#darkrose6578 🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Ooh!! I love your wip, please do 😭📋📋📋🥵🥵🥵💙💙😎😎😎 thanks 🥰🥰

Hi darling thank you!!! 🥰🥰 So sorry I'm answering this like three weeks late, the words have not been wording. Scrolled through my asks last night and saw this one and wrote a lot more than I was expecting to. Thank you!

Verbal Abuse fic:

“Christopher said you're seeing a therapist again,” Helena says, her mouth a thin line. Eddie never bothered telling her about therapy. She doesn't believe it helps. “Yeah,” Eddie nods. “Have been for months.” “Pity you didn't start before you traumatized your son into running away,” she says, casual as anything.

Clipboard Buck fic (oh look, Maggie's projecting):

Eddie works his jaw in thought. He wracks his brain, trying to think of his first serious crush. That friend from highschool comes to mind, but he immediately skips over him to Shannon. Before her, there really wasn't anyone. He remembers his friends fawning over Leticia Montes in third grade. He didn't understand the draw. They didn't know her very well; she was in fourth grade. Eddie didn't know a thing about her. He supposes her dark curls and blue eyes were pretty, but there wasn't anything beyond that. There was a boy in sixth grade his friend Mary was practically in love with that, objectively speaking, was attractive. Eddie still didn't get it. Whenever his friends asked him who he liked, he'd think up the most well known heartthrob as his answer. Unfortunately, he had more than a few friends who would proceed to try and set them up. The refusals became degrading after a while. Eventually, he just stopped answering them. He lost those friends, but he didn't feel all that bad about it.

Sub Eddie fic (it's less than 3 lines but it's all my brain would allow me):

“Relax,” he says softly, pressing a kiss to his inner thigh. He doesn't say it out loud, but Eddie hears it all the same. The promise they've kept to each other for years: I'll take care of you, and I trust you to take care of me.

Tanis' fic:

“Fuck, you're beautiful,” Buck says in an awed whisper. For a moment, Eddie thinks he should shy away from the attention. But he doesn't want to. This is Buck. Buck hovers over him, bracketing his head with his forearms. Eddie tips his chin up for a kiss and Buck grins as he leans down. Heat engulfs whatever softness remained from moments before. Buck nips at his lips and licks deep into his mouth, rocking down hard against him as Eddie pulls him closer, closer, closer.

Big Damn Hero (I couldn't not include this moment):

“Yeah, or you know you could… you could have mine,” Buck stammers like an idiot. Eddie does that adorable snort and shakes his hand. “Deal.” Oh, Buck was in trouble. So. Much. Trouble.

Also using this as my WIP Wednesday!

Tagged by @tizniz and @daffi-990 who both shared AMAZING stuff y'all should show some love!! 💚🩵 (p.s. I'm sorry if I haven't interacted with some tags I've gotten recently. Life's been... life, and some days even tumblr is overwhelming. Love y'all and thank you for continuing to tag me 🩷)

Tagging:

@lover-of-mine @loveyouanyway @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus @diazsdimples

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @actuallyitsellie @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @theotherbuckley

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny

@misshiss727 @lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92

@thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @traumabuddies @epicbuddieficrecs @elvensorceress @disasterbuck

@tofanasmuse @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @lasagnatheory

[spotsandsocks]

Sending some love into the world today because I can and I want to 🥳🎂🥳.

This is for everyone I follow and everyone who follows me if I talk to you regularly or not. I see your names and I’m always so very glad your all here 🩷

Today I am 50 years old and that’s a wonderful thing. I’ve lived and loved fandom life since I was 15 and I’m still here and going nowhere!

50 years my lovely pocket pals!! How lucky I am, to have had all this time to experience the ups and downs of life.

So my message of the day is getting older is a gift, you’ve got to remember that cos I know the world tries to tell you youth is best and you need to have things sorted in your twenties. Rubbish! I’m loving, learning and changing all the time and this place has helped me do that. New words new ideas new me every day.

🌈✨🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🤎✨🌈

So just wanted to say that even though we’re all miles apart your existence in the world makes me happy and I enjoy sharing this space with you so much. This last year or two has had its challenges for me but you should all know you have been a bright spot in my life. I appreciate every kind word and message you’ve ever sent me

Some of you are hundreds of miles away some thousands, so many different places ages and lives and still here we are together finding the same joy and fun together.

