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Caitlyn literally went to war for the cooch. Caitlyn LOST AN EYE FOR THE COOCH. She set the bar imo.
#‘She caused the war!’ That’s arguable but ykw I’ll give it to you a LITTLE BIT#That is still my girl#She saw her butch and was re-radicalized on the spot don’t pmo#Idk how people say that she should’ve apologized and she didn’t do enough and she’s beyond redemption#She’s not even asking to be redeemed cuz she knows she can’t be!!!!! She literally says no one can just get rid of their mistakes!!!!!#Or something like that#she doesn’t say sorry because it literally wouldn’t MEAN anything. She’s here for the cause and DO SOMETHING about her mistakes#And all the mistakes that led to her privilege#Idk what else I could’ve wanted from her tbh#She released the person that murdered her mother. She didn’t even put jinx in prison!!!! She was in a bunker below the kirammansion !!!!!#Why do they even have a bunker lmao#Anyway doesn’t matter#I feel like we really don’t have to forgive Caitlyn and that’s simply not what she’s asking for#Maybe I’ll make a fr post about this soon lol but for now I’m ranting in the tags#caitvi#Arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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i love how much Bepo balances Law out...Law is so capable, smart, collected - so impressive in every way, mr got-my-shit-together
And then you find that person closest to him - person that this Mr. Perfect chose is Bepo...so unconventional in both looks and personality, weepiest cutest baby
(that is capable of very impressive navigation feats - smart!!! and is a strong fighter, but he doesnt act like it!!! he acts like a CUTE LITTLE GIRL!!)
its the best i love them so much
#ppl calling law a loser and think that he is like 2 sec from having a breakdown at any time get mad at this but idk what you are doing here#i dont agree with your idea of 'giving him depth' like this and i never will#he is deep enough to me from canon. and he is Very Cool. Deadass u guys should see me as one of the 'dudebros' cuz i AM#just happen to be a fujo too#lawbepo#talking to rev then reposting the thought here slightly reworded again lol#i love gushing abt lawbepo being so cute and special and perf
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ok bro so i don't know how to make this post SDJFHSH and say hi hello i missed everyone without being awkward and facing cricket noises since it's been over a year since i’ve logged in LMFAO and ppl still following r gonna be like ??? but .... ASKDUSDL HELLO!!!!! 🙂↕️ to everyone that is still here ... <3
I MISSED YA'LL SM OMG ;---; i hope some of you still remember me so this won’t be too awkward 🙂↕️🙏
on that note!!!! i have returned because i have really bad gojo and isagi brainrot since rewatching/rereading jjk + getting into bllk
+ i have so many fics i have completed that i want to post !!! i have been cooking in isolation and after much needed self-growth and love in writing <3 ;v; (gojo, isagi, and nanami ones mostly lmaoo AND ALSO A SUKUNA SERIES I WANT TO POST) AND IDK WHAT TO POST FIRST LOL
also to the mutuals (that remain... <3) please do not be alarmed if u see me in ur notifs reblogging fics for my current faves and yapping in ur tags 🙂↔️ like in the next few days LMFAO i have been deprived of reading good fic for soooo long bruh and now im like. I NEED TO READ FOR GOJO AND ISAGI SO BAD…. i missed fic so bad...
would ya'll be chill if i posted writing out of the blue here lmao and changed my username ??... it wouldn't be too awkward ?? 🙂↔️ (for the username i will change it in a few days despite my impatience so i give everybody like a chance to get used to me being on their dash so it won't be too alarming LMAOO)
#i am way too lazy to make a new blog from scratch lol#idk how to post its been so long KSJDFHS (ALSO WHY IS TUMBLR SO SKINNY NOW LIKE THE DASH IS SO NARROW IM LIKE CONFUSED LMFAOO???)#also tf r community labels what is this... saw a notif on a dumb shitpost of mine and it is labeled?? as that KJHDSF idk what that means#so much as happened in the past year idek where to start but i am here to stay if u will have me ^_^ <3#HELP IM BEING SO AWKWARD THIS WILL GO AWAY THE MORE I POST I JUST. whew getting this post out into the dash is nerve wracking bro lmfaoo#over a year completely away from tumblr was strange cuz idk how to behave LOL#i do wanna post here so i just wanted to make this post in advance and like greet everyone and interact w everybody so its not too-#-awkward once i start posting writing and reblogging n such LMAOO#and also posting blog maintenance stuff :3#KSJDHF LETS RIP THE BANDAID OFF AS THEY SAY#i am so excited !!!!!#i thought about some of u guys while being away from the app and just kjshdf i hope some of u r still here ;___;#i've also figured my interests n stuff out a lot this past year...#found out im bi gender also so. weeee ...
