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Okay it’s like 2 AM. But Percy and Annabeth struggle to have a baby for a long time. Mortal fertility doctors say there’s nothing wrong and so they know it’s the gods. More specifically, it’s Hera being a petty bitch. They make offerings to Demeter and Dionysus hoping that blessings from the other fertility gods will help offset Hera’s doings. Annabeth gets pregnant, but Hera is still the goddess of child birth, so she miscarries. After that they stop trying for awhile. It’s too painful. They focus on the demigod kids they foster instead. After awhile, Annabeth gets pregnant again. They haven’t made any more offerings, but Percy wonders if Mr. D still remembers all that Diet Coke and gold. In any case, they’re holding their breath, making lots of offerings, including to Hera. They don’t tell anyone until it’s unavoidable because she’s showing. They don’t look at baby name books or have a baby shower or anything, too afraid of getting attached, of facing that loss and pain again.
But apparently Hera’s found her compassion, because Annabeth gives birth to a healthy baby girl—Annabeth’s spitting image, except for her sea green eyes and the freckles on her cheeks. She’s their little miracle, and the day she is born they burn so many offerings for Hera, it’s a little ridiculous. And some for Dionysus and Demeter, just to be safe.
(What they don’t know: Dionysus has a soft spot for that kid Peter Johnson, and is always down to pick a fight. He never really got along with his step-mom anyway.)
#Percy Jackson and the Olympians#PJO#percabeth#Percy Jackson#Annabeth Chase#cw miscarriage#cw pregnancy#just in case
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Yuichi: Hey kappa. I got the shoe box... You did a good job. I can take them, okay?
Leo: Wait don't-
Y: We don't have to do anything with them yet. That's okay.
L: Sorry you can take them. I know they're bad. There's no reason to keep them around. They just look- W-what if one was good? J-just one would be enough.
L: I... I can't look at them anymore. I can't keep. having false hope. I'm done Yu.
#quarterdraws#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#comic#rise leo#yuichi usagi#cw miscarriage#cw stillbirth#this is neither of those.#but i feel like it brushes really close to a lot of those feelings so.#we are tagging.
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To be clear... this didn't all happen ON the girls' trip...
#abortion#prochoice#pro-choice#reproductive health#reproductive healthcare#reproductive rights#reproductive justice#sterilized#motherhood#feminism#womanhood#tw miscarriage#cw miscarriage
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Pokemon Sleep would tell you if you had a miscarriage during the night. This was done by just popping up text that said "miscarriage" next to the other sleep tracking stats with no tact or emotional weight whatsoever.
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six sentence sunday
Because if I don’t put this into existence it will eat a hole in my brain 😭 maybe it will be come something more maybe it’s just meant to inflict some pain 💔
(TW: mpreg , miscarriage)
The absolute shittiest part of it all was that he had fully planned to tell him.
From the moment Tommy slunk into the bathrooms at the back of the pharmacy where he begrudgingly finally just bought a test— his house was a whole five minutes away, there was no chance in hell he could wait that long— and peed on the stick, he knew if it was positive he was going to tell him immediately.
Even when it was, in fact, positive— after he wrangled his heart back into his chest and dry heaved over the toilet for a few moments— he fully intended to clear his head, put on a brave face, and tell him; he deserved to know.
It’s the universe who had other plans.
Still, as he sits in the cockpit next to Lucy, trying to remain calm and optimistic, maneuvering the bird to the 118’s crash site— gritting his teeth and not giving his attention to the intense cramping in his stomach nor the wet spot, that he he just knows is blood, soaking through his flight suit onto the seat beneath him— he has a brief moment of relief he never got the chance to tell him. It’s not like an unexpected baby would have been a good reason to try to mend their broken relationship anyway.
So sorry! Was thinking about the Grey’s episode were Meredith miscarries after Derek gets shot… and yeah. 😔💔
No pressure tags for @30somethingautisticteacher @judymarch15 @nine-one-wanton @sunnywithachanceofbi @herrmannhalsteadproduction
@somethingaboutfirefly @silversky9 @marvelousbuckley @kinardsevan @bidisasterevankinard
And anyone else who wants to share some sentences… maybe some happier ones 🫣💔
#bucktommy#cw mpreg#bucktommy mpreg#pregnant Tommy#cw miscarriage#bucktommy mpreg can fix them era#but… maybe not this time 🥺
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Angsty headcanons because why not (cw in tags)
Rapunzel had days in the tower where she just couldn’t motivate herself to get out of bed. Life just felt so boring and monotonous, pointless and endless, she felt no reason in moving, eating, breathing…
Moving to the castle and living a fast paced royal lifestyle was such a shift for her that she had regular breakdowns.
