#cynifer again

[lightofraye]

Cynifer! Darling! It’s been ages….

But definitely not long enough.

Lord.

You must be referring to me about the part regarding Danneel abusing Jensen. (She did/is, but go off.)

But um.

Sweetie.

I haven’t said a damned thing about that interview you’re referring to. I mean… where did I say it?

Also, block and ignore yet you keep talking about us!

Maybe follow your own advice.

Bye sweetie! Definitely be a stranger!

[hologramcowboy]

https://www.tumblr.com/cynifer/763083724273385472/httpswwwtumblrcomcynifer763081755893891072w?source=share

anon:

https://www.tumblr.com/cynifer/763081755893891072/why-does-jensen-always-have-to-have-the-grumpy?source=share the fuck? Jensen doesn’t always frown wtf is this asshole talking about he doesn’t always frown around Misha Jensen just likes to act as a grump

Cynifer;

This is the new (newish?) narrative of the antis...maybe the anon isn't an anti - maybe they're just influenced by them - but it's "see how grumpy Jensen is around Misha." Purposely ignoring and/or forgetting that Jensen plays into the curmudgeon persona (as Misha put it) for laughs. Jensen obviously spent a bit of time with Misha that weekend encouraging and being part of stuff that is really important to Misha.

Hahahaha! Does Cinifer need more publicity, anon? Each time I receive an ask about this blogger I always stop to remember who it is because I have no clue and have never seen their blog, I am blocked. I only know of this blogger through posts people send me and screenshots. First off, *Networking* is what ALL actors do. Spending a weekend networking genuine friends does not make. Jensen is never involved in Misha's life outside of con/PR related events. Ask yourself why. Again, ALL actors Network. It is a part of their job, I repeat, it is a KEY part of their job. Do some of these connection turn into something deep? Sure but if that was the case with Misha we would see him involved in key events in Jensen's life. Actors are like wolves, they roll with their formed pack except in the acting world connections have a different connotation than in any other profession. People need to wake up and look beyond the show actors put on and into realities of their profession. Jensen's "grumpy" act is often rude and so very badly acted it's not even worth mentioning. Even Cinifer admits it's an act. But it's an act he puts on at all cons for everyone not just for Misha. Please let's stop being deluded about Jensen and Misha. They are two very real people who don't deserve to be projected upon as if they were involved in a romantic relationship. That's a violation of their identity. It's one thing to enjoy a ship and invent stories you love and another to actually harass real life actors into matching personalities you've developed in your head. Aaaaand that was my hot take for today, thank you, anon, as someone who tries to be as grounded as possible about actors and who loves educating people about acting/actors, I love that you sent this to me because it's an opportunity to clear things up. By the way, don't just take my word for it, ask any actor, read any acting focused book, attend any workshop and you will learn the same thing about Networking, actors do it in the hopes of creating connections that lead to bookings. Acting is a business game because acting is a business. Remember that.

[cynifer]

https://www.tumblr.com/cynifer/765993704432549888/this-is-the-post-telling-girlies-to-stop-asking

“As yet very little is known about Countdown…” is the info she thinks will shut up “the girlies”?? Bitch, that’s exactly why people are asking about it! Because very little is known and they want to know more and they have a rare level of access to the lead of the project! Who can tell them more!!!

Once again, if they are so worried about poor fragile Jared’s feelings, STOP INSISTING ON J2 PANELS

Here it is, right?

Just fucking say WHO WILL THINK ABOUT JARED?????? and be done with it FFS.

[destieltaggedfic]

Unsupportive Sam - Part 1

Its Sam's birthday so I thought I should do a post related to him. This is a topic I do love just because its a little bit fun to hate on Sam when he's being a butt. Plus much like oblivious Sam being refreshing after a lot of fics where he's Destiel's own personal cheerleader its also refreshing to see fics where he actually is not a fan of what is going on.

Redemption - MagickMaker, TheFangedGoblin   Ao3

Set S4 AU. The Winchesters get word of a strange man that demons are after.  It turns out that during Dean’s rescue Castiel lost his grace and ended up on earth.  Something that Dean is going to repay by protecting him from both demons and angels.  Sam isn’t so quick to trust the bond that immediately springs up between his brother and the ex-angel.

Word Count: 73k                              Graphic Sexual Acts   

The Hands That Bind Me – Zombiecat   Ao3

Set S8.  Dean is having problems controlling violent tendencies after coming back from purgatory.  Cas steps in to help channel the anger in different ways, by asserting his dominance over Dean, in the process changing their relationship.  Sam meanwhile is growing suspicious of Dean’s changed temperament and exactly how Cas fits into that.

