#crozcest

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POV: Your dad gave you a promotion you didn't want, your uncle is limping worse every day, your step mom is dying of botulism, your brother just told you he'd leave you for dead if you couldn't walk anymore and you, you don't feel so good

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Please may we see the emotionally stunted Jopson taking it out on Nedward 0w0

for you 🙏 because your ask single-handedly made me finish it

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sorry i wasn't online all day, I was um... doing things.....

The things in question:

I'll get to answering messages and such soon, I prommy. In the meantime say hi to Lydia Crozier x3c Design choices were certainly made. *wink* This is a bit before Ned was born, so let's say... like 1810?

I should be drawing Cold boy sketches and instead im doing this. *sigh* But! At least now you know what she looks like in my head... And yes, she is a tawl lady. Basically the same height as Francis.

References under cut.

Yes I spent all day looking at 1800s evening wear. I know absolutely nothing about fashion, so I just picked a dress that was mildly periodically accurate (10 years off i kNOOW, i know. don't look at me. i just wanted to dress her SOME way)

link to source and the image itself:

For Francis I sort of did whatever, but the 1803 in this image was my general inspo. I just liked it. I didn't strictly adhere to it. Here's a link.

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Edward making sure Tom practices handwriting (Tom thinks it's really stupid and would rather do chores)

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Im sick of studying. Here's some blorbo incest.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62082298

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Fun fact that i just made up: when Edward was younger and didn't have muttonchops yet, people would mistake him for Thomas sometimes.

They would also tell Thomas he looks a lot like Edward when he was younger. He acts like it bothers him, but it really doesn't, because he thinks Edward is handsome

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Been a long time since my last Crozcest post, so here's a bit of what I wrote for the next chapter

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waking up to this is what i think it feels like to enter heaven

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Some Nedward spanking for the soul <333

Corporal punishment with a truckload of angst (except the characters don't think so, they're all fucking clueless and terrible, I'm shaking them by their imaginary shoulders)

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Guess what time it is

Crozcest time. Mild angst below

You know how Crozier doesn't want the boys to call him anything 'father' adjacent during the expedition? How he threatened them with a flogging if they did?

I think the subconscious fear of calling him "father" would cary over and stay with Tom and Ned even when they're safe in england. It's fine at home - in their house. But if they're outside, in public, especially with people nearby, they will NOT call him father. ever.

It makes Francis rly sad and makes him think they're both ashamed of being related to him. Which yk... Sucks. but he did cause this in the first place..

Anyway I think post rescue angst is good and important for the brain. They shouldn't get better with the snap of the fingers. They have work to do and things to unpack and talk about.

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Im literally so unwell about Tom and Ned nobody talk to me

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I wanted to write more of the Crozcest spanking fic but brain is being stupid... So I'll share what I wrote some time back.

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As someone who is only interested in jop/little in the context of your Crozcest AU (and bbyned AU too!) (no hate towards the ""normal"" ship of course it just means nothing to me lol), I wholeheartedly support you mentioning it on every post so they become habitable zones for me <3

This fills me with strange pride and.. Joy? Is it weird ? Anyway That makes at least two of you, which is????

Incest and agere are powerful tools i suppose .. I'll use the "thinking about them... 🚬" tag more.

I'm glad though 🥰🥰 I hope i haven't shared this before but.. Here. A snippet.

"Turn around. On your elbows and knees," Thomas commanded with a nudge to Edward's thigh.

He licked his lips. "You can't command me around like a dog."

Thomas only smiled. It was a threat.

Edward's head suddenly spun. He hurried to turn and lean on his elbows and knees, *like a good dog* he thought vaguely.

Now he truly felt ashamed, with his arse raised high and fully exposed. Thomas could very well strike it if he wanted.

But he didn't. He seemed more eager to bugger him instead. He slid back into Edward with a satisfied grunt and a tight squeeze to Edward's hip.

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Soft but barely coherent Crozcest thoughts save me.

Tom and Ned laughing at shared jokes while Francis stares at them.

Light bickering about who gets to do which chore.

One running to the other with a letter saying they'd been picked for this or that voyage

Yes, the sadness of parting, but the reunions afterwards.

All three sitting on the same sofa with legs crossing eachother's.

Francis showing Tom the art Edward did as a child. (Tom teases him about his fucked up cat painting for days)

Eating from the same plate/using the same cutlery to give the other a taste of what they're eating

That said, food stealing

Calm mornings full of slow sleepy kisses

An "i'll never leave you" from Ned to Tom.

An "i love you" from Tom to Ned.

A genuine "im proud of you" from Francis.

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Trying to fall asleep and thinking abt Crozcest.. Deadly combo of sleepy brain and blorbo incest.

Thomas having no idea how to healthily react to and regulate his emotions, so he just resorts to taking Edward over the closest furniture available asap. Doesn't matter if he's anxious or angry or sad. He feels an uncomfortable emotion = needs to pound Edward.

Nedward wouldn't mind if only Tom weren't so rough every time.

Yes, Francis caused all this.

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Hello new followers! Um. *shoves Crozcest under the sofa*

Welcome! (?)