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crossover of the century being a former rt/ah fan and having gavin’s question of a million dollars but you get chased by a snail that’ll kill you if it touches you inspire grian to the point of having a wild card in the new life series literally be the snail that chases you
#wild life spoilers#life series spoilers#wild life#life series#trafficblr#grian#gavin free#rt#achievement hunter#roosterteeth#crazy to be using those tags again#the snail that chases shall live forever!#it’s funny that it’s such a thing now some people don’t even know the origin#my two worlds colliding fr#mumbo calling it an existential question too was literally just !!!#that was gavin doing a dumb !!!! and look where we are !!!!
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Every day I get closer to making an unhinged behemoth of a post listing all of the things about Kaeya and his possible connections to mythology & stuff that I notice but NOBODY ELSE SEEMS TO BRING UP IN THEIR THEORIES
(edit: OMG I reached the tag limit I'm so sorry)
#genshin impact#kaeya alberich#kaeya#kaeya theory#genshin impact theory#the unhinged behemoth of a post would also include all the reasons I DON'T think Kaeya is up to anything nefarious#if I see 1 more “kaeya will betray us” or “kaeya is allied with the abyss” theory ISTG I'm gonna break something#also WHY. WHY IS NOBODY AND I MEAN NOBODY MENTIONING THE POSSIBILITY THAT#EVEN IF KAEYA IS WORKING “WITH” THE ABYSS ORDER#IT'S AS A DOUBLE AGENT?!?!!?#LIKE HE'S GETTING INTEL FROM THEM FOR THE PURPOSE OF FEEDING IT TO THE KNIGHTS OR TO DILUC OR SOMETHING#AND HE'S ALSO STABBING THE ABYSS ORDER IN THE BACK#IT'S A SNEAKY TACTIC THAT'S NOT EXACTLY HONOURABLE AND PUTS HIM VERY MUCH IN HARM'S WAY BUT IT'S FOR THE SAKE OF KEEPING PEOPLE SAFE#HOW IS THAT NOT THE MOST KAEYA THING EVER?!?!?#WHY AM I SEEMINGLY THE ONLY ONE THINKING ABOUT THIS?!?!?!#I FEEL LIKE I'M TAKING CRAZY PILLS#also why is no one bringing up Kaeya's possible connections to king Arthur???#I mean HELLO?! secret possible royal lineage raised as a ward/foster child/adopted child of a noble family alongside an older brother?!!#and why aren't more people talking about Kaeya's connections to Lord Krishna???#again spirited away from his actual family to be raised in another family alongside an older brother figure who has less chill than him???#not to mention peacock feather imagery and being pitted against an evil uncle#if you believe that Clothar is Kaeya's uncle rather than a direct ancestor#there is so much more I could bring up and I'm not even an expert in any of this nor am I the best at research#but I should probably save those for an actual post#plus I don't want to flood these tags more than I have#I have so so so many things to say about Kaeya#he lives in my heart rent free he makes me feel and think so much he is truly the most beloved of all my beloveds#truly the blorbo of all time for me#if even 1 person expresses interest in all my theory-esque thoughts on Kaeya I will have won at life#this is an invitation guys please ask me to talk more about kaeya
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tiktokers be like “I am going to create the most beautiful, relaxing, aesthetically pleasing video ever, with gorgeous lighting, and deeply satisfying content”. …….. “and then I’m going to cut the video fifty thousand times in thirty seconds-”
#chatting tag#WHY. WHY. PLEASE.#I swear like every gifset I ever see that comes from tiktok is like the most gorgeous shit I’ve ever seen in my life#(specifically those videos of food that have really sunny lighting. OUGH that’s my SHIT)#but then EVERY TIME there’s like 5 cuts in every single individual gif. and it drives me crazy#don’t get me wrong they are good gifsets and it is not the gif makers fault. and obviously I know why the tiktok makers do that#bc there’s such a short time limit on the videos and they want to keep their attention and what not#but I swear to god they will make cuts that are SO FUCKING UNNECESSARY like just cutting literal milliseconds out of a satisfying shot.#which makes it no longer as satisfying. why. why do you do this to me.#listen I just have this secret rule that I never use gifs that have any cuts in them at all in my boards#unless they’re like really really nice. but even then like only two cuts max or I go crazy. I don’t like how weird and choppy it looks!!!!#so then like all of the prettiest gifs ever. I can’t use. BC THERES SO MANY GIDDAMN CUTS#like there’s so many videos I’d want to make gifs of but you can’t even get like a millisecond long gif out of it without including cuts 😭😭#ugh. anyways. that was my unnecessarily petty and extensive rant that I’ve just been holding in for a while. sorry.#also sorry but the other thing that bothers me is that stupid logo taking up half the gif.#one of my othe hyper specific secret rules is that I cannot use any gif that has a visible logo or watermark on it bc it drives me nuts#and like. not to rag on gif makers. bc gif makers are the most wondrous thing in the entire world and everything they do is great.#but I DO know a REALLLYYY easy way to download TikTok’s without the watermark it’s so simple it would take like two seconds. please. for me#just look up tiktok video downloader there’s like four good functional websites immediately. it’s so easy#let’s all start doing this pls we could make the most perfect gifsets ever without that ugly ass logo#(again not mad at gifmakers. I love u gifmakers. muah.)
