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koalaforlife · 1 year ago
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A beaaautiful compilation of fanarts.
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yourlocaltrashcan657 · 7 months ago
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“Yknow, my village isn’t that far from here.. I could sneak out if I try.” Connie muttered boredly.
”My hometown is close too..” Sasha mumbled as her hand rested on her face. “They told me not to come back until I was normal.”
”They told me I was too puny to become one. Look at me now, I was in the top ten at the Training Corps. Takes a genius to become one.” Connie said.
”What about you Y/N? You’re from a village around here.” Bertolt asked as he kept looking at Y/N and at the chess board.
”Well, my parents passed away after my brother was born so it’s really just us two and a few others from my village.” Y/N explained.
”Oh.. im sorry to hear that Y/N. Sorry.” Bertolt stuttered embarrassed.
”It’s alright, I miss them at times but my brother doesn’t remember them. I had to step in for him but ever since I left for the military, the others have been taking care of him.” Y/N said.
”If you want Y/N, Connie. I can help you guys sneak out. Don’t you find it strange that we’ve been out on standby but we’re not even allowed our gear? We can use that time to leave.” Reiner said as he moved his chess piece.
Suddenly the whole scene unfolded as Sasha claimed to have heard footsteps, to which Nanaba came through the window to rush the cadets out and onto horses.
”The Titans came from roughly the SouthEast, anyone know that terrain?” A captain asked.
”That’s where my village is, please can we go there.?! I have to see if my village is safe, please!” Y/N pleaded. Watching the Captain hesitantly nod, Y/N and Reiner rode off, Bertolt following after them.
Reaching the village, Y/N looked around and saw not a single person wandering around.
”Caspian!” Y/N exclaimed as she rushed over to her old house. “Please be alive, please.”
Reaching the house, Y/N halted in her tracks as a Titan lay flat on its stomach and stared at her whilst crushing the house underneath it.
”Y/N, stay back!” Reiner yelled as he grabbed onto her. “You’re gonna get yourself killed! Imagine if that Titan could move, I would’ve lost you.”
”Reiner..” Y/N mumbled before tears fell from her cheeks and onto the ground as she turned to face him, his eyes widening at the sight of her.
”Y-Y/N.. did I grab you too hard? I’m sorry-“ Reiner said.
”Reiner what am I going to do? My brothers gone and so is the rest of my village!” Y/N sobbed out as she gripped onto his arms.
”H-hold on now. They could’ve survived, there’s no sight of blood or corpses so they could’ve escaped!” Reiner said reassuringly as he rubbed her back and pulled her into his chest.
“Really.?” Y/N asked as she sniffled and rubbed her eyes.
”Of course-“ Reiner began to say.
”Big…… si…ste….r.” A voice grumbled from behind. Turning to look behind, the same titan’s mouth was open and its eyes followed Y/N.
”Reiner, why is the Titan speaking.?” Y/N asked as she let go of him to turn and look at the Titan.
”W-what are you talking about Y/N? No ones said anything!” Reiner said.
”N-no.. it sounded so much like someone that I know. Reiner it really spoke! I could hear-“ Y/N began to frantically say.
”Y/N!” Reiner exclaimed as he gripped her shoulders and made him face her. “You’re too stressed out right now, you’re going hysterical.”
Suddenly Bertolt arrived and gathered their horses, informing them of no sighting of corpses or blood.
”See? No blood means they escaped.” Reiner calmly explained as he helped Y/N get onto her horse. They quickly rode off to meet with the others, Reiner and Bertolt talking amongst themselves.
”We can’t hide it from her for long, she’ll find out at some point.” Bertolt mumbled.
”I’m not having her live in fear for her whole life Bertolt. I’m keeping this a secret, she’ll come home with us. No, I still have to marry her, we’ll have a happy life together with children just how I always dreamed of-“
”Reiner.” Bertolt interrupted as the blonde turned to look at him. “You and I don’t have enough time left. We can get this mission done with and leave these Island Devils whilst taking Y/N and Eren.”
”Yeah.. we can do that.” Reiner said as he stared at the back of Y/N’s head.
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soanliawriter · 1 year ago
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Accompanying Levi to hand out candy for the kids (female view)
( // fluff one shot // ) (a/n: we all need fluff 😘)
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The war has ended, everyone is finding their own peace, others stayed and served still for the future. What did you do? Levi personally asked you one day to accompany him to the camps, the people that lost their homes, the kids, Levi wanted to do something for them. You agreed of course, since the teenager crush feelings inside your adult heart for the man is still visible.
"I, appreciate you helping (Y/n)"
"Please it's nothing Levi, besides, it's just us two. Erwin, Miche, Nanaba and Hange all left us so"
"Yeah.."
The way to the camps was silent, but in a good way, besides the others, Levi felt the most ease with you, he trusts you with his life, and that's saying something huge for sure, you just couldn't put it to words at all, but tou love the idea that your long term crush trusts you.
"Hey, (Y/n)?"
"Yes Levi?"
"Are you glad, we're still alive?"
You stopped pushing his wheelchair as your gripped hard on the handles, looking down at the ground, staring at your old boots.
"(Y/n)?" Levi calls out to you, he turned from his wheelchair seat to see silent tears and sobs running down your cheeks, nose red as a tomato, "hey" he softly calls out again, reaching his hand out to cup yours, leaning against his touch, you took a shuddering deep breathe in and out, "it's a miracle, a blessing that, we're alive this far.. but, why just us Levi? Why can't everyone just---" your vocal sobs stopped you from talking, crying your eyes out to Levi, throughout the years he was the only person you felt so vulnerable with, when his squad died from the Female Titan's attack, you cried for Levi, you cried for hours on end during that day, which is the most you've cried in your life, probably because you were also crying for Levi since he was trying to be strong emotionally.
" (Y/n), life has always been so unfair, us humans just has to, accept it, try to be strong. Have a strong heart (Y/n), strong heart" Levi says as he used his other hand and placed it on top of your chest, where your heart is, staring down at his silver blue iris, wish that he didn't loose his other, but it's best that he still has one eye, you love staring into them, you find it relaxing, his expression was soft, he use his thumb to caresses your cheekbones as you lifted your arm to hold his, the one on your chest.
"I always admire you, Levi.. you always have such a strong heart"
"Well, I was once Humanity's Strongest Soldier you know"
"You know what I meant hah"
"Yeah.. feeling better?"
"A lot better, thanks"
You wanted to say "I love you" so bad that time, but didn't want to ruin the moment. He went back and sat normally on his wheelchair, as you grab your handkerchief to wipe your tears and blow your nose a little. Levi has a soft smile plastered on his face, he looks down to his hands, remembering the way he touched you, his hand on your warm but cold cheek from crying, the other on your besting heart, he's simply glad that, you're there with him, your heart beating soothes him.
Pushing his wheelchair once more, before finally reaching the refugee camps, the kids were playing around and the parents cooking their dinner, others were doing their own things in the background.
You stopped Levi's wheelchair to later grab the box of candies and food from under his wheelchair, you gave the box of candies to him as you handed out the foods to the starving families, them thanking you, offering them a soft "You're very welcome".
Levi would sometimes glance back at you, his gaze would soften seeing you have a short chat with the elders there, seeing your soft laughs and smiles eases his mind, "is that your girlfriend Mister Ackerman sir?" A little girl in front of him asked as Levi chuckles softly nodding, "yes, she's my girlfriend" as he said that he handed the little girl her candies, watching you walk back to him.
"Well, that's all the food we have to give"
"Yeah, just ended handing out the candies too"
You softly smiled at him as you were about to push his wheelchair when he asked a question, "can you, be my girlfriend?" Your heart skipped a beat twice upon hearing him say that, you looked down at him, his gaze was soften, a soft smile on his cherry lips, "what?" Asking as if you didn't hear it, but want to hear him ask it again, "my bad, can you, be my fiancè/wife, (Y/n)?"
"L-Levi--"
You were flabbergasted as what you just heard in the span of few seconds. The first question wasn't registering in your head, let alone the second question he asked, "you want me to be your--"
"(Y/n), I know that you like me, for all these years.. you clearly didn't know that, I have liked you ever since as well"
That connected the dots for you. The times were he wasn't acting harsh towards you, one day he offered you tea and drink with him, the way he calls your name, that time when Hange left you both in his office as she felt that there was something going on between you two, the time he comforted you when his squad died cause that gave you so much pain, you tried to remember that one time you got drunk that night before the expedition to take back Wall Maria, Levi helped you get to your bedroom and even stayed there with you to make sure you're okay, the way he panicked when Floch was carrying you and Erwin to the roof, that time his heart shattered, his mind was flooding, that time he thought you died, but when he heard your heartbeat, a massive sigh of relief left his lips, feeling your nose that you were still breathing, just severely injured, but alive, that one time when you visited Marley with everybody else, these guys were close to sexually harassing you when Levi came in the right time and even beat up a few men, you took care of his bruises and light wounds that night, thanking him for protecting you.
You went back to the present, staring back at Levi, seeing he was serious asking those questions for he was still waiting for your reply and answer, "Levi.. why, didn't you say anything?"
"Why didn't you say anything?"
"I feared I would get rejected.."
"Tch, I guess we were on the same page"
You kneeled down in front of his wheelchair, your hands placed on his knee, caressing his thigh lovingly, "I have, loved you since I first laid my eyes on you Levi.. of course, I want to be your wife"
Your words echoed his brain, as he looks at you staring up at him where you kneeled down, he held your hand and slipped in a ring, you were taken aback at the beautiful diamond engagement ring he slipped to your finger, "did you know? During the celebration of our first ever successful mission, I realized I fell for you so hard, that I impulsively asked Hange where I can find a jewelery shop, so that I can buy this ring for you, hoping that one day, I can pop the big question"
"Oh, Levi"
You felt tears slowly crinkling down your cheeks as he wipes them away with his thumb, "will you marry me? (Y/full/N)/?" Your heart couldn't help but jump out of your chest as you hugged him, you were on his lap in his wheelchair, smile so wide it was hurting, your face buried in the crook of his neck as he reciprocated the gesture to you, holding your waist so delicately, "a trillion times yes Levi! Yes yes yes!!!" He deeply chuckles as he kissed your head.
You pulled away, chuckling as well before leaning down to kiss him with so much love and passion, you felt him smile as he kissed back, staying there for a while before pulling away. You both lightly laughed as you caressed his cheeks, tracing the scars he has, you kissed them, making sure even if he has them, you still love him.
You both later looked to the sky, seeing a flock of birds flying above you two, "I think those are our friends" you looked down to Levi, caressing his neck and undercut, "Hange and the others actually knew that, I was madly in love with you all these years" you softly smiled as you kissed his nose, "they kept asking me to just make it official, tch, even Furlan and Isabel wanted us to be official"
"I still can't believe you Levi, you fell first for me, while I fell harder for you, all these years, when I saw your grumpy, cold, stern face when you joined the Survey Corps out of nowhere, recruited by Erwin, I told myself, (what's wrong with this guy?), hah, that's when Hange kept teasing me for always staring at you"
"Tch, I even remembered I felt chills down my spine feeling eyes watching my every move"
"Well, you were a criminal from the undergrounds, I stare intensely at those kind of people, you know what they did to my father"
"Yeah, I remember.. then we became close friends, much more closer than I was with Hange or Erwin even"
You chuckled as you cupped his cheeks and kissed him one more time before standing up from his lap, you were admiring your ring as it glistens to the ray of sun setting behind you. "(Y/n)?" "Yes my love?" You said feeling your cheeks burn as Levi did the same, he cleared his throat as he said, "I'm excited to marry you" you smiled as you nodded, "as do I".
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A few weeks later...
"I know announce you, husband and wife, you may now kiss the bride" the church priest said fondly as you kneeled down in front of Levi's wheelchair, wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him lovingly.
"Give it up for Mr and Mrs Ackerman!!"
"WOOHOO!!"
The friends and family all cheered as you both pulled away, foreheads resting as each others, Levi caressing your cheek as you did the same to him, everyone was happy and clapped for the both of you. When you threw your bouquet of flowers, Gabi managed to catch it, she was shocked and was even offering to give it to the other women there but they kept telling her to accept it since she caught it. Falco was blushing hard as Gabi did the same, sighing in defeat.
"I see those two as being a cute couple don't you think my love?"
"Tch, if they ever plan to get married, they need my approval first"
"You're their father now Levi?"
"No, it's just, I see them like Eren and Mikasa you know?"
"Oh.. hope Mikasa is doing alright, I tried inviting her to our wedding but"
"She couldn't leave Eren just yet"
"Yeah, plus.. I can bet she's going to cry if she, was here at our wedding"
Levi hums as he held your hand, intertwining it as the music was playing, everyone chatting and soon went to the main venue to eat.
A couple of weeks has passed again, you and Levi moved into a new house in Marley, Gabi, Falco and Onyankpon was not living far away as well, they stayed close since those 3 were the closest friends they have in this generation, the teenagers would often take you and Levi to explore Marley since they live there and want to show the both of you around.
Everything was at peace.
You married your crush.
Making sure old and new friends stayed in touch.
Visiting everyone's graves.
Happy and excited to even grow old with Levi Ackerman...
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smallblip · 4 years ago
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Hi ♥ I'm so sorry for asking this but my mind has been a mess since I read the last chapter. But if you have the time and idea will you share your most fluffiest headcanon/fanon of the aot characters. It could be all levihan or anyone really. Of course, if you want to that is cause I know I may be asking for way too much. But I just can't conjure anything right now. You could also link me with anything if you can't (I'm actually saving your latest fic for this very reason. So so excited to read that one) Sorry to bother you. Wishing your day is better than mine ♥
Oh bb! There there! 💖 It’s okay! And no need to apologise! I love thinking up HCs! God the last chapter sounds like a real trip... here are some headcanons for you (this is a complete mess because I’m a messy bitch), but I hope they make you smile! Some might be really ooc, haven’t read the manga!
If anyone’s upset about the chapter and want more HCs hit me up (spoiler free, as always💖)! I have more!
Hanji sneezes like a dad. Like full on HAXCHAAAABWAAAAAA. It makes everyone jump. It also earns a few shrieks (Hanji you can’t do that they’re all traumatised kids). Everyone except Levi who just deadpans. “At least cover your mouth dipshit...”
Erwin does not know how to respond to anyone’s jokes but his own (save for a few notable mentions). If you tell him a joke he likes, he’ll go on about it for days. He’ll bring it up to everyone (occasionally unknowingly appropriating it as his own). Nobody finds his jokes particularly funny. He also doesn’t know how to respond to Levi or Hanji’s banter. With Hanji, he often responds by chuckling affectionately. Like how you would a puppy. With Levi, Erwin can never really tell if he’s being serious, so he just responds with a “uh... yeah... Alright...”
Erwin and Mike have matching tattoos. They got it during a really messy night out after an expedition. The tattoo is really bad, really cheesy, Hanji probably egged them on. Nanaba sighs every time she sees it.
Moblit is a lightweight. Clingy when drunk. Also gossips a lot. Erwin takes advantage of this and Nifa/Nanaba has to step in.
Nanaba receives the most valentines! She gets many from the cadets as well. (I think this is Canon somewhere?) Also Hans and Nans link arms all the time you can’t tell me otherwise.
Reiner is that friend who asks for advice in a roundabout manner. “So I have a friend... And he recently developed a crush on this girl right... But back home, he had a boy who wouldn’t stop tormenting him you know? Like an actual bully. But he just... thinks about his bully sometimes and wonders how he’s doing... What does that mean?” And Jean is always right on his bullshit- “means you’re a raging bisexual, Reiner...”
Jean has ONE pickup line he always uses on Mikasa when he’s drunk (with no recollection of ever using it). “Remember me? Oh, that's right, I've only met you in my dreams.” And Mikasa is so used to it by now she finishes the line for him when he’s midway through (“in your dreams right?) and she’s always amused when he just gapes in shock.
Levi discovers Armin’s pet rat one day during a routine check. He’s mortified. He fuckin hates rats. And the rules are clear- no pets. But Armin is sniffling and he can’t deal so he gets Hanji to deal with “the infestation”. Hanji sighs and goes through the rules with him- no pets, Armin. And Hanji thinks goddamn, this has certainly come full circle. She remembers the many pets she’s smuggled into the bunks during her cadet days and she softens, whispers to Armin and tells him tips and tricks to keep them a secret. Ratticus lived to a ripe old age of 5.
Levi has a standard way of comforting the kids. He’ll make them tea when they’re visibly upset. He’ll set it down in front of them wordlessly with a biscuit (special ration) on the side. If it still doesn’t work, he’ll ask them if he needs to get Hanji.
Sasha and Mikasa have a thing where they’ll talk to one another like noble ladies. “Could you pass the sugar, Lady Blouse?” “Have you heard about Connie’s foot rot Lady Ackerman? Absolutely ghastly business...” they gossip like that too. Sometimes they put on their best dresses at night and just sit around their room, talking and doing one another’s hair.
Levi and Hanji have their own thing where Hanji would play different roles and Levi just... goes with it? “A long day at work bringing home the bacon and I come home to this mess?! Where’s my back rub woman!” And Levi responds seamlessly with a “if you spend half the time you spend at the pub at home you’ll know how hard it is to keep a house”.
Connie has moments of sheer genius that leaves everyone stunned. It comes and it goes. One moment he waxes philosophical, or comes up with some complex strategy, and the next he’s everyone favourite idiot again. “And... He’s back...” the rest would say.
When they had been kids, people used to mix up Jean and Eren all the time. And they used to respond with a very disgusted “I’m Eren/Jean you idiot!” But now they’re older and they look radically different so people get it right but it’s a running joke for Jean to say “I’m Eren you idiot!” And for Eren to say “I’m Jean you idiot!”
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rulerofstars · 4 years ago
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do you write in modern!au? i have an idea about an angst of him confessing/proposing to his s/o but because they were too shocked, he thought he was being rejected and he left them, (cutting their contacts off and such) then they meet again after some time coincidentally and they got to talk about it and his s/o got to finally answer him (sorry if its too long!)
Le quattro Stagioni
Pairing: Levi Ackerman x (Fem) Reader
Genre & Warnings: Modern AU, angst, fluff, swearing, mentions of alcohol
Word count: 4,950 words
Angel: I am so sorry this took so long, anon. Thank you so much for requesting, I hope you enjoy this one. Play the songs in order upon seeing the little hearts (♡) that I’ll put, but only if you guys want. All the love.
