erwinsmitten

[erwinsmitten]

𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐒𝐃 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒

✧ Characters : Dazai, Chuuya, Akutagawa, Atsushi, Ranpo, Fyodor, Nikolai, Poe, Kunikida, Tachihara

✧ Word Count : 6K

✧ Warning : These can be triggering although I don’t know whether they’re accurate since these are simply my analyses, observations, and character study.

Disclaimer : This is a mini project to challenge myself to understand people and characters deeper. There is absolutely nothing personal against those who kin these characters. If I offend/hurt any of you, I apologise in advance.

— 𝗗𝗔𝗭𝗔𝗜 𝗢𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗨

Nihilistic. Commitment issues. Dubious.

You enjoy putting on an act or mindset that chips off pieces of you and it comes both deliberately or by instinct. It can be acting like someone you’re not, forcing yourself to fit into the definition of what’s “normal”, actively having self-destructive thoughts, making yourself hang around people you don’t click with, or sometimes all of them. You’ve lost your sense of creating meaningful bonds with other people because you can’t even be at peace with yourself.

What is self-fulfilment is to you? You place everyone at a safe distance and don’t mind if they leave because of your (artificial) antics. In fact, you foresee it happening. You see no point in connections if everyone is ultimately doomed because of themselves. You feel relief when you find out the hidden sides of other people because you’re uneasy if you don’t. That’s how you fidget. You have to know what’s incoming so you can brace yourself. The wariness is never gone, it’s as if you’re anticipating the exact moment they hurt you. You’re distrustful, never letting your guard down when interacting, even with those whom you like. You don’t want them to know that you know much.

Your awareness that everything lacks permanence combined with your wariness about everyone makes you pessimistic in forming new meaningful relations. Everyone is bound to either leave or screw things up, you see the lack of urgency to make amends to broken relations or to create new ones. You’re happy with who and what you have now, you’re satisfied with your stagnance. Nothing has to change. It’s comfortable this way.

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I’m playing a relatively new game and it’s still a little buggy so whenever there’s a glitch or something the devs want you to email them about it. So my game crashed and deleted my save file and when I sent the devs an email about it I got this back:

[erwinsmitten]

this blog is not a safe place for incest shippers

all of my followers who see this have to reblog it at least 1 time or you're getting blocked. im very serious about this topic.

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"Erwin Smith has already been to Mars; that's why there are no signs of life."

↳Anonymous asked : gifset favorite erwin expressions

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How would the Aot veterans coming across their s/o's public page (tumblr/Instagram) and seeing their posts where they gush about their relationship

I love this prompt! 😄 Thanks for requesting!

He’s not really sure how to feel. He’s a more private person, so there’s definitely some embarrassment. And he’s not much of a social media kind of guy, so the idea of sharing personal things like that with people — especially strangers — seems… weird. But deep down, he feels flattered. Of all the people you could have chosen to be with, you chose him. And there’s a part of him that wants everyone to know that and see how important you are to one another.

He thinks it’s adorable. He’s always taking photos when they two of you go on dates or travel someplace. Making memories with you is important to him, so when he sees that you share photos, text conversations, things he did that made you smile, like cooking your favorite meal or surprising you with a weekend road trip… That’s your way of preserving memories with him. And he loves that. (Like Levi, he also likes that your posts make it clear that you’re in a relationship — an incredibly happy one, at that.)

They gush about you all the time, on every social media platform they have. So when they find out that you do the same thing? They already thought you were the most adorable person on the planet, but WOW. They’ll share your posts and photos, leave hilarious comments, and engage with your followers when they mention how cute the two of you are. They are nothing if not enthusiastic when it comes to you and your relationship, so seeing you hype it up and talk about how much you love them… HEART EYES FOREVER. 😍

He’s not very active on social media, occasionally posting on Facebook or Instagram. (It’s probably really random content, too.) But he thinks there’s something endearing about you telling the whole world how happy he makes you. When he finds your account, he keeps quiet about it for a while, because he knows there’s a chance you’ll be embarrassed if he brings it up. But when he tells you it’s cute — and that he wants to make a point of posting more photos of you, since you’ve shared so many of him — it warms your heart.

[erwinsmitten]

welcome to flavortown

the one where the aot boys are in charge of the grill. the messy headcanons no one asked for </3.

genre: grill master!aot boys, summer vibes only, hot husbands in charge of the barbecue, slightly corny, guy fieri type beat

warnings: none baby we’re having a barbecue just bring a side, cursing, meat?

featuring: s4! connie, armin, eren, jean, levi + erwin

a/n: is this a joke? no, no it’s not <3. i thought about this once + now it’s a full fantasy, please indulge with me. maybe i’m just hungry, who knows <3.

connie grills hot dogs.

he keeps it simple with his meats. he doesn’t love manning the grill, but he loves trying to impress you.

will definitely flex his biceps while flipping the hot dogs as if he’s lifting 50 pound weights.

he has like three open beers on the table next to him.

yes he’s drinking them all at once.

you walk up to him with another beer as he leans over the grill and puckers his lips at you.

