hope you have a much better year.

I've been following you ever since you began writing A twist of fate and since then I'm a big fan (I might even have a little crush on you). I have read each and every one of your fabulous stories, my dear fluff queen 👑

I just saw your WIP ask post sometime back and... This request is not related to your wips but... Could you please consider posting From Betrothal to marriage and a twist of fate again? Even one of them would be great. Both would be a grand treat.

I recently noticed you jumped ship and have been writing about Tale of the nine tailed. I've been following those posts too and out of curiosity I watched the show. Like you and many others I loved Lee Rang and I'm yet to read the fic you wrote for him.

Braime or TOTNT or any other fandom, you'll nail it, my dear friend. Always remember that.

Dear Anon, you made my day 💖💖💖

My birthday is on Friday the 14th, so you’re two days early and the first person to wish me. Thank you so much ☺️☺️☺️

You know, reading such nice things about myself almost brought me to tears. I’m touched, flattered that I’m still being remembered in the fandom.

I’ve not been actively writing for JB, but I hope I will, soon. As for these two fics (and a couple of other long fics), I’ll put them up as soon as I find some time.

Speaking of TOTNT, did you check out the latest trailer? Rang’s hot, isn’t he 🔥🔥🔥

I hope to write for him because he’s a challenge and difficult to get right.

I’ll sign off by thanking you again. You made me smile today.

[hitomisuzuya]

hey suzu! i saw your latest post abt you feeling self-conscious abt your writing and i couldn't help but empathize with you on that one :< i myself am surrounded by good writers—be it friends irl or moots from twt. heck, im in a discord server of a certain genshin ship and made good friends with writers that wrote for said ship. but ngl there are times when i look at their writing and compare it with my own, making me realize that my writing almost feels bland and tasteless unlike theirs. i look at their entries on ao3... their word choice, the way they deliver their plot, their dialogue, etc. and then i look at all the drafts that sit in my docs staring at the poorly written phrases and sections that make me self-conscious too :(( so yeah, i perfectly understand how you feel and believe me it's normal. but those same writer friends & moots would tell me that they themselves would also feel self-conscious like we do. not only that, but they seem to be aware that in constantly comparing our writing to other ppl's, we deprive ourselves the joy of writing in the first place. im not saying it's bad to look at other ppl's writing and think how we could do better bcos it's a good way to improve. even getting constructive criticism is helpful, but in this situation particularly, we really are our worst critics 😔😔 ig what im saying is, when we feel insecure abt our writing, we should always look back to what it is abt writing that we enjoy and consistently find in our works that brings out us. our personality, our feelings, our soul... yknow? writing is supposed to be enjoyable for everyone and must be a constant WIP bcos there is no perfect writing. our writing grows as we grow, like a plant. and like all plants, we need our own water and sunlight too bcos if we forget all that, we wither. much love, indigo anon <333 p.s.: sorry for the long ask. T^T i do hope your day gets better and if there's smth in my wording that's off / you can't understand, i will happily rephrase and clarify for you 🫶🫶

This...this was perfectly worded. It is EXACTLY what I would say to someone who told me they were self conscious about the way they right. Please, do me a favor and reread what you wrote to me in you comment, that's my way of saying exactly the same to you. My mind feels a lot calmer and at ease after I read this. Thank you much, my dear indigo anon❤️ I am going to reflect on this and especially keep in mind about showing who I am through my writing and what good things it brings out in me when I reflect it my writing while I answer my first ask of the day.

[celestie0]

BABE IM SO SO SORRY IF I SENT MY ASK ALREADY. I WAS SO EEPY YESTERDAY I CANT REMEMBER IF I DID. THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING JUST IGNORE THIS IF I SENT THIS TWICE 😭🙏🤡

I just realized that one of the reasons why I love kickoff so much is bc the reader reminds me of myself :”)) idk I just felt so seen reading the latest chapter. I started kickoff because I saw that the female lead is a film student and I always wanted to be a filmmaker since I was a kid. My parents were supportive but I didn’t pursue it bc my family isn’t rich enough to send me off to study something that doesn’t guarantee a job right after college (at least where I live). so I decided to take something business related (marketing) bc opening my own cafe is another one of my dreams growing up !!

I guess I just want to thank you for writing kickoff, ellie <33 thank you for giving me a little escape from reality and helping me imagine what my life could have been if I did pursue film !!

Chapter 10 was definitely worth the wait. I could tell how much thought and time you’ve poured into it. I love gojo’s efforts to charm the reader 😭💗 especially when he plucked the thorns off the roses oh my gosh I’m a sucker for small gestures. I know a lot of people pointed this out already but I just love how you portray gojo in this series and I love how he’s so soft and how gentle he is with the reader. I can’t wait for the bbq chapter haha

OH MY GOSH I JUST READ THE AUTHOR’S NOTE AT THE END THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE DEDICATION ELLIE 🥹🥹💞

- 🫶 anon

hi darling!! omg yes i got your ask the second time, i’m so sorry im just a lil behind on my asks :”) but tysm for resending <33

oh my goodnessssssssssssss heart anon 😭🥺💕 you’ve literally made me CRYYY your paragraph about feeling seen through the story and how you had to make a sacrifice with your dreams, ahh my heart, i really wish i could give you the biggest hug my love. i know that must’ve been so hard, and i’m so happy you are pursuing another dream of yours!! OMGG opening a cafe is also a huge dream of mine!! i want to write a story where reader is a premed student but really just wants to open a bakery bc she’s a talented baker xD (aka me core)

i think w kickoff i really want to capture that turbulence of finding yourself in college and young adulthood, and that no matter what happens, whether things turn out the way you had imagined them or not, you’ll be ok in the end!! because i think those are words i really needed to hear when i was in college, and i think would’ve helped me get through a lot. but yes my dear!! i’m so glad you can see yourself in the story and i hope it’s cathartic to you in any way possible :”)

AW thanks bb i’m so glad you enjoyed ch10!! it was such a simple n cute chapter to write. SAME IM SUCH A SLUT FOR SMALL GESTURES idk im much more actions over words when it comes to ppl showing they care, and i think kickoff gojo is definitely one to show he cares through his small gestures. i’m glad you’re looking forward to bbq scene 👀 i am too xD

AWH OF COURSE MY LOVEEE <33 it’s my pleasure, tysm for being so cute n sweet n supportive. you’re an angel!! much love from me 💕💕

- ellie 💕