Songs:
Two is Better than One by Boys Like Girls
Back to December by Jake Coco (or TS)
You and Me by Lifehouse
The tepidity of June danced along the slightly cool breeze that blew a few strands of your hair away from your face. Numerous messages from Hanji made your phone go almost crazy and overwhelmed by the bombardment of notifications. Several questions about what would you wear, what time will you go, or should they pick you up.
A sigh escaped your lips upon opening your apartment door, the cold feeling of being alone grazed your cheek, sending shivers down your spine even though it was summer. Walking to your room, you grabbed the makeup pouch on top of the dining table along the way, replying to your friend’s messages.
Tonight is a special one. After five long years, a highschool reunion is initiated and organized by a few of your batchmates, and the venue is at a small garden event place—where everyone experienced their first prom when in third year. Your lips formed a smile upon the memories brought by the sudden reminisce, it was your first everything.
Highschool is a period where people often experience every kind of shit an individual has to go through to enjoy their teenage years. We get drunk, we smoke—well not everyone, but a majority has tried taking one drag and regretting it afterwards, we lie to our parents, we cut classes. It doesn’t always happen to everyone, and not every single person can relate, but the point is, highschool brought us to situations we never knew we could get through. It introduced us to unfamiliar feelings, it gave us the chance to quench the curiosity that formed within the depths of our minds.
It doesn’t always happen to everyone in high school, but in your case, you fell in love.
Being friends with Hanji allowed you to become one with their own circle, too. The ever so responsible Erwin, Mike, Nanaba, Moblit—Hanji’s best friend, and you didn’t know if they noticed but there’s something else in the man’s eyes whenever he stares at Hanji, and of course, Levi. . . Every single one of them had their own idiosyncrasies, and it wasn’t hard to get along with them, especially with the man with the jet-black hair and slanted eyes.
As a transferee from another school, you chose to go along their group, because being with them makes you feel at ease. They weren’t intimidating at all, Levi was, at first, but their warmth and how they welcomed you in their circle will never be forgotten by your heart.
Everyone has their own “partner in crime”, except for Erwin who could ace high school on his own, but he did help anyone who needed a hand, and because of his duties as a class president, he doesn’t always have the chance to mingle with you guys. And so every time you had afterschool shenanigans, Mike and Nanaba would have their own little world, Hanji would be blabbering their rants to Moblit, sometimes Erwin too, if he’s not too busy with his responsibilities, and you are often left with Levi. It’s not that you hated it—you never hated it.
“Do you want me to walk you home?” He asked, one day. It was three months after being friends with you when he first held your hand, just because an over-speeding car almost hit you while you were walking your way towards our house. His hand felt nice on yours, and the concern that dwelled in his eyes was enough to make your frail heart dance with the crispy, orange leaves.
It was in the final term of first year when the attraction towards him grew into a little crush and little did you know how he became more fond of you than he did with the others, too.
“Do you want me to get you soup?” The busy cafeteria was filled with hungry students, lunch time only allows you to have your break within an hour. Yes, fuck school, but thank God the canteen wasn’t so far away.
“Yep,” You answered, while waiting outside of the line as you waited for Levi to finish ordering your food while you held his bag, and the utensils.
“Go find us a chair, I’ll come to you.” His bored eyes darted onto yours, nodding his head, insisting that you should go and sit. Hanji and the others found you soon after being separated for a while, they sat anywhere but the seat in front of you. Because, it’s Levi’s spot if it is across yours, and nobody can change that.
The unexpected bond of you and him had grew into a light sense of puppy love, and you really didn’t have a clue about what you were feeling, but it did feel right, he felt right.
“Do you like Levi?” Nanaba interrogated you one time when she and Hanji had a sleepover at your house, and a sleepover isn’t one if you would not talk about crushes and such. Apparently, something is really going on in between her and Mike, and she talked about how it all began in middle school. Hanji, apparently, is too caught up with fictional creatures like Titans, and they spoke about not having time for crushes.
“Yeah, do you like him? Because he liiiikes you,” They teased and you brushed it off, avoiding the question by changing the topic immediately.
“Don’t be silly.” You laughed.
Of course, of course you did.
He is the snowflakes of your winters.
It was the autumn of sophomore, when you first went into Levi’s house, along with your friends, of course. You met his lovely mom who welcomed you warmly and cooked the nicest food you’ve ever tasted outside of your house, and then you met his uncle who acts as if he’s always drunk and calls Levi a little runt.
“Tch,” Kuchel showed you his baby pictures, and you stared at his annoyed face, picturing if he had not cut his long, dark hair. Maybe he could tie it into a manbun? “Mom, stop that.” You laughed, amused how he managed to snatch the album away from the grip of his mother as he ran towards his room while everyone giggled because of his reaction.
“That brat was never the friendly type, we’re glad you were able to adopt him to your group,” Kenny snorted. Behind his harsh words were a sense of gratitude, you knew that Levi’s uncle may appear as harsh at first, but he was kind, and you were pretty sure where Levi got his attitude from.
Kuchel patted the top of your heads before sending you off that day, thanking you for how well you treated Levi, “You take care of my son, okay?” She said, and it might have appeared as usual to others, but not to you. You’d never forget how she looked into your eyes the moment she spoke, as if she was pertaining to you.
What you thought was puppy love had bloomed into something deeper, something stronger, more serious, and bigger than the both of you.
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It was the spring of junior year when you first made out. His room was dimly lit, the curtains were closed, his bed was soft, his tongue on yours—and how you wrapped your arms around his neck just to pull him closer to your body.
The seasons flew by quickly, you knew how well your heart and mind begs for him, and he is well aware about how a single touch of you could make him falter. You weren’t dumb, and it wasn’t that hard to figure it out, what was hard was to admit.
“What do you feel about me?” You asked, staring into his eyes and getting lost within the ardor the dwells upon his irises whenever he looks at you. “Do you love me, Levi?”
You would never forget how his ears turned red at that moment, placing soft kisses on your face while holding you in his arms, never ready to let go. “Tch, what do you think?”
“I think you do, too.” You smiled, pressing your lips against his and closing your eyes, feeling his warm breath on your face, his long eye lashes against your skin, and the scent you’ve grown fond of for years.
His eyes trailed to the necklace he gave you at prom, tracing the cold silver chain that rested upon the smoothness of your neck, “Then why’d you ask?”
And he would never forget how your eyes gleamed when he told you that, as if every star in the universe exploded and the smithereens fell onto your face. “I’m right, then?”
“Mhm.”
“I just want to hear you say it,” You pouted, kissing on his forehead and studying the cosmos in his eyes. You have always wondered how his eyes looked so pretty whenever you stare at them, never had you noticed how it only dazzles that way just because he is looking at you.
“I am in love with you.”
And it’s just a matter of time when the both of you realized that “you and me” was meant to be an “us.”
Everyone knew about your relationship when you were in high school, you were a power couple, lowkey but sweet. You never fail to capture almost everyone’s attention whenever you do the slightest things, hold each other’s bags, when you give him your food, when you share food, when you share a smile, most especially when you took every breath away at your first dance in prom. The relationship was private, but it shook everyone’s world. You kept things to the both of you, leaving people extremely curious about it.
The graduation was emotional, almost everyone was crying while they hugged their friends. And tears were flowing from your face, too, while Hanji and the others enveloped you into a group hug.
“I’m going to miss you all, oh my God.” They cried.
“There, there, it’s okay.” Erwin shushed them, earning a glare from your brunette friend.
“Shut up! You’re lucky you’d be going to the same university as Levi and Mike!”
You shook your head at them, spotting your boyfriend and walking towards where he is. A small smile formed on his lips upon seeing you approaching.
“Hey,” You smiled, kissing his cheek. Good thing, the lipstick you’ve used is waterproof.
“We made it, huh?” He kissed your forehead, and seldom are the times that he is willing to be affectionate in public. You closed your eyes for a while and caressed his cheek gently.
“We did,” You grinned, reaching out to his palm and intertwining your fingers together. “Hold my hand?”
He let out a light chuckle, and you swore, you fell in love a bit more. “Always.”
While you are the flowers of his spring.
Just like how high school was, college flew by quickly. After years of being emotionally, physically, and mentally drained, you couldn’t believe how you managed to reach the last year of suffering. You wouldn’t lie, but the pressure and the amount of knowledge you’ve compressed into your brain made you doubt yourself. The path towards reality was extremely horrifying, and you felt like you couldn’t take it. You doubted your own capabilities to the point wherein you almost didn’t believe in yourself anymore.
It was the winter of senior year when Levi asked you one question that almost made your heart stop.
The snow fell from the empyrean that day, the heater felt useless because of the extreme cold that crept upon the spaces of your apartment. Your boyfriend was there while you burned your eyebrows trying to work on your final requirement.
You wouldn’t lie if you would say that the stress that had been introduced to the both of you didn’t put a space between him and you. Numerous quarrels have made you stronger, but this. . . it was as if you’re aware that you are drifting apart, and you weren’t doing anything about it, and fuck how it scared you. You wouldn’t lie if you were to say that the love wasn’t as warm as it used to, it wasn’t as fluttery as before, and you understood that it could be because of college. But the thought of letting go of the man that you love just because you are so damn scared of opening up teared your heart to pieces, and so you made your mind.
“C-can we talk?” You asked, approaching Levi who sat on your couch while scrolling through his phone. He nodded, standing up and following you to the dining table where all of your papers and laptop sat, while you shivered underneath the sweater that you stole from him.
“I have to tell you something,” Your hands gripped the hem of the sweater tight, while your boyfriend lean against the backrest of the chair.
“Yeah, me too.” The coldness of his voice added to the ice that formed because of the freezing weather. Was he this cold or were you not used to anymore?
“I-”
“Marry me.”
The ice struck your core like a billow enraged with fury and no mercy. You couldn’t speak nor react as your stared at him while time remained suspended in the frost. Your mind could not process his question, and confusion glazed your eyes while your heart pounded like crazy. The grip of your hand against the hem of the sweater weakened while you couldn’t believe what you just heard.
You thought he’s calling it off. You thought he was going to break up with you, you fucking thought you were done. But you are so taken aback that you can’t even talk. You sat frozen until seconds turned into minutes. You were sandwiched in the conundrum of stress, pressure, anxiety, and doubt.
“I see,” The words that left his mouth struck you in a different way as you watched his body walk out of your apartment. You wanted to scream, to punch yourself, to hurt yourself for not being able to function. You are trembling, but not because of the cold. A part of your soul shivered upon trying to understand what just happened.
“O-oh, my God.” You whispered, rushing outside without even bothering to put on more clothing. Winter’s kiss felt like a ghost on your skin as you sat in the middle of your snow-coated staircase, seeing how he had already gone.
Trepidation slowly crushed your heart as hot tears trickled from your eyes, down your face. Realization crept in the depths of your system as you understood that what caused you to be terrified never involved anything about the future, you’re not crying because he left, because whenever he does, he always comes back to you. What scared you the most, was how he felt before leaving. It felt like goodbye.
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The summer dress fitted your body perfectly, putting on a small smile while staring at yourself in the mirror. After some time, you finally finished getting ready. Pink stained your juicy lips, and you topped it off with a gloss. A spritz of perfume, earrings, mascara, everything felt like complete but deep inside, you knew that something was missing.
Your eyes darted on your neck, that is why, feeling nothing around your neck was weird, because you were so used to wearing the necklace that he gave you back when you were in high school. Sighing, you found yourself opening one of your drawers and taking out the necklace once again, you never threw it away, how could you? You just stopped wearing it. Cold and pretty, it sat on your skin. It never looked weary despite how old it was, because you took good care of it. You took good care of the presents Levi gave you.
Memories of how you broke down and how Hanji and Nanaba hugged you so tight while you sat in the middle of Levi’s empty apartment tore a piece of your heart once again. How you begged Erwin and Mike to help you with finding Levi, but they were clueless, too. It hurt so much, he left without a word, cut everything off, he was gone in the wind, and never in your life had you been so confused, so hurt, desperate for answers, desperate for chances.
Before thoughts of him could fill your mind, you forced yourself to think of something else. It has been six months since then, but you would be lying if you were to say that you don’t miss him. Because in reality, you fucking do.
A doorbell woke you out of your daze, “Coming!” You shouted, double-checking everything before heading out the door. Various thoughts filled your mind upon seeing the staircase that was once buried in deep, white, snow.
“Come in, girl!” Nanaba shouted from the backseat, and you smiled upon seeing their bright faces. In the front was Mike, and Moblit’s in the passenger seat, Hanji and Nanaba sat next to each other in the backseat, squishing you in a tight hug once you got in. You missed this so much, it has been so long. You never imagined that you could cherish a friendship like this, one that could last long. One that is worthwhile.
The garden is filled with various decorations inspired by the summer. Flowers of different kinds greeted your vision, every decoration turned the same, old, and boring venue into a decent one. You smiled at every familiar face you’ve encountered with, grinning awkwardly whenever they asked you about Levi, and your heart ache. You sought for answers, and they were never given to you.
“Where’s Erwin?” You were curious about the blonde man’s whereabouts, he’s probably busy with work. He immediately got into a company after graduating. You were in their graduation, and Levi wasn’t there. Thoughts of how you panicked that day filled your mind once again, how you cried to Erwin and Mike, telling them how you’ve ruined Levi’s life. But they were comforting, telling you how the man could have transferred when in the final semester in the last minute. Still, everything’s just a possibility, you didn’t know.
Hanji scrolled through their phone, “Probably late because he’s busy,” They answered, looking at you to check if you are okay. Their hand caressed  the exposed skin of your shoulder, sending comforting warmth to fight against the cold of the night. “I’m sorry if everyone’s asking about. . .” They trailed off, and you smiled at them, assuring them that it is okay, even though it’s not. How the fuck will it be okay?
Nanaba hugged you from the side while you were sitting, you leaned your head against their shoulder, letting a few tears fall from your pretty eyes.
“I’m sorry, it’s just how they knew you. . .” She whispered, caressing your back, “You’re (Y/N) of Levi.” A bitter laugh escaped your mouth as you chewed on your bottom lip.
“Hey, don’t talk like that,” You giggled, forcing the tears to stop. Mike handed you a glass of water that he fetched from the mobile bar, and you thanked him, carefully drinking from the cup. “Thank you, for being with me.”
“Always.”
Everyone had fun with games and such, the food was great, you had to go back to the buffet table two times, not minding your diet for the night. It was in the middle of the program when Erwin came, nodding at the men and hugging you girls.
“What did I miss?”
“Everything, dude. Where the fuck did you came from? Narnia?”
The spotlight is suddenly on Erwin, shocking the man who is currently eating the food Moblit got for him while he was gone, the Microphone person, Oluo, decided to interrogate Erwin, being the class valedictorian of your batch. People laughed when he was forced to take one shot of pure tequila before making a short speech first. You weren’t sure if Erwin was one of those who organized the event, but he did told you that he was added into a groupchat by a person from another section—you think Nile was the name.
Erwin was indeed, super late when you realized that it is time to for the most fun part of every prom you had in high school—the party portion. The man ate first before he joined your group’s rowdy-ass partying, you had fun as if you were back in your teenage years, except, you had unlimited alcohol this time. You’re pretty sure that either Hanji or Mike would come home late because those two doesn’t know the word limit.
Amidst the part where everyone’s being wild, from disco music to cheesy ones that you actually danced to when you were. . .
A few couples filled the dancefloor, as others went to the mobile bar, ready to get drunk. It was one of your favorite love songs which played, as if it’s mocking you for not having your long-time partner. It’s mocking you for being single, fuck, you don’t even know if you are single or not.
Your boys formed a circle, they always do this every time a sweet song plays from the blasting speakers, mimicking a cotilion, but jumping to the part where everyone switches partners by forming a circle. You get partnered with Mike first, making funny faces to him like how you used to when you were young, and as he twirled you around, you found your self in the gentleman’s arms—Moblit, he told you how pretty you looked as he let you spin, passing you onto Erwin.
His eyes darted on the necklace on your neck, smiling upon the sight of the familiar jewelry, “You look beautiful tonight,” He told you, swaying you along the rhythm of the music. Your lips formed a slight smile, knowing that the reason of his stare is because of the necklace. “Don’t even think about teasing me, Erwin I swear I’ll punch-”
“Woah, easy there, I won’t do that to you.” He laughs at your glare, this man is probably drunk, you thought. While the two never knew their limits, Erwin’s a fucking weakling when it comes to alcohol. He twirled you around with so much force that you ended up not being catched by Mike and so you closed your eyes and braced yourself for the impact, but you didn’t fall.
Warm hands caught your frail body, whoever it was wrapped their hands around you, and between the the searing touches of this stranger, you felt yourself froze, feeling the familiarity of the unfamiliar touch. The clean, musk scent that had you enticed and whipped for years is recognized by your system.
There’s something about you now. . .
His warm hands embraced you like he used to while you get lost within the music that you first danced to.
I can’t quite figure out.
“I missed you.” He whispered, and you couldn’t open your eyes. You buried your faces within his chest, and how you also fucking missed it.
While various emotions filled your core, the tears that failed to escape your eyes before the party started, found their way back into your tear ducts. You didn’t know what to feel, how to feel, what to think, you are once again clueless while you let yourself drown within his touch.
Everything she does is beautiful.
But one thing is for sure.
Everything she does is right.
You are glad that he’s back.
He is the chill that makes you shiver when autumn comes by.
“F-fuck you. . .” You cried, sobbing onto his shirt and gripping onto the fabric. Levi’s hands caressed your back, pressing you closer, harder onto his chest. Fury crept upon every crevice of your heart, but you can’t let him go, you’re scared to let him go.
The love that you have for this man is so tremendous, that you can’t stand to hate him. Slowly, you felt yourself being pulled away from the crowd of dancing couples, distance made the music sound so soft, and the only sound that blasted you to bits was the sound of your heart beats with his.
“I hate you, I fucking hate you, how dare you—how fucking dare you!” Your fists came in contact with his hard chest, the feelings you have kept to yourself for six fucking months blasted like a waterfall. The force was too much, and you let yourself get carried out. Just this once.
His soft eyes never left your tipsy state, you were perfect. Still perfect.
Levi gladly took every punch you threw, every curse you spat, every slap you gave, because nothing could ever deny the fact that he deserved it. He was so fucking dumb, as Erwin and Mike told him.
“Leaving after proposing? Are you a sick fuck? Who does that?”
He received words from his friends after knowing what happened between the both of you. Curses, advices from Erwin, words from Hanji, the disapproval of Moblit, Mike’s punches, Nanaba’s disbelief.
