#cw mild jumpscare

[feldsparred-mo]

You're not gonna slow it / heaven knows you've tried

Another motion design piece based on an artwork I haven’t even shared here yet. Feldspar is so. so important to me. I will go and sob now.

[desultory-novice]

"Unstoppable"

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You're finally talking like a Last Boss, Noir...!

(Consider the final page his "pause screen text.")

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I was working on this around the same time as the last one, which is why it came out faster. Next part is the end of this arc so it'll probably take longer to come out. (It'll still be 4 pages long though!)

(If it isn't clear, the encroachment's gotten so bad since we last saw him he has to wear gloves all the time. He takes them off to touch the sleeping Adeleine's cheek as he bids her a silent apology)

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[Apologies AU]  “Apologies”  “One Sneeze”  “Summer”  “A Walk in the Snow”  “The Swordsman” “Wonderful Gift” "Damnation" "Salvation" "Unstoppable" [You Are Here] "Brightest Star"

[Bonus Illust] “Ugly Scarf”  [Bonus Illust] "That's...Funny..." [Bonus Illust] "Full Regalia" (DMS "Gijinka") [Bonus Illust] "Was I A Good Brother?" [Relevant] “Vestige” (script-only)

[Bonus Text] Noir Facts!

[Dark Matter Painter AU] "It wasn't supposed to go this way...!" "You're a good knight!" "The Body Remembers"

[manyunhappygreenies]

CW / EYE STRAIN, CREEPY / DISTURBING IMAGERY, HORROR, EYE CONTACT , MILD GORE (?)

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My version of rat king, old piece I did but figured it was best since it's spooky month.

[petals-and-all]

[ Moodboard of Sephiroth (Final Fantasy Vii ) with themes of mild blood, swords, and the colors gold and silver ]

Here you go, my guy ! Thank you for your request and patience !

[xxswagcorexx]

grabs u by the shoulder. hey. hey u. have you've ever wanted to learn about a mcrp arc with themes about violence and the death of innocence, scary arcane experiments, political murder, and interdimensional travel where u meet alternative versions of urself?

well if any of that sounds awesome to you, BOY DO I JUST HAVE THE THING FOR YOU!!! midmysticx's egg arg in lifesteal season 4 has all of that!!! it had to be cut off short because of meta reasons, but with what was released so far, it was. So Cool .

now i HIGHLY recommend checking this out for yourself (a curated playlist that i made can be found here! it's pretty short but. imo the themes of it carry it in SUCH an interesting way), but if you don't have the time/want more. propaganda reasons why you should watch it, there's more under the cut!

(mild cw though for the "having a voice in your head through magic items/powers" trope! it plays a very small part in the story, but i'd figure i'd give a heads up just in case 👍)

ok so like. this arg happens in the canon of lifesteal season 4 (lifesteal seasons fully reset like hc seasons) and the main "progatanist" of this arg is c!midmysticx/c!mid, and most of the "lore" is told in the format of vhs tapes

that being said, c!mid is a little confusing in the way that s4!mid is implied to be a different character that c!mid from other seasons

i say that bc s4!mid made an "application video" for lifesteal, citing about how shes excited to join (even tho cc!mid has been a part of ls since s2)

also. very interestingly, mid excludes herself from the s4 start in a replay shot (even tho cc!mid was present during the s4 launch)

and interesting enough, s4!mid seems a bit. naive in the application video? like she mentions she's "good at editing" as one of her attributes on why she should be added to the server and mentions. nothing about the violence of the server (other than introducing the mechanics of the server which is LITERALLY about killing people to gain hearts and losing hearts when you get killed)

halfway through her application video, though (after a few months passed according to the date on the bottom of each video) she sounds very. bitter

the video changes to be all in black and white and she starts asking: "why? why do you all kill and ruin friendships and betray? all for hearts?!"--a MUCH different demeanor than what she had when she started. bitter and resentful, almost, compared with the excitement she showed earlier in her "application", and it ends with her announcing she stole the dragon egg and she's made 4 trials for people to look for it

anyways, moving onto the first tape that takes place ~around 2 months before the shift in demeanor, s4!mid starts to record video tapes about experiments she's doing with the dragon egg, eventually combining a heart with the dragon egg and opens up a portal

she doesnt know what on Earth it is so. shes testing it out right. like any person with safety concerns would

and well uh.

she puts a pig through and it fucking died

so . Erm! not a good start

anyways she eventually feels a voice/urge calling her to go through the portal even though she knows its risky, but she's been having such bad headaches that she goes through the portal anyways, ditching her plans to figure out how to control the power of the egg before going through it

and uh. heres where things get confusing again because this is where. the interdimensional stuff comes in

she arrives in an unknown location right. and. jumpscare . it ends up being a manor (and i'm just gonna call this mid "murder mystery!mid" bc the manor is the same one in one of her other videos, a halloween special where mid + co do a whodunit)

and basically, s4!mid witnesses a mayor election (which is a big part of murder mystery!mid's story), and after s4!mid explores for a little, s4!mid and murder mystery!mid eventually . make eye contact

and um. you see. s4!mid accidently eavesdrops (im assuming so? there's a tape of that and its been established that s4!mid films all of them herself) on murder mystery!mid's plan to kill the mayor and Uh. s4!mid. ends up also witnessing murder mystery!mid's murder as well

s4!mid gets chased and has to go back to the portal to escape, but the issue is. the portal doesnt bring her back to lifesteal. it brings her to eclipse smp