Being able to send you messages that make you smile to be able to share my thoughts and stories with you, to get to enjoy your words, art and metas, your tags, gifs and more means so much.

Fandom has its highs and lows I know but each of you are very much a high for me. Take care of yourselves every day because you’re important to more people than you can possibly imagine.

💜💜💜

@actualalligator @bekkachaos @beyourownanchor6 @buddiediaz118 @bi-buckrights @caroandcats @daffi-990 @dangerpronebuddie @dr-shortsighted-owl @darkrose6578 @diazsdimples @eddiebabygirldiaz @exhuastedpigeon @loucifersbitch @elvensorceress @fiona-fififi @giddyupbuck @hotshotsxyz @honestlydarkprincess @hermscat @hippolotamus @inell @jesuisici33 @lonelychicago @loveyourownsmiilee @loveyouanyway @monsterrae1 @pirrusstuff @repressedqueen @ronordmann @rogerzsteven @rainbow-nerdss @spaceprincessem @stagefoureddiediaz @shipperqueen6 @tizniz @thekristen999 @thelikesofus @steadfastsaturnsrings @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @underwaterninja13 @watchyourbuck @weewootruck @wildlife4life @bluroux @yawningmicrobe @bucks-daddy-issues @singitforthegirls @madambeetroot

I’ll have missed a few people I know so sorry but this is for you too.

[veronae-buddie]

Snippet Smunday

Tagged by @sofa-king-lame! Just like for you, it's getting late on a Monday for me! But it might be Sunday somewhere, lol.

Have some snippety-bits from "Ballet Buddie".

Eddie nodded, and leaned forwards. Knitting his fingers through his toes, he flexed them again, pulling at the joints.  Sighing, Buck leaned against the lockers. “That was my first performance after being promoted,” he confessed, a softness to his voice as he let slip a fear he hadn’t yet dared to voice. “Feels like a … an omen, or a sign or something, to have it back this year. Like if I can dance Romeo again, I’ll have … proved something.” Cocking his head, Eddie watched him softly. “What do you have to prove?” he asked. A scowl rumpled Buck’s forehead. “That … is not—” Holding up one supplicating palm, Eddie smiled gently. “I’m not prying. You brought it up.” “Yeah, well, that was a mistake,” Buck said roughly, turning back to his locker. “I don’t wanna talk about it with you.” The words were harsh, but Eddie just laughed softly. “Have it your way,” he said lightly, reaching into the duffle at his side and pulling out slippers and booties. He pulled them on with a delicate sigh, then threw Buck another smile as he clambered to his feet. “But if you change your mind, I’m happy to listen.” “Yeah, sure,” Buck muttered, staring vacantly into the shadows of his cluttered locker. “Don’t hold your breath.”

I'm not saying rivals to lovers, but I'm also not not saying rivals to lovers.

@shortsighted-owl @disasterbuck @serensational @blue-winged-boy @emotionallyencumbered

@gnoeltop @inell @verdimundi @darkrose6578 @littleblackraincloudofcourse

@deliriousbean @idealuk @oldfangirl81 @ronordmann @shealwaysreads

@queenofthesydrianites @marvelgirl9326 @graendoll

Please let me know if you'd like to be added or removed 🩷💜💙

[dangerpronebuddie]

Hi! Maggie, please do 🚁🚁🚁

Hi sweetheart! Some time loop for you:

Buck sighs and pushes off the ambulance. He takes Hen by the wrist and tugs her into the bunk room. “You're not going to believe me,” he says as he sits on his bunk. Hen sits down beside him. “Try me. There isn't a lot I haven't heard.” Buck takes a deep breath, wondering how to ease into this. But this is Hen. He can be blunt with her

Make Me Write!!

[dangerpronebuddie]

😡📋

For the communication fight!

"I want you to choose what makes you happy,” Eddie said, his voice mirroring Buck's. “I want you to be with someone who wants you back.” “And you don't think that's Tommy?” Buck asked, taking the smallest step closer. “Would it make a difference what I said?” Eddie asked with a helpless shrug.

And clipboard Buck:

“Hey, Probie!” he shouts across the bay. “No!” Ravi shouts back, followed by pounding footsteps up the stairs. Eddie snorts, and clears his throat when Buck raises an eyebrow at him. “Thirty two bandaids,” he says. “Uh, I'm sorry, what was that?”

Make Me Write 🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Several Sentences Sunday!!