“How d-dare you leave me! Y-you told me you won’t leave me. Fuck you, I-I love you. . .why did you leave me. . . Y-you know that I hate it when you leave me.” You sobbed, not knowing if you should continue hurting him or if you should go and hug him.
Levi’s lips pressed softly against your forehead, holding you tight, under the unforgiving solstice of the night.
“I almost failed my major. . .” He whispers, hugging the vulnerable you, while he buried half of his face onto the crook of your neck. And fuck, how he had missed this, how he fucking missed everything about you. “I never told you, because I know how anxious you were. . . I don’t want to become a burden.”
Your breathing was unsteady as you choked on words you could never say because of what he just said, your grip on his shirt tightened as you felt more tears streaming down your pretty face.
“I felt us drifting apart. . .and fuck, it scared me, (Y/N),” He paused, breathing deeply and running his fingers through your hair. “And when you asked if we could talk, I thought you wanted us done. So I asked you to marry me.”
His warm hands found their way to caress your tear-soaked face as he brought his face closer to yours, staring deeply into your eyes. “And I really wanted to marry you, baby. Fuck, I even had the shitty ring with me that time. . .” He gulped, biting his lip upon seeing the pain in your eyes. He could feel how fast your heart beats, he could feel the ache you’ve gone through for six months. “But I freaked out, And I really thought I. . . I already lost you.” He closed his eyes, he couldn’t bare seeing you cry because of him again.
“Erwin told me that I don’t deserve you, and I realized that really fucking don’t.” The cold wind kissed your skin, contrasting the heat that his body radiates. Steel grey eyes you have fell in love with years ago and until now darted on the silver necklace that sat pretty on your skin, and how it made his heart pound faster that it does. “But I am in love with you. . . The six fucking months, I’ve spent all of it trying to make myself a better man for you.”
His eyes, the gloss that reflected the beauty of the moon stared into yours once again. It’s been a while since you’ve seen the way his eyes look more pretty whenever you stare at him, because it has been a while since he last saw you.
“And whatever decision you are going to make, I will accept.” He whispered, pressing a soft kiss on your tear-stained face once again. “I am in love with you.” A small smile formed on his lips, as if he was already assuming that you’d leave him, and you hated that smile, you hated everything.
As if you fucking could.
“Marry me.” You muttered.
Gone was the fragility that dwelled upon your starry eyes, every doubt, every question, every ounce of fear that once settled deep inside your heart vanished along every meteor that crashed into the abyss of nothingness. Gone was the hate, gone was everything else except for the both of you.
‘Cause it’s you and me, and all of the people, and I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you.
He nodded at you, speechless upon your sudden question. And he knew that this is right, he is sure. He is sure of you.
“I’m sorry.” His kisses sent butterflies and made you grew flowers on every inch of your body as he carefully slipped a ring on your ring finger. “I will make it up to you.” His words are coated with finality, and your heavy-lidded eyes felt warm once again, his slender fingers wiped the corner of your eyes before the tears could stain your face once more.
“D-don’t you leave me again.” You choked, admiring the ring that he got you. It fitted perfectly on your finger, just like how your hand fits perfectly with his.
“I’ll stay with you, always.”
“I never stopped loving you, Levi.” Your soft voice was melody to his ears, as the summer night reminded you both of how everything started. How you first met, how you first held hands, how you slowly fell in love, how you first made love, how you both thanked the cosmos for leading you to each other’s arms.
“I’ll never not love you.”
And you will always be the warmth that completes his every summer.
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moonyy-writes · 4 years ago
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Hi moony, can I request some plain n simple Miche fluff 🥺 you’re the best I hope you have a lovely day
hiii i’m sorry this took ages for me to answer, i struggled with figuring out what to write for this but i like what i came up with now :))
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You propped your head up on your chin, zoning out completely. Your eyes scanned the room until it found who you were looking for. Miche. You watched as he laughed at something Hange was telling him, how his shoulders shook and his head was thrown back. Almost gracefully. Everything about him was like that.
“Hellooo, earth to y/n.”
“Hmm?” You blinked.
“You zoned out on us,” Nanaba pointed out.
“Oh, oops.” You shrugged as you took a bite of your food.
“What were you staring at anyway?” Gelgar asked.
“Nothing, just got lost in thought.”
“Are you sure? Cause it really seemed like you were staring at-“ You shoved your hand over his mouth.
“Don’t talk so loud.”
“Why? Do you like somebody?” Nanaba teased.
“No.” You squeaked out, face burning red.
“She does!” They both laughed at you.
“Sooo, who is it?” Gelgar questioned.
You shook your head, refusing to answer any of the questions.
A chair scraped on the ground and you heard a group of people walking out of the room. Your eyes followed them as they left.
“No. No!” Nanaba laughed. “Oh my god, you like Miche?”
“Shhh!! Tell the whole dining hall while you’re at it!”
“Tell the whole dining hall what?”
You jumped at the sound of the voice.
“Oh! Hey, Miche.” Gelgar smirked.
“Uh, hey.” He awkwardly waved, leaning over you. “I just forgot my jacket.”
You felt frozen as his arm brushed around your shoulder. Gelgar and Nana smirked at you.
Miche paused before gesturing to the door, “Uh, I’ll see you later at training.”
You waited until he was fully through the door before turning back to Nana and Gelgar with a shrug. “So what if I happen to have a teeny tiny little crush on him?”
“You know, y/n” Gelgar started casually, cutting into his food. “Maybe if you stopped staring and actually talked to him you’d have a chance.”
You groaned. “I can’t! He’s a captain and I’m just a cadet, it would be weird.”
Gelgar pointed at you with his knife. “Only if you make it weird. Honestly you have a chance, this dude is definitely single.”
“Exactly! So I’d just talk to him.” Nana encouraged.
You stood with your tray. “No, I’m fine with where it’s at and I’m not changing it.”
Before they could answer you dumped your tray and walked out the room. You stomped down to the training grounds and slumped against a tree with your eyes closed.
“Tired already? Training hasn’t even started!”
You peeked an eye open and straightened up quickly upon seeing who it was. “Oh, Captain Miche!”
“Stand down, cadet,�� Miche said with a laugh. “It’s just us two, you can relax.”
You stiffly nodded, leaning against the tree once more. Miche sat next to you and looked off into the bare field where training would soon take place.
After a few moments of silence, he turned to you. “You know, y/n, I like being around you. You’re one of the more bearable cadets.”
“Uhh, thank you?”
Miche barked out a laugh. “God that sounds horrible. I meant like you work hard and you uh, nevermind..”
He trailed off and you turned to look at him fully. “And?”
Miche shrugged. “It’s not important.”
You raised a brow at how he was acting. Seemingly very flustered though you couldn’t figure out why.
He turned and you both made eye contact. You felt your face flush, but you couldn’t look away. A small smile crept its way onto Miche’s face. Neither of you said anything as time slowed and you both kept looking at each other. The smile on Miche’s face seemed to only get wider.
You finally looked away, the heat in your cheeks becoming too overwhelming. “Why are you staring?”
“‘Cause you’re beautiful.”
Your breath stuttered for a second as you registered what he had said. Never in a million years would you have imagined he’d say that.
You felt his hand on your chin as he directed your face towards his. He still had that smile on his face as he took in your flustered appearance.
His hand moved from your chin to cup your cheek and you couldn’t help but lean into his touch. You sighed contentedly and your eyes fluttered shut for a moment.
“I always thought you liked me,” Miche mumbled. “I just figured I was imagining things.”
You groaned as you pulled your face from his hands and covered it with your own. “Ugh that’s so embarrassing.”
“Wait so you did like me?” Miche asked with a wide grin.
You nodded from behind your hands. “Everyone knew it too.”
Miche laughed and gently pried your hands off, revealing a red-faced you. “Everyone except me apparently.”
You looked everywhere except him, trying not to get embarrassed all over again. Until he put his hands on your cheeks and made you look at him. “Sooo, is that what Nana and Gelgar were talking about when I came over?”
You nodded the best you could with your face being in his hands.
Miche chuckled, “I should’ve known, you three looked guilty about something.” He smiled at you before leaning in and kissing your forehead. “I swear you’re too cute-“
A loud whistle rang throughout the yard and people began streaming out of the dining hall and lining up.
Miche let go and stood, holding out a hand and helping you up. He brushed your hair behind your ear with a smile. “We’ll finish this conversation later.”
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angel-tries-to-write · 3 years ago
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Lucky Ones
Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan Rating: Teen and up Pairing: Levi Ackerman x Hanji Zoë, one sided Moblit Berner x Hanji Zoë Word count: 1275 Genre: angst
"When Levi and Hange found Moblit’s body after RTS. Levi remembered Moblit how frankly he told him that he had feelings for Hange when Levi accidentally found & read his letter that was stuck in his sketchbook. Moblit abruptly burned it to out of embarrassment. However, Levi remembered what was written inside and rewrote what Moblit had written from that burnt letter and gave it to Hange." idea by Noe @clickerisha
They had won this battle. Another enemy was down and they could feel a little safer. But at what cost? Why did they have to lose this many good soldiers? Was it even worth all this sacrifice? Levi was sure that this battle will be remembered as the most tragic one. He also thought that by now he should have been used to losing friends. First Farlan and Isabel, his Squad, then Miche and Nanaba… But after Hanji pronounced Erwin dead, something changed inside Levi. He didn’t know why this death moved him so deeply. Maybe it was because Erwin was one of his closest people after Hanji. They weren’t always seeing eye to eye, but Levi could call them friends.
Or maybe he felt guilty.
Everyone else died because of titans. Everyone else’s deaths were unavoidable, he had no power in stopping or delaying them. But the situation with Erwin was different. It was Levi’s decision to let him die. It was Levi who didn’t prolong his life, even for just thirteen years. It was Levi who chose to give titan serum to Armin. It was Levi’s fault.
As they were retrieving all the bodies they could, they had found someone they didn’t even expect to find. Hanji did this personally, despite Levi’s protests, they decided they had to do it, so he followed them. And he soon realized why. It was bloody and broken, partially smashed and burnt, but undoubtedly, it was Moblit’s body they retrieved from a collapsed building. Levi could swear he heard Hanji’s heart breaking, as they carefully held their dear friend and assistant. Without much thinking, Levi wrapped his arms around the new commander, as if he tried to keep them from falling apart. Hanji looked at him, he could see their jaw muscles, they gritted their teeth so hard, and their eye was so full of emotions, that Levi knew only a miracle kept them from bursting in tears. Both of them, because he put a lot of effort into swallowing that lump in his throat and keeping it together. It wasn’t the right time to cry. He patted Hanji’s back and they just nodded, no words were necessary. They carefully took Moblit and headed back.
Levi knew something he never told Hanji. One day he caught Moblit writing a letter and when he left it unattended for a moment, Levi peaked into it, out of pure curiosity. It was a very sweet letter for Hanji in which Moblit was confessing he had feelings for them. Levi felt a sting of jealousy, but he had to admit that it was a very adorable letter. Unfortunately, as soon as Moblit caught the captain with said letter, he abruptly tossed it to the fireplace. He admitted with embarrassment that he had a crush on Hanji and wondered how to tell them that, but made Levi promise he wouldn’t say a word. Levi promised, but didn’t believe Moblit would actually find enough courage to ever confess to Hanji. And apparently he was right. Levi decided to do it for him then. As a last favor he could do. Besides, Hanji deserved to know. So he sat down in his room and rewrote the letter the best he could. Then he went to Erwin’s quarters where the bodies of the previous commander and Hanji’s assistant were temporarily placed. He knew his best friend was sitting there, unable to let go of their dear friends. He quietly entered the room. As he predicted, Hanji was sitting on the floor by the bed like a statue. They didn’t make a softest movement when he came, although he knew they heard him. If he didn’t notice small movements of their chest, he would start to worry they hurt themself.
“I’ve got you something” he spoke quietly, taking a seat next to them and showing them a letter.
“What’s that?” they asked, voice no louder than a whisper.
“Something you deserve to know.”
“I don’t think so.”
“Will you read it? Or should I do it for you?” he asked, noticing that their glasses were removed and they didn’t intend to put them back on. When they didn’t answer, he opened the letter. “My dearest Hanji” he started “I don’t even know where to start or how to start, because I have to tell you something really important, that might either ruin everything we have, or make it better. Some time ago, which feels like an eternity, we had one of our parties. You all made me tell I have feelings for someone, but thankfully you let go before the worst happened. Before I said who this person is. I don’t know if I could ever look you in the eyes if I told you that like this. But I can’t keep it anymore. Our friends are dying one by one and we don’t know when our time will come. I need you to know this before it’s too late, but I know I don’t have enough courage to tell it myself, therefore I’m writing this letter. So I have to say it: I love you, Hanji Zoë, I have for years. I know you probably don’t feel the same way, if there’s any person you have feelings for, I won’t be surprised if it’s captain Levi” he stopped reading and looked at Hanji, who turned pale, utter shock written all over their face. “But I also know you deserve the truth and I can’t keep it a secret anymore. I really hope my confession won’t ruin our friendship, because that would be a terrible tragedy, I value it more than my own happiness. I don’t know what the future might bring, but whatever it is, I hope you will be happy. Forever yours, Moblit” Levi finished the letter and looked at Hanji in silence, before he spoke again. “I found it a few weeks ago. He burned the original version out of embarrassment, but I rewrote it for you, more or less accurately.”
“All these years… I had no idea…” they whispered, still in shock. “I should have known. I should have asked. I should have…” they couldn’t take it anymore. Tears burst from their eyes, soaking the bandage over the injured eye.
“Shhh… You couldn’t have known” he pulled them close and leaned their head on his shoulder. “Don’t blame yourself.”
“Levi, he sacrificed his life so I could live. In his last moments he pushed me into the well, so the blast didn’t hurt me. He died for me. How am I supposed to not blame myself?” they sobbed into his chest. “And now I learn he loved me. I’ve lost not one, but two of my closest friends on the same day.”
“I know how you feel” Levi said with difficulty, his throat was tight with grief. “I still wonder if I made the right choice, letting Erwin go. He was our friend and I let him die… Fuck, it hurts so bad” he whispered, finally letting his own tears flow. They didn’t know how long they spent, crying in each other’s arms. They were the last two veterans left. Those who survived the longest. And they felt so bad about it, so guilty. It would be easier to die than having to live with this much burden. But they had to. They couldn't fail their fallen comrades and let their deaths go in vain. Everyone dedicated their hearts to the fight for a better future and it was up to them two what happens next. Their duty wasn’t done yet, they had to carry their wings. They had to keep fighting.
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sleeperswakewriting · 4 years ago
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First time smut? Could be both or one inexperienced with a dose of comedy ^^
Summary: Childhood friends to lovers, Levi finally works up the nerve to ask Petra to go to prom with him. After years of pining, they decide to lose their virginity to each other on prom night.
Rated: M
Word Count: 5.4k
Prom outfits based on this!
now playing inevitable by anberlin and I think we're alone now by tiffany
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If you told Levi Ackerman that the best night of his life would include loud music, drunk teenagers, and a broken air conditioner, then he would have called you crazy and told you to piss off.
Except, of course, unless you mentioned one small detail.
He would be attending prom with his childhood crush, Petra Ral.
Friends since they were babies, neighbors both raised by single parents, they were the best of friends.
Even if they were polar opposites.
Petra was on the cheerleading team, doing cartwheels and somersaults by the time she could walk and was a social butterfly with a heart of gold.
Levi had exactly five friends, not including Petra—Erwin, Hange, Mike, Eld, and Gunther. He met them when they were in elementary school and his friend group had stayed the same ever since.
Throughout the years, their friendship faced trials and tribulations, mostly due to the fact Levi had been in love with her for as long as he could remember, and Petra was absolutely oblivious to the fact.
So much so, that she would dance around the room while they did homework, clad in booty shorts and a loose t-shirt with no bra on. He knew she saw him as a brother, going as far as to kiss him on the cheek in times when she was feeling particularly affectionate, and allowing him to wrap his arms around her with each heartbreak she faced.
"Levi, why don't you ever date? You could get any girl you want!"
He didn't dare tell her why. Even though Petra would never actually leave him, he enjoyed their affable candor, her free touches, and smugly, their Friday night movie nights, a ritual they had since they were children.
Which was also the point of contention between her and her current boyfriend.
He had a bit of a reputation as being a hard ass, also Petra's silent bodyguard even though she didn't need it, and one guy in particular—Oluo, had the nerve to come between their sacred time.
And Petra being Petra, invited him to their movie night, to Levi's chagrin, but miraculously, Oluo had taken a liking to him and the three had a few more movie nights together.
Eventually, they broke up amicably, with Petra teasing Levi that it was because Oluo had a bigger crush on him than her.
It was their senior year, which meant college applications were rolling out, and for the first time in Levi's life, he faced the reality that he might be alone.
Petra had gotten a full scholarship as a cheerleader, Erwin was going to business school, Hange to a STEM school, which left him...
"Directionless!" His mother called him. "I've worked so hard raising an intelligent young man and you can't pick a school?! Application times are ticking, Levi, you need to choose something—-a major, a school, something!"
He asked Petra what she thought about him going to school across the country, and in her infuriating smile, she patted him on the shoulder and said whatever made him happy.
I want to make you happy, he wanted to say.
The summer of their junior year was filled as it always was; late nights talking around the bonfire, camping, and summer jobs.
Petra had gotten him a gig as a camp counselor, a job he wouldn't have gotten if it weren't for her since he had "the personality of a boar," as Hange aptly put it. But, with her sweet persuasion and way with people, she had convinced the manager that Levi would be a fine addition to the team.
And he could lead the children's soccer league!
As luck would have it, he was pretty good with kids, and they latched on to Levi's stoic personality with glee.
It was a sleep-away camp, and while the girls and boys slept in separate cabins, counselors included, Levi knew Petra had a rule-breaking streak (that she got from him) and snuck out after curfew so they could watch the stars.
"The night sky is easier to see than in our hometown!" She exclaimed, leaning against his shoulder.
There was no way she would be able to hear how fast his heart was beating, how his cheeks were heated from how close she was, but all of that seemed to change when she took his hand in hers.
"This is our last summer like this, isn't it?" She whispered, and he dared to wrap an arm around her, even though it was far from the first time.
"Yeah," he agreed gruffly, not wanting the cruel reminder. Would they stay friends? Would she leave him? Did he fuck up all his chances to be with her?
Erwin and Hange kept telling him to tell her how he feels—they weren't getting any younger, and Levi morosely pointed out that she's dated several people, with none of them like him at all.
Well, there's a reason why none of them worked out, they observed.
