#crowlog

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Uhh hi. First time posting. I’m supposed to share what happens to me or how I feel? I think? Um I saw a post about someone talking about being me and it made me feel nauseous. 😖

[Goro] Hi ❤️ I’m showing Hunter how to use Tumblr isn’t he cute and funny. Look at his little emoji I love it 😊😊 everyone say hi to him right NOW!!!!

[thenatureofrefuge]

#thenatureofrefuge wake up! caws the big ole raven - its today! #today #feelit #crowlogic #headon #sanctuary #refuge #newmexico #women #stories #travel #thankyou (at Santa Fe, New Mexico)

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[Lio] current new guy situation

Goro is using him as a perch. I think this is a good thing

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[Lio] Man I should have KNOWN we were sick, Goro always fucks off when we get sick and I was concerned bc he was weirdly unreachable this past day and a half. This is the first time since he got back from his big sleep that we’ve been sick so I forgot that he does that

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Me: Goro please I know it’s hard but can you please just step out of front so that the new people can get their bearings please 🥺

Goro: no if I leave front I’ll DIE FOREVER

Me: You won’t!! You know you won’t!!!

Goro: I WILL I will die FOREVER AND EVER

Me: You will not!!!! You don’t even have to stop being in cofront you can let them front while you’re there

Goro: NO they will be POISONED by my cursed nature. They will literally become evil they will be traumatized INSTANTLY. They will go INSANE

Me:

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[Lio] Haven’t has many system updates to post here mainly bc most of our fronting/switching activity has been Goro and he has his own blog and he’s been the most active other than me. BUT. We are Yet Again experiencing the frustrating sensation of ‘is there a guy?’

We saw a fanart and felt the ‘pulling’ sensation. Which we’ve felt for a long time now in this instance but it slowed down for a bit as we got busy at work and stuff. (And Goro hasn’t wanted to back away from front enough to examine something like that, which I can’t blame him for because he’s a bit paranoid about losing himself now.) But it’s still strong as ever...

I am curious if this person might exist already and might just be stuck behind Minerva’s ward. I have no idea what constitutes us “being able to handle it” enough that she’d let someone through. (I have a feeling she may also not be fully cognizant of what affects her behavior in that matter either.)

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[Lio] Me: -playing p5r-

Goro behind me: -has gay thoughts. Has gay thoughts. Has extremely gay thoughts-

Me: I’m trying to game here!!!!!!!

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[Crow] Hiiii follow me on @redcorvid hiiiiii follow my tumblr call me sexy hiii I'm beautiful and amazing and you all should love me. Hi hello hi

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Some fockin guys (source)

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[Lio] System momence from today

-we went to a bar where women eat for free, the gimmick is that if you’re a woman who goes there you have to talk to any men who come while you’re there (who are paying for the food). We.. well we don’t really pass as a woman at all anymore even trying to, but the staff let us in and let us eat off the free menu probably because we were a weird androgynous foreigner who came in with two clearly fem-presenting people. But Meis was enjoying it she really liked the concept and even though I was just like “fuck yeah I’ll do anything for free food” she was like “we should come back here when we have a better outfit.... I want to come back”

-went to a different bar and Goro got annoyed very quickly at people trying to teach him how to play pool

-Josh was hanging out in cofront the whole time on account of the booze

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[Goro] Thank you for the birthday wishes! 🥰 I ate a chocolate roll and laid in bed today.

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[Goro] Hunter is my best friend I decided right NOW!!!!!! 😊💥💥💥💯💯💯

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Me coming home from class:

-experiencing distress-

-being confused why I’m distressed about stuff that’s literally fine-

-focuses on the emotion and realizes it’s shaped like my beautiful son- YOU.

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Saw the hunger games system ed. post, Sparrow (she/her) said "Bet Goro is going to die in round 1 and I said "Nooo...give him until round 3."

Glad to see I was right /v lh

- Akira (he/him) (let me know if it's all right to interact with you, if you'd rather not interact I understand. /Gen)

[Goro] Hahaha, I appreciate the faith in me surviving past the first round <3

And you’re free to message me anytime, I have no problem with it. I’m always happy to hear from others, so I would be glad to interact with you if you like. 🥰

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Goro desperate for attention: (having a bad mental health moment for many weeks)

-I post his fursona on FA-

Goro: oh hold on (getting serotonin from horny furries wanting him) hold on this is something

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[Lio] told my coworker I might try wearing indoor gloves bc my hands get cold (technically not a lie, but moreso because Goro wants to wear them) and she immediately went “like a serial killer!?!?” and we were just stunned for a moment and Goro felt like he’d been slapped and immediately got away from front so. That was something today