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i forgot grunt meant like henchman or whatever for a second i thought they were like yeah leonas bitch ass grunts and growls are partial proof to savanaclaw being an athletic leaning dorm lol
#well they also say that in the game not just the manga jkdlfhsdkl like in azuls union bday card#ace was like oh yeah ok you dont wanna be in savanaclaw cause theyre more athletic oriented right#and azul was like NO IM TALKING ABOUT THE SUN SHUT UP!!! jsdklfhsdklfj#anyway i was on the wiki cuz i was trying to remember what their dorm's trait thing is like according to the mirror but i DONT SEE IT.#i rememeber i get it confused with pomesiores . like i think one of theirs is tenacity . but idr which one LOL#the other is maybe endurance...????#that doesnt sound right. i feel like it was broader than that#WAIT I LIED IT DOES SAY IT AT THE TOP i just. missed that part. it IS tenacity lol#what the fuck was pomefiore then....#oh ya theirs according to the wiki is UNRELENTING EFFORTS which i think i did see sometimes written as like endurance or fortitude or smthn#anyway. savanaclaw and pomefiore's ~core value~ always felt similar to me. but also maybe i just dont know what words mean <3#not in a 'theyre too similar' way like i do think theyre different. i just think it's INCH RESTING when things r like#theyre similar. theres overlap. but theres enough distinction to put them apart#actually them being similar in some regards does feel reinforced by the rook hunt situation like he went from one to the other#and seems to be thriving regardless.... we're onto something here...#hmm what were the others.. i think heartslabyul was strictness...#ok the wiki says severity i think ive seen either eng or a translation that called it strictness lol but severity i feel like is maybe#better word choice.. just a lil... nuances nuances whatever anyway idr the others. actually wait no i know octavinelles is like#benevolence bc azul keeps mentioning it- the wiki says compassion. lol. idk if i just keep remembering close enough or like#remembering fan vs official tls. i think the wiki is doing its own direct tl and not engtwst but moving ON#scarabia is deliberation... ignihyde is diligence... diasomnia is elegance???#why is diasomnia the only one that didnt sound familiar At All LOL i dont REMEMBER THAT ONE#i remembered vaguely what scarabia was bc they make a point of mentioning it in like end of 4 or start of 5?#when they were like yeah we value foresight or w/e in scarabia so jamil hasnt been ousted right away. i like scarabia their#way of showing the different ways deliberation works with like jamil vs how it does in kaliim vs the npcs#like theyre all different ppl but still fit that criteria in their own unique ways.... hell yeah...#anyway yay i got ONE right on the nose [as the wiki has it listed anyway lol] thanks savanaclaw
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obsession with brevity and haphazardly attempting to file really extensively written characters into little boxes kills literary analysis at the stem. when you write down tcmc as just’abuser and victim’ you are actively disrespecting the media u r claiming to have a good read on and its vry audacious to also get mad at ppl for not understanding or agreeing w your 280 character parody of who these characters supposedly are