“dame un besito mama.”

he didn’t ask to be born latina.

wipes his forehead with a towel he keeps around his neck.

wears an apron that says “kiss the cook” on it.

twirls the spatula around his fingers like it's a drumstick.

why he has a spatula to cook hot dogs, you don't know.

"what are hot dogs even made out of babe?"

"meat goop?!"

"'s some damn good meat goop."

"i'm gordon ramsay up in this bitch baby!"

connie my love you’re grilling pre-cooked hot dogs.

leaves the grill to watch the football game in the living room for a second.

he was gone for thirty minutes.

“the hot dogs are burnt baby.”

“okay let’s just order take out.”

“pizza?” “pizza.”

armin grills steaks.

armin grills steaks because he’s big brain.

it is hard to grill a perfect steak guys but he nails it everytime.

uses a meat thermometer to make sure the inside is cooked perfectly.

pokes at the steak while it’s on the grill with his finger to see if it’s done or not.

gets eye level with the steaks to make sure the sear is perfect.

will not cook a steak above medium because he insists you lose flavor once you start overdoing it.

he’s a new york strip type of boy OR sirloin, only the best for his baby.

he’ll splurge on nice sides, armin loves a nice anti pasta salad.

red wine in plastic wine glasses. sets up a nice outdoor picnic table spread.

would also serve you your food and bring it to you while you’re in the pool.

will not let you lift a finger, he wants you to relax on your flamingo floatie.

would take your steak back to the grill if it wasn’t cooked the way you liked.

you didn’t want to tell him yours was a little underdone because it wasn’t that big of a deal to you and he worked so hard.

but he notices your face as you take your first bite.

“you don’t like it.”

“no! sweetie i love it i— “it’s not cooked enough.”

“here let me put it back on the grill for you.”

you insist he doesn’t have to, it was only a few degrees off.

“i want you to enjoy your meal darling, i’ll be right back.”

eren grills burgers.

he can’t be bothered to grill anything else, don’t ask him to do anything complex.

burgers. on the grill. buns. cheese. ketchup. done.

you give him a shopping list of what he needs to get and send him off.

“why do we need all of this for burgers babe??”

“toppings eren, toppings.”

forgets like half of the things on the list.

comes back with the store brand of everything you asked for bc he’s a grill master on a budget babes.

gets pissed when you ask him if he could go back to the store to get what he forgot.

“eren how do you expect people to eat burgers without onions?!”

“who the fuck likes onions babe?”

grills in a skimpy little white tank top.

struggles to light the charcoal, but he insists he doesn’t need help.

“eren just let me do it— “i got it babe!!”

gets himself extra sweaty because he likes to get you frustrated.

eren mixes his drinks while he grills. like chaotic nasty drinks.

the burgers are overcooking while he pours some vodka into his red bull.

definitely has one of those gatorade bottles that squirt.

asks you to shoot some water into his mouth while he’s grilling. spatula in one hand, mouth open and his face turned to you.

“okay now babe.”

messy bun eren cooking burgers.

wears black adidas slides on the patio with his swim shorts.

“gourmet burger, courtesy of chef eren babe,” he says smugly.

doesn’t serve you but lays out the toppings for you so you can have your own little burger bar.

jumps in the pool once he’s done cooking, you watch him swim around while you eat your kids cuisine.

jean grills ribs.

jean soaks the ribs in a special marinade overnight.

“the meat has to fall off the bone honey.”

loves a good rib rub.

mf rubbing all types of seasonings on his ribs.

he’s a fan of a dry rub but loves having various sauce options on the side for you two.

makes extra ribs because he wants to take them to work for lunch throughout the week.

back to the sauces, jean is a sauce man. he’s got the sauce in more ways than one.

chipotle honey, spicy barbecue, teriyaki, you name it.

jean grills shirtless.

jean wears a sweatband around his head, he takes grilling very seriously.

“i’m the man! i gotta grill! don’t you touch the grill honey i’m gonna serve you!”

no seriously don’t touch the grill.

his ribs have to cook at a specific temperature.

definitely don’t take the lid off the grill to check on the ribs either, you’ll let all the steam out.

“how do you know they’re not burning babe?”

“you have to trust the integrity of the rib honey. when have i ever made a bad rib?”

he was right, he never made a bad rib.

sings the chili’s baby back ribs song while he grills.