AND FUCKING BRINGS HER TO ECLIPSE!MID'S GRAVE

she eventually sees someone crying over eclipse!mid's grave before going away into the woods before hearing a sound and running away

that's where the arg (unfortunately) had to be cut off but like. Still. the part that makes me constantly rotate this arg in my head is the fact mid literally saw her own death. the different versions of her. her witnessing a version of her that was Willing to commit murder. the whole change in demeanor in the application video in such a short time .

anyways, if i had to homebrew an "ending" to this arg, i think mid would have traced back and started to Learn more about the other versions of herself, and eventually had a character arc where she just. witnesses all of this destruction and pain and suffering

and just. Realizes how much of that there can be and realizes how much stuff like that effects lifesteal and how. pointless it is in the end.

and eventually, in a last ditch effort to have everyone work together again and despite all she's been through, makes the egg arg

also on a meta level it would make sense i think (since a lot of the actual arg puzzles involved trust and working together and trusting your teammates)

and on the topic of the egg arg meta, it fucking worked. the lifestealers did work together and put trust in each other even when threatened with death to solve the arg.

it did bring lifesteal together. even just for a little bit

and i am just. man thats fucking cool!!!!!!

not to mention just. the cool character study stuff you can do on c!mid. the thought of seeing yourself throughout all of this. realizing about how these things can effect you in different ways. witnessing your own death TWICE. and by the time to come up because of it, you're a changed person on a fundamental level. and in the end, looking at the thing that caused all of this, and throwing it out there in a last ditch effort to make things right again. in the worst scenario. even though you're bitter and angry now. you try anyways.

that concept is so. cool to me . i wish more people talked about it but yk. this is me throwing my hat into the ring

egg arg my beloved fr <3

[stepswowdsen]

【KagePro】 KuroEne Shibari (Rope Bondage) + Maid Kuroha plays with Ene (NSFW) 🖤💙

(CW: NSFW)

Kuroha teases Ene with a vibrator (NSFW)

It just came to mind but ngl it'd be cool to draw a long forked snake tongue variant of this doodle as well. It'd be quick to draw as well.

I think the 1st one with the smug grin fits more, but both are nice ^^

KuroEne Scenario Ideas (NSFW)

Kuroha teases Ene with a vibrator

Maid Kuroha plays the roleplay game with Ene

Kuroha ties Ene up with mild shibari (rope bondage)

Sen's Meow Meow Mfs

Masc charas I don't play about: Meow meow mfs 🐈‍⬛🖤🤍

Evil/morally bankrupt little guy!

(Tbh my faves are usually giant…)

Though I have faves who are average height too, like Hibari and Judar

Douman (FGO): 200 cm (6'7")

Hibari (KHR): 169 cm (5'7")

Xanxus (KHR): 188 cm (6'2")

Idate (WATGBS AU): 185 cm (6'1")

Judar (Magi): 173 cm (5'8")

Kuroha/Saeru (KagePro): 182 cm (6'0")

Note: While possessing Konoha's body

I'll put my previous ramble posts under the cut since this post is based on my previous posts. I'll also put my new ideas under the cut too

Anyways I think putting a Content Label and Read more before posting NSFW is a good idea cuz it gives people the option whether they want to opt into seeing it and a warning beforehand so they don't get jumpscared by it (like if you're in public or something)

I prefer clothed intimacy most of the time like it just looks sexier to me. Since the charas are fully clothed, it's pretty tame and nothing explicit is showing but putting a warning cuz the context is NSFW

Anyways I'm trying to practice drawing NSFW cuz I wanna get good at it one day 🙏

Normally I post rambles that I prepared in advance to post cuz I just copy paste them from my Notion docs but I felt sleepy yesterday so I didn't post them before. So I'm just gonna post some stuff I had in mind Ig

Gonna put a warning cuz the doodles are fully clothed intimacy, but REALLY NSFW.

Anyways I'm glad I'm getting better at drawing NSFW ^^

These are much better than my doodles from 2021 - 2022 (which I won't even show cuz they look like doodoo)

Maid Kuroha plays the roleplay game with Ene (NSFW)

Kuroha teases Ene with a vibrator (NSFW)

Kuroha teases Ene with a vibrator (NSFW)

It just came to mind but ngl it'd be cool to draw a long forked snake tongue variant of this doodle as well. It'd be quick to draw as well.

Also did an alt version where Kuroha has a long forked snake tongue

I think the 1st one fits more cuz I like the smug grin, but the 2nd one is also cool

I'm not really paying attention to the way the clothes are drawn in these since I just wanna get the basic idea down

I love their expression here hehe

Also just put the JP version this time cuz I prefer the text formatting in JP. It's easier to format text. I also included the cropped versions

Ene suspended by ropes (shibari rope bondage) (NSFW)

Kuroha/Saeru and Ene play a little game 🖤💙🐍🐇

KuroEne NSFW WIP

When Kuroha proposes wanting to play a game of shibari rope bondage and tying her up, Ene gets all embarrassed as usual, and then agrees to play with him.