#vagueposting anti tcmcers#cuz I was scrolling threw my old posts and got mad again#omgawhocares#I just think it’s silly. if you want to be mad about this ship please do it but u guys have to stop taking the nuance out of it#it’s not black and white like this. that’s not the story that’s written in the show you’re watching. it’s silly to say so#but idk#maybe speaking to a wall here. just my thoughts#txt#i ws thinking ab that post that’s like’Omg who’s idea was it to ship manipulator and victim oml’ like well. well that’s not whats happening#but I do think that ‘I’m more media literate then you!’ is such a stupid removed-from-reality argument to make so I won’t try to lol
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porch time porch time woowoo !! :D
#just me hi#this is nice hvhs :3#sometimes i forget cuz we've always lived so close together but i MISS my alone-lone time hbshf#alone-lone time is like zero people zero people noises. alone time is like. i can still hear you lol#and i don't like putting on shoes all the time. very hassley i'm giving that a four pfk :)#we moved from the city and augh. aaaoighdhsuaha hbsh#i'm actually really surprised i didn't go insane during the two year transition here because Oh Boy#though you know what i think i did pay in others ways i haven't thought of yet so hehe :> puzzle for later!#ik the first year sucked absolute gravel like Yikes hdhsb#/but Anyway ouhhhhh porch time !! :D#n i can listen to my music out here too.. very cool.. :D#plus the nature and such things lol#there are these cats that keep trying to get at our cats food so i'm low-key looking out for them#//oh and i need to get a trim#or maybe i'll let it grow out again to do somethin fun with it!! that'd be cool but idk if i wanna do long again fish#it was. not so fun lol#the last straw was that i kept trapping it under my elbows when i tried to get up. treacherous hfbsh#//but ye gonna go back to drawing :33#i like drawing centaurs lol :DD
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sorry people can do whatever they want but i think its so silly when people have in their bio like "dni if you like ships that i dont like, or hc characters as things i dont hc them as"
like what do u.. mean.. what do u mean? what, does it make u feel like a character is cheating on their partner when u see them shipped with someone else or something?? does it make u feel like theyre being misgendered when someone uses pronouns for them that dont match up with the gender u decided they r in ur head? im so genuinely confused
#u hate other hcs/ships so badly that you block people who dont like exclusively the same ones as u ???#idk its just so crazy to me#like some of my favorite people on here r diehard shippers of things i dont like and who cares#i dont like tor*sai or kub*kai but that doesnt stop me from interacting with cool as fuck shippers#i guess maybe im an exception because the two ships i dont like are two of the most popular ships in the fandom LOLLLL#plus im a multishipper and like polyships that incoude the ships i dont like LOL#like im such a diehard yumekaiyasu shipper even though i dont like kub*kai- and polypsychickers too !!#sorry sorry ok i want on a tangent#do whatever u want though#wtvr#i saw someone be like 'dni if u ship teruhashi with any man cuz i see her as a lesbian'#like im sorry what#dni because what ??? dni because u think their ships r wrong ? uh- i mean okay i guess#WHATEVERRRR BYEEE#cmon everypony smile smile smile fill my heart up with sunshine sunshine all i really needs a smile smile smile from these happy friends#meows post
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desire? in this economy??