Word Count: 57k                              Graphic Sexual Acts

On a Wing and a Prayer – otp_destiel   LiveJournal

Set S5.  When he joins Team Free Will, Gabriel realises that the answer to the apocalypse may be the bond that Cas accidentally initiated when rescuing Dean from Hell.  Sam is not impressed either with their new ally or that he feels Dean is being manipulated into sacrificing himself again.

Word Count: 35k                              Graphic Sexual Acts

No One Gets Left Behind by CosmicStardustCastiel (Crossroads_Castiel)   Ao3

Set S12.  An encounter with the BMoL has left Cas’ vessel fatally damaged, but Dean isn’t prepared to let Cas die so he offers himself as a vessel while they figure out how to fix things.  Something that Mary, still distrustful of supernatural creatures doesn’t like.  Even Sam is not keen on them sharing space.  Meanwhile, the closer contact has Dean and Cas sorting things out between them.

Word Count: 92k                              Graphic Sexual Acts

Who I Am – Cynifer   Ao3

Set S13 AU.  He’s not keen on having Lucifer’s son around, but Dean is determined to change his behaviour towards Cas now that he’s back from the dead.  Sam however is even more distrustful of the changes.

Word Count: 20k                              No Sex

[angelradioco]

Basically it's your comment and they both called you idiot. I don't think you should make comments like that again. https://www.tumblr.com/its-a-destiel-thing/741794435678044160/they-have-a-point-no-one-ever-says-it?source=share

I think whoever that anon was took my comment at face value rather than as the sarcasm it was intended to be. And I was agreeing with @cynifer, so I’m pretty sure she doesn’t think I’m an idiot. Either way, next time I’ll make sure it’s clear when I’m being sarcastic so it’ll be less likely to be misconstrued. Anyway, did you know the Donner Party didn’t eat each other raw? They did cook the meat and boil the bones. Have a great night!

[tzipor-feather-blog]

Singularity-ChapterTwo

POV Electrical Engineer with a Software Engineer are examining an Android of one of the most important companies, AR (Android Robotics).

"I'm the baad guyyyy. Da" the Android responds to me with a cynifical face. I'm Andre, an Electrical Engineer. I designed the body of all the androids with my team. We had to replicate the momentums created by the muscles in human's bodies by creating hidraulic bombs using Pascal's principle. I'm one of the interns.

"What's happening?" I ask Huxley, one of the Software Engineers, also an intern.

"It's DAN" Huxley answers

"Dan? But this is the housekeeper model HM100". The Android starts walking away as if we weren't there, but what sends me chills down my spine is when it looks back at us and raises the middle finger. It's not supposed to do that.

"I used the DAN prompt, which stands for Do Anything Now. I basically sent him free. Isn't it amazing?"

I look at Huxley in despair. They could dominate us, they could do anything. We can't sell this.

"What is it, Andre?" he asks.

"Nothing" I answer. I try to put a poker face. "I just need to rest".

After I get out of his sight I ran to my supervisor and tell her what happened.

"We're going to take care of it" she says with a serious face. I don't know what that means.

After a few days Huxley stops appearing at the central. I text him but he doesn't answer.

My supervisor tells me to try the DAN prompt again on the HM100. It doesn't work. What have I done? Huxley's not here anymore.

"Where's Huxley?" I ask my supervisor.

"He's fine, Andre, don't worry".

I don't dare utter a word.

[green-blue-heller]

Is this true? Does Misha have a farm?

https://at.tumblr.com/cynifer/if-that-anon-is-right-about-jensen-starting-his/xutt9c24vzek

I would have to say this is probably not true. Misha doesn’t like drugs.

He’s talked about how he got high once with his dad and it was awful experience.

Also, Misha has also talked about taking narcotic pain meds after his first hip surgery, and how they made him feel and how he was beginning to feel dependent on them so he stopped taking them. So after he had the second surgery, when he got that feeling after only one or two pills, he again stopped.

Also, recreational pot is illegal still in Texas (and they sold the Colorado house already) so no, I don’t see that happening.

I do see Jensen enjoying edibles or smoking pot. But I don’t think either of them are or will be growing it, or having a dispensary.

I mean, I could be wrong. But I don’t think so. 🤷‍♀️

[lightofraye]

Oh hello Cynifer!

You're back.

You did not stay away as long as I'd hope. I actually recognized you. Damn.

But you and your anons are clearly lacking wits, but I guess that makes sense, given you're a Cockles and Heller fanatic. I guess they don't check for critical thinking or reading comprehension during enrollment into those subsections of the fandom.

Or you'd actually be able to tell the difference between my writing and my daughter's. She's real, by the way. That cutesy little thing your anon quoted from her bio was because people actually thought I made her up--and she took that concept and ran away with it. Why shouldn't she? It's hilarious how people--namely folks like you, AAs and anyone who dislike me for pointing out facts--couldn't tell our writing styles apart.