Petra leaned in closer, burying her face into his shoulder as she sniffed. "I'm not ready for senior year. So many choices to make. I mean, I'm glad to be more independent, but I like living with my dad, you being right next door, and our friends all being in one place. Everything is going to change."
Levi swallowed, her words like bile in his throat, but choosing to placate her.
"Well, not everything."
She looked at him, eyes watering with hope.
"I'm not going anywhere," he said, looking away from her, not being able to tolerate her steady laugh, her playful friendly shove, and an "Oh, you!"
But she did neither of those things, and he looked back cautiously, noticing a different look in her eyes.
Maybe it was the moonlight, but her gaze was tender, her lips puckering in a way that he'd never seen before, and before he knew it, she was leaning in to kiss him.
Levi had his first kiss when he was 13 years old in a game of spin the bottle, with Petra in attendance. She had been making eyes at a boy all night, and in a fit of frustration, he spun the bottle furiously, hoping it would land on her, but instead, on another girl who he was fairly sure had a crush on him.
Petra walloped with the rest of their friends, cheering and loudly goading, and it was over before he could blink twice.
Hange took pity on him later, locking them in a closet for 7 minutes in heaven, but it turned into Petra crying over the boy who wasn't paying attention to her, with him consoling her as best friends do.
She was bliss, her sweet pea body spray engulfing his senses, as he tentatively kissed her back, wondering if this was some delirious dream he was having.
Petra was moaning in a way that he thought was only in fantasy, at night when he dared imagined himself as her boyfriend, and when she pressed her body against his, breasts deliciously folding against his chest, he groaned in return, releasing them from the kiss to catch his breath.
"Petra, what's going on?" He asked, caressing his forehead to hers, begging that this wasn't some mistake.
She kissed his cheek, then his nose, as she giggled, "I love you, Levi. You've always been there for me, I guess what I've been looking for has been here the whole time. You...You feel the same way about me, right?"
Nifa and Nanaba had teased her relentlessly that she was building a harem since, for every guy she dated, Levi was very much a part of her life, even accompanying her on some group dates.
"I don't want him to be lonely!" She argued, putting on her watermelon lipgloss. "You know how he is, all by his lonesome. Everyone knows he's like my brother."
Nanaba laughed, giving her a look, "Well someone better call the cops because brothers shouldn't be looking at you like that. I can't believe you wear this around him," she said, pinching Petra's thigh that cut off just at her ass by her extra-large PJ shirt.
Rolling her eyes, "Please, we've seen each other in diapers. And in cringey Halloween costumes. I think we're past feeling embarrassed."
"Whatever you say," Nanaba said, noticing the pink hue on Petra's cheeks as she talked about him.
Levi thought he would be caught dead before he said I love you to anyone but his mother, and even then, it was given in brief, stilted tones.
But with Petra, he said it as quickly as he could, pulling her in for another kiss, wanting to hold on to her for as long as she would allow him.
His mother was thrilled, always having a feeling that her son harbored feelings for their ginger neighbor, and her father awkwardly patted him on the back.
"Glad it's you, son. I'm tired of all the jocks she brings around," and with a crane of the neck and a stern look, he said, "By the way, Petra, same rules apply, door stays open at all times!"
Petra groaned, stomping up the stairs. "Daddy, it's Levi! We used to listen to music on my boombox when we were 10, remember? We'd keep the door closed so you couldn't hear the CDs we bought from the thrift store."
Her father gave her a cautionary glance to her, then to Levi, who for the first time in his life, felt scared of the serene man.
"Door. Open." Her dad said with a final word, and Petra huffed, dragging Levi into her bedroom as she bemoaned how much she wanted to kiss him, earning a cough from downstairs.
Their relationship was "going steady" as some would call, with it being Levi's first relationship (he hoped his only), and Petra getting used to the idea that he was now her boyfriend.
He got jealous quite often, to the extent where he would hold her hand in the hallway or would walk with one arm wrapped around her shoulders. If he was feeling particularly whipped, he'd hold her books, but he wasn't sure if the snickers from Erwin and Hange were worth it. Not the one for PDA, Petra was surprised when he asked to hold hands, and she was more so endeared at his exuberant affections.
So far, these were the happiest days of Levi's life.
When springtime came around, with the seniors abuzz with the promise of graduation and more importantly, prom, he came to the dreaded realization that Petra was expecting a "promposal," something he had seen throughout his four years of high school but always wrote it off as annoying.
He supposed he didn't think he'd be lucky enough to go with the girl of his dreams.
It started with Nifa, who received a promposal from Gunther in the most saccharine way possible, a candy gram.
Then Nanaba and Mike, the latter coordinating a flash mob with their friends. (Levi didn't dance, but Petra told him all about it and showed them the final video they recorded).
It was a given that Eld and his long-time girlfriend would be going together.
Hange dropped on Levi that she and Erwin were also going as a pair, but it was nothing serious, and decided to go together just so they wouldn't have to deal with the headache of finding an actual date.
Which left Petra, waiting for Levi, and not being the one for grand gestures, he sat himself down to work on a promposal in the only way he knew how to.
Coding a video game.
Petra may be a cheerleader, but she was also a huge nerd thanks to Levi, where they spent most of their childhood playing every video game between his Gamecube, her PS2, and subsequently, their Nintendo DS's, and trading and exchanging games throughout their adolescence.
Their personal favorite was Zelda, with Petra often handing the controller off to him for the harder dungeons, and he knew just what to do when they had their usual Friday night movie, this time at his house.
Cuddled up on the sofa, they were kissing, barely paying attention to the movie as the white of the TV illuminated their bodies. A half-eaten box of pizza was open and cups of soda were on the table in front of them.
It was getting late, and he knew Petra had to be home soon, and he tried to focus on not losing his nerve. Hands at her waist, her plush body against his, he told himself there was nothing to worry about since this was Petra and she chose him when she could have any guy in the school. Eight months of dating should have said so.
Petra seemed to catch his hesitancy as she broke the kiss, but suckled at his lower lip in a way that he adored before she whispered, "Something wrong?"
She knew him so well.
Pulling her in for one more kiss, he reached for the remote to shut the TV off. "I coded a game," he said seriously, wondering if his face gave away his nervousness. "I was wondering if you could try it."
Eyes sparkling, Petra nodded excitedly. "It's been a while since you've made something!"
He ran to get his laptop, already having the file ready while he opened his computer, sliding it in front of her.
"It's, uh, standard WASD to walk, and you can use the numbers to click on objects," he explained as a black screen opened, showcasing a pixelated version of Petra. She held a magic wand with some fire at the end, and she was smiling, wearing her cheerleading outfit.
"Is this me?" She asked, giggling as she went through the dungeon, shooting fire bolts from her wand.
He nodded, staring at the screen in apprehension.
"Not to be a critic, but it's a little easy. Maybe add some mazes so it's not as linear?" She suggested, blasting through a monster.
"Sure, yeah, I'll keep it in mind," he said absently, chewing at his lip as she made it to the final room.
A dragon with a letterman jacket appeared, and Petra easily dodged his fire while she gave more flicks of her wand. The dragon poofed away in a cloud of smoke, revealing a chest, and as she clicked to open it, the chest opening sound from Zelda played, making Petra squeal.
"Oh boy, what am I gonna get?" She asked with an excited clap, and the screen enlarged, a picture of a blue rose and a question in pixelated letters asking,
IT'S DANGEROUS TO GO ALONE. WILL YOU GO TO PROM WITH ME?
YES / NO
Mouth gaping, Petra looked to Levi, who was nearly squirming out of his skin in panic, clasping his hands together firmly.
Petra smiled, moving the cursor over to "YES" and clicked on it, playing the item received sound from Zelda, and confetti popped on the screen.
Crashing into Levi, Petra kissed him, wondering why it took her so long to see that she had been adored her entire life.
"You're so romantic," she sighed, tugging at his hair and running her fingers down his undercut.
Levi wanted to nearly cry from relief but quickly forgot about his distress as Petra flicked her tongue down his earlobe. She whispered she had five minutes until curfew, and it was a good thing they were neighbors so she wouldn't have to hurry home.
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It's too damn hot, Levi thought to himself, tugging at his cravat that contrasted with his black button-down and white suit. A chain tied the two ends of the jacket together, also accompanied by a white pocket square, and even though he liked his ensemble when his mother first helped him pick it out, it was starting to feel too tight as sweat clung to his skin, the layers of the fabric suffocating him in the mid-spring weather.
Maybe it wasn't the only reason he was hot, he entertained, seeing Petra dance with their friends, dressed in a spaghetti strap orange dress and matching cream ribbon. Around her wrist was a blue rose corsage, the one he gifted her when he picked her up from her house in his mom's beat-up minivan.
She looked radiant, and perhaps what made her even more attractive was the fact that she was dressed for him. He had seen her in dozens of outfits ranging from sweat pants to middle school formals, but tonight, this was just about the two of them.
Blushing, she accepted his flowers and corsage, posing for pictures by the stairwell he used to climb with her, pretending monsters were chasing them.
Wrapping his arms around her had never felt so right as they slow danced, the dim light and rainbow disco ball illuminating their touch starved bodies. Levi Ackerman didn't dance, but for her, he would do anything as long as she was by his side.
Pressing her cheek to his chest, happy she chose only an inch for her heels so he was still taller, she whispered to him, "Are you nervous about tonight?"
Petra had agreed to go as fast or slow as Levi wanted, especially with it being his first relationship, but there was one request she had after he had asked her to prom.
"I want to have sex with you if you're ready," she said after a heated make-out session.
"Here?!" He asked, looking at his childhood bedroom, the same navy walls he had known for 18 years staring back at him.
"No, not here!" She giggled, flopping down onto his body.
"Prom night," she said quietly. "I've been saving myself for someone special and I want it to be you. I've never gone all the way with a guy...."
"Really?" He asked in wonderment, assuming Petra had sex, a thought he kept firmly shut off at the back of his mind.
"It just never felt right before. Until you." Scooting up to meet his lips, he groaned, evidence of his arousal for her apparent from the first time they kissed and then after. Sometimes she palmed his pants, sometimes he took care of himself right after she left, but he never wanted to push too far, or come across as inexperienced to Petra.
"We're both 18, I was thinking we can rent a hotel room. I can tell my dad I'm sleeping at Nifa's. You can say you're at Erwin's."
A million thoughts and images flashed through Levi's mind, but the only thing he could hear was I'm going to have sex.
"Prom night, then," he agreed.
He had stayed up hours the night before reading up on sex, the technical side of things, the intimate parts, and discussing protection with Petra the weeks leading up to it. They agreed on condoms, so he went to the store in the middle of the night to get a box, and stuffed them in the back of his underwear drawer so his mother wouldn't find them.
Before he left for Petra's, his mother embraced him, giving him the speech that he was growing up so fast, how proud she was of him, and that she was so happy he and Petra were dating.
It was then she pulled out a plastic shopping bag of condoms and started putting them in his pockets, both his jacket and pants, and Levi nearly pushed her to the ground, face flaming.
"What the hell, mom?!"
She gave him a stern look. "I know what kids do on prom night, Levi. I just want you and Petra to be careful—Don't make me a grandmother just yet! Look, I got you different sizes and flavors—"
They were not having this conversation, and Levi haphazardly unlocked the front door, barely sliding his shoes on, "Stop. Just stop. We're, uh, we're fine. We have everything we need."
Kuchel breathed a sigh of relief, placing three more condoms into Levi's hand, accompanied by forty dollars. "Good. Just be safe. Tell me if you need anything, and have fun at the hotel," she winked, and Levi gaped at her.
"What?" She asked innocently. "I know you guys are 18. And I might have heard Petra in the grocery store gossiping with her friends."
He facepalmed, groaning. Of course, Petra would be broadcasting losing her virginity.
To you, he reminded himself.
Levi stepped back into the house, kissing his mom swiftly on the cheek, muttering I love you as he took the car keys and drove down the half a block to Petra's house. Kuchel waved as she closed the door, happy her son was finally with Petra.
"A little," he admitted to Petra, back in the present. He kissed the crown of her head, holding her close. "Are you?"
Nodding, she raised her head to look at him, though they were nearly at eye level.
"But I'm happy it's with you."
A more upbeat song began, causing the numerous couples on the dance floor to break away and spin onto the dance floor. Petra let him go, but grasping his hand as she guided them back to their friends, encouraging them all to hold hands.
"To senior year!" They shouted, and as much Levi wanted to say he hated crowds, the sweat, and the lack of personal space, he found himself not caring, savoring the last tendrils of adolescence.
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Petra was talking nonstop as they drove to the hotel, only 15 minutes away from the prom venue, and while she was usually a chatterbox, she found it was more from nerves than actually having anything significant to say.
Levi had one of their mixtapes in the CD player, burned during their middle school years written in sharpie Levi and Petra's mixtape, volume 5. Stolen songs from the internet, coupled with tracks from both of their iTunes libraries, Petra always marveled at how opposite they could be, and yet shared similar interests.
The songs were so familiar to her that she involuntarily sang along, reminiscing how often she played their shared songs and rolling over in excitement on her bed when she found a track she knew Levi would like.
Levi parked, hand still resting at the clutch as he looked to her with a steady breath. "We're here," he said quietly and Petra nodded sweetly in return.
Both brought two small duffles to change out of their prom clothes, and shuffled into the hotel, checking in, trying not to look like two teenagers about to have sex for the first time, but ultimately failing as Levi's hands shook as he slid the key card in.
Booking the cheapest room they could find that wasn't a motel, there was little space to walk other than the perimeter around the king-sized bed, a TV with a dresser, and a door leading to the bathroom where Petra excused herself to.
Levi switched the lights on, checking for anything unsavory, and dropped his duffel bag to the floor, checking himself in the door mirror.
Should he change? He didn't want to look too casual, not having the faintest idea of what "sexy" pajamas looked like for men, and he awkwardly paced, debating to at least take his jacket off, unhooking the chain to let his lapels break free.
He hung the jacket over the nearby loveseat, then fiddled with his cravat, wondering if he should take that off too since Petra may find it to be a nuisance, and before he could debate with himself any longer, he heard the bathroom door open up, revealing Petra in a pink baby doll outfit.
Blinking at him with doe eyes, she blushed furiously, not meeting his wandering eyes.
She was definitely not wearing that before they got in, so she must have changed, and suddenly, Levi felt very overdressed as his mouth went dry.
Licking his lips, he hurriedly got the "sex stuff" from his bag, throwing the box of condoms onto the nightstand, followed by lube, and Petra started giggling as he undid the condoms from his pockets as well.
"How many times do you think we're going to have sex tonight? 50?" She joked, eyes raking at the varieties.
"My mom insisted," he grumbled, heat creeping up his neck and Petra's eyes widened in embarrassment and fear.
"You told her?!"
"No!" He blurted defensively. "She figured it out. You know how perceptive she is."
Petra hummed in agreement, scooping up the condoms and putting them back into his duffel.
"I think it's safe to say we can just use that box," she said, pointing to the Trojan extra-large, then running her hands down his arms.
Levi shuddered, unsure if he wanted to keep staring at her or rip the lingerie off, but found himself unable to speak as Petra kissed him heatedly, tongue diving in, and placed his hands on her breasts.
"You can touch them, you know," she whispered, and Levi could have come alone from the contact, his hands touching the silken mounds he had fantasized about ever since they hit puberty.
He backed them into the bed, with Petra's back falling against the plush sheets, and she moaned as Levi pressed his weight against her, gently rocking against her body. She reached for his cravat, tugging it off so that it hung around his neck, and began unbuttoning his dress shirt.
"Have I told you how handsome you look tonight?" she purred, her pearl earrings catching the light in the room.
"Yes, but I can stand to hear it a bit more," he replied, daring himself to touch her legs, each graze of his fingertips like electricity down her spine.
The babydoll deliciously pushed her breasts together as a cute little ribbon sat in between her breasts. The material was nearly opaque, and his mouth watered, thinking of Petra in a thong, despite the number of times he'd seen her in a bathing suit.
"And you look, uh, amazing," he breathed above her.
"Really?" Petra exclaimed in relief. "Nanaba helped me pick it out, said that you're probably more into cute-sexy than sexy-sexy."
Gently sliding the straps down so he could kiss her bare shoulders where her freckles met, he said, "Anything you wear for me is sexy."
"Mmm," Petra sighed as he continued working at her top, finding the ribbon in the back and letting it fall off her arms until she was left in her bare breasts.
Instinctively, she went to cover then, but at Levi's eager and furtive look, she released them, guiding his hands back onto her chest, encouraging him to knead and caress her.
He was clumsy, but in an endearing way, fascinated that he was able to elicit such sounds from her, and when he realized she was only wearing her underwear, and he was wearing too much, he immediately discarded his shirt, then moved to unbuckle his pants.
"Let me help you with that," Petra said, sliding onto her knees to unzip his fly, then eagerly sliding them down his legs as he kicked it off.
"Wow," she breathed at the tent in his boxers, and he had the urge to cover himself as well until Petra reached for him, stroking his length and he moaned loudly.
"Y-you can't do that, I'm gonna come," he coaxed himself to say despite how magnificent it felt.
Blushing, happy she was able to make him feel so much with so little, Petra removed her hand and embraced him as they fell back onto the mattress.
They kissed again, feeling each other's bodies for the first time in this state, hands needy but asking for permission, Levi skimmed the tips of his fingers over Petra's ass, earning a hiss of pleasure.
"I need you," she whined, and unsure of how to proceed, Levi detached himself and grabbed a condom, hands shaking as he undid the wrapper.
"You know how to put it on?" Petra asked out of concern and fascination.
He nodded, slipping it down while pulling the tip. "I've done a test run just to make sure. I, uh, was thinking of you the entire time—-" Fuck, this was not romantic in the slightest, Levi chastised to himself. Petra didn't want to hear how he tested the physics of it, how to avoid using it incorrectly which led to him snapping it against his fingers.
But practice makes perfect, and he felt confident as he hovered above Petra, kissing her neck softly while feeling awkward from the latex between them. She hooked her thumbs over her panties, taking them off, and spread her legs for him, her expression yearning and hopeful.
"I've heard it might hurt," Levi said, breath heady at the sight of her womanhood, a cute ginger patch of curls.
"It's okay. You can't hurt me, it's you," she said gently, resting her hands against his shoulder blades, egging him forward.
Levi placed the tip at her entrance, holding his breath as Petra wriggled beneath him, gasping from the friction and he slid in very slowly, both moaning from the contact.