#bros mad#depressio hours here#naw cuz i came across the q 'what do u desire? if u could get anyrhing? what w it be?'#n went immidietly that should i ask my baby dog back but realized that no i dont#i couldnt go trough it twise#n idk#realized i would never try to bring anyone back from death#like i could lol#but idk if i even have a say in that cuz i did make a deal like this once but we shall see how that one ends tbh#but yeah#im loosing my mind#nvm#lom
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#going back to school tmrw and i obviously have Feelings™️ abt that#warning this is a vent? post? idk not really cuz i'm not sad nor do i need comfort and theres nothing for me to really vent about but#well! i suppose you can just call it a way for me to talk about my feelings a little. but the way i am right now? i'm actually fine so if#anyone reads this then don't worry! ya know but. anyways this morning i woke up and overheard something i shouldntve#and for a moment (and what feels like the veryyy first time in my life) i considered if it was worth it to kms LOL a bit overdramatic right#to clarify i WOULD NEVER. i do not want to die but just! very briefly‚ i thought it’d be better if i did#(only for that short short short moment) did i consider if it was truly the best thing to do. like there was a possibility i really would#but i know i would never actually#and now i just wonder what i should do! i guess. like where do i go from here? what am i supposed to do to cope?#how do i get better? very obviously i don’t wanna get stuck in the same sad loop of self pity or anything!#so when therapy isn’t an option‚ and school (an unavoidable) seems to be 85% of the problem‚ what CAN i do if not just tolerate it?#what option is there for me? reach out to my friends? i feel like talking it out doesn’t do anything for me anymore#my calendar is littered with small events and reminders just so i can get by. when does it get better? where do i go from here because it#very much feels like i'm going to be stuck in this cycle forever. i know theres good intentions but i am Very tired of hearing#people say they're there for me and articles telling me to go outside and touch the flowers i!#i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i think i'm going to have to live with this feeling forever actually#but i really do want to get better. i suppose i just don’t know how#⠀mika’s chatroom !⠀
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Not to be an absolute hardass and a bitch but- every time i open this app i get bombarded by Kingdom Hearts and TWEWY opinions that have no business being so judgy and mean lol, y'all need to chill tf out and let people do what they want. Whether that's calling characters by their "canon" names or not, or even just drawing two identical characters with distinguishing characteristics. Its not hurting anyone and all these complaints absolutely reek of whiny baby syndrome lmao. Just a thought ✌️✌️
#im not adding the actual fandom tags cuz im already putting a target on my back even making this post lol#idk im just gettin real tired of fandom nonsense when i use social media simply for art and memes#not people throwing a hissy fit over other people doing what they want#and i will say i use the block button VERY regularly on here so its not like its just one or two people#its a TON of people in both fandoms absolutely flooding my dash with nonsense so im just having to go#block. block. block. block.#anyways enough rambling from me im going back to the shadows
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cooked
#IM COOKED#went geocaching w him last night#was super fun literally spent hours doing it got dinner n whatnot#hes so. cute#his nose is so pretty.#dying over here#I QUITE VERY MUCH LIKE YOU A LOT#WHAT#my brother in christ#had a phone call w my dad in front of him n uhhhhh#dad was like so i heard you got a boyfriend :)#THE WAY WE BOTH WERE SO EMBARRASSED AND WALKED AWAY FROM EACH OTHER#CHRIST#we are planning on getting married#AND WERE LIKE THE SAME. IN SO MANY WAYS#not even just him agreeing w me (a problem) like hell say his view on slmething and im like damn me too....#LIKE I ASKED IF HE WOULD EVER WANT KIDS OR WHAT#AND HE WAS LIKE I COULD BE HAPPY WITH OR WITHOUT#IF AN ACCIDENT HAPPENS AND IM PREPARED ID LIKE TO KEEP IT THO#AND I WAS LIKE DAMN ME TOO!!!! Wtaf#maybe thats a common belief to have idk#fuck. i like him so much#i slept at his house lol#ohhhh my goooooood#no sex cuz parents....#woke up at 6 cuz he had work obv#tuesday is my friday but tuesday is his tuesday lol#AND HIS CAT WAS SNUGGLED IN BETWEEN MY LEGS#AND JUST BEING HELD ALL NIGHT??? AND HES DOING THE CARESSING BACK THING???#insane
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Ah thank fuck its overcast