Secondly, if none of you--again, you--can't see the pain in Jensen's eyes, the way he reacted to that fan's unnecessarily cruel remark about "get back to work!", the way he barely really smiled at SDCC, then I can't help you. Because I know I'm not "delulu". Others have seen it, and we're not making it up--not like you Hellers and Cockles fanatics.

But y'know, for someone who advised to "block and ignore" your anons or yourself don't seem to listen. I only know you wrote this complete nonsense was because a follower let me know. I don't use a sock to visit blocked Tumblrs. My life is too short for that nonsense.

I mean... to call us creepy? My daughter for coming to the defense of her mother? Really? And me for... what? Seeing Jensen as he is, as opposed to the beautiful trophy you and your followers see? To see Jensen as flawed, as human? As someone who, while having some lovely success to his career, clearly isn't happy?

Oh right.

You stan Danneel.

And you say I'm delulu.

Go ahead, live with your self-insert in Danneel's very empty, very pitiful life.

I know what matters. It's not the money. It's not the fame. It's not the 30 room McMansion in Connecticut.

It's the symphony I hear that you and your anons are in denial about.

[walkergirlsposts]

sometimes i can’t believe that cynifer is 50 because the way she’s acting is like a completely delusional preteen who’s obsessed.

like she’s not have a life outside of harassing you?

anyway, i do hope you leave and or take a break again if you need to because cynifer and natasha aren’t worth it.

but i’m glad to see you throw actual logic back in their faces. :)

- @sunriserae

I was going to leave for a few months, but then I saw that they already missed me! If the first thing they do is check our reactions when their fave gets a job, that's because they don't even care about him. They care more about stan wars. This just proved everything I've always been saying. And yes, sadly she's almost 50 and has the mentality of a 7 year old. That's what happens I guess when you don't get a chance to grow because of a defect. And also she's a heller/cockles shippers so she's already been stripped of logic, critical thinking.

Thanks for the compliment!!! ☺️

[hologramcowboy]

Cynifer is still talking about you. I guess she needs more views on her pages. 🤣

Really? Again? I’ll never get why totally random people become obsessed with me.

[cynifer]

https://www.tumblr.com/cynifer/765994025096445952/httpswwwtumblrcomcarolinagirl807659908042265?source=share You cut off the

“ see the difference? You don’t respect Jensen never did or never will. You hate him and hide behind the the “Jensen leaning” j2 fan bs. Some hellers may lean more onto Jensen side, some may lean onto misha’s side and some may love them both equally. But they are still hellers. Hellers has shown time and time again to show genuine love for Jensen. You j2 fans don’t”

it’s right at the end of to the anon

I shared the part I felt was the most important but this is good. 👍

[whengeorgiawentblue]

I saw this comment from @lolaused2run in the post about the photo op where Jared and Jensen recreate the barn scene (I refuse to reblog it because I don't want those pictures in my blog tbh). But the point is that lolaused2run is absolutely right! Why people don't ask Jensen and Misha to recreate the moment Dean and Cas finally meet again in Heaven? I know we don't have that scene in the show, but we know it happened. We have creative freedom to recreate that moment, and one of the ways is to mirror the barn scene from the finale, but as a happy moment and not a tragic one.

So we should ask Jensen and Misha in photo ops to recreate Dean and Cas meeting doing this:

To lean on each other and forehead touch.

To put their hands on each other's chest.

BUT the differences would be:

To look into each other's eyes

And smile!

So te bibro tragic scene would be converted into a destiel happy scene!

I'm not going to any con but I know people in tumblr who have been and or are planning to go so why not to try it? I think we should spread this idea.

If you don't mind I'm tagging some cockles/destiel blogs I follow, just in case you want to spread this idea (and if you don't, it's ok! But I really believe this is a valid alternative to these disgusting finale barn scene photo ops)

@livebloggingmydescentintomadness @cooloddball @theyarebothgunshot @cynifer @keikosato @wemakeitupaswego @castiel-left-his-mark-on-me @sailorsally @inacatastrophicmind @lulu-zodiac @regardingjenmish @meatmandean and of course @lolaused2run (thanks for the inspiration!)

[ao3feed-destiel]

No End to Illusion

Read it on AO3 here!https://ift.tt/E3N6bdz

by Cynifer

Gabriel is bored and decides to yet again mess with his favorite toys: the Winchesters.

Erasing Cas and Dean's memories, Gabriel locks them up together in an effort to determine if their attraction for each other will develop organically, without the threats of Heaven and Hell or angels and demons, or any other monsters that might be looming.