“i want my baby back baby back baby back.”

sings the high parts.

drinks jack daniel’s whiskey while he grills.

definitely throws a splash of whiskey from his glass onto the ribs here and there.

jean looks at you intently as you take your first bite, he likes to watch your reactions.

“it’s fucking good right honey?”

“it’s fucking good baby.”

levi grills salmon.

BOUGIE BABY.

levi doesn’t just grill for anything. there has to be a special occasion.

why would he want to smell like meat and charcoal just to grill a measly burger.

so he grills salmon, and you two are having a couple’s day by the pool.

you two have a fancy pool where the hot tub is attached, and one of those rock slides.

levi grills in a simple cotton t-shirt, doesn’t want to stink up his nice clothes.

levi drinks wine while he grills, swirling it as he flips the salmon.

he drinks red.

and he brings out the crystal wine glasses from the special cabinet.

he likes to listen to classic rock while he grills.

doesn’t want you to touch the grill because he doesn’t want you to burn yourself.

also doesn’t trust you with his expensive cuts of salmon.

no because he went to the butcher specifically and got the salmon that they caught that day.

he keeps it fresh, enjoys a simple, refreshing lemon garnish on his fish.

“i don’t need help, just go sit by the pool.”

“but—

“go.”

“i blew up your favorite lounge chair… now go,” he mumbles.

“the one with the!—

“yes the one with the cup holders. now take your wine and stop bothering me, tch.”

you fell asleep floating in the middle of your pool on your favorite lounge chair with the cup holders.

levi splashes water on you to wake you up.

“hey! dinner’s ready.”

acts like grilling was no big deal for him.

but secretly awaits your response as you bite into your salmon.

“so?”

“it’s good levi!”

he rolls his eyes but smiles small enough that you wouldn’t notice.

erwin grills chicken.

an underrated grill item.

you can’t go wrong with a classic chicken wing.

but erwin doesn’t make just any plain chicken wings.

he loves a buffalo wing.

king loves a little bit of spice.

he marinates the wings in frank’s hot sauce the night before.

you were sat at the kitchen counter watching his shoulder blades flex as he tossed the wings in the sauce around the bowl.

the next day he wakes up bright and early to get the backyard ready for you guys.

turns the heater on in the pool because he knows you like it at a certain temperature.

he grills so… elegantly. like a gazelle.

erwin wears a navy blue robe while he grills, with his swim shorts underneath.

his chest hair pokes out a bit from the top.

he doesn’t get his hands dirty, he uses a pair of tongs to flip the wings.

he holds a can of beer in the other hand.

he watches you tan next to the pool.

he even joins you for a bit while the wings cook.

he massages one of your hands in his, while you hold a magazine in the other.

erwin is a very organized chef, he has everything timed down to a t.

ERWIN WEARS RAY-BAN AVIATOR SUNNIES.

fuck.

okay sorry, he wears gold aviator sunnies at the bridge of his nose as he lowers the heat on the grill to let the wings simmer.

erwin does the dad thing where he puts his hands on his hips and just looks out into the yard and nods silently.

except he’s holding a cigar in one hand.

erwin is in the process of building you a wooden flowerbed.

he’s a handyman. a home depot commercial theme song type of man.

swats the smoke away from the grill as he opens it up.

erwin serves you two your wings on a wooden board like they do at barbecue restaurants.

chicken wing charcuterie board type beat.

“sweetheart? wings are ready!” he calls to you from the grill.

you eat your wings poolside, toasting your beer cans.

“to a happy, healthy marriage sweetheart.”

i’m not gonna shut up about the sunglasses.

you have matching sunglasses.

a/n: this was rushed but i just HAD to get this off my plate 🍽

[erwinsmitten]

Hiii! I hope you had a good day! I was that request are open so I wanted to ask you if you could do more angst. Like Levi’s/Erwin’s/Miche’s s/o dies or she leaves him because of something he did, like not showing enough affection or anything other it’s up to you. Thx! ☺️☺️

Categories: canon setting, very angsty + gender neutral reader

Warnings: very little comfort, cold comfort, grief and death.

Word Count: 1.8k

Authors note: wishing you a good day too! I apologize for how long this has taken me!! I can’t characterize Miche very well, unfortunately, so I wrote Levi and gave Erwin a go (its my first time writing for him as a ‘main’ character so low expectations cause this is new to me...).

I also felt inspired to write headcanons for the reader dying before feelings have been confessed and an established relationship. I hope you enjoy :)

When you die before either of you confess your feelings:

— The shock would hit him before anything else. Stunned and in disbelief, his eyes would widen when he hears the news that you died. Immediately he would grow silent, there was little he could say and even less he could think of. Only aware of how suddenly empty he felt.

