#couldnt change without. yknow.

[formshaper]

[head in hands, voice muffled] THIS STORY IS A TRAGEDY HUH

[crazyw3irdo]

okay, i think any time anyone asks what superpower we’d like to have most everyone on this website would say shapeshifting but what kind of shapeshifting would you like

type 1- wild shape, you can turn into any animal, real or fictional

type 2- mystique, you can turn into any real person

type 3- cosplay, you can turn into any humanoid fictional character

type 4- jake the dog, you’re super stretchy

type 5- character creator, you can alter your own appearance- like changing voice hair length texture color, changing height and weight, transing gender, etc, but you can’t add anything non-human (ie horns, wings, claws, etc)

type 6- additional features, you can add things like snake eyes, horns, cat ears, tail, claws, wings, mermaid tail, but you remain humanoid overall and can’t change things like height or gender presentation or hair color. you can still change your voice tho

type 7- were-wolf, we all know what a werewolf is, lads. can be any kind of animal. can be straight up wolf or more monstrous wolf form that’s up to you.

type 8- furry, you just become your fursona. or any kind of fursona really you can change between them

type 9- antman, can become small or big

type 10- other, say what kind ya want

[dullahandyke]

and like sidenote if i can make a post with a target audience of zero. i feel like fhsy was to d20 what aa3 was to ace attorney but aa3 pulled it off better for reasons i cannot explain

[protobrieile]

sighhhhhhhhhhh

[space-station-nursery]

◜ ❗𓂃 Space Station Reports ‧ ❕ ◞

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DO NOT INTERACT WITH @KODASWRLD

now that that's out of the way, we will be discussing NSFW briefly in this post, please make sure you are reading when in a safe mindset. All moots will be tagged at the end for further reach, i apologize to anyone i ping who does not like to be pinged[/g] however this is a serious topic to me and i want this to reach as far as possible

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Beforehand:

Hello kiddos, this is a more in-depth report from the one we made [here] about the up and growing agere creator Kodaswrld. I found their[i cant remember their pronouns rn] blog a few months ago, and absolutely fell in love. I loved their dividers, their text posts, and all the freestyling on their blog!

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September:

On september 10th, 2024, we created a post called "Agere Backpack ideas"! The next day [Sep 11th, 24], while scrolling through a creator i also thoroughly enjoy, i saw a post they had reblogged.... It was our backpack ideas, but it wasnt written by me... in fact, it was re-uploaded by someone who i thought created interesting content. I commented under the original post to take it down as we did not consent to our work getting re-uploaded. They deleted our comment. A few days later after fd calmed me from my panic attack, we sent an ask to take down our post as we did not consent to our content being reposted. At the start of our blog, i did have "do not rewrite" on our blog, however because nothing ever happened, i took it away when we changed into the space station nursery. They deleted our ask. a week or more later [unfortunately i dont remember at this point anymore] They closed asks under the guise of "getting hate"

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Current:

After everything happened, fd scoured around to create a blacklist. At this time, i had finally calmed down, and was ready to blacklist. Before we got to it tho, i saw a post created by another agere creator in which Koda had stolen from. This creator asks that all followers or people interacting report if their content was being reposted, as koda had taken one of their posts, and it got SIGNIFICANTLY more notes, as well as Koda copying their DNI banner, just changing the font and small images on the side:

Original post that Koda stole, at the time, post had at max 200 notes, minimum 150. OP name and pfp covered for privacy

Copied post made by Koda. Notice the amount of notes it has [if you check] 740 notes

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This is not the only instance of this happening with Koda, and no "but they add credits" is not a viable defense here. We did not tell them they could do this, and they did not ask, by the looks of all posts, they didnt ask ANYONE to use their posts. The little credits at the bottom is also hard to see, especially by those who are visually impaired. I had an almost blind friend check out their post, and that friend couldnt even see the credits without us zooming in and circling it for the friend to see. Thats a problem. And people who see it but dont think much of it [like me] will not click the credits. I didnt. and i apologize to those whom i contributed to as apart of the problem

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So what else needs to be discussed?

Well, before we get to the NSFW they interact with, lets go with the tracing and stealing. Thank you to the person that sent us this [will not name for the safey of the individual but they are free to comment and let you guys know! They sent a non anonymous ask but still, yknow?]

So-.... Proof?