Eugene and Stalyan had a mutually toxic relationship but she was slightly physically abusive at times. Not horrendously, but enough that Eugene still flinches when he’s around her again.
Lance has never been in an actual relationship. Just situationships and hook-ups. He doesn’t have much time to date outside of raising two kids and having a job. He doesn’t let the loneliness set in but if he looks at Rapunzel and Eugene with some jealous bitterness on occasion..well, that’s his business. (The guilt is worse than the loneliness)
Quirin’s father died when he was 14 and was very emotionally distant. As Quirin felt death looming over him in the amber, he realized he was repeating the cycle.
Neither Hector nor Adira ever knew their parents.
Rapunzel still harbors some body image issues from Gothel repeatedly making comments about her weight and appearance. As much as she loves sweets and trying new food, sometimes she restricts her plate when she feels like she’s gained too much weight lately.
Honestly, Rapunzel, Eugene, and Varian all suffer from eating disorders to an extent.
Werewolf transformations are painful for Catalina and can be borderline unbearable. Somedays it’s seamless, some days it feels like her skin is tearing itself. As an adult she’s covered in stretch marks.
Kiera has a tendency to be too controlling because she feels like she has no control over her life
Varian still suffers from anger issues, he tends to bottle everything up so he isn’t as angry as he used to be, and so he doesn’t dwell on the anger like he used to; but it backfires in tantrums and outbursts- mostly on his loved ones.
Eugene can be incredibly overprotective of the ones he loves, as he has never had a family before and he doesn’t want to risk losing what he’s dreamed of his entire life.
One day when Eugene had pissed Varian off with his hovering, Varian yelled at him to “just lock him up in a tower” and the two didn’t talk for a week after that. Mostly because Varian felt too guilty to be around him and vice versa.
Arianna and Frederic tried for more children after Rapunzel, solely just to secure their lineage, but she miscarried everytime. Arianna feels guilty, but, she’s glad she did.
Cassandra made multiple attempts on her own life after she left Corona. Luckily they all failed.
Varian has an incredibly weak immune system due to his time in prison.
A plague swept through Corona the first official year of Rapunzel’s reign. Luckily she didn’t get sick, but Eugene, Catalina, Kiera, and Varian did. Eugene almost died.
Out of everyone, realistically, Eugene and Varian are going to be the first to die. Rapunzel is the last.
#disordered eating cw#cw sui mention#cw miscarriage#tts#tangled the series#rapunzel's tangled adventure#rapunzel#varian#eugene fitzherbert#lance strongbow#kiera and catalina#cassandra tangled
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To those with abusive mothers, who have have a miscarriage, who have had to have an abortion solely due to circumstances, who are still waiting for technology to help them become parents, who are struggling to conceive, who have had to give a child up for adoption, who are hounded for their decision not to be a parent, to those who may not know their mom, who have been forcibly separated from their family- You're not a bad person or broken if today stings, be gentle with yourself.
