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trying to write ch17 is like holding a brownie in front of a child and telling them to go eat pasta first. Like ok sure, pasta can be good if it's not time for dessert. I want to go write about a badass 19 year old with crippling self-worth issues whose annoying deity roommate keeps following him around and won't leave him alone to die. like. why should i write about a bunch of found family members trying to recuperate from bearing witness to the most horrifying boss fight, like, ever, while other pieces across time and space are being set into motion? Why should I?
it's my damn brownie, i want it now
#i'm fucking trying#i love these guys but dammit i want to go write sky#and do chapter summaries#and maybe write fluff#cuz im fucking tired#brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#my s&a brain is simultaneously happening and not happening what is this#what is this devilry#why can i not brain properly rn#i wish to brain#chicken scratch#smoke & ashes
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did you have fun? 😁
#gifs#ateez#gif#ateez gifs#spteez#kpop#kpop bg#kpop gifs#seonghwa#park seonghwa#seonghwa gifs#park seonghwa gifs#this live was so adorable#making this made me so fucking mad#i had to redo things like 20 times 😭#im so tired but i cldnt not do it#cuz if i didnt today i never wld…#anyws i love him#ALSO MINGI APPERANCE#i love my husband#also miss my irl husband#we’re sleeping tgt heh ok bye#atzedit#atzsource#i honestly dc tht ut looks weird
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Alastor in a nutshell during chapter 2 of "Chaggies Totally Legitimate 101 Dating Crash Course"
#Ive been working on these pictures since before I posted chapter 2#the backgrounds took me SO FUCKING LONG#backgrounds man#im not very happy with how the fireplace turned out in pic 6#but i decided to go with it anyway#cuz im tired#but here!!#fun stuff#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#the radio demon#lucifer morningstar#lucifer magne#radioapple#appleradio#vaggie hazbin hotel#vaggie#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin lucifer#fan art#my art#Just Kiss Already#allastoredoodles
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sleepless nights
#art#digital art#fanart#one piece#sanji#i uh. have been having a bit of insomnia the last week. sucks:/#and it made me think about sanji's sleeping habits and the fact he reportedly only gets 5h of sleep a night#i imagine that just like me he has a hard time quieting his mind:/#(and i may draw a pt 2 cuz i have an idea for it but i have an essay due tomorrow that i haven't even fucking started lol#due to the...u know... aforementioned insomnia problems...im just tired y'all#anyway i'll stop yapping now
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was thinking about Sonic and Shadow having their fucked up forms, and it made me sad that Silver was left out so here!!! he gets to be an angel <3
i was inspired to act on this idea and got some of the design ideas from this post by @kosmic-neptune !!
(dont mind the little guy in the top left, thats my friend he wanted to be in the drawing)
#twip draws#went with the solaris wings because 1: i wasnt sure i could fit three sets of wings on this bad boy and 2: they fuck severely#his cuffs are supposed to look like biblically accurate angels (<ik thats not the correct term for them but im tired and cant be bothered t#look it up) with chains coming off of them#sorta like. symbolically showing how hes chained to the future or whatever#gave his markings a bit of an expansion too#also no gloves or shoes cuz i thought itd look clunky#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#silver the hedgehog#this is so needlessly edgy LOLL but its ok i had fun <3 i like how this came out honestly#also ik its late at night hush i can post whenever i want idc about engagement
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therez thiz too ok im tired im going to bed
#ignore the chat in the firzt image iwaz ztreaming on dizc while drawing and tjingz got funky#regretevator#art#my art#regretavator#regretavator fanart#regretevator art#regretevator infected#regretevator unpleasant#unpleasant gradient#do i tag the people in chat#nah#what about gradientcube cuz of her zhirt.............no im not doing tha#shitpost#imzo fucking tired#HOWTHE FUCK DO I TAG WHATEVER IQUIT
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Little Sabo used to skitter around on all fours like some kind of cryptid creature, normally when sneaking around the Baltigo kitchens at night for a snack. Insert an image of Dragon going to the kitchen for a glass of water and turning the light on only to see Sabo with a leg of meat in his mouth frozen in the middle of the kitchen on all fours like some kind of feral beast and immediately turning the light back off and going back to bed.
