#hunterlog

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Trying to make a fursona is so. Pulls all my hair out. Throws the art computer into the ocean

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[H] Just me here but I am here uh.. hey :)

reblog this if you are or have a Hunter fictive I'm curious to see how many are active on tumblr

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[Lio] Hunter has been staring at this website for like an hour trying to think of a name for his first attempt at a fursona so he can run around in a video game but hes struggling to come up with a name so hes like (crying cat image.png)

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Uhh hi. First time posting. I’m supposed to share what happens to me or how I feel? I think? Um I saw a post about someone talking about being me and it made me feel nauseous. 😖

[Goro] Hi ❤️ I’m showing Hunter how to use Tumblr isn’t he cute and funny. Look at his little emoji I love it 😊😊 everyone say hi to him right NOW!!!!

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[Lio] current new guy situation

Goro is using him as a perch. I think this is a good thing

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[H] Look at this. I got birds in this :)

It’s from this. https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1433548

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[Lio] System journal entry of tha day. Hunter partially fronted to build a house in Minecraft and then I asked him what his feelings on hot dogs are (they were in this Minecraft pack) and he pulled up the body memory for hotdogs and then made a face like 😖 so I think the answer on that one is no

[H] The texture... it’s like sand. And the outside is squeaky clay. And meat slime inside. EUGH!!! BLEGH I don’t wanna think about it!!!

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😖

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Hunter, seeing someone’s blog describing their feelings about being a fictive of the same source character: Hmm.. I kind of want to read this and see how they feel...

-gets 2 words in- I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this (panicked)

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Food is bad and should go to the shadow realm. How are any of you eating this stuff this is crazy

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[Lio] Hunter observations thus far

-He does not really know where he comes from exactly source-timeline wise because he partially remembers the post-canon and appears to be 18, but also doesn’t remember it very much and his eyes are still purple/pink/whatever the hell color that is. He’s covered in a lot of scars. He does not remember a lot after going back through the portal, it’s incredibly blurry, but he also feels like it happened a good while ago and maybe was worse than expected

-Oh my god he has fucking anxiety. It’s a more quiet and self contained kind than some of the others in our system which to be fair is not hard compared to like, Goro, or Koha, or me

-Has no appetite at all whatsoever which is extremely jarring bc the body generally has a large appetite due to HRT. He’s not food repulsed or restrictive (we think) but he just has no interest in it at all

-He does however hate the sound of other people eating a lot

-Hates being shirtless/pantsless even in a completely alone in his own house situation, at minimum he is wearing pajamas with full length pants. He does not like shorts. T-shirt sleeves are ok though

-He doesn’t mind, or maybe even likes, humidity, which is extremely weird to most of us who don’t generally care for it

-He does not have blood idk if this is source-canon but in here he just doesn’t have any. He’s also a little bit corpse-y I’m not going to lie

-He’s more understanding of ‘needing to go to work to make money’ than certain other people (Goro.) (affectionate)

-Struggling to find the in between of ‘blurry numb mess’ and ‘about to throw up in real actual life from witnessing the Brain Terrors’

-He and Goro are getting along

-Idk if I posted this but this is his vibes rn

Hashtag pajamas.

-He wants to maybe talk to people about his situation/his source stuff/existing as a headmate because he’s concerned about it but he’s not sure how to do that. Maybe discord servers or something

-I really assumed while he was forming that I was going to instantly be his dad like I did with Goro but he’s doing ok on his own I guess. The vibes are like. Random college freshman who is camping in an area I visit a lot. Still kind of son vibes though tbh

-The location headspace made for him is really just like a random shack in the woods which is funny to me

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[Lio] Hunter apparently doesn’t enjoy being at all unclothed (fair, everyone has their levels of chill even in their own house) but alas I cannot abide his request for a sleep shirt bc we rotate while unconscious and will choke ourselves if we have any clothing near our neck at night. Sorry dude. I don’t like the tits either

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[Lio] Ok. Incident report

-Finished Thing TM. I knew something was up as we went into it instantly because the vibe was INSTANTLY feeling like I was remembering something rather than watching it for the first time.

-We were fine for a while? 40ish minutes?? We were on VC with our ex (took a chance. They were fine. They were providing the media) and they were showing us cat pictures and then small talking

-I could feel the blurry starting and it rapidly got stronger until I was taking like 10 seconds to verbally reply to most things. Ex asked my opinion on a Taco Bell menu item and I (“I”) very suddenly did not know what the fuck that was. They mentioned the new FOB album and asked if I had listened to it and “I” was like “uhh I don’t know.” (I absolutely have.) They recognized what was happening bc they also are a system and also dated us for more than half a decade so they asked if I was Lio and (new guy) was like “I don’t know” so they told us to go lie down

-Meanwhile: I had been messaging a friend (if u read this hiii) and around the Taco Bell question I suddenly felt like I was occupying the same headspace space as someone else. (new guy) who was the reason for this panicked fairly hard and shoved me away and ended up fronting on his own and then talking to our friend who helped him not freak out so bad (thank u homies you’re the best mwah) and eventually he got really tired and (thanks to our friend) less nervous of me and I managed to get back in front

-Despite this going far more smoothly than many other splits/formations it still made our head hurt real bad and our body super tired. Was this lessened or worsened by the fact that this guy definitely has been forming (or the brain threatening to) for literal months if not a year? Idk.

???/10 my review of this experience is summed up as thus:

Anyways we are fucking tired good Night!!!!

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Hunter, suddenly close to front after he was not around for a few days: what the fuck? Where was I. How does this work. What the fuck??

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[h] Seeing fanart of me is like. Cool? But it also feels kind of like someone is just. Sharing my baby photos on the internet. Like. That’s me but a few years ago why do you guys have images of this.