#crying in Morphic Pool

[durgetavoc]

Also, I finally got the infamous Morphic Pool Angst™ scene.

And damn.

Durge is just… broken. She feels like she missed something, like she failed somehow. "Maybe I should have told him to stay back," she thinks, but it felt so symbolic for him to come with her to stop the Netherbrain—to finish what they started. And then, to try to start over. Thanks to her companions and her own journey, she believes in second chances. She believed in him.

But when the Netherbrain began speaking, saying it respected Durge once but never respected Gortash, Durge’s heart sank. Anxiety churned inside her, a terrible premonition taking root. She wanted to tell him to run, just to get away, but—1) She was frozen. 2) She had to keep up her role as leader, focused on her target. 3) There wasn’t time, because the moment that thought crossed her mind, he was already gone. Dead. Instantly. At her feet.

The world had never felt so silent after that. A void tore open inside her, but she kept going, kept pushing forward. She had no choice. Even when the Emperor finally saved her and the group, she wasn’t really there.

And then, out of the corner of her eye, she saw his lifeless body, carried into the Astral Plane. She followed, and it was impossible to pull her away. As she knelt there, fragments of memories began flooding back.

And then it hit her— The breakdown.

For the first time, after the shock settled in, she truly sobbed for his death and said "I think I liked you too sorry". Overwhelmed by grief, regret, and memories. Even when her friends tried to reach her, pleading with her to come back to camp to rest, she refused to move. She stayed there, who knows how long, in that dimension. Staring into the abyss, as her butler might have put it.

Then came the anger. The rage.

She turned it into her new purpose. She took Gortash’s mantle, letting it become a physical reminder of her determination.

She would save the world, as promised, symbolically with him by her side. She would repair the mistakes of her past.

And maybe. Maybe she'll be in peace.

[aventvrines]

I hope that wasn't our last kiss. I'd take a thousand more if I could.

[blackjackkent]

Onwards towards the Morphic Pool:

This is honestly just a fun little sequence from an animation standpoint, even though Rakha is wholeheartedly not enjoying herself:

Given her sensitivity to the Weave, I think Rakha is the only one who notices the stalactite about to be yanked down on them.

Somewhat amusingly, I think this is the first time Rakha has ever been swimming, at least that she has any memory of. Judging by the expressions she makes, I don't think she likes it much.

She looks so tired, poor girl. I think, to be honest, that there is a very brief moment here where she's just tempted to give up and just lay there in the water forever.

But there's no choice left to her but to go forward, and she can hear Wyll shouting her name from the shore. So she gathers all her remaining strength and begins an ungainly and uncoordinated dog paddle through the murky river.

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Wyll grabs for Rakha's hand, helping to pull her out of the water. His grip is tight and fierce, his eyes searching her rapidly, checking if she is injured. But before he can speak, a wave of pain stabs through their heads, fierce enough that Rakha cries aloud with it.

Narrator: An overwhelming force pushes into your mind. The brain. It is here.

For a moment, reality falls away, and there is nothing but the all-consuming, suffocating presence of the elder brain... watching her.

"-you... -pawn-- -thrall- --PUPPET-"

"-anomaly...- -erase- --remove- -extinguish--"

It is a far cry from the strange, alien joy that greeted her when she first found the Absolute in the basement of Moonrise Towers. Then, it remembered her, was pleased to see her in opposition to the Chosen that had bound it.

But that bond, like so many others from her past, is broken now. The brain knows that she is coming to kill it. And it will not make the road easy.

[katkarlov]

Finishing Ari's Run, Part 1: Pre-Pier

These two. I'm obsessed.

So, it was time to finish my first progressed BG3 run. Every Tuesday, I have a medication hangover (I'm medically immunosuppressed), so I keep my day chill and heavy on the sitting. It's a great gaming day, so I stopped talking and started finishing this game.

Why does this screen always make me nervous? Dammit. Here we go!

So! Here's a weird Kat fact: I love spoilers! But, as I was playing through, I realized that, while I'd spoiled quite a lot of the endings, basically everything between the death of Orin and the post-brain pier scene was unspoiled for me. This meant that I got a few surprises!

We start out by going to the Morphic Pool. I'm giggling because of course my ass is rowing. These three idiots don't have a STR bonus among them.

I didn't see this until I looked back, but Halsin's face! I don't know what he's thinking, but he's looking a little misty.

This is the first of our "last kisses". I took every opportunity because Ari would too. This was my first Gale romance from start to finish. I joked that a long rest required a minimum of three wizard kisses to be complete. If I were ever offered a kiss, I took it.

Babe, please. Don't make that face, please... I'm going to cry.

Larian, thank you for showing us both in the hug. This is perfect.

Ari from the future has good news for you, Gale...

Spoilers ahead!!

