#day how many idk of my moots making me cry and soft and i just cdhucwdj

[hikari-writes]

Hi Hikari.

You may not know but I’m deactivating on Tuesday 11:50 // 23:50 GMT+8 time. I like your personality and how outgoing and enthusiastic when it comes to interacting your moots! Hehe I love your comical and teasing remarks especially when we were having that conversation with Cher. Also , remember my request? I wanna say that I’ve read it more than four times..it’s so good that you just can’t get enough of it. I’m sorry I didn’t do your request💔 but while I’m gone , promise me that you’ll eat at least three meals a day with som snacks inbetween , drink water and keep on smiling! Stay positive and love Yaku JSHSH-

Signed by Maxine.

MAX

HOLY CRAP

TEARS PLEASE CONTROL YOURSELF YOURE IN THE PRESENCE OF OTHER PEOPLE GOSH--

YOU IM---

BYE ILYSM YOURE MAKING ME CRY MAXINE

I AM. SO VERY HAPPY U LIKED IT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN TO WRITE IT AND DONT!!! FEEL BAD ABT NOT DOING MY REQ!! URE NOT OBLIGATED TO COMPLETING OTHER PEOPLE’S REQUEST! YOU JUST DO THINGS AT YOUR OWN PACE >:(((

I PROMISE!! I WILL EAT MY MEALS, DRINK WATER (dw abt this one i drink water like i breathe air 🤩) AND ILL KEEP ON SMILING (though w/o u it’ll be harder to do so but ill try my best 😢😢) AND U KNOW FOR SURE ILL KEEP ON LOVING THAT LOML CHDSUCDIKSJCDWJX

[w4yf1nder]

give oddly specific compliments to a couple of your moots! also here’s one for you: you’re super funny and i love your blog and writing!

OMG ANON 🥺🥲💞💖 YOURE SO SWEET ANDJSJ HEHE YOU BET 😈 IM GONNA TRY AND FIT AS MANY MOOTS AS I CAN IN THIS HEHE btw if i tagged you and you don't remember ever talking to me this is me trying to reach out and make friends SKSJSK

@ataraxyystories - i literally love your vibe, you have tiny fantasy creature vibes and i want to put you in my pocket

@kazu-sun - youre literally like my most favorite person ever??? just *hugs intensely* youre literally so soft i can't 😔

@dinoshimaaa - i love ur brain 😩 u have big brain 😩😩

@126dvtn - are you ok? actually ik youre not. but ily anyway. the unhinged energy in our dms is off the chart

@yonaraee - youre always sending weird roblox memes that remind me of early 2000s graphic tee diluc and i love that for us??? if i ever write about early 2000s graphic tee diluc it will be because of you. and yes this is a compliment even if it doesn't seem like it. YOURE MY MUSE 🧎‍♀️

@tighnaeri - ik youre deactivating soon but you better see this or else 😡 ilysm 🥺🥺 you have chaotic but sweet energy you >>>

@mooncreates - dude idk why but you have tall vibes and you kinda remind me of ayato but also you're so unhinged when we talk smth isn't adding up here. then i remember that you're a kaeya simp and everything starts to make sense

@seveninchesfrominsanity - you have such older sister vibes fr i mean i don't often slide into your dms but WHENEVER WE TALK i feel v comfortable 😩 we can go from simping to "generational trauma" real quick and honestly so true bestie 😔

@shoyotime - my bestie imy you're one of the only 2 moots from my old blog sjshsj

@xiaosimp3 - you have been here from the k-pop days and honestly??? youre a real one 😔

@catcze - we have talked like 3 times since we became moots but you have such hot girl vibes??😩 maybe it's just the yae miko theme sksjsk

@wrenhyperfixates - i always associate you with langa and that is a compliment in and of itself.