Ene: YOU AND YOUR PERVERTED GAMES AGAIN!

Kuroha: I won't deny that. But knowledge comes from experience, right?

She makes him promise to just make it tight enough so that she doesn't fall, or anything, and that it only feels pleasurable and not painful. And Kuroha agrees with her terms.

I redrew Ene’s expression a few times but I’m pretty happy hehe

I still wanted it to be a comfortable position for her so I think this is ok.

Mild bondage is ok for me when it comes to ship intimacy 👍

I’m not into the heavy/extreme forms of it.

I’m not paying too much attention to the ropes so I just used a brush to get the basic idea down.

I'll also show the version without the rope brushes cuz it's covering the sketch

THIS IS FUEL FOR MY GAY ASS. YIPPEE!!!

Technically it’s just Ene but it’s KuroEne (implied). I didn’t know how to fit Kuroha into the piece so I’ll probably sketch something different with him. Like showing his reaction on the other side.

Or drawing both of them from side view, like when Kuroha walks up to her and leans in to touch her face gently while she's tied up.

Suspension bondage where Ene gets held up by ropes and has mild shibari (rope bondage) over her clothes 🥰💞

I was wondering whether to make the ropes black or red… Black, yellow, and red, are all Kuroha’s colours, so I think either is fine. I should probably add more ropes later.

Mf wants to see a needy Ene beg for him 🥰 Once he gets the reaction he wants, he’ll cut the rope that holds the vibrator in place, and then fuck her himself like that. When they’re done, he lets her down.

Ene: Let me down gently! Carry me! Ene is a delicate flower!

Ene: (//>3<//)

These two are so fun to write ship scenarios for, including ship intimacy… The pros of a guy that knows (almost) everything, can change his body into anything he wants, and is very open to experimenting in sex 👍

KuroEne AU: Maid Ene plays the roleplay game wtih Kuroha (NSFW)

Sadistic meow meow mf plays a game with Ene in a maid outfit where she does maid roleplay for him (ie. cleaning the room, making tea) while having a vibrator inside her and Kuroha sits back and messes with the settings. And when he's satisfied, he fucks her.

KuroEne AU: Maid Kuroha plays the roleplay game with Ene

I'll just summarize this. Ene wants to get "revenge" on Kuroha/Saeru for teasing her mercilessly last time. Last time being the above scenario I described ^^

Ene's attempts to embarrass and fluster Kuroha/Saeru just ends up flustering her more. Her forms of "punishment" for Kuroha/Saeru's "bad behaviour" (Him not doing what she wants, like him spilling paint all over the walls and floors when she tells him to clean), are not punishments at all for him.

Ene decides to "punish him" for making a mess, by face sitting on him and making him take it and ordering him to eat her out, but then just has a sudden realization to herself like "Wait a minute… Is this even a punishment for him???"

(It's not.)

Ene: I TOLD YOU TO CLEAN, NOT CAUSE A MESS!!!

Kuroha: Come now. Do you really think I'd let you have your fun with me, only for me to be a passive participant?

Kuroha: I don't want to make things TOO easy for you. That would simply be boring.

Kuroha: But, let me make one thing clear. I'll be sure to claim my reward after we’re done.

Ene: That’s just so like you… Ok, ok! We’ll take turns! It’s only fair!

Kuroha: Of course~ It’s only fair we both get what we want.

Ene: Just wait until you're the one getting teased!!! BRING IT ON!!!

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Ene initially thought that embarrassing him would be EASY (a piece of cake), but it turns out that while he likes getting teased in intimacy, he has no sense of embarrassment. And she eventually realizes that and decides she needs to change her game plan.

(In Ene's mind -> He's a mega pervert)

Kuroha just shrugs cuz of course he has perverse tastes. But then simply says that knowledge comes from experience.

Ene thinks to herself that while she likes taking the reigns in bed, she's actually not as good at the "punishment games" type of intimacy that he (Kuroha) is.

Ene thinks she can tease and fluster Kuroha once he's the one playing maid/Servant for her, but as always, he is going along with her whims because it's fun for the both of them. He causes mischief because he doesn't want to make the game "too easy" for her.

I wasn't sure whether I wanted to include this but I had this idea where Ene starts mimicking what Kuroha did in their previous games

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Just had this thought where Ene tells him to lift his maid's skirt up for him, and Kuroha notices and picks up on it like, "I see, I see… You're copying what I did, hm? Well, I don't mind." And then does as asked and lifts his skirt up. Ene looks down and goes like (.) when she sees that he's hard, and immediately turns red-faced. And then screams, "Don't you have any shame!?!?" (///)

If I were to draw this, I'd have one of those manga panels where it's just a view of the outside of the building/house, and a speech bubble of Ene screaming like $(&!@%!@!%@)!%@

And Kuroha starts laughing at how Ene's attempts to embarrass him are just embarrassing her more. Then says, "Is it really such a big deal? We've done it countless times before. I don't have such inhibitions."