This is a screenshot sent to us that shows a user by the name of @/b4bybear_ , crediting their BF and CG @/SEABUNE for creating an image we all know and love, and have MOST LIKELY SEEN amongst agere intros [all blue markings have been made by me]

As you can see in the second image, the user is written on the bottom, exactly how its written on the twitter post. This image is widely available, and many many individuals use it..... However, Koda didnt seem to care

As you can see, Koda NOT ONLY traced, changed a singular item, and erased the original creators credits, they then wrote their own name on the bottom and claimed this post as their own. And no, changing one thing on an art post while still tracing everything else is not "creating your own content" or "taking inspo" This is blatant copying. This is further than just stealing text posts, they are stealing

ART from other sources [nsfw below]

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And now, the NSFW....

Kodaswrld does have their following open, meaning that littles, middles, and anyone visiting their blog can see who they interact with. These are some of the blogs they currently follow, and content they post/reblog:

@/slvttyfied

@/firstladyofjuicycouture12

Whilst being 18+, there is nothing wrong with interacting and following NSFW content and blogs. However if you are running a blog with a minor following [not small amount of people, minors. people 17 and under] you should not have your follows seen if you are interacting with this kind of content. Minors are curious, and you are exposing them to things they do not yet need to see or know about. Especially when kinks/hard kinds are involved. I am 21 and fd is 22. We will NEVER, allow nsfw blogs or rebloggers to interact with our content

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Final thoughts:

Through our mini blacklist, we have found out that koda knows what they are doing, and are actively avoiding discussing it. We also learned that they ship real people [called rps or "real people shipping"], and for having almost 800 followers, do not deserve it. Please, spread this far and wide, show your friends, you moots, reblog it even if it doesnt fit your aesthetic. This person NEEDS to be stopped.

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Our moots: @oftlunarialmoon @nostalgic-woodwind , @zimswife , @deesblanketfort , @angel-bunnie @aprilsmabelmaple , @diaryofalittlestar , @h3ll0everybby1 , @xx-raines-space-kindergarten-xx [hi raaaaine]

[bunnybunbun0]

Can you please write a Michael smut where he takes readers virginity with a lot of praise or mutual masterbation please plz

TO DE-STRESS A FRIEND

Anon,that ask rocked my shit! and lucky you i love writing about virginity loss! hope you like it! <3

Summary: Living the life of a young adult was stressing you out,you needed your best friend Mike to help you relax

Warnings: Smut , minors DNI,unprotected sex,fingering,virginity loss,mutual masturbation,afab!reader,let me know if i forget any.

You are responsible for your media comsumption.

You swear that one of these days you will make it to the front page of the news,the headboard will say "local college girl goes insane".

The stress were just over the board for you,the pressure at college,maintaining a minimun wage job to pay rent of the cubicle appartment you called a home. You needed to relax. So you just did the best thing you thought off.

"Hey,i picked up pizza!" Mike greeted at the door with a smile as you let him in.

Mike has always been your best friend,he was the only one that would be kind to you when you had to change schools for junior year,and youve been inseparable since,it was weird to see one without the other,and all you needed to calm yourself down were your best friend.

"Thank god you´re here! i think i´m gonna explode!."

You sank yourself on your old couch on the small living room sighing deeply,hearing Mike´s chuckle from the kitchen as he fetched you both plates for the cheesy delight.

"Relax,two more years and youll have your degree." He smiled at you with those sweet brown puppy eyes that could easily melt your heart.

You´ve been into Mike since the first homecoming you two attended together,its been you two in all events since,graduations,proms,homecomings,halloween parties,always matching outfits and always glued to one another.

As just friends of course! It´d be way too awkward to ruin the best friendship you ever had,but the caring way mike always made those nights special for you,even tho he thinks they´re lame,he always proteced you from creepy guys and mean girls at school,he listened to you ramble about your interests,he made you feel confortable and safe,and happy...

...but just as friends of course!

"Ugh,all that suffering for a lousy piece of paper!" You reflect while getting your plate of pizza (your favourite flavour of course,mike always remembered which one it is) "Just pop in the movie already!"

You took a bite of your dinner and watched as mike popped the cd on,then sitting by your side while the movie started.It wasnt a very interesting one but it was good enough to keep you both entertained. Your leg lazily hung on top of michaels and the mood was peaceful,until it wasnt.

You knew this movie were r-rated,but you didnt expect to see that,that one hot actor that been distracting you the whole movie is the one getting it on in the scene,you squirm a little,wishing you could excuse yourself to your room and let your toy do the job of settling the throb between your legs.