Tagged by @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell who both shared AMAZING stuff y'all should show some love!! 💚🩷

The doppleganger fic is my entire existence right now lol. I have a solid plan, and I'm about halfway through it!! With any luck at all, I can get this done soon. Have some of the oblivious boys ranting about the other oblivious boys:

"God, they are hopeless," Buck declares. "Who's hopeless?" Hen asks as they reach the top of the stairs. "Buckles and Noches," Eddie says. Hen raises her eyebrows and snaps her book shut. "And uh, just how are they hopeless?" "Eduardo definitely has a thing for Ethan," Eddie says. "And Ethan definitely has a thing for Eduardo," Buck says, "but-" he holds up a finger- "he doesn't know it." Hen slumps back into the couch cushions with an exasperated groan. "I know right?" Eddie and Buck say in unison. A loud thunk echoes through the loft. All three turn to the source of the noise: Chimney with his forehead thumped against the dining table. Beside him, Ravi has his head in his hands. “You guys feeling okay?” Buck asks. “I think we're suffering from a collective psychotic break,” Chim mutters, his voice muffled by the table. “So… how did you reach this… revelation?” Hen asks, looking between Eddie and Buck over her glasses. “It's not rocket science,” Eddie scoffs, flopping down into the nearest armchair. Buck squeezes in beside him rather than sitting in the other available chairs. They're pressed together from ankle to shoulder. “Come on, it's obvious,” he states. “They're always together, they're constantly touching in some way-” “-and they even finish each other's sentences,” Eddie adds. Buck nods in agreement. Hen's eye twitches.

(tags under the cut! As always please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@lover-of-mine @tizniz @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz @ronordmann @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny @eddiesfagstache

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermioneindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @traumabuddies @epicbuddieficrecs @disasterbuck

[dangerpronebuddie]

WIP Wednesday!!

Tagged by @tizniz @inell @exhuastedpigeon who all shared WONDERFUL stuff y'all should absolutely show some love!! 🩵💚

Since a lot of people expressed interest in Clipboard Buck's sexuality quiz, I'm sharing some of that 😊. Haven't had a lot of time to write today, had to take pupper to the vet for his shots (he's okay! A little mad about it, but he's kinda dramatic lol). Anyway, this fic is slowly coming together. I'm hoping it won't take super long, but ya know. Have one of my favorite parts:

"So you're..." Hen trails off. She's biting back a smile that screams I knew it. "I don't know what I am," Buck shrugs. "For the longest time I thought how I felt was just... normal." "It's not abnormal," Hen assures him. She rounds the coffee table and sits on it. "That's what Maddie said," Buck sighs. "All I know is I am definitely not straight, and I want to know what I am." "You don't have to pick a label," Hen points out. "I never did," Chim says before taking another bite of celery. The entire team looks at him, varying degrees of surprise on their faces. He looks around the group. "What? I'm not straight. This can't be news to you." "I knew you were flirting with Eddie his first shift," Buck declares at the same time Hen says "it's not news." Eddie raises his eyebrows and grins at Chim, who honest to God blushes. "I was being friendly," Chim insists. "You were being a possessive golden retriever trying to mark your territory, I... didn't want him to feel unwelcome, that's all." "Aw, thanks, Chim," Eddie says, patting his knee. "Or was it Asian Fabio?" Chim shoves at him. The force throws Chim off balance and he falls against Eddie's side, knocking him into Buck, who half collapses across the couch like a line of ridiculous dominos. Hen cackles and Bobby scrubs his hands over his face with a long suffering sigh. By some miracle, their coffees- and Chim's celery and peanut butter- escape the mess unscathed. Chim scrabbles up and takes a seat beside Hen on the coffee table, glaring at Eddie like all that was his fault. Eddie sits up and takes Buck's hand, pulling him upright. "Oh, so you help Buck but not the guy who wasn't afraid to flirt with you?" Chim balks. "I've always been the favorite," Buck says with a cheeky grin, knocking his shoulder against Eddie's. "Before we end up calling an ambulance to our own firehouse," Bobby says, "have you thought any about the label you might want?" Buck sighs, his shoulders dropping. "I've tried. It's all really confusing and I've read articles about each one that might apply to me until the screen went blurry." "Why don't you do one of those quizzes they used to put in magazines?" Bobby suggests.

