#crying is Always the goal >:)
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“…How could he…?” vs “…How could he…?!”
#Guysgusygsugsgsuguyssss#They make me…#SO ILL#SO FREAKING ILL‼️‼️‼️#Their different reactions meaning the same thing but in a different way AUGFGFGDGDHDHD#Orion just…looks so heartbroken man#I HATE THAT DUMB SAD SHOCKED FACE HE ALWAYS DOES IN THE MOVIE IT MAKES MY HEART HURT 😭😭😭#I can’t do this it’s going to take them at LEAST 3 years to make another movie I can’t do this y'all…#Same goal different path ahh movie#Transformers One#TF1#TFOne#D-16#Megatron#Orion Pax#Optimus Prime#Sobbing crying and throwing myself out a window#IM TWEAKING OUTTTTTT#ON THE EDGE OF MY SANITY ✊🏾🙂↕️#Going to sob now..#D-16 will get an redemption arc okay hes not Megatron hes just misundertood guys guys im in the biggest hole of DENIAL#🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️ Manifesting redemption arc 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️
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Would you ever make a non-graphic comic on Donnie laying the eggs?
I mean, I'm not opposed to exploring such concepts, generally speaking, (as I've repeatedly showcased lol), I just don't really know what a comic like that would really entail. I don't have a good story in my mind atm about this, so I don't have any plans r/n. 🤷🏻♂️ If y'all have specific questions about his experience and such, then maybe I'd get an idea for something, but right now I have no plans for it.
#i mean it's basically birth just to the left#i figure most of y'all (dear god plz) understand what that experience is like generally speaking#obviously every person and their experience is different but. you know. same basic steps for most people?#there's just a million different ways to do it and a million different ways to get through to the same end goal (more or less)#but r/n off the top of my head it would just be a lot of donnie swearing and crying and swearing and pacing and swearing etc etc etc#i guess it also depends on whether or not theres like? genuinely any interest for that type of comic#coz we've established im v down to make content abt '''taboo''' topics but i still often feel like im toeing the line lol.#so i kind of. gauge a lot of these things off of y'all.#gemini au asks#asks#anon#tw birth#cw birth#birth#kinda sorta#tw childbirth#cw childbirth#childbirth#sorta kinda#man whenever i tag these things one of the things that pops up under “popular” tabs is always like#things like b1rth k!nk and im like#nO#im trying to tag this for people who wanna blacklist it i dont wanna accidentally put it in the Pornography Bin#and there's nothing wrong with that like power to the ppl go off live ur life but like#A) thats not why im making this stuff and i dont rlly want it to be viewed that way#B) you know what im sure this isnt what the k!nk ppl are looking for anyway i dont wanna clog up their tags with off topic content--
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Here we go again
#they always meet their goal as soon as they start begging but these same people be on here crying about people asking for help from#horrific situations being scammers#ao3’s been in beta for years now right?#like I go on to read my Gojo Rengoku shit but I wouldn’t care if the entire site imploded in one night because this is ridiculous#it just makes you sad when sm of that money could go towards other shit#like ppl can spend their money on whatever they want but it’s distressing to see it wasted like this#rambling#like every other month they are asking for money and whenever#ppl ask about their finances and this and that they’re met with angry nerds crying about literally nothing important
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read in 2025!
it's that time again! i've been doing reading threads here since 2022, and i always enjoy them. as always, you can find me on goodreads and the storygraph.
The Murder of Roger Ackroyd by Agatha Christie* (★★★★★)
Winter Hours: Prose, Prose Poems, and Poems by Mary Oliver (★★★★★)
The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden (★★★★☆)
Moon of the Crusted Snow by Waubgeshig Rice (★★★☆☆)
The Examiner by Janice Hallett (★★★★☆)
The Girl in the Tower by Katherine Arden (★★★★★)
A Vindication of the Rights of Woman by Mary Wollstonecraft
Just Another Missing Person by Gillian McAllister (★★★☆☆)
Beartown by Fredrick Backman (★★★★★)
White Tears/Brown Scars: How White Feminism Betrays Women of Color by Ruby Hamad (★★★★★)
Killer Potential by Hannah Deitch** (★★★★☆)
Alive at the End of the World by Saeed Jones (★★★★☆)
*An asterisk denotes a reread. **Two asterisks denote an ARC.