@telemi - i swear we have talked like 2 times since we became moots but ilysm??😩 what a queen fr

@solaaresque - we have talked once (1) and immediately talked about kissing girls. safe to say you are very based and correct. women >>

@dawndelion-winery - sometimes you concern me because why do you simp for a boat, sometimes you scare me and sometimes you make me laugh. that is a lot of feelings. i have a lot of feelings for you (this is a confession /j /p)

@genshinparty - we have never talked but i love seeing you around sksjk sometimes i'll spot you liking my posts and feel very validated SKSHSK

@hanniejji - i have a soft spot for your pfp you literally have no idea how much i love it whenever i see it i want to cry and squeeze kazuha

@i23kazu - dear ying, i do quite enjoy our conversations. SKSJSK you're v funny and ily sksjsk although i can't help but think you're an overachieving student 😟 pls calm down

@lilikags - you promote ensemble stars better than happyele it's true they told me themselves (acco and moon also agree, just so you know) sksjsk I LOVE HOW PASSIONATE YOU ARE 😭😭 thanks for introducing me to enstars even tho i barely keep up sksjsk the songs are v catchy 😩

@xingqiusleftearring - your theme is literally so sexc i aspire to have a blog like yours (i feel like you're into alt fashion and honestly that is ALSO v sexc of you)

@captaincryolicious - ZEP! we talked like once (1) 😭 ily tho sksjsk you remind me of an unlikely friend i went on a school trip with about 4 years ago to a theme park and i couldn't go into the water rides cos i was on my period so we stayed back and got some ice cream while the rest of my friends left me like the traitors they are

@ventuswhat - we have never talked but you seem unhinged and that is an energy i need more of in my life (this is an invitation, let's talk more)

@baeshijima - SOPHIE!! i'll always have a soft spot for you omg sksjsk you were my first genshinblr friend sksjsk all because i was an anon first 😔 i have known you the longest here sksjsk (i also associate you with iu which is why i want to protecc)

@mccnstruck - i have always wondered what your username meant and i have always wanted to talk to you and i have also noticed you a lot it's frankly scary why do i keep noticing you but maybe it's a sign that we are soulmates /j /p

[honestlydarkprincess]

Tagged by: @halsteadsass, @moonbeameddie, @trashbaget, @pinkypurse, and @eucalyptusbuck ✨thank you my loves✨

Why did you choose your URL?

When I first created my tumblr the suggested URL was honestlydarkprince and I had no better ideas so I made it honestlydarkprincess and called it a day lskdfj - I often think about changing it but idk, I've kind of just gotten used to it

Any side-blogs?

I used to have a nsfw side blog called divinebisexual but after the sweep I deleted it lmao

How long have you been on tumblr?

Since 2014! But I didn't use it for a long time and only got back into it in June when I got into 911

Do you have a queue tag?

I do! #queue guessed it #jess gets a queue 🌻

gonna put the rest under the cut so it doesn't get too long

Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I used to be on Pinterest a lot and there were all these screenshots from Tumblr so I wanted to get it from the source

Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Eddie my beloved!! (special thanks to my love @fearlessbuck for making me my beautiful icon and header)

Why did you choose your header?

The firefam holds my ❤️

What's your post with the most notes?

My Eddie Diaz protection squad meme

How many people do you follow?

1299

Have you ever made a shitpost?

Every time I make a meme baby

How often do you use tumblr?

We shall not speak of that (everyday)

Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? Who won?

Nope! I am a soft bean who will cry at confrontation slkdfjjsdf

How do you feel about 'you need to reblog this post'?

They give me anxiety

Do you like tag games?

Love them!!! Sometimes I forget to do them but I love them

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

They all should be!!! But probably @outrunningthedark, @loveyourownsmiilee, and @whattarush 💖

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

I'm literally in love with all mutuals I regularly interact with ❤️ and moots that I don't regularly interact with

I am full of love for y'all 🥰

We all seem to have the same mutuals so I'm sure y'all have been tagged but I'm gonna tag: @fearlessbuck, @on-maars, @hawaiianpinapplepizza, @youcanhavemybackanyday, @justsmilestuffhappens, @spettrocoli, and @blu-eyed-demon

[ajokeformur-ray]

Spending Christmas Eve with Arthur & surprise kiss under mistletoe (headcanon) ☺️🎄

Implied smut at end.

I feel like this is really bad? IDK.

You had been planning your Christmas with Arthur for months.

Nothing and no one were going to stop you from spending the entire holiday with Arthur.

Not even you.

“Y/N, you don’t have to do this for me.” 