And Kuroha just goes like, "But how could I resist such a sweet and alluring prey, hmm~? It's simply too tempting~ I can't wait to see the expressions you'll make~ It makes me aroused just thinking about it…! How you'll moan and whimper and twitch—"

And Ene just fumes red from embarrassment and goes like, "ANDDDD THAT'S ENOUGH OUT OF YOU!!!"

Like god this mf just says/does the most provocative shit to provoke her on purpose 😭

DAKLSKLDSKLDKLS this idea is so funny to me ngl

KuroEne Shibari (Rope Bondage) (NSFW)

Thinking about KuroEne shibari rope bondage with Ene with the rope ties over her clothes…

MOVE, KUROFUCKER, OUT OF THE WAY. I'M GAY!!!

It's still gonna be mild shibari though

It's not my thing for it to be super heavy.

I thought about the Outer Science MV, and how it's scattered with telephone poles and cords, and various junk heaps strewn across the backgrounds

Ngl it'd be cool if it's like…

Cuz I was trying to decide whether I wanted Ene to be tied up on the bed just with her arms on the bed (and her back on the bed), like usual sex positions

Or whether I wanted her to be suspended a bit (still in a comfortable position, though), where she's suspended in the air via ropes and held in place via his ropes and black aura spirals

I decided to go with mild suspension/hanging bondage. But I'm open to drawing both ^^

Cuz again I'm not into heavy/extreme kink stuff in my ships' bedroom intimacy.

Ene pouts and huffs at him that the ropes BETTER not come loose cuz it'd be super unsexy if she falls on the ground during sex, and Kuroha tells her not to worry because he's made sure the ropes are tight/secure enough and that he knows what he's doing.

[louthingg]

pls tell me about your favourite horror movies

idk much about the genre tbh because. i was quite easily freaked out as a kid/teenager so i just didnt watch any. but ive been trying to get into it more as an adult so i would appreciate some recommendations :)

i have an irl friend who is also really into horror movies and she gave me a list of them to watch

the crossed out ones are the ones i have watched already. the others i havent got round to yet

ok !!!! so if im going to be completely honest, i havent watched that many for the reaosn you just stated. although the genre is a main special interest, i have always had a really really horrible scare tolerance which sucks. i do best with classic horror movies—ive watched a good chunk of those so heres what i recommend:

i will rate each movie on a 1 - 10 scale and then how scary i found it 1 - 100

american psycho — 9 / 10, 25%, autistic protag, CWs: a LOT of sex ( which is not relvant to the plot so you can skip through it ), blood, mild homophobia, implied cannibalism + torture

midsommar — have not watched but ive heard its good, id look the up the CWs

re animator — already on the list but !!!!!!!!!! 11 / 10, 5%, honestly just gross, my beloved little gay men, literally fits into half the horror subgenres ( body horror weird horror, slasher, etc ) CWs: A LOT OF GORE, 1 sex scene + a sexual assault scene which you can skip through ( neither are relevant to the plot ), has a predatory character

SAW 1 — 10 / 10, 60%, cannot explain to you how horrible and good this movie is at the same time. the budget looks like it was fuckign 0 dollars but OH MY GOD the acting and the plot im going insane. also little gay men again. CWs: mild drug use ( just cigs ) / reference to more serious addiction, child abuse ( not from a parent ), gore, depictions of people being driven to insanity

the birds — 8 / 10, 3%, honestly a really silly movie but i love it. it was slightly unsettling and i didnt trust birds for a few days ! CWs: a few jumpscares, child death, mild gore

psycho — 10 / 10, 20%, definetly was unnerving, made me nervous to take a shower for a bit ( youll see ), also !!!!! SUBTLE TRANSGENDER CHARACTER !!!!! be on the lookout :3 CWs: jumpscares, mild gore, child abuse, stealing ( idk if this is a CW lmao ), reference to drug usage / addiction ( i think ?? i can’t remember )

salad fingers — 10 / 10, 30%, not a movie but !!!!! i lvoe it. youtube horror series made by a single guy, has the craziest lore. i watched all of it in 2 days, very very cool and interesting, was unnerving made me uncomfy + was honestly just gross most of the time . CWs: gore, self harm, mild racism, jumpscares, auto( ? ) cannibalism

zero day — 10 / 10, 40%, very very niche low budget found footage film, literally the MOST incredible acting ever, extremely suspenseful, fed into my hyperfixation on guns / gun laws. CWs: ‼️‼️THIS MOVIE IS ABOUT A SCHOOL SHOOTING‼️‼️ ( and contains relentless talk of them !!!!! ), suicide / self harm, mild gore, depictions of severe mental illness, mention of bullying, child death

and im sure theres more that im forgetting lmao take what you will and let me know what you think !!!!!!! <3

[nyctophobia-au]

Where I've Been

Okay, so, 'sup babygrills. This is going to be a bit of a lengthy post, but I feel like I should update followers on here as to where I've been because I haven't been active for, like, months.