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freminet. u agree.
istg genshin has me in a chokehold and im here for it. got him recently for the event and now i luv him very much
#still havent done furina's archon quest so i dunno much abt him and his siblings#yet#i will get there eventually#i was gonna color the other ones but its getting late and unfortunately 3 hrs of sleep is not enough to sustain me#but idk i've chaged styles (yet again ik crazy) and now coloring is rlly fun for me :D#anyways freminet my lil precious baby#genshin impact#genshin fanart#freminet#genshin freminet#freminet genshin#are those the tags?#idk what tags the genshin fandom uses but i suppose these will do#night does art
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someone put me out of my misery it's only 10 am
#so guess who finished banana fish recently!#(shoot me)#bro i thought everyone was exaggerating#they in fact were NOT.#aslan jade callenreese and eiji okumura i will forever honor the memory of you both#do i add tags so banana fish fans find this? idk!!!!#anyway isn't it crazy that banana fish abbreviated is bf which is also used as boyfriend!!! shows how gay those two are!!!!#though the show was a lot more subtle about it than people said fr#sigh i guess i'll add those tags whatever#banana fish#ash lynx#eiji okumura#aslan jade callenreese#tldr; tragic male friendship with homosexual undertones has ruined the youth once again (i am the youth)
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I have a gift for y'all today !!! 😊 Ever wanted to find a line in Re:Kinder in a single place for the sake of reference?? How about multiple chunks of lines. how about all the little variations that arise in the text with it's many endings, item descriptions, text that comes from interacting with the enviroment, and character info from the menu without having to boot up the game and go through it at long minutes!!???
well i sure did😊 Since I do a lot of fanart and think up my own silly theories and thoughts that need me to reference the game lines a lot, i have made a transcript for it for convenience's sake. A weirdly thorough transcript handwritten and proofread by me including all character lines available in-game. And I'm sharing it with you all today for anyone that wants it !!! :3 To use as a reference for creative fanworks or a quick search for a line in-game, whatever you wish to use it for!!
It uses the english translation of the game by vgperson. So naturally all credit for the game lines available in here is to her and Parun who made the game.
I did my best to organize it in a way easy to digest. Do note that I'm still human, and there's still the chance for mistake in it no matter how much I've proofread it, since I'm not even an english native speaker ^^. But I hope it serves you well nonetheless if you wish to use it.