(tags under the cut. As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@13shadesofanni @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @loveyouanyway

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@spagheddiediaz @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @thekristen999

@actuallyitsellie @fortheloveofbuddie @wildlife4life @theotherbuckley

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny

@misshiss727 @likeamollusconarock @lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92

@smallandalmosthonest @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @traumabuddies @epicbuddieficrecs

@tofanasmuse and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Buck and me are sending y'all some love 🩷

Tagging some lovelies:

@lover-of-mine @tizniz @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727 @rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@spotsandsocks @tidesreach @disasterbuck @epicbuddieficrecs

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @slowlyfoggydestiny @mourningeddiesfagstache @playinginthunderstorms

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx @maraskywalkers

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @aroqueerfandoms @unlifeira @marissaleec @kissyboytroye

@lyricfulloflight @charlzie-ghost @hypersensitivitywitch @kindlingtotheflames @wallywise @zerokrox-blog @hawaiianlove808 @retromodgirl @allygateobeanz @savlikesbluengreen

[dangerpronebuddie]

Have Eddie as Hello Kitty 🩷

Tagging some lovelies:

@lover-of-mine @tizniz @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@spotsandsocks @tidesreach @disasterbuck @epicbuddieficrecs

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727 @rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @slowlyfoggydestiny @mourningeddiesfagstache @playinginthunderstorms

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx @maraskywalkers

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @aroqueerfandoms @unlifeira @marissaleec @kissyboytroye

@lyricfulloflight @charlzie-ghost @hypersensitivitywitch @kindlingtotheflames @wallywise @zerokrox-blog @hawaiianlove808 @retromodgirl @allygateobeanz @savlikesbluengreen

[dangerpronebuddie]

Our Shoulders Touch, There's A Moment (3.8k)

It started, as most things do, on a random Tuesday. They had just started a 24 hour shift after Buck spent the entirety of their 48 off at the Diaz house, taking Christopher here there and yonder and discussing something in secret. Eddie didn't dare ask what. (Or, Christopher is the brains of the operation and just wants his dads to get their act together.)

[read on ao3]

I cannot believe my first buddie fic- my first fic ever- is a year old! 🥳 I can't thank you all enough for the kindness and love you've shown me this past year. You truly don't know what it means to me. Love y'all! 🥰🩷

(just tagging some lovelies for Inspiration Saturday and just to share this with y'all 🥰)

@lover-of-mine @tizniz @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727 @rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@spotsandsocks @tidesreach @disasterbuck @epicbuddieficrecs

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @slowlyfoggydestiny @mourningeddiesfagstache @playinginthunderstorms @lonelychicago

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx @maraskywalkers

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @aroqueerfandoms @unlifeira @marissaleec @kissyboytroye

@lyricfulloflight @charlzie-ghost @hypersensitivitywitch @kindlingtotheflames @wallywise @zerokrox-blog @hawaiianlove808 @retromodgirl @allygateobeanz @savlikesbluengreen

[dangerpronebuddie]

Tease Tidbit Tuesday!!

Tagged by @wikiangela @theotherbuckley @tizniz who all shared absolutely BRILLIANT stuff y'all should show some love 🩷🩵

The writing beans are on vacation without me ರ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ರ so I haven't gotten much of anything done at. all. But! Thanks to Nolan (*forehead kiss*) I've gone back to my sub Eddie fic!! The beginning needs to be adjusted a little- anything before this snippet is... meh. So while I fix that and hopefully get to the good stuff 😏 have one of my favorite moments:

"I'd take you apart," he whispers, leaning into Eddie's space. "Tease you until you're shaking with pleasure only I can give you." Heat sparks in Eddie's chest as Buck's gaze rakes over him. He's been checked out before, it's not even uncommon, but from Buck it's… different. The space Eddie had noticed earlier is gone, replaced by Buck’s knee on the cushion, letting him lean closer. Eddie doesn't dare look away. He doesn't dare breathe. Buck can't be serious. It's all talk. For all he knows, Buck's going to lean back and laugh about the whole thing and they'll go back to their movie. But Buck keeps his gaze locked on Eddie, his pupils blown wide, his eyes darkening. He leans closer, so he's looming over Eddie, a hand on the armrest behind Eddie's back. The movement makes Eddie lean back, only slightly. He's torn between making space in case this is a joke, and closing the gap between them. Tentatively, he trails his hand up Buck's arm, to his shoulder. The smallest smirk graces Buck's lips. Normally, Eddie doesn't notice just how big Buck is. Eddie thinks he should feel boxed in. But he doesn't. He trusts Buck implicitly. All he can feel is excitement, if a little nervousness. It's not like they've been in this position before. "The only decision you have to make," Buck practically purrs, tilting his head with a smirk, "is whether or not you want it." His eyes flick to Eddie's mouth. Eddie finds himself doing the same, his gaze focused on plump pink lips. If they do this, there's no turning back. At least not for Eddie. He doesn't know if Buck's suggesting a one time thing. At the moment, he doesn't care. He leans up and closes the distance between them, slotting their lips together.