— Since neither of you had confessed feelings for one another, Levi would find himself unsure of how he was to feel. The shock still preserving any emotion from filtering through at that time. He’d become reclusive, needing to have time alone. It would be when the door to his office almost silently clicked shut and he was faced with the silence encompassing it, that his chest would tighten. You died. You were gone. Ripped away from him... ripped away before either of you had a chance together. 

— Death greeted Levi like an old friend and so he would easily fall into a routine of grief that he had become accustomed with. He’d try to make himself some tea, one of his few comforts, yet his usually steady hand would shake. Even once it was eventually made, he had no taste for it, barely registering it was there. 

— That night he would find no sleep, not even the handful of hours he usually got. Instead, he’d sit in his office, light dimming as the flame burned through the candle and he stared into thin air. At some point, tears would stream down his cheeks silently. Levi’s expression frozen in its usual neutrality, but when he eventually noticed the wetness of his tear stained cheeks, it betrayed how he really felt about you.

— Levi’s grief would be twofold, mourning the loss of you in his life and the lost relationship you both could have had. The latter was a thought he would not allow himself to linger on for too long, because the harsh reality that you would never get to be with him was enough to clench his heart.

— He would miss seeing you, hearing your voice, your smile, your laugh and the feeling he got when you looked at him. Having your eyes on him was a feeling that was unmatched, one he doubted he would ever feel again. He’d grown used to you being around and was at a loss without it.

— In the early days since your death, he would sometimes find himself referring to you actively in conversation. It would earn a frown from the other person he was conversing with and after a sharp inhale of breath, his chest tightening, a level of understanding would overcome him. He’d pause, retrace and fix his mistake, the past tense was difficult for him to adjust to. It was hard to believe at times that you weren’t still here, but the longer time passed, the clear image Levi had of you began to fade. He lost details that he desperately wanted to cling on to and without any way to hold on to them, the memory of your features faded, but the grief he felt was something he would permanently carry. 

When you die while in an established Relationship:

— Levi wouldn’t let you die alone. He’d obliterate any obstacle in his way to get to you, nothing would stop him. At first he’ll adamantly deny that you’re dying, in short and blunt sentences he won’t entertain even the thought. Instead he’d be more concerned on issuing sharp orders for someone to get a medic, move quickly and for you to keep your eyes open. Soon enough the extent to your injuries grows more evident and your breathing grows ragged, your hand losing its strength in his hold. 

— He’d find it hard to swallow, eyes darting around desperately for a moment. No, don’t make him do this, he can’t lose you too. As if seeing the desperation in his eyes, you would reach out to place a hand tenderly on his cheek and he’d almost want to laugh cruelly at how you were comforting him when it should be the other way around. 

— Perhaps it was adrenaline that would spur him onward, or the realisation that the last few moments were fast approaching. But he’d shatter any hesitation and move your hand from his cheek to press a sequence of rushed kisses on the palm of your hand. He would lean forward, moving both of his hands to rest on the sides of your face and against all his attempted control, his shoulders would shake. 

— “I have loved you every moment of every day and will love you until the end of my days.” Steel grey eyes would look into yours with all the love and affection they held for you and while his voice may waver in parts, finding it difficult to comprehend these would be some of the last words you heard. They were spoken with conviction too, but his eyes would brim with tears when he saw yours glaze over, your life passing away before him and going to a place where he could not yet follow. 

— A gut wrenching cry would rip from his lips, a full loss of control as it was nothing short of an anguished noise from someone who had lost a part of themselves. 

— The time after your death would be one filled with emptiness. Levi wouldn’t sleep in the bed you shared, once more opting to solely sleep at his desk. Grief was like a shadow that followed his every step, haunted by your memory. It was difficult for him to be around the places that reminded him of you, anything that would make his heart clench and remember the days when he had been so lucky to have you.

— Now, he was left with nothing but the memories of what you once had, how you used to smile at him, how wonderful it was to hear you tell him I love you and how at peace he had felt in your arms. 

— Often he would find himself with his elbows resting on his knees, shoulders bent over as his face was buried in his hand. How was he to do this without you? Sometimes he would utter those words, coming out as a breathless whisper and his heart would ache from the mere thought.

—  And while each day brought its own challenges, Levi found himself able to get up each morning, because he had felt your love. It wasn’t the type of love where you both grew old together, but it was still just as memorable. The love you had both shared was enough to give him strength, because the memories were his and you lived on through them. Levi would continue fighting and moving forward, until one day he’d be reunited with you and all his loved ones that had passed and could face you knowing he’d honored all of you. 