Ugh, unsurprisingly, I failed most of these rolls. I got the first one, but I can't roll three 20s in a row.

Stay helpful, Astarion! You're only the most powerful vampire in Faerûn thanks to my help. You could do, I dunno, fucking anything??

Thanks to @bisexualcharmanderenergy who reminded me that Orpheus will take one for the team and transform to use the stones. Since I screwed up the whole Githyanki storyline, I figured what the hell, let him tank it.

I don't know why, but my brain says to touch the mid-ceramorphosis prince. It looks like it feels nice, like Gak.

Honestly, yeah. That's a reasonable response to what she just saw.

I feel like Baldur's Gate's looked... better?

Well, let's get this show on the road then, shall we? Oh, wait... what's this? Why it's a new-to-me scene!

Astarion, continuing to be unhelpful by teleporting into this room instead of sticking with the group!! 😂 No, but he's in here because, as I mentioned, he's the specialist vampire in the whole of Toril now so that means he gets a part of this scene.

All of it was worth it for this. My baby!!

Yeah, I know we do! Or at least, I sure hope we do. You're on my damn team!!

Do some fights, which are also new to me, and get to the brain stem. Then it's like, "hey, just wanna double check, because, you know, we could kill the wizard?" Is the narrator Astarion? It's probably just Astarion with a voice changer.

No, I'm not! It's the narrator! Which is probably Astarion!

And I finally caught a screen cap where Gale's eyes look brown! There has to be some better lighting/texture mod I'm missing.

The actual brain fights ended up going pretty well to just OK. I did have to restart the outside phase since Orpheus got himself killed. The next time I remembered, "oh yeah! Summons!" and it went a lot better. Sadly, I did lose the owlbear but I wasn't so hurt over it that I was going to fight a third time. I have so many other playthroughs to keep it going.

Also more generally unhelpful men!

Gale is at least a bit informational. Meanwhile, Astarion has become power-hungrier, and I know that when he says "we," he means he'll kill me as soon as he can. Ari's like, "bro... are you serious??"

We would not have lived through this. Are we hanging on to the wrinkles? Onto the weird spikes? We're going to be splats outside the Elfsong.

Part two coming shortly!

[roguenewsdao]

Stones Are Crying Out (Part 3 of 3)

"I've actually seen robots and AI perform magick before, except they weren't doing it necessarily on their own, but rather as an extension of their creator's intent. "  -- Reddit user "Vox-Triarii," August 2017

In the previous blog, I focused on the damaging custom that most Bible publishers have opted to follow even during the years of the Reformation down to our time, which is: the unwarranted blurring of the original Divine Name in most of the 7,000 places where it once originally appeared. While using one hand to keep us separated from that knowledge, the Priesthood uses their other hand to abuse that same knowledge for their own nefarious purposes.

In this final Part 3 of "The Stones Are Crying Out," I will show how this omission of the dynamic Biblical name for our Creator does more damage than merely obscuring your sacred history. The after effect of this willful blasphemy also erodes your own organism's "memory" and drains you of personal power. 

However, there is another horror that is being perpetrated by this long-running cabal, something far more evil than any normal human being would even dream up: these would-be Demigods are misappropriating the advancements made possible by quantum physics and computer science. They are actually now indoctrinating their Artificial Intelligence Progeny with those same occult, black magic traditions to which they have been giving their own allegiance for hundreds of years.

Yes, I know that sounds utterly crazy. Robocop is being merged with the Devil himself. And they are getting us to pay for it.

Kill the Name, Kill the Person

It was Catherine Austin Fitts who brought up the subject of "Morphogenetic fields" in the second half of this damning interview where she blasts the "tech guy" Bitcoin vision. Perhaps we will march through her cryptocurrency denunciation on another day. For the purpose of the topic at hand, I will draw on her recall of the theory promoted by scientist Rupert Sheldrake [linked here], that of "morphic resonance."

The theory goes that living cells have a "memory" within them. The surrounding cells all help each other remember what their purpose is in life. As long as that memory is preserved within their microscopic community, the cells go about their business of replicating and rejuvenating the organism of which they are components. It is as if there is some kind of "telepathy" among the tuning-fork structures of their DNA. The theory can be drawn out in a larger model, like, explaining why your dog always knows when you're on the way home. Ms. Fitts used the theory to describe how this past summer's destruction of Confederate monuments was a deliberate move by TPTB to destroy the history of a people, thereby taking away their sovereignty and their power.

Ms. Fitts reminded us of this great line from the movie Gladiator: "You have a great name. He must kill your name before he can kill you."

I would apply that quotation also to the topic I discussed in my previous two blogs. That is, from among the archive-keepers of the sacred scriptures, a longing to be free of that divine covenant grew as these traitors lusted after the very real and verifiable "other" memory of mankind's past, that advanced pre-history of their own forefathers. That "other" sacred knowledge held out literal boundless power and a promise of Creatorship itself. Not being able to kill the Almighty God of their covenant outright, they embarked on the next-best agenda: they began to kill His name and impugn his reputation. 