Though he was speaking as quietly and as patiently as he usually does, you could tell by the hopeful glint in his eyes and the anxious way that he was toying with the cuffs of his beloved yellow hoodie that Arthur really did want to do all of these things with you.

“Yeah, I do, Arthur.” At his uncertain dart upwards with his eyes do you say, “I want to.”

Whatever your usual Christmas plans are, Arthur wants in on them all, no matter how silly or childish they seem.

When you tell him that you’re deciding to spend the holiday with him, though???

Poor boi loses his mind.

He laughs in disbelief, so hard that he ends up crying.

 He shakes his head, apologising as best as he can, but you just tug him into your arms and you hold him, your fingers stroking easily through his dark locks as you calm him.

His laughing fit only makes you even more sure of your decision. 

You want him to experience every possible tradition, food, activity, game, etc. about Christmas.

Whether you’re religious or not, he wants to do everything with you. All of it. 

Whether you think he’d enjoy it or not is a moot point, because he’s with you and so therefore he would enjoy it.

Arthur loves the music of the season!!!!

You woke up once in the night, not sure of what had woken you, but as you came to you realised that Arthur’s fingers were trailing up and down your arm, his fingers tapping out the beat to the last song which had played on the radio before bed.

You smiled, pulled him closer, and Arthur crooned some lyrics in your ear; his soft voice being just what you needed to lull you back into Morpheus’ embrace, though even a deity can’t protect you as well as Arthur can.

“Arthur, honey, what would you like for Christmas? Not what I want, not what we need for the apartment, what do you want?”

An edge of frustration crept into your voice. 

You had asked him this so many times and you heard his answer in your head before he even said it:

“I already have everything I want.” His intense stare and the happiness on his face says the next word for him, which settles like a blanket of snow between your bodies:

You.

Soon enough, it’s Christmas Eve and you’re really getting into the swing of things now.

You leave out some gingerbread biscuits and mince pies for Father Christmas and his reindeer (you both know nothing’s going to touch them but you want Arthur to get the full experience; he would have missed out on it all when he was a child).

You both go to bed, giddy as children, and your jaw aching with how wide you were smiling as you pulled him into your arms, sleep finding you both quite quickly.

The first thing you decide that you need to show Arthur in the morning, on the big day, was your personal favourite thing about Christmas:

Giving presents!

You hadn’t labelled any of the presents you had gotten him, you had only wrapped them. 

You had already given other people their presents, anyway.

With Arthur out in the living room tidying up the cups and plates and emptying out his ashtrays, it seemed convenient to reach under the bed and pull out all the presents you had gotten for him.

You had wrapped all of them as best as you could, putting so much effort into it that you had even impressed yourself, and now did you take them to the living room, your knees almost bowing under all the weight.

Arthur lingered in the doorway of the kitchen, his green eyes inquisitive.

“Y-Y/N, wh-what are you doing? Shouldn’t you have given those out before today?”

With a truly happy smile on your face did you look over at the absolute love of your life.

“I have.”

You saw that he still didn’t understand and, knowing that he would respond to your next words with painful laughter, did you say, “Arthur, honey, these are yours.”

Three, two, aaaaand - 

Painful laughter ripped forth from Arthur’s throat and you nodded solemnly, crossing the room to comfort him.

You held him tightly through the attack, stroking his dark hair and kissing his temple and you stayed.

When he was calm did you lead him to the gifts you had gotten him. 

You felt bad that you hadn’t gotten him more, but you had already spent too much money this month so it was the best you could do.

Arthur only ever deserved your best.

You got him: a new journal, a proper winter coat, the biggest multipack of cigarettes you could find (even if you disliked the vice, you wouldn’t deny him anything and so with a wrinkled nose had you bought them), more makeup for work (he had literally been scraping the bottom of the barrel this morning, a concerned frown on his face as he looked at the calendar - another two weeks until payday; he couldn’t go that long without Carnival), another clown wig, and - a bright red two piece suit.

To you, it wasn’t anything special and you felt guilty that you couldn’t give him more.

Arthur unwrapped every present slowly, his flat palms tracing over every gift which was cushioned in his bony lap as he undid the tape with spidery fingers. He folded the discarded paper and you knew it’d become pressed in the pages of his new journal as irrefutable proof of this night.