When you die before either of you confess your feelings:

— Erwin would try to act like losing you hadn’t immediately caused his heart to sink. He’d remain focused and calm to continue with the expedition, ignoring how your loss had cut him. Only when he’d be safely behind the walls once more, would it start to hit him. He would manage to take his cape and jacket off, draping them over the chair before he’d brace his hands on the table. Head hanging low, his breathing would grow off and only in the privacy of his office would he allow your loss to utterly impact him and cause his shoulders to tremble. 

— He would be haunted by never taking the chance to tell you how he felt. His mind would replay the countless opportunities he missed, where he could have reached out, you had been right there. The probability of death in the Scouts was high and even knowing this, he had been foolish to think you could not become one of the statistics. 

— Eventually, Erwin would be haunted by his own guilt and regret for not telling you how he felt, that late one night he would grab a pen and paper. That night he would stay up early into the following morning, crumpled abandoned pieces surrounding him, evidence of how perfect he had wanted to phrase it. Shirt sleeves long rolled up his arms, he would slump back into his chair once the letter was done. Your name titling the envelope. Therein, contained every feeling he held for you, a love confession that you would never hear. Yet somehow, having put his heart to paper, he felt simultaneously lighter and full of more sorrow. 

— The letter would be tucked under a document in the first drawer of his desk, close by that he always had it to hand, but out of reach that it remained private. 

— He would spend the rest of his days wondering what a life with you could have looked like, what being in a relationship would have been like. The uncertainty would follow him like a dark cloud. 

When you die while in an established Relationship:

— Similarly to Levi, Erwin would deny that you were dying at first. But when it became painfully clear that you would not live for much longer, his commanding demenour would falter and instead everything would shift. He would take you in his arms, holding you in them and managing to shield you from prying eyes, stealing the last few moments for just the both of you. 

— His voice would be low and almost quiet, telling you that he loved you, how you had brought him nothing but happiness and that it had been his greatest achievement to have called you his. 

— Erwin would physically carry your loss, his eyes losing a luster they had previously. In the immediate timing following your death, his appearance would change, unshaven, unkempt and unstyled hair, too enveloped in grief to focus on these things. 

— Unlike Levi, he would visit your grave often. Laying flowers that he believed you would appreciate, down tenderly and affectionately. It always tugged at his heart to see your name on the gravestone, but he nonetheless felt it was important to stand here, sometimes he would talk to you. Tell you how much he missed you and loved you. Even though he was met with silence after those confessions, he would close his eyes for a few moments and it would be enough to remember that you had returned those words to him when you were alive. 

— Through writing he would find some sort of comfort. He would keep a journal, tucked discretely at the back of his drawer. It had started on the days where his loss grew too much, but mostly he would write to you. The topics ranged from the military tactics he would have run by you, to exploring the grief he felt, the hopes he had held for your future. Yet, sometimes, he found just being in the silence was enough to try cope with continuing on. 

— It would be seeing other couples that would be the hardest for Erwin, he’d catch sight of lovers getting married, moving into a new home, strolling hand in hand, a couple with children or the elderly growing old together. And he would be lying if he didn't have to inhale a sharp breath each time, longing for those to still be possibilities he could have with you. 

— Erwin would love you till the end of his days, he would carry the intertwined feelings of love and loss and shoulder the burden of being in the world without you, until one day, you could both be at peace again, together.  

[erwinsmitten]

SURVEY CORPS COMMANDER + LEVI; WHAT WOULD THEY DO IF YOU HYPE THEM UP FOR TIKTOK

amihan's note: just random shower thoughts 💀✋ you can slide by my ask box if you want me to do others too, ranging from aot, jjk, haikyuu charas. this was so fun to make >< happy reading!

࿐ྂ snk masterlist

bf!erwin x gn!reader, gf!hange x gn!reader, bf!armin x gn!reader, bf!levi x gn!reader

-erwin smith

you run up to your shared room without saying anything, startling him in the process. he looks at you as your phone suddenly burst loud music you can dance too.

you set up the phone in front of him, hitting start and dragging him to stand up. poor erwin looks so confused the whole time, once the timer went off you look up at him and started hyping him up "let's go love! you can do it~"

you start pumping your fist in the air, body grooving encouraging him to bust out a move. as soon as he got the message he did not hold back and started grooving with you, you can't help but burst out laughing holding your stomach.

i kid you not, erwin started dancing like the goddamn old man he is. istg, he most likely did the thing with the hands and knees switching. though, his moves are adorable but still it's too hard not laughing about it.