#reading thread#talking to strangers#four books in already!!! i have set a relatively low goal for myself (30 books) because my goals are less numerical and#more about expanding my horizons / reading genres i usually don't / reading books that have been on my tbr for a long time#i'm off to a strong start for the year but i also know i tend to start off really well and then slump hard a few times later on#so we will see how it goes! anyway my thoughts on my first 4 books#i always start my year off with a reread of an old favorite so i know i'm starting with a 5 star read <3 hence the roger ackroyd reread#now not to brag or anything but i figured out who the murderer was the very first time i read roger ackroyd...#still absolutely diabolical though. second greatest mystery novel of all time (orient express will always win first place)#winter hours was good! very thought provoking and really made me want to write which is always great#the bear and the nightingale!!! i really enjoyed it and yes i did cry. i got the sequel from the library yesterday hehe#moon of the crusted snow was alright! i liked it a lot more conceptually than i did in practice tbh#anyway <3333 happy reading in 2025 besties!!!!
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poppy n guy diamond feel like kids w divorced/single parents to me(they're not sure which). They bond over it w guy helping poppy figure out if her dad is actually divorced, gay divorced or is a single father by spinning a wheel. Then they bake peppy a cake w frosting written like 'sOrry 4 yOure loss. i lovE yOu :)' depending on what the wheel tells them
#poppy wants to do the same for guy but he always pivots the conversation into how fabulous they can make him look for the day instead#theyre actual children in this point in time btw#ive had a personal goal to draw poppy w the snack pack ever since i got into the franchise and this is the only idea#ive ever had between her an guy diamond for some reason LMAO#dont tell them about widows though they might cry#yapping
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"Now the Oilers take away, Skinner's to centre, hit by Kulikov. Oh! And then a big hit by Gadjovich!" "And they go after him..." "Yeah, action between the benches! Play continues. Luostarinen the feed! Here's Lundell! In front, Mikkola scores! It's Niko Mikkola to tie the game at 4!" "Well, the Oilers were too preoccupied, between the benches there was a Players' Association meeting. And meanwhile the Panthers got control of the puck in the offensive zone and some nifty passing and timely play by Mikkola coming in! Here's the hit on Skinner, and then the Oilers decide, 'Oh! We're gonna go after Gadjovich!' And meantime the Panthers—Luostarinen, Lundell—and he just feathers this puck. Look at Lundell, the backhand and timed perfectly, and Mikkola. As I said Skinner will go down and get that puck over top of him. And we got a tie game." "Lundell, second assist—primary on the last two goals. The Panthers have battled back after Oilers got three [goals] in a row to go up a pair there in the second [period.]"
"Here's a chance. Mikkola scores! Niko Mikkola gets the goal—13:07 left to go in this third period—as he sneaks in and Mikkola has tied it!" "Well, everything is happening in front of the benches and play kinda stopped. A lot of the Oilers get involved, but play continues on. As this is going on right in front, Skinner upset, the puck's gonna go in the Edmonton zone and it's Bouchard, good pressure, the turnover. And how about this play by Lundell to Mikkola? And no mistake! Mikkola, his third. Great patience by Lundell, face the defender down and finds Mikkola."