With reverence did Arthur look over everything you got him, his eyes glistening with unshed tears, his cheeks damp with overflowing love as he looked up at you like you were an angel.

His angel.

He told you as much before he kissed you deeply in thanks; his lips so fierce against your own that it made your toes curl in your socks.

Then, he crossed over to the tiny desk in the corner of the room and grabbed his battered brown journal and joke book, flicking to a certain page easily and holding it out to you.

“I couldn’t afford to get you a gift,” He mumbled, embarrassed, the tips of his ears turning the same delicate shade of pink as the one on his cheeks, “But I… here, Y/N.”

You took the journal, seeing Arthur struggling so completely for words made you deeply curious, and your eyes roamed over the page, a blush coming to your own face before you focused on the very first word and read it slowly, savouring the pages upon pages of scribbles, doodles and words; some crossed out, more misspelled and some written with care.

It was all about you - your favourite things were drawn around the corners of the pages, smiley faces and crooked love hearts dotted the pages and acted as punctuation, things you had said to him or done together, things he wanted to do with and to you…. pages upon pages… you counted eighteen before a sealed envelope fell out of the journal.

Quickly did Arthur scoop it up. “T-That’s the journal finished… I - I wanted to write you something, to give you something to open.”

Arthur moved all of his gifts over to the armchair which Penny used to sit in so that you could sit on the sofa, holding the envelope in your hands.

You were getting teary eyed just seeing your name written in Arthur’s writing, and with a slight shake to your hand did you break the seal, Arthur sitting beside you and taking your other hand.

With his other hand did he pull his trick out of his trousers pocket - a piece of mistletoe.

He had refrained from buying a pack of cigarettes in order to buy it fresh and he had kept it in his pocket all day, waiting for the perfect moment.

He watched you read his letter once, twice, three and then four times; your emotions playing out on your face like a film.

He watched as you teared up, smiled, gasped softly or squeezed his hand as you read the letter a fifth time.

“Arthur, I - you - I love you so fucking much”

“I know,” A quiet murmur of truth, “I love you too. You’re my everything.” 

Distracted sufficiently by his letter did Arthur reach his arm up to hold the mistletoe over your heads.

You followed his arm up, up, and smiled.

“You know what my favourite part of Christmas is?”

“What?” You smiled even wider, knowing where this was going.

“Following traditions.”

In a rare bout of confidence which channelled his future self did Arthur claim your lips with his and the rest of the day was spent in a blissful haze of love, lust and everything in between.

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[divinefireangel]

STOP YOU ARE ADORABLE i would send an essay every day but i've had an annoying couple of days lately gsjhgfjsjsa. i'm glad you somehow don't find me annoying <3 you shall have aLL THE GOOD VIBES :D

AND IDK YOU MENTIONED LAB SO MY BRAIN ONLY MADE THE CONNECTION WITH ENGINEERING FIRST EVEN THOUGH IT COULD ALSO BE SOME OTHER SCIENCE?? BUT YAYYY damn i'm smart. does sush like math??? 🤩🥰

awwW well i hope the drama stays away for a long time. i see all the posts and i'm like 😔 i wanna contribute too 😔 i wanna talk to people 😔 but the paranoid part of me says nO!

and ahfshjghja thAAAAAANKSSS 💖 i overshare a lot lmao so i'll just go ahead and say whatever now (within bounds hopefully hDSFHHA). also ?? honoured??? NO PLEASE I WOULD LITERALLY LOVE FOR YOU TO READ MY SHIT?? not as a shoves it into your face and forces you to read it but legit if you did it'd just. <3 owie, my heart <3

also ohhh. out of curiosity, how dark are you thinking? and yeah,, i just really love writing and it's sorta an escape mechanism so when i don't write i get antsy 😂😂 but thank you 💖

AJHGFSDHGJA I AM LITERALLY NOT GETTING REST— like im getting it but it just doesn't feel like i am… but it's okay hfdshgha

and oOOOHH. ,,, for the first time ever i'm realising comebacks actually end… thank you sush. big brain moment. but don't be saaaaaddd there will be many more! :D