Mike´s eyes on you were´nt helping said throb either,you knew he could tell what happened and weirdly enough the shame of it was thrilling you more.

"You okay?" He asked suspiciouly

"Huh? Uhm,sure...." Making eye contact with him while the moans kept going on the background proved to be a hard task.

"Really? You seem...agitated" To say that was an understatement,your thoughts of mike were running wild,to the point where you could feel your underwear cling to your soaked heat.

"I´m...uhm...i am...." Mike´s sincere concern about your well being and how sweet he was about it were thriling you on even more,to the point where you couldnt muster up any words.

"I get it,you´re into that short guy on the screen" He said jealously "The scene clearly messed you,its okay if you need to...yknow...reliev yourself"

You were mortified by his words,but something about the thrill of being watched by michael´s sweet puppy eyes were making your fire burn higher.

Without taking your eyes from his and unsure of how he´d react,you slowly slid your hand into the hem of your pyjama bottoms,his lustful eyes following every movement of yours carefully,his breathing getting heavier by the moment.

"Fuck..." He whispered when you let out a low whimper as your cold finger finally found your needy clit.

You kept on staring at each othe while you pleasured yourself and after a few minutes the tent on his pants were hard to miss,and the way his hands tended to it were even harder to miss.

The movie behind you were long forgotten,the gasps and whimpers of you both were drowning the small space,eyes glued on one another and hands unable to stop pleasuring yourselfs.

"God,i cant wait any longer!" Mike pulled you suddenly on his lap kissing you deeply and passionately,swallowing your whimpers as you grinded on his lap,frenetic hands locked on the hem of his shirt pulling it over his head.

Your eyes lock on his shirtless figure and his hands caressed your waist below your shirt,goosebumps coming from your back. His hot lips went down with open mouthed kisses on your neck,a satisfied grin on his face as he took off your pyjama shirt and met your braless torso.

"Youre gonna be the death of me..." He huffed out in a breath.

You could´nt even think about responding before you felt his hot tongue on your nipple,he sucked on your breasts like his life depended on it,erupting multiples whines from you,the fire getting higher and higher between the both of you.

You snapped back to reality once you felt his hand grip your thigh strongly,inching closer and closer to where you were soaked for him.

"Mike wait!" You breathed out and he immediately stopped his ministrations,staring at you wide eyed.

"I´m so sorry,the sounds you were making,i thought you were liking it" his voice leaked of honesty.

"I´ts not that mikey,it feels great im just...i...never did this..."

"Oh,youre..."

"A virgin,yes,pathetic i know" The weight of being a twenty two year old vigin sank on you after that.

"Hey hey its fine!" He cupped your face gently and looked into your eyes,so tenderly you nearly forgot you were both half naked. "It´s all right...you should have told me sooner...if you wanna move on with it,i wanna make it special for you,like you deserve" He strokes your cheecks lovingly and you dont even need to think twice.

You threw your hands around his neck and pulled him closer kissing him with all the need in your heart.

"Please michael...make me yours"

He got up with you on his lap bringing you into your bedroom laying you gently on your bed,slowly peeling you off your shorts,you were only in your underwear now,laying in bed in front of your best friend.

"You look beautiful."

He dives into another deep kiss sliding his hands closer to where you need him the most.

"May i?" He asks teasing your hips with the elastic of your panties,you nod giving him acces to your whole body.

He slides a first finger into you with ease,revelling at the sweet moan you let out.

"Fuck baby you´re so wet"

Baby. You liked being called that,specially when mike did it. His kisses were growing desperate and erratic,just as the pace of his now two figers inside you.

"Mike,please,stop" You mutter almost out of breath opening your eyes and seeing his worried expression "Wanna cum on your cock,please."

Michael´s painfully hard cock nearly busted hearing those words come out of you,how could he deny anything you asked for? He was always putty to your wishes.

his hands quickly fumbled with the fly of his pants,making you giggle at his eagerness to get undressed,when he finally did your laugh got stifled at the sight.

His big red angry cock sprung free hitting him back in his abdomen,there was no way in hell that could fit inside your tiny virgin hole,he could see the worry in your eyes clear as day.

"Relax,ill be gentle..."

He kissed you again removing your panties now leaving you bare for him,the sight itself of you naked and wet for him,with that adorable blush on your face was driving him nuts. He drew his body closer to yours until his tip was teasing your entrance.