Petra was slick with arousal, and as he continued to push in, they gasped in time, and Levi had to keep himself from moving too firmly because she felt absolutely wonderful, all warm and tight.
"You okay?" He asked, noticing her wrinkled expression, and Petra gasped, opening one eye.
"Y-yeah, you're just really big. But I feel okay."
Pride swelled within him, kissing her gently as he throbbed with desire, and asked her permission to move.
Lifting her hips, he groaned, pumping into her once, then twice, then on the third—-
"Argh!" He gasped, already coming, not being to restrain himself because that's how good she felt.
Shame washed over him as Petra realized what was happening, and she held him gently as goosebumps danced across his skin.
He immediately removed himself from her, hobbling to the bathroom, and Petra looked worried as she processed what had just happened, but pleased that nothing unsafe occurred.
She squeezed her legs together, disappointment and frustration throbbing between her legs, but Levi reappeared, looking thoroughly abashed as he tucked his underwear back on.
"Petra, I'm so sorry about that. Let me make it up to you—"
And before Petra could protest, he crawled to her on all fours at the base of the bed, and placed his hands on her knees, opening them slightly.
"I read that most girls like this better away," he began, kissing her inner thigh, and Petra rolled her head back, happy he was tending to her, but squeaking as he immediately dove his head between her legs, then licking her core with an unpracticed tongue.
"Eek!" She screeched, kicking him in the chest out of reflex from the surprising sensation.
"Ow!" Levi exclaimed, falling back and looking like a mixture of pissed off and fear.
"Did I hurt you?" He asked, inching back to her, and Petra plopped her head against the pillow, laughing hard to herself.
"I should be asking you that, I'm sorry I kicked you," she said, giggling into the popcorn ceiling, then turning to face him. "I think for that, we need to warm up a bit. But...I don't want that tonight. Another time," she added with a hopeful look and Levi smiled sadly, hanging his head.
"I'm shit in bed."
Petra weaved a hand through his hair, realizing how much pressure he was under. "No, you're not, Levi. You were just excited. If anything, it's flattering," she said, an adorable pink blush filling her cheeks.
"We'll get better with time and practice. While we wait for you to reset, I brought something for me. I figured something like this would happen."
She padded to her duffel bag, taking out a pink dildo, and clicked it on. It vibrated, and Levi looked at her with a dumbstruck face as she smirked in response.
"Maybe we'll need all those condoms anyway."
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erwinsmitten · 4 years ago
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Hewo its me again hahaha!
Came to request a Mike x gn reader, where reader has been leaving flowers in his office in secret and after a while he decides its time to find the one behind it. With a confesion at the end, maybe? Up to you!
Thanks!!
mike reacting to you leaving him flowers ;
warnings; none
reader; gender-neutral
a/n; this is such a cute idea i am so soft for mike, he deserves the world 😌
as we all know this man's nose can smell things from a mile away
so the first time you leave flowers in his office, he was able to smell them the moment you open the door to leave
though by the time he does make it back to his office, you were long gone by then
and all he sees upon entering is a bouquet of multicolored flowers (that definitely looked like it costed a good amount of money) sitting on his desk
listen, this man works day and night with little to no breaks and even little appreciation so when he sees FLOWERS on HIS DESK he kinda thought it was a joke at first
i mean who would leave flowers for him anyways???? (he thinks)
either way he keeps the flowers in a vase in his office because even if it was a joke it still smells really nice so
but then like a week later the same thing happens
and he lets his heart swell just a lil bit cos yknow what maybe it isnt a joke
he has to buy another vase to keep the new bouquet in but he doesn't mind at all
his whole office just smells like flowers now and nanaba teases him about it
anyways after this happening like two more times after that he decides to actually find out who's been leaving flowers on his desk
which isnt as hard as he originally thought
because one day hes wandering around the mess hall and gets hit with the familiar smell of flowers
and he immediately starts sniffing more in that direction and following it
and in his very important mission to sniff out the owner of that scent he accidentally bumps into you and realizes, with how strong the smell of flowers is now, it is most definitely you
also theres a small petal stuck in your collar, which explains why you smell like flowers that day
of course you blush and apologize because you just bumped into the guy youve been crushing on ever since you joined the survey corps and have been leaving flowers for
but mike, carefully hiding his absolute joy at finding out the person whos been making his weeks, asks you to meet him in his office at night
and so you do
now picture this, its late at night, and you enter mike's office, wondering about why he called you there (and hoping its not because youre gonna get reprimanded for bumping into him??), when you see him standing behind his desk holding his own bouquet of flowers and a small smirk on his face
"so, you're the one who's been leaving those flowers in my office?" mike asks, his voice the softest you've ever heard it.
of course, you knew that hes been keeping the flowers you gave him cos the ones you left previously would always be in a new vase by the time you leave a new one
"yes, captain," you answer in a whisper. you didn't know how to react; should you be worried? happy? a bit of both perhaps?
you eye the bouquet hes holding in his hands. it definitely wasnt yours... did he get those himself...?
mike makes his way over to you and hands you his flowers, a rare smile on his lips
"call me mike. these are for you," he says.
you hold the flowers to your chest and look up into his eyes. he looks like he wants to say more yet he continues to stare silently, unmoving and stiff, as if he was masking his nervousness
and if he isn't going to say anything, then you will
"mike.. you stole my heart the moment i first met you but i was too scared to say anything, you're such an amazing squad leader and a wonderful person overall, so i figured that instead of just admiring you from afar i would leave these flowers for you as gifts in hopes that itd make you at least a little bit happy. thank you for giving me flowers as well! you really didn't have to.. i..."
your heart was hammering in your chest now. should you say it, what youve really been wanting to ask? should you ask if the two of you could be together?
before you could decide, mike seems to already know what his answer is
and he gently holds the side of your face before leaning down to kiss you
you respond by reciprocating and wrapping your arms around his tall figure
anyhow from then on it becomes a routine between you two to leave flowers for each other (though not quite as expensive, mike suggested itd be a better idea to give each other one or two flowers but much more frequently than before)
and ofc the kisses become a routine as well~
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yelenayena · 4 years ago
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Pairing: Pieck Finger x fem!reader
Genre: Romance
Warning: None (YAY✨), modern AU
Fun fact: Nanaba is an ex-girlfriend of Miche
Summary: You have an affair with Pieck, while she has an on-off relationship with Porco. You feel so jealous when she came to Colt’s party with him. Even so, you can't let them ruin your mood, and Thank God It's Friday, everything is possible when you are at the party on Friday night 🌚 ✨
A/N: I am a PokkoPiku shipper, but I also like her as a lesbian, but I don't like PikuLena ship bc Yelena is ours 😔 so that's why I made this story, I hope you like it 💜✨ I’m sorry if my writing is bad, still learning to write a story in English
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Pieck looked at the picture that you sent on iMessage. She closed the app when Porco got behind the wheel. He turned his head and winked at Pieck who sat next to him on the passenger seat. He turned the engine on and he drove to Colt’s place.
“Let’s go, beauty,” said Porco, he opened the door for Pieck as they arrived at Colt’s place. “We're gonna have fun tonight,” he continued.
Pieck didn't reply but gave him a little smile. They both come inside, the house already crowded with people who joined the party. Porco held Pieck’s hand, he brought Pieck to their friends and joined them.
You saw them just come in, and your heart was pounding immediately. You felt jealous in your heart as you saw her in his arms and smiled at him. You rolled your eyes and tried to ignore that shitty couple. You smiled when you heard Connie’s silly stories, but deep inside your head, you can't get rid of Pieck’s face in your mind. You thought she wouldn't come with Porco, but maybe she had been together with him again. You felt sick of their on-off relationship.
You and Pieck were just friends. You have known her since the first year in college, as you both entered the same club in the university, Archery Club. She already had an on-off relationship with Porco at that time, but she knew you like girls, and she wanted to test her sexual orientation. So she often texted and called you whenever she needed someone to talk to until you both found chemistry. Sometimes you wish she would end her relationship with Porco and start dating you, but every time you think you're gonna get her, she‘s back to him instead.
You wish you could hate her, but you like her so much, Pieck is the woman you've always dreamed of. She’s beautiful, warm, and kind, and she has a very beautiful smile. The moments when you spent with her are the magical ones. You are just her secret affair, but you can't ignore her every time she needs you.
You let out a long sigh. Tonight is Colt’s party, you think that you should've had fun. Don't let your negative thoughts affect your mood here. You saw everyone you know has come to this party.
Everybody seems so fabulous, and they look so happy dancing or chit-chatting with their partner. It was so pitiful you just drink alone, even Oluo is dancing with Petra now. And, ugh! You just saw Pieck kissing Porco, you glanced away quickly and searched for something entertaining like watching Sasha’s silly dance with Niccolo. You gulped your beer and chuckled watching them.
“They're a hilarious couple, but they seemed to have each other. I mean, the girl likes to eat, the boy likes to cook. What's better than that? They really match as a couple.”
Someone talked to you. You turned your head, there's a small and tall blonde smiling at you. Your eyes narrowed, trying to see if you recognize the figure standing in front of you.
“They're one of my fave couples in this world,” you replied, ignoring the fact that you don't know her. It's a party, after all, you can talk to anybody if you want, even to strangers.
She smiled, “oh, I'm Nanaba by the way.”
“I’m-” before you can finish your words, she interrupted you.
“I know you, you're Y/N.”
You stared at her in confusion, “how did you-”
“Hange. We're both friends. Before I came here, she knew that I was keeping an eye on you, so she challenged me if I dared to greet you. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.”
“No, don't worry, being alone sucks. I was like a kitten who got lost in this crowd.”
“Not true, you looked so cute when you were alone.”
You smiled when you heard her teased you. “So, how did you know Hange?”
And your conversation continued with her story about how she can be friends with Hange, Levi, and Miche. She’s a fourth-year student, just like Levi, Hange, and Miche, in the Culinary Science program, in a different university as you, but she's a friend of Hange and friends and a senior of Eren and friends in high school.
You think that she's cool, she looks calm, but when she talks, you know that she’s pretty funny and has a good personality. She has an average build for her height, maybe around five feet seven inches. She had blue eyes and short blonde hair, which was parted slightly to the right with short bangs and an undercut. Her appearance was very good. She looks like an androgynous supermodel.
She touched your arm to protect you from the others who went crazy and wild while they were dancing around you. At that moment, you and she looked at each other. She gave you a beautiful smile, you feel better now when she's around you. And it makes you feel that you want to know more about her.
“Do you know her? I think she keeps glancing this way,” said Nanaba while you both laughed after she told you about the silly story of Miche in high school.
“Who?” you asked.
“That girl over there, the one who wore a yellow blouse and was embraced by her boyfriend. Her face looked jealous. Eww, She has a boyfriend, but she keeps glancing at others, I feel sorry for her boyfriend,” she explained.
You know who it is, what she meant was Pieck. Pieck was indeed staring at you, but when you glanced at her, she glanced away immediately. “Just ignore her,” you said.
Nanaba looked nonchalant then she continued her hilarious stories about her and her friends. You both acted like you were old friends. She can make you forget your sadness. You two look like you enjoyed having the time together at the party.
The longer you talked, the closer she got to you until her arms touched yours. You guys were so captivated by this magical moment that you didn't even realize her bodies were closing in. You reached your consciousness when someone grabbed your hand.
It was Pieck who held your hand. “We need to talk, ” she said.
“For what?” you asked.
“Please, I'm begging you,” she pleaded.
“But-”
“It’s okay,” said Nanaba. “Go ahead and talk to her.”
You sighed then followed Pieck from behind. You turned your head back and looked at Nanaba. You moved your lips to give her a sign to wait for you there. She nodded and smiled at you.
Pieck brought you to the powder room. She placed your body on the sink and kissed your lips. “C’mon, ” she said when she stopped. She looked at you, “touch me like the way you used to,” she said before she continued to kiss you.
She always knows how to turn you on. This is how she got you wrapped around her, but you also enjoyed it and she tasted so good. You pulled her body and placed her on the sink. You kissed her back. She looked satisfied and replied to every move you made for her. When you kissed her neck, she writhed and gasped.
You continued to run your hand through Pieck’s hair while kissing her upper body. All the memories about you and her hit your head. When she gave you a beautiful smile on the first night you spent with her.
Your hand on her back now, hiding under her blouse to touch her soft skin. Your memories showed her figure when she always said your name when she let you touch her more deeply.
You know how to make her satisfied. You know her sensitive spot on her body. She once told you that she likes the way you touched her, something that she can’t get in her boyfriend. Of course, you're a girl, she's a girl. Who can understand better about girls? Obviously, girls themselves. Just like Katy Perry says in ‘I Kiss a Girl’, “Us girls, we are so magical. Soft skin, red lips, so kissable. Hard to resist, so touchable, too good to deny it.”
Besides, sometimes guys are too focused on how to make themselves satisfied rather than make their girls satisfied. And even some guys see girls as a tool to satisfy their appetites. That's why Pieck can't let you go.
You stop kissing her, “but I'm not your toy anymore.” Then you pulled her body and left her there alone in the powder room.
It is a hard decision, you still like her, but you've done being her toy. You'd tired waiting for her, whereas she always lets her boyfriend touch her like the way you used to. Now, it's time to cut her ties and open a new chapter. Plus, you found new chemistry in someone else.
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If you read a manga of AOT comedy spin-off, Attack on Titan: Junior High by Saki Nakagawa (they an Isayama’s junior in college), the author made Nanaba seem to have a crush on Miche ambiguously. And many fans pair her with Miche, I like MikeNana ship as well, but just like Pieck, I also like her as a lesbian👩‍❤️‍👩💜
By the way, this story inspired by Hayley Kiyoko - Curious MV ✨
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commander-hanji-zoe · 4 years ago
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Valentine’s Day Headcanons
Oh look some Valentine’s Day headcanons that I should have posted a few weeks ago (I still have two Valentine’s Day requests which I’m hoping to finish tomorrow along with my oldest other request. 
This are very, very basic headcanons. Being honest, there wasn’t the same level of thought in these as my usual writing and I didn’t try to do anything flowery with the language. I just saw Valentine’s Day as an opportunity to write some quick thoughts down, hope you enjoy anyway! I decided to include Gelgar & Nile in this. 
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Levi 
To Levi Valentine’s Day really is just another day and he doesn’t get the fuss around it.
That being said he’ll still buy his partner a card and something to go with it, usually a nice bottle of wine or some elegant flowers. 
Thinks it’s silly he needs a day to say I love you - though he isn’t a man who says ‘I love you’ very often at all, he’d rather show it with actions. 
If he’s single it doesn’t really bother him, he’s too busy with work to really notice what the day even is. 
Gets annoyed at the younger cadets if they’re over excited and suffers terribly from second-hand embarrassment when he witnesses 
Mike 
Loves Valentine’s Day but more in a private way. He loves seeing others happy, but when it comes to his partner/someone he’s interested in, it’s more of a subtle affair in public. 
Would much rather cook for his partner than go out to dinner, that way they can be as romantic & touchy/feely as possible without others watching.
Is big on Valentine’s underwear and has special outfits of his own - yup Mike is definitely one with a fondness for love heart boxers. 
Will buy the biggest bunch of flowers, that even he finds a bit embarrassing when he sends them to his partner/the person he has a crush on. 
Is into cute gestures he can repeat every year, like puzzles/a treasure hunt his partner will need to solve to find their gift.
Really loves the annual gifts from Hanji and agrees that it shouldn’t just be a day to celebration romantic love or sexual attraction, rather it’s a day to show love and gratitude to friends/family, all those who mean something to him. 
Nanaba
Enjoys it but like Levi, Valentine’s Day isn’t the be all and end all and certainly isn’t a highlight in her calendar.
If she’s dating someone that she of course appreciates the card, flowers etc. And will always do her best to find the perfect card and make her partner something nice like a cake. 
Will go a little easy on the cadets but is quick to put her foot down if they get too silly or carried away - romance isn’t an excuse to not pay attention. 
Might wear something very small to hint at what the day is (like a love heart shaped nose stud). I don’t see Nanaba wearing red, but I think she’d enjoy having small pieces of jewellery set aside for holidays.
Blushes surprisingly easily, whether she’s with someone and they send her flowers or if she gets something from a secret admirer she might privately have a little ‘squeeee’ moments and then take a few deep breaths and it’s back to being calm and collected. 
Hanji 
Will buy little heart shaped chocolates to give to the other vets and makes cards by hand for all of them. 
Hugs everyone they care about, extra hugs for Levi. 
If waking up in bed with the one they love Hanji would be one to make Valentine’s Day breakfast in bed and return wearing nothing but an apron. 
Definitely makes a card and ‘special meal’ for any titans they have in captivity. 
Very much the match-maker and if they know two people like one another, but are being hopeless at showing it - they’re sure to intervene or nudge them in the right direction. 
Puts in a level of effort into their outfit if on a date which other’s wouldn’t necessarily expect from them. Will actually get a little annoyed if anyone comments that ‘finally they’ve had a shower’ and explains rather abruptly that it isn’t that they don’t like showers/wearing nice scents, but work is too busy for such trivial matters! 
Erwin 
Timeless & classic when it comes to Valentine’s Day, he’s into old school romancing and will book a fancy meal out.
Definitely one to wear a smart suit and jacket out on a date, even if it isn’t really cold enough for a jacket he’ll wear one in case his partner gets cold so he has it to hand. 
During the day he doesn’t pay much attention to it, he’s happy if others want to decorate the barracks and have an exchange of cards etc. That doesn’t mean he wants to be involved. 
Is used to receiving numerous cards from secret admirers, after all he is Commander Handsome. He blushes quite easily at these and if teased by the other vets might get a little annoyed, but Erwin is good at playing it cool. 
Moblit 
Secretly he does look forward to Valentine’s Day, it’s not really something he’ll admit out loud, accept to Hanji of course. But dreads it in equal measures.
Is more about the home made gestures than buying lavish gifts for the person he likes. 
Isn’t very good at keeping secrets, so if he sends a card to someone he likes from their ‘secret admirer’ he’ll probably tell them before the day is over.
Does work himself up a bit in the week leading up to Valentine’s Day. He has a tendency to play out scenarios in his head and for some reason they often end up as worst case.
Might style his hair slightly different for the day if there’s someone he likes, it’s a way to get their attention and a talking point. 
Nile 
Pretends he doesn’t care about Valentine’s Day, but if he doesn’t get any cards he will be sad. 
If he gets a card he’ll shrug it off as mushy, he might even pretend to throw it away but secretly he’ll pick it up again later.
