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Trying to make a fursona is so. Pulls all my hair out. Throws the art computer into the ocean

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[H] Just me here but I am here uh.. hey :)

reblog this if you are or have a Hunter fictive I'm curious to see how many are active on tumblr

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Repost from @sweetrose1967 using @RepostRegramApp - #Repost @_theveganviking_ with @get_repost ・・・ "all you vegans are directly responsible for murdering animals because us loving & caring conservationists have to control populations so you can eat crops"..."stop judging my unecessary, violent actions! I only hunt because I have to support my family. That's why I spend thousands of dollars in gear, tags, camps and beer every year". -mind of a psychopath #veganhumor #hunterlogic #muskoka #hunting #fishing = #exploitation #hunting #picoftheday

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Repost By protectwildanimals: Repost from @a_lallie_new The stupidity of humans and hunting summed up in one video. This woman works in Oklahoma's Wildlife Department and teaches her kids to 'respect all animals' by... KILLING THEM! #HunterLogic 🙄 . _ I do agree that kids shouldn't spend all of their time using technology. iPhones and iPads weren't around when I was a kid so thankfully I also spent my childhood playing outdoors but not by killing animals. KILLING is not a hobby or rather it's the hobby of a psychopath! . _ I feel sorry for children who naturally love animals but get conditioned by their parents to commit acts that go against their very nature. Both children and animals are victims of this trigger-happy hunting culture as children lose their innocence while animals lose their lives! 💔 _ Caption @a_lallie_new Video #Repost @dp4k.m (via #EasyRepost @AppKottage) ST⛔️P #hunting #huntingisnotasport #animals #wildlife

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[Lio] Hunter has been staring at this website for like an hour trying to think of a name for his first attempt at a fursona so he can run around in a video game but hes struggling to come up with a name so hes like (crying cat image.png)

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Uhh hi. First time posting. I’m supposed to share what happens to me or how I feel? I think? Um I saw a post about someone talking about being me and it made me feel nauseous. 😖

[Goro] Hi ❤️ I’m showing Hunter how to use Tumblr isn’t he cute and funny. Look at his little emoji I love it 😊😊 everyone say hi to him right NOW!!!!

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[Lio] current new guy situation

Goro is using him as a perch. I think this is a good thing

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[H] Look at this. I got birds in this :)

It’s from this. https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1433548

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[Lio] System journal entry of tha day. Hunter partially fronted to build a house in Minecraft and then I asked him what his feelings on hot dogs are (they were in this Minecraft pack) and he pulled up the body memory for hotdogs and then made a face like 😖 so I think the answer on that one is no

[H] The texture... it’s like sand. And the outside is squeaky clay. And meat slime inside. EUGH!!! BLEGH I don’t wanna think about it!!!

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😖

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Hunter, seeing someone’s blog describing their feelings about being a fictive of the same source character: Hmm.. I kind of want to read this and see how they feel...

-gets 2 words in- I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this I don’t want to read this (panicked)

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Food is bad and should go to the shadow realm. How are any of you eating this stuff this is crazy

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[Lio] Hunter observations thus far

-He does not really know where he comes from exactly source-timeline wise because he partially remembers the post-canon and appears to be 18, but also doesn’t remember it very much and his eyes are still purple/pink/whatever the hell color that is. He’s covered in a lot of scars. He does not remember a lot after going back through the portal, it’s incredibly blurry, but he also feels like it happened a good while ago and maybe was worse than expected

-Oh my god he has fucking anxiety. It’s a more quiet and self contained kind than some of the others in our system which to be fair is not hard compared to like, Goro, or Koha, or me

-Has no appetite at all whatsoever which is extremely jarring bc the body generally has a large appetite due to HRT. He’s not food repulsed or restrictive (we think) but he just has no interest in it at all

-He does however hate the sound of other people eating a lot

-Hates being shirtless/pantsless even in a completely alone in his own house situation, at minimum he is wearing pajamas with full length pants. He does not like shorts. T-shirt sleeves are ok though

-He doesn’t mind, or maybe even likes, humidity, which is extremely weird to most of us who don’t generally care for it

-He does not have blood idk if this is source-canon but in here he just doesn’t have any. He’s also a little bit corpse-y I’m not going to lie

-He’s more understanding of ‘needing to go to work to make money’ than certain other people (Goro.) (affectionate)

-Struggling to find the in between of ‘blurry numb mess’ and ‘about to throw up in real actual life from witnessing the Brain Terrors’

-He and Goro are getting along

-Idk if I posted this but this is his vibes rn

Hashtag pajamas.

-He wants to maybe talk to people about his situation/his source stuff/existing as a headmate because he’s concerned about it but he’s not sure how to do that. Maybe discord servers or something

-I really assumed while he was forming that I was going to instantly be his dad like I did with Goro but he’s doing ok on his own I guess. The vibes are like. Random college freshman who is camping in an area I visit a lot. Still kind of son vibes though tbh

-The location headspace made for him is really just like a random shack in the woods which is funny to me

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[Lio] Hunter apparently doesn’t enjoy being at all unclothed (fair, everyone has their levels of chill even in their own house) but alas I cannot abide his request for a sleep shirt bc we rotate while unconscious and will choke ourselves if we have any clothing near our neck at night. Sorry dude. I don’t like the tits either

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[Lio] Hunter last night was like “Damn :/ I feel so numb :/ I wish I had The Horrors because at least I would feel something” but then today at work we managed to have a compartmentalized TM moment where I was just peacefully editing a video while he was Experiencing The Horrors so bad it was leaking into the body itself and making us nauseous. I don’t know what the fuck was going on with said Horrors because it was like a mix of Source trauma and random bits of other extraneous trauma that was partly random collective memories of ours and random like.. fragment traumas that we don’t usually ever look at or experience.

Having checked in w him I don’t think they’re all actually his (as in I don’t think he’s absorbing random/fragmentary stuff, necessarily) but he was certainly just like Witnessing. I guess the brain went “oh the other troubled freaks in here have developed a resistance to the cloud of Fuck but YOU are NEW and so freshly damaged so this is open season” and I was in a masking fugue so I could really only watch and it was one of those moments when someone experiences The Horrors and it just bars everyone else from interacting with them other than watching and going 😬

We are somehow Okay now (“somehow” it’s the numbness catching back up and we are managing to blur a bit of okayness on top of it) but that was like. Yeah