#you can take the boy out of mount corvo but you cant take mount corvo out of the boy#dragons too tired for this shit#idk why but this is making me laugh so fucking hard#one piece#revolutionary sabo#revolutionary army#monkey d dragon#good dad dragon#he is a kreechur#really hope people understand the image in my head cuz im in tears from laughter
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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The fact I have to boot up totk AGAIN, honest to God yall after I make this one fuckass post it is au only I am not doing zelda discourse no more
#watching my own mutuals have bad faith takes on people who w#fucking agree with them and the way people are teying to pick out wording on something SO STUPID AND TRIVIAL is gonna dive me nute#NUTS ANYWAYS like the fact you have people trying to act like ezlo and navi are stupid and wrong and “didnt address eveything” is fucking#insane an obtoose like this is coming from bitches who have SEEN THEIR POSTS ON SIMILAR SUBJECTS BEFORE#like this all boils down to rynling was changing the plot to tp multiple diffrent times and calling people stupid for not subscribing to he#fanfic on what LITERALLY HAPPENED IN THE GAME#like i will adress all the shit around it IN DETAIL because i need it to go out as a HEY to my moots but like PLEASE GUYS I LOVE YALL WHAT#IS THIS#like sorry i said “we” when i should of said RYNLING#i didnt wanna be mean and tbh i do not care if i burn a bridge or piss them off#at this point but its crazy hoe many of you have shit talked her to me and then act like she didnt have a bad faith and like fucking insane#reading of what and i say again LITERALLY HAPPENED IN TWILIGHT PRINCESS#Something stupid big and im very tired of the vauge posting coming from people i like very much#like full on this shit js ridiculos and this is my final straw when it comes to zelda discussion. do not @ me#and ive hated direct comfrontation and shit and discorrse to begin with cuz it was usually some dumbfuck zelinker being RACIST#but apprently its now picking words apart. i will be as careful in my wording as possible but make no mistake this was about rynlings post#first and foremost and just getting things wrong about when the histoy of light and shadow line and just MIDNA in general#and its been conisistantly wrong since 2019 and mf yes im tag talking i aint taking up a dashboard#can you tell im very frustrated? im helping ezlo argue with white leftists who will ask you if you hate waffles when you say i like pancakes
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"I gotta have you talk about Barkov a little bit... 'cuz, you know, he's your Captain but like... What should we know that we don't know about this guy? He's so quiet, he keeps a low profile—I'm sure that's by design—but he's the quietest, incredible superstar that...When Chris Pronger was working there (VP of Hockey OPs/Senior Advisor from 2017-2020), I remember he used to say to me, 'Hey, this guy is a Top 5 player in the game.' Even when nobody was even putting him in the Top 10 at that time, you know? But what makes him so great? What do you know about him now that you thought you knew before you got there?" "You know, well, everything—because I'm with you! I knew he was in the league, I knew he was a great player but playing on the other side—I'd see him play twice a year and I wouldn't watch that much and I had no appreciation for how good he was. But the answer—I'm gonna give you an answer about Barkov and it's not gonna be good enough... 'cuz I can't answer that question about him yet, I still haven't gotten to figure it out. I don't know to do it justice but he's this extreme perfect blend of absolutely no ego and an incredible drive to be better at the same time. So usually the guys that are really driven have a bit of an ego. Ego's not bad always, right? Maybe I'm using the wrong word to describe it but he will put his teammates and his—everything—first, and it won't bother him one bit! That's exactly the way he wants it! He doesn't want to be the first guy out, he doesn't want to—it's not that he doesn't want to do interviews because of the media! Talk to this guy! You walk in our room—you don't know hockey and you don't know names—you can't tell if he's the 1st forward or the 13th forward by the way he treats people. That's absolutely the truth! And the reason he's not appreciated as much as a player is: I have never, ever once seen him even remotely cheat to the offensive side of the game to score a point. He just won't do it. That doesn't mean he's sitting back defensively! He doesn't give a rat's ass about his point totals, he just wants to win. So he's never gonna put the numbers up that he could. If Barky decided he was gonna generate points—if somebody'd convince him, 'Hey, Barky! If you just cheat the game and score—we'd got a better chance of winning!' I don't know, [he'd put up] 120, 130 points? Like he is brilliant but he will never, ever put the game—you know, what? He wouldn't put himself in front of the game. The game demands certain things and you can't get past that no matter how good you are. There are certain things you got to do in this game and usually those are hard things... he'd never once put himself in front of the game." "You can't score 120 or 130 without cheating a little bit, right? It's just a real—" "Yeah, except those guys don't call it cheating! They call it anticipating. Bad players cheat, good players anticipate." "They see things before they happen, Paul! That's what happens!" "Exactly, exactly!"