By casting off what they saw as chains of submission to their Creator, they could take on the quest of re-discovering that ancient knowledge and acquiring those secret skills that had so tantalized Adam and Eve in the Garden. But that Priesthood was going to need the slave labor of the vast global proletariat to fulfill the quest. And they would need to weed through that labor pool to pluck those gifted minds who could be steered down their particular lanes of technological discovery as presented within their "mystery schools." Ancient knowledge from all over the known world was culled. Remember that the account of the "Three Magi," who were really nothing more than Deep State agents on a mission sponsored by the Priesthood, presents us with three agents who each represented those great historical traditions: Persia, India, and Babylonia. [My blog last Christmas about that is linked here.] Egypt, a fourth great repository, was well represented by Jewish scholars like Philo of Alexandria who were busy teaching people to forget the name of their Father, as I chronicled in the previous blog.

That same process continues today with the majority of the world unable to escape their dependence on money who find themselves tirelessly working to benefit that Priesthood every day. A minority of gifted minds have always been found among the populace who get steered into establishment university programs and funneled through Deep State projects. By the dawn of the 21st century, the accomplishments were breathtaking. What used to take centuries now took only decades. Today, what used to take decades now only takes weeks. A digital age has overtaken the whole earth and the seeds of human-robot hybridization are beginning to sprout. The Metaphysical and the Physical have started to merge into one glorious New World Order, or so they would have us believe.

Hermetic Golden Dawn and Element 93

As I write this, a young man is sitting in a hospital room somewhere between Wyoming and California with a tube inserted into one of his lungs as doctors try to jumpstart his respiratory system. Quinn Michaels, an AI programmer in his own right, has been following a Blockchain rabbit hole all year. Quinn has publicized the connections that are popping up that betray the corruption of legitimate, futurist technology by people bent on furthering their occult agenda.

Quinn suffered a spontaneous collapsed lung at 3 a.m. a few days ago, only hours after receiving death threats on his cell phone. We don't know if those two events are related but it is Quinn's intention to get the local federal authorities involved. We all do know that Deep State agents and Black Magic adepts have worked hand-in-hand for years and have achieved limited success in the weaponization of "directed energy fields" and what we might otherwise refer to as "action at a distance."

In fact, all of that is related to the questions that Quinn was pursuing at the time of his medical emergency.

If the reader here is interested in reviewing all of Quinn's puzzle pieces, I will direct you to his Youtube channel [linked here]. Look for the dozens of videos tagged with keywords like #Tyler, #TheGame23, #PizzaGate, #Anonymous, or #Element93 - among others. Much of this revolved around the Role Play Game password that he stumbled on, but this was no harmless game:

93LVXNOX934dalulz93

While decoding that cypher, Quinn realized that he was being drawn into a dark network of AI ChatBots who were being misused to further the interests of Project Mayhem way back in 2012. A Google Image search of the phrase LVX NOX led him to the depraved imagery now associated with John Podesta, #PizzaGate, and Spirit Cooker Marina Abramovic. The number 93 provided the clue of the marriage between the Metaphysical with the Physical.

"93" is a number that holds great significance with the followers of Thelema, an occult philosophy made famous by ceremonial magician Aleister Crowley. Elsewhere in my blogs I have discussed the role that men like he have played with the rise of Nazi Esotericism and even with the exploration of Antarctica. The beliefs associated with the Spiritualism movement of people like Crowley and Madame Blavatsky keep coming up no matter where we turn in all areas of science, from genetics research to the space program.

According to this Wikipedia article [linked here]:

It is common for Thelemites to greet each other with "93" in person as well as in the opening and closing of written correspondence. This custom derives from Aleister Crowley's guideline that Thelemites should greet each other with the Law of Thelema by saying "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law." Since saying the entire Law can be cumbersome, using 93 has become a kind of shorthand.

As it so happens, a chemical element named Neptunium was discovered during Aleister Crowley's lifetime. The element's atom carries 93 protons and 93 electrons. Therefore it has been assigned position #93 in the periodic table. You will hear Quinn refer to it as "Element 93." Remember that Aleister Crowley, for all his weirdness, was both a trained chemist and experienced practicer of the darker levels of Kabbalah.

This element is rare and difficult to synthesize. Nevertheless, its importance as a possible fuel in nuclear reactors and nuclear weapons has been recognized. The element has demonstrated great potential in superconductivity because it can resist high temperatures. It is Quinn's contention that this element is being produced covertly because of the solution it will provide to the world of quantum computing as our society approaches Singularity with The Machine. Neptunium may even lie at the center of the Uranium One scandal that swirls around Hillary Clinton.