Practises pick-up lines in his mirror before approaching someone he likes. 
Is very sweet on a one to one basis and is happy to take his partner/date out for a very romantic meal. Not afraid to show affection in public once he is with someone, it’s quite a spectacular shift. 
Gelgar 
He’ll find a pub/tavern somewhere to drink away his sorrows, probably. 
I see him as being really clumsy when it comes to declarations of love - he definitely falls in love easily and when he falls he falls hard. Expect stuttering and stopping mid declaration to down whatever he’s drinking for a little more courage. The words don’t come out the right way and sometimes don’t make sense, but it’s easy to tell what he’s trying to say.
Sends over the top bouquets of flowers and a bottle of wine to the person he has a crush on, hinting heavily that the wine is to be shared. 
A few modern headcanons
Those who enjoy snapchat/insta filters - Mike, likes to make himself look like a cat or a bunny with love hearts floating around him. Hanji also would enjoy them - Erwin tries to figure it out but ends up turning himself into a slice of pizza or something. 
Who plans the Valentine’s Day ball? Hanji & Moblit make the best team for this particular task. Though it’s a ball at an ice skating rink or roller rink, they like to plan something super fun that everyone can enjoy with friends regardless of relationship status. 
The person who gets to the card shop before it opens to avoid people? Levi 100 times.
Who buys the Valentine’s Day meal - 2 mains, a dessert and bottle of wine from the local chain supermarket? Probably Moblit.
Enjoys a cinema trip to see a chick-flick with their friends instead of worrying about dates. Nanaba
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bluesylveon2 · 4 years ago
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My My, I Could Never Let You Go
Summary: Sasha Zoe just wants her dad to walk her down the aisle. There is only one problem: she doesn’t know who her dad is! Sasha invites 3 men in hopes of finding out which one is her father. What could possibly go wrong?
Pairings: Levi x Hange, Sasha x Niccolo, and other background relationships
Disclaimer: This is a Levihan Mamma Mia au. This fanfic is inspired by Mamma Mia which is directed by Phyllida Loyd, written by Catherine Johnson, and uses music from the pop group ABBA. Attack on Titan is a manga/anime series written by Hajime Isayama and published by Kondasha
A/N: Another chapter y'all! I was supposed to publish this yesterday with ch 10, but I needed to edit it. Also, there's a thunderstorm happening rn in my area so I’ll update this on AO3 later. Enjoy!
TW: mentions of a panic attack
Need to catch up? Catch up here! 
Chapter 11: Voulez-Vous pt. 2
Annie can not believe what she was seeing.
One minute, she was sneaking away to the bar despite the awkward interaction with Erwin earlier. The next minute, Hitch (no surprise) drags Annie to the courtyard. Now here she is, watching Niccolo's bachelor party looking at Sasha's bachelorette party like prey while said party screams their butt off.
She really needs a drink after this.
Annie watches as the girl's screams increases as the males swing down to the courtyard. She watches Mina and Hitch magically make their way to their respective partners based on their squeals and jumps of excitement.
She watches her friends pair up, unaware of the male landing behind her. She feels someone tap her shoulder and her instincts kicked in.
Annie immediately turns and kicks the male's side hard, causing him to fall to the ground. 
She moves in a defensive stance, ready to strike again when the male removes his mask—Annie gasps in shock.
"Armin?!"
"Hey, Annie," he replies weakly and groans with pain.
She leans forward to pick up her boyfriend off the ground. "I am so sorry, Armin! I did not know." she apologizes and blushes with embarrassment.
Armin laughs and waves her off. His face winces slightly. "Hey, it's ok, Annie. It's my fault for surprising you like that."
He extends an arm out for her to take. "You can pay me back by dancing with me."
Annie smiles, forgetting her initial plan to let loose and have fun. "Of course."
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Mikasa stares at the male in front of her. She is too focused on paying attention to her friends pairing up and beginning to dance around her. She knew who he was even before he took off the mask covering his emerald green eyes.
She runs into his open arms.
"Eren!" She says gleefully as she jumps into his hug.
Eren chuckles and spins her around, careful enough to not have Mikasa accidentally hit anyone nearby. 
"Mikasa!" He sets her down and looks down at her with admiration. 
"What are you doing here?" she asks with shock. First, Sasha's dads appear and now Niccolo's bachelor party! Today is just full of surprises.
Eren laughs at the look on Mikasa's face. He admires her surprised look and everything about her. Of course, Eren had a crush on Mikasa ever since they first met.
She is so cute
"Well, this was all Niccolo's idea. Everyone else joined in to prank the girls, but I wanted to see you again." He confesses bashfully and rubs the back of his neck in embarrassment. 
Mikasa grins at Eren's bashfulness. 
He is so cute
"I'm glad to see you, too." 
This causes Eren to blush and look away from Mikasa's eyes. It was then when he realizes what he needs to do next. He extends his arm out to Mikasa and bows slightly. 
"Do you want to dance, my lady?" he grins boyishly and with a terrible British accent. 
Mikasa laughs and places one hand on top of his. "With pleasure."
Eren grins as he leads Mikasa to the dancefloor. 
---
"Rico is not here at the moment. Sorry about that lover boy, you're stuck with me." Hanami glances around the dancefloor in search of Rico. She should have been out now, so Jean can dance with her. 
"Hey, it's ok." Jean smiles and takes off his mask. It's a good thing Hanami didn't freak out and recognized him immediately. It was probably from his facial hair.
(It was actually from their height difference)
"Let's dance for a bit, ok?" 
Hanami smiles. "Ok."
She starts by twirling first, followed by Jean. They both place one hand on the other's shoulders and the other on the other's waist. Both of them move their hips to the beat.
"You're not as stiff as before. You have improved." Jean compliments Hanami's dancing.
She chuckles and winks at him. "That's because I had a good teacher."
They continue dancing until Hanami notices Hange and her friends enter the scene. She excitedly grabs Jean's shoulders, causing the both of them to stop dancing. She points to where Rico was.
"Jean, look!. Rico is here! Now is your chance to go speak to her!" she says with excitement in her eyes and starts pushing him in Rico's direction. 
However, Jean did not share the same sentiment. He does not move and looks at her worryingly instead. 
"What about you?"
Hanami stops and frowns a bit. "What about me? I appreciate your worry but worry about yourself right now. Your plan is almost done, Jean!"
She searches his face to see if he was convinced. He is not.
She sighs. "Look, I got this under control. Go and have some fun with Rico." She places a hand on his shoulder reassuringly and looks into his golden-brown eyes. 
"I'll be fine. I already talked to Colt earlier, so I'll have a dance partner."
Jean sighs, finally giving in. "Ok. I trust you, Hanami." Hanami chuchles in relief.
"Thank you. Now go have some fun." Hanami grins, and Jean smiles as well.
He leaves Hanami to go search for Rico. It is part of the plan, after all. He only turns around once to find Hanami getting swept away Colt and back to the dancefloor. 
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Rico watches everyone while Hange and Nanaba go their separate ways. She watches like a hawk watching its prey. She is searching for one man ever since the big revelation from Hange. 
Her eyes scan for Erwin since she last saw him in the crowd. Her eyes widen when she spots his disheveled blonde hair and the woman laughing next to him.
Does she know who she is sitting with?
Does she not recognize him?
Rico laughs to herself and crosses her arms across her chest. Of course, Marie does not notice who Erwin is. The Marie she knew back in university would go guy hunting with Rico, but it seems she grew out of it now. She does not keep up with the "Most Handsomest" magazines anymore.
She smiles at Erwin and Marie's interactions. She is happy for her, really. Although, Rico wants to talk to Erwin at least once during this trip. 
"Ahem."
Rico turns to the source to find the same male from earlier at the bar. Ah, it's Jean.
"Hey," he says nervously.
"Hey to you too," Rico smirks and uncrosses her arms.
Jean shuffles nervously in his spot, causing Rico to laugh. She places one hand on her hip.
"Are you inviting me to dance with you?" she points her nose to the courtyard where everyone is dancing.
Jean rubs the nape of his neck and nods his head. He then extends a hand out for Rico to take.
"Yeah, so do you want to?"
Rico smiles. She will let Jean entertain her for a bit.
"Of course." 
She takes Jean's hand and lets him lead her back to the dancefloor. The two get into position and begin moving to the beat.
"You're an excellent dancer, Jean," Rico compliments after he twirls her. 
Jean chuckles. "Learning and teaching dance can do a thing or two for someone."
Little did Jean know about the two pairs of eyes; briefly look at him in shock as he laughs with Rico. The two did not notice a third pair watching the other two with suspicion on her face. 
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Nanaba excitedly leaves Hange's side in search of one man, Mike. She knows Rico would scold her for even looking for him. She just wanted to catch up with him. 
Yeah, catch up.
Mike is Nanaba's first love. It was more than love at first sight or the face that Mike owned a yacht. She fell for his personality, charm, and his quirks. He was the ideal man in Nanaba’s eyes. She never told him her feelings since her eyes were focused on Hange. She's not mad about that, though.
Luckily for her, it does not take her long to find him. He was heading in her direction (Hange is a few feet behind her).
"Mike!" she calls out and waves her arm to get his attention. It breaks Mike out of whatever he was in earlier to look at Nanaba. His eyes widen with recognition as he walks up to her. 
"Nanaba. I didn't expect to run into you." He chuckles. He notes how she still smells the same as before. 
Nanaba laughs and looks up at Mike. 
"I see you're still tall as always." Her eyes scan the rest of Mike's body. His clothes looked slightly wrinkled compared to when she saw him earlier.
"Did you get jumped while I was away?" she teases him and places her hands on her hips. She leans forward a bit to examine him. 
"More or less." Mike and Nanaba laugh.
Both of them turn to the crowd where everyone dances. Mike turns to Nanaba and notices how she watches the group with a longing look. He extends a hand out to her.
"Do you want to dance? Miss Best Selling Author?" he smirks, and Nanaba looks at him with shock. 
"I didn't know you knew about that," she blushes and places a hand on top of his waiting one. 
"Of course I know. You’re pretty famous and your books always sell out before I can get my hands on a copy." He and Nanaba get into position and begin dancing with everyone else.
"I'm proud of you." he quietly adds for only Nanaba to hear. Everyone else is too busy dancing to even listen to what Mike said.
Nanaba swears that moment was the moment where she could not stop blushing. She also prays that Mike could not hear her heart pounding in her chest.
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"Sasha!" Everyone yells as Sasha faints from all the pressure. 
Hange pushes the nearest person away and runs towards her daughter. Luckily for her, Niccolo was fast enough to catch Sasha before she hurt herself. Hange sighs in relief, but she still had a frantic look on her face. 
"Everyone, make some space," she calls and turns to Niccolo.
"Niccolo, check to see if Sasha is breathing or look for a pulse."
She turns to Sasha's friend's nearby and points to the males first. 
"You, prepare Sasha's room and get a lot of water and some food for her. Niccolo, you go with them too."
Niccolo nods and sets Sasha down with Historia, who sat next to him. He follows the rest of the group back into the hotel.
She points to the females next. "You all can reposition Sasha and check on her breathing to make sure she is ok. You do know what to do, right?"
The girls nod in understanding.
"Good."
The girls run off to do their duties. Hange stands up and turns to the crowd, who was watching in silence. 
"The party is officially over. I want everyone to go back home and rest for the big day tomorrow." 
She turns to Rico and Nanaba, who is standing nearby. "Go escort everyone out of the hotel safely."
Rico and Nanaba nod along and head off to their respective station.
Hange turns to her ex-lovers with an angry face. The aura around her changed from tense to cold. She points to them, causing the men to flinch.
"I want to talk to you three. Alone," Hange says in a calm but chilling tone. The men shiver in fear.
She walks away from the trio and starts heading out to a private area. Hange stops and turns around when she notices that the men were not following her. 
"C'mon. I don't have all day." 
She gestures for them to move, and so they did. Mike gulps in fear. Levi sighs and guides Erwin along. He has experienced Hange's anger before, and Erwin is too drunk to make any comments. 
The group walks away from the crowd, unaware of the pair of eyes watching them worryingly.
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"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING" Hange yells, shocking Erwin and Mike. Hange had stopped walking once they were far away from the party. She let out her anger the moment she decided she walked far enough. 
"Could you three not tell that my daughter was stressed. I don't know your goal, but stop being selfish and open your eyes for once! She was fine before you three decided to show up!" 
Hange huffs from her yelling, and a moment of silence pass between all of them. The trio was too intimidated by Hange to say a word. She begins pacing around and running her fingers through her hair, making her hair even messier than before. 
Erwin, being a brave soul, decides to speak up first.
"Hange, We're sorry for-" 
Hange's head shoots up and glares at Erwin. Levi notices the stress and the tears threatening to fall down on her face. Levi steps in and grabs Erwin's shoulder before Hange decides to yell at them again.
"Erwin. I think it is time for us to take our leave."
Erwin and Mike look at Levi with astonishment. Why is Levi trying to stop them? Meanwhile, Hange taps her foot anxiously, waiting for Levi's response. 
"But Levi. We should at least apologize to her."
Levi nods in agreement. "I agree, but trust me. Hange is in distress right now, and we should not be selfish. Besides-"
He points to Moblit, standing off to the side watching the scene. Moblit flinches from Levi, noticing him, and he moves his stance to show that he is ready to intervene.
"Hange is in good hands."
Erwin moves his mouth to argue but stops after seeing the look in Levi's eyes. Levi looks down at the ground with sadness and defeat. Erwin understands what Levi was dealing with.
"Ok." he nods. "Let's go." 
Erwin and Mike begin heading back to the yacht, with Levi following a few feet behind. His head was down, and his bangs cover his eyes. Yet, Erwin and Mike make no move to ask. They both understood with one look. 
Moblit immediately jumps in and checks up on Hange, asking if she is ok or needs anything. Hange nods and begins heading back to the hotel.
Levi stops and turns to watch Hange's figure get smaller and smaller, his heart aching from sadness, guilt, and defeat.
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Erwin, Mike, and Levi walk back to the yacht in silence. They were almost at the dock but stop when they hear the sound of footsteps running their way.
"Erwin! Stop!"
Erwin knew that voice from anywhere. "Marie?"
Levi and Mike stop and look at Erwin in shock. 
"You know her?" Mike asks.
Erwin nods, his shock never leaving his eyes. 
"We met at the party." He says. His eyes never leaving Marie's figure, getting closer to them every second.
Marie stops running once she is in front of the trio. She stops to catch her breath before speaking.
"I saw you all leaving with Hange. You don't have to tell me what happened, but I want you three to listen to me."
The three nod their heads, and Marie smiles. Suddenly, her happy demeanor changes to a stern one. 
"I don't know what you guys did to make Hange mad, but you guys better not think about leaving this island with your tails tucked between your legs."
She walks up to Erwin and looks at him deep in his blue eyes. 
"Apologize to Hange, separately." She jabs a finger on Erwin's chest
"If she ends up the same way as Sasha earlier-"
She brings her finger in front of one side of her neck and quickly moves it to the other side as if she is cutting something: the trio, especially Erwin, shivers in fear.
"I will not hesitate to make your trips end terribly. Do you understand?"
The trio nod in agreement, and Marie smiles. She stands up straight and sighs in relief.
"Anyways, I am parched from all of this running. Can I get some water before I head back to my hotel room?"
Mike and Levi look at her in shock. To them, Marie was like a rollercoaster. She started off sweet, then went to threatening them, and now she is back to being sweet. They look up at Erwin to see if they share the same opinion. Apparently, Erwin did not. He looks at Marie like she is Aphrodite herself.
Erwin clears his throat and gains back his composure. 
"Of course. We have some on the yacht. I can also walk you back to your hotel room after." Erwin smiles at Marie with his charm that impresses both Mike and Levi. Erwin extends a hand out for her to take.
"I can take you there now."
Marie looks at Erwin's hand and then back at Erwin. She smiles and nods in agreement.
"I would like that," she says as she grabs his hand. Erwin leads her back to the yacht, and Levi can swear she can see a pink cloud forming around their bodies.
Mike chuckles at the potential new couple walking away. Levi watches them leave while silently wishing it was him and Hange in their place. 
"Look at Erwin growing up. Earlier this morning, he was hesitant to take risks, and now look at him. He is now becoming more spontaneous every hour."
Mike grins like a proud dad and turns to Levi. He notices an imaginary storm cloud forming on the tip of Levi's head. An idea forms in his head, and he elbows Levi.
"How much do you want to bet that Erwin is getting laid tonight?"
Levi looks up at Mike with disgust. "Get your mind out of the gutter, Mike. Let's call it a night before I have to clean you as well."
Levi begins walking back, and Mike laughs instead. "You never answered my question, Levi. Do you want to put in 100? 500? 1000?"
Mike continues to list numbers while Levi continues his trek back to the yacht. The couple is now long gone to hear Mike's antics. In reality, Levi is ready to jump or push Mike into the sea. Either one works for him. At least it slightly suppressed his depression from earlier.
Yet, Levi can still hear Hange's words and see Sasha fall replay over and over in his head.
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©: This is where I insert all rights reserved stuff. This story belongs to me. Do not modify or republish. Hanami is my OC and she belongs to me. 
I originally intended for Nanaba to stop the trio, but it would not make sense so I switched her for Marie.
I added the Annie part to give a realistic POV of what would happen if some guys randomly crashed a party.
The plot will move quicker next chapter! We will even get to see Pieck and Porco!
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hangezoeismys-o · 3 years ago
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THE WEIGHT OF A HEART;
CHAPTER 001
“If the memories remaining are simply too heavy;”
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This world is very cruel. I learned that from a very early age. Many people in this world haven’t had a very easy life, to say the least.
I lost my parents at a very early age. I was at least three, when they were killed. They were brutally murdered right in front of me. At least some people didn’t have to witness, what I did.
After they died, I became an orphan. And I was lonely all the time. And starving. My time as an orphan really sucked. When you’re an orphan, you really have to fend for yourself. Which sucks. Really bad.
Also, sometimes it’s rare for a child to be adopted. Usually people adopt a baby, or someone with special needs. In my case, that’s not me.
After finally coming to the conclusion that I was going to be an orphan until I was an adult, I was finally adopted when I turned six.
It nice to finally be in a “family” after three years. I didn’t count them as a family, because some of them were mean to me. For example, in my adopted family; I had two sisters. They were older than me. There was Kaori; she was thirteen. And Miho, who was ten. And the person that adopted me was their mother; Kaia.
Kaia wasn’t around much because she was a scout. From the survey corps. She would fight Titans, so they could cease to exist.