THANKS FOR THE HEALING VIBES! /hoards them lovingly

…regarding the hard stan issue… i have another problem and it yet again stems from the blog of one miss divinefireangel… zuho is literally the cutest babie ever… my brain just thinks of him as the bouncy human from the last festival mv… but um. what's this i see on your blog. dom!zuho. IT'S GETTING ME SO CONFLICTED I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO STAY OR RUN ((i'm not hating i promise JHFGSHJGJHA I'M JUST JOKING AROUND BUT FRRRR I CANNOT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND DOM!ZUHO AND THEN I READ YOUR STUFF AND SUDDENLY MY BRAIN PROVIDES IMAGES OF HIM LOOKING ALL S*** AND MY BRAIN JUST RESETS BYEEEEE)) on the other hand. him calling you small lovingly just has me going 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

the dawon asks were phenomenal, thank you to teddy bear anon for feeding us all 😊 especially for feeding sush 😏😌 "pet my head while I *censored*" THIS WAS SO FUNNY TO READ I SPENT A WHILE JUST LAUGHING AT IT LIKE 😭😭😭 I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN BUT MY HEAD'S LIKE… while sush gEtS cEnSoReD— 😭

today i send you the brIGHTEST VIBES! 🌟💖🌟✨🌟💖🌟✨🌟💖🌟 though not as bright as you :3

—babytasy (wrote babytasty and is now rethinking life) ((also shhh it's not a bad quality pic)) (((ALSO if i accidentally sent my last ask off anon,,, please ignore it LMAO)))

Ahh noo :(

My baby deserves only good days 🥺 UNIVERSE DO YOUR THING TF

You're not at all annoying, you're very lovely and you make my heart flutter and no one can do that other than SF9 and a few others XD 💀*hides blushing face in embarrassment*

You are smart! Very smart 🥺 Cause like I don't think I've ever mentioned I'm doing engineering so 😂. And Sush does not like math anymore. She did in 12th grade tho 😔 It was my fav subject uptil engineering.

You can take all the time in the world to get ready to put out your work or even not put it out, up to you. You will be supported and loved with whatever you choose! ❤

YES!!! You can say whatever you want, I won't mind 😚. You can also ask me stuff, I'll share as much as I deem okay to put out here lol 💀

But I would be honoured if you want me to read your work tho 🥺👉🏽👈🏽 It makes me so happy when fantasy friends come to me and ask me to like read their work or even like ask for my opinions and stuff cause like, I'M SO FUCKING SOFT EVERYTIME ...... That you deemed me worthy and wanted me to read your work before you put it out???? Like I don't deserve y'all man 😭😭😭😭😭💓❤💞 My heart literally bursts from all the love fantasy has given me so far AND is still continuing to (the last weekend for the MTL ask thing, I got so many I wanted to cry cause y'all so sweet and I suck at expressing gratitude)

How dark? Lmao even the answer is dark 💀💀💀 Just a lot, yeah. There aren't a lot of triggering topics so, A LOT

Ikr, writing is an escapism for me too! Thus the writing blog 💀

You are so cute I wanna give you all the kissys 🥺😚(˘³˘)♥

Babes you want dom!zuho, yes my blog is one but do check out our lovely Hannah's blog (@/lost-inthedream)!!

Dom Juju does make us very confused!! 😖 (in a good way XD)

Not you censoring Sexy lmaooo 💀💀 SO CUTE

You make so happy with your thoughts and words and vibes omg 🥺🥺

(I don't think I got any non anon asks recently, so dw. The only non anon ones were my moots!)

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/>❤️ here

❤️🧡 you

❤️🧡💛 go

❤️🧡💛💚 you

❤️🧡💛💚💙 can

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 have

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗 it

❤🧡💛💚💙💜💗💖all

[notafeeling]

my sides

idk im bored here we go @the-prince-and-the-emo @princeyandanxiety

compassion/ruby:

- different from morality as compassion doesn’t care about everyone, more so only the people she sees struggling or the people she loves

- will drop you so fast if you make a racist/sexist comment

- Really Loves Cats

- very logical as well since she needs to know the best ways of helping someone

- probably full of random facts she likes to pull out to cheer people up

- ready to fight someone if they keep rebutting her love/compliments/well-wishes

- won’t accept any compliments she’s given. ever. no matter what.