florida panthers @ edmonton oilers | 12.16.24 (x)(x)(x)(x)
#niko mikkola#anton lundell#eetu luostarinen#dmitry kulikov#florida panthers#2425#beep beep kitty pileup#very obsessed with how happy everyone gets when its mikksy who scores because he never does that#happy mikksy having a total of 4 goals against the oilers out of his career 10#happy lundy has now assisted on two mikksy goals against the oilers#crying the finns all got a point :(#mikksy goal... lundy primary assist and luosty secondary assist... LOVE IS STORED IN THIS SPECIFIC GOAL#velcro finns they have to show up together on the stats sheet#also lmao did mikksy squawk in pain when lundy crushed him against kuli 😭?#KULI SLIDING HIS HAND OVER MIKKSYS BACK. DPARTNER LOVE IS SO BEAUTIFUL#they all come together to huddle under his big arms#lundy very much more preoccupied with luosty while luosty smiles in glee at mikksy and shouts COME ON#lundy yells a good YEAH at mikksy tol#OH FINN LOVE IS ALSO SO BEAUTIFUL#that pic of them all hugging will be my lockscreen so write that down#included the prime goal call if not because if the whimsy of the way casters pronounce “mikkola”#anyways they all crash into each other in a big hazardous traffic ice jam#when mikksy scores a goal he always has the people he loves most on the ice for the cellies :((#THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME#also randy calling the shenanigans happening by the bench a “players association meeting” did make me snort yes
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Talked with my recovery coach about how I’ve been struggling lately so we decided I’m going to try and take myself to some new op shops tomorrow but now it’s almost 1am and I can’t sleep because I’m anxious over it lol
#I’ve been feeling really useless lately#had a bit of a cry to my gf the other night about how I’m not working and feel useless because of my mental illnesses#nothing bad has happened between us but this trip in particular has really highlighted just to myself how unwell I am and how my mental#illnesses are a disability and why I’m on the dsp#which has been sad and affirming at the same time but mainly just very sad#I talked about how i often feel like a house pet just constantly waiting for others since I have no real goal or purpose myself#no job no routine so reason no desire for life#it’s a really confronting feeling to feel so utterly useless and to crave death so much#I have a bad habit of laughing and making jokes about how ugly I am how useless I am that I’m a dole bludger who is lazy#always joking about wanting to die because I feel as though that’s all I’m allowed#but it’s not good lol#it’s sad and I don’t want to feel that way#so I want to try harder#but even then my trying harder feels pretty pathetic#personal
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Zoro is like a compass, he is always pointing North.
Sure he gets lost, all the time, but his North isn't the same as everyone else's, instead it's something else. There is only the pull of his goals, his dreams, his convictions and beliefs. He's rigid, never faltering. Pointing only to what he believes is important. He never strays from his path, following it diligently.
He is a compass. The compass.
But meeting Luffy D. Monkey gave him a new North. A new pull to follow, his arrow changes direction but also not. Following his captain slots so easily into his life, falling between what he has always followed.
He gets lost, but he's always where he's supposed to be. Following Luffy, his captain. Being the swordsman of the Straw hats, being the first mate.
Because it's the same, the freedom of following his dreams is achieved right by his Captain's side. Being true to who he is, he has never strayed from his path. He points North.
Zoro points to his dreams, and he can dream right where he is. He is right where he is supposed to be.
#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa im sobbing#one piece#roronoa zoro#he's a COMPASS GOYA TRUST ME#his sense of direction is AWFUL but yet he's always on route#he NEVER STRAYS#ultimate ride or die#one piece zoro#moss head#i mean this in the most platonic way alive#he follows his captain till the end bc following his captain means following his goals UNDERSTAND ME ON THIS#straw hats make me cry
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more vampire aus. look at these guys theyre boyfriends. drew this at 2 am
#this au exists for rping#the main goal is ALWAYS gakukai#gakukaiyuuma polycule is smth so real... and so personal...#(crying hysterically)#i need to make this au everyones problem#vocaloid#gakuyuuma#vy2 yuuma#gakupo#gakupo kamui#my art
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oikage......... if you carry the one and factor out a four... are a manifestation of the thin line between admiration and jealousy .... i've solved it....🚬