#lighting a candle for all of us#mothers day#cw abuse#cw miscarriage#cw pregnancy#cw abortion#cw family separation#zaz motormouth
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Uni is over for the year and in just under 2 weeks I'm going into surgery and won't have anything to do while I recover so dc fandom send me a sign on which superbat/batman fic I should work on first:
Exes-to-lovers fic where bruce and clark dated for a few months while Bruce was on his Batman Training Adventure and it kinda fucked both of them up a lot
wlw superwonderbat because I'm Gay, poly and trans ft. fem!bruce's funky relationship with the concept of gender and motherhood, transfem!Diana and lesbian!clark
AU where post superfriends double date (you know. That Comic Issue that rewired my brain), Lois and Selina finally discuss the elephant in the room: their boys are in love and all four of them should maybe date about it. (ft. lois and selina catching feelings - it turns into a whole beautiful mess)
Bruce has a symbiote because I rewatched Venom and got brainworms ft my beloved symbiote oc Vengeance who is Trying Its Best to figure out this whole "no killing" thing Bruce has going on
Fic snippets under the cut:
Exes to lovers superbat:
Bruce looked behind him and watched a wall of frothy brown water hit the main road, rushing towards them at dizzying speeds. ‘Come on,’ he muttered through gritted teeth. The truck wasn't moving fast enough to outrun the wave. ‘Come on!’ ‘Faster!’ someone yelled in Mandarin. In English, someone else started to pray. The water was almost on them. Bruce turned back to face the front and locked eyes with Jia, clutching her sick son to her chest. Her eyes blazed with a desperate kind of defiance, like she was daring the flood to touch them. If Bruce hadn't been watching her so intently, he would have missed it, the way her face slackened in shock in the split second before impact. Then, a massive force hit the truck and the world turned upside-down. People screamed, the road disappeared. The storming sky wheeled above him and Bruce slammed his eyes shut, his whole body bracing for the second where the truck hit the ground again or was swept up in the tide- -But it never came. A much, much gentler thud than he expected rocked the truck, and the world stopped spinning. The noise of the flash flood was suddenly much farther away than it should be. ‘Holy fuck,’ one of the Americans swore. Bruce opened his eyes. Holy fuck was right. They were fifty metres up the mountainside on one of the shallower slopes that overlooked the village. The rampaging water rushed by below them, sweeping down the road with formidable force, but for now, they were, inexplicably, safe.
wlw superwonderbat (ft. Talia and Dami):
‘Beloved,’ Talia said again. ‘You need to let me explain.’ Bryce sucked in a surprised breath, her expression flattening into a blank mask. The boy watched her with huge green eyes under a pair of strong brows. Talia's eyes. Ra’s eyes. Thomas Wayne’s brows. ‘Talia,’ Bryce said, flat with disguised urgency. ‘Who is the boy?’ Talia took the boy's hand. ‘He's your son.’ A stone was lodged in Bryce's throat, an old grief she had learned to breathe past swelling to choke her once again. ‘My son-’ her voice cracked and distorted through the modulator. She tried again. ‘My son died before he was ever born. I-’ she felt Dick step up to her shoulder and press his arm into hers, a grounding touch. ‘I lost him. You were there.’ ‘We were wrong,’ Talia said, her voice hard, furious. ‘You didn't lose him. My father took him from you.’ ‘Batman,’ Dick said, taking Bryce’s hand. ‘What's she talking about?’ Bryce's eyes landed on the little boy and once there, she couldn't tear them away again. Ra's nose. Martha's chin. ‘Talia,’ she said, still not looking away. ‘If this is a trick, a lie, something other than what you claim it to be, tell me now or I will make you regret we ever met.’ ‘I am telling the truth, my love,’ Talia replied. ‘I swear it.’ It was not a guarantee. Talia was an excellent liar.
Brulina/Clois ot4 shenanigans:
‘Shall we?’ Bruce asked the Kents with his most charming smile. They settled at the table, Bruce at Selina's side, Lois in front of her. There was a long minute of painfully awkward silence. Selina watched Clark open his mouth to speak several times before clearing his throat and looking down as if he was studying the wood grain of the table through the tablecloth. Bruce was watching his best friend with growing barely disguised panic. Selina met Lois's eyes across the table and they both promptly dissolved into giggles. ‘Oh my god,’ Lois gasped. ‘This is ridiculous.’ Bruce was staring at them with wide eyes. Clark's shoulders were creeping towards his ears. ‘I think your husband is having kittens,’ Selina agreed, ignoring her fiancé, smothering more laughter behind her hands. ‘I'm right here,’ Clark protested, startled out of his staring contest with the table by the sound of their laughter. ‘Clark, sweetie,’ Lois laughed. Selina watched her take her husband's hand, her wedding ring glinting under the fairy lights. ‘You can relax, it's okay.’ Selina met Lois's eyes again and flicked them behind her towards the bar. Lois nodded. ‘Okay, boys,’ Selina said. ‘Lois and I are going to get us something a little stronger than Chardonnay to drink while we wait for our dinner.’ She stood and poured herself over Bruce's broad shoulders, placing a kiss on his cheek, which he returned with a smile, small, barely a flicker, but that's how she knew it was genuine. Selina winked at Clark. ‘If you're stuck for conversation topics, you can always tell darling Bruce here how handsome he is,’ she suggested, then added in a conspiratorial whisper, ‘he picked this outfit just for you, after all.’ Then, she stood, hooked her arm through Lois's and they sauntered towards the bar.