Eventually, the girls got used to me, and we got along. They started treating me like a little sister. I never really knew what it felt like because I was an only child before my parents died.
When Kaia was gone, Kaori would take the role of the “mother.” She would take care of us. Since she was the oldest, she also had a job. She would get money for us, so we had something when Kaia was gone.
After a few years; when I was nine, Kaia went on a mission to kill some titans and never came back. She died. She died trying to kill some titans. A Titan killed her.
I always hated titans, but her dying made me hate them even more. She was like a mother to me. From that day on, I decided I would become a scout myself, to avenge her. To kill all the titans. If it was possible.
When I became ten years old, I applied to be a cadet. Well, before I could join, I had to train for four years. And after that, I could become a scout. My goal was to avenge; my adopted mother for the last 3 to 4 years of my life.
When I started training I made a bunch of friends. I had a hard time talking to people. I met a guy named Erwin Smith. He was a very nice guy.
Erwin was a bit older than me. Like, he was an adult. He said he was about 23 years of age. He decided that he was gonna join the scouts after one of his special friends died.
Me and Erwin were kinda similar. We are both here basically because of the same thing. And I didn’t realize that. And I probably should of. Heh.
Erwin was probably one of my best friends as a cadet. Some of my other friends were Nanaba and Rico.
Nanaba was at least two years older than me. Which made her twelve. And Rico was at least the same age as me. You can apply to be in the survey corps at the earliest age of ten. Nanaba, Rico and Erwin were my only friends when I was in Training.
Except during our classes for training. Me, Rico and Nanaba had those together. They separated it by gender. Which in my opinion, was sexist.
Me and Rico also shared a room during our four years of training. Me and Rico were practically together every second the last four years.
After four years; when I was fourteen I graduated and became an official cadet. I obviously became a scout. Because that was my goal in the first place.
Erwin, Rico and Nanaba decided to become part of the scouts too. At some point Rico and Nanaba got together. Which was good for them. They were crushing on each other for a couple years now. Sometimes, before they got together; I was practically the third wheel.
Me and Erwin were very happy for them. They deserved the happiness that they have when they are together. I wish I could find that someday. Who knows. Maybe I will.
As early as the age of fifteen, I was put in a squad. I was that good. Well, that’s what my superiors said. But, Erwin was better. After a year and a half, Erwin was already promoted to a Squad Leader.
Erwin did try really hard during training, so he deserves it. All of us was doing really well.
Erwin actually chose me to be in his squad. Which was good. He also chose Rico and Nanaba. There was only four of us, but we were very good together. We were a good team.
If someone was hurt, we wouldn’t leave them behind. We wouldn’t leave without the other.
Once in my life, I felt happy, and felt needed. Well, one of the reasons I said that is because I’m literally saving the human race from going extinct.
I’m glad that I decided to do this with my life. I’m almost glad that Kaia died. Without her, I wouldn’t be doing this at the moment.
I’ve always been seen as the useless one. And now, I’m only fifteen and I’m making a name for myself. I never thought I would grow up to be fighting and killing titans. And also watching other people die in front of me.
This time, no one will die.
First, my parents. Then Kaia. Now, no one else will die. Not on my watch. Not this time.
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sophiawithnopales · 4 years ago
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Pairing: Jean Kirstein x Reader
fluff, imagine, what could have been, femenine reader,
Words count: 1901
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• ⌜ ✧Heavenly✧゚. °⌟ •
and you were there, somehow letting that big pain go away and thinking about what the hell was going on, a few moments ago you were dying in a titans mouth after you got eated but the only thing you could think about while you were traveling in a white, peaceful and comfortable light was "where am I going?".
At this moment you had already lost your entire squad: beginning with Marco a few years ago inside the walls and ending with Mikasa and Armin trying to protect Eren (who by the way was killed a moment after you passed away); Jean, your biggest and only hope in life, the light of your eyes but also the man you were gonna marry after an entire life of being meeting each other, died a month ago with Connie when they were fighting with their best in the middle of the war, Sasha your best friend, received a shoot and you can remember that painful day so good as if it was a recent memory, Mikasa and Armin were tragically shot more than 7 times, Historia died in the middle of her birth and you can still remember how caotic everything got after be losing our queen, Reiner, Bertholdt and Annie even if that was hard to believe to everybody else died trying to avoid Levi's and Hange's deaths, Erwin was crushed by a rock, Ymir, Marco and Hange died in a titans stomach and Levi.... he fought until he could and then passed away... everything so tragic and fast... so dark but never enough for this cruel life.
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Mikasa and Armin, sadly but true, arrived a moments before to their destiny.
"Who's over there?" A familiar voice sounded on Mikasa and Armin's ears
"Calm down Levi"
"L-levi? E-Erwin?"
"Huh? Armin...? OH MY GOD ARMIN IS HERE.... AND HE IS WITH MIKASA..." Annie shouted and for the first time in a long long long time she smiled when she saw the short blonde boy
"What the heck is this? Where we are Armin?" Mikasa took Armin's hand and hugged his shoulder, she looked shocked and scared, something that Armin never thought he would be able to see.
"Is okay Ackerman, you are safe... you just don't need to fight no more" Erwin said in a tone that sounded so warm and after that he got closer to them and gave them a big welcome hug that just felt so good, so comfortable, so much as a sense of family, like a father who hugs his kids in a rainy and dark night and there, Mikasa understood everything, indeed... they were safe.
"Come on guys, come and have some fun with us, we were just playing here in the beach..." Hange said so happy and when Erwin ended the hug, Armin tried to focus his view in the others and scratched his eyes trying to convince him that it was not a beautiful dream
"What's up boy? You think we are not real, aren't you?" Ymir asked in a funny tone
"Yeeeeessss, please tell me that I'm not dreaming one of the happiest dreams in my life..."
"Indeed Armin, welcome to the heaven" Sasha said in a weird voice making a funny hand gesture with Connie when she arrived to the word "heaven".
"How have you been? What happened down there? What happened with Eren? Do you know what happened with y/n? We won? Our deaths really worth it?"
"Hey Jean.... relax... give them a minute to try to understand what is going on"
"I'm sorry Marco but they were the last ones who actually saw her and I wanna know how's my girl..."
"Isn't that enough with be trying to protect her as much as you can when you have permission to go down?"
"S-shut up Rein-"
"We lost the war Jean" Mikasa said in a sad tone giving the group her back looking at the edge of the "heaven" and continued "W-we....we died trying to protect Eren but when we lost him because we got distracted somebody shot us several times until we passed away"
Armin exhaled heavily and sitted in the sand.
"The last thing we knew about y/n was that she was lidering Jean's squad and she got trapped by a titans hand.... we don't know exactly if she survived but I heard when one of her soldiers said that she got an arm and a leg broken and we exactly heard when the titan crushed her until her ribs got broken too so..." Mikasa turned around and began to walk to Jean's place "I-I'm sorry Jean" She didn't said anything else and just gave him a big hug while she started crying, Jean was nothing else than pain and tears because he wasn't able to imagine the girl he loved the most be suffering that bad...
On the middle of that sad moment Jean noticed a familiar smell, he didn't knew if he was getting insane or something but he could swear that it was his lovers perfume or that familiar smell she used to had always and made him go crazy each time they were together...
"Thank you for being protecting her all this time guys."
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After being listening to the last voice of a soldier that you couldn't recognize begging you to still fighting inside the titans mouth you stopped hearing everything and now there was only one hugging silence mixed with a warm weather and a pretty bright light that was letting you blind but at the same time was throwing away all the pain and the concern,,,, you were crying thinking about how miserable and sad your life was but tons of memories ran away in your mind trying to convince you to just concentrate on the happy moments like when you met Jean for the first time and even if his name was pronounced as "Jan" you loved to annoyed him and call him instead "Jin" or when you were 17 and tried to organize a small night party inside the walls to try to get relaxed and forget about all the problems outside and as the guys were dancing and laughing and talking you were just dancing a slow and pretty song under the moon and stars shine with Jean when he asked you to be his girl and you proudly said yes; the moments you spent with Mikasa, Sasha, Historia and Ymir doing your stuff, the day you saw Armin's face watching the sea for the first time or the days you loved to be with Sasha, Connie and Jean making fun of yourselves and doing crazy shits, the day before Jean's death when in front of the sea he tried his hardest to make you feel happy and he proposed you to marry him with his mother's ring after the war gets finished without be knowing that that night would be the last one you would be spending together, the last one you would be feeling him inside you , filling you up at the only way he knew.... but when you heard that first sound of a wave crushing with a rock and more water and a couple of laughs and happy shouts like "Sash... look behind" "Agggggh Ymir stop carrying me!!" "Erwiiiiiin, Liiiiiivai... look at the stars" a weird sensation ran over your body and you asked again
"Where am I?"
"Who's coming there Marco? What was that sound?" Jean said while he was looking at Marco and grabbing the ball in his hands
"JEAN LOOK.... WHO'S HERE??" Marco said running to your position helping you to stand up and trying to help you understand what was going on.
Just like 5 minutes after Eren appeared by your side but he didn't looked hurted or in pain anymore, he didn't looked tired and he was with that young image you could remember perfectly of him, not a long long hair and a weird moustache, just that long enough hair tied in a messy bun and a relaxed face, he was layed in the... sand?? and then "EREH" Mikasa run with Armin to try to help him
"Hey smol y/n... you missed me?"
"M-Marco?? Holy shit... I- I just-"
"Quiet girl, I know this can be a little bit messy the first moments but look who's here.... we are all together after so many years honey"
Jean was standing in the same place he was with the ball in his hands, crying in silence.... happy because you were here but sad because you passed through hard things to arrive there
"Where am I? What are you doing here? A-am I dead?"
"I know it can be hard smol girl but yes... we are all dead-" Marco was interrupted
"You are in the heaven" and then Sasha and Connie made the same gestures they made with Mikasa and Armin
"Where's Jean?" you took Marco's hand to stand up and shaked thesand that was on the pretty white dress you were wearing
"Ow yes... he is over there" that was definitel an answer you were not expecting to receive and when Marco pointed at the specific direction and Connie move aside you saw him as the same way you remembered... pretty light brown eyes, messy light brown mullet, perfect nose, kissable lips, greek god body and beautiful voice
"Jean...? oh mY LORD JEAN" and you started crying immediately while you where trying to run to his place
"y-y/n" he started crying too and left the ball fall in the sand, he opened his arms and waited until you arrived to give you the best hug you could ever ask "Y-you are here, holy shit you are here and you are fine" he couldn't believe that and while he was speaking he was grabbing your head with his both hands "You are finally here babe"
"Yes my love, I'm here finally"
And he gave you another big hug "You made a good work, I'm your fan number one princess... you were just so brave and you face all that by your own..."
"What are you talking about Jin?"
"Mikasa and Armin told us everything you made down there alone, I'm sorry I couldn't stay with you but I never asked to be killed by somebody that I did even kne-"
You were crying yet and you grabbed his head with your hands looking at his face just to kiss him and holy shit, you really needed to kiss him after one month and 5 days of being losing him
"I missed you y/n, I missed you so much" he put his forehead with yours and grab both sides of your head with his hands
"I missed you too Jeanbo"
"Please promise me this time that we won't leave each other alone again..."
"I just wanna stay here in this heavenly place with you till the end of times"
And then all of your group walked with the rest... all of them were there... Nanaba, Mike, Petra, Hannes, Moblit, Thomas, Hitch, Lynnes... all of them were there safe and happy and you refused to spent the night and maybe the rest of your existance in that heavenly world that looked as a beautiful and magestical floating island in the middle of the hope and peace.
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Omg, I'm sorry for the bad spelling but I'm not a native English speaker and I really really tried to make my best writing in this language.
Also is the first time I write a history like this with them and in here, I'm kinda knew and I really don't know how to make this good.
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micheswife · 4 years ago
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Filling colours - Tomas (Squad Miche).
I have never seen him in the aot fandom, because he did not have as much screen time. I guess it was just two scenes throughout the anime, I don't even know at what point he died. But the fact remains that he was a member of squad Miche, so here is my attempt at fleshing out his personality. Also, Tomas is cute af.
Summary: Tomas lost the people closest to him to some unimaginable brutality. He's sad but its going to be okay.
Warnings: Death, Grief, blood.
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It was late afternoon and the innermost districts of Paradis were shaken to the core. The fight between the two intelligent titans had resulted in a large number of casualties. The pastor himself was standing a couple meters away when his followers got crushed. Unfortunately, they were about the receive what was perhaps the worst news for their kind.
A soldier, exhausted to his bones, rode into the district. He looked more disheveled than usual, worry evident in his features. Tomas bore the news of wall Rose's breach. He and Nanaba were the youngest in the squad, but his innocent and somewhat shy demeanour made him appear younger.
The scouts sprung into action right after the announcement was made, rushing to aid their trapped comrades. The cadets had rushed ahead without their gears at Nanaba's command. It was too late though, a lot of people had died, including the everyone close to Tomas. All they could retrieve were the mangled bodies of Lynne and Henning under the rubble of Utgard castle.
"She was ...talking about her father.." Connie's response made him wince.
He had been helping her cope with the shell shock of her childhood.
"It's okay, I'll always be there." Tomas had given her a promise after coaxing her out from one of her previous episodes.
"Oh what would we do without Tomas!" Miche would comment whenever he resolved the squabbles between Lynne and Gelgar. Their personalities just did not mesh together. The squad leader's comment was often followed by a pat on the back, which, albeit hard to admit had sent Tomas face first into the ground a few times.
And now his squad leader was gone forever, he knew after he saw a faint pool of blood near the quarters Miche had rushed to. It was big enough to indicate a slow, painful death, if only Gelgar had followed him.
"Don't think about it, and I don't think Gelgar could have been of any help." The lance corporal's ridiculous, insensitive comment riled him up.
"Just how CAN you say that?!" It was the first time Tomas raised his voice at a superior.
"Connie, can you repeat Gelgar's last words again for the crybaby here?"
"Forget it, its fine. I am alright. I apologize for having wasted your time captain." Tomas tried to put enthusiasm into the salute, but he couldn’t. He resigned to the dormitory and silently cried into the pillow, wondering whether it would make a difference if he quit the scout regiment. To most people, he was too soft to be a soldier, to be a man. He still wasn't sure why Miche had picked him to be in the squad.
This wasn't the first time he was struggling to keep his resolve alive, but it was certainly the worst of them all. See, the squad leader wasn't there to reassure him anymore. Henning and Gelgar would no longer come to distract him with alcohol and board games. Except for Lynne's little Lily sapling on the window sill, Tomas was truly alone, it was bad and was going to get worse.
As the last remaining member of Miche's squad, he was to deliver each member's belongings to their respective families and put an end to the chapter of his team..or former team.
Erwin would assign him to a different squad once his current duties were finished. He hoped to find a family once again, but it was very unlikely.
Things were going to be grim for the rest of his life, which fortunately was not that long. Unbeknownst to him, he would join his found family in the afterlife soon. Until then, they all would watch over him, grateful for all the times he had been the glue that still held them together.
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unloved-cadillac · 4 years ago
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Crown Jewels. Part One.
𝖶𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌: 4.6𝗄
C/n: italics mean that it is said in Hindi. Part two tomorrow. Enjoy.
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Back in 1807 India, there lived a family called the Ackerman. They were born with inhuman strength and strong intuition that many envied. The Ackermans were ones of pure luck in life. Gold, money, silk, food that tasted like they were made in heaven. They were the high class royals of India. 
The whole of India adored them. They were blessed in appearance, their skin smooth and eyes of blue jewels. Some say that the Ackerman bloodline held good luck in them meaning that if you were to marry an Ackerman, your life will be filled with riches for generations. 
Since there was such a high demand in trying to wed an Ackerman, the first son of the fourth Raja was the one many were after. Levi Ackerman. He was the epitome of a prince and every girl's dream man. They would throw themselves at him, fathers of daughters would beg him to marry them but he always said no. 
He knew all that they wanted was to live in the palace and have his family’s money and name, earning a place on the highest setting of hierarchy in society. Levi was young. A mere age of 24. He had no intention of marriage or family. His brother would carry the name for all he cared. Farlan looked a bit different from Levi. Instead of onyx hair, he had a beautiful shade of caramel. He looked like his father whereas Levi looked like their mother. Needless to say, they both were wanted throughout the kingdom. 
But Farlan was taken. His heart belonged to a girl who lived across the kingdom in a run down house by a farm. Isabel and Farlan met four years ago, when he and Levi took a ride to explore the further east of the kingdom ordered by their father. He wanted the both of them to know their home like the back of their hand if they were planning to rule it one day. 
Isabel’s brother helped Farlan in tending to the horses and he saw how she worked. Hard and happy. He liked her fiery spirit and her broad smile that he hoped one day would be aimed at him. And it did. When Levi and Farlan were about to leave, Farlan kissed her and gave her his necklace and told her to keep it or sell it. But she kept it. Their mother told the two boys that there was no rush in getting married. “I want you two to find yourselves first. Explore, be free. Because once you settle down, your family comes first.” She told them and Farlan looked at Levi who gave him a knowing look. 
Now, Farlan hoped to go and see her again since Levi was also going to see the ocean. 
However, their father fell sick. The king had been poisoned by a server and was caught by Levi. “What did you give him?! Speak, servant!” Levi shouts and the servant whimpers. “Nectar of Gold.” He says and Levi raises an eyebrow. He was about to speak but Farlan beat him to it. “I know that poison. Cheap but not any less lethal. Where’d you get it?” He asks and the servant scoffs. “Answer us or my brother will have a fun time torturing you.” Farlan advises and the servant gasps. “I made it. It took me three years but I made it. I wanted to kill your trash of a father for what he did to my family.” The servant says angrily, his blood starting to boil. Farlan looked at Levi and then back the man. “What did he do?” 
“He took our land. I had no source of income and because of it, we lost our house. My wife left me with my daughter and told me to get a job otherwise she will leave me for good. I had no choice.” The man explains and Levi sighs. “You lived in the west, didn’t you?” He asks and the man looks up and nods. “I’m sorry. The factories there were built so people like you could have jobs and learn how to make products. Why did you act so recklessly? If you waited-” “I COULDN'T WAIT! I HAD A FAMILY TO SUPPORT! MAYBE YOUR FATHER SHOULD HAVE WAITED!” The man shouts and breaks down into tears. 
Levi shakes his head and wakes up. “Now look at what you’ve done. You ruined your life by attempting to murder the king. It’s over.” Levi says and tells the guard to lock the servant up. 