"You ready baby?" He asked,you nodded,and his fat tip was inside you.

You both gasped in unission at the feeling,his hands holding yours giving it a slight grip,signaling he was gonna push more in. The moan you let out were other wordly,busting his usually low ego and egging him on pleasuring you.

"Fuck baby youre so tight" With a final push and a guttural groan he was fully inside you.

The disconfort and euphoria were fighting to see who would take place on your expressions. Mike gave you a few minutes until you got used to the feeling of his shaft deflowering you,the pain turned into needines at any growing second,until it was unberable for you to have him inside you and not moving.

"Mike please,i need you to move" Your wish was his command.

He thrusted in you slow and deep,every time he bottomed himself you let out a moan,and each time you moaned he moved faster,making you moan more. It was a vicious cycle and before you could even register he was fucking you senseless.

You were flirting with your orgasm,only needing that one final push to send you over the edge.

"Mike,fuck,i´m so close" you whined out,only needing his sweet final push.

"Come on baby,be good and cum for me,feel good for me."

You couldn´t hold it at his praise,moaning his name loudly followed by a string of profanities. He was hypnotized by the sight of your orgasm,seeing you trash and moan underneath him,his hips moving on his own as you ride your high.

"Oh,fuck baby,watch me cum so good for you"

He pulled it out jerking off quickly on top of you painting your pretty tits white his seed before collapsing tired on top of you.

"So..." He rolls to your side holding your hand and laying close to you "Did you liked it? Are you okay?" You chuckled at the shift in his personality.

"It was amazing..." Your voice was hoarse from all the moaning "My legs will definetely be sore by the morning and i have class tomorrow" You laugh a little

"You can afford to miss class one day,you need to de-stress" He kissed your temple as you both drifted into a peaceful post sex sleep.

I guess yiu were more relaxed after all...

Gosh,i suck at endings and i´m writing this at four AM so i hope it doesnt suck!

[knifegrrrl1312]

so i feel like how aspec sexuality connecting to abandonment trauma and personality disorders is not talked ab enough, well it is by ppl with personality disorders but i wanna talk ab it basically w my experience w bpd and being aro/ace spectrum

and i know fellow bpd havers know the feeling of being unlovable very well. For me i'm demiromantic and it would take literal years for me to actually develop a genuine romantic attraction to someone, and if when i do, that person would straight up become my fp and it would be torture pain and suffering (for me mostly)

Like romantic feelings for me is nothing fun, because its linked to my mental issues inherently i feel. And i still want a romantic relationship one day but that feeling of being unlovable and like, i'm just not suited for it (in the sense that i couldnt handle it i feel) is like,, i will just not try there is no point. I will suffer for another person always wondering do they hate me will they leave me, ofc they will there's not much i can offer even. I will end up hating the person i love and then go back to loving them and then hating them etc etc.. Not to mention amanormativity (idkkk if thats how u spell it or if thats the right term) but basically i assume people want something from me that i simply cannot give. I will never be able to have sex with someone, i will never want to, I actually just wouldn't put myself thru that for someone else and because i feel like thats all anyone would actually want from me i will just probably never want to be in a relationship. Like for me personally i'm supperrr asexual like u have no idea i've known i was ace since i was literally 10 yrs old and nothing has changed i will always be like this, and i dont mind doing *some* suggestive sexual stuff if its fun and chill but the second a line gets crossed i just want no part in it and i refuse to put myself thru that.

And i'm also very fine w being single like i only ever feel like i want a gf once in awhile but i feel completely whole just by myself and my life is objectively easier and more relaxing without romance. For me i don't think i'll actually be ready for a genuine romantic relationship until i feel like i am and that will be hopefully when i'm older lol

Idk i feel like because of the stigma against aro/ace ppl and also the experience of bpd, it enhances the feeling of being unlovable. But I want to make it clear to ppl reading this post that i'm aware that i actually am lovable, this is just a feeling. And i didn't write this to complain, and if you have the same experience as me or a similar one, that doesn't mean there is no hope for you or for me. The world is so much bigger than how my brain perceives everything. Like i do want to stress that these feelings are mostly a symptom of my mental illness lol and if you have bpd or a pd it doesn't make you unlovable, bc everyone is lovable by default yknow.