Venom AU:
According to the Gotham Gazette, Bruce Wayne had returned from his travels abroad with an obscure but prestigious business degree, a hundred extra pounds of muscle, and an interest in hunting. To reflect this, the young Wayne heir claimed his place as CEO of his late father's company, immediately made a name for himself among the rich and single socialites up and down the Eastern Seaboard, and acquired all the necessary permits and fencing to host a small herd of deer on his ancestral property for his personal leisure. Technically, those last two things were perfectly true. What the Gotham Gazette didn't know was that Bruce wasn't the one who liked to hunt. Nor did he hunt with a gun. Bruce wasn't a hunter - not of that kind, anyway. He was simply playing host to a rather unusual predator. Silent as the night, the creature stalked through the boughs of the trees. The leaves barely rustled, despite the creature's weight, Bruce's intensive training telling it exactly where to step and how to time its movements to mask any inevitable sounds as a stray gust of wind. They found the herd easily, the creature's enhanced senses unerringly tracking their prey through the dense woodland. Most of the herd was asleep at this hour, a few snuffling sleepily through the undergrowth. The creature crouched on a branch above a sleeping doe and licked its teeth with a long, cylindrical prehensile tongue. A wide smile split the black tar-like face bristling with dagger sized teeth. An oozing black tendril formed from one of the creature's clawed hands and descended upon the sleeping herd below. Quickly, Bruce projected into their shared mindspace. ‘YOU'RE NO FUN,’ the creature grumbled, and lunged.
#dc#dc fic#superbat#superwonderbat#brulinaclois#tbh I have no idea what that ot4 would be called#fem!bruce wayne#fem!clark kent#wip: ot4 shenanigans#wip: vengeance is sweet sometimes#wip: back to january#wip: worlds feminest#may writes#bruce wayne#clark kent#selina kyle#lois lane#dick grayson#talia al ghul#damian wayne#cw animal death#cw miscarriage
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Chapter One: Ready Set
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#WE ARE SO BACK#beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice#beetlejuice 2#beetlejuice musical#betelgeuse#beetlejuice 1988#beetlejuice 2024#beetlejuice movie#barbara maitland#adam maitland#the maitlands#lydia deetz#juno beetlejuice#juno#sandworm#beetlejuice sandworm#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice fancomic#comic page#cw death#cw miscarriage#cw blood#wager au
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CW!! blood, implied miscarriage and implied suic1de
Anya mouth washing, im so sorry. (I think about how she miscarried the baby after death a lot.)
#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#my art#cw miscarriage#cw sui mention#anya#mouthwashing fanart#i hope tumblr doesnt ruin the quality.
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I too am bored. Hmm... Sampreg? There is always sampreg to talk about
sampreg! yeah there is definitely always that to talk about. i almost brought it up to my sibling today but then i was like. Wait. That’s not a normal conversation topic for people.
anyways i think sam should have gotten pregnant by ruby first, and then dean. ruby’s baby doesn’t carry due to the demon blood messing with the pregnancy, but dean finds out and makes it his mission to impregnate sam before anyone else can.
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17 w barzy pls! i feel like he only ever gets smut or fluff written w him
from m's midnights prompt list
warnings (cw / tw): miscarriage, pregnancy loss, mourning... this one's a doozy, folks 😔 please don't read if these subjects are triggering or sensitive for you
word count: ~2,100
17. Bigger Than The Whole Sky
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It started as the most typical Isles weekday gameday. Mat woke up an hour before morning skate, kissed your forehead, and rolled out of bed as you snoozed away for just a few more minutes, the early-pregnancy exhaustion hitting you hard the last several weeks. He made himself a coffee, you an Earl Grey, and carried both back to the bedroom where he found you just beginning to stir. You both sipped at your drinks as you went through your morning grooming and threw on athleticwear. Soon, after a playful kiss in the hallway, you were both headed out the door, Mat to the rink and you to the Lees’ to workout with Grace in their home gym.
At least, with the intention to workout with Grace.
Instead, your world as you knew it and your greatest dream came crashing down during the short drive to the Lee house.