“Levi. We should go see Papa.” Farlan says and Levi nods in agreement. They enter the main chambers to see their mother holding their father’s hand and the doctor checking his temperature. “He’s burning up.” The doctor says and puts a wet towel on the king's forehead. “Boys. What did you find out?” Kuchel asks and they explain the whole situation. 
“Nectar of Gold? Levi. Farlan. Can I see you for a second?” The doctor says and escorts them outside the bedroom. “What is it?” Farlan asks and the doctor clears his throat. “Nectar of Gold is a cheap yet lethal poison. Farlan you know this. There is a cure. And it’s the form of leaves. It’s dried and crushed into a powder. There’s only one place here that I know of that sells it,” he says and begins to write on a page, “Go here. And tell them that I sent you. I know the owner. Pay him and come back. Quickly now. Go.” The doctor orders them and the brothers nod and go to the stables to their horses. 
“Farlan! Levi!” A voice calls to them and they are met by their bodyguard. “Erwin. Heard of the news?” Farlan asks and Erwin nods. “I’m sorry. Your mother said that I should accompany you to the town. So whenever you’re ready, rajkumars.” He says and they mount their horses and ride out of their home and into the roads of Para. 
Farlan led while Erwin and Levi were behind him. “So Levi. How’s the search for a wife going?” Erwin asks and Levi scoffs while Farlan snickers. “I can’t say because there was no search in the first place.” Levi groans and Erwin chuckles. “Fair enough. And what about you, Farlan? How’s Isabel?” He asks and Farlan stops dead in his tracks with Levi. He turns and faces Erwin. “How did you-” “I know everything, Farlan. But don’t worry. Only I do.” Erwin assured him and Farlan heaved a breath of relief. “You better not tell anyone. Otherwise I’m gonna have to kill you.” Farlan smugly says and Erwin smiles. 
After half an hour, the three of them entered the town where everyone gawked at them. Girls screamed for the Ackerman brothers and many tried to catch their attention. Levi rolled his eyes but Farlan smiled and waved to them. Some fainted. Erwin also caught some attention and girls touched his horse and he smiled at them. But many were after Levi. 
“Levi! Levi!” “Marry me!” “I’ll give up my virginity to you!” 
Were some of the things that were said. Levi groans and Farlan laughs. “Oh come on, Levi. It’s more funny than anything else.” “But it’s annoying.” Levi says and Farlan pats his back. He looks ahead and stops. The place they arrived at was like a market. But there were houses above the market. It wasn't dirty but it wasn’t clean either. Levi’s nose wrinkled in disgusts. “We have to go on foot from here.” Farlan says and jumps off his horse. Erwin and Levi jump off too and Erwin takes the horses and keeps them in a nearby stable before coming back to the princes. 
The three of them walked in between the two aisles as Farlan talked to the people around. Levi looked at the different trinkets that the tents held and the owners bowed and offered him to take things for free, which he humbly declined. “Farlan. Where’s this place anyway?” Levi asks and Farlan shows him the piece of paper with the destination name and a few directions on it. “Herbs and Tea. I think you’ll like this place.” Farlan jokes as Levi’s eyes widen slightly. 
The day was hot as shit. So hot, Levi took off his scarf and kurta top. He wrapped the top around his waist and held his sword in his hand and the girls went crazy. 
“Oh my god. What’s that noise?” Y/n asks as she looks out the bedroom window. “Words in town that the princes are here. Wanna go see?” Her sister, Nanaba tells her while fixing her top. “Nah. You know I hate those royals. Anyway I got to go and help Papa with the shop. You can go if you like. Take Laila with you.” Y/n tells her as she goes downstairs. “Papa! Where are you?” She calls out as she puts on her apron around her punjabi. “Here!” He shouts and she walks around the counter to see her father on the floor. “What are you doing?” Y/n asks, laughing slightly. “My coin fell under there. And my hand is too big to fit.” He says and she leans down and gets the coin.  “This one?” She asks as she holds the coin in between her pointer and thumb. Her father laughs and kisses her forehead. “What would I do without you?” He asks rhetorically and Y/n wakes up. “I don’t know, honestly. Come on. We have to peel the fruit.” She says as she takes the freshly picked fruits and lays them on their table. 
“My god. Are we there?” Levi asks and Farlan smiles. “Yeah. It’s the tent with the green cover over it.” Farlan says and points. Levi looks around and sees a little girl walk up to him. She had a pink shirt on with brown shorts and her black hair was all messed up. But she looked adorable. “Wevi?” She calls his name and he goes onto his knee, internally screaming at the dirt. “Yes, brat?” He asks and she giggles. She pulls out a flower from behind her back and gives it to him. He looks at it and takes it. It’s a little wilted but it’s the thought that counts. “Thank you.” He says and she smiles. “You’re wewcome.” Levi wakes up and ruffles her hair and goes back to Farlan and Erwin. The village is in awe of the first born prince and Farlan pats his shoulder. 
Farlan and Levi walk up to the little shop while Erwin stands guard outside. Farlan looked around and cleared his throat. “Excuse me? Anyone here?” His kind voice rings through the shop and an old man wakes up from the floor. “Oh hello there. Sorry for the wait. Stupid cupboards need working on. How may I help you today?” He asks while putting on his glasses. Once he did and looked back up to the young gentlemen in front of him, he instantly recognized them. “Oh! Farlan Ackerman. And Levi Ackerman. Your majesty.” He bows and Farlan wakes him up. “Please. Just Farlan and Levi. We are in great need of your help, sir.” Farlan says kindly and the man nods. “Yes. Yes of course. One minute, Farlan.” He turns and looks around. “Y/N! Come here!” He screams for his daughter and Levi looks around as Farlan sorts it out. There were many teas here, all flavors that he hadn’t tried before. And it smelled divine. “Papa! What is it? I just got the leaves to boil and-” she walks in as she was setting her hair but stops immediately as soon as she sees the customers. Her and Levi’s eyes met and everything disappeared. 
Something sparked. Something passed between them and they both felt it. “Y/n?” Y/n blinks and breaks eye contact with Levi and turns to her father. “The princes are in need of help.” He tells her and she nods. Y/n looked at Farlan who had a kind smile on his face. “Hello, Ms Y/n. I’m Farlan Ackerman. This is Levi. We need certain leaves that we know you store.” He tells her and she switches her gaze in between the brothers. But leaving her gaze a few seconds longer on the black haired one. “Y-Yes. Of course. What is it?” She asks and Farlan hands her the paper from earlier. She reads it with her father. Her and his eyes widen and Levi walks to stand next to his brother. “The king is sick from Nectar of Gold? An old poison.” The father says and Y/n nods. She looks up and sees Levi staring at her, making her a bit nervous. “Who’s your doctor?” She asks. “Doctor Akal.” Levi replies and her mouth parts slightly. “Akal?” Her father responds and Farlan nods. “He said that you would know him.” Y/n nods. “My uncle.” 
“Y/n, go get the leaves from outside. It’s the fallen leaves under the mango tree.” Her father tells her and she nods and goes outside. As she goes, she feels a presence following her and she looks behind her to see Levi there. Levi stops and looks at her as she grabs a basket. She ignores him and begins to pick up the fallen leaves. As she does, she sees a pair of hands helping her and her eyes follow up the arms until they landed on his face. Y/n hesitates to pick up more but finally stops. “O-Oh. It’s okay. I can do it. Really.” She tells him and tries to stop him from continuing. But he doesn’t stop. Instead he picked up more and she furrowed her eyebrows. “Really, rajkumar. Let me do it.” She assures and grabs his wrists. She probably forgot that he was an Ackerman, a name that carried pure strength, because he lifted his hands and pulled her on top of him. 
She gasps and her hair falls on him. Levi looks at her, with a stoic face and tucks her hair behind her ear. She quickly wakes up, takes the basket and goes back into the shop with a bright red blush on her face, leaving a cunning Levi behind smiling. 
Y/n walks to the front of the shop and prepares the leaves for departure. Farlan talks with her father as she does and Levi follows shortly after. Farlan sees his brother dusts his shirt and sees Y/n look at Levi, a bit annoyed and flustered. “Levi!” Farlan calls to him and both Y/n and Levi look up. Levi spares a quick glance at Y/n then goes to Farlan. Y/n mumbles under her breath as she crushes the leaves in a pestle and mortar. Although Levi was talking to her father and Farlan, his gaze was fixed on the young woman. How her arms flexed, the sound of her bangles jingling, her face. Everything. He never felt like this before. This feeling was so foreign to him, but he welcomed it anyway. 
Y/n felt his eyes on her. She hated it. First he pulls her into him like how a husband does to his wife when he plays with her. Y/n didn’t like royals. It’s just the whole situation of them having a power over others makes her a bit angry. Since she was the eldest daughter in her house her whole family wanted her to marry a man who had lots of money so she would have a better life than her parents to which she said, bullshit. She wanted to help her father run the business he built from scratch and hoped to stay with him and her sisters forever. 
When the packaging is done, Y/n puts it in a bag and goes to Farlan. “It should work in about two hours. Just boil it and have him sip on it. He will be okay.” She assures Farlan and Levi. Farlan takes out his pouch of gold to pay, but Y/n’s dad stops him. “No. Please. I can’t accept your money. Just take care of your father. When he heals up, that’s enough pay for me.” He tells him and Farlan smiles. He takes out four pieces of gold and places them in the man’s hand. “Please accept it. It would mean a lot to my family.” Farlan charms the man and pushes the closed fist to the man’s chest. Y/n looks down and then back up to Levi, who was already looking at her. “Thank you, Y/n.” Levi says and holds out his hand to shake. The way he said her name, it poured out like honey. Y/n looks at him and then his hand. She sighs and takes his hand and shakes it. “You’re welcome.” She says and gives him a small smile. When he lets go, Farlan bids his farewell and walks outside but Levi takes a can of tea and places the cost of it in her hand. Y/n was about to say something but he left. “Y/n. Did something happen between you two?” Her father asks and she rolls her eyes. “No.” 
When Erwin left to get the horses, Farlan looked at his brother who had a ghost of a smile on his face. “Did something happen between you and that girl?” Farlan asks. “Tch.” Was all that Levi said and mounted his horse and galloped back to the palace. “What’s with him?” Erwin asked and Farlan chuckles as he puts the antidote leaves in a satchel. “He met a girl.” 
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After going back to the palace, Doctor Akal makes the tea and gives it to the king. Kuchel spoke with her boys but Levi’s mind was far gone. He couldn’t stop thinking about Y/n. She was so beautiful and she so effortlessly caught his attention. “Levi? Earth to Levi.” He snaps out of his daydream and looks to his mother. “Yes?” “You okay? You seem dazed. Do you have a fever?” Kuchel asks as she places her hand all around his face, feeling his temperature. He pushes her hands away gently. “I’m fine, Ma.” He says and she smiles. “Okay. If you say so. You both must be tired and hungry. They just prepared some food so make sure you eat before you sleep. I’ll fill you in on Papa later.” She tells them and they both take her leave. 
Farlan sat next to Levi as he told him about the letter Isabel sent him. “She found a duck and named it Gulab. Honestly all she thinks about is food.” Farlan jokes and Levi hums in acknowledgement. He takes a sip of the tea he bought from Y/n and he almost faints. How was it that good? 
“You good, bro?” Farlan asks and Levi nods. “Try the tea.” Levi tells him and Farlan takes his cup and smells it. He takes a sip and Farlan hums. “Whoa. This is really good. Where’d you get it?” He asks and Levi looks at him. “Y/n.” Levi simply says and Farlan laughs. “You like her!” Farlan chuckles and Levi tchs. He wakes up and goes to his room and Farlan looks at their dog who was salivating at the food in front of Farlan. “He didn’t deny it, Titan. Here.” Farlan gives Titan a piece of chicken. 
When night fell, Levi laid on his bed and looked up at the ceiling. His mind was clouded with the images of Y/n. How could this girl, who doesn’t even know, have his heart racing the way that it did? “Alright. That settles it.” Levi says to himself and turns off his light. Not that he would sleep, he was too excited for tomorrow. 
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After breakfast, Levi and Farlan waited to hear the news on their father. The last thing that they had heard was that he was fast asleep but his temperature returned to normal. Levi and Farlan chatted when the king entered the room. “Boys.” He says and Levi wakes up with Farlan. “Papa.” Farlan says and walks to him and gives him a strong, bear hug. “Oh! Farlan.” The king chuckles and Farlan pulls away. “We were so worried about you. Are you okay?” He asks and the ki ruffles Farlan’s hair. “Yes. Thanks to the both of you.” He says and looks at Levi who nodded. “Glad to see you’re up, old man.” Levi retorts and the king snickers. “Thank you, Levi. You both saved my life and I’m proud to call you my boys. And to return the favor, the both of you can ask me for whatever you want. Anything at all.” The kings tells them and Farlan and Levi give each other a look. Levi gave Farlan a curt nod and Farlan smiled. He turned and looked at his father. 
“I want to get married.” 
Farlan says and the king with Kuchel gasps softly. “Really?” The king asks and Farlan nods. “Okay. We need to send a notice to the kingdom and-“ “No, Papa. I have a girl already.” Farlan interrupts and the king tilts his head. “You have a girl?! Why didn’t you tell us?!” Kuchel pinches his ear making Farlan chuckle. “It’s not that big of a deal, Ma. But yes. She’s amazing and funny and kind. A little wild but tolerable. A pain but I wouldn’t prefer her any other way.” Farlan tells his parents about the girl who got his heart while Levi looked out the window. He had to see Y/n soon. 
“So when can we meet this ‘Isabel’?” Kuchel asks with a smile. “Hopefully at the end of the week. I have to propose to her first. So I’m going to stay with her for this week. If that’s okay?” He looks to his father and he nods. “Come home with our daughter-in-law. Luckily, friday is Holi so she can come home and stay with us.” He says and puts a hand on Farlan’s shoulder. Levi smiled softly and walked to his brother. “Let’s go.” “You’re going too, Levi?” Kuchel asks and he shakes his head. “I’ll just drop him off. I got some other stuff I need to attend to.” He says a ghost of a smile fills his face. 
“Where exactly are you going , Levi?” Farlan teasingly asks as he puts his belongings in the bags of his horse. “Don't make me say it, Farlan.” Levi responds and Farlan chuckles. “Alright. Don't scare her off.” He says, earning a glare from Levi. The duo rode out of their palace and Levi separated with Farlan at the road that led east. “See ya, Levi!” Farlan screams and Levi waves. “Bye.” Levi responds and turns back to ride to the girl who made some good ass tea. 
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“Didi! Here’s the pots you asked for!” Nanaba says as she places them on the counter by Y/n. “Thanks, Nana.” Y/n says as she takes the pots and places them in the cupboards. “Did you meet any princes yesterday?” Nanaba asks as she leans against the counter, folding her arms. Y/n stops for a second and looks at her sister. “No.” Y/n simply says and Nanaba chuckles. “You suck at lying, Didi. Papa told me. You and that eldest Ackerman shared quite a look with each other or so I’ve been told.” Nanaba teases and Y/n groans. “Look, Nana. I’m not interested in him. Or anyone matter of fact. There’s so much things that I need to do and Papa needs help in running the shop. I can’t just leave here and run off to get married.” Y/n explains and sighs, placing her hands on the counter. Nanaba leans closer to her and slaps her arm. “I didn’t say anything about you being interested in him or marriage.” Nanaba winks at Y/n and she scoffs. Did she really fall for someone who she didn't even know? And a royal, nonetheless. Y/n took a pot and walked to the front of the shop. She had to prepare all of the celebratory powders and colours for Holi. as she lifts her head from the pot, she gasps. 
“You?” 
She says and Levi turns from where he was looking at the tea. “Me.” he responds and she sighs annoyingly. “What are you doing here?” she asks and Levi walks slowly towards her, while looking at various things. “You.” he says and looks at her. Y/n scoffs and continues to mix the colours. “What do you mean “me”?” she asks and he stands in front of her. “Exactly what it means. You.” Levi responds and he looks at the various coloured powders. Pink, blue, purple, yellow, green and red. “Preparing for Holi?” he asks and she lifts her head with a face that said ‘obviously’. He licked his lips and sat on a nearby chair while he watched her. 
Silence fell upon the both of them. The only sounds that could be heard was the chatter of people from outside and the clanking of pots as Y/n moved it. She looked at Levi who looked around the shop and Y/n rolled her eyes. “Forgive me, rajkumar. I-” “Levi.” he cuts her off and she looks at him. “Call me Levi.” he says and she exhales a breath. “Levi. Why are you here? Is your dad still sick?” she asks him and he shakes his head. “No. as a matter of fact, he’s perfectly okay. Better actually. And it's all thanks to you.” Levi responds as he wakes up and stands in front of her. Y/n stepped back a little when he did, and he frowned at the action.
 “Uh, I, it’s because of the leaves. I didn't do anything.” she says and he leans back up. “You did. You took the leaves, crushed it for us which we could’ve done by ourselves and told us what to do. You could have easily denied serving us but you didn't. And I'm grateful for that.” Levi replies and Y/n blinks, a bit dazed out by his voice. It was so smooth and deep and, now that he was so close to her, his skin was smooth like butter and it glowed. His face was so sculptured that you could tell that the gods above took special attention to him. Y/n stuttered over her words as he closed the distance between them. “I like the way you prepare the tea leaves, Y/n.” he whispers as his gaze jumps back and forth from her eyes to her lips. “Yeah?” she asks and he nods. As they both were about to lean towards each other, another party entered the room. 
“Didi. Where’s the-oh.” Nanaba interferes and Y/n pushes Levi’s chest to put some distance between them. “What is it, Nana?” Y/n asks while Levi looks at Y/n, smirking a bit. “I just needed the cloth.” Nanaba saya and holds the cloth, waving it a little. She looks to Levi and bows. “Rajkumar.” she greets and Levi nods. “Hi.” he simply says back and Nanaba smiles at her sister. “I’ll just-yeah-uh, go? Yeah I’m going.” she stutters and winks at Y/n, who rolls her eyes. Levi chuckled and faced Y/n again. Her eyes meet him and she tilts her head. “What?” she asks and he shakes head. “Come with me.” he says, nonchalantly. “Huh? Where?” she asks and he tucks her hair behind her ear. “Serendipity.”
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“I was highly inspired by a shit ton of Hindi movies.”
𝑻𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔:
>Raja: king.
>Rajkumar: prince.
>Gulab: an Indian sweetmeat. Super tasty.
🖤🤍Thanks for reading🤍🖤
-Caddy.
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