#crystal x jan

[judebellswife]

A WORLD AWAY — Jude Bellingham

— pairing • dad!jude bellingham x mom!reader

— requested by anon (18 jan 2023)

— summary • Exhausted from the daily demands of taking care of their children, you feels overwhelmed and drained. Jude notices your fatigue and takes matters into his own hands, whisking you away on a surprise vacation to the other side of the world. In the serenity of a private paradise, you and Jude reconnect as a couple, far from the responsibilities of parenthood, finding comfort in each other’s company and rekindling their romance.

— warnings • Fluff, explicit sexual content (vanilla), mentions of exhaustion, emotional intimacy.

— charlotte’s note: i’m kinda bad at writing smut or like write about have sex in general 🙇🏻‍♀️

Life had become a whirlwind of responsibilities. You hadn’t had a full night’s sleep in months, between managing the house, chasing after your two children, and trying to carve out a moment of peace for yourself. Every morning, you felt like you were running on fumes, moving from one task to the next, just trying to keep everything afloat. Jude had been supportive, as always, but even with his help, the weight of motherhood was starting to overwhelm you.

You loved your children with all your heart, but it felt like you’d lost a part of yourself in the process. The exhaustion was more than just physical; it was emotional. Every day, you gave and gave, until there was nothing left for yourself. The spark in your eyes had dimmed, and Jude noticed.

One night, after the kids were finally asleep, you collapsed on the couch, staring blankly at the TV screen. Jude sat beside you, gently rubbing your back as you rested your head on his shoulder. You didn’t say much. You didn’t need to. He could feel how tired you were, how much you were struggling, even if you didn’t complain.

“Love,” he murmured, his voice soft and full of concern. “You’re completely drained. I can see it, and I hate seeing you like this. You’re always giving so much. Let me take care of you.”

You sighed, closing your eyes for a moment. “I’m just… tired, Jude. The kids, the house, everything. It’s like I haven’t had a second to just breathe.”

Jude pulled you closer, pressing a kiss to your temple. “I’ve got an idea. Let me spoil you for a bit, yeah?”

You looked up at him, confused but intrigued. “What do you mean?”

A mischievous smile tugged at the corners of his lips. “Pack a bag. Just the two of us. I’m taking you away.”

“Jude, we can’t. What about the kids?”

“My mum’s already agreed to take care of them for a few days. You need this, and so do I.” He gave you a reassuring grin. “Trust me. You deserve a break, love.”

Before you knew it, you were on a plane, flying halfway across the world to an unknown destination. Jude had kept everything a secret, and despite your initial reservations, excitement started to bubble inside you. The idea of leaving behind the chaos of everyday life — even just for a short while — was exhilarating.

After hours of travel, you finally arrived at your destination. When you stepped out of the plane, the warm ocean breeze hit your face, and you gasped. You were on a private island, the kind you’d only ever seen in travel magazines. The beach stretched out before you, with powdery white sand and crystal-clear waters that shimmered under the sun. A luxurious villa was nestled just a short walk from the shore, secluded and surrounded by lush greenery.

“Jude,” you breathed, unable to believe your eyes. “This… this is amazing.”

He smiled, wrapping an arm around your waist as he guided you towards the villa. “I wanted to take you somewhere where we could just be us. No kids, no stress. Just you and me.”

The villa was even more stunning inside, with its open-plan design, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the ocean, and a spacious balcony where you could watch the sunset. Everything felt perfect, like a dream.

For the first time in a long time, you felt like you could breathe. There were no little feet running around, no toys to pick up, no diapers to change. It was just you and Jude, with nothing but time.

The days passed slowly, in the best possible way. You and Jude fell into a rhythm that was all about relaxation. Mornings were spent walking along the beach, the gentle waves lapping at your feet as Jude held your hand, laughing and stealing kisses like you were a pair of teenagers in love. Afternoons were for lounging by the pool, with the sun warming your skin and Jude’s voice softly teasing you as he splashed water playfully. You’d laugh, feeling lighter than you had in months.

But it was the nights that felt the most intimate. After quiet dinners under the stars, you’d retreat to your villa, where the sound of the ocean lulled you into a sense of calm. It was in those moments that you and Jude reconnected, finding each other in the quiet spaces where your lives had been too loud before.

One particular evening, after a long day of exploring the island, you stood on the balcony of your villa, gazing out at the moonlit ocean. The air was warm, and the gentle breeze made the palm trees sway. Jude joined you, his arms wrapping around your waist from behind as he pulled you close, pressing his lips to the side of your neck.

“You look beautiful,” he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. “I’ve missed seeing you like this.”

You closed your eyes, leaning back against him, feeling the tension in your body melt away. “I feel like I can finally relax,” you whispered. “Thank you, Jude. I didn’t realize how much I needed this.”

He turned you around to face him, his hands resting on your hips as his eyes searched yours. “You’ve been incredible with the kids, with everything. But I want to take care of you too. You deserve that.”

You smiled softly, reaching up to cup his cheek. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

His eyes darkened with a mixture of love and desire as he leaned in, capturing your lips in a slow, tender kiss. It was the kind of kiss that reminded you of how deeply connected the two of you were, even after all the years and everything you’d been through. Slowly, his hands began to explore your body, his touch sending shivers down your spine.

Jude pulled you inside, his kisses growing more passionate as he guided you toward the bed. The air between you was thick with desire, but there was no rush. This was about the two of you, taking your time to rediscover each other.

You could feel the soft fabric of your dress falling away as Jude’s hands roamed over your skin. His touch was familiar, yet electric, igniting a fire inside you that you hadn’t felt in what seemed like forever. He looked at you like you were the most beautiful thing in the world, his gaze full of adoration and love.

As he lowered you onto the bed, his lips never leaving yours, your body responded to his touch with an intensity that surprised you. Each caress, each kiss, was slow and deliberate, as if he wanted to savor every moment with you. The way his hands moved over your body made you feel cherished, desired, and more connected to him than ever before.

When he finally joined you, his weight was a comforting presence above you, grounding you in the moment. The intimacy between you was sweet and slow, a reaffirmation of the love you shared. Every touch, every movement was filled with tenderness, a silent conversation between two people who had been through so much together and come out stronger on the other side.

Afterwards, as you lay in his arms, your head resting on his chest, you felt a deep sense of peace wash over you. The sound of his heartbeat, steady and reassuring, lulled you into a state of complete contentment. For the first time in months, you felt truly relaxed, as if all the weight you’d been carrying had been lifted.

“Thank you,” you whispered into the quiet, your voice soft but filled with emotion.

Jude kissed the top of your head, his arm tightening around you protectively. “For what, love?”

“For bringing me here. For taking care of me. For everything.”

He smiled, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. “You take care of everyone else. It’s my turn to take care of you. I’ll always be here for you. Always.”

In that moment, wrapped in his embrace and the tranquility of your surroundings, you felt completely at peace. The exhaustion that had once seemed insurmountable was gone, replaced by a deep sense of love and connection. You knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, you and Jude would face them together.

And as you drifted off to sleep, listening to the soothing sound of the waves and the steady beat of Jude’s heart, you knew that you were right where you were meant to be — loved, cherished, and never alone.

[chanswhxre]

hiiii🌾🤍🌹

I loved your sugar daddy felix smut...andddd i would like to ask(when you can,and if you want) you to do a sugar daddy felix x fem reader breeding kink,size kink ,praise kink a little bit of daddy pet name and felix calling th reader "sugar"(like a pet name!!🌟♥️) And at the end when reader finds out that shes pregnant and tells felix,he asks her to be his wife and they become husband and wife!!

Thank you!!!love you♥️🌾💋

-mimi

a/n: i've been busy lately so sorry if it took a while, mimi. i tried to put everything in your request, i really enjoyed writing this one. thanks for requesting, i hope you like it! xoxo -jan ♡

Birthday Special

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♡ Pairing : sugar daddy! felix x afab reader

♡ Genre : smut

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♡ Warnings : 18+ nsfw, explicit sexual content, oral sex (f & m receiving) cursing, size kink, breeding kink, unprotected sex (wrap before u tap), creampie, pet names, the use of daddy in sexual act

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Today was a very special day for you. The day you've always looked forward to, your birthday, and Felix, your sugar daddy had something planned for the two of you. Before you met him, you'd just spend your birthday with friends or your family. You visited your family yesterday and promised your friends you'll go out with them on the weekend when they're free from work.

You were excited about the plans today, Felix told you everything is a surprise but as always, you can tell him anything you'd like to do today and your wish will be his command. It's always been like that for the past 5 years. Each year, a different surprise.

You had just arrived in Italy via his private jet and you're currently in a private car that was going to take you to the hotel that he owns there. He owned a chain of luxury 5-star hotels and resorts all over the world and apparently, this one was rated as the most romantic hotel to stay in during vacations or honeymoons in Italy. This was only the second time you'd come to visit it but the first time to actually stay in it. As you entered one of the most luxurious lobbies you have ever set foot in, the manager greets you with a smile and some champagne while a bellboy unloads your luggage.

"Good morning, Miss." the manager greeted. "Shall I lead you to your room?"

"Yes please." You said and took a sip of your champagne. You still couldn't believe your eyes, the lobby was huge with shiny, marble floors and elegant black, white, and gold walls, and the whole place was lit with a large, beautiful crystal chandelier. Everything is beyond expectations when you finally arrived in your room, the top floor suite, their biggest room and surely the most expensive one. You were welcomed by a spacious living area with velvet couches and chairs, elegant paintings on the walls, and a lot more expensive furniture.

"Mr. Lee will be joining you in the afternoon. If there's anything else you need, please do not hesitate to call." The manager said before he left. The bellboy also left your luggage by the door then you closed it. You explored the entire room, it had a small hallway that led to the bedroom and the bathroom, you entered the bedroom first, greeted by the king-sized bed and a balcony that overlooked Milan. It was already beautiful with sunlight, imagine if it was evening and all the city lights would probably look like stars. The bathroom didn't disappoint as well, it had a large bathtub, a jacuzzi, and a long marble counter with a hugely lit mirror. You couldn't help but be in awe of the place.

Felix texted you shortly saying that you could explore the hotel and use its amenities while waiting for him and so you did. You went to the hotel's spa, got a relaxing massage, ate a lunch at the restaurant, and went to the garden. It was truly a luxurious experience. After dressing up for your date with Felix, you stayed and enjoyed your tea in the garden when someone suddenly covers your eyes.

"Guess who." He says in a low, familiar, voice.

"Felix?" You said and you felt him smile by your ear. He laughs and then takes his hands off and walks in front of you.

"Happy birthday, my sweet sugar!" He greeted you with his sunshine smile. You quickly stood up to wrap him in your arms.

"I missed you, you know." You pout.

"I know, darling. But hey, I got you something." He smiled and gave you a little paper bag with a familiar jewelry brand logo.

"Thank you." You smiled and opened the velvet box containing the most beautiful diamond necklace you have ever seen in your entire life and probably the most expensive one yet. "Wow. This is..wah..I'm speechless!"

"Do you like it?" He bit his lip.

"Of course I do! It's beautiful." You said.

"Let me put it on you." He offered and he walks behind you to put the necklace on. He then kisses your cheek when he hooked it. "Perfect. Now, let's go shopping."

He took you to Via Montenapoleone to shop. The luxury shopping street of Milan where it is home to the biggest designer and luxury brands. One thing you liked about shopping was the unlimited budget you had because it's a special day but mostly, when Felix comes with you, he isn't that bored little puppy just following your tail, he's actually very interested and insightful. He picks out clothes for you, accessories, makeup, and lingerie that he thinks would look great on you. He's very involved that most of the time you forget that he's not your boyfriend but your sugar daddy. He picks mostly pink items because that man is absolutely crazy for pink items on you. Of course, it wouldn't be complete without women ogling at the handsome man.

"I like this one. Try it on for me please?" Felix said as he handed you a pink, silk dress and you obliged. His mouth dropped when you tried it on and immediately bought it for you to change into with a new pair of luxury brand heels. He even surprised you with a bag he bought from another store while you were busy trying on outfits. He literally is the best. After bags and bags of new clothes, shoes, accessories, and more, you both went to a 3 Michelin star restaurant that is owned by his brother, Minho Lee. You had a reservation in a private balcony of the restaurant which had a very romantic mood to it. You didn't expect to meet his brother there but you did. A fine, handsome young man just like Felix but older, you shared a few conversations while he leads you up the stairs and he recommended you their top dishes and personally offered you a bottle of wine before he leaves the two of you.

You and Felix ordered dinner, you took a sip from your glass of wine and took in the beautiful view beside you which is the city, and in front of you, which is Felix.

"Had fun today, darling?" He asked.

"Yes. I did. One of the best days ever." You said and you clinked your glasses. The appetizer was then served and you were already 3 glasses of wine in. A mischievous thought entered your mind while you took a sip. You took your shoe off and then ran your foot along his legs, Felix almost choking on the soup. He looked at you suspiciously but you blinked at him innocently. As he drinks his glass of wine, you couldn't help but stare at his adam's apple bobbing up and down, you just wanted to kiss him and mark his neck right then and there since it's been two weeks since you last saw each other.

The main course was served and you both savored your meals then your birthday cake was served, the staff sang you a happy birthday song and you blew your candles happily as they all clapped. You took the first slice of cake with white frosting. As you both ate, you purposefully ran your foot again on his leg making him look at you who was licking the thick, white frosting on the spoon while staring straight into his eyes. Felix cursed at the sight and stood up from his seat and walked to you, his cock was semi-hard and you could quite see the bulge it was forming in his pants.

"You've got frosting on your mouth, sugar. Let me clean that up for you." He said and his next move surprised you. You thought he was going to wipe it with his thumb and then lick it but he straight up licked it from the side of your mouth. He smirked when he saw your face, frozen in shock.

"So sweet." He said, his voice lower than usual it was sexy but it wasn't like you not to get revenge so without a thought, you pulled him by his collar and smashed your lips into him which caught him off-guard but quickly caught on. You pulled back breathlessly.

"Your lips taste sweet too." You smiled, eyes still closed.

"I wonder what else would taste so sweet." He smirked.

After paying for the meal, you both went back to the hotel. Felix couldn't wait and was already peppering you with kisses and marks while on the elevator. Once you arrived in your room, you found your way to the bedroom. Felix quickly discarded his clothes and you did yours. Once your dress hit the ground, Felix's mouth hung agape seeing you wear a new baby pink lingerie set with ribbons. His knees went instantly weak and his dick hard once you wore the cat ears you placed on the bedside table.

"Like what you see, daddy?" You looked at him seductively as you crawled onto the bed.

"Fuck, sugar. And here I thought I'll be the one giving surprises for today." He growled as he discarded his pants leaving his underwear on. "Can't wait to spoil you some more tonight."

You lay down as he positioned himself between your legs, his hard bulge in contact with your soaking wet heat. He kisses you, his tongue swirling with yours as you tangled your hands in his soft, dark hair. His hands travel to your right breast, index finger circling over the clothed nipple making it hard. You moaned into his mouth when he started grinding on you.

"M-more." You whimpered, the friction not enough to satisfy you.

"You look so cute and sexy in this but you look sexier without it." He says as he unclipped your bra. "Keeping the ears on though."

Soon enough, you were both naked. He trailed kisses on your neck and collarbone and even with gentle bites and sucking, you were sure it was going to leave marks. He caressed your boobs, he loved how his big hands perfectly cover them. He licks your nipples and gave them equal attention and you could feel the tongue flicks on your hard nipples down to your core. He licked his way from your boobs down to your dripping cunt. He glides his tongue upwards to your clit making you shiver, he holds your thighs in place as he laps at your pussy and then circled his tongue around your sensitive bud which made you moan more loudly than usual.

"You taste so sweet like sugar. I'm getting addicted." He moaned. He then sucked your clit which made you see stars and you could already feel the familiar knot building in your stomach.

"Fuck. Just like that. Please, daddy. I want to cum." You whined as you get closer and closer to your climax.

"Such a good little girl for me, saying please and calling me daddy." He said. "Cum for me, sugar."

He hungrily licked and sucked on your sensitive bud as he slowly pushed a finger in. He quickens the pace which pushed you to the edge and it all came crashing down on you. He could feel your walls contracting around his fingers as you rode your orgasm on his tongue.

"Thank you, daddy." You sigh in bliss but still aroused.

"Such a good girl for me." He said and caressed your hair with his clean hand.

You lifted yourself up and pushed Felix to lie down. You gave him a quick kiss before lowering your head to his aching cock. He looked at you with pure lust and anticipation and then you wrapped your hand around his cock. Your hands were cute and tiny around his huge, thick, hard cock that you could barely wrap your fingers around it which turned him on even more, and with the ears, you looked like the perfect little kitten you are. You gave him kitten licks, tasting the salty precum first before taking him inside your mouth. He couldn't fit inside fully that's why you had your hands assist you. As you bob your head up and down, your hands moved in sync making his eyes roll to the back of his head. He tangled his hands in your hair, pushing you to take him deeper into your mouth but a little gently not to destroy your small throat.

"Come sit on my cock now, darling." He said while he sat up to lean on the headboard and you obliged positioning yourself on top of him and slowly sinking on his cock. You screwed your eyes shut while you were shaking with him stretching you out to the fullest. "That's it, sugar. Take daddy's big cock in."

There was a little pain at first due to the stretch but then turned to pleasure once you started moving. His hands found your tiny little waist and started helping you move up and down, moans and profanities spilling out of each other's mouths. His mouth finds your nipples again, circling his tongue and suckling on them while you roll your hips on him, another orgasm approaching. He felt your cunt tighten around his cock and he knew you were close and with your walls fluttering around his cock, he knew he wasn't gonna last long. He flips you over in a second and your back was now flat against the soft mattress before he slams his cock into you at a brutal pace, hitting your g-spot in the process.

"S-so good." You whimpered and clenched his dick. He felt your cunt getting tighter pushing him closer and closer to the edge.

"Fuck, sugar. You want my cum, yeah?" He pants, thrusting deeper and harder.

"Want your cum inside so bad. Claim me, breed me." You moaned and locked your legs around his waist.

"Shit. You really want daddy to fucking breed you, yeah?" He said and that made you clench around his cock, with one last thrust, he comes deep inside you, strings of hot cum filling you up nice and full. He kisses you one last time before pulling out and immediately stuck his two fingers inside you before his cum could leak out of you.

"Fuck daddy, yes I'm cumming!" You screamed as he fingered you, curling his fingers upward to hit that sweet spot inside of you.

"That's it, sugar. My good girl." He praises you while you creamed all over his cum-covered fingers.

You close your eyes in pure bliss as Felix went to get tissues to clean you up before he carries you to the extravagant bathroom, relaxing in the jacuzzi then doing another round and giving you mind-blowing orgasms all night long.

A few weeks later after that amazing night with Felix, you started to feel a little unwell. You stopped your travels for a while to rest but you felt worse than ever even after resting for a few days, you went to the doctor to get yourself checked. You haven't notified Felix yet, seeing that you might just be experiencing over-fatigue from the new workout routine you've been trying out and there's nothing too alarming about it but when you got yourself checked, the doctor told you your symptoms aligned with pregnancy. You even ordered two pregnancy tests in the lab and it was all positive.

You froze in shock not knowing how to react. You went home and thought about how you would tell Felix. There was something stated in the contract about this that in the case you get pregnant and he's the father, he would actually give child support but first he needed to run a paternity test to confirm. You abided by your contract terms of not seeing or sleeping with anyone other than him (for health purposes) so this baby is no doubt his. You couldn't sleep thinking about when and how to tell him about this and how he would react. Your phone buzzed and it showed a message notification from Felix.

My Sugar Lix 💗 Do you have plans tomorrow evening, sugar?

You Just staying at home. Why?

My Sugar Lix 💗 Let's have dinner tomorrow. I'll have my driver pick you up at 6. See you xx

And the opportunity presents itself.

The next day, you had gotten ready with your best outfit and everything. His driver picked you up promptly and you arrived at your favorite restaurant. It was surprisingly empty, Felix must have rented the whole place but what for? The two of you dine here often but he never rented the place out. You gulped, getting more nervous as you approached the lone table that was neatly decorated with petals and candles. Felix stood right there and kissed your hand. He pulled your chair out and you thanked him before you sat down. He jogs to his seat, smiling dearly at you. The two of you enjoyed a nice candlelight dinner. You gathered up your courage before speaking.

"I have something important to say."

The both of you froze as you said the words in unison.

"Go ahead." Felix gestured.

"No, you can go first." You said, trying to delay the inevitable. He shook his head.

"Now, that wouldn't be very gentleman-like of me now, would it? It's always ladies first in my book." He said. Well, he's not wrong. Of all the principles he sticks to, he never forgets this one and when you inhaled deeply, you just let the words flow out of your mouth.

"Felix, I'm pregnant." You said.

The moment of silence was deafening, his mouth hung agape with the shocking words that you just said.

"It's yours. I promise. We can take the paternity test stated on the contract or we can have an abo—" Before you could finish what you were saying, he ran up to you and hugged you before kissing you sweetly on your forehead.

"Sshh...I believe you, darling." He said before getting down on one knee which confused you more.

"Wha..what are you doing?" You asked him.

"I have been meaning to ask you something. I've planned it a few months ago." He said and pulled out a small, velvet box from his pocket.

"I'm totally confused.." you said, looking around all anxious. Is this what you think it is?

"Y/N, my sweet sugar, the light of my life for the past five years. I never knew I could meet such an amazing person after completely giving up thoughts about love and relationships but, I found someone I can see my future with, have kids with, and live a happy life with. Y/N, will you let me spoil you for the rest of your life?" He said and opened the small box, and there it revealed a beautiful, round-brilliant diamond ring that looked like it probably cost more than all his precious cars in total. "Will you marry me?"

Those four words were ringing in your ears. You knew you had fallen for this wonderful man a while back but you didn't know he did as well. So, without second thoughts, your answer is

"Yes!"

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Death Unyielding, Shadows Rise

Joker Out x Soul Creature AU (2/6)

(A/n: The snippets for the other boys are not necessarily sequential and depict key moments. Some concepts in this work are taken from an animesque C-drama and novel titled “Douluo Continent” or “Soul Land”, although I added my own touches and took several liberties and used other inspirations based on other anime and video games.)

Jan Peteh | 18 | Nether Wolf

Jan leaned against the silent, snow-covered stone grotesque he had sought refuge under, its draconic wings spread out over him in a way that felt comforting and protective despite its seemingly ominous presence.

Anyone who would have passed the old graveyard and saw the young man seeking solace and peace in the shadows of the sepulchres and tombstones, would have dismissed him as a lunatic, or more likely, remembered who his family was and attempt to take him back against his will. Remind him of his alleged destiny, and the duties that came with it.

Yet Jan was indeed a misfit from his youth, despite being the son of the kingdom's foremost Star Diviner, he never believed in prophecies, nor did he take comfort in the stars that shone with their golden light, much less their supposed messages.

A cold wind blew past, picking up strands of Jan's now-long hair from its loose ponytail - the long hair he longed to have for years. A flurry of snow followed, pelting the side of his face lightly. Rather than grumble in annoyance however, the dark-haired young man smirked fondly as he stepped out of the shadow of the grotesque's wings and looked over his shoulder.

A tall, dark-haired older man stood a short distance away, clad in furs and animal skins, a massive white tiger with icy blue eyes materialising and nuzzling said man's fur-clad shoulder.

"Took you long enough, Uncle Damir."

Jan was smiling one of his rare smiles as he went over to throw his arms around his favourite uncle, the only man who saw him for who he was, prophecies and the star's whispers be damned. To his uncle Damir, he was simply Jan, and not the third child of a third child who was allegedly destined for the stars and gods as per superstition, and nor was he the betrothed of the obnoxious Prince of Gold and Iron. Uncle Damir was the only person who understood him and what he wanted.

No limits. To grow stronger and to stand on his own. To no longer be bound by the shackles imposed upon him by expectations, contracts and the stars' whispers. A life he could live for himself. Freedom.

The older man returned the hug, before reaching deep into the bag he carried, and pulled out a glowing blue crystal. He held it out to Jan. The time had come for Jan to awaken his Soul Creature.

"And on the occasion that your Soul Creature turns out to be the Celestial Lamb?" Damir asked quietly, his expression kind, but also with a hint of a challenge, daring the teenager to answer truthfully.

Jan squared his shoulders - broad and strong from years of training secretly during the times he escaped from his lessons - his hand inches above the stone as he pondered his uncle's question. He never thought of the possibility, but he supposed that it was a fair question.

Regardless, not even that possibility could quell the dark flame that burned within him.

"It doesn't matter. I'm not staying. I know what's best for me."

With that, Jan touched the glowing crystal with his right hand and closed his eyes momentarily as he felt the rush of soul power wash over him for the first time in his life.

And then, a howl. Jan opened his eyes and saw shadows. Deep, deathly cold shadows that seemed to surround just him and Damir. The older man was looking to Jan's right, with an almost knowing smile on his face, prompting Jan to turn his head.

A large, otherworldly wolf with fur black as shadow, its eyes blood-red, parts of the flesh on its legs, back and belly torn away to reveal skeletal bone. Like Jan, it was surrounded by deep, bone-chilling shadows as well. Dark and cold as death.

"So much for so-called prophecy and superstition," Jan thought to himself as he smiled once more. A genuine smile as he held back tears of joy.

"Shall we go?" Damir pointed a finger towards the graveyard's back gates, abandoned and overgrown. Jan nodded, pulling up his dark hood as they stole away into the night.

He was no lamb, nor did the stars hold any sway over him.

(TL;DR: All his life, Jan found himself a prisoner of prophecy and superstition, forced into a life he hates, due to being a third child of a third child in a northern kingdom where superstition and belief in the will of the stars runs rife, and unrealistic expectations placed upon him simply due to "the whispers of the stars". Yet, all the lone wolf Jan wants is freedom, and to forge his own path. He does not believe in prophecies, nor is he even interested in the healing arts or divination, or being a kept man to the Prince of Gold and Iron. However, the only person who understands him is his uncle Damir, who ends up helping him run away from home, and gave him the opportunity to awaken his soul creature as well. Turns out that Jan had every right to resist and be resentful, as his soul creature is the Nether Wolf with a dark and deathly power, and not the prized but weak Celestial Lamb that heals...everyone was wrong about him and underestimated him, as expected of slaves to superstition and prophecy. Jan is now a fugitive, his life finally his own and coming into the strength and independence that he always had. However...what of the Prince of Gold and Iron? Who exactly is he...? That's a story for a different time. 👀)

***Yes...if you're wondering, "Uncle Damir" is indeed Let 3's Mrle. He does bear quite a resemblance to Jan, and has such a cool vibe as well. I find it quite cute to make him related to Jan...imagine little Jan looking up to such a cool uncle when nobody else understands him. Adorable.

Ask me anything about this AU! (I am NOT a writer, so if you want to know more, I'll gladly answer)

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she/they , cis girl , 5teen , bi , cancer ☼, libra ☽, sagittarius ↑, intp-t , aus 

loves iced sparkling water, dark colours, mascara, playing the guitar + drums, photography, converse, jewellery, travelling, pineapple, italian food, heart lockets, dried cranberries, poetry, vampires, film, sunny days, perfumes, etc

silver screen juno, dont look up, scream, ladybird, mcu, spiderverse, gilmore girls, stranger things, arcane, scott pilgrim, dr who, gossip girls, do revenge, the bear, nbc hannibal, bottoms, twilight, jennifer's body, buffy the vampire slayer, deadpool, (500) days of summer, girl interrupted, thirteen, the virgin suicides, easy a, fight club, i saw the tv glow, a complete unknown, euphoria, etc

bookshelf henry hamlet’s heart, parable of the sower, the weight of the stars, i kissed shara wheeler, song of achilles, the secret history, the bell jar, lolita, the virgin suicides, my year of rest and relaxation, girl interrupted, etc

radio boygenius + solos, taylor swift, glaive, brakence, paramore, lana del rey, billie eilish, big thief, adrianne lenker, ethel cain, mitski, cigarettes after sex, ericdoa, tv girl, clairo, deftones, the smiths, the front bottoms, pierce the veil, gracie abrams, feeble little horse, radiohead, chappell roan, halsey, skullcrusher, my bloody valentine, sabrina carpenter, MF DOOM, slowdive, doechii, jeff buckley, esha tewari, elliott smith, alex g, nirvana, arctic monkeys, kurtains, mccafferty, forest, 100 gecs, imogen heap, frank ocean, crystal castles, car seat headrest, etc

vinyl collection the record, around the fur, riot, awkif, hypochondriac, doa, things with wings, punk2, songs, masterpiece, lust for life, dykttatuob, punisher, stranger in the alps, icsmtidcaa, collide with the sky, manic, badlands, trafoamp, k-12, hmhas, the bends, brat, tsou, home video, a fever you cant sweat out, charm, short n sweet, the queen is dead, in rainbows, iichliwp, saturday night wrist, souvlaki, operation: doomsday, alligator bites never heal, am, diamond eyes, either/or, french exit, may it never falter, misadventures, crystal castles, twin fantasy, florence fields, intravenous french kiss, etc

last edit 31st jan

[lamaisongaga]

FASHION CREDITS: JAZZ & PIANO SHOW 4.0 PART II

Due to the first part being a tad too long, here is the second part of the fourth leg of Lady Gaga's Jazz & Piano residency stage looks styled by Tom Eerebout and Sandra Amador!

For June 30th, Lady Gaga brought out her bespoke Adrián Manceras silver crystal and intricate chain fringe mini dress which she debuted in Vegas back in February!

She‘s donning the white showgirl-inspired headdress with turkey feathers and Swarovski crystals by Arturo Rios!

Of course, she can't miss out on her custom pair of Laruicci crystal statement earrings...

...and her favorite Jimmy Choo metallic silver Anouk stiletto pumps.

The same night, Lady Gaga left tongues wagging as she entered the stage in a bespoke Michael Costello fuchsia pleated cape gown with bejeweled neck and matching belt.

One of her headpieces is the Astrea black crinoline birdcage mask with bow on top (£1,500) by London-based Turkish milliner Merve Bayindir.

The penultimate show, which took place on July 5th, saw Lady Gaga taking over the stage in a custom Michael Costello x Mother Plucker Feather Company red crystallized and plummeted V-neck silk caftan with bejeweled waist.

It was topped off with a custom Haus of Gaga red crystal-embellished domed headband.

My favorite look of the night was this dreamy turquoise-colored total sequin on tulle column dress from Alberta Ferretti's Resort 2024 collection which the Haus of Gaga customized by adding plush black velvet puff sleeves.

This look was completed with the Carrie Jenkinson Millinery Spring/Summer 2024 Valencia exploding feather fascinator (£579),…

...silver-tone mixed crystal flower linear drop earrings by I.N.C. International Concepts exclusively sold at Macy’s,...

… and the Cornelia James Melissa opera-length black velvet gloves (£160).

So grateful to finally introduce designer Pamella Roland to you!

Gaga chose her Pre-Fall 2024 silver sequined tulle cape gown with starburst embroidery ($5,995) which she got customized with grey ostrich feathers at the hem.

Roland’s Pre-Fall 2024 collection is a mesmerizing homage to "the timeless allure of Dutch floral still life paintings of the 17th century by such masters as Jan Bruegal the Elder & Rachel Ruysch. This season transforms into a canvas where light, shadow, and perspective dance harmoniously, echoing the captivating essence of those masterpieces. Pre-Fall’s, asymmetrical compositions and an enigmatic mood weave their way into the collection’s silhouettes, unveiling sculptural gowns adorned with cascading ruffles and sleeves that evoke the opulent abundance found in floral arrangements."

Her vintage 1993 Jose & Maria Barrera crystal necklace completed the look.

[theraggedygirl11]

Hello, people 👋🏻

I'm here once again talking about my Hades x Persephone wip. I explained here how basically my au works, so I thought it was time to share something more about the characters and their deities.

This time is Jan's turn!

As always *drum rolls*

Jan is connected to Hades!

But is he the real Hades? Who knows!👀 You'll discover it when I'll start posting my work, once it's finished lmao

The connection was basically born on its own, I didn't have to think about it.

Hades is the god of the dead (not death! It's a common misconception) and of the riches of the soil (and this fact isn't often taken into consideration). I tried to include both elements in the aesthetic, as you can see a skull and a crystal.

In ancient Greece Hades was seen as a benevolent deity but also considered as one of the most feared. This was my first impression when I started following JO: I saw Jan as the lone member of the band, always lost in his world, but as the more I observed him, the more I could see that he was sweet and friendly in his awkwardness.

Besides, Hades aesthetic fits Jan perfectly, let's be honest

[nyaskitten]

Dreamt s2 will drop part 1 on Jan 14th, and there was some new clip that was a fusion of Crystalized and Dragons Rising.

Basically, the ninja were in the old X Cave in their golden suits, when they got a report of trouble somewhere and then it cut to a dock being flooded (kinda like Wojira but it was sunny the whole time) and the whole ninja team was there, but there were people from across the realms, like Imperium citizens, just there for some reason.

[myminecraftfantasy]

DSMP Fusion AU

2nd part of my Fusion Au concept. Link to the first:

List of known Fusions & timeline appearances:

1. Bappy - BadBoyHalo x Skeppy (sept)

Bappy is the first fusion after the discovery of the crystals between Skeppy and BBH. When Sapnap visits, BBH shows him the crystals and tells him about the experience. Interested, Sapnap borrows the crystal from Bad.

2. Buret - Eret x Wilbur Soot (sept 22)

On the day of the L’manburg Election, Wilbur is saved from his untimely death by Eret and fused together in the process, creating “Buret”. With their combined strength, Buret easily evades their pursuers. When they unfuse, Eret and Wilbur exchange some words, and (while their relationship is not completely fixed) they part on amicable terms.

3. Feret - Eret x Fundy ()

The days following the election had everyone recuperating. Fundy approached Eret, knowing he had a crystal, and told him he wanted to know more about it. They accidentally form the fusion “Feret”, which was odd experience to say the least. Eret decided to gift the crystal to Niki as he no longer wanted it.

4. Santa - Sapnap x Antfrost (oct 5)

In the battle of the burning eiffel tower, Niki was held hostage by BBH, Skeppy, Sapnap, Punz, and Antfrost. Tommy attempted to rescue her, and recruited Dream and Technoblade to help him. Eventually she escaped, but stayed near the battle. The fight took a turn for the worse when Sapnap and AntFrost fused into “Santa” and began to overpower them.

5. Tekni - Niki Nihachu x Technoblade (oct 5)

The battle triggered Techno’s blood frenzy, cutting down everything in his path. Niki reflexively shielded herself with her arms, a crystal in hand. Surprisingly, they fused into “Tekni”, and they began to change the tide of the battle. The rescue party left their pursuers licking their wounds, and successfully escaped. Techno left the encounter with a newfound respect for Nihachu, and Niki no longer feared the infamous war god that was Technoblade.

(Oct. 20 - After the Dreamon exorcism, Fundy took the opportunity to ask Dream about the fusion crystals. However, Dream was avoidant in answering any of his questions and left quickly.)

6. Bam - BBH x Sam (nov 5)

BadBoyHalo and Awesamdude become the fusion “Bam” in order to win the battle in the Second Pet War.

7. Dratt - Jschlatt x Dream (nov 16)

Schlatt hires Dream to protect him during the rebellion in exchange for the revival book. Dreams accepts, but Schlatt says that his basic protection isn’t enough. He waves a crystal at Dream’s face, which he got from Ponk during the trade agreement with Lemon City.

Dream refuses at first, but reluctantly accepts at Schlatt’s insistence. On the day of the Rebellion, the pogtopia resistance is met by “Dratt”. The battle is long and fierce with no signs of ending, when suddenly Dratt defuses on their own. Dream stood to the side while Schlatt monologues and dies from a heart attack.

8. Piffi - Niki x Captain Puffy (nov 28)

Niki and Captain Puffy end up fusing on their date into “Piffi”. They spend the rest of their date as Piffi.

9. Snarl - Sapnap x Karl Jacobs (dec 6)

In the Mexican L’manburg vs. Dream SMP conflict, Karl had agreed to sacrifice his life for the cause according to Quackity’s plan. Sapnap secretly disagreed with this, and saved Karl right before his death. They formed the fusion “Snarl”.

10. Team - Dream x Techno (dec 16)

Technoblade was dragged back to L’Manburg for his execution. Dream rescued him, and proposed the easiest way to escape by holding up a crystal. Techno agreed, and the terrifying fusion “Team” was born. Team easily overpowered everyone and made their quick getaway. Dream let Techno keep the crystal.

11. Puffet - Puffy x Eret (jan 6)

Team made a terrifying return on Doomsday. The defenders of L’Manburg and their allies struggled. Niki refused to help, but she lent her crystal to Eret and Puffy because she still trusts them. They become “Puffet” who was a great help in taking down the withers. Quackity approaches Sapnap and suggests they fuse. Sapnap pulls out his crystal, but an tnt drops on them and sends them flying. The crystal was lost.

12. Totum - Tommyinnit x Tubbo (jan 20)

The Final Waltz. Punz gave his crystal, that he got from a trade with Skeppy, to Tubbo and Tommy. They became “Totum” and overpower Dream. Tubbo keeps the crystal.

13. Purfool - Purpled x Foolish Gamers (april 25)

During the Red Banquet, the eggpire members had set up to sacrifice their guests, starting with Foolish. When Quackity breaks in with Techno and Purpled. Purpled immediately moves in and rescues Foolish. They fuse, revealing the crystal Purpled had found, and become “Purfool”. Quackity suggests to Techno that they should fuse too. Techno refuses, and they save the rest of the guests.

14. Quackie/Charity? - Quackity x Charlie ()

Ever since seeing Buret, Quackity wanted to fuse. He wanted to experience it. The people he asked told him how it felt. ‘The exhilarating combined power. The confidence that came with never being alone, knowing that someone will always catch you’. Quackity had been denied time and time again. By Schlatt looking down on him. By Sapnap losing the crystal. And then Technoblade. But now, Quackity had his own crystal that he got from Sam in their Las Nevadas alliance agreement. And new guy he under his wing, Charlie Slimecicle. What should he call their fusion? Charity? Or Quackie?

[keepsmagnetoaway]

X-Men 16 (Jan 1966)

Stan Lee/Jack Kirby, Jay Gavin.

I know this will be a fake-out of some kind but still: hell yeah.

Xavier is alone outside the Sentinels' base with the rest of the gang trapped inside, where they are being transported in a wonderfully silly gravity bubble.

But it turnes out that the Sentinels have a weakness: postmodern architecture.

So, while the X-Men inside are escaping, Xavier procures an enormous helicopter-mounted crystal (it is never explained why this exists or where he got it from) and flies it to the base, like so.

This - along with an assist from Trask, who sacrifices himself heroically, even though he wasn't one of the ones whose death was being teased, don't think I didn't see what you did there, Stan Lee - disables and defeats the Sentinels, but not before several pages of Kirby's finest high tech surrealism.

I've tried and failed several times now to find a good way of describing this stuff, which is clearly what Kirby always wants to be drawing, and what he sees whenever he closes his eyes. It has the powerful, knowing naivety of certain forms of pre-Columbian art, and a control of gemoetry and scale that's almost Baroque. It's about technology and machinery, but it never feels futuristic: it feels ancient, primordial. There's nothing else like it and it's by far the most artistically distinctive thread running through these early issues. I could look at it all day.

I mention all this because - and this is not a fake-out - the next issue is Kirby's very last X-Men issue. Oh man.

[shadowkoo]

works in progress

updates ☾ ao3 ☾ main m.list ☾ kofi ☾ taglist ☾ tape credit

*wip info & schedule is subject to change without notice

𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖆𝖇𝖘 / 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖘

UP IN FLAMES ↳ seungcheol (svt) x f.reader ↳ collab oneshot (collab announced march 2)

Summary: When your sister calls with an emergency, you drop everything to house-sit while she’s out of town. What she forgets to mention is that her fiancé’s friend, a handsome stranger who might have saved your life earlier, is already expecting to stay there too. Awkwardly sharing the space, you manage to get through two weeks with Seungcheol—only to unexpectedly cross paths again when he saves you from another dangerous situation outside your therapist’s office. Seungcheol, a wildland firefighter, is back in the city taking his leave and debating whether to join Station 17 or return home. While sorting out his own issues, he keeps finding himself in situations where he has to save you—the fiery, stubborn little sister of his best friend’s fiancée who has a terrible habit of calling him the most obnoxious nicknames ever. Despite your resistance to being rescued (and his denial of how much you affect him), the sparks between you two continue to ignite. As you grow closer, it’s only a matter of time before everything goes up in flames.

↠ genre: smut, firefighter au, damsel in distress au, angst ↠ estimated word count: 10k

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CHOPPERS & CHARMS ↳ mingyu (svt) x f.reader ↳ collab oneshot (collab announced jan 31)

Summary: Mingyu doesn’t believe in magic or witches, or whatever the hell you want to call it. Life has always been straightforward for him. He prefers hard logic, undeniable facts, and a healthy dose of skepticism backed up by a fist or a bullet, whichever feels the most efficient at that moment in time. So when he finds himself in a dimly lit occult shop, face-to-face with a psychic who looks nothing like the crystal-gazing crone he’s imagined, he’s convinced it’s all an elaborate con. But then you mention something buried deep in his past, something no one else could possibly know, and leave him with a chilling warning about a certain ‘business deal’ he has planned for the next day. He brushes it off as a clever scam, until that warning saves his life... and the lives of his crew. Suddenly, you’re not just some fortune-telling charlatan. You’re dangerous, powerful, and the one person he can’t afford to lose.

↠ genre: smut, criminal au, biker gang leader!mingyu x pychic!reader (he protects her physically, she protects him spiritually / can predict when shit is gonna go down) ↠ estimated word count: 10k

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THE DEALER OF DEATH ↳ jun (svt) x f.reader ↳ collab oneshot (collab announced oct 14)

Summary: Jun, a smooth-talking conman with a gambling addiction, drifts between casinos, scamming ultra-wealthy elites by posing as a philanthropist and stealing their money for fake charities. Currently in Monaco, low on funds, he targets you after a high-stakes bet with a millionaire friend. What he doesn’t know is that you're the daughter of a man he swindled in Vegas—and his downfall. After seducing him, you secretly drug him, extract a full confession of his crimes, and transform your suite into a torture chamber, revealing your true identity as your father’s lethal enforcer. Jun's game is finally over, and he knows it.

↠ genre: horror, smut, hitwoman!reader is after conman!jun ↠ estimated word count: 8k

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DESCENT INTO DARKNESS ↳ dino (svt) x f.reader ↳ collab oneshot (collab announced oct 14)

Summary: Dino suffers from severe insomnia, a condition that triggers violent fugue states where he commits shocking, often criminal acts he cannot remember. His wealthy family, desperate to protect him, has gone to extreme lengths to cover up each incident, paying off police, victims, and witnesses to keep Dino’s crimes buried. But as his actions escalate from reckless stunts to increasingly dangerous episodes, the family's influence and resources begin to run dry. After his latest, most brutal incident—a crime too public and violent to be hidden—they are finally forced to confront the truth. With no remaining options, they must let Dino face the full weight of his actions and the consequences they worked so hard to avoid, bringing an end to years of denial, privilege, and protection.

↠ genre: horror, smut, patient!dino x therapist!reader ↠ estimated word count: 8k

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OF SIN AND SHADOW ↳ mingi (atz) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the velvet vault project

Summary: Over Thanksgiving break, you remain on campus, seeking solace in your philology thesis while avoiding the judgment of a family who doesn’t understand your dreams. What begins as a quiet week turns electric when a chance encounter draws you closer to your enigmatic linguistics professor, Professor Song Mingi—a man marked by grief and cloaked in quiet allure. Conversations that start with ancient manuscripts quickly shift into something deeper, as shared vulnerability pulls you together in ways neither of you expected. As boundaries blur and forbidden desires burn, the weight of guilt, unspoken longing, and societal expectations threaten to unravel what you’ve found. Together, you must decide if the risk of falling is worth the chance at something real, or if your sins are better left hidden in the shadows.

↠ genre: college au, professor!mingi x grad!student au, grief, angst, smut ↠ estimated word count: 10k

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HIGH BLOOD MOON ↳ yoongi (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the grimm collab

Summary: Legend has it that if you walk into the northern woods during High Moon when she is bleeding red, you will never return. For those woods are full of horrors a human wouldn’t dare to withstand. Particularly horrors with green eyes and razor-sharp teeth who are all searching for a bride for their crowned beast.

↠ genre: angst, romance, smut, supernatural creatures, werewolf au, hybrid au, royalty au, enemies to lovers, slow burn ↠ estimated word count: 8k

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VERY BAD BEHAVIOR ↳ seokjin (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the can't be tamed collab

Summary: Tall, dark, and handsome. Sex, drugs, and rock-and-roll. They say bad things come in threes, and you've always made it a point to steer clear of them all. But when a vaguely familiar face piques your curiosity after work one night, you might just find yourself wondering: how bad can indulging in very bad behavior really be?

↠ genre: rockstar au, one night stand, famous guitarist!seokjin x oblivious/non-fan bartender!reader, smut, strangers to lovers ↠ estimated word count: 5k

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DEAD MAN'S BLOOD ↳ jungkook (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the namkook moonrise masquerade collab

Summary: Jungkook wants one thing and one thing only: your blood. At least, that’s what he tells himself when he fails to finish the kill after sinking his teeth into your neck. He doesn’t know why he keeps you around—whether it’s to turn you or to finally drain every last drop of that intoxicating blood. What he does know is that he’ll have to decide soon. Especially with how frustratingly fragile and annoyingly moral you are.

↠ genre: angst, slight horror, s2l, smut, twilight au, volturi vampire!koo x hunted!reader ↠ estimated word count: 5k

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TORMENTED ↳ seokjin (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the happy hentaiween collab

Summary: Seokjin has a terrifying memory from his younger days that has easily shaped him into the man he’s become, and fueled his desire for all accomplishments thus far. Watching your mother be eaten alive by a monster tends to have a lasting, psychological effect like that. Now a full-time Folklorist, with a PhD in Mythology, Masters in Cultural Anthropology, and a time consuming side-hobby as a Supernatural Investigator, his research has led him into the wilderness surrounding the Black Water Lakes, where he’s determined this monster resides in its hidden habitat. Determined to reveal new discoveries to the world, to prove his insanity is anything but, Jin finds himself hot on the trail of something that haunts his inner child, and yet ignites an unusual fire deep inside him.

↠ genre: supernatural, native folklore, slight horror, researcher!jin x monstress!reader, enemies to lovers ↠ estimated word count: 5k

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DAMNED TO THE DEPTHS ↳ seokjin (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the ataraxia on the horizon collab

Summary: Your betrothal to a renowned merchant sailor was supposed to secure your future, until his sudden abduction shattered those plans. Now, to save both his life and your own, you must seek out centuries-old lost gold with the help of a notorious pirate. Captain Jin is a name whispered in fear, a man who takes what he wants without question or consequence. But when he meets you, everything changes. Taken by a connection he never expected to feel, he’s well aware you belong to another. Perhaps that’s why he finds you so utterly irresistible.

↠ genre: sinbad au (pirate and sailors), adventure, smut, fantasy, infidelity, angst, forbidden romance ↠ estimated word count: 10k

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THE DIVINE AND DANGEROUS ↳ jungkook (bts) x f.reader ↳ oneshot for the sacrilege collab

Summary: After your "I'm going to pray" excuse is nearly exposed, and a quiet plea to the wrong person summons the Devil Himself, you're stuck figuring out how to get rid of Him while also saving your ass. "Satan save me."

↠ genre: good girl goes bad, smut, devil!koo x preacher’s daughter!reader ↠ estimated word count: 5k

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𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖘

HATE & HELLFIRE ↳ jungkook (bts) x f.reader ↳ fourth wing inspired oneshot

Summary: Jeon Jungkook is the most insufferable, out-of-touch, hateful human you’ve ever met. Unfortunately, he’s also one of the most powerful—and maddeningly attractive, despite everything you know about the devastation his highblood family has wrought on yours and countless others. As a student at Naedora Academy, one of the premier magical institutions training students for an impending war, you’re forced into spaces with him far more often than you’d like. You both, among many others, are training to become battle-bred dragon riders. But unlike most pairs whose signets complement one another, your abilities couldn’t be more opposed—or more dangerous. Your fire, a radiant force that burns through darkness, is the natural nemesis of his shadowcasting, an ability designed to smother the light. Fire and shadow don’t coexist; they destroy one another. It’s no wonder you’re enemies. His arrogance and sharp tongue only make it worse. And yet, will that stop either of you from crossing the line no one else dares? After all, hate and hellfire aren’t so far apart from love and lust.

↠ genre: enemies to lovers, smut, magic au, academy/war college au ↠ estimated word count: 10k

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RED CARPET RESTRICTED ↳ jungkook (bts) x f.reader ↳ hollywood-esque oneshot

Summary: After your career takes a disastrous fall—both on the runway and in the press—you find yourself cornered into an unexpected publicity stunt: fake dating Jeon Jungkook, the world-famous actor and fan-favorite superstar. His career isn’t faring much better, shadowed by controversy after an explosive exposé revealed several A-list celebrities, including Jungkook, tied to a scandalous island brothel. Desperate to reclaim his reputation and secure the biggest movie deal of his career, Jungkook is eager to embrace this arrangement. For you, the stakes are equally high; making it through the next fashion season without being blacklisted by luxury brands is your only way to salvage your once-glittering modeling career. Though the setup feels more like a business deal than a budding romance, the terms are clear: a year-long contract binding you both to play the role of the perfect couple. With your futures hanging in the balance, you’re left with no choice but to play along.

↠ genre: fake dating, celebrity/movie superstar au, model au, smut ↠ estimated word count: 5k

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𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘

BAD FOR YOU ↳ jungkook (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 1 of my all about you series

Summary: Jungkook wants what he can’t have and it’s driving him nuts. He’s never thought of Natasha more than Namjoon’s annoying little sister, but that’s all changed now that she’s returned from university. Especially now that she plan to stay at his apartment until further notice. Having Tasha around takes his mind off the importance of this season, something he cannot have happen since last season ended so badly. A distraction like her might either become the biggest mistake of his life, or perhaps the best one. Natasha know better than to sleep with the up-and-coming, all-star, fan-favorite hockey forward for the Denver Dragons. And it’s not because he’s just as much a player off the ice as he is on it. More importantly, he’s her brother’s teammate, best friend, and the guy whose place she’s crashing at. He’s been off-limits since the day she met him, but it didn’t stop her then, and it sure as fuck isn’t going to stop her now…

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, brother’s best friend, forced proximity, age gap, forbidden relationship ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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THINKING ABOUT YOU ↳ taehyung (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 2 of my all about you series

Summary: Taehyung has a secret. He’s got a big, fat schoolgirl-esque crush on one of the hockey moms of the Dragon’s sponsored junior league hockey team. He finds it utterly repulsive that merely catching sight of Florence sends a flurry of butterflies to the center of his stomach, an entirely foreign sensation he’s not sure he enjoys. As if that wasn’t bad enough, he also recently discovered that he transforms into a bumbling, incoherent mess in her presence, a behavior that is completely unlike him. Everyone knows Kim Taehyung is the most popular guy on the team, especially in the eyes of all the puck bunnies chasing after him. He’s a smooth-talking, swoon-worthy, wet-your-panties-by-simply-grinning-at-you type of ladies’ man that women just can’t get enough of. And based on what Florence has heard, he used to eat that shit up, using it to his advantage at every available opportunity. But now, his attention is solely fixated on her, and what’s even more astonishing - on her son.

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, widower, single parent, fuckboy finally settles down ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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LOYAL TO YOU ↳ jimin (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 3 of my all about you series

Summary: Jimin has been eagerly anticipating the holidays for a while now. Not because he has anyone special to go home to or any familial commitments. He’s been craving time away from the relentless demands of his career and the ice, a first for him. From the moment he first wore skates at the young age of three, hockey has consumed his entire existence. Yet now, he yearns for a much-needed break from the sport that has been his lifelong passion. Being a professional athlete has its perks (money, women, fame), but it also comes with it’s fair share of downs. And lately, life has handed him a lot of downs. Upon arriving at the charming bed and breakfast where he intends to spend the next three weeks, he’s instantly captivated by the attractive owner. Julie doesn’t seem to recognize him, and she doesn’t expect anything from him either. In that moment, he can’t help but envision a different life distinct from the one he knows, one where he can be just Park Jimin instead of player #33 of the Denver Dragons.

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, hidden identity, instant attraction, the big secret ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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MADE FOR YOU ↳ namjoon (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 4 of my all about you series

Summary: Namjoon has lately found himself thoroughly intrigued by the team photographer for the Dragons. He and Avery have shared a friendship for quite some time, frequently crossing paths at the favored bar of DD Organization and often catching glimpses of each other nearly every day at the arena. He’s taken aback by the fact that he’s interested in her, considering that they are such polar opposites. He’s usually quiet and reserved, channeling his energy into the game and his responsibilities. In contrast, Avery radiates a lively and outgoing presence, greeting people with warmth and capturing candid moments with quick snaps of your camera. When Namjoon finally musters the courage to ask her out, a small comment from you about seeing him as one of your closest friends shatters his spirit before he even gets the chance. Apparently, fate has dictated that they are destined to be just friends, or perhaps he simply needs to sway her perspective…

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, coworkers, opposites attract, friends to lovers ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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LOST IN YOU ↳ hoseok (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 5 of my all about you series

Summary: Hoseok is a wild card, and the Denver Dragons Organization has just about had it. It’s time for him to simmer down before he’s off the ice for good. Their plan? Marriage. Yes, that’s right. Hoseok is getting married to a snotty socialite, and the whole arrangement is meant to heal his status in the eyes of the rest of the world. He knows damn well he is the only person to blame for this PR stunt to be his last chance to redeem his shitty reputation. Coach made it very clear that not a single other team expressed any interest in trading for him if he kept heading in his current direction. Between all the fights, the public intoxication charges, and the constant news stories about him, it was bound to happen at some point. He just needs to make it through the next two years without losing it again. A feat that he finds nearly impossible when he’s forced to be around Blair, his wife.

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, married for convenience, enemies to lovers ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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SEARCHING FOR YOU ↳ yoongi (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 6 of my all about you series

Summary: After a complicated fallout with his now ex-fiance, Yoongi has made a recent vow to avoid anything and anyone associated with love. He has no time or use for it. Having weathered numerous failed relationships, his most recent resulting in calling off his wedding the night before, he possesses no need to subject himself to that kind of pain or heartbreak ever again. Especially not with someone as joyful and optimistic as Sage. People often avoid Yoongi because of his cranky behavior, but Sage questions how much of it is his true personality versus a defence mechanism. It doesn’t help that just simply observing Sage’s perpetual good mood only seems to piss him off even further. But nevertheless, she’s taken notice of him, and has undertaken a challenge of sorts to brighten the mood of the grumpy hockey player who often visits her bagel shop and get him to open up. The problem? He doesn’t like to lose, and neither does she.

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, grumpy sunshine, sworn off relationships ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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TRAPPED BY YOU ↳ seokjin (bts) x f.oc (dual 1st person pov) ↳ installment 5 of my all about you series

Summary: Seokjin has had very few moments in his life that have rendered him utterly speechless. Unfortunately, this seems to be one of them. Ophelia is the last person he anticipated seeing on his doorstep so early in the morning. One night stands are supposed to be just that - one night of fun without the moral obligation to see that person ever again. But here she was, nearly four months later, changing that ‘rule’ with her smudged mascara and a handful of positive pregnancy tests. Ophelia always assumed she would have a baby at some point in her life; maybe a few years after getting married to the love of her life, when the timing felt right. But right now felt so wrong. She didn’t love Seokjin; they barely even know each other. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this, and most certainly not with the Captain of the Denver Dragons.

↠ genre: pro hockey players, athlete au, smut, one night stand pregnancy, strangers to lovers ↠ estimated word count: 20k

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23:56 Pines Feat. Water Park - Tell Me 23:50 Leaving Laurel - There Is Beauty When You Allow Yourself To See 23:46 Sound Quelle Feat. Daniel Robinson - Tempest 23:42 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 23:37 Be Svendsen - Andromeda 23:37 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away! 23:34 Everything But The Girl - Run A Red Light 23:30 Faodail & Kakadu - Painting In Shades (Edapollo Remix) 23:24 Il:lo - Cynnes 23:20 Running Touch - Why Do I 23:16 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix) 23:16 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes 23:12 Maxxim - Waterfalls 23:07 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 23:03 Diplo Feat. Rhye - Mmxx - Xii 22:59 Rocket Empire - Astoria 22:54 Beacon - Until Next Time 22:50 Elderbrook - The End 22:50 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc 22:47 Elypsis - Open Your Eyes 22:42 Arley & Sirolf - One Day 22:39 Solomon Grey - Home 22:35 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Malou - About You 22:30 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long 22:26 Disclosure Feat. London Grammar - Help Me Lose My Mind 22:26 C H I L L T R A X - Tcc Warm And Tender Ocean 22:21 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind 22:18 Andre Aguado - Through The Night 22:14 Holen - Breathe 22:11 Charles Webster Feat. Shara Nelson - This Is Real 22:11 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 22:07 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 22:04 Flexible Fire - Amatista 22:00 Fkj Feat. Little Dragon - Can't Stop 21:56 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire 21:56 C H I L L T R A X - Retsyn 21:52 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You 21:49 Harvey & Oscuro - You're All I Want 21:44 Palladian - Zagara 21:40 Kelela - Enough For Love 21:35 Groove Armada - History (M3 And Bachelors Of Science Remix) 21:34 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music 21:29 Emi Ca - Just Breathe 21:25 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 21:20 Alampa - Lush Dance 21:15 Two Lanes - Movement 21:15 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 21:12 Tep No & Noak Hellsing - I Won’t Need You 21:08 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 21:03 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 20:59 Aparde - Know You 20:59 C H I L L T R A X - We Are The Music Makers 20:55 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 20:52 Morcheeba - The Moon (Kutiman Remix - Version B) 20:48 Parra For Cuva Feat. Kyson & Beau Diako - Ordel 20:44 Pableno - Heights 20:39 Massive Attack Feat. Hope Sandoval - The Spoils 20:39 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 20:35 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 20:32 Leisure Feat. Muroki - Summer Season 20:28 Approaching Black - New Life 20:24 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 20:21 Satin Jackets Feat. Mandy Jones - In This Life 20:20 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel 20:17 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories 20:14 Ben Bohmer Feat. Jonah - Home 20:10 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 20:06 Woven - Brushes 20:03 Emmit Fenn - --amman 20:03 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 19:58 Pines Feat. Akacia - History 19:55 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 19:52 Blonde Maze - Daydream (Otherwise Fine Remix) 19:49 Cannons - Loving You 19:45 Gramatik - Muy Tranquilo 19:45 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You 19:40 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes 19:34 Washed Out - Hide (Amtrac Remix) 19:30 Fakear - Crystal 19:26 53 Thieves - Lyd 19:21 Sound Quelle & Tailor - Where We Should Be 19:21 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 19:18 Giants' Nest - Flower Burst 19:15 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 19:11 Shallou & Daya - Older 19:06 Billion Watchers - Rainman 19:02 Steven Weston Feat. Lapsley - Like I Used To 18:57 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix) 18:56 C H I L L T R A X - Comes To Chill Out 18:52 Sao Miguel Feat. Sebastian Reynoso - Hope In Balance (Wisternoff-grant Remix) 18:48 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix) 18:44 Chris Malinchak - When The World Stops Turning (Quiet Mix) 18:40 Jean Vayat & Evelynka - My Soul 18:36 Chill Cole - Liquid Life 18:36 C H I L L T R A X - Cleanliness Don't You Agree 18:32 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change 18:28 Farius - A Big Life (Sound Quelle Remix) 18:23 Sons Of Maria - Outbound 18:18 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - All I Want 18:18 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 18:13 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine 18:09 Melosense - Nous 18:05 Royksopp Feat. Astrid S - Let's Get It Right 18:01 Everything But The Girl - Caution To The Wind 17:57 Shingo Nakamura - Focus 17:56 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 17:52 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 17:47 Eelke Kleijn Feat. Diana Miro - You 17:42 Blank & Jones - Floatation 17:38 Satin Jackets & Panama - The Future 17:34 Maya Jane Coles - Weak 17:34 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 17:29 Eric Hilton Feat. Brian Jackson - Something For Byrd 17:26 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo 17:23 Eli & Fur - Wild Skies 17:18 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 17:18 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 17:14 Eloi El - Stick Together (Blonde Maze Remix) 17:11 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads 17:07 Holen - Not Too Late 17:02 Nox Vahn & Marsh - Come Together 17:02 C H I L L T R A X - Jimpster 1 16:58 Alampa - Playoff 16:55 Emmit Fenn - What Falling In Love Is For 16:51 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson, Oli Hannaford - Yearn 16:48 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 16:44 Bob Moses - Enough To Believe 16:44 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 16:39 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 16:35 Blonde Maze - When You Move 16:31 Bonsaye - Kismet 16:28 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 16:24 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth 16:24 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax 16:18 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars 16:15 Boerd Feat. Stella Explorer - Before We Drown 16:10 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 16:06 Il:lo - Ink 16:02 Lapsley - Levitate 16:02 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 15:58 Westseven Feat. Angus Powell - Go Right Through (Sound Quelle Remix) 15:55 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix) 15:50 Chris Malinchak - Saving My Love 15:47 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 15:43 Melosense - Explore 15:43 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be 15:38 Reel People & Muhsinah - Something New (Kraak & Smaak Remix) 15:33 Royksopp Feat. Pixx - How The Flowers Grow 15:29 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix) 15:26 Mango & Cloudcage - More Than This 15:22 Fabio Vee & Mike D' Jais - Consolation 15:22 C H I L L T R A X - Organ The Chillout Channel 15:17 Above And Beyond - Sun In Your Eyes (William Orbit Remix) 15:14 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 15:09 Blank & Jones - Alone In This Rhythm (Ben Macklin Remix) 15:05 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 15:01 Leisure - Be With You 14:57 Wassu & Mimi Page - Within Me 14:57 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 14:53 Everything But The Girl - Forever 14:49 Christian Loffler Feat. Menke - Lys 14:46 Odesza Feat. Maro - Better Now 14:41 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long 14:37 Washed Out - Far Away 14:37 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away! 14:32 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 14:28 Kelela - Contact 14:25 Rocket Empire - Lima 14:20 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Oceans 14:20 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 14:16 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 14:13 Dreem - Miles Away 14:09 Embliss & Lumynesynth - Phases Of The Moon 14:06 Jones Meadow - Expect 14:02 Shingo Nakamura - Falling Off 14:02 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder 13:56 Arley & Sirolf - One Day 13:52 Tsha - I Know 13:47 Zaven - Voliere Amplitude 13:43 Armin Van Buuren & Matoma Feat Teddy Swims - Easy To Love 13:39 Morcheeba - Never Undo 13:39 C H I L L T R A X - Backward Rvb Where World Comes 13:36 Sum Wave - Milkyway 13:32 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 13:26 Baile & Haulm - Knows No End 13:22 Two Lanes - Movement 13:21 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 13:18 53 Thieves - Waves 13:15 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 13:11 Tomb - Unbound 13:06 Sumsuch Feat. Matty Eeles - Find Home (Vincenzo Remix) 13:06 C H I L L T R A X - Fresh And Fascinating 13:02 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 12:58 Jos & Eli & Eli & Fur - Riffs Of The Night 12:55 Emmit Fenn - The Chase 12:51 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds 12:46 Classic Unknwn & Lipless - Be With You 12:46 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 12:41 Elderbrook - Wasted On You 12:37 Deep Sound Effect Feat. Svetlana Voice - Dreaming About You (Dj Aristocrat Remix) 12:32 Vincenzo - Chroma Rush 12:29 Cannons - Loving You 12:24 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes 12:24 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc High Standard Of Quality 12:21 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories 12:17 Indigo Eyes Feat. Kehina - All Over Again (Remix) 12:14 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 12:11 Giants' Nest - Heart Void 12:07 Vandelux - Tulum 12:07 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 12:03 Washed Out - Too Late 12:00 Flexible Fire - Amatista 11:56 Tep No - Say What You Wanted 11:53 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Somewhere In Paradise 11:48 Tycho - Receiver 11:48 C H I L L T R A X - We Are The Music Makers 11:44 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 11:39 Ross Couch - On Fire (Downtempo Mix) 11:34 Il:lo - Cynnes 11:31 Lapsley - 32 Floors 11:27 Che Jose Feat. Jodie Knight - Freedom (Mass Digital Remix Edit) 11:27 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano 11:23 Rohne - Flicker (Faodail Remix) 11:18 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine 11:13 Joy Orbison Feat. Lea Sen - Better 11:08 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars 11:04 Blonde Maze - Night Light (Hessian Remix) 10:59 Northern Form - Mend 10:59 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel Redux 10:55 Sum Wave - Moments Of Sundown 10:52 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo 10:47 Zhu & Yuna - Sky Is Crying 10:43 Lp Giobbi Feat. Dj Tennis & Joseph Ashworth - All In A Dream 10:40 Chill Cole - Liquid Life 10:35 Bob Moses - Tearing Me Up (Rac Mix) 10:35 C H I L L T R A X - Tcc Warm And Tender Ocean 10:31 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U 10:27 Leisure - Take You Higher (Serebii & Arjuna Oakes Remix) 10:23 Heard Right & Fløa - Enough 10:18 A.m.r & Lumynesynth - Unfinished 10:18 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 10:15 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads 10:11 Melosense - Nous 10:06 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Derek Luttrell - Lose Control 10:01 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - It's Enough (The Last High) 09:57 Bonsaye - Viaje 09:57 C H I L L T R A X - Parents Magazine Seal 09:53 Everything But The Girl - Run A Red Light 09:50 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson - Riptide 09:46 Arto - Now You're Gone 09:41 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Julia Church - 9 Days 09:38 Zimmer Feat. Panama - Wildflowers 09:37 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 09:34 Approaching Black - Sensitive 09:30 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 09:26 53 Thieves - Heights 09:21 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 09:21 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 09:16 Mass Digital - Thoughts Of U 09:12 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 09:06 Emi Ca - Just Breathe 09:01 Monolink - Take Me Away 09:01 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 08:57 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 08:54 Jimpster & Oliver Night - Ascension 08:50 Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted (Aquadrop Remix) 08:46 Pableno - Heights 08:40 Roisin Murphy - Incapable 08:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 08:36 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind 08:32 Cannons - Fire For You 08:28 Giants' Nest - Storm Trap 08:24 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix) 08:20 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire 08:19 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com 08:16 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 08:13 Henry Green - Realign 08:10 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 08:06 Flexible Fire - Marea Turquesa 08:02 Royksopp - Me&youphoria 08:02 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 07:58 Little Dragon - Water 07:53 Leaving Laurel - There Is Beauty When You Allow Yourself To See 07:48 Sg Lewis - Lifetime 07:44 Alampa - Playoff 07:40 Rohne - Ceres 07:40 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You 07:36 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You 07:31 Genix & Zashanell - All I Want (Chill Out Mix) 07:27 Rocket Empire - Astoria 07:22 Mango - Skyline 07:18 Elderbrook - The End 07:18 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc 07:14 Tescana - Benissa 07:10 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 07:06 Kc Lights Feat. Leo Stannard - Cold Light (6am Remix) 07:02 Fakear - Crystal 06:57 Above & Beyond & Marty Longstaff - Gratitude (Aname Pm Mix) 06:53 Evelynka - Letting Go 06:53 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music 06:48 Zaven - Passive Activity (Evren Furtuna Remix) 06:45 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 06:40 Teemid - L.a. 06:37 Pines Feat. Fractures - Rewrite The Ending 06:32 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long 06:27 Washed Out - Hard To Say Goodbye (Lone Remix) 06:27 C H I L L T R A X - Retsyn 06:24 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change 06:20 Tep No Feat. Starzun - Hold Me 06:17 Sultan Shepard - Sirens 06:13 Drama - Don't Hold Back 06:13 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 06:09 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone 06:06 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories 06:02 Blonde Maze - A Break In Continuity (Forty Cats Remix) 05:57 Phello - Timelapse 05:53 Two Lanes - Ascend 05:53 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away! 05:48 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 05:45 Zimmer Feat. Panama - Make It Happen 05:40 Billion Watchers - Rainman 05:36 Andrew Nagy & Joel Winterflood - Little To None 05:31 Vok - Figure (Wax Wings Remix) 05:31 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel, Chilltrax 05:26 Jones Meadow - Fences 05:23 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother 05:19 Edapollo Feat. Akacia - Run 05:16 Dreem - Miles Away 05:16 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 05:13 Forester - Saint (Shallou Remix) 05:10 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life 05:04 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 05:01 Cannons - Hurricane 05:01 C H I L L T R A X - Jimpster 1 04:57 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 04:53 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head 04:50 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Spell 04:46 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 04:40 Royksopp - Something In My Heart 04:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 04:35 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes 04:32 Mansionair & Kim Tee - Next High 04:28 Arto - Para Mi 04:24 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 04:19 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix) 04:19 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 04:16 Chill Cole - Liquid Life 04:12 Embrz Feat. Abroad - Rise 04:07 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine 04:03 Sons Of Maria - Outbound 03:59 Flume Feat. Emma Louise - Hollow (Logic1000 Remix) 03:59 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 03:55 Avira & Nourey Feat. Tom Bailey - Favourite Game 03:51 Flexible Fire - Amatista 03:47 Attom & Kwesi - Rogue 03:43 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 03:38 Slow Hearts - Endora 03:38 C H I L L T R A X - Cleanliness Don't You Agree 03:32 Arley & Sirolf - One Day 03:29 Drama - 3am 03:26 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 03:22 Alex Hook Feat. Rene - You Showed Me 03:17 Chris Malinchak, Kiesza, Malin - Tree 03:17 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes 03:14 Aether - Jupiter & Saturn 03:10 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads 03:07 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix) 03:03 Fabio Vee & Mike D' Jais - Consolation 02:59 Jones Meadow - Need You Now 02:59 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder 02:53 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 02:50 London Grammar - Lose Your Head 02:45 Blank & Jones - Floatation 02:41 Lipless & Blue Noir - Alone 02:36 John Monkman Feat. Liz Cass - Open Frontier 02:36 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 02:31 Eric Hilton Feat. Brian Jackson - Something For Byrd 02:28 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 02:22 Syml & Zero 7 - Symmetry (Zero 7 Remix) 02:18 Melosense - Nous 02:18 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 02:15 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Gordi - No One Else 02:10 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale 02:07 Odsen - Retrospective 02:02 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - Greatest Day 02:01 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be 01:58 Cannons - Loving You 01:53 Shingo Nakamura - Come Closer 01:49 Catz 'n Dogz Feat. Jaw - Time 01:46 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix) 01:40 Lane 8 Feat. Lulu James - Loving You (Moon Boots Remix) 01:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 01:35 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 01:31 Nightcap - The Two Of Us (We Only Need) 01:27 Valante - Eio 01:22 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix) 01:18 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth 01:18 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax 01:14 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 01:08 Nicolas Godin Feat. Cola Boyy - The Foundation 01:05 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You 01:02 Holen - Not Too Late 00:58 Edapollo - Standing There 00:58 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 00:54 Hoki - Memories Of Love (Dsf Remix) 00:49 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long 00:44 Darius Feat. Benny Sings - Rise (Darius Remix) 00:40 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind 00:35 Leaving Laurel - Take Your Time (Extended Mix) 00:35 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 00:31 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 00:27 Vok - Skin 00:23 Palladian - Zagara 00:19 Emmit Fenn & Shallou - Hollow 00:14 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix) 00:14 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel 00:09 Deep Lo - Lost In You (Soire Remix) 00:05 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul) 00:02 Chris Malinchak - Cellophane

[night-gay]

Into the Anthill pt 24 - Giant-Man Returns

It’s been more than 12 years since Hank last changed size or wore his Yellowjacket costume, so seeing him suit up as Giant-Man and go big again was a refreshing change. I’m not a fan of the new costume, but for many characters there was simply no escaping the belts-and-pouches maximalism of the early 90’s.