- nobody expects her to swear but she does it a lot, people just don’t listen or aren’t around when she does

humour/hannah:

- makes self-deprecating/depressing/sarcastic jokes

- skewed sense of humour and reality

- finds more things funny/makes worse jokes when running on little sleep

- lots of ‘not straight’ jokes. probably has a bible full of them

- she’s most likely friends with compassion and tells her extremely bad pick up lines to get a laugh out of her

- actually she’s basically everyone’s friend. she finds out what kind of jokes they like and adapt her humour around them accordingly

- cannot resist making a pun

- doesn’t like talking about her problems so she makes them into jokes haha relatable am i right

obsession/moots:

- Hey You Were Nice To Me Once Now I Will Willingly Give You My Life

- oh? so you like this thing? cool anyways your schedule from now on is talk about the thing, think about the thing, write about the thing, read about the thing, watch the thing, cry over the thing, joke about the thing, the thing is your life, the reason you get up in the mornings,

- has too many fandoms, ships and abandoned projects

- stays up late googling random stuff

- is interested in learning stuff but she’s too lazy to actually learn

- motivates me to write and create, honestly

- bombards people with knowledge on some subject and hates how she ignores the part of her brain that tells her they don’t want to hear it and tries to act shocked when they tell her that they actually don’t care

- hurt v v easily like the nerd she is

pessimism/friar:

- a bunch of mental health problems bundled up into a concerning mess that isn’t attended to ever

- They Said They Like Me But I Know They’re Lying: an autobiography

- the reason i stay up late thinking about how worthless i am tbh

- very insecure and probably changes everything about herself to fit into other people’s ideals on her (depressing comments around jokes, happier with compassion, existential questions towards obsession)

- likes cats a lot because they’re really low maintenance and don’t give a crap about other people much like herself

- also just likes cats because they are soft and help her calm down after a stressful day + they don’t insist on her talking about her Feelings

- stays up too late because hey, time is fake and a sleep schedule is a social construct

- why do homework when you can forever be stressed am i right

[amorjihope]

#1-116 😎😎😎

*cracks knuckles* are you ready for this?

yes? then let’s begin

1. Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I’m not really confused about anything so idk??

2.Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? on occasion yeah, and most of the time a collective group text of good morning from ot7

3.If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? not unless it became excessive and hinting at a addiction, then no, not really

4.Do you find it easy to trust others? no, definitely not, but it does seem easier with fellow kpoppers, idk why

5.What were you doing at 11PM last night? I was working on my first square for taegi bingo and talking to ot7 about shinee (? i think it was shinee it was probs jihope instead tbh)

6.You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? …mmm I don’t drink and I don’t plan on drinking or getting drunk at any point in time tbh so this is question is moot

7.What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? lol what I’ve done all the other times I suppose, leave my s/o and move on. cheating happens and there’s no real point of pinpointing the blame on anybody (especially yourself) for it. It’s all pretty pointless cause your s/o was just being a coward and not telling you they weren’t happy in the relationship so yeah

8.Are you close with your dad? not really no

9. I bet you kissed someone last night, right? no, I wish

10.What are you listening to? Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls (’:

11.You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? water, you know, so I don’t die an early death *shrugs*

12.Do you like hickeys? I’ve never had any before, but I think they’d look really good on my chest *wink wonk*

13.What time do you go to bed? two or three am

14.Is there someone who continuously lets you down? yes

15.Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? yep, all thanks to years of practice lol

16.Do you always answer your texts? late, but yes, I always answer

17.Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? no, I mean I am dating her so I don’t really think I hate my girlfriend

18.When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? oh man, my highschool best friends I talked to yesterday, my current best friends tho I’m talking to now as I answer all these questions (thx syd lmao)

19.Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? have you ever heard of these talented, beautiful, and wonderful boys named Jung Hoseok, Kim Seokjin, and Min Yoongi? Because I have and they light up my world with one breath (ok but seriously, yeah, pics of bts and astro and mx make me happy as hell and when I see my girlfriend, I feel like the happiest person on Earth)

20.What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? non-binary yoongi.