What started as light cramping quickly gave way to sharp, stabbing pains that had you doubled over in Grace’s doorway by the time you reached their stately home. She knowingly shuffled you inside, alarm bells blaring in her head even as she used her calmest tone and did everything she could to soothe you. Her babysitter quickly led the girls away from the scene, distracting them with an invitation to play princess dress-up in the toyroom down the hall, away from your intensifying sobs.
As Grace guided you toward her car in the garage, your hands gripping hers with knuckles white as you leaned into her for strength, she noticed a figment of every expectant parent’s worst fear… the seat of your grey leggings stained with an unsettlingly substantial amount of blood.
“Is this it?” you cried. “Is this what it feels like?”
The pit deepened in her gut, her maternal instincts screaming yes.
“I don’t know, sweetheart,” she answered softly. “We’re gonna go find out, okay? Together.”
“A-and Mat…”
“I know. Of course.”
You reached the passenger door, and with one hand Grace opened the adjacent rear door, grabbed one of the girls’ pink travel pillows, and tossed it onto your seat in the hope that it would somehow make you more comfortable on the drive to the hospital. She got you settled into the passenger seat and seconds later, was already rolling down her driveway at a speed faster than she ever hit on a normal day, making an impossible phone call via her hands-free navigation.
At the other end of that call was her sweet husband, who thank god had gotten caught up talking to one of the assistant coaches about gameplans and hadn’t yet stepped onto the ice for morning skate as Mat had minutes ago.
Anders looked at his phone with a furrowed brow and a knot in his stomach… Grace never called him when she knew he was at the rink.
“G? What’s going on?”
That’s when she told him it was you, not herself, who was the reason for the call.
“Shit… is she…”
“I don’t know. She’s in a lot of pain, Anders.” Which he already knew from your muffled sobs on the speakerphone. He’d never heard you cry before. “She’s bleeding. Get Mat off the ice now and tell him to meet us at the hospital.”
“Fuck. Okay. Be careful – I’m-I’m hanging up.”
“Okay. I’ll call you.”
“Yeah.”
Anders tapped the red button and sat in silence at his stall for the briefest of seconds, running a hand through his hair and blowing out a breath through pursed lips, absolutely dreading what he had to do next.
He made his way down the tunnel, stopping at the bench instead of immediately hopping out onto the ice. Lane noticed and caught his eye. Anders closed the short gap between himself and his head coach, ducked his head, and explained the situation as quietly and briefly as he could. Lane’s expression went cold, and he offered a slow, single nod, then cleared his throat.
“I’ll do it if you want me to, but I think you should maybe be the one to…”
Anders cut him off, shaking his head.
“No… no, he should hear it from me.”
Lane set his jaw, clapped the captain’s shoulder, and fixed his gaze back across the ice with a pained exhale.
Anders shuffled to the end of the bench at its opening and waited a few moments for Mat to skate past him on a loop. When he did, he called, “Barz.” Hoarse, somber, short. The younger player immediately skidded to a stop, sending snow flying from beneath his blades.
“What’s up?” he asked, panting.
Anders swallowed, tucking his chin to his chest for a moment.
“Leezy? What’s up?” Mat repeated, brow furrowing.
Anders met Mat’s eyes again and sighed.
“You gotta go to the hospital, bud,” he said softly, unable to keep his voice from shaking. “Grace just called, and-”
Mat didn’t even let Anders finish his thought before he jumped the threshold and ran down the tunnel, shedding his gear as he went, trying to hold it all in his hands and beneath his arms. Anders followed close behind.
“Barzy, bud, are you good to drive?”
Mat nodded furiously without so much as a glance Anders’ way.
“I’ll drive you if you want.”
Mat shook his head.
“You call me if you need anything, you hear me?”
He was nodding again, and simultaneously busting through the doors of the locker room, where he threw all his gear into his bag, pried off his skates, and tugged on his crewneck and sweats in the blink of an eye before heading for the exit with just his keys and his phone… but he stopped in front of his friend before he could make it that far.
Anders could see the red already rimming his eyes, and he felt his own throat constricting as he heard Mat’s breath coming in short, stuttering gasps.
“It wasn’t supposed to be like this, man,” Mat managed between breaths.
