#cuz vents

[cuuzca]

someone yell at me and tell me its ok to draw

[miloway]

Not my video, from kallimaraki on tiktok

[lumidotexe]

niche interest

[honeypleasejustkillme]

date idea: take me to the closest lake and drown me

[sad-leon]

what if i gave rise leo BPD...

his anger manifests in the form of self-sabotage and self harm. he asks donnie to sound proof his room when they get to the new lair so he can wreck it without concerning everyone else. before that he'd sneak to the surface and wreck an already messy alleyway

his self harm is recklessness. he gets hurt in fights as much as he can and still get away with just a "please be more careful" lecture from raph

speaking of raph, his oldest brother is his favorite person. so when raph starts to brush him to the side and distrust him, he doesnt take it well. when he does something to impress raph and all he gets is "finally..." thats when he disappears for hours and comes back home with sore arms and usually some scrapes and many bruises

he becomes a medic because they can't ignore him if he helps them. plus he can get better at hiding his breakdowns if he can take care of his own injuries

he wants to be in the spotlight so bad until the spotlight shines on him and suddenly his skin fits wrong

splinter and raph brush it off as teenage hormones. donnie shuts it out. mikey is the first person to realize leo's moods aren't normal, but he doesnt want to confront the fact the bpd comes from trauma, so he tries to support leo as best he can

april doesnt realize how much leo's mood shifts until she spends a night in the lair and realizes that leo isn't as hyper as he presents himself. he tries to mask, but he's too tired and the sudden silence from leo throws april off. it creates a rift between them. even when leo is happier around april, she knows somethings wrong- knows its not quite as genuine as she thought.

she spends more time around donnie than leo and leo thinks its for the best. eventually all his brothers- all his family prefer spending time with someone thats not him. he tells himself its for the better- the less time they spend around him, the less likely he'll be upset around them and end up making them upset

leo convinces himself he's meant to be alone and puts his all into being the team medic and spends the rest of his time alone and dissociating. he hates being the leader- having everyones eyes on him all the time. watching him. waiting for him to mess up- to act out- to prove they were right not to trust him

.... idk.. just a thought

[mike-fuckabee]

the amount of supposed "woke" people cheering for a terrorist organization that has stated, many times, with absolute clarity, that their main goal is to exterminate jews has been eye opening to say the least

[taw-k]

I love domestic Avengers with my whole heart. Showing that they're not just superheros but people too. People that make stupid jokes and love their families and get sick and fail and have parties and mess around and act like children sometimes.

[dxrkl1ght]

Stress is getting to me some comfort doodles of the SK Boys 'cause I can't draw canon Sun or Moon right now

[maskedbutsilly]

@the-quackity-competition

each of my bones misses each of yours

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[candywafercutie]

CW intrusive thoughts and OCD ruminations!

I did a vent piece about living with ADHD and OCD. My OCD is well managed and currently unmedicated, but "well managed" doesn't mean "doesn't ever affect me". My ADHD is heavily medicated and yet my brain is still like this all the time, even though my meds help SO much.

I am very open about my experiences with mental illnesses/disorders because a lot of them are so... stereotyped in a way that's really not accurate to the majority of people who live with them. Especially OCD-- people think of it as "neat freak" fun times, when for me, it's more a lot of really sexual intrusive thoughts and potentially relationship-ruining thought trains.

ADHD and OCD makes my brain run overtime, and it's hard to explain how exhausting it is to even think when 95% of your thoughts aren't even relevant to your life. I could easily have all these thoughts within a single minute of my life.

[leafwateraddict]

Finished a short comic with that one bojack horseman audio.

Its been haunting me lately.

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[cuuzca]

ok i finally feel my blood pumping. want to jumpstart my life again after coming to a screeching halt with burnout and other issues i had going on. gonna start slow but i wanna start somewhere. thanks all for being there for me tho💖💖💖

[fiendishfyre]

The marauders friend group was only four. FOUR. Sirius, James, Remus, Peter. It's what makes their stories more tragic given what happens. Stop shoving people who don't belong into the group,

[honeypleasejustkillme]

so real.

[sad-leon]

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[amygdalae]

Are you on testosterone? Or just chest dysphoria?

im not on T (ive thought abt going on low doses but idk if i need the expenditure) but yea i get real bad chest dysphoria