That's my gift for today!!! Not the usual art, but still a project I'm proud of. Enjoy!!! 😊
#re:kinder#rekinder#not art#now goofy commentary for those who read my tags#i may have spent at the very minimum around 35 hours on it 😁 because thats what my pomodoro timer got to count in sum#but then again i spent more time without timing it as well so. we'll never know how many hours in total I've put into this#no regrets it was fun because shocking fact of all i enjoy this game🫣 (/s)#you could say but michael there are long playthroughs available on YouTube#couldnt you reference that instead of making a transcript#to that i say... they don't play the game like i do im picky as hell they dont show me every nook and cranny possible#and also i dont like scrubbing through those i thought just pressing ctrlF on a script would be easier. AND IT IS JAJSJSJSJSJS#but thats personal preference all in all#and im used to using transcripts for fanworks coming from earthbound. like there's one for the main game dialogue online and i love it a lot#for this game to not have any felt like some sort of crime considering how cool the story and the lines it has are#its also plenty useful for a game you're writing the spanish wiki for#yes i am doing that apparently my hobby became community work since i got into this game#gotta put that free time before turning 18 and getting a job onto something why not make resources just because i can#anyway fun fact while proofreading i noticed that everytime yuuichi was on scene there was a typo because i got too excited or emotional#either i was laughing because of how evil he is or i was getting unreasonably angry at the treatment he recieved in the past#in section 9 which is true end confrontation i was doing mistakes left and right until the fabled princess line scene#there i was bawling like a baby but THE ERRORS STOPPED ABRUPTLY LIKE I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALL UNTIL THE SCENE ENDED#THEN THERE WERE A BUTLOAD OF MISTAKES ITS INCREDIBLY FUNNY😭 i was fighting for my life holding in all those typos because i couldnt see#so this transcript was made with a lot of emotion laugh and tears and now you know#now i can get bagk to drawing this is the thing i mentioned i was doing fot a while#content feeding schedule crazy rn
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How are we doing folks this fine Wednesday
#random af post but i feel ive been very absent lately#having a job is crazy like i gotta go to work tomorrow ‼️#i have been good though job is fine all things considered#already spent money on stuff i absolutely do not need. September 1st please come soon#and also 21st of June. i am so so so excited#cant wait to get my ass beat by mesmer and whatever wild bosses fromsoft have decided to throw at us!!!#i need to get ready for the dlc i think i only have like. one character ready#problem is ive started playing through multiple zlda games again 😭 tp alttp mc la....#<- those are acronyms for zlda games i dont want to bother the tags with this stuff and also too lazy to type em out fully LMAO#but yeah hope y'all are having a lovely evening!
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6 years of creating <3 happy birthday BB and Rasp!!
#it feels really fitting that 404 ended on the same week of their birthday#i wouldn't been writing mul71v3r53 at all if i hadn't made them all those years ago#it's crazy that just wanting to make a couple of cherryberry shipkids when i was almost 15 has taken me so far#i know a lot of people following me on here weren't around for me initial attempt at writing the story#so a lot of you likely don't even know who they are yet - which is entirely my own fault for not talking about them more ^^;#anyway. i can't wait for a whole new year of creating! hopefully this one will feature more of the girls#sketch's birthday is exactly one week away now too so keep an eye out for that!#mul71v3r53#blackberry/bb oc#raspberry/rasp oc#(<- woaw check out those old tags. i Will be using them again)
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Some concept doodles for my extremely self indulgent isat au I’ve been obsessed with lately
#keese draws#isat#isat siffrin#isat odile#eternal gales#for context on the glasses! staliens have naturally very poor eyesight so I imagine that glasses are extreme common on the island in this au#odile also has glasses but those are just for reading since reading can be a bitch otherwise#my biggest struggle rn is translating everyone’s heights since I’m used to working with teenage staliens mostly#like I want to make siffrin shorter but I rly don’t know if I can get away with it without actively changing their backstory#they’d need to have been starving for a Long time for me to justify making them any shorter#but yeah mirabelle would probably be like 6’2 or smth which is like still super short for an adult stalien but not as crazy short as sif#well for her societies standard anyways since she was born during the hot dry season so she’s just naturally on the smaller end#isabeau on the other hand was born during the cold dry season and would probably be like 9’10 or smth?#which is again pretty damn tall but not actually that crazy by his societies standards#and bonnie would probably be like 5’5 or smth like that#on and euphrasie is like 12’11 because she’s silly like that#ok Im making an au tag for my sake fuck it#if nothing else itll be good for me to archive times Ive talked abt stalien worldbuilding#eternal stars au
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I'm starting to collect the Frieren manga bc I miss the funny elf show
#volume 1 is otw now uwu#i also have bocchi the rock and a few yuri manga otw#been a while since I read physical books but collecting Dungeon Meshi physically reminded me how much I love it#especially the new book smell#crazy how starting hrt has allowed me to allocate all the energy I was using to be sad about not being on hrt#to doing things I used to love again#mainly reading watching shows and playing games again#oh damn is this one of those posts where the real post is in the tags. it is isn't it#oh well real ones will know
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Okay but I need to be someone's beloved wifepet and belong to them completely and be able to pour my whole energy into just loving them. When will it be my turn!