All Anders could do was grab Mat in a crushing hug, the sounds of him clapping Mat’s back echoing in the empty locker room.
“It never is. I’m sorry.”
No words appear before me in the aftermath
Salt streams out my eyes and into my ears
Every single thing I touch becomes sick with sadness
'Cause it's all over now, all out to sea…
The ultrasound screen had been turned off for at least half an hour by now, you and Mat left alone by the doctor for nearly as long, but you still lay flat on your back, wet cheek pressed to the ugly pleather exam table, willing the black screen to turn back on and tell you something different than it already had. Willing this nightmare to end, willing yourself to wake up, willing it not to be true, to be some giant, cruel misunderstanding.
No words came to your lips, though thousands of them hummed incessantly between your ears, intrusive thoughts even louder than they’d been all morning in the now-silent room. You heard Mat sniffling behind you, felt his lips kissing the back of your hand every few seconds. Before he’d arrived, you had thought you could not possibly ever feel the sting of devastation more acutely than when the doctor had uttered the words “I’m so sorry; you’re miscarrying.” But good god, the second Mat ran through those sliding glass doors in an utter panic, hair wild no doubt from pulling it throughout the entire drive to the hospital, eyes and nose and cheeks pink from crying, lips parted and shoulders rising and falling as he attempted to catch his breath… you realized how wrong you’d been.
You could handle the pain this would inflict upon you. But seeing Mat suffering just as much… that made you want to crawl in a hole and never see the light of day again. And since that moment, after he’d gathered you in his arms, you’d tried your damndest to avoid making eye contact with him altogether.
He was sad because of you. Mourning because of you. Depressed and angry and sick and childless because of you.
And that was simply too much to bear.
So it was nearly an hour since he’d gotten there and you had yet to look him in the face again. And while looking him in the face was killing you, you not looking him in the face was killing him.
Nobody won in this situation. It was a lose-lose-lose.
“Honey, look at me. Please look at me?” Mat begged from your side.
Unsurprisingly, he was met with silence, and no motion.
“It’s not your fault. Alright? It’s not your fault, babe,” he said firmly, squeezing your hand. “I need you to hear that.”
More silence. It wasn’t even that you wouldn’t speak, it was that you simply couldn���t.
Mat sighed, using his free hand to swipe at the never-ending tears streaming down his cheeks. Then, he trailed his palm along the length of your arm.
“You can be as quiet as you want for as long as you want, baby, because this is an awful fucking thing that’s just happened to us, to you,” he spoke, voice wavering. “But I’m gonna keep talking because I’ve gotta make sure you know that this isn’t because of anything you did, or didn’t do. Like the doctor said, these things happen for reasons we’ll never know. And I’m not upset with you. I’m not mad at you. I could never be mad at you. I love you.”
You closed your eyes, swearing your eyelids were suddenly outfitted with weights. It was all sinking in… the reality of it, the heaviness, the emptiness. You just wanted to sleep.
You finally opened your mouth, feeling how dry and cotton it had become. You didn’t have the strength to debate him on why this had happened, how it had to be your fault somehow, but you mustered enough to give him what you knew he needed.
“I love you,” you whispered, unnerved by how weak and small your own voice sounded in the sterile room.
Behind you, you heard Mat rise up from the uncomfortable vinyl chair. He bent over you, pushing some hair back from your damp face, and pressed a gentle kiss to your temple, relieved and grateful to have gotten any response, any sign of human function, from you at all. Then, he patted your shoulder and said the very thing you’d been dreading.
“Come on… let’s go home.”
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
You were bigger than the whole sky
You were more than just a short time…
Mat didn’t know how he’d found himself in the nursery or how long he'd been there, but after laying with you in your bed and softly stroking your hair as you finally fell into a much-needed slumber, that’s where his aimless wandering had eventually led. He didn’t bother to turn on the light; the afternoon sun streaming through the still untreated windows cast a golden glow on everything in the room.
It had once felt so cozy, a representation of all that the two of you had to look forward to in the weeks and months to come. He loved sitting in the room all alone when he arrived home from a road trip, late at night when you were already sound asleep, dreaming about who your baby would look like, what they would sound like, who they would someday grow to be.
