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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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actually I do love getting comments on my criticisms of the pjo show that are like "it feels like you're just nitpicking" cause its like yeah I sure am!! welcome to the blog!!!
#some are sincere criticisms some are nitpicks but besties#what can I say im critical of the content being produced#its not that the show is bad its just that it could be sooooo much better <3#so yeah im gonna complain about it lmao#I mean this with sincerity: cultivate your online experience and block me if you're not having a good time!#or filter the tag: pjo show crit#pjo show crit#like trust me I wish I was as happy with the show as a lot of the fans seem to be#but here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Even people who hate bkdk can’t stop talking about it
#like if you hate it just stop engaging???? why put yourself squarely in the middle of something that doesn’t make you happy?#unless what makes you happy is starting beef I guess????#bkdk#bakudeku#terminally online problem but it’s your job to cultivate your online experience
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i wish all people who use others' art as a means for financial profit a very fucking kill yourself. i mean it.
#just found out that this one motherfucker was making my skk art into stickers on redbubble and selling them online? with success?#like they were actually making a fucking money from it? money that should be directed towards ME bc those were MY blood sweat and tears#that went into the work. MY talent and skill and experience that i have cultivated over the years to produce something#where does one get the fucking audacity to even COMPREHEND DOING this#i am literally bitter beyond words. absolutely seething with anger#i just. i have no words. this a new level of vile#bsd fandom is absolutely HORRID when it comes to miscrediting and stealing and just overall treating artists like SHIT#i NEVER had a reposting issue when i was in genshin. or persona. or anything else ever#but NOW i have to deal with every other ask in my inbox being like “oh lotus your art was reposted :(”#IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT
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We are Pro Don't Like? Then Mind Yo Fucking Business! in this house.
#I wholly support don't like/don't read#or don't like/don't look#cultivate your own online experiences#misc
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I have a general dislike for you. Not a strong one but there are some serious problems. I'm not going to block you but I will cease interaction.
HELLO???
#??? who sent this??#fascinating. i dont even know who you are. anon i want to study you like a bug (this is why you ceased interaction probably)#i’d appreciate it if anon could come off anon just so i could see who decided i have problems. or saying what said problems are#but uh. you do you anon! i’m proud you’re cultivating your online experience i guess?#i talk
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You ever have those interests that you seldom talk about or interact with the fandom? Anyway I want my Welcome Home mutuals to know that Barnaby is my favorite :3
#I was really put off by the fandom in the early days (if you know you know) and some things about it still make me wince#Inb4 'cultivate your online experience' bro I tried#Im just a casual enjoyer of only the source material I guess#malhare.txt
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im sorry are we making the concept of whumpfic problematic now??where is my fucking go nuts show nuts website. GUYS.
#have i not cultivated my online experience enough??#guys its a time honored tradition to put your blorbos in a blender. its ok its part of life.
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idk i think that just bc someones blog is public that doesnt mean youre entitled to follow it. especially if its just another random person on the internet. if they say "dont follow me if i dont know you" i think the proper response is oh okay! i wont follow you then.
what u dont do is make a vague post whining about "what is follow culture coming too; is this what we're doing now????; why is their blog even public then 🙄"
what does it matter to you. youre literally two strangers on the internet. if you hate it so much just block them and move the fuck on!!!
#ensposts#its soooo stupid to me that ppl get so mad abt how other ppl try to set their online boundaries. like just ignore/block the other person#and move tf on ‼️‼️‼️ you have your own online experience to cultivate and youre gonna spend it whining abt how other ppl cultivate theirs?#get ooooover it buddy!!!!!#i am aware that im being a hypocrite by also vagueing an internet stranger. but i already blocked them so love and light <3
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Was just having a conversation with my friends the other day about how difficult it is to be a fan of things nowadays and actually avoid spoilers and so in preparation I blocked/muted literally every jjk tag I could think of across sites and somehow I still immediately open tiktok to spoilers (which is not too surprising as tiktok has literally the WORST filtering system I've seen, like even tumblr has their shit together better than that). But anyway it just kinda makes me sad that it's almost impossible to be online now and actually enjoy things at your own pace? It makes me think of when Netflix drops whole seasons and suddenly it's a race to binge everything so you don't get spoiled and I do think it's actively killing our enjoyment of things. Obviously this case is a lil different, the leaks still come out on a weekly basis but I think there's really something to be said about reading a finished product rather than seeing 25 blurry images of the same panel with iffy translations
#and sure i could just not go online ever#but also when ive taken literally every precaution possible and you know#do my best to cultivate the online experience i want#i should not still be walking through a mine zone#and like im lucky obviously in the fact that i am a manga reader so its not like i only watch the anime and am hugely spoiled#but its still fucking annoying#and also just such a huge shift from how leaks used to be treated?#like im not dumb leaks have been around for sooo long and thats fine whatever#but even just like#two years ago i could expect all the leaks and spoilers to be tagged and passed around in such a way that i could avoid them#but now#god i think the assumption is just that everyone wants to see the leaks#and because no one knows how to shut up#as soon as the leaks come out EVERYONE talks about them and theres the inherent fear that youre missing something now#that your not part of the moment#but omg#maybe the way i want to discover information is when i read it when and how the author intended#which of course#bold words from a chronic pirater i am aware of the irony there#but even in those instances im not reading leaked information its all so#fkfjshfhdosos#anyway#the consensus is learn how to use the tagging system and also maybe learn how to be quiet
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a little piece of advice that if you're genuinely enjoying the show and don't really want to see criticism of it, you, in fact, do not have to read nor respond to a post wherein the very first sentence states "my most critical opinions on the pjo show so far"
#hope this helps!#the way people are complaining about the criticism you'd think someone is holding them at gunpoint to interact with it alsdfkjasdf#also my criticism literally does not have to effect your enjoyment at all#cultivate your online experience and block me I believe in you#pjo show crit
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mm you know I think maybe the second you start belittling other people over their differing opinions than you, is the time someone needs to log out and go take a nappy, y'know?
#nym speaks#saw a post on here about sw. and like. oh yeah I have my opinions on stuff.#yeah I am a kvetcher. I am a complainer.#in secret. not in public for the most part.#but y'know what I don't do? I don't go around acting like I'm better than other people for it#Because I'm not an arrogant asshole#do. better. cultivate not just your online experience but your fandom experience. Don't like it? Don't watch it babes!#No one is holding a gun to your head saying u have to watch every damn show that comes out#if it sucks to you hit the bricks.
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hey buddy do you think the Wild West was a safe place to live or did you just not read my tags that are literally right there
No, kids should not have unsupervised acess to the internet. Yes, I got that and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. Its a paradox.
#you are pissing on the poor sir#everyone who is reading my tags & assuming i'm calling the old internet sunshine & rainbows is pissing on the poor#the POINT is that i had CONTROL over my experiences. i had my own corner of the internet that i cultivated#nowadays algorithms push it onto you & investors want the sites to make as much money as possible & advertisers want to sanitize it all#& even if you don't want to see something it usually will KEEP recommending it you. ESPECIALLY if you accidentally clicked on it once#youtube keeps recommending me far right content despite me repeatedly saying ''do not recommend'' for example#there are very few FREE PLAYGROUNDS (for all age groups) that aren't full of pay-to-win or Gambling Addiction Online#the modern internet is pushing for you to turn your brain off & it's working because soooo many of you believe that#missing the old internet is like. glorifying weird shit#when in reality it's just us saying ''i wish it was more of a buncha playgrounds instead of a shitty sidewalkless road full of billboards''#like dude yeah there were still shitheads back then. obviously there were. no one is saying there wasn't#we're saying we fucking hate capitalism you absolute buffoon
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This is a dangerous sentiment for me to express, as an editor who spends most of my working life telling writers to knock it off with the 45-word sentences and the adverbs and tortured metaphors, but I do think we're living through a period of weird pragmatic puritanism in mainstream literary taste.
e.g. I keep seeing people talk about 'purple prose' when they actually mean 'the writer uses vivid and/or metaphorical descriptive language'. I've seen people who present themselves as educators offer some of the best genre writing in western canon as examples of 'purple prose' because it engages strategically in prose-poetry to evoke mood and I guess that's sheer decadence when you could instead say "it was dark and scary outside". But that's not what purple prose means. Purple means the construction of the prose itself gets in the way of conveying meaning. mid-00s horse RPers know what I'm talking about. Cerulean orbs flash'd fire as they turn'd 'pon rollforth land, yonder horizonways. <= if I had to read this when I was 12, you don't get to call Ray Bradbury's prose 'purple'.
I griped on here recently about the prepossession with fictional characters in fictional narratives behaving 'rationally' and 'realistically' as if the sole purpose of a made-up story is to convince you it could have happened. No wonder the epistolary form is having a tumblr renaissance. One million billion arguments and thought experiments about The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas that almost all evade the point of the story: that you can't wriggle out of it. The narrator is telling you how it was, is and will be, and you must confront the dissonances it evokes and digest your discomfort. 'Realistic' begins on the author's terms, that's what gives them the power to reach into your brain and fiddle about until sparks happen. You kind of have to trust the process a little bit.
This ultra-orthodox attitude to writing shares a lot of common ground with the tight, tight commodification of art in online spaces. And I mean commodification in the truest sense - the reconstruction of the thing to maximise its capacity to interface with markets. Form and function are overwhelmingly privileged over cloudy ideas like meaning, intent and possibility, because you can apply a sliding value scale to the material aspects of a work. But you can't charge extra for 'more challenging conceptual response to the milieu' in a commission drive. So that shit becomes vestigial. It isn't valued, it isn't taught, so eventually it isn't sought out. At best it's mystified as part of a given writer/artist's 'talent', but either way it grows incumbent on the individual to care enough about that kind of skill to cultivate it.
And it's risky, because unmeasurables come with the possibility of rejection or failure. Drop in too many allegorical descriptions of the rose garden and someone will decide your prose is 'purple' and unserious. A lot of online audiences seem to be terrified of being considered pretentious in their tastes. That creates a real unwillingness to step out into discursive spaces where you 🫵 are expected to develop and explore a personal relationship with each element of a work. No guard rails, no right answers. Word of god is shit to us out here. But fear of getting that kind of analysis wrong makes people hove to work that slavishly explains itself on every page. And I'm left wondering, what's the point of art that leads every single participant to the same conclusion? See Spot run. Run, Spot, run. Down the rollforth land, yonder horizonways. I just want to read more weird stuff.
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Soo it happen again huh
#horrendous behavior and nobody wants to take responsibility#because is so much easier to keep this papá caliente game going on went some ‘side’ does something awful but is not their fault because#the other side has done something awful as well#and we just keep going and going and nobody ever does nothing to you know try and make this place of supposly fun less of a hell for everyo#seriously I want to smack so many people a tv show is not worth losing the sense of humanity#and you don’t have to be directly involved in whatever happens to be like mmm maybe this kind of behavior is not fucking normal#doing stuff as simply as cultivating your little corner without attacking anyone#oh they said an spec you don’t like oh they ship a ship don’t like well move on and let it be#(there the exception of when the discourse has stuff like racism misogyny or with doxing attacks that’s absolutely has to be called out )#yes you don’t send hate anon yes you don’t run a blog attacking people or participate in directly attack behavior#but maybe getting comfortable casually hating on fans of a ship maybe can normalize that behavior and maybe the people that need#to log off and learn how to be humans again will see that and get use to indirectly hating other fans creating mock names for them and mayb#when they stumble a blog of someone that is not ‘on their side’ they will feel more comfortable sending death threats and so out of touch#accusations#I overall stay away from drama I curate my experience but I have seen mentions this behavior from absolutely both sides both buddie mutual#bucktommy mutuals and multishippers being attacked#and nobody wants to take responsability they just throw the rock and said well the other side does it as well why should be the ones doing#we so easily call other behaviors but god fordib we take a moment to take a look into ours#what others do is not our responsability but the kind of enviorment we cultivates and endorse it is#I don’t think people who don’t do any of this attacking should take responsibility for it (like apologizing is what I saw was the apparent#Expectation) what I think is important is the overall recognition from both sides of hey under#no circumstance this behavior is okey and doing small simply stuff in our corner can help everyone have a better environment#And wells there’s still idiot people who are way to online and don’t understand nobody owns them to like the same ship or character#And that if you don’t agree with opinions you are not obligated to interact with that content simply as that I honestly don’t understand#What people sending death threats over characters genuinely hope to achieve#But maybe a little bit of excile of people perpetuating this can send the message hey this is not okey and I think is stronger if the call#Comes from inside the house#but if we go well is the other side fault every single time we are never getting out of this circle of toxicity#My two cents that probably nobody will read because of the lenght#911 discourse
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when the blog you love has you blocked
#like obviously i dont wanna care cos ya know cultivate your ideal online experience#but man :(#did i do something wrong#was i annoying in your notes#i want closure
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