21.Is anyone else in the room with you? my little brother and sister and my doggo

22.Do you believe what goes around comes around? yep and what’s coming around is this fist! lol but yeah I do think that when you do something horrible, it’ll come back to bite you in the ass ‘cause that’s just how life works

23.Were you happier four months ago than you are now? no

24.Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? my mom

25.In the past week, have you cried? I was literally crying over seokjin and top like two hours ago o; and I mean real ugly tears too

26.What colour is the shirt you are wearing? black and white

27.Do people ever call you by your last name? no, they can’t pronounce it

28.Is anyone ignoring you right now? yeah lol shout out to my ex who I texted back in early december trying to dump and he never responded nor read my text ;p

29.Do you have a best friend? I have multiple

30.Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? no, I mean he kissed me without my consent so I think it would only be hard for me to not kick his ass to be honest

31. Who was your last call/text message from? anahi!

32.Are you mad at anyone? Yeah, sorta

33.Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes

34. answered here

35.How many more days until your birthday? 169!

36.Do you have any summer plans yet? yep! roadtrip with a friend and!!! roadtrip to go see my ollie bear at work as a life guard :D @suga-peaches

37. Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? uh, sex or gender?(they’re different so) the only male friend I have is Maxie @joonphases

38.Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? no, secrets and half-truths aren’t my thing

39.Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? no, I’m an extremely blunt person and have shared everything about me with some person or other so

40.Have you ever regretted kissing someone? No. Have I ever regretted allowing someone who has kissed me without consent getting close to me though? HELL YEAH

41.Do you think age matters in relationships? well in most cases, no, but in terms of laws and consent, yes. I don’t think a mere child should be taken advantage of by their twenty year old boyfriend. If you’re like twenty five and dating a forty year old then no age doesn’t matter. It all depends on context I suppose

42. Are you available? nope :3

43. How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Well since this isn’t asking specifically about romantic feelings, 7

44. If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? I already have ten piercings (mostly ears) but I’d like to get my nipples pierced to be honest that or my other nostril

45.Do you believe exes can be friends? most definitely! i’m still friends with like five of my exes

46.Do you regret anything? No. If I did, then I wouldn’t really be living then, would I?

47.Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? jihope being married. non-binary yoongi. jihope being married. ace!kook. jihope being married. ot7. jihope being married. kim seokjin. food. JIHOPE BEING M-A-R-R-I-E-D.

48.Did you ever lose a best friend? yep

49.Was your last kiss a mistake? The last kiss that I gave, no. The last kiss I received, hell yeah.

50.Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Well, I don’t really think he’s interested and I’d rather not pull the poly card on my gf so soon

51.Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? I’m going to say yes, considering I’ve known her since the fourth grade, but tbh I’m not sure o:

52.Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Well we’re going to a dance recital on v-day so I hope we’re still talking o:

53.What was the last thing you ate? a rice crispy bar

54.Did you get any compliments today? yes, ot7 showers me in them daily because they are amazing human beans who like to activate my praise kink often

55.Where are you going on your next vacation? what’s a vacation?

56. answered here

57.Are most of your friend guys or girls? neither! I have mostly non-binary and genderfluid friends (:

58.Where have you lived most of your life? I’ve never taken a step out of California

59.When was the last time you took a long drive? never, I should though

60.Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? nope

61.Have you ever TPd someone’s house? um, has anyone ever actually done this??

62.Who do you text the most? anahi for texting, but I talk to ot7 the most through kkt and I only message you syd here on tumblr cause I’m a loser lol

63.What was the last movie you saw? HP and the Deathly Hallows pt 2

64.What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? she’s never had one??? and if I get my wish, she never will

65.How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? oh god how old was I in 2011 omg what grade was I in back then was it 7th grade?? idk I had like ten probably I’ve never really kept track

66.Is the last person you kissed younger than you? no

67.Do you curse around your parents? yep

68.Are you happy with where you live? no

69.Picture of yourself? oh man I hope your nuts are prepared

70.Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? I’m poly, but it doesn’t mean I condone cheating or using poly as a scapegoat to excuse cheating either. Cheating is cheating and poly has nothing to do with it.

