#damn my finger hurts...

[freaky-frankhie]

I did it.

[benebonv]

devotion looks so pretty on you.

[hollypies]

Fuck it im posting old men now

Also @queensqueercourt hi I'm p sure ur my only tf2 mutual 🥲👍💗 so hiiii queenie lol

Also also I've been busy studying for my final test so I can get the nha certification. Weeeee!!

[themintman]

I hate those posts that are like "who remembers this ?? 😝😝" And then it's a clip of mcsm with a burning passion but I saw one earlier that just takes the cake.

"Lukas is the most underrated character in this game" WHO??? LUKAS??? the. The blonde one. The perfect, charming guy that everyone loves. The one who is in 90% of all fanart. The one who is in jesskas, the most popular ship in this fandom. That Lukas???? BITCH ARE YOU STUPID???? DO YOU HAVE A SINGLE CELL IN THAT SMOOTH BRAIN OF YOURS, YOU FUCKING INSECT

[lil-beanz000]

TW(?): freaking eye straining bright omgosh!

~ Donnie POV with his sight issues, but hey he got dat sweet telekinesis 0-0"

[inkykeiji]

gosh i am still so far away from earning that third badge >.<

[james-spooky]

this is a test

[cadrenebula]

First of all, Happy New Year. Second typing is a little rough on the hands right now. (Dry skin from too much washing and sanitizer.)

Hoping to get a chance to be a bit more creative this year. Or I'm at least try to be. Since April and Sept were like my peaks. (Vierapril and FFxivWrite) That's assuming life doesn't throw me anymore curve balls like last year.

The last couple weeks have been me doing events last minute since the holiday crazy was over. XD (I never want to see another Fall Guys run in XIV ever again.) Still playing some Disney Dreamlight Valley when I am too tired to think. So I had the Winter Star Path to do on there too besides XIV events.

I'll be done with the Heavensturn in the next day or two. \o/

[villain-in-love]

I am having thoughts that I probably shouldn't have.

[spinningspencer]

God, I need him to work the tension out of my neck like that

[the-ultimate-muses]

❝ ... When two dudes get married, who walks down the aisle? ❞ Kazuichi asks out of nowhere, sitting on the floor surrounded by the bits and bobbles of a broken-down engine. It had been Hell to drag to their dorm- but worth every bit of effort considering the busy-work it provides his hands. His brain however, had been free to run amuck. Hence the sudden question, spoken before Kaz could think better of it.

After all, it's hard to frame a question like THAT as ❛ casual ❜ . Praying Gundham will think it's just one of his usual stupid inquires about Gay Stuff ( since Kaz hardly had much... safe exposure to the topic before Hope's Peak ) , he suddenly becomes very invested in the engine he's tinkering with. — (( he's not thinking about marriage™ or a Life with his boyfriend or anything Embarrassing like that shut up he's Not- fkjdgnkdfgd ))

@not-bcring

So used to answering seemingly inane random questions, Kazuichi gets his wish of Gundham paying little mind to how such a sudden inquiry might hold more weight than it seemed. Seated at his desk, the breeder busies himself with mending a hole in one of the mechanic's coveralls, mind too focused on not poking himself to even look Kaz's way. "I suppose it would be a matter of perference. Marriage as the common man knows it is yet another instance of Christianity inserting itself as the standard, such as with Christmas or Easter. There are numerous ceremonies around the world that do not feature the father 'giving away' the bride, nor the covering and subsequent removal of a veil as a show of submission and purity.

"There are many couples who forgo a ceremony as a whole and simply sign their marriage documents. In the end, it is the pair looking to be joined in a union who decide how to consummate the ritual. In truth, I have never understood such a union beyond societal norms and simple tax related benefits. The sentiment can be meaningful, I suppose, however in terms of practicality it escapes me."

[cosmicreptile]

Can’t remember if I posted anything about this but yall im gonna be in an aerialist show in December

[rainparadefromhell]

Hi.

Okay so I haven't really said much about the trailer on here (I'm a bit more active on twitter so follow me there if you wanna talk more @ casualenjoyr) but I just can't explain this feeling that I have in my chest since watching it.

I'll start of by saying I am really really optimistic about season 4. I think it has the potential of being my favorite season (1,3,2 is my ranking rn). Most of you know I'm a benvi so let's start with the obvious.

Ben & Devi

I've seen some people say they are worried about Ben and Devi, with the whole Margot and Ethan situation and I have to admit that was so me... before the trailer. Yeah it sucks because it looks like they are just repeating storylines but I genuinely do believe Ben and Devi need that push to actually admit their feelings for each other. When you think about it, they haven't done that yet. The closest we got to it was Ben telling Devi he likes her personality and that he'd miss her and even though you can see an "I love you" written all over his face neither ever really verbalized the strong feelings they have for each other. The trailer shows us a lot of B&D conflicts but like I said I have a really good feeling about this. Mainly because of this one scene and you all know...