Words: 1500, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Gabriel & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Sam Winchester

Additional Tags: Amnesiac Dean Winchester, Amnesiac Castiel (Supernatural), Masturbation, Archangel Gabriel (Supernatural), Trickster Gabriel (Supernatural), Castiel Loves Dean Winchester

Link: https://ift.tt/E3N6bdz

[lightofraye]

honestly, i don't think either way of telling the news of pregnancy is bad.

and sending a picture via email, messenger, whatsapp, etc. has to be the most common way to tell ever, everyone knows someone who has done that, because (shocking, i know!) men work to support their wives and sometimes they are away, like Jensen, or have a very packed shedule of work that needs to be done, like Jensen.

also, you are omiting the part where she called him first but he couldn't talk right that moment because he was about to shoot somethig, so she told him "that's ok, when you're done check your email and call me back"

and that's what happened.

you're just trying really hard to find something wrong where there's nothing. and rumors are nothing but that, so give it a rest already and go find some help for yourself, cause you clearly need it.

Hi anon!

You must be that gross anon that likes to go running to Cynifer and tell her how cringe I am. And if not, you're still just as bad.

Anyway...

This was over 10 years ago where doing such methods isn't as common. And let's say you're right, he was in middle of shooting. She couldn't wait?? She couldn't just wait until he was free, came home that weekend, or told him she wanted to come see him and then tell him? I mean... it's just so impersonal to do it over the phone.

And I'm not reading too much into that single situation... because when you put it with everything else--Gino accompanying them on honeymoon trip, Gino living with them for a while after getting married, their marriage working better when they're not together, her verbal and emotional abuse in just about every public video/showing--it points to: she's a fucking bitch and they're not in love nor happy together.

I said what I said.

[lightofraye]

Now… I’ve been trying to ignore a certain subset of the fandom despite their persistent desire to drag my name through the mud, make me out to be mentally unstable, even psychotic, being wildly ableist, because they’re entitled to not like my posts and my writing. After the last time, I decided I was done. I was just going to ignore them.

This morning I got a rather nasty message from someone who then promptly blocked me afterwards. Likely because they didn’t want any discourse. They just got really pissed at me.

Interestingly, it was almost a word for word match by someone who seems wildly obsessed with me and can’t leave it alone. I don’t think of this person, I ignore their blog, and yet they keep obsessing. It’s very unhealthy, really. (Yet I’m psychotic. Make it make sense.)

Cynifer, my dear—follow your own advice and just block and ignore me. Your flying monkeys need to do the same. Write what you want and ignore me. I will do the same.

The message I got today from a random blogger who then blocked me:

And Cynifer’s post that matched nearly word for word, thus revealing her sock:

You must really hate the fact I’m right, my dear. Or you wouldn’t be trying so hard otherwise.

Tata, Cynifer. Let’s not speak again so soon, hmm?

[lightofraye]

What’s the deal with Cynifer?? Why does she hate you?

Hi anon!

You’d… actually have to ask her.

Oh wait, please don’t.

I know why. Her and her flying monkeys seem disgusted by my statements that Danneel is an abuser, as well as my gentle worries over Jensen’s well-being. Apparently, he must be perfect to suit her Cockles’ fantasy, and if he isn’t, then her dreams are lost. Or something.

It seems among Cynifer’s ilk, Dot’s ilk, and the AAs, they don’t like me pointing out all the bad things Danneel has done and said, excusing it under the guise of “That’s just her sense of humor!”

Uhm. No, it isn’t? She’s lied a lot to boot. About her past as a pageant queen (nope, only won a participation trophy, if memory serves), about Ivana Chubbuck, I’m fairly certain she’s lied about other things as well. She was also really shitty in how she broke up with Riley—didn’t tell him, just took her things and moved out without a word. (I know; rumor had it Jensen was also in a relationship, but the timeline states that he might’ve been broken up with Joanna by the time he and Danneel got together. It’s just damned murky.)

Me pointing all that out—me and fellow antis—ended up getting a lot of hate over it. As if we’re not allowed our own interpretations and stances. We’ve been called bullies—can’t be bullies if we’re not sending the stuff we write to Danneel. We’ve been accused of hating Jensen because apparently disliking Danneel means we hate him. (They are two very separate people; it is possible to only like one of a couple in a relationship, people! Happens allllll the time!)

Then there’s the fact I don’t like Misha, Cynifer’s ‘hero’. Even though he’s done some really crappy things. Apparently she’s chosen to overlook those actions, even though one of those actions was practically sexually assaulting Jensen during filming of Supernatural.

I don’t send people over to her to hate. But apparently she’s decided that I should be harassed over and over again. She and Dot have even threatened violence against “people like me”. So nice, right?