If you don't care to read all of the stuff under the cut, that's fine. Here's my TL;DR: I've been having issues with mental illness, trauma, motivation, gender dysphoria (?), and have been busy with college and YouTube/social media stuff. However, luckily my HK special interest has returned and I plan on posting more often hopefully. (Mild cw for mental health mentions ig.)

Okay, so, to begin, I've been gone a lot due to responsibilities outside of making Nyctophobia content. So, up until recently, I've been working on graduating from college. I've been finishing up my final class this Summer, but last quarter in the Spring was really difficult for me time-wise and mental health-wise. I've had a lot of issues with depression and anxiety throughout my life, and being at college was torturous and sapped all of my energy. It did not help that, last quarter, I had to be there at the college for six hours of my day five days a week. It was not easy to make art for myself and my channel, much less for this blog.

Outside of college, and I've mentioned this before in passing, but I also make YouTube videos and, at the moment, YT is my income (alongside comms as well). I've been pretty focused on keeping my my schedule at least a little bit consistent, and that alone has been draining and tiring. It also affects the kind of art that I can create, as I have to draw certain things for certain videos. I've been really weary when it comes to making content as of late, and I really need to take a small break so that I can work on stuff I actually want to work on rather than being stuck drawing certain things for the sake of videos I'm not inspired to make.

Pivoting more into specifics about my mental health, I have been needing to see a therapist for a long while, but I haven't had the motivation or the funds to pursue that option up until recently. Hopefully, I will be attending therapy soon. Last year in, uhm, September I had a particularly bad mental health episode and I've come to realise that some events that happened during that time have left me with trauma that I'm still currently working past and healing from. I've had issues with self-harm, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and self-perception for a long time, but in the Spring they were stifling and impossible to ignore. Lately, they have been better, though. So, that's nice. There hasn't been just the usual stuff lately (oh no, that's be too easy), but I've gotten jumpscared with gender issues (hooray, my favourite /s) during this time, and am struggling with my self-perception regarding my gender up to current day. (Hi, I currently go by Rot or Sexy Fictional Bug Enthusiast and my pronouns are they/them, but they may very well be they/he soon). Also, I had a bad identity crisis a couple of months ago and had to do this whole rebrand thing that was a lot of work and it kinda sucked away a lot of energy and time.

On top of all of that, ya boy's special interest metre has been focused primarily on OC stuff and other things outside of HK. It's pretty well-known that I have autism and Hollow Knight is one of my special interests. I'm unsure how it works for most people, but my fixations tend to come in waves and fluctuate (though super special meaningful ones stick for a long time). So, like, I had this whole issue with my mind always being fixated more on things outside of HK. It's been my OCs for a few months, but alongside that, I also suddenly became enraptured by The Owl House and my Digimon special interest sleeper agent returned for a hot second there. As of recently, I've been interested in HK again, but have been afraid to start/work on projects related to my AU because of me having to work on OC content for my channel and also for my friends who are invested.

As of right now, I have some more time on my hands to make the content I want to make, and my HK fixation is back (thank fuck). I've generally been doing a bit better in the mental health arena, but I will also be taking some time off of YT and posting videos regularly in favour of focusing on making stuff I want to make. So, like, expect me to be more active here for some time. I might be finishing a fic in the next month (hopefully) as well, and I have some general comic and art ideas. I just want to draw Auric again, god dammit. My beloved. <3

Anyways, thanks for reading if you did. Just figured I'd make a post about this for people who thought I died or something (and for the people who were once interested in my projects on here and are starving for content, lmao).

[dateamonster]

how scary would you say the creep movies are?

uhh the first is pretty scary but nothing crazy imo. they both have like definite elements of comedy to them but 2 is wayy more of a horror-comedy while 1 is still p much straight up horror.

my own internal scale might be a lil out of whack for this kind of thing but i can tell u most of the fear factor comes in the form of like tense uncomfortable moments and a sense of unpredictability from the antagonist. there are like one or two p mild jumpscares in each and no real blood or guts to speak of. the movies and especially the first rely a lot on the found footage style first person perspective and the dare i say Creepiness of the titular creep to keep you uneasy but if you can handle that i think youll be fine.

one mildly spoilery cw below

with the first movie, the only thing that kinda Upset me on first watch was theres a part where a character describes raping his wife to fulfill a presumed fetish of hers. this is later revealed to be a lie but the story, while not graphic, is pretty emotionally intense at least in my opinion. i like the movies a lot but it was something i sorta wish i knew about going in so im including it here just in case you feel similarly.

[bongsavior]

About Me

Hey !! Jack/Jay/Jackie, Nonbinary Lesbian (Monogamous and Raven 🐦‍⬛🧡 is who i belong to)

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Self harm/s*ic*de, self-hatred, self-deprivation, starvation, phalluses (primarily cis-male), abuse of ANY sort, manipulation,

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[meelomb]

psst more larry and jacq being brothers headcanon stuff

most of it is lore for a au i have going on in my mind though

but it should be fine

I'll explain and give context at the end of each bit of writing so my ideas arent that lost on people

(Cw: Hints at child neglect, murder, abuse, emotional and mental distress)

"Are you sure this is the last one? You said that the last two times"

"Of course, I've never lied to you have I?"