I want to frame this picture and put it on my fridge like they are my family. (bc they are)

Whatever conversation they have here, talking about their futures and leaving school, having sex for the first time - hell even if they just breathe next to each other for a few seconds, I am convinced it will be one of my favorite scenes of the show if not my favorite. The show has been building up to it and I am sure the writing will deliver as it always has with their romantic scenes.

The boink

HA! I totally knew they did it. I think it is the best decision for the season. The show always made a point to acknowledge the connection they have and now that connection is even stronger. I think it perfectly shows, now more than before, just how much more comfortable they are with each other vs. other people they've dated. I also can't wait for the awkwardness that will follow this whole thing. I hope Mr. Shapiro makes some clumsy monologue that ties into what happened (like when Devi was thinking about having sex with Paxton and freaked out in class).

Paxton & Devi

I really hope the writers don't cave in and have anything happen with them. My favorite scene of them is Devi telling Paxton that he was a dream to her last season. I know it's been hinted that Paxton still has feelings for Devi but I do not think she still has feelings for him. Hopefully there will maybe be a situation that happens but then they figure out they work better as friends. I think it will be interesting seeing Paxton technically in the adult world while working in the same high school he once went to. I think there is a lot to explore there with his character and that he matures even more.

Trent, Eleanor and Fabiola

I really like Trent and Eleanor together and I hope they don't break up but if they do I think I'd be okay with it as long as it makes sense with the characters. It seems like Eleanor might have some intense storyline of her own involving acting and I'm really excited. I can't say much about Fabiola because I think she got sidelined a bit again which frustrates me honestly.

(I will be talking about a leaked script spoiler here so please skip this part if you don't want to see that).

The only conflict involving Fabiola I remember happened in the leak we have and it involves Fabiola getting into Princeton and Devi getting waitlisted. Still it just ties her to Devi and not her own storyline but I wonder if it draws a wedge between them. I am also not one of these people that care too much if Devi eventually gets into Princeton. I just hope whatever happens she learns not to put so much pressure on herself and break down if things don't go exactly like she planned. Your life isn't ruined if you don't get into a particular school. In the end, it is what you make of it.

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The rest of the Vishwakumars

We haven't seen much in the trailer involving them but I think their storylines will be really good. I always enjoy and appreciate the plotlines of the adults in the nhie universe so I am excited for that too. Who is getting married? Honestly, I don't even care who it is, I just really want to see a wedding happen. It's a great way for us to rest from all the chaos and the drama. I don't think anything major will happen with Nalini and Devi, I just hope we see even more mother daughter moments because for me that is the heart of the show.

Leaving and moving on

Okay so here's the part where I fall apart a little bit. One of the things that stood out to me in the trailer is Devi having that feeling of not wanting to let go and realizing she'll have to say goodbye to a lot of people. I am really proud of her here because for a nerdy girl dealing with grief that wanted so badly to be popular and have a hot boyfriend, seeing her love her friends, her family, her mom FIRST means so much to me. Devi made a lot of mistakes and put people and status in first place when she shouldn't have. Season 3 reminding her she already has everything she needs around her, that that is her support system means everything. We are all just trying to find a place in the world for us to fit in but never consider that that place isn't found, it's made. And boy oh boy, I think she finally made it, folks.

Saying goodbye to nhie & me being sappy

I am really excited to see these characters again but having to say goodbye will be really hard.

:(

Never Have I Ever is not a perfect show and if you know me you know I criticize it quite a lot but it is really near and dear to my heart as a viewer that has watched it from the day it came out in 2020. I've joined Tumblr first during season 2 and connected with a lot of people whose posts and opinions I appreciate and value SO much. I've never really been a proper part of a fandom like this before and I have to say that for the most part it has been such a wonderful experience. It gave me my first followers (also online friends) and a community. Thank you to everyone that has interacted with me in any way, I really did spent a lot of nights reading your metas and analyses like they were the most influential philosophy works of our time.

I hope this sweet little show stays with you in some part even if it's just John McEnroe crawling inside your ear on a random Tuesday. You tell him to stop but he is in there.

[cannibalisticskittles]

my builder is pissed at absolutely everyone inside this cell but they have never had any positive feelings towards yan whereas they Thought Miguel Was Their Friend (he came to their BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!) and pen was at soulmate-level, so. while yan definitely deserves a verbal beatdown, the one he receives is.... going to involve a lot of rage that is really meant for the other two that my builder isn't able to express towards them right now. but he's an asshole, so while it's technically misplaced, it's still deserved.

mentioning mi-an is also a terrible choice bc it just reminds her of how much of an ass he's been to mi-an, who is, by all accounts, a very nice girl. that just turns the rage back to full force. very "and ANOTHER thing!"

[polyrhythmss]

Finally.

[darkdragon768]

I'm never cooking anything EVER again! <- just got a huge splash of boiling hot oil on their hands