#cy's spamming againnnnn

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I know I mainly post about fluff and all (occasional NSFWs). But I'm genuinely curious how people here view me. I always get the "You look so innocent." Or " Don't talk abt sexual stuff around Cy." kind of viewpoint from others.

Specifically tagging @ofoceansandtombsanew @captainportgasdace @lynndt-chocolate @that-student-that-has-homework @sukunas-play-thing @kora-vevi @lilredforlife @lawva-girl

This is simply a...social experiment.

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There's something abt Princess Mononoke that speaks to me. No, no, no...listen. I have watched this when I was a child. I already liked it.

Then I watched it again as teen— loved it.

Now, I am rewatching it for the nth time and I still love it. Adore it.

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Wdym my favorite and only pair of sandals broke? Wdym i have to wake up at 4am, leave by 7am, and get home at 7pm on weekdays? Wdym i have three layouts designs i gotta do? Wdym i barely have time to draw/write anymore? Wdym my insomnia is back and i barely have any sleepings pills left?

Ya'll...I wanna cry.

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Oh, just me, my brain fog, and this damned ad layout I've been having an intense staredown with. Nothing much.

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Sometimes, I casually just want to ask my moots if I'm annoying them for blowing up their notifs every other chance I get...

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Mnh...I'm starting to think I should have two accounts. One for fics and drabbles. Another for my yaps. The second one's probably going to be exclusive to my mutuals.

Maybe. Later. Idk.

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Ok, i'm doom scrolling and procrastinating—

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Since I was gone for so long (a week), I kinda crave interactions with people here. Also 'cuz I want to get to know some of you guys more. That's why I thought of this silly little post

Drop an ask, get one yourself!

Send me an ask as a message.

It can be why you followed me. What you think of me. A quick message. Maybe even "I feel like you..." or "I don't like it when you..." if you want. Anything goes!

Whether you follow me or we're mutuals or someone random who just saw this post— doesn't matter.

Once you send an ask, I'll respond to it and send you one myself.

You can send them anonymously if you'd like... but I won't be able to send you an ask bc...well, I don't know who sent it.

Ofc, this is just for funsies! I'm not forcing anyone to join in~

Specifically tagging my mutuals (still not obligatory to participate):

@sukunas-play-thing @ofoceansandtombsanew @captainportgasdace @lynndt-chocolate @that-student-that-has-homework @lawva-girl @kora-vevi @acesdiary @lilredforlife

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Okay, I might(?) disappear again for a bit to focus on my work but I'll definitely respond if I do get a message.

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Here's the thing abt me. Yes, I am genderfluid. But it's not in a masc/fem kind of thing. No, no...it goes something like this:

I own the fact that I am a woman

Sometimes I just want people to be confused what I am

Then I get confused what I am

Other times, I don't allign with any gender and I refuse to be speculated as any

And rarely a touch of masc

Like, I don't know what that is but I'm slapping on genderfluid as the label bc it seems the closest one at the moment in my eyes

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Yeap...

...Ashitaka was the blueprint for my type in fictional men

There's something abt Princess Mononoke that speaks to me. No, no, no...listen. I have watched this when I was a child. I already liked it.

Then I watched it again as teen— loved it.

Now, I am rewatching it for the nth time and I still love it. Adore it.

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How is it so that one can look so...

There's something abt Princess Mononoke that speaks to me. No, no, no...listen. I have watched this when I was a child. I already liked it.

Then I watched it again as teen— loved it.

Now, I am rewatching it for the nth time and I still love it. Adore it.

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The goosebumps I get from this scene—

There's something abt Princess Mononoke that speaks to me. No, no, no...listen. I have watched this when I was a child. I already liked it.

Then I watched it again as teen— loved it.

Now, I am rewatching it for the nth time and I still love it. Adore it.

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This. Scene.

There's something about this that altered the chemicals in my brain and I have never been the same since.

There's something abt Princess Mononoke that speaks to me. No, no, no...listen. I have watched this when I was a child. I already liked it.

Then I watched it again as teen— loved it.

Now, I am rewatching it for the nth time and I still love it. Adore it.