"You just- whatever."

Of course this wasn't the last one, he wasn't going to let Jacq believe it was though, he needed him to lower his guard just a little bit more.

"See!? You lied!"

Perfect.

"Oh, I guess I did. This one should be the last one I think."

"I don't believe you!"

He could practically hear the pout in his voice. Funny.

"I mean it, I suddenly remembered this one is the last one."

"Larry, I'm gonna punch you if it's not the last one."

"It's the last one."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

All according to plan.

Jacq slowly moved the little square through the maze, slowly inching closer and closer towards the trigger.

"What's so great about this anyway? You wanted to show me this so badly but it's just-"

He was suddenly cut off as the picture and overly obnoxious horror scream came from the monitor.

All that could be heard was Jacq's screams of pure terror and him falling out of the chair.

Of course, one could hear the sound of Larry cackling as Jacq cried on the floor as well.

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(This was just a fun idea I had of them, Jacq used to be a heavy gamer before he got into biology and stuff, and Larry used to troll him a lot with certain games, the one he used here was the maze game with the jumpscare at the end.)

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It was relatively quiet in the restaurant he frequented. It was a pleasant day off(wow a day off for Larry, unheard of.) for him at the moment, no one disturbing him, no battles, just him, quiet, and f-

"Larry! There you are!"

Rats.

Swallowing some food, he glanced over at the person addressing him, hoping it wasn't who he thought it was.

Unfortunately for Larry, life loves to ruin things.

Standing at the door, disheveled and winded, stood his little brother, Jacq.

He rushed over to him and sat in the empty seat next to him. (It wasn't actually empty, the occupant had merely went to use the washroom)

"Larry! I know you don't get a lot of breaks, which is why I rushed over here as soon as I could!"

"You shouldn't have."

"My pleasure! Anyway, so I've been doing research and!-"

He really shouldn't have.

Larry didn't particularly want him here, on one of his precious days where he isn't hounded by his boss every second of the day.

Maybe that's an exaggeration, but it didn't change the fact she sucked.

"Larry? Larry you there?"

A poke to his face pulled him out of his thoughts and he looked over at Jacq. 

"Yes, I'm here, where else would I be?"

"Haha very funny, were you listening?"

"Of course I was."

"Really? What was I just talking about?"

Rats.

After a few moments of silence a look of smugness filled Jacq's face.

"That's what I thought, here, I'll start over from the beginning, I was doing some research-"

"Tu fais beaucoup de recherches aujourd'hui, est-ce parce que tu es enseignant?"

Jacq stopped mid sentence to stare at Larry, cold dead eyes replaced the normally bright and vivid ones that were usually there, and Larry innocently turned his head away to face the food sitting in front of him. He could hear Jacq's breathing intense ever so slightly.

Larry could guess why.

"I'm gonna ignore that and continue like you aren't trying-"

"Ignorer quoi? Je parle juste normalement, avez-vous un probleme avec ca?"

Even though Larry was turned, he could feel Jacq's stare dig into him like a dull knife, not enough to cut through, but just enough to cause uncomfort.

Larry was having a blast though.

"Like I was saying, I-"

"Non hai risposto alla mia domanda."

Hands slammed on the table and Jacq's gaze intensified, turning from a mild annoyance to a frantic anger.

"Stop it! You know it freaks me out when you do that!"

"Smettere cosa? Sto solo parlando."

It took everything inside of Larry not to burst out laughing in front of all these people, but it was difficult.

If he laughed in front of them now, surely he would never get a peaceful break ever again.

But who could resist not letting out a chuckle?

"Shut up!"

"Perche? Non stavi facendo ricerche o cose del genere?"

"Stop!"

"Ou etes-vous occupe a enseigner, qu'est-ce que vous avez encore enseigne?"

Jacq let out a shriek and began lecturing Larry on the importance of accents and annunciation of words in different languages.

Again.

Larry really couldn't help himself, he tried to restrain himself, he really did.

But Jacq made it really difficult not to.

"Ce que vous etes, mamma e papa?"

He was tackled on the ground and shook, Jacq screaming at him in french, and he let out frantic laughter and cackles as onlookers watched.

He'd get in trouble for this later, but he didn't really care.

It was more fun on his breaks and days off when Jacq was around anyway.

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(I had a funny idea that Larry and Jacq are french italian with them being able to speak both, Jacq prefers french though but Larry doesnt speak either too often so nobody knows he actually can, but when he does he says it with 0 accent and it freaks Jacq out.

Perfect for messing around with your sibling.)

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Doors slammed open as Jacq burst through the door.

He had gotten a call from Hassel that Larry had fainted while working, and he dropped everything he was doing to come here. (He was in the middle of a class, but Mister Clavell would understand right?)

A couple feet away, Larry sat holding his head with Hassel supporting him, quietly speaking to him while Larry nodded or shook his head.

"I-I'm here! I came here as quickly as I could!"

He dropped his bag on the floor and glanced over Larry, looking for any sign of injury.

All he saw was a quick look of guilt flash through Larry's face when he met his eyes.

Damn you.