#it was kinda warm this morning which usually means its gonna be hot as fuck#so i left my car windows cracked a bit#cuz it was also sunny#but the clouds have moved in and saved me from being cooked alive in my car at lunch#and thankfully it has not been raining#trying to decide if i should roll up the windows just in case it does tho....#theres a 53% right now. and it wont be back over 50% til 4 and ill already be home by then.........#eh ill take my chances#if i happen to glance at the windows and it looks stormy ill run out and roll them up#but i think itll be fine as long as theres not like s torrential down pour#also just texted in to schedule time off for some appointments and my trip to Minnesota in august#hopefully jessica messages me back about it today lol#idk if i need to tell anyone HERE#they told me what to do if im sick but not if i need to schedule time off for anything#i need to check the document manpower gave me when i started cuz i have no idea who my supervisor is#is it Isabella? steph? somebody i havent actuallt met? idk#they dont seem to know when other people that started with or after me are going to be gone#and several of them are gone a lot
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Pissy cuz I got re2 on my switch like a damn moron without really properly reading the description and it’s a version that requires internet connection to run and so I couldn’t even fight the first zombie cuz of how awful the game was cutting out 😭
#the klock keeps ticking#the good news is the game was on sale and i didnt spend actual money cuz i had funds from a gift card#but like. i still wasted 15 gift card dollars that i couldve used for a game that didnt need internet to work#i am such a fooool why didnt i read the description it like said it in big letters REQUIRES INTERNET TO WORK#i was just so excited to see the pretty leon and the pretty claire 🥺#maybe if i go somewhere with good internet i can try again aksjka but yeah lol trying it here is hopeless#our internet is sooo bad i was playing as leon and it starts with the gas station convenience store#couldnt walk and move the camera it was very laggy and the game kept flashing at me like BAD CONNECTION GRRRRRR#then when i went to shoot the funny zombie like damn i must hold the world record for worst attempt at a tutorial enemy ever#i obviously couldnt aim cuz the zombie was moving and everything i did was lagging behind and also when i went to shoot#i literally get possessed and just shot all my bullets at the wall like what the hell whyd i do that 😭#so yeah my fear of playing these games cuz i dont think id be very good at them is more than justified aljdks#im still upset though like i wanted to play this game dammit this sucks#idk why the switch version is like that it sucks and i am mad and angy 👺
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#think my feelings'll have to come to an end soon#but idk why im so reluctant to do so..what im still holding on to..#idk man#we are friends!! real good ones at that#and a year ago i never would have imagined!!#but ithink to me its clear from her end that it was never anything more than that for her#even if sometimes for me i hoped and hoped#cant seem to let go of that hope completely#even though im thankful in so many ways like#i cant seem to convince myself right now this is enough#im like#being mentally not ill is so hard too cuz#i want to be like 'oh ofc it makes sense shes not interested in me who would be'#and its so easy to think that#and have that be the calming thought that shuts down delusion#its so much harder for me to say shes not into u but thats okay there might be someone else in the future#what that implies i have absolutely no fucking idea#i dont wanna do dating apps yall like#everything abt it feels so unappealing#i actually genuinely wanna go down the friends to lovers route but god is it so painful.#and seeing how successful ive been in making friends thus far uhh...#finding someone else to kinda even start being attached to that isnt her in a non platonic sense is hard#like w her the feelings too are just very deep#there are casual crush moments here and there for sure i think but nothing thats quite felt like this#and it kinda sucks lol#how are you supposed to find someone#i also wanna. be okay with. not finding someone#and god for the longest time in my life i was okay with that but now im not and its so unfamiliar and idk how to reconcile it#honestly i wanna be someones go to person#but no one wants to be that for me i think so ive been trying to become that person for myself but
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really wish i had ppl who gave a shit about my stuff 🫶
#not to vent here i just wonder if my stupid shit is good enough for people to like#like idk man i dunno whats true or not anm i cant exactly talk about these forever but i want to bc i got attached#just#i work so hard only to get nothing out of it#and theres inly so few people who appreciate it and im happy they do it for me and i love them for it#but i cant help this damn feeling lol#and yes it IS fc related cuz its just something i really care about making from#no matter how stupid or ridiculous#its still something j really like writingr and drawing for#but nobody really is here to listen#anyway#chase and ava chapter outlines r almost 40 and im nowhere near done LMAO#and if i ever get to finish it before july#ill be happy enough#and also if i hit far cry 7 again….. thatll be saved for next year if im still into it lol#but im writing that too#i wont get anything out of this#nobody’s going to see it#or care#i accepted it but it doesnt mean i dont feel sad about it lmao#but hey at least im sad for this and not like. utterly suicidal#haha :’)
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