#cw drvgs

[necro-fil3]

I can't decide if I wanna be drunk as hell, high off some substance, cvtting, ⭐️ving, brutally st@bbing some1, having my brains fvcked out, or d3ad rn

[aspd-culture]

I'm curious what other pwASPD's relationships with cannabis use? I find it usually helps keep my temper down and just smoothes out some of the rough edges, but at the cost of making me even more blunt and paranoid

In my experience, it is SUPER strain dependent. I can't even reliably say things like "oh, hybrids are ok but sativas make me flare", it is literally strain by strain. I may be completely chill and have less symptoms on one strain when it's in a hybrid, but that same one on it's own can make me irritable and distance myself from others. I definitely have met some that worsened my impulsive reactions to anger.

I am also more prone to "greening out" because literally never having smoked even one time or getting a contact h1gh, like literally nothing until I was around 21. So admittedly, that could be part of it, but I know other pwASPD irl who have smoked since they were teens and have the same issue with having to go strain by strain.

It also seems to depend a lot on your specific symptoms and neurology because the same strains that I use to feel affectionate and social make some of my antisocial friends withdraw from socializing. Unfortunately, it seems to be a lot of trial and error.

[necro-fil3]

I NEED THIS RN *Cries in psychology slvt*

The Encyclopedia of Psychoactive Drugs Series (various editions)

[harddrugg]

Mealspø

[perkyaddict]

All I ever do is get fuckeddd uppp

[benzodolli3]

[a-mostly-normal-chick]

I ♥︎ weed

[opioidenjoyer]

Heres my K56 heart for good energy on your feed 💖

Love all my druggie mutuals thanks for 100 followers 🩷

(Oxycodone K56 10mg) 💗

[necro-fil3]

My bf: I only want you taking edibles, no smoking or vaping and definitely No Synthetic Drugs.

Me: Gimme PCP rn. I want Ice. Yummy MDMA. Give me Ket too even.

[youwillleaveme]

i just want to take molly with my besties rn everything would be fixed

[just-being-a-bit-overdramatic]

Today at school came a woman to talk to us about laughing gas for 40-45 minutes. Which, of course, is not bad to inform us about. HOWEVER this is probably the 5th time in the past year for someone to come to school and in some way to be related to drugs. Why has no one talked to us about eating disorders for example? Or self-harm. Or abusive relationships. D r u g s, ok, I got it, I won't do them, I'll scratch myself until I bleed instead, how does that sound?

Are they trying to just not trigger anyone or something?

[tythezawmbieslayer]

Reasons why I am becoming sober from vaping:

Lungs are shit.

My friends (especially @collawashbear and @lucienjy) I don’t want them to ever have to see me like that ever again.

I couldn’t go one full school day without it

It was hurting me mentally and physically

I would go into fits of rage when I didnt have it

I would wake up in the middle of the night and vape bc my body thinks it needs it to survive

Mental and emotional benefits

I was thinking about $u1c1d3 when I didn’t have it bc I was so addicted.

I was cancelling plans with friends and family so I could vape

My world revolved around vaping.

DO NOT VAPE. IT TAKES ONE HIT AND YOURE ADDICTED.

If you are struggling with vaping or drug use:

1-800-662-4357 is a hotline that gets you national help. It is completely confidential and safe to use from public health agencies.

741-741 is a crisis hotline where you can text and they set you up with a trained counselor that helps you and gets you resources about any issues you have. Provides free 24/7 support via text message.

[p1nkisal0ne]

<333

[benzodolli3]

[a-mostly-normal-chick]

Yummy