"Ah, Jacq, I think Larry's doing alright now, but just in case- take him home for a couple of days, I'll talk to Geeta."

After a few quick words between the two while Larry went to gather his things, Jacq thanked Hassel for helping Larry while he was gone.

Though in his mind, he was also thanking him for taking care of him when he can't.

"How are you feeling? Do you need to sit down longer?"

Larry looked relatively fine, but Jacq knew better. A head shake told him everything he needed to know.

And yet he couldn't look at him.

"You know, even though your boss is, like that, you don't have to force yourself-"

"I wasn't forcing myself."

Right.

The rest of the journey was left in silence, only occasionally being broken when Jacq asked if he was alright.

Larry wouldn't look at him either.

Neither of them could.

They arrived at Jacq's home, and he took Larry's briefcase and set it aside and sat him on the couch.

Normally, when this happened Larry would be at his own home, taking care of himself.

But he wasn't.

Worrying.

"Are you hungry? I can make you something to-"

"Don't you have a class to be at?"

Silence fell over the two again as Jacq pulled out an instant meal.

He did have a class to be at. They both knew that. Clavell certainly wouldn't be happy about Jacq's sudden disappearance, but if he explained the situation, surely he would understand.

He had to, right?

"You don't have to take care of me, I can take care of-"

"You were out for two hours."

"Pardon?"

Jacq opened the meal with unusual frustration and he looked away from Larry's direction.

"When Hassel called me, it had been two hours since you fainted."

"..."

More silence.

It was deafening. Strangling. Too much.

It hurt.

"I know there are some things that will happen, you know it too, and though I don't like it, I let Hassel handle it and help you when I can't,"

When I couldn't.

"But when he called and told me how long you were out, it scared me. You never go out that long. It worries me how badly Geeta treats you."

He began putting the meal together, putting a pan on the stove in order to heat it up so it wouldn't be cold.

Say something.

"I know you can take care of yourself. But I worry, Larry. I really do."

He took a wooden spoon from the dishrack and used it to stir occasionally, keeping the food from burning.

Say something.

"So, I'm sorry for acting like an overbearing parent, but I really can't let you walk around on your own like this, at least for now."

He gripped the spoon tightly.

Say. Something.

The heat from the pan flushed Jacq's face and he couldn't find the energy to continue.

Weak.

Silence fell over once again. 

He turned off the heat and transferred the food to a plate and grabbed utensils for him, and he finally turned to look at Larry.

And he sat there.

Staring right back.

A look at guilt rested on his face.

Jacq can't help it.

Gripping the plate and utensils tightly, he went over and handed it to Larry.

He could tell by how Larry looked away, he let him down again. He didn't need to look in the mirror to tell.

A look of hatred fell over Jacq's face when he turned to him.

If only he could find the words to tell him, it was never directed at him.

But at himself.

Weak.

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(A more darker idea I had in mind. I usually like to make things darker than they are, but Larry fainting at work just seems like something that would actually happen, seeing as how he works three jobs, probably gets little to no break.

Of course a little family drama doesnt hurt anyone.)

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(Warning: This specific part and the part below contain hints of murder, emotional distress, child neglect, suicidal thoughts. Please do not read if you are sensetive to these topics.)

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Crying filled the air, the two children sat in opposite corners of the room, one staring, the other crying. In front of them lay a bloody mess, with a pokemon floating above it.

It was an accident, it just got scared, right? (But why is it scary?)

It wouldn't do this for no reason, right? (Was it how it normally looked, or was it..smiling?)

So why, why was it staring at them like that? (Why were its eyes filled with excitement?)

Why was it getting closer to him? (Go away.)

Why wasn't anyone helping? (Stay back.)

Why was no one here? (Don't touch him!)

Why is it dark? (Get away from him!!)

Why wasn't he fast enough?

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Hospital beeps filled his ears, flooding him with unending stimuli. But despite all this, he couldn't focus on anything. 

How could he?

His family was attacked by some rabid pokemon, his mother was dead, his father was nowhere to be found, and Jacq..

He didn't want to think about it.

He couldn't look at the people who came to help them.

He couldn't hear anything. He couldn't see anything.

He couldn't focus, he just needed to know if he was okay, if he would be alright, if he would live god he didn't know what he would do if he was dead please just live-

"Larry? Larry, can you hear me?"

A coarse voice cut through his thoughts and brought him back to reality.

Blue gray eyes met his, filled with worry and concern.

"I've been trying to get a note of how Jacq's doing, but they won't say anything, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry.

Mister Clavell shouldn't be saying that. He should be the one saying that to Jacq.

Maybe if he acted quicker, if he moved faster, if he had picked a pokemon partner sooner, maybe he could've done something. Maybe he could've stopped it.

But that's in the past now.

He just wanted to know if Jacq was okay. He needed to know.

He needed to know if he was alive or not. If he were alive then it would be easier to live with the guilt. 

But if he wasn't…

He didn't want to think about what he'd do.

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(Probably the darkest part for my idea and au. It's probably ooc for larry but, its whatever, im having fun with it.

Basically to sum it up, their mother was attacked by a haunter and was killed, which then turned on Jacq.