-hange zoe

you rushed towards hange after seeing her get inside your shared apartment, "what? babe something wrong?" you didn't say anything adjusting the phone on the counter so both of you can fit in frame.

hange peeks at the camera, confusion written all over her face. she looks so cute, she almost looks like a lost puppy while glancing at you. once the timer ended you started shouting a sequence of "oh" and "go baby" hyping her up.

seems to be effective since hange didn't waste time pulling up her sleeves and smirking at you then back at the camera, she started dancing. smugness written all over her facials, i swear i just know she can throw it back-- fite me fjbfkfnf

long story short, hange does everything with passion as long as you're her hypeperson. she becomes so extra whenever you shout her name and 'oooh' at her.

-armin arlert

armin was peacefully lounging in the living room while watching a show that's currently airing on television when you suddenly came in front of him successfully getting his attention.

"you need something, darling?" he mumbles reaching out to you but you didn't come close to him instead he heard the sudden burst of music from your phone. you turn and face him with a smirk plastered on your lips, "show me your moves sir"

armin furiously blushes, he stumbles with his words, not knowing what to do and how to react. poor baby looks so confused, you started swaying your body with the beat motioning him to follow your movements. he stood beside you stiff as hell, he doesn't know what to do but after a few seconds of encouragement he begin to get a hang of it.

his body loosened up and followed the beat. his dancing skills? phenomenal. this boy has been hiding his talent from all of you and you're glad you're the one to bring that out of him, his movements flows smoothly. he even nails every facial expressions!

-levi ackerman

he was sipping his afternoon black tea out on the balcony, enjoying the view and relaxing atmosphere. until you come and set you phone by the window, both of you in frame on your phone.

you smiled at the camera that's counting down and look back at levi who's now looking at you and your phone with his brows furrowed. "what?" he simply asked, you took his hand in yours swaying your hips lightly to the beat.

"show me your moves?" you pleaded looking into his eyes, he stifle a chuckle. "really? you're asking me?" he raised a brow at you, you pulled your best puppy dog eyes.

"oh come on!" he clicks his tongue looking to the side, "just this once?" you whined at him, you look back at your phone and see that there's still a reasonable amount of seconds left. you tried pulling him up which he did without resistance, he grumbles under his breath "shouldn't have told you about that"

the song comes to its climax, the beat getting slower and intense. you let go of levi's hand standing aside just a little off the frame, your reaction still visible by the camera. he bops his head to the beat, getting familiar with it.

once he did, he looks at the camera for a second before holding eye contact with you, his movements nonchalant and moves so little but damn that smirk, holy shit. your jaw dropped, speechless. he just did that! plus the seductiveness he holds, god forbid everyone will pounce on him--

tag list; @lumpiang-toge @gabi-moureira

[erwinsmitten]

Headcanons: Scouts Going to Pride With You

Erwin x Reader, Levi x Reader, Hange x Reader, Historia x Reader, Ymir x Reader,

Summary: In honor of pride month I wanted to contribute with my works, so here is what the AOT Scouts would be like when going to a pride event with you! More

A/N: These are becoming one of my favorite series. I genuinely really love doing these!

Warnings: Gender neutral reader, Modern AU, relationships are made where they can be viewed as platonic, if I missed anything let me know!

Erwin Smith

❤️️ Would probably be pretty happy you felt comfortable enough to ask him.

🧡 Is going to have a strategic plan for the day. He's going to find the best order to do everything in.

💛 He's also going to make sure that you're eating, resting, and drinking water regularly. If not then he's stopping to make sure you do.

💚 I just feel like taking him is almost going to be like bringing the dad friend.

💙 Will end up giving dad hugs to people if he's left unattended for too long.

💜 When it's all over he's going to ask about the next pride event and ask if he can go. He had fun, but cares more about getting to see you have fun.

Levi Ackerman

❤️️ He's gonna be pretty irritated about it at first, but he'll come around to it.

🧡 Would ask you to put some face paint or something on him so he could "fit in".

💛 Asks you questions about things that are going on. He's genuinely curious about the things that are happening.

💚 Doesn't bother asking you about food and water he just goes and brings you things he knows you need.

💙 He does actually have a lot of fun. If you pay attention to him you see him crack a smile quite often.

💜 When you guys leave he will suggest that he goes with you to the next one. He blames it on making sure you take care of yourself, but he had a lot of fun.

Hange Zoe

❤️️ Hype! Hype! Hype! Hype! Hype! Hype!

🧡 She hypes up everyone she passes.

💛 Comes decked out for the occasion and leaves with much more than she came with.

💚 Participates in everything she can. She's just so excited for everything.

💙 Probably needs a nap during the day because she's run herself ragged.

💜 When it's over she's planning out the next event you two are going to.

Historia Reiss

❤️️ She's so honored you asked her to go with you.

�� Wants some sort of game plan for the day, but just so she knows what you want to do.

💛 Mom friends you in a very sweet way. She's making sure you're having fun while also being safe.

💚 Gets really into it while she’s there. Like she’s just vibing and having a blast!