71.Have you ever been dumped? once

72.What do you most like about making out? framing the other person’s face with both my hands, it feels intimate and really nice and I like it a lot

73.Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? Oh yeah, definitely. Its called experimenting *wink wonk*

74.When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? Yeah, I like being in control, but I still ask if I can kiss them so

75.What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Hands, tummy and thighs oh lord, but when I’m feeling super soft then tummy, hands, thighs, and eyes

76.Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? Momma and ollie bear! @portscutie @suga-peaches

77.Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? Never had sex

78. answered here

79.What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? Jung Hoseok. Yoonminseok. Kim Seokjin. Namyoonjin. Min Yoongi. My girlfriend. Jihope. Choi Youngjae. OT7 (and not in that order).

80. Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? yeah, having children shouldn’t affect the feelings that people have for one another and honestly if they already had kids that would be a big weight off my shoulders. You learn a lot about someone from the way they treat their child(ren).

81.Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? yep

82.Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? not really

83.Do you miss your last sweetie? nope lol

84.Last time you slow danced with someone? last january at formal with my girlfriend who was just my best friend back then

85.Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? why is dated being quoted? long-distance relationships are just as valid as face-to-face relationships (sometimes even better) and yes, I’ve been in a few

86.How can I win your heart? you have to be my girlfriend, my platonic date friend (@joonphases) who hangs in my night sky, or Jung Hoseok, there is no in between

87. What is your astrological sign? Leo!

88.What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Ranting about the feminization of Seokjin in most fics and how he’s automatically pegged as the bottom (because of being feminized) and just how harmful that is to the lgbtaq+ community. Oh and then crying over Seokjin and how this fandom doesn’t treat him half of how he should really be treated which is equivalent to royalty because KIM SEOKJIN IS A KING. A KING I TELL YOU AND I’M GOING TO GET THAT TATTOOED

89.Do you cook? yep, since I was five

90. answered here

91.If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? this question is void

92.Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? various, but they’re generally pretty serious so it’s all just one big poly lovefest that’s really warm and comforting I never get into serious relationships quickly tho, those are bound to fail most of the time when you rush into them

93.What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? physical traits aren’t important when determining my interest in someone

94.Name four things that you wish you had! my own room, a personal library, a chance to meet ot7 at the same time, and a chance to tell bangtan how much I love and appreciate everything that they do and hope that they always take care of themselves

95.Are you a player? no, that’s childish af

96.Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? Yep, my record is two seconds lol

97.Are you a tease? sometimes

98.Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? not yet, but time will tell

99.Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? I am right now

100.Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? oh most definitely, my lovely ot7 @portscutie @suga-peaches @joonphases @bangtans-snail @mochirapgod @sofarawcy (I love you guys so much, hi loves)

101.Hugs or Kisses? kisses, they’re sweeter, but hugs are more tender so both

102.Are you too shy to ask someone out? lol definitely not

103.The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their hair

104.Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? if I like them, yeah

105.If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? fuck no, i’d punch them for even trying to coerce me into helping them cheat on their s/o. plus, wtf does being “sexy” have to do with it? you could be as good looking as Kim Seokjin himself and i’d still drop kick your ass for trying to pull that shit

106.Do you flirt a lot? oh, yeah, lots

107.Your last kiss? with my gf on the cheek

108.Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? yes

109.Have you kissed anyone in the past month? no

110.If you could kiss anyone who would it be? Kim Seokjin, Jung Hoseok, Min Yoongi. In that order and then all together all at once.

111.Do you know who you’ll kiss next? *waves flag* gf

112.Does someone like you currently? I’d hope so, considering I’m in a fully committed relationship

113.Do you currently have feelings for anyone? fucc yeah fam

114. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? I don’t do flings

115.Ever made out with just a friend? plenty

116.Are you happier single or in a relationship? neither?? I’m happy with myself regardless of my relationship status and honestly you should never allow your happiness to be determined by another person

wow i can’t believe i finally did it o: you’re lucky i love you syd also i’m still working out the details about your care package but i love you sweet bub

please excuse any typos, its late and i’m tiredt ok ok woot love you all! don’t be afraid to ask me other things in my ask!! I talk to two people on tumblr and that’s it. i need freeeeendz

ALSO LONG LIVE JIHOPE THE MARRIED COUPLE ; - ;

xo rose