#how there are things they both admire and are jealous of in one another#and how jealousy manifests more in tooru than it does in tobio#and how that shapes how they act towards one another and talk about each other#how tooru sees himself above tobio in social settings but inferior when he's alone due to jealousy#and how tobio sees tooru as an equal* in social settings but above when he's alone. silent admiration#*although the term 'equal' isn't entirely correct. a challenge he can rise to is more accurate#reaching the level of reliability that tooru has is a goal of tobio's. and an achievable one#tooru- however- wants tobio's natural talent. which isn't achievable.#meaning tobio can have admiration for tooru seeing as the thing he's jealous of is an achievable goal#whereas tooru is left with jealousy because the part of tobio he wants is not achievable and therefore he cannot admire him#at least not in the same way tobio can admire tooru#CHAT DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE🗣️#god it has taken me so long to figure these two out and i cannot comprehend why#every relationship in haikyuu (everyTHING in haikyuu actually) has a general theme#matches (shiratorizawa v karasuno being a battle of concepts)#relationships (kuroo and kenma being the types of people who push each other and grow together in the discomfort of trying new things)#like. everything has a concept.#kageyama and hinata and their soulmateism and how someone will always match ur freak is just self explanatory#but oikawa and kageyama. despite being a relationship dynamic that intrigues me. their concept has been a mystery to me until now#god i feel like a university professor. spending this much time studying one piece of media for like 9 years#that's right i've got a phd in volleyball series with homoerotic undertones😎#call me dr. beez from now on#my dissertation was on kageyama and hinata's relationship and how it's fucking awesome REAL NOT FAKE#anywho. gonna go listen to lacy by olivia rodrigo and Cry ^_^#olivia rodrigo fans i'm so sorry this is in your tag now IGNORE ME IGNORE ME#volleyball guys
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#sometimes i really hate being the ''gives good hugs guy''#like yes i love it i will always love it. being the gives good hugs guy is one of my favorite things!!!!!#but. im the gives good hugs guy because im taller and/or bigger and/or stronger than most of my friends#and my friends that are huggers to begin with and not just incidentally#they are not nessecarily the kind of hugger where they approach a hug with the goal of squeezing someone as hard as they possibly can#and that one that does. is eight inches shorter and 140 lbs lighter than me#and cannot get the kind of leverage that you need to give me a really good hug#(this doesnt mean that she doesnt try!!!!! and her hugs are Very Good but they're not what i personally need in a good hugs guy)#i have one friend who is approx. the same height as me that hugs people even incidentally#and he is the only person i know that can give me a Proper Hug#(by that i mean squeezing the living daylights out of the person recieving the hug)#but im not good enough friends with him to be comfortable just going up and asking for a hug. because. Anxiety#and i know he'd be okay with it!!! but the only time i see him is at drama club!!!!#and given the fact that my current emotional state is such that if properly hugged i Might start fucking crying#im not taking the risk of crying in front of the drama club#most of them wouldnt care that i did and the ones that do wouldn't saying anything about it (i hope)#but still. no.#anyway#its not that any of my friends give bad hugs#some of them give better hugs than others but its not like any of them give *bad* hugs#just. idk. i want hugs#and i dont really get hugs because im the *giving* hugs guy
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i just realized that two days from now is one-week-to-christmas. i haven't purchased gifts for anybody and i haven't finished my christmas gift to you all either (nutcracker fic). time rlly just keeps passing huh 😭
#december 18 was always my arbitrary deadline for nutcracker fic bc i wanted to give ppl time to read it before christmas#but like. i kind of doubt i'll finish it tbh? idk. there's not a TON left but i also have to work and pack and drive home still#unfort if i don't finish it on time i WILL scream cry & throw up bc I CAN'T KEEP BEING A FAILURE AT EVERYTHING GODDAMN IT#sorry it would just help me i think to meet one goal#shutting up fr now gn#personal
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maybe i’m just feeling really sad and stuff right now (i am, at least when this is queued, but that’s not the point) but i really REALLY wanna write something that just. makes someone sob. like yeah i joke that “i can never write happy stuff if it’s not upsetting it’s not mine sorry” but i feel like i never nail the raw emotion. i feel like i either lean too much or not enough into the “cliches” for it to work right. i wanna write something that just hits in the chest so hard so naturally, like i’m reading you perfectly at your worst. i want the sob to be genuine. and i wanna make it worth it. does that make sense??? idk. i know i’m still a “beginner” (haven’t been dedicated to writing poetry for even a year yet tbh; it was a hobby until my first class last semester) but like. this is my ultimate goal tbh. if i write something that resonates so strongly with someone that they cry and/or carry it for the rest of their life in a way that either hurts or haunts or relieves or maybe all of the above, then i guess i was a good poet.