(tags under the cut. As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@13shadesofanni @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @loveyouanyway

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@inell @exhuastedpigeon @spagheddiediaz @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @thekristen999

@actuallyitsellie @daniwib @fortheloveofbuddie @wildlife4life

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny

@misshiss727 @likeamollusconarock @lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92

@smallandalmosthonest @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Fuck It Friday!!

Tagged by @tizniz @inell @hippolotamus who all shared BRILLIANT stuff y'all should absolutely show some love!! 🩷🩵

I still have a few more asks for Make Me Write (and feel free to keep em coming, it's been fun today 🥰), but I wanted to share something for today too. Clipboard Buck is finally flowing again... for now. So have a little bit of that:

Eddie sighs and leans back in his chair. “I don't know. I mean- I thought Shannon was pretty before I knew her. Doesn't really sound like I'm demisexual, does it?” “What was your first thought when you saw her?” Bobby asks. Eddie smiles at the memory. He remembers standing guard near the ice chest, handing out drinks from the 30 pack he stole from his tio’s garage fridge (he replaced it of course), and making sure his friend Elijah didn't get too shit faced, when Shannon walked up to him. Her smile was bright, and she had such a beautiful laugh. Her friends had talked her into getting them some drinks, and Eddie just wanted to keep hearing her laugh, her voice. “I just wanted to be near her,” Eddie says, his voice thick with emotion. He clears his throat. “I… didn’t have a crush on her, I don’t think. Not for a while.” Bobby nods slowly. “What about Ana? Or Marisol?” Eddie shrugs. He… doesn’t know. “It never felt like Shannon with them. They were pretty, I really enjoyed being with them, but… I don’t think I loved either of them.” “Do you equate having a crush to being in love with someone?” “No,” Eddie says automatically. Crushes and falling in love are two different things. That's what everybody says anyway. Something about that makes him pause. He loved Shannon. He wanted to be near her. Dating Ana was more about pressure from those around him. Marisol was… a desperate attempt to prove to himself he wasn’t broken. He can’t think of any other woman he’s ever truly wanted to be with besides Shannon. “Fuck,” Eddie hisses, putting his head in his hands. “I don’t know. What am I? Is there…” He stops himself. Bobby places a hand on his back. “I think there’s something wrong with me,” Eddie admits in a whisper. “There’s nothing wrong with you, Eddie,” Bobby says. “How you love and who you love isn’t wrong. Your idea of what that should feel like and who that should look like might be wrong for you though.”

(tags under the cut! As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@lover-of-mine @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @exhuastedpigeon

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny @eddiesfagstache

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise @tidesreach

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @epicbuddieficrecs @disasterbuck

@tofanasmuse @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @aroqueerfandoms @unlifeira @marissaleec @kissyboytroye @lyricfulloflight @charlzie-ghost @hypersensitivitywitch @kindlingtotheflames and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

WIP Wednesday!!

Tagged through the week by lots of people (thank y'all I always enjoy reading your stuff 💜) and today by @wikiangela and @inell who both shared AMAZING stuff y'all should show some love 🩷💚

Still working on Severed Artery, but it's been slow going. It's been... a week™, and the words just aren't wording. I am hoping to have this finished soon because I really like it (most of it anyway lol). While I sit and stare at the doc until it stares back, have some of The Boys vs Helena Diaz:

“Mom,” Eddie says before she can get started. “I know you're worried, but we've got it handled.” “Eddie, you can't even walk more than a few feet without falling over,” she points out with a huff. “What makes you think you can single handedly take care of Christopher? Or yourself?” “Not single handedly,” Buck declares. Helena turns her icy gaze on Buck. “Excuse me?” “Eddie can take care of himself and Chris, he has been for years, but that doesn't mean he's been alone,” Buck says. “I'm not saying he's incapable,” Helena says slowly. She always did that when she was trying not to explode. “All I'm saying is he's going to need help.” “And he has it,” Buck says easily. "I think you might be overstepping, young man," she says in the same tone she always used to scold Eddie with his whole life. “You've done what you were asked.” “Don’t you dar-” Buck stops Eddie's protest with a reassuring hand on his shoulder, his gaze never leaving Helena's. "I step in wherever Eddie wants me.” “Like taking my grandson from me?” Helena scoffs. “Mom-” “Why didn't you tell us?” she asks, looking at Eddie with watery eyes. There are a million reasons why Eddie didn't tell them. A million more why he never intended to tell Buck. But Buck needed to know, deserved to know, and it was the only way Eddie could give Buck his heart and still protect it from being shattered. “I knew how you’d react,” Eddie says, taking the easiest explanation. “You didn’t even consider the possibility of him going with you,” Helena huffs. “It’s not about that,” Eddie counters. “Christopher’s life is here. He loves Buck-” “And he loves us-” “I’m not saying he doesn’t, but-” “Then why choose-” “Because he loves Buck like a father,” Eddie blurts out.

(tags under the cut. As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@13shadesofanni @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @tizniz @loveyouanyway

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@exhuastedpigeon @spagheddiediaz @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @thekristen999

@actuallyitsellie @daniwib @fortheloveofbuddie @wildlife4life @theotherbuckley

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove

@lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny

@misshiss727 @likeamollusconarock @lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92

@smallandalmosthonest @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @nonspeakingkiku

And @just-passing-through04

And anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Several Sentences Sunday!!

Tagged by @kitteneddiediaz @tizniz @inell @tidesreach @hippolotamus who all shared BRILLIANT stuff y'all should absolutely show some love 🩷💜

I have... started a new wip. I know. Don't look at me, Tanis, I promise Severed Artery is almost done. I've been reading so many wonderful Buckfidelity fics and I've decided to try writing one myself. I hoped to finish it for week 3 of summer of buddie, but it'll be a little late. While I speedrun through this, have some terrible drunken decisionmaking (p.s. I know infidelity ain't for everybody, so if you don't want to be tagged, let me know, I understand):

“Eddie,” Buck whines when Eddie pulls away to trail kisses down his neck. “What do you want, baby?” Eddie asks before tugging his earlobe with his teeth. Buck shudders and his grip on Eddie's hips tightens, guiding the messy grind of their hips. “You,” he gasps out. “Just want you.” “How do you want me?” Eddie smirks. Buck tangles his fingers in Eddie's hair and hauls him into a deep kiss that's more teeth and tongue than anything but still so perfect. “Let me fuck you,” Buck practically begs. Eddie surges against him, the thought itself sparking heat in his belly. Buck wraps his arms around Eddie's waist, pulling him as close as possible. “We don't have any lube,” Eddie says when he eventually pulls away. He has to praise his plastered brain for being logical at least once tonight. “Next time then,” Buck says. He sounds certain there will be a next time. Heat in Eddie's chest burns away the sliver of guilt he had left. “Yeah,” he says, “next time.”

(tags under the cut! As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@lover-of-mine @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @exhuastedpigeon

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny @eddiesfagstache

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @epicbuddieficrecs @disasterbuck

@tofanasmuse @gnoeltop @keynb @cassi-brooks @-syrup-sue @punkrock00 @shannonhutchins @aroqueerfandoms @unlifeira @marissaleec @kissyboytroye @lyricfulloflight @charlzie-ghost @hypersensitivitywitch @kindlingtotheflames and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

Fuck It Friday!!

Tagged by @tizniz who shared AMAZING stuff for Cupid Buck, y'all should show some love!! 😘🩵

I got a lot done on trapped buddie, aka Impaled Chest last night, and I'm hoping with everything I've got that I can actually finish it this week. I reread what I had and decided there wasn't enough whump 😅 so while I put the boys Through It™, have some of their terrible coping mechanisms:

“Are you hurt?” Eddie asks. Buck's stomach twists for an entirely different reason. He squeezes his eyes shut, but forces them back open when the memory of Eddie, bleeding out and delirious beneath him, flashes through his mind. “No- no. I'm good,” he stammers out, just like the last time. “Just… moved too fast, that's all.” “You should… rest,” Eddie pants. But Buck can't. “I'm fine,” Buck waves off, standing upright when the world stops swaying like a ship at sea. He shines his flashlight at Eddie again and nods to himself when he sees he won't hurt Eddie if he climbs on the truck. He uses the tires to haul himself onto the truck and breaks the driver's side window with the butt of his flashlight. A maintenance truck has to have something, even if the driver's toolbox is up on solid ground with the driver. He leans into the cab and searches around, looking for… a miracle probably. He finds none. “Status report, Eds?” Buck asks as he climbs back down, defeated. “Still breathing,” Eddie mutters. “Barely.” “Ya know? If you weren't looking like Chris' sixth grade science project right now, I might see the humor,” Buck snarks, looking over the truck at Eddie, who smiles despite his predicament. “You can't take life too seriously,” Eddie says, just barely loud enough for Buck to hear, “you'll never get out of it alive.” “Eddie, I swear to God,” Buck warns, biting back a smile. “I wouldn't if I were you,” Eddie cautions. “We're no longer speaking.” Buck does snort a laugh at that.

(tags under the cut! As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@lover-of-mine @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @inell @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@thekristen999 @monsterrae1 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny @eddiesfagstache

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermioneindisguise @tidesreach

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @epicbuddieficrecs @disasterbuck and anyone else who wants to share!! 🥰🩷

[dangerpronebuddie]

WIP Wednesday!!

Tagged by @tizniz @inell @monsterrae1 @tidesreach thank y'all!! They all shared absolutely BRILLIANT stuff, so go show em some love!! 💚🩷

I've started a new WIP! Ignore the others glaring at me in the corner. Anyway! Trapped buddie anon, I hope you're seeing this. I haven't been able to stop thinking about the idea since you pitched it to me so I started writing it! And it does work for my BTHB! For those who haven't seen those posts, that lovely anon told me I should write buddie trapped together where they're both hurt. It snowballed from there and now I have... 2k or so words written! So, have some of Buck and Eddie stuck in a sinkhole:

“Eddie?” Buck sits upright and looks around frantically as the dust settles. His head spins, but he ignores it. “Eddie?!” His already racing heart picks up speed when he gets no response. Relax, Buck, this is no time to panic. Maybe Eddie managed to get out before the sinkhole fully opened? “Eds!” he calls again, his gravelly voice echoing and making his head throb. A weak groan sounds a few yards away. Buck scrambles to his feet and shines his flashlight around the remarkably large pit. He sees Eddie's helmet behind the truck, which turned on its side in the collapse. Buck maneuvers around the truck, stepping on broken asphalt and over lengths of rebar. The truck is almost flush with the wall of the pit, but just far enough from the edge to keep from crushing- “Eddie,” Buck gasps out. The truck has him pinned against a broken slab of asphalt, giving him just barely enough room to breathe. “Hang on, Eds, I'll get you out of there,” Buck says, looking around for a way to pull him free. “You can't,” Eddie croaks. Buck frowns, his heart jumping into his throat. “Wh- why not? What's wrong?” “Rebar,” he says, his voice strained. “In my…” Buck zips around the other side of the truck in an attempt to get a closer look. He shines his flashlight on Eddie and gasps. A length of rebar from the truck bed is piercing through the left side of Eddie's chest, almost his shoulder. Almost parallel with where a sniper threatened to take him from Buck.

(tags under the cut! As always, please let me know if you want to be added/ removed):

@lover-of-mine @loveyouanyway @daffi-990 @kitteneddiediaz

@ronordmann @steadfastsaturnsrings @exhuastedpigeon @hippolotamus

@thekristen999 @diazheartsbuckley @wildlife4life @misshiss727

@rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @lunarspark-cos @idealuk @shipperqueen6 @slowlyfoggydestiny @eddiesfagstache

@lin27 @jshadow01 @orangeboxfox92 @thegeekcompanion @emilybahu @lemotmo @awolfnamed-nyx

@kaseysgirl86-blog @darkrose6578 @totallynotagoraphobic @dandelioncasey @bibuckbuckgoose @whatsgoodinthehood22

@lady-elaine @buckley-diaz-rules @buddiedaydreamer911 @monroemary @pirate-hunter @snowviolettwhite @hermoineindisguise

@nonspeakingkiku @eddiedisasterdiaz @drunkandsupportiveeddie @epicbuddieficrecs @disasterbuck