I like the idea of pokemon just being evil and destructive for no apparent reason, seeing as how Arceus shows that with Beni and Kamados past. If only they broke free from child ratings.

They brush over a lot of importan details for story and lore. I get its a kids game at the end of the day, but you dont need to immediantly brush it off, you know?

I might post more of these when they come to me, i might not, it just depends.)

[rypory]

Hello, I'm Pory! I reblog silly stuff and do art sometimes. he/him + neos ✧ 20s

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[bastardbvby]

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don’t think anything could’ve prepared me to hear ranboo yell fuck with his whole chest 

[papabigtoes]

chapter seven, facebones queue evacuate the dancefloor by cascada

(gear-oc credits thus far are in the beginning notes!)

[dino--boyy]

Hewwo I love scream so much maybe you could writes a cute fanfiction where the reader is little and billy and stu are taking care of them (and maybe a randy cameo hehe) only if you wanted to i would love it and my partner would love it to.

hi hi! :D m sorry this took me so long, but here it is! <33 i hope it's okay,, thank you so much for your request this was rly fun and comforting :))

movie night

Fandom : Scream

Pairing : CG!Billy Loomis, Stu Macher and Randy Meeks + Little!Reader

TW/CW : mild food/eating cw

Word Count : 805

Summary : Randy joins you for your movie night with Billy and Stu while you're regressed

(It's under the cut! :))

You cuddle up into Billy’s side as Stu goes to answer the ringing doorbell. You hear a shout of delight from him, and whoever is at the door, and you look up at Billy curiously. You’ve been regressed nearly all afternoon, and both Billy and Stu have kindly offered to care for you. Before you can ask Stu who was at the door, he comes back into the living room with his arm around Randy, both boys grinning.

“Y/N!” Randy nearly shouts, reaching out to ruffle your hair, and you giggle, blushing as you wave shyly at him. “We were just about to watch a movie, weren’t we, hon?” Billy plants a kiss on your head and you nod excitedly, patting the spot next to you on the couch for Stu and Randy to sit next to you. “C’mon!” Stu chuckles, as you move onto Billy’s lap, making enough room for both boys to sit down.

“Why don’t you pick the movie, bubs. I’m gonna go make us some popcorn, do you want some juice?” Stu asks you, to which you nod, bouncing a little bit in Billy’s lap. The three boys grin, and Randy follows Stu into the kitchen to help him with the popcorn. You click onto something you, Billy and Stu had been meaning to watch something for a while. A few minutes later, Stu comes back into the living room with a sippy cup full of apple juice, and Randy with a large bowl of popcorn.

You take the cup from Stu’s hand, thanking him, and happily taking a sip of the sweet juice. He and Randy sit down next to you, placing the popcorn bowl on the coffee table in front of the four of you. You climb onto Stu’s lap, resting your head against Billy’s chest. Stu presses play on the movie, and you giggle as Billy kisses the top of your head.

The movie is a scary one, and Stu playfully smacks Randy every time he begins to ramble about what is going on. You sip at your juice, reaching for the popcorn bowl now located in Billy’s lap. He grabs a handful for you, and smiles as you excitedly take it from him, shoving the kernels into your mouth.

A short while into the film, you begin to feel a little more scared than you thought you would get. Even when you’re regressed you’re a big fan of scary movies. Normally you and Billy and Stu will rewatch your favorites when you’re feeling small. But still, the boys know which parts to hold you closer during, or the gorier parts where they never forget to cover your eyes. However, none of you have seen this particular movie before, and you’re a little on the younger side compared to how you normally regress.

You bury your face in Billy’s neck, whining a little, as another jumpscare catches you off guard. Your hand tightens around Stu’s as well, and the boys look at each other over your head. Randy seems to notice something off, and reaches out to pause the movie. “Would you like me to stop it, little one?” he asks, softly.

You shake your head, a little bit embarrassed. You don’t want to ruin the fun for the other three, and you like being around all of them. Randy presses play on the movie once more, but you don’t look back at the screen. A couple more minutes pass before you feel brave enough to continue watching the film from Stu’s lap.

Stu jumps a little bit, chuckling after the fact. You however, whimper, curling up into Stu. “Are you scared, bug?” he asks you gently, to which you slowly nod. Billy reaches over to ruffle your hair, and Randy reaches over to pat you on the back. “Hey, that’s okay! You’re only little, hm?” You nod, still not looking at any of the three boys.

Stu holds you closer, exiting from the movie, scrolling down to one of your favorites. You look up at him, questioningly. Billy and Stu have probably seen most of your favorite movies enough times to have parts of the script memorized. You don’t want to bother or annoy them.

Randy smiles at you. “This is your pick?” he asks, to which you nod slightly. Randy reaches over to give you a high-five, which causes you to giggle, slapping his hand. You settle back against Stu, leaning your head back on Billy’s shoulder. He gives you a side hug, handing you your juice once more. You smile, as Stu begins the movie, and Randy begins speaking along with the character’s in a funny voice. You begin to relax once more, as the three boys are sure to make you feel comfortable again, happy to spend time with you, no matter what.

@peachydinorawr :)