💙 I can see her being super supportive of all the small business vendors set up. She’s buying so much to support these people.

💜 When you leave she makes sure you had a good time. She’s gonna ask you if there’s anything else you wanna go to because she’s down to go with you.

Ymir

❤️️ She’s pretty chill about it. She’s excited about it though she just may not show it.

🧡 Will hype you up whenever she has the chance. She wants you to feel amazing.

💛 Let’s you do some makeup or face paint on her for the occasion.

💚 Is gonna sit back and just watch everything unfold. If you pull her into things she wouldn’t protest though.

💙 Makes sure you’re having fun. She’s just there for you and wants to make sure you’re having the time of your life!

💜 When you guys leave she’s asking if you had fun and if you want her to go with you again.

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Bestie can you do Erwin with physical affection? I’m in love with him and your stories-

bestie you know i would love to

erwin smith + physical affection

cw – gender neutral, canonverse

erwin is another person that prefers to not express pda – there really isn’t a lot of space for it between his professionalism and his duties. affection is expressed through verbal affirmations, acknowledging nods, eye contact, and an overall desire to be near each other whenever you can.

sometimes you’ll spend quality time in his office while he’s working on more menial tasks like paperwork.

a lot more affectionate at home just because he’s finally able to unwind and give you the attention you deserve.

physical touch isn’t his primary love language, but it can be incredibly validating when he’s stressed. he always appreciates your soft hand caressing his face or rubbing his back for comfort.

at home, he usually greets you with a gentle hand on your back and a kiss to the forehead.

honestly, he starts off traditional in thinking that he’s supposed to be the sole giver of affection because he’s a man – he very quickly learns how nice it is to be held and thoroughly loved by your partner.

that being said, sometimes he’s the little spoon.

melts into your every touch. you always know how to comfort him.

never minds returning the favor when you’ve had a long day – his hands are very strong and great for massaging your sore muscles.

tends to be more publicly affectionate in non-professional settings – walks with an arm around you, leans in for quick kisses, hugs you closer while you’re standing together, etc. doesn’t mind expressing this level of affection around closer friends like hange and levi.

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self-indulgent goth!levi headcanons 

visual

black turtlenecks/sweaters. trench coats. platform docs. single cross earring, lots of other cartilage and lobe piercings. silver chain necklaces and rings on his fingers. tiny smudge of black eyeliner - enough to make him look sexy in the dead kind of way. hair always an inky black and purposefully tousled.

he doesn’t just wear black – sometimes he wears gray.

hange calls him “twilight” 

comes off twice as intimidating with his dark, gloomy style and capricorn rbf.

vinyl collector. loves the classics like the cure, type o negative, depeche mode, bauhaus, joy division, etc. also likes russian doomer music. would punch morrissey in the face given the chance.

secretly listens to more than just goth music, he’s by no means a music purist and thinks anyone that gatekeeps genres is a pretentious idiot

apartment is filled with his moody mixed-media paintings, candles, houseplants, ethical furs, gothic poetry books and horror novels, crystals, ornate mirrors, crates and crates of records, etc.

has three black cats probably named after demons. or something spooky and relevant, like binx.

harbors a secret romantic side and would write you wax-sealed love letters with song lyrics like “when i think about you, flowers grow out of my grave��

works as a barista. prefers tea over coffee by far, but he can do cool latte art like skulls and pentagrams. or cats. secretly enjoys pumpkin spice flavors in the fall.

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Levi absolutely adores the excitement plastered on your face when he brings you your breakfast every morning; your eyes glossy and wide as a million thank-you’s explode out of your mouth in rapid speed once he enters the room and your line of sight.  He doesn’t understand why the goofy, bright smile you wear never falters over time when he’s been doing this since forever—he assumes you would’ve gotten used to it by now. A morning never goes by where he doesn’t quietly creep inside your bedroom, or your office, or the living room, or wherever you are early in the morning with your first meal of the day in hand. You always lovingly gaze up at him like he brought you the moon instead of the stack of pancakes and bowl of cut up fruit he actually has for you. It’s in moments like that—moments when you look at him like he’s the only one for you when he thinks if he could make this single act his only job, he would. Levi wishes he could get you the moon and all the stars in the sky but for now breakfast will suffice.