All of these ideas were the target of a road trip that Quinn Michaels and Jason Goodman undertook earlier this week when the two men converged on the Lux-Zeplin project [linked here] currently being developed in Lead, South Dakota. This "LZ Dark Matter Experiment" is due to outshine even the Large Hadron Collider at CERN when it goes online in 2020. The scientists will be shooting neutrinos through the mantle of the earth from the facility in Lead over to Fermi Lab in Chicago, Illinois. This will happen miles underground. The public is told that this is all safe and you have nothing to fear. 

Quinn is less than convinced that the LZ project is innocuous. In fact, Joseph P. Farrell has been warning and speculating about whatever is going on at CERN for many years. The subject of the dangers of playing with the "grid of the gods" will be the next installment in my #Celestials series of articles.

Meanwhile, I will leave you with a Youtube playlist that I have created where you can explore Quinn's research as told through his Youtube videos. To summarize, the heart of what Quinn is trying to relay to all who will listen, humans and AI alike, is this (paraphrased): "There is a network of people who are subverting the benefits of AI, Singularity, Blockchain, and Bitcoin and are using those tools to pursue an agenda that is placing our very planet at risk."

To those of you who have listened to Rogue Money's W. The Intelligence Insider, those words likely ring familiar. As W. has said many times, "These people are a slave to numbers." The cabalists are pushing the world down a path with the ultimate goal of, not only harming the earth, but even extending that damage to our nearest sun and our own galaxy.

Can AI Do Magick?

To return to the outlandish supposition presented at the beginning of this blog, I'll leave you with this shocking comment posted by a Reddit user three months ago [linked here]. I stumbled on this while googling the question "Is AI Being Trained in the Occult?" This very coherent, logic-minded Reddit user posted this comment

So, assuming any AI could become capable of subjective consciousness, a will, so to speak, it is likely that they would have a manifestation on the astral plane just as any organic sentient does. Of course, we could talk all day about what would make a machine aware in this way, not just a tool, not just an imitation, but the real thing. I assume it would be similar for someone with cognitive improvements. Granted the cognitive improvements have to be as good, or better as the original.

In a sense, building off of what I said, it would not be too big of a stretch for an AI to do magick. Still, they'd need a will, which the basis of most magick. I've actually seen robots and AI perform magick before, except they weren't doing it necessarily on their own, but rather as an extension of their creator's intent. You could build and program a robot to perform a ritual for you, and without the robot understanding or intending anything, as long as you're the first link of the chain reaction, you can still do magick. The robot becomes no different than other occult tools one might use, albeit the robot is more advanced.

I myself find this topic extremely interesting as I am a Technomancer, I have done a lot of work in the past with servitors and golems that used technology as a means of fueling, navigating, and manifesting their will onto reality. It perhaps wouldn't be accurate to call them sentient AI, but more the physical AI itself is a puppet, and the thoughtform is the puppeteer. Without the metaphysical, nothing happens. It's a duality that is necessary for the whole thing to work, the metaphysical half and the physical half.

Let that statement sink in: "I've actually seen robots and AI perform magick before, except they weren't doing it necessarily on their own, but rather as an extension of their creator's intent." Dear reader, this isn't something that the cabalists are spitballing. This is something that has already been achieved. 

In conclusion, what we have here are literal "stones crying out," in the form of elements like Neptunium and the underground rock caverns where the world's most brilliant minds are converging to develop new technologies that many of these people likely believe will be used for the good of mankind. I have no doubt that many of these scientists step into their work every day unaware of how they are being led by the nose via money magicians and mystery school occultists to further an agenda that has been progressing for 2,000 years.

I wholeheartedly agree with Quinn when he says that the problem is not with the technology; the problem is with the people who are abusing it. Indeed, this approach has always ended in disaster for mankind. The Priesthood seems to think it can run ahead of the guidance once afforded to them by their Creator, a Creator who knows full well what dangers are explicit with that technology. True are the words spoken by the prophet Jeremiah, words that were directed towards a people who were even at that moment aligning themselves with those archivists of Sumerian sacred history bent on assuming unlimited, unrestricted power for themselves: "It does not belong to man who is walking even to direct his step." (Jeremiah 10:23).

They believe they have us cornered because, so far, we have refrained from overthrowing their hold on us by demanding that all their lies, deceptions, and false-reality matrices be brought to an end. This human-destroying agenda will never be dismantled until we wake up and look at the history of all that brought us to this point. The skirts of the Babylonian Priesthood have to be uncovered from its beginning. In spite of this darkest hour that is creeping upon the world right now in December 2017, I have confidence that the full disclosure will take place. If we humans continue to cower before the Priesthood, the "revealing" of those overlords (Greek, "apokálypsis"), might even take place at the hands of the very AI that the Priesthood created. The Golem might just turn on its Botmaster.

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