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 9.24.24 (x)
#paul maurice#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#woe paul waxing poetic about sasha for (looks at stopwatch) almost 3 minutes be upon ye#this specific segment is so special to me#“im gonna give you an answer about Barkov and its not gonna be good enough cuz I can't answer that question about him yet”#PAUL#my favourite thing about all of this is even in a hypothetical situation where sasha suddenly started scoring more points#hed have to be convinced into by a teammate and that its for the good of the team#you see paul realise none of this sounds realistic and then adds the whole hey barky! wed get a better chance of winning if you-#utterly hilarious paul was like this sounds too ooc of sasha i have to fix this#and then drops that fucking bombshell like jfc paulson#sasha no ego my beloved#do you remember when they brought up the whole baby barky thing to paul and he started going on a whole monologue about#how different lundy and sashas games are and that ssha will always ALWAYS put the team first in all his decisions#and lundy differs in that sometimes he'll be more offensively minded if and when he can#yeah? yeah :)#also the anticipating bit#you can tell paul is relaying what players have been whining to him for years when he scolds them not to cheat LMAOOO#LIKE OKAY PAUL YOU ARE SO TIRED HUH#also rat's ass. topical!#he doesnt give a rat's ass about points but he certainly does care about one (1) special rat's ass#also this man monologues for so long i love him but please let me live man
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im literally so sick to death of finding out the person who was telling my friends im into incest with zero proof to make them block me, while telling everyone i accused them of being a pedo to make them block me, literally posted on their blog my fucking name saying if youre friends with fray block me, AND allowed people who dislike me already to misgender me to them without correcting their pronoun usage despite previously being my friend and knowing my pronouns, is constantly posting i am the victim woe is me i isolated myself and no one likes me anymore posts and saying theyre leaving tumblr to come back 5 hours later fucking weekly or straight up remaking over and over, all because you cannot fucking apologise for the shit you did, not even just to me but multiple people you wronged, OFC PEOPLE DONT LIKE YOU youre a chronic fucking liar who runs away when you get caught in your lies, WHOS COOL WITH MISGENDERING TRANS FOLKS IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#fray.txt#ive kept my mouth shut on this for MONTHS but i am fucking TIRED#ask me who it is if u want i dont fucking care i am SICK to death#of STILL encountering people who shyly ask me if im into incest- something i am a victim of and intensely triggered by#the amount of people who blocked me but came back cuz they felt guilty for not asking my side first#then saw i have like 20 screenshots of proof that everything u were spreading about me is LIES - and i still have them btw!#and apologises profusely to me cuz u were literally just SAYING SHIT and i screenshotted EVERYTHING#like yeah maybe i would have forgiven u if u had ever once apologised and owned up for it#but i just hear thru the grapevine ur posting shit on tumblr like 'i did this to myself .. im so lonely ... no one likes me..' I WONDER WHY
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sorry for lack of art
havent drawn in days and making this doodle caused me so much distress- have a thing i finished a while back going up later today but otherwise i dont know when im gonna get anything else out
couldn't even get a sad leo sketch complete without almost melting down </3
#sad•leonart#sona#sona art#felt bad for being so fucking quiet recently but also i feel like utter fucking trash#im so goddamn tired#so have this#honestly the only reason this blog is still here is cuz im too damn depressed to like anything else other than turtles atm#gonna stop rambling now before it turns into a full on vent#o7#also no anniverary art probably#because like hell im gonna contribute to my shitty feelings by putting spoons into a piece no one gives a shit about </3
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"Dywh served no narrative purpose outside of breaking up puppylove and upstage because it's never brought up again in any meaningful way and really should've been replaced and/or written differently" and "male victims of s/a from female perpetrators need their stories to be told and taken seriously instead of being relegated to a scene set up seemingly for shock value (see sexy baby costume and no effort to address the trauma of this scene later as bmc was never going to Be A Story About That)" and "Chloe is a tragic and complex character that pins most if not all of her self-worth on being desirable as a conventionally attractive teenage girl and it makes her act out in cruel ways (bringing down the other girls around her and trying to sleep with her best friend's boyfriend on her ex's parents' bed to rile up said ex)" and "while Chloe should've backed off sooner and the alcohol is no excuse for her actions, her drunken mind had very little way of knowing that Jeremy wasn't interested as the squip FORCED him to participate in something he didn't want and is MORE at fault for deliberately ignoring his pleas to 'make it stop' than Chloe getting mixed messages and not understanding what Jeremy wanted when the squip MADE him stay, drink, and kiss her" are all sentences that can and should coexist.
Including the tags in the actual post because I'm not gonna have anyone try to twist my words against me
#also calling chloe a rapist when she didnt even Do The Thing is wild. yes she still assaulted jer but not all s/a is rape#not to mention she gave up bc it was never about ACTUALLY banging him. making jake THINK she did was all she cared about in the end#yes it was still gross. no im not defending it. im saying dont act like chloe was the ONLY ONE assaulting jer. he was getting tag-teamed#bmc did not have the time to handle the scene with the grace and care it needed#but can we talk about how the squip violates jer's autonomy SEVERAL times in the show and yall seem real quiet about that#narratively the story couldve focused harder on the absolute horror of having something else control your body#JUST so that dywh has a through-line and isnt just haphazardly slapped in there#'oh but you made the connection! you get it!' so why are YALL massacring a teenager for one badly utilized scene?#mj says shit#fuck it i AM fandom tagging this one cuz i am So Tired#be more chill#do you wanna hang
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Rusians hit the fucking center of my city Dnipro, the train station with tram and bus turnaround where thousands of people go through every day, often completely filling in every possible open space. What the fuck. There are dead children
#russian agression#russia is a terrorist state#russian invasion of ukraine#petrotalk#what the actual fuck dude#i dnt have words#im so tired of them just killing us cuz no one does anything about it
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paramore was right im always running out of time
#have to leave at 17:40 to go to my friends house#the beef goes off today so i was gonna cook at 13:00#but the kitchen was dirty and i hate cooking in a dirty kitchen#so i cleaned and that took an hour and a half cuz i had to do laundry as well#then i was tired so i went to lie down and take a break before i cooked#Then my sister came down and made her own food for an hour and made the kitchen messy again ☹️#she used like four fucking bigass pots so i had to clean all that shit so i’d have something to cook with#Now suddenly it’s 17:08 i have no fucking time!!!!!#So i either cook when im home which will be late#or i just forget about the beef and let it expire#fml .. there needs to bd more hours in the day
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