#crozcest

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POV: Your dad gave you a promotion you didn't want, your uncle is limping worse every day, your step mom is dying of botulism, your brother just told you he'd leave you for dead if you couldn't walk anymore and you, you don't feel so good

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Apologies for possibly unwanted cross-pollination but I just saw that Crozcest post you made on the other blog about Ned crawling into Thomas' bed when he can't sleep post-rescue and now I can't stop thinking about various littles crawling into bed with their caregivers, whether because they can't sleep or they have nightmares or maybe they're just afraid of the dark QwQ......

I love the idea of Nedward snuggling up with Fitzmommy so much but idk how often that could actually happen cause she's obvs sleeping with Francis usually and Ned would be too nervous and embarrassed to bother daddy in the middle of the night ;;;_;;; I'M SAD

I bet poor Johnny Morfin and Henry Collins in particular have some very restless nights :'( they should have a sleepover together to keep each other calm with Macca on hand to administer medicine as needed <3

Speaking of which, Harry Goodsir is Not Sleepy Yet, Uncle Macca! He wants to stay up and read his new library book about a brave little clam! But in the end he is convinced to turn the lights out to help Henry and Johnny sleep. He then conks out immediately. All 3 of them sleep peacefully that night. :')

On a somewhat related note, Henry Peglar is sooo a "just one more story pleeeaaassseee" kid. He's so cooperative during the day that you get blindsided by how hard it is to get him to go to sleep lmao. Will demand you do the voices too. Only Hodgson, Fitzjames, and of course Bridgens can meet his storyteller standards.

hickey and Gibson will lock their bedroom door at night and leave Sol (woken up by a bad nightmare, afraid of monsters in the dark coming to eat him) howling and crying alone in the hallway all night. Heather would you PLEASE come rescue the poor little thing!!! (and also buy him a nightlight!)

Johnny bbyving doesn't even have his own bed. He is cuddled up with mama every night. <3 Hodgmommy always makes a big deal out of checking under the bed and in the closets for monsters and reminding Johnny that nothing is ever going to hurt him as long as she's around. A nightly ritual followed by bedtime prayers and goodnight kisses. She actually has more frequent nightmares than he does and usually ends up clinging to him at night more than the other way around tbh but it's all right. He likes being swaddled. And he loves his mamma. <3

Sorry all my asks to this blog end up being novels omfg I just get so excited about your wonderful little ones they're all so CUTE and I LOVE THEM

These are all so good TT__TT

Morfin/Collins/Goodsir cuddle pile so important to meeeee 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖

Also I love Peglar being a bedtime menace, that's so funny-

SOL NOOOOO!!! BABY BOY!!! MEAN TO HIMM ;_; On the other hand I think him and Heather would sleep in the same bed, so when he has a nightmare while at Heather's, help is right beside him🥰 What would be really messed up though is if he thought he was at Heathers and began searching for him... when was actually at Gibson's. So he'd get really scared about where Heather went and make it worse and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I ACCIDENTALLY MADE MYSELF SAD, SHIT

Of COURSE Johnny sleeps with mama <3333 Now I'm thinking what'd happen if George ever woke Johnny up with one of those nightmares. He'd probably get a bit scared for mama, but try to be sooo supportive because he knows how scary nightmares are.

"Mama..?"

"It's alright, love," *sniff* "Mommy just had a bad dream."

"....... Cuddles?"

"Yes, cuddles will help. Thank you. (T w T) You're such a good baby..."

And Neddie... Poor Neddie... but i think... if he has a really bad nightmare... Francis can sleep on the couch 😇😇

(also it's totally alright, I breathe these actually)

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Please may we see the emotionally stunted Jopson taking it out on Nedward 0w0

for you 🙏 because your ask single-handedly made me finish it

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sorry i wasn't online all day, I was um... doing things.....

The things in question:

I'll get to answering messages and such soon, I prommy. In the meantime say hi to Lydia Crozier x3c Design choices were certainly made. *wink* This is a bit before Ned was born, so let's say... like 1810?

I should be drawing Cold boy sketches and instead im doing this. *sigh* But! At least now you know what she looks like in my head... And yes, she is a tawl lady. Basically the same height as Francis.

References under cut.

Yes I spent all day looking at 1800s evening wear. I know absolutely nothing about fashion, so I just picked a dress that was mildly periodically accurate (10 years off i kNOOW, i know. don't look at me. i just wanted to dress her SOME way)

link to source and the image itself:

For Francis I sort of did whatever, but the 1803 in this image was my general inspo. I just liked it. I didn't strictly adhere to it. Here's a link.

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Im sick of studying. Here's some blorbo incest.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62082298

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Edward making sure Tom practices handwriting (Tom thinks it's really stupid and would rather do chores)

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Haha, what if Crozier used to brush hair out of little Tommy's forehead but stopped eventually because it felt weird doing it to a teen/young man but Tom soo so wanted him to keep doing it bc it felt really nice. so when he brushes hair from his own face it's not only practical but also a subconscious way to recreate the comfort of childhood when Francis was way more gentle and physical and loving-

*gets pushed into a raging volcano*

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Insomnia is such a bitch... anyway when post-rescue Nedward can't sleep he crawls into Tom's bed and it usually helps. That or they lie there awake together, talking. Or,, you know [REDACTED]

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Crozcest so chronically on the brain i need to be put down

One thing that would be SO fun is JFJ learning that Tom and Ned are a thing first and that they're siblings second, after a while.

Like one day he's on a visit to Terror and spots them making out in Tom's cabin. He doesn't tell anyone, but he'd keep it tucked somewhere in his brain, thinking about it from time to time, but not overthinking. More like "damn that was kinda hot".

And then some time in the future, maybe around carnival preparations, he learns either from them or the delirious Crozier himself, that they're very much brothers. And suddenly it's even hotter. And he can't stop thinking about it. And maybe he'd like to join.

THEN add Francis into the mix, which breaks Fitzjames completely, absolutely uncontainable horny by that point like "do yall maybe possibly need a fourth? 👀"

I should shut up-

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Ned would be one of those kids who are absolutely enamored with their baby sibling. Not only when they're a baby but also further on.. the love doesn't stop or start, it just changes over time. Now I'm wondering though how it all might have looked if Tom was the older one....

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Fun fact that i just made up: when Edward was younger and didn't have muttonchops yet, people would mistake him for Thomas sometimes.

They would also tell Thomas he looks a lot like Edward when he was younger. He acts like it bothers him, but it really doesn't, because he thinks Edward is handsome

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Been a long time since my last Crozcest post, so here's a bit of what I wrote for the next chapter

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waking up to this is what i think it feels like to enter heaven

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Some Nedward spanking for the soul <333

Corporal punishment with a truckload of angst (except the characters don't think so, they're all fucking clueless and terrible, I'm shaking them by their imaginary shoulders)

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hey have you read my this

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I feel like I'm making Francis too evil in the crozcest au but he's not all like that. There's a lot of internal conflict that I just haven't written yet because I'm too focused on Tom and Ned :( That and he's also drunk like 90% of the time.

I don't want you to hate him :'((( he's redeemable i swear :((( Leave him in the oven for a while more he'll make progress eventually :((( he's an old man, he needs a while :c