#it won't be honestly#I do not think I will ever actually get to have that#I'm not pretty and I'm disabled in ways that both physically and mentally make me unappealing#so no one really wants anything real with me#especially JUST with me#and I'm *scared* of hurting someone with my craziness tbh#and I only trust like. 3 people at all rn and for various reasons none of those people and I are going to date#and in most of those cases I'm very relieved and in the other there's mixed feelings but mostly positive bc again. i don't want to hurt any1#but i still yearn for it#it's still an emotional need#and I hate that it just isn't ever going to be met#it actually hurts so so badly knowing it won't be met#but i also understand that some people just dont get that kind of happiness#some of us just don't get to be loved#some of us are too ugly and crippled and insane for people to *want* us#i just don't really... want to keep going knowing thay#I'll post it here in the tags bc no one i know reads this blog#(a few know about it but it's not like anyone ever checks it)#but I'm definitely ideating and at risk rn#and i feel pathetic that this is what's doing it#but im an emotionally gooey person and a physical touch person and I'd already been thinking relationships probably werent something i can#like. even do#but then there was a blowup with my ex and like. it was made clear that i can not safely engage with anyone#like emotionally or romantically or sexually#because I'll just hurt them.#like there are parts of me i would like to change but are such a core part of me that they will never change#and they will always hurt someone if we're together ling enough#so im just going to idk.#isolate now tbh#im just gonna cry so much and know i will NEVER have what i emotionally need out of life
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Literally having a moment of drawing my old ass among us ocs (and then made a new one that's not based off a outfit I used to main lmaoo)
#possum's art#possum's ocs#among us#among us oc#CRAZY USIN THOSE TAGS AGAIN#putting em into artfight too loll#🎉eggos🎉#☎️telephone☎️#💀wraith💀#might think of a better design for the green dude lol
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the difference between the fourth wall breaks of something like the Deadpool movies compared to something like Birds of Prey and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn and She-Hulk: Attorney At Law is that every joke in Deadpool feels masturbatory like the writers think they're so hilarious for doing a fourth wall break like that's never been done before whereas both of the other two not only feel right at home with the characters' personalities but are much more natural and much more well done compared to the jokes in Deadpool or its sequel. (do not get me started on Deadpool 2, the movie sucks ass in basically every way except for the characters of Domino and Yukio. every single joke in it was outdated before it was even written. they were making fucking dubstep jokes in 2018. it was a 2012-ass script made way too late and riding on the coattails of the first with even less effort into being actually good.)
but the difference between those properties is that Deadpool wants to be congratulated for being some insanely crazy shocking movie that's pissing off the studio system or whatever but every single joke in it was approved by those people because it makes them money like it's so antithetical to the entire point they're trying to make and it makes for a very infuriating watching experience sometimes. the cognitive dissonance is hard to swallow with that one. but the way BOPATFEOOHQ and She-Hulk do their bits feels so much more authentic and less self-congratulatory and also just like they're clearly done with so much more passion and effort and care? when I watch either of the Deadpool movies, I feel like I'm watching a bunch of executives jerking themselves off. when I watch the other two, I feel like I'm watching a passion project that the executives clearly didn't give a shit about and thus the creative team were actually allowed genuine creative freedom with not a lot of oversight. that's a little less true with She-Hulk (especially in terms of that glorious finale although even that feels more authentic and artist-driven than most things in either Deadpool movie. Kevin Feige's boring, sanitized ass does not have the range to do that finale) being a MCU property although Phase 4 was so fucking experimental and it was a joy to behold even if not everything hit but it's still true and more authentic for the most part. with Deadpool it feels like the only person who really really cared about it was Ryan and like maybe a few of the other actors who actually did do commendable work with what they were given but with the other two projects, it feels way more collaborative because every single person showed up and cared deeply about what they were making.
(this is an addition to the tags bc I ran out [apparently i forgot there was a 30 tag limit] but. anyway the point is. Birds of Prey and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn is a phenomenal movie in basically every single way and you should watch it.)
#James talks#sorry I just wanna scream about how much I love BOPATFEOOHQ again#the first CBM since 2014's The Amazing Spider-Man 2 that felt more like the voice of artists than the voice of a studio.#I love Shazam but even that felt like it was a little studio driven instead of being a David F. Sandberg movie.#like BOPATFEOOHQ feels artist driven the same way The Batman does and the TASM movies do.#not to derail this tag rant but the TASM movies are Marc Webb movies through and through.#yes they have Sony's grubby hands on them with the product placement and shit but they are inseparable from Marc's vision#they are what Marc cares about more than what the studio cares about. the thematic interests are all Marc Webb.#anyway point is: more art like BOPATFEOOHQ bc it actually cares and less shit like Deadpool that is just pointing and laughing.#Deadpool feels like it's laughing at the concept of superhero media and it's a horrible boring deconstruction of it bc it doesn't get it.#it feels bad to the psyche the same way those meme disney show record scratches do—#like 'my life is kinda crazy' but it's 'ironic' now so it's 'funny'.#'see it's funny bc they're self-aware!' okay but what are they doing by being self aware???#I'm not saying every piece of art has to be some profound exploration of whatever but Deadpool feels bad to watch in a way the others don't#BOPATFEOOHQ is actually fucking commenting on something using its gags!#the fucking 'they call her... the crossbow killer gag' is actually thematically relevant!! women telling their own stories!!#a subversive joke actually playing into the themes of the project!! imagine that! care ajf effort put into saying something!!#anyway Birds of Prey and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn is phenomenal.#genuinely one of the greatest CBMs out there. also just a phenomenal time. even tho Parasite is a better movie overall#— BOPATFEOOHQ was my favorite movie of 2020.#some of the best action around with a great script with amazing pacing and phenomenal acting and a great score and soundtrack!!#literally nothing more to ask for.#one of my usual criteria for evaluating how good a piece of art is how much I'd add to it to help it do what it was trying to do.#like not cutting anything from it unless absolutely absolutely necessary. just adding like maybe 10-15 minutes to the runtime and—#helping maybe a few weaker elements shine more. with BOPATFEOOHQ the only change I'd make is to have more of the characters.#let us see more of Cassandra and Black Canary. more of their inner lives and backstories.#Christina Hodson tells us their stories with great efficiency and it's done really well but visually I'd just like to do more with them.#give them each maybe a 2-3 minute scene with what their daily routine is like.#maybe explore Canary's history with her mother more. see how it ties into the GCPD more effectively.#maybe actually see Cassandra's parents and how she deals with them daily instead of hearing about it from her hiding outside
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ik rusty and brock are very nonchalant about the clones 19 years down the line but i do think the first time they had to use them must have been awful, assuming jonas sr didn't have it perfected/completed for rusty . the clone slugs are one thing, but the computer housing their memories/selves (the computerized [souls]) is a whole different mess, plus it also just means watching your kids die (for the first time) . and it's not like competent clones are a thing you can test for. sure you can check that the slugs are functioning and healthy, but it's not like you can test your backup data is gonna work bc once you put that into a slug then it's not a clone slug anymore, now it's your son, and neither of you are gonna kill your son . one of you is supposed to keep those kids alive (well really both of you, but one of you is specifically hired for it) & one of you is such a failure in all things science, all you can do is hang on to your father's coattails and hope he keeps you afloat, but you call these slugs your life's work. and sure your dad was doing some clone research when he was alive, but these boys arent his, they're yours. And you dont want to be your father as a father you want to be your father as a scientist, and you make these clones because you're a father, not because you're a scientist . etc etc dont know where i was going w this . rips off my shirt to show off another shirt that says "ask me about my ideas on the vital relationships related to clone slug twin sons"
#rusty has such a special relationship + view of the sl/ugs vs how everyone else sees them it makes me crazy#text tag#really odd to think about in the magic sense that H+D (presently) dont have souls bc . theyre clones#theres not some [magic] afterlife with 15 Hs + Ds somewhere bc theres just those lost original ones#which means something to dr.o but not to rusty . bc his boys are always his boys even when they die#also really interesting from TDB&TBG . B has a very special relationship w the boys as well . separate from the clones#he keeps specific track of every death + which number set died how and when and where etc . very meticulous#two separate relationships w their kids in a sense#R values the boys but has no hangups w using the clones if accidents happen & B is very meticulous about avoiding accidents at all costs#i can imagine as someone [hired] to protect them . from the start its going to feel like your fault. youre a failure#not that R is okay w them dying whenever over and over again or as if he doesnt care. seen in s4 hes a lot more careful w the boys#he stops adventuring altogether . and he has that one like w H in the lab in 0401#this is not an issue of one of them loving or caring for them any more than the other . bc there isnt a clear winner imo . its just diff#stances on things
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as a gift to u every time i want to do a tag rant im going to rb this and do it under this 🫶 <3
(wrote a tag rantpost below but THE TAGS ARE LIMITED NOW???? 30 TAGS REACHED I CANT WRITE ANYMORE WHAT IS THIS SORCERY)
NEVER apologize for leaving long tags when you reblog from me. i am reading it like its my daily newspaper in the morning. idc if idk shit about what ur talking about, its like checking out the gossip from the next town over
#ok why not make a tag rant rn#ok so#i just came home from school and the DAY I HAVE HAD TODAY.#it was so bad im so pissed at my phy teacher#she made us write our entire journal entries again FOR PRACTICE ive literally written half a notebook like 50 pages or smth today#like that is so fucking crazy who the fuck does thay#AND she expecta us to submit out chem project AND english project tmrw#fucking hell#like who does she think we are#plus its like. im gonna pursue design after this year for uni so im going to coaching classes for the entrance exams required ONE OF WHICH#IS LITERALLY IN 22 DAYS#AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY 'LEAVE THE MOCK TESTS FOR NOW AND COMPLETE YOUR WORK'#like are you shitting me my final exams are in FEBRUARY#AND 2 OF MY ENTRANCES ARE IN JANUARY#why the fuck would i prioritise school work before working on my entrance exams 😭#anyways she made us do that shit for the whole day#i was ready to k¡ll#i hate her so much i hate school#i hate the indian education system (yes im from india)#ive planned to make a rantpost about this but that will have to wait until after my finals BCS I DONT FUCKING HAVE TIME#i want to literally murder someone rn (for legal reasons this is not true)#i want to punch a wall etc etc etc#im gonna go and eat asf to suppress my anger#i know suppression isnt healthy but we'll look at that after some months i guess#i hate this educational system i hate the government for doing this#i swear more than half of the world population hasnt faced this much stress in their LIVES#i am not even kidding even the teachers and all adults around me say that#that 12th grade is the hardest especially for those who take science subjects#and guess tf what my parents made me choose phy chem AND math#after 3 months istg fuck calculus fuck thermodynamics fuck organic chemistry fuck electrochemistry fuck electromagnetism fuck 3d geometry
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wait also my tags on that post were about people i knew in freshman and sophomore year of college specifically. i mean some of them i knew after that and most of them i knew from high school but damn some people really made everything about themselves when i was being emotionally manipulated in my freshman year
#i cant even think about it. makes so like disappointed and upset to think about some people.#its also just crazy how some people have like no introspection abilities at all.#they'll be like 'you did x once you abused me' ignoring how they did x 15 times and y 20 times and also came at me physically violently#and i know its not a calculator. i know i cant put all the bad things we did to each other into an algorithm that tells us who abused who#like i am aware that we had a toxic relationship and its better now that we are not in contact#but it makes me shake my head when i think about screenshots people used to send me of stuff my ex friends were saying about me on twt#because those people DO think they can put every bad thing ive ever done into a calculator that will show the result that i abused them#anyway. i like to think any person who knows me well and/or irl knows thats not me and i dont talk to almost anyone from that time anymore#i still follow and talk to fee...i think i still follow joanna but she is never on anymore....#in the end there is not much use in thinking anf agonizing about this anymore. i used to go into spirals a lot like maybe i DID abuse x fri#end and i just didnt REALIZE it maybe im CRAZY but. i definitely dont do that anymore. what she said to me made me do that.#(again. emotional manipulation.)#but its so crazy to remember high school and college from my current vantage point. i've lived so much good life since then.#now i own a house. i garden (something x friend told me i would never be responsible enough for) i have a boyfriend who has been scretly#into me for over year before we started dating (something x friend always told me i was imagining in people) i have a job i find fulfillment#in (something x friend said i would never find if i kept changing jobs looking for one i liked)#i feel like i make a post ever year or so when i inevitably end up looking back on those times...and i always feel guilty for making them#because i dont want it to seem like im gossiping or slandering (even though x friend posted about me all the time) but idk#i dont go to therapy yknow. i just journal and write and think in my head and on occasion i make a blog post with rambling tags#i talk to people and learn about them and through that learn about me. i read and learn about the world and the mind.#im not saying i wouldnt go to therapy if i could afford it...but i guess im defending my right to make a post about the past every year-ish.#it helps#t
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