Even people who's hearts are a mouthful, like mine. And even if ur reading this and you don't have the experience of having a pd but you still have feelings of being unlovable or like, there is no hope for you in romance because you are arospec or acespec or both like me, well there is hope for everyone because the world is so much bigger than societies stigma and people are as diverse as the stars.. But lmk if you have a similar experience anywayz ppl <3

[mineralfinder]

infodumping a few fun facts about the puella magi (madoka magica) multiverse, specifically one each from antimaterials, the Magia Record game/show, and wraith arc, then a few from null magical girl

spoilers for all of those, of course

yknow how, untransformed, they can swap their soul gem between a ring form and a faberge egg form? apparently, if two people hold each others’ gems in egg form and swap back to ring form, they’ll also swap bodies. the only way found to reverse this is to get them out of range then revive them, for some reason (probably because it happened once then never again)

magic is generated by emotional energy changing phase in a manner similar to a redox reaction. i got no clue how energy going from a higher to lower frequency is in any way similar to a redox reaction, but that’s apparently how it works and also how grief seeds clean soul gems

emotional energy can, somehow, gather in large enough quantities to create disasters in some way, which is mitigated/prevented by wraiths, which absorb this energy and convert/condense it into a stable form, specifically grief cubes

finally, null magical girl introduces tons of explanations on the metaphysics of the setting. the soul is a fundamental particle called a destino that creates the future and path by consensus with other souls, generating energy as a byproduct. this forming of consensus is actually the process of going through relationships and generating emotions, eventually culminating in humans evolving into a species known as homo magica, which imprints human relationships (like friendship or sympathy) as data onto the universe to download for infinite meaningless cute relationships, ie playing a game of pattycake and immediately forgetting about it. theyve evolved so much for this that they cant feel internal emotions and literally paralyze any normal human with cuteness. also they destroy planets and colonize stars to live and expand forever but thats less important because its specific to one universe which is entirely contained within one(?) persons soul who happened to become every soul in that universe since they got a wish when they were an embryo and made a wish to divide and propagate because thats a cells directive. those homo magica also made a railroad through time. the universe reproduces by making black holes, and has an index holding the symmetry that existed before the big bang and therefore allows infinite energy and the ability to alter fundamental constants, but doesn’t use it because it wants to maximize entropy to make more black holes, which is why it hates souls and acts like theyre parasites. this is a paradox, since times without destiny instantly maximize entropy and fizzle into nothingness. also there are infinite timelines/timestreams in the universe. the incubators already knew every single law of the universe and found out the only way to beat entropy was to use magic, so they selectively bred humans into existence, which caused them to outcompete neanderthals into extinction because humans became stronger magical girls because they could think of things that couldnt happen in a logical universe. the fact that this universe is also inside a single persons soul gem proves that magical girls age like normal, since a girl in her 20s aged up from being contracted as a literal fetus

there are more things but my brain only wanted me to post a few

[elysia-nsimp]

Yknow being a disabled person that doesn’t look disabled is. weird. I didn’t even know I was disabled until a little less than a year ago, and knowing this information has changed me. I realized I was putting SOOO much strain on myself for absolutely no reason and i finally had an explanation as to why I couldn’t function like everyone else

People always thought it was weird that I couldn’t shower, couldn’t take care of my hair (despite it being very long and me refusing to cut it), couldnt stand for long periods of time without complaining… not to mention the autism, causing me to have meltdown when it was lightly sprinkling outside and stuff. I just felt… different /neg

THEN I found out I was DISABLED and suddenly things just clicked. I can’t stand because my joints don’t work properly and I can’t stand up without feeling dizzy because I have POTS. I can’t shower both because of the distain for water AND because I CANT STAND for long periods of time! I finally had answers and… no one believed me.

“Oh but you don’t look disabled” SHut up SHUT. up. Disability doesn’t have a “look.” Anyone can be disabled, you can’t sniff that shit out by appearance alone. Hell, even the first doctor I went to was like “nooo you can’t have POTS it’s just anemia” and my parents were like “the DOCTOR said this so you have to believe that,” despite me KNOWING it wasn’t right. I got angry and took it into my own hands, did my own tests, following what the doctor said the test criteria for POTS was, then showed my main doctor what I found. She was like “…Yeah the first doctor didn’t know what she was talking about, that’s definitely POTS.” and gave me some tips on how to make it less of an issue. (Haha I was right and you were wroooong Doctor)

Anyway point is. Believe disabled people. Even if they don’t look disabled. Even if some of the things the disability causes are kinda gross and make you maybe think they’re just lazy. Lazy is a CONCEPT that doesn’t exist. There’s always something else at play—depression, disability, autism, lack of motivation, some necessary components is missing for them to do the thing… literally even if they just don’t WANNA, there’s a reason for that. Lazy is a stupid concept and should be not used against disabled and mentally ill people.

