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The FNAF story of the one you shouldnβt have killed..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#andrew fnaf#william afton#cassidy fnaf#spring bonnie#fnaf 4#I do think Andrew is kthe one you shouldnβt of killedβ kid#something about the vengeful spirit that never fully made sense#is the sentence βthe one you shouldnβt of killedβ#seeing Cassidy was always apart of the party#but Andrew probably wasnβt he wasnβt part of the plan#killed a lil after for being a witness to what happened#that would explain their anger#they WERENT supposed to ever get killed#Andrew also kills people himself as fetch and what not#so it makes more sense heβs keeping spirits in pain in UCN#that fact never made sense with Cassidy#seeing her main goal was to help the crying child pass on#I think Andrew is keeping Cassidy down with him in hell though#thatβs why we get shots of golden Freddy still being active#Cassidy is stuck cause of Andrew
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read in 2025!
it's that time again! i've been doing reading threads here since 2022, and i always enjoy them. as always, you can find me on goodreads and the storygraph.
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Winter Hours: Prose, Prose Poems, and Poems by Mary Oliver (β
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Moon of the Crusted Snow by Waubgeshig Rice (β
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The Examiner by Janice Hallett (β
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The Girl in the Tower by Katherine Arden (β
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A Vindication of the Rights of Woman by Mary Wollstonecraft
Just Another Missing Person by Gillian McAllister (β
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Beartown by Fredrick Backman (β
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White Tears/Brown Scars: How White Feminism Betrays Women of Color by Ruby Hamad (β
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Killer Potential by Hannah Deitch** (β
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Alive at the End of the World by Saeed Jones (β
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The Winter of the Witch by Katherine Arden (β
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Notre-Dame de Paris by Victor Hugo (β
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Assata: An Autobiography by Assata Shakur (β
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Perfect Victims: And the Politics of Appeal by Mohammed El-Kurd (β
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The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin (β
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The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates (β
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Famous Last Words by Gillian McAllister (β
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The River Has Roots by Amal El-Mohtar (β
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Direct Descendant by Tanya Huff** (β
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When She Was Me by Marlee Bush (β
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All In Her Head: The Truth and Lies Early Medicine Taught Us About Womenβs Bodies and Why It Matters Today by Elizabeth Comen
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David Copperfield by Charles Dickens (β
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Sunrise on the Reaping by Suzanne Collins (β
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Bright Young Women by Jessica Knoll (β
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The God of the Woods by Liz Moore (β
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The Hurting Kind by Ada LimΓ³n (β
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The Familiar by Leigh Bardugo (β
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The Eights by Joanna Miller** (β
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Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg
Iβll Be Gone in the Dark: One Womanβs Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer by Michelle McNamara
Funny Story by Emily Henry (β
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The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones (β
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Maus I: A Survivorβs Tale: My Father Bleeds History by Art Spiegelman
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Door Into the Dark: Poems by Seamus Heaney (β
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We Do This βtil We Free Us: Abolitionist Organizing and Transforming Justice by Mariame Kaba (β
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Great Big Beautiful Life by Emily Henry (β
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The Men With the Pink Triangle: The True, Life-and-Death of Homosexuals in the Nazi Death Camps by Heinz Heger
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*An asterisk denotes a reread. **Two asterisks denote an ARC.
#reading thread#talking to strangers#four books in already!!! i have set a relatively low goal for myself (30 books) because my goals are less numerical and#more about expanding my horizons / reading genres i usually don't / reading books that have been on my tbr for a long time#i'm off to a strong start for the year but i also know i tend to start off really well and then slump hard a few times later on#so we will see how it goes! anyway my thoughts on my first 4 books#i always start my year off with a reread of an old favorite so i know i'm starting with a 5 star read <3 hence the roger ackroyd reread#now not to brag or anything but i figured out who the murderer was the very first time i read roger ackroyd...#still absolutely diabolical though. second greatest mystery novel of all time (orient express will always win first place)#winter hours was good! very thought provoking and really made me want to write which is always great#the bear and the nightingale!!! i really enjoyed it and yes i did cry. i got the sequel from the library yesterday hehe#moon of the crusted snow was alright! i liked it a lot more conceptually than i did in practice tbh#anyway <3333 happy reading in 2025 besties!!!!
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i love arguing with people who say "gaga peaked in early 2010s.. :/". do i think that born this way is the best album forever and ever? yes. will i disagree with this take forever? also yes. and also i love to talk about gaga. i pick up arguments just to get to talk about my beautiful queen with people as long as i can
#two days in a row first w my sister then w my bestie#im like PLEASE βοΈπ do NOTTT tell me ππ₯Ί early gaga was the best gaga βΉοΈπ#anyway even though she always had a raw genius about music performance pop culture fashion EVERYTHING#the experience?????? her finally being content with her place in the industry/in life????? being in full control???? π€π€π€#she could NOT come up with this era in her early days and it's true and it's endearing to me. very healing for me idk#this year all my poet artists who debuted in 2008 are giving me this vibe like β€οΈ so delicious#π#gaga#OH AND also#do NOT tell me thay jazz / acting era is nonsense#was i crying please return home mamma too WELL YES#but also im not gonna trash her other stuff like that because it really did help her grow β€οΈ#it's easy to see#(but also i wish she could play in a movie where the best thing wasn't her presence π)#she's very methodical abt her goals and how she wants to get there. i love herrrrrrrr
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Would you ever make a non-graphic comic on Donnie laying the eggs?
I mean, I'm not opposed to exploring such concepts, generally speaking, (as I've repeatedly showcased lol), I just don't really know what a comic like that would really entail. I don't have a good story in my mind atm about this, so I don't have any plans r/n. π€·π»ββοΈ If y'all have specific questions about his experience and such, then maybe I'd get an idea for something, but right now I have no plans for it.
#i mean it's basically birth just to the left#i figure most of y'all (dear god plz) understand what that experience is like generally speaking#obviously every person and their experience is different but. you know. same basic steps for most people?#there's just a million different ways to do it and a million different ways to get through to the same end goal (more or less)#but r/n off the top of my head it would just be a lot of donnie swearing and crying and swearing and pacing and swearing etc etc etc#i guess it also depends on whether or not theres like? genuinely any interest for that type of comic#coz we've established im v down to make content abt '''taboo''' topics but i still often feel like im toeing the line lol.#so i kind of. gauge a lot of these things off of y'all.#gemini au asks#asks#anon#tw birth#cw birth#birth#kinda sorta#tw childbirth#cw childbirth#childbirth#sorta kinda#man whenever i tag these things one of the things that pops up under βpopularβ tabs is always like#things like b1rth k!nk and im like#nO#im trying to tag this for people who wanna blacklist it i dont wanna accidentally put it in the Pornography Bin#and there's nothing wrong with that like power to the ppl go off live ur life but like#A) thats not why im making this stuff and i dont rlly want it to be viewed that way#B) you know what im sure this isnt what the k!nk ppl are looking for anyway i dont wanna clog up their tags with off topic content--
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A fresh cut and shave for my beautiful little prince π₯°π₯°π₯°
#yes i'm babygirling him again.. what else is new...#he always looks much younger when he does the shorter cut.. might be because i heavily associate 20s Kasper with short hair tho..#he has the prettiest nose ever π₯Ίπ₯Ί *muah* little smoochie on that cute nosie *muah muah* π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί#he's literally me emotional comfort person.. talk about parasocial relationships galore...#i've been going THROUGH it lately but he brings me so much comfort..#they won but he didn't get a clean sheet and after that goal went it he literally KICKED the goalpost SO hard the whole thing shook..#that was exactly how i've felt a lot last week.. if he started crying right after? would have been me! ππ
#Kasper Schmeichel#king thicccness#big daddy π₯Ί#why doesn't he post anymore.. i miss when he posted.. ππ
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Here we go again
#they always meet their goal as soon as they start begging but these same people be on here crying about people asking for help from#horrific situations being scammers#ao3βs been in beta for years now right?#like I go on to read my Gojo Rengoku shit but I wouldnβt care if the entire site imploded in one night because this is ridiculous#it just makes you sad when sm of that money could go towards other shit#like ppl can spend their money on whatever they want but itβs distressing to see it wasted like this#rambling#like every other month they are asking for money and whenever#ppl ask about their finances and this and that theyβre met with angry nerds crying about literally nothing important
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poppy n guy diamond feel like kids w divorced/single parents to me(they're not sure which). They bond over it w guy helping poppy figure out if her dad is actually divorced, gay divorced or is a single father by spinning a wheel. Then they bake peppy a cake w frosting written like 'sOrry 4 yOure loss. i lovE yOu :)' depending on what the wheel tells them
#poppy wants to do the same for guy but he always pivots the conversation into how fabulous they can make him look for the day instead#theyre actual children in this point in time btw#ive had a personal goal to draw poppy w the snack pack ever since i got into the franchise and this is the only idea#ive ever had between her an guy diamond for some reason LMAO#dont tell them about widows though they might cry#yapping
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Talked with my recovery coach about how Iβve been struggling lately so we decided Iβm going to try and take myself to some new op shops tomorrow but now itβs almost 1am and I canβt sleep because Iβm anxious over it lol
#Iβve been feeling really useless lately#had a bit of a cry to my gf the other night about how Iβm not working and feel useless because of my mental illnesses#nothing bad has happened between us but this trip in particular has really highlighted just to myself how unwell I am and how my mental#illnesses are a disability and why Iβm on the dsp#which has been sad and affirming at the same time but mainly just very sad#I talked about how i often feel like a house pet just constantly waiting for others since I have no real goal or purpose myself#no job no routine so reason no desire for life#itβs a really confronting feeling to feel so utterly useless and to crave death so much#I have a bad habit of laughing and making jokes about how ugly I am how useless I am that Iβm a dole bludger who is lazy#always joking about wanting to die because I feel as though thatβs all Iβm allowed#but itβs not good lol#itβs sad and I donβt want to feel that way#so I want to try harder#but even then my trying harder feels pretty pathetic#personal
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Zoro is like a compass, he is always pointing North.
Sure he gets lost, all the time, but his North isn't the same as everyone else's, instead it's something else. There is only the pull of his goals, his dreams, his convictions and beliefs. He's rigid, never faltering. Pointing only to what he believes is important. He never strays from his path, following it diligently.
He is a compass. The compass.
But meeting Luffy D. Monkey gave him a new North. A new pull to follow, his arrow changes direction but also not. Following his captain slots so easily into his life, falling between what he has always followed.
He gets lost, but he's always where he's supposed to be. Following Luffy, his captain. Being the swordsman of the Straw hats, being the first mate.
Because it's the same, the freedom of following his dreams is achieved right by his Captain's side. Being true to who he is, he has never strayed from his path. He points North.
Zoro points to his dreams, and he can dream right where he is. He is right where he is supposed to be.
#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa im sobbing#one piece#roronoa zoro#he's a COMPASS GOYA TRUST ME#his sense of direction is AWFUL but yet he's always on route#he NEVER STRAYS#ultimate ride or die#one piece zoro#moss head#i mean this in the most platonic way alive#he follows his captain till the end bc following his captain means following his goals UNDERSTAND ME ON THIS#straw hats make me cry
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more vampire aus. look at these guys theyre boyfriends. drew this at 2 am
#minnieβs voca vampire au#this au exists for rping#the main goal is ALWAYS gakukai#gakukaiyuuma polycule is smth so real... and so personal...#(crying hysterically)#i need to make this au everyones problem#vocaloid#gakuyuuma#vy2 yuuma#gakupo#gakupo kamui#my art
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if static IS in mossy i will cry gogggg i hope they do something cool with his design i hope he exists please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
#queued#STATIC............... ITS BEEN 3000 YEARS......#MOSS. ITS BEEN. 3000. YEARS.#genuinely in tears rewatching and listening to this intro. it feels like my best friend just rose back up from the dead. oh my god dude#if i werent staying off online due to testing so much id just be GUSHING ENDLESSLY WITH LOVE DUDE#MOSSYYYYYYY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAa#i dont think gray will be there#BUT#I SAW ONE IMAGE OF HIM IN THE NEW POLY STYLE.#THIS MIGHT JUST BE COPIUM . THIS MIGHT JUST BE ME TRYING TO COPE INCREDIBLY HARD#BUT OHHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHH OOOOOHH AUUUUUHHH#IF GRAY APPEARS LITERALLY AT ALL IN MOSSY I WILL CRY#gone are the days of gray moss evil. look at mossy how evil could it possibly be . im being lessened in my negativities#ohohoohohohoo#fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. i love moss. i lvoe mossy.#fucking banger main cast too#shapy was always the main character and sticky note felt pretty prominent too but potted plant ? POTTED PLANT? I WASNT EXPECTING HER BUT#GOG AM I HAPPY I LOVE HER A LOT AND ALSO THE PLANT LOOKS COOLER NOW#YES YES PLANT THEMES#whats funny is all 3 of them were on squad goals (their team name from moss)#really just 'main characters the team'#twisp on there too#makes me wonder if theyre actually gonna develop twisp lore now because i do Know twisp species lore <- he was taught#GUESS ITS A GOOD THING I NEVER TOLD ANYONE ELSE THEN LOL??????????????????????????#i hope clover still looks like an actual clover in MOSSY because if she doesnt i will frown#rant over . heart emoji#so many heart emojis
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Personal rant in the tags that Iβll probably delete later
#Bones has a nasty habit of kindling up a very confusing array of feelings within me#the only one of those feelings Ive ever been able accurately nail down what exactly it is. is longing#this very particular form of yearning#a kind that makes me smile and cry at the same time#but thatβs not really whatβs important or what the main point of this tag rant is about#I watched the whole show for the first time when I was 14 and it was very formative for my young teenage self#it taught me a lot about myself and it helped me gain a lot of perspective that helped me through my shitty childhood/teenage years#it also helped me form a vision for myself for what I wanted to be when I grew up#I had a very clear vision. aspirations. goals. dreams.#and then I grew up. the vision from my younger days never completely went away. but it got a little lost#Iβve had a lot of very strong inexplicable feelings while rewatching bones#and I really wasnβt sure what they were or what they meant at first but I think Iβm starting to understand#I never wanted a career in EMS. it wasnβt something I always knew I wanted to do. it was just something that happened#then when it happened I thought maybe it was what I wanted to do for the rest of my career#then burn out came and went. it didnβt end my career like it does for a lot of people. it got better#I healed from it. but it provided me with some new perspective. I donβt want to be in EMS forever. I love it. and itβs been a lovely#sometimes horrifying adventure. But itβs not what I dreamed of for myself.#my rewatch of bones has reminded me of that vision that got lost.#and now I keep going back to that 14 y/o me and her dreams and how Iβm not living those dreams#and I so desperately donβt want to disappoint her and rn I feel like I am#because rn I feel like I have settled#anyway might quit my job and go to college in pursuit of the dreams a much younger version of myself once dreamed
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Queen Guinevere: ... Gwenhwyfach: .... [They Fight] The Soundtrack:
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#warning: rock music - might be loud#my brain(rot) always goes in this direction everytime when Gwen and her sister come up#something something identical twin siblings#the children of a supernatural father whose actions sent them down their paths in life#and the siblings become bitter enemies due to circumstances beyond their control#and the darker sibling resorts to extreme measures for the sake of goals#and a third party gets involved#this kind of applies to Arthur/Morgan on some level but the Gwen sisters are a better fit imo#anyway this is a supplement for the earlier Guinevere and Guinevak post#youtube#queen guinevere#gwenhwyfach#arthuriana#arthurian mythology#arthurian legend#vulgate cycle#false guinevere#welsh mythology#musical themes#bury the light#devil may cry#the cameliard sisters#leodegrance
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Year of the Candy Villain, Or Else (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#So far it's actually not looking like 2025 is going to be her year lol#But! I did get some important data-gathering in with her help and she is as always very welcome and wonderful <3#And that's not to say there isn't plenty with her! Just - not Quite to the goal intended#But she did get to set the tone for my new notebook! Ah! How fun#Or at least Mostly - that first doodle of her was the first 2025 doodle in this new notebook! For sure!#But I had already filled a test page early on while picking new notebooks to make sure this one scanned well#It does - thankfully - but that also means that 2023 was the actual tone-setter here lol#It's fine the date jumps around wildly in all my notebooks with how I've set them up#She's here now! The actual important part!!#If you can believe it that second one is actually a spacefiller - looks just like all the rest of her defensive crying doodles haha#There was Just enough room leftover from some scratch doodles - organizing things for that digital projects I've been teasing#And she just happened to fit perfectly βͺ Poor lad though always a coin toss what her mood will be with the Staff#Charm in a VUX uniform lol - she's worn other things before! Papyrus' clothes - Pokemon Ranger Uniform - quite the closet really#I'm still on something of a SCII kick so she also had to partake lol#Sharing is very important hehe#She's had another little VUX reference elsewhere too! Not as big as wearing a tunic tho haha#The VUX tunic looks really comfortable.....been thinking about that lately.......#And a last one of Charm at a party I've been picking at a fic about - pretty sure I've mentioned it before#Don't do it Charm! It's dangerous! Haha
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oikage......... if you carry the one and factor out a four... are a manifestation of the thin line between admiration and jealousy .... i've solved it....π¬
#how there are things they both admire and are jealous of in one another#and how jealousy manifests more in tooru than it does in tobio#and how that shapes how they act towards one another and talk about each other#how tooru sees himself above tobio in social settings but inferior when he's alone due to jealousy#and how tobio sees tooru as an equal* in social settings but above when he's alone. silent admiration#*although the term 'equal' isn't entirely correct. a challenge he can rise to is more accurate#reaching the level of reliability that tooru has is a goal of tobio's. and an achievable one#tooru- however- wants tobio's natural talent. which isn't achievable.#meaning tobio can have admiration for tooru seeing as the thing he's jealous of is an achievable goal#whereas tooru is left with jealousy because the part of tobio he wants is not achievable and therefore he cannot admire him#at least not in the same way tobio can admire tooru#CHAT DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSEπ£οΈ#god it has taken me so long to figure these two out and i cannot comprehend why#every relationship in haikyuu (everyTHING in haikyuu actually) has a general theme#matches (shiratorizawa v karasuno being a battle of concepts)#relationships (kuroo and kenma being the types of people who push each other and grow together in the discomfort of trying new things)#like. everything has a concept.#kageyama and hinata and their soulmateism and how someone will always match ur freak is just self explanatory#but oikawa and kageyama. despite being a relationship dynamic that intrigues me. their concept has been a mystery to me until now#god i feel like a university professor. spending this much time studying one piece of media for like 9 years#that's right i've got a βphd in volleyball series with homoerotic undertonesπ#call me dr. beez from now on#my dissertation was on kageyama and hinata's relationship and how it's fucking awesome REAL NOT FAKE#anywho. gonna go listen to lacy by olivia rodrigo and Cry ^_^#olivia rodrigo fans i'm so sorry this is in your tag now IGNORE ME IGNORE ME#volleyball guys
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#sometimes i really hate being the ''gives good hugs guy''#like yes i love it i will always love it. being the gives good hugs guy is one of my favorite things!!!!!#but. im the gives good hugs guy because im taller and/or bigger and/or stronger than most of my friends#and my friends that are huggers to begin with and not just incidentally#they are not nessecarily the kind of hugger where they approach a hug with the goal of squeezing someone as hard as they possibly can#and that one that does. is eight inches shorter and 140 lbs lighter than me#and cannot get the kind of leverage that you need to give me a really good hug#(this doesnt mean that she doesnt try!!!!! and her hugs are Very Good but they're not what i personally need in a good hugs guy)#i have one friend who is approx. the same height as me that hugs people even incidentally#and he is the only person i know that can give me a Proper Hug#(by that i mean squeezing the living daylights out of the person recieving the hug)#but im not good enough friends with him to be comfortable just going up and asking for a hug. because. Anxiety#and i know he'd be okay with it!!! but the only time i see him is at drama club!!!!#and given the fact that my current emotional state is such that if properly hugged i Might start fucking crying#im not taking the risk of crying in front of the drama club#most of them wouldnt care that i did and the ones that do wouldn't saying anything about it (i hope)#but still. no.#anyway#its not that any of my friends give bad hugs#some of them give better hugs than others but its not like any of them give *bad* hugs#just. idk. i want hugs#and i dont really get hugs because im the *giving* hugs guy
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