or smthn idk
#idk my ‘making it’ has never been grand to me#even when i wanted to write stories my goal was always ‘if one person enjoys it then it’s good enough for me’#like. i don’t know if i want my work to outlive me in a grand way. i just want it to resonate#i want it to make the average probably queer probably isolated probably traumatized kid to feel so seen#if i can sincerely impact somebody with any of my work in any way that just haunts them in any emotion then. i guess my work was good enough#you know????#idk i’m still feeling emotional rn but like there’s a sentiment i’m trying to say but i can’t seem to say it right#if i can’t do that in my own tags how am i supposed to do it in a poem (/hj) 😭#like. like when i heard we’ll never have sex for the first time!! it was everything i’ve ever felt about my aceness!!#and yeah it’s an ace anthem to me and it’s beautiful but it still makes me cry yknow!!#because it’s beautiful yet sad to me (as someone who can never make that relationship stick) at the same time!!!#i want my shit to hit like that!!!#grace being kinda serious for once#text post#personal#poetry
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I think recovering whumpees with pets is vastly underrated. Whumpee with their emotional support animal. Whumpee taking better care of themselves because they have another little life to look after now. Whumpees with service dogs. Whumpees with guard dogs to keep them safe from whumper. Whumpees deserve a little pet. As a treat!
#whump#whump stuff#I like Wren taking better care of himself and working towards recovery#cuz he took in a stray cat and he has to take care of her and he might not worry about his own health but he HAS to provide her the best#and Alexei getting an emotional support dog#he doesn’t need to take him on his daily outings but he provides him so much support at home#he’s got a big ol Great Pyrenees who never lets him cry alone and is always right by his side#I like to think the original goal in getting him a dog#was so he’d have to get out of the house more to take him on walks#but they got him trained to support Alexei as well#I love. aminals.
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happy schmidty 2nd goal of the season not even 5 seconds into his shift <3 honourable mention to mikksy and erod who helped him out there <33
philadelphia flyers @ florida panthers postgame interview | 11.9.24 (x)
#nate schmidt#niko mikkola#evan rodrigues#florida panthers#2425#NATE YOU ARE SO LOUD#I THINK MY EARS BURST SEVERAL TIMES DURING THIS#“great change by mikks i like to attribute a lot of that to him” THIS IS A MIKKSY GOAL IN SPIRIT#also mikks... thank you swaggy for saying mikks enough that youve infected another kitty with it 🙏🙏#nate who makes mikksy smile a lot during practise... i am taking notes always remember that#nate was so excited to talk about his goal im gonna cry#but that yeah did make my ears bleed SO LOUD
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I am on a mission to learn how to draw can you believe these are literally only 4 days apart I’m feeling so pussy pussy cunt cunt rn
#also I know it doesn’t look like Marcia I literally today learned how to draw facial proportions I can’t fuck around too much yet#also I liquified her she wrong so it’s a lil fucked up but#I’m v proud :)#didn’t even touch hair or body or anything but that’s fine I just want to learn to draw Marcia’s face right#that’s goal one#I will not rest until I get this down#I will become the expert in drawing Marcia’s face#also do you love that I can’t remember any makeup look except the red and white one#I’ve used it for like 6 drawings of her now#anyways it’s crazy what a single 10 minute video on how to properly proportion a face can do#also I don’t know what my style is yet bc I just started so obviously that factors into things#anyways!#artist advice is always welcome critique might (will) make me cry :)#encouragement is always… encouraged 😉#anyways I’m v happy with myself#even though I opened the canvas and lost track of time and blinked and it was 2 am#also can I just say it took me a few tries but I’m loving the lettering on her name :)#okay that’s it I’m going to brush my teeth and fall asleep#also I’m still trying to figure out all the secrets of procreatepls aid#marcia#marcia x3#marcia marcia marcia#drag race fanart#my art#also there’s only a one hour difference between how long it took to do these that’s so funny#wow#also in my defense!#I was trying out different styles so I was trying to copy a more cartoonish style#but still :)#also it looks so warm on my phone rn bc I have night mode on but the colors are so pretty on my iPad :) and presumably here once night mode
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