It’s just a shame he never got to fight alongside the West Coast Avengers as Giant-Man.

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Iron Man vol 1 #285-286

Beetle, Spymaster, and Whiplash attacked Stark Enterprises on the day of Tony’s funeral, so Rhodey suited up as Iron Man to fight them. The West Coast Avengers showed up to help and assumed he had stolen the armor (since they knew it couldn’t be Tony in there). Hank shrank him down to catch him, but the villains got in the way so he shrank them all down and put them in a plastic bag. The fight was ended by the sound of a gunshot when Kathy Dare shot herself nearby, believing she was responsible for Tony’s death.

Avengers West Coast vol 2 #90-91

Ultron escaped from The Vault to steal the remnants of his old bodies from Hank’s lab. Parts in tow, Ultron also took Mockingbird when he left. He brought her to Hank’s lab in Death Valley and brainwashed him into service, forcing him to use Bobbi’s brain patterns as the base for his new bride: Alkhema the War Toy. After the Avengers tried and failed to stop them at Hank’s lab, Ultron and Alkhema headed south to a military weapons-storage facility to begin their extermination of humanity. While Ultron planned to wipe them out quickly in a show of force, Alkhema argued that it would be more enjoyable to draw it out and kill them slowly over time. Hank and Vision magnetized an atomic bomb and stuck them to it, launching it into space to detonate it with them.

Avengers vol 1 #363, 366-367

While the Avengers fought a rogue kree cell called The Gatherers, Hank and Bill Foster were called in for two reasons: to examine Swordsman’s body in stasis and to determine whether or not Sersi had gone insane from Mahd Wy'ry. He remained there until the Avengers learned that the kree had planted a Nega-Bomb on Earth, which prompted him to suit up as Giant-Man again despite the risk to his health. Sersi was able to neutralize the bomb by changing its structure at the subatomic level, reducing it’s power enough to just destroy the island rather than the whole planet. After, Vision came to Hank hoping for insight into human emotion since the two of them are family. He asked if Hank ever missed being married to Jan, which he admitted to readily. When asked the same question of Wanda, Vision’s answer was no.

Avengers West Coast Annual vol 1 #8

Ultron brainwashed the West Coast Avengers into guarding the seismic activators he’d scattered around the world. A bystander who witnessed this grabbed Mockingbird’s Avengers ID card to tell Iron Man. Tony recruited some help of his own and split them up, sending Hank and Wasp to fight Scarlet Witch and Hawkeye in Alaska. Since Tony was operating his Iron Man armor remotely he was able to resist Ultron’s mesmeric ray during the final confrontation and free his allies from his control. In the end, Alkhema betrayed Ultron because eradicating all the humans at once would spoil her fun.

Avengers vol 1 #368, Avengers West Coast vol 1 #101, Uncanny X-Men vol 1 #307

Nick Fury gathered both Avengers teams together to order them to stay out of Genosha. Because it was not a U.N. Member State, the Avengers could not legally interfere no matter what atrocities occured there. Unfortunately, Fabian Cortez had kidnapped Crystal’s daughter Luna so a team of Avengers disobeyed the U.N. and went anyway. Hank was among the remaining Avengers who headed to the U.N. headquarters to negotiate their options.

Minor/Cameo appearances from this period:

Avengers vol 1 #369

[spacecadetspe]

Jan. 5, 2025

I have been having vivid dreams lately, and it's not always pleasant. Two nights ago, it was about getting carjacked in X's old Cartier edition Lincoln. A woman got into the driver's seat while I was the passenger and distracted by my phone.

"I drive, yes?" she asked in a heavy accent. And embarrassingly enough, it took me all day to realize it was Greek. Again.

"What? No!" I said, startled. I rotated so that my back was against the door.

"Yes, I drive now."

"No! No, you can't!" I had no idea where she would take me, so I flung open the door and scrambled out, and then in front of the car to try to keep her from leaving. When I did, a man got in the passenger seat and shut the door, and the two of them peeled off in the stolen car.

What... the fuck?

I was lethargic and listless all day Saturday, and W started showing signs of it too. He and his friend went out to play, but they came back frequently to rest. My son's energy was flagging, and continued to decrease through the weekend.

That night, last night, I had another dream; a skeletal figure killing me repeatedly. Not stabbing. Not shooting. Killing. I'd die, reincarnate, and die again.

And I felt... nothing. I wished I could have some kind of rest. It didn't hurt at all, but it felt endless, as if even standing up was too much of an effort anymore. There was no point. I was just going to die again.

I spent all day today listening to "Sayonara Subarashiki Sekai Yo," over and over and over, realizing with perfect clarity what it meant. I felt like saying goodbye to everything because it was fading and turning grey inside me. And it wasn't fair to let myself completely succumb to the darkness. So I had to love this place enough to say goodbye to it.

I had a saving grace, though. My mom called me and invited us to spend the day with her, doing puzzles and eating take-out. I organized all her receipts from the past year. W watched "Delicious in Dungeon" and we had hot tea and boba mochi to stave off his oncoming cold. And at least during that time, I felt more clear. I had reasons to stay.

But when I took W back to his dad, that grey fog that muted all my emotions floated over me again. I went home, took in my new pajamas and boba mochi and packets of herbal tea, and sat down to a diamond painting that I've been neglecting for over a year. It's nearly half finished now; a mosaic of Santorini.

Phobetor showed up as if on cue. "Troubled again, I see."

"Yeah." I put a few more crystals in their places. "Phobetor... have you ever thought about dying? You know... I know you're a god, but have you ever considered doing it?"

"Of course." The answer was immediate.

"How do you keep going?" I asked. "What stopped you?"

He shot me a surprised look, but seemed to consider me before delivering his answer. "You did." Not just me, the person. Not just me, the goddess. Hope. That infinite concept, braver than any other. Stalwart, he calls it while peeping over my shoulder.

"Do you think it keeps Fortitude going, too?" I asked.

He watched me a few moments longer, the awe lingering in his face until his brow creased. "Oh, Hope," he sighed sympathetically.

That gentlest of sounds broke something inside me, and I started crying softly at the kitchen table.

Phobetor got up from his chair and pulled my head against his diaphragm to let me cry. "I'm sure you do." He petted my hair, but didn't shush me. He understands better than most that you have to let tears fall before the ache fades.

I'm pretty sure the reason i carried that around with me all day was because something in me wasn't completing the processing from last night. It was the crying, the letting go, that did it.

Phobetor said he'd talk to Fortitude, but promised not to stay away; a promise he's kept. <3

[johtoshippingsupremacist]

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↓ about me ↓

| silver / silv | 18 | he/they or they/them <3 | unlabeled | peer reviewed as autistic | isfp | jan 19 | american, unfortunately | multifandom blog | self/yumeship | atheist | very bad social anxiety </3 | silver pokespe |

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Fandoms: Pokémon, Pokespe, D&D, Hilda, Pokespe, Pokespe, Cattails & Cattails Wildwood Story, Minecraft, Crush Crush, and several others I'll remember later

Music/Bands: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, P!ATD (but not Brendon), MCR, Judas Priest, Lemon Demon, getting into Vocaloid recently, MCR, honestly the rest is just a lot of older metal (thanks to my dad)

Favs: SILVER POKESPE SILVER SILVER SILVER, obvi my own OCs (plz ask about them!), Jag (Cattails), Krampy (Cattails), Hilda (Hilda), Mabel (Gravity Falls), Fluttershy (MLP), Party Poison (Killjoys), Crystal (Pokespe), tbh the whole Sun & Moon cast (Pokémon games)

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Honestly this blog is mostly just me rambling about nothing, lol. I'm still kinda learning how everything works, so bear with me. @boredz-boi @transgender-eichi obligatory friend shoutouts bc ily

Please use tone tags with me, I have trouble understanding sometimes <3

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may nothing get infected~

[alexesguerra]

Supernatural Oracle: A Hunter's Deck and Guidebook Supernatural Oracle: A Hunter's Deck and Guidebook Contributor(s): Elynn, Sarah (Author) , Meininghaus, Jan (Illustrator) Publisher: RP Studio ISBN: 076248697X Physical Info: 1.24" H x 5.46" L x 3.54" W (0.56 lbs) 88 pages Eternally restless, Sarah Elynn has worn many hats, but her favorite--after super cool mom--is being an author. Nocturnal by nature, her story ideas often come at bedtime when her overactive mind is preoccupied with solving the mysteries of the universe. A lifelong empath and intuitive, Sarah writes adult nonfiction employing her passion for oracle, astrology, and crystals. In fiction, her forte is middle grade, where she showcases resilient kids discovering their moxie. A New Englander to the core, she brakes for moose, knows wicked is the best adverb, and is never far from the ocean. When Sarah's not writing about plucky pre-teens or connecting with her Guides, she's a stay-at-home mom, wife, and proud member of the SPNFamily, who firmly believes pie is a main food group. She can be found at sarahelynn.com.