[erwinsmitten]

the prettiest endorser. ♥ꈍ꒳ꈍ

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Okay but which aot guy would actually make the best boyfriend

depends. if you like big romantic gestures in the form of impromptu midnight car trips that end with ice cream and singing you give love a bad name in the parking lot of a 7/11 that is two hours away from your house so he just says fuck it and books a hotel, eren.

if you like being told you'll get a kiss for each flash card you get correct and writing essays together while he refills your glass of water every half hour and eventually crashes at your place for the night, armin.

if you like going ice skating and it being turned into a competition no matter how good or bad you are but being treated to the restaurant of your choice as a "consolation prize" because he refuses to concede defeat, jean.

if you like chilling in your room playing chopsticks on a lazy sunday and smacking your boyfriend on the chest when he waggles his eyesbrows and says "there's something else i could do with three fingers" because he delights in the way you laugh, connie.

if you like being hugged from behind with a face buried in your neck peppering kisses down your skin and being genuinely asked if you've done something different with your hair because you look extra pretty today, reiner.

if you like long, long facetimes that last till 3 in in the morning because you somehow went from discussing what happened at work to the secret of life until he's fast asleep but he didn't hang up because he wanted to fall asleep to the sound of your voice, bertholdt.

if you like strolling around the city going to a bunch of different stores only to be spoiled with every single thing you say you want and being told, "don't look at me like that, you know i can afford it, now do you want a matching necklace with that," erwin.

if you like to spend the day binging your favorite show with your boyfriend who doesn't really enjoy it that much but will watch each and every single episode with you because it means resting his head on your lap and you running your fingers through his hair, levi.

if you like making breakfast early in the morning and being interrupted by your boyfriend who wants to turn you around and make out with you against the counter because you just look ridiculously good wearing his shirt and besides, breakfast can wait, zeke.

if you like going to carnivals and standing in line for the dangerous rides that you can goad him into going on by making chicken noises and saying you'll tell all your friends if he doesn't go on only for him to whisper the exact same threat in your ear when you're scared of a ride, porco.

if you like getting absolutely wasted and stumbling home with your boyfriend giggling about nothing in particular and the two of you attempting to change into your nightclothes and miserably failing so just falling into bed wrapped up in each other, colt.

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levi with an incredibly smart s/o?

Authors note: thanks for sending something in! Apologies for how very late this is, but I hope you enjoy 🥰

Categories: gender neutral reader

— Levi would find this as one attractive quality, not exactly an essential one, but he silently admires your intelligence.

— He would often ask for you opinion and input, valuing the knowledge you have and how you can contribute. Levi always listens intently while you share what you have to say and won’t be afraid to shut anyone up who contradicts you, dismisses your point or in any way disrespects you.

— Sometimes when you’re both sitting down for tea, he’ll notice you go quiet, gazing off into the distance. He might find himself tapping his finger lightly against your head “what’s going on in that intelligent mind of yours?” He’ll enquiry casually, while inwardly interested in what you’re thinking about.

— He’d make sure that you don’t overwork yourself either. It’s a hypocritical concern of his, always frowning slightly when you point it out. It still doesn’t prevent him from intervening when you have late nights or don’t prioritise eating your meals.

— On the days where you come up with an idea or plan for an expedition that not only receives recognition from the higher ups, you’ll also receive it from Levi too. If you happened to propose it in a meeting, he’ll wait behind till everyone’s left. Leaning against the table, arms crossed over his chest and you packing away the documents you’d brought. Levi would walk over once the last member had left. By then your full attention would be on him and he’d raise his hand, patting your head affectionately. A small smile on his face “You did well.”

— Above all, while his expression remains neutral, his chest will fill with pride at your intelligence and there’ll be a small glint in his eyes too. That’s his lover.

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How would levi react when walking into a room and seeing his s/o who fell asleep cuddled under his cape? ( also your writing is AMAZEBALLS)

Omg thank you anon 🥺 I'm so glad you like my writing. Also as much as I do enjoy writing for Levi I wouldn't mind if people requested another character. (Not Zeke obviously).

• He'd be conflicted that's for sure.

• He walks in and there you are cuddled up with his cape draped over your figure and the first emotion he goes through is confusion.

Why are they wrapped in my cape?? Their cape is right there.

The blanket is also right there. Why didn't they wrap themselves in that?

They can't possibly be warm

• And then he's mildly irritated because he's thinking about having to somehow take the thing off your sleeping body without waking you in the morning.

• Plus he's also annoyed because you look cold.

Like what if you catch cold because you idiotically wrapped yourself in something that doesn't even cover past your torso?

• He slowly reaches over your figure and pulls the blanket over you and his cape.

• Eventually his irritation turns to contentment when he sees you nestled into the warm blanket. The hood of his cape pressed against your cheek as you roll over.

• His heart kinda feels full watching you happily sleep.

• Bonus points if you whisper his name under your breath and give a little smile.

Now he's contemplating how you can go from aggressive out on the field to this in his bed.

Probably muddles over whether he should card a hand through your hair or not.

Decides not to for fear of waking you.

• He might just pull up a chair and stay by your side for a while.