With you losing your pregnancy so soon into it, the material items in the room were still few. As he ran his fingertips along the covers of the gifted copies of “Goodnight, Moon,” “On The Night You Were Born,” and “Love You Forever,” and over the stuffed Sparky the Dragon next to them on the shelf, his eyes filled with fresh tears, realizing that he would never get to snuggle his first baby earthside, read to them with Sparky tucked in their lap. He leaned wearily against the railing of the crib he had just put together mere days ago, and as he looked toward the tiny “13” jersey laying on the still plastic-wrapped mattress, a sob escaped his throat and he let himself fall completely apart for the very first time, without needing to remind himself to hold it together in your presence. He turned and sunk down to the floor, leaning against the solid oak frame of the crib, and buried his head in his hands, crying as he never had in all his life.
Eventually, there would be conversations about the next steps to take for your health, whether or not to try again, and when, and whether to leave the nursery as it was or pack it up until, hopefully, you were pregnant once more. But for now, there was just sheer sadness as you and Mat grieved the little one that just wasn’t to be.
And I've got a lot to pine about
I've got a lot to live without
I'm never gonna meet
What could've been, would've been
What should've been you…
#m's midnights prompt list#my writing#mathew barzal#mat barzal#tw miscarriage#cw miscarriage#mathew barzal fic#mathew barzal fanfic#mathew barzal fanfiction#mat barzal fic#mat barzal fanfic#mat barzal fanfiction
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Hi same anon that just sent an ask about Mikey's baby jesus egg... cause I just realized... ONLY CASEY WENT TO THE FUTURE
SO SO MIKEYS EGG IS GONNA DIE??? IM SOBBING I CAN SEE NO PATH IN WHICH THIS WORKS OUT THEY LOVE IT SO MUCH ALREADY IM CRYING
HE WAS SO HAPPY FOR THE EGG
Short answer? naw they'll be fine
Long answer? under the cut.
CW for miscarriage, character death, and mourning.
The power was out for weeks.
#quarterdraws#clarification comic#comic#teenage mutant ninja turtles#askbox#rottmnt future timeline#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise mikey#cw character death#cw miscarriage#fuck this is sad sorry#but its gotta be sad!#so the future-past can be happy.#I DONT KNOW WHY IT KEEPS MOVING THE READ MORE IVE MOVED IT BACK FOUR TIMES SO SORRY#jesus egg
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‘call me if you need anything’
grief is becoming a common theme in the discord server :)
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Is Lucifer ok??!?!!
Alastor: *helping Lucifer settle in* A stress heat is bad. It’s his body signaling something is wrong.
Lucifer: *whimpering in pain* My belly hurts…
Alastor: *frowning with concern* Your belly, you say? Let me take a look.
He crouched down beside Lucifer, his sharp eyes scanning him over, watching the obvious discomfort etched on Lucifer’s face. The tension in the room was thick, with Lucifer’s body clearly reacting to the stress in a way that was unusual even for him.
Lucifer’s breath hitched as another wave of pain hit, his hands instinctively clutching his swollen abdomen. His heat had come on too suddenly, and the discomfort in his stomach was not the usual ache of such cycles. It was deeper, sharper, and growing.
Lucifer: *whimpering, trying to stay composed but failing* It’s... different this time. Hurts more... not like before...
Alastor’s hands carefully settled on Lucifer’s abdomen, feeling the heat radiating from him, but there was something else. A tension, almost unnatural. He glanced up at Lucifer, his crimson eyes softening with uncharacteristic concern.
Alastor: *quietly* This isn’t just your heat acting up. Something else is at play here.
Lucifer’s breath hitched as another sharp pain shot through him, his face contorted with discomfort.
Lucifer: *voice strained* Do... do you think it’s the baby?
Alastor: *after a pause* “It could be. Stress isn’t good for you or the child, Lucifer. You need to rest and stop pushing yourself so hard.”
Lucifer: *voice shaky* I was resting…but it hurts…
Alastor: Okay we will try to comfort you Lucifer. Just try to relax *eyes immediately widen as he notices the blood*
Angel: *comes in with the arms-full of Charlie’s clothes* Here! I got them! *dumps the clothes near Lucifer*
Alastor: Angel call an ambulance. Lucifer might be miscarrying
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Viola and Gascoigne would have had three children but tragically, Viola suffered a miscarriage and she struggled with the pregnancies of their daughters. They're a small family but they're very close and protective of each other.
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