[spaceyflowers]

hi!! im still alive!! + updates on this blog

first: i would like to apologize for disappearing without a word for like. nearly a year. im terribly sorry for any worry i've caused T_T;;

honestly i have no good excuse for disappearing like i did especially without reason (not that im obligated to let everyone know my business but i did have a "i wont randomly disappear!" sentiment and yet... here i am) but in a nutshell, its basically: fandom shifts, college, and guilt.

if you want to know about the future of this blog fandom wise;

still going to be a lookism/viral hit blog (havent caught up yet) but most likely wont be as active in the fandom anymore;;; thinking of sticking as a lookism blog until that series ends but who knows when it will so i might eventually just change fandoms 😭

please dont feel bad about unfollowing or anything!! curate what u wanna see with who u follow, i take no personal offense, even if we've been long time mutuals!! ><

fandom shifts will probably be more common; i have this weird thing where i cant focus on multiple interests or i get stressed;; so i get obsessed with one thing for months/years but then once i lose interest and move on, its likely i wont return to it unless something triggers it. thats why i dont think "multifandom" fits me, i'll always be fandom focused, its just the fandom focus changes 😭

p.s. sorry if im being dramatic about this (i feel like a youtuber who got canceled writing an apology 😭😭) i just feel like i owe yall an explanation </3

if you're curious about me, i've left that under the cut;

got into a new interest which made me stop looking at lookism/viral hit stuff -> knowing my blogs are lookism focused, i decided to take a "break"

couldnt get myself back into lookism after my "break" ended -> couldnt get myself back on tumblr

started to feel guilty because i havent been active in a long while

senior year ending, school takes my priorities -> summer break comes, i swear i'll apologize on tumblr but guilt eats away at me and then i have to do college stuff

become a little active on tiktok, start feeling more guilty because im active there but not on tumblr

college begins, get busy with college stuff -> during breaks, swear i'll apologize on tumblr pt 2 but the guilt has piled up so much it feels like the equivalent of when a person cant get themself to reopen their animal crossing new leaf game because they havent touched it in a long time

first college semester ends, winter break starts -> finally convince myself to get over it and start typing all this up

once again im really sorry T_T i was not made for the content creator life bc i cant stay active for shit + i feel so bad gaining followers for one thing but once i move on from that one thing, it feels like im disappointing a lot of ppl even tho i know i dont owe strangers on the internet anything- im just repeating myself now but yknow

oh and for anyone curious: my current fandom is dmc <3

[lumenflowered]

wikihow to make things less awkward when you share a name with your humans ex who may or may not be in the same region as her and may or may not be fucking. possessed or something.

i dont even know anymore but maria can barely say my full name without flinching and shes definitely been relying on me. less. which i get but im not sure shes even aware shes doing it???

normally i like popping out of my pokeball to mess around on her pokegear all the time but the last time i did that she looked like shed seen

well

a ghost. which i am. but not that kind of ghost. sure some ghost-types used to be human but as far as im aware ive always been a ghost. i had parents. ghost-type parents.

theyre... probably still in sprout tower. haunting it like they always said they would. like they always expected i would too. but i liked technology and i liked messing around with trainers and they kept getting mad at me for messing with the monks and

hhhhhhh

why did i have to pick this name. i could have picked literally any name i wanted and i picked this one because there was a movie about this human who got in some accident and stopped aging and. idk. it wasnt even that good a movie but the world kept changing around her while she stayed the same and something about that just. stayed with me yknow. im a ghost. we dont age either.

but i could have picked. ANYTHING else. and i didnt

i wish i did because at least then i wouldnt be scared to do. most things. maria had a really long chat with morty about how shed come from a world where being as obsessed with any god as he was (is) would have been really bad news for him and normally i would have taken a video of it and shared it with you because honestly shes so weird in such fun ways to watch

but i

i couldnt even come out of my pokeball. i wanted to. kinda. maybe. not really. but i didnt

maria if you see this tomorrow morning im. so so sorry and i wish id picked literally any other name. but i didnt. so i guess im still adeline.

maybe mortys still in town maybe i can play a prank on him or something. