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lotus-pear · 22 days ago

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ace detective more like ace DEFECTIVE

#I HATE THIS BITCH SM HES GENUINELY SO FUN TO DRAW FOR NO REASON 😭😭😭😭#bro idk if the first one makes sense to anyone else. 😔 get it cause like akechi is in the siu so he techincally works for the government 😔#i finished shido's palace again and cried like a bitch because of him so im back to drawing persona again im so sorry everyone #my brother deleted persona from the steamdeck i play on and idk how to redownload it so i cant touch the game until christmas now 🫶🏼#i drew a lot over break actually i've just been going back and coloring a few of the sketches i did #idk how ppl draw everyday aren't u exhausted 😭#anyway hope faggotron 6000 dies in the royal version too i can't stand him #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #goro akechi #akechi goro #UHHHH ren is here so i'll tag him #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #lotus draws #goodnight everyone im so tired #i need winter break to come faster.........

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ganondoodle · 8 months ago

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master koga propaganda

#ganondoodles #zelda #art #master kohga #super rough doodle and im very tired but #when i see koga i need to draw him #i didnt remember his tatoos.... gonna fix his new outfit for the rewrite #time for sleep now though #(why is in that poll killing him still winning- wtf did he ever do to you but bring joy into your life *cries)

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shadow0-1 · 1 year ago

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[SHADOW SIEGE]

→ OPERATION: ROGUE ARSENAL → COMMANDER: PHILLIP GRAVES → CALLSIGN: SHADOW 0-1

"If you wanna get shit done, he's the man you want in charge."

#call of duty #modern warfare #call of duty modern warfare #MWII #CoD MWII #Phillip Graves #Philip Graves #Shadow Company #Hi so I cried ❤#I had a mild meltdown and now I'm crashing SKDJBGjk #im insane. asylum. insannneeee. I'm crayyyayyzayy #him checking on his shadowwwwwwwwwwwws #Anyway. peep that massive watermark :)#pleaaassee god im tired #I do NOT wanna see my gifs on dub/nonc*n/hatefucking/preg/piss k*ink #WHATEVER

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aromanticannibal · 1 year ago

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btw talking about character reactions to bkg dying (i wrote the deku post several hours ago but shh) Aizawa :

The absolute disbelief on his face. And then the widening eyes. Horikoshi really had fun with that close up like my mans was really like nuh uh you are not ignoring Aizawa. The eyebrows? The wrinkles? The absolute panic and despair in this man's eyes? When he sees his student (one of the most promising and one of the best and one of the most reckless) dead on the floor?

And then the anger? The handhold, the grip on that other student that very much should not be here, that should be safe and not in the middle of a warzone with him, the panic and the sweat and the clenched jaw? I'm still and forever going insane

#something to be said of monoma and manual too #monoma who's angry and crying (not just because of Manual's quirk anymore; there's tears dripping down his cheeks)#Monoma who fucking hates Bakugou's guts but who knows he doesn't deserve to die and who knows that means very concretely that /he/ could di #that they could /all/ die #but he still helps because only him can help and he has to help because he's a hero and he can't just back down now #(something something about the burden of a very useful quirk that can't be absent from fights going from Aizawa to Monoma)#and Manual who looks so tired and stressed out and who's glancing at Monoma like. Fuck. he's a kid. he's a kid. he's a kid #cries shakes #the monoma aizawa manual trio in this part of the war is like. im dying #anyways #mha #bnha #aizawa shouta #bakugou katsuki #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #sorry for the heavy mha posting everyone the hyperfixation is hyperfixating #mad mha ramblings//

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cygniavenue · 1 month ago

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Could you draw bird!Sthe and Dio🥺?

technically i unbirded him for this one but is this anything.....

#omg sorry this took so long hi #ive had this particular req in the back of my mind for a while #and then i had to cover a bunch of extra appointments at work so i haven't had time to doodle. cries #i hope u don't mind some color i was getting a lil tired of the gray...#and yes sthe is nakey #diomedes #sthenelus #diosthe #birdie au #<- ??? wtv im making a tag for it now #tagamemnon #asks #my art

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girlcaelius · 24 days ago

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4 am cat doing. Zoomies. ominous paper rustling. i turn on the light. she is sitting on my open copy of the aeneid scrabbling at it with her stupid baby paws. i kick her out of my room n go back to bed. five minutes later she is Back wailing and scratching outside my door so i let her in to. guess whgat. try and read the fucking aeneid again

#wish i was joking she made a beeline for the book n then cried and tried to hide in my schoolbag when i took it away.i am so tired #shes wailing downstairs now iii dont want to get up again but im mildly worried shes like. injured. strange behaviour.#strange feline though tbf #this ws supposed to be my sleep schedule sorting night but now im awake anxious and on tumblr. CRINGE #kitcero

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copia · 29 days ago

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SLEEP . TOKEN 😭😭‼️‼️‼️🎉🎉🎉

#ONCE AGAIN IM SOOO #KWNWISHSIHDYDIEJDIEJEOHEIEHEKHEIHEBEJ #UNREAL #couldnt post stupid posts last night because i can't remember the last time i was so tired #was a long day and much more chaotic than amsterdam #got to get a bus now #then i can relax and maybe cry #cried for atlantic this time #he got me #it was worth every single second of being cold and tired and deep in financial regret #met some lovely people #i have so many bracelets #and an art print !!!!!!!#i was the first at the gate but not the first in the queue (long story) so was number 6 #and to see it expand from being there completely alone #to our little queue gang #to a mini sleep token convention #then to the whole 23000 capacity of the arena #was a wild experience #doors were a mess and the crowd was. questionable #i hope everyone is okay #😬😬😬#not that i saw much happening #just the people leaving past the barricade #anyway #ramble over got to get my bus now #what a band holy shit #26/11/24

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alchemania · 1 year ago

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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.

Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!

It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.

#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand.#i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed.#so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING.#she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone.#and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do #she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself #her worth isn't decided by her power yk??#i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be #or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!!#i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone.#anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug #and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better #4.2 spoilers #genshin impact #furina

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pilonciillo · 5 days ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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magniloquent-raven · 8 months ago

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yall mfers need to stop

#gay characters written with a straight audience in mind are a thing im not denying that #like 95% of one-off queer storylines in the early 2000s were just #''hello i am a gay. i have just enough personality to pass as human in the eyes of the audience.#now let me explain why you should treat me like a person''#but my god have people taken this phrase and run all the way into hell with it #if i see one more person saying heartstopper is for straight people im gonna start biting throats out #it was created by a queer person first of all #and second of all they did not write an entire subplot about there being no age limit on discovering who you are #for STRAIGHT PEOPLE #that wasn't for them!! it was for all the people in their 30s who watched the first season #and cried their eyes out because they were seeing all the things they never got to have #im so tired yall #i stg any queer media that's even remotely lighthearted or optimistic #is immediately called ''sanitized'' or rejected as some fantasy aimed at straight ppl who dont want to deal with harsh realities #when that just isnt fair at all #also side note the post i saw that prompted me to make this also put ''pretty much all queer media made in asia'' on the list #of queer media for straights #which. feels racist.#i really dont have much of a frame of reference for queer anime/kdramas/cdramas etc. but the generalization feels sketchy #idk man i feel like there's a certain segment of the community who will just say anything they dont like is not For Us #like just because it isn't for YOU doesnt meant no one in the community can relate to/enjoy it ffs

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itz-pandora · 2 months ago

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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"

#quote from MLP:FIW #sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day #sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids #my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit #step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER #<- like grades n shit #also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement #step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail #also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth #i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad #also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse #i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this #not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself #also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family #also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her #sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic #she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying #i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy #<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS #my sisters and i feel like shit #i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys #i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had #Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball��#sorry for the personal post

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transmogrified-in-the-void · 6 months ago

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Very happy I'm going back to therapy next week

#im so fucking tired of this bullshit #i cried for myself abt all the pain and abuse i went through today on the drive home and i realized that i keep trying to pretend like ive #healed but i havent and im still very wounded from the whole experience #his family apologizing didnt help that aspect of the complicated feelings at all #like ill never ger an actual apology from him. never #and BECAUSE OF HIM im fucking terrified to emotionally open up to people in the way i desperately need to bc of how much i was gaslit and #fucking manipulated and emotionally tormented and blamed for it. i want to be able to actually process my heavy emotions and talk it through #with someone so i dont have to go through it all alone #and im scared. im terrified of it #i have been irreversibly scared and it hurts #i keep pretending like my abuse is something ive healed from and even now i doubt if it actually ever was #and i fight every fucking day bc the evidence is comically present everywhere #im #im just tired #i want to cry and be held afterwards #havent i at least earned that much?#cant i please just be held?

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triona-tribblescore · 1 year ago

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Hello, trionaaa

I decided to make you cry :3

*clears throat*

Triona, my mutual. I love your art and animation. Your art inspired me to draw and your animations are so beautiful and pretty that it makes me want to try making animations. I thought I was dreaming the time you followed me back on my first account. I love your humor as well, your so fun to talk with. I always get smile everytime your online, your just so incredible, I just wish I can hug you!!

I love you so much, Triona!!! /p

DIONAAAAAA IM SOBBING- STOP OMG-WHY ARE YOU SO SWEET :'((( <3333 Audibly SOBBED when I read this, oh my god. Thank you for all the absolutely beautiful words it made my whole day. Hugging you so much virtually I promise, I can't wait to see where all your art and wonderful oc's will go :') and your animations if you do end up making any!!!! I bet they will be so so amazing

sending luv your way <333

#Wish I could have drawn you a proper response instead of using an old on but im just so tired right now #I was having such a bad/sad day #but this made it a milllion times better #im so glad were moots diona :') ty for all the lovely messages and fun you send!!#and the art!!! cries!!!#going on the fridge with the others TwT its so amazing tysm <3 #hope you are doing so so well #hugs forever for you <3 #asks #fav #tribbletalks #moots

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lucyvaleheart · 7 months ago

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#whew. this sucks #i.... hhh #well. im... sad.#and scared. and painful. and lonely.#just really running the whole gambit of shit right now.#and fuck I'm just so tired.#so so so so so tired.#everything keeps happening. Just. Over and over and over and over #i cannot get a break #i don't feel like I've truly rested in months #im out of my program now. and....#......i dunno. maybe my memory just fucking sucks. but i feel like im worse #i feel like i didn't even go.#three weeks of memory. down the drain.#like it didn't exist.#i cried a lot. I know that. Breakdowns constantly.#it's all gone though. I don't remember it #........gods you have no clue how.....petrifying that is.#........am i even alive?#Did i kill myself weeks ago and i just don't know it yet?#i feel so alone #im so tired.#....I'm so tired......#.............please let me rest...... im so so tired........#........when can i stop...?

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kindred-spirit-93 · 5 months ago

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listening to john lennon's beautiful boy in bed (as one does) and cant help but imagine luc singing this to a baby theo, vowing to protect him from the evils of the world and promising him a better life if it costs him his own.

"the monster's gone, he's on the run, and your daddy's here."

had the idea while humming suit and tie and thinking of altis lol. for luc i honestly first thought of that one suicide squad song, the torture one, but domestic fluff with his baby boi won my heart.

if you arent already crying, i also came up with a bonding moment of sorts between father and son where they go to the aquarium together, and as theo is enamoured by the fishies and basks in the vastness and freedom and beauty of it all, luc takes a second to acknowledge how much his little dove has grown before his eyes and how the years have passed.

"out on the ocean, sailing away..I can hardly wait, to see you come of age.. but i guess we'll both just have to be patient"

Its a rare moment of peace for him. his brain is screaming at him to spiral down his usual route when it comes to his baby and his safety, but just this once he chooses to ignore everything. Switch his mind off and enjoy the moment.

Theo was now on tippy toes trying to touch whatever unfortunate creature hed fixed his eyes on, and luc cant help but let out a chuckle.

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Bonus angst: as luc lies in a pool of his own blood, cold and numb, quite aware of where this was headed, he tunes into reality one last time to try to comfort his crying son. His beautiful boy.

Theo's tears hurt him more than his gaping wounds, and truth be told there was little to do or say to make any of this better. He was slipping in and out of conscious now..

Luc registers words being mumbled between sobs, he can barely make them out. Straining his ears, he listens with what life he still has in him.

"... before you go to sleep. Say a little prayer. Everyday, in every way, its getting better and better"

*cut to montage of lucs life. yk the reliving ur life before u die one*

"...take my hand. Life is what happens to you while youre busy making other plans."

He closes his eyes. Like father like son, he smiles to himself before his grip gradually loosens.

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thank u for coming to my ted theo talk. goodnight.

for @sunshines-child ^-^

#writing from my phone so if anythings off ill fix it later #its also 2am and i can barely see straight let alone think straight lol #song headcanons #not my ocs tho #for added angst content theo sings: beautiful beautiful boy darling darling (lucs birth name)#which ofc is a surprise in and of itself #except all he hears is his mothers voice #and for the first time in over a decade he cries #I hurt and now everyone else will lol #Luc corson #Theo corson #late night shitposting #im so tired

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ehszter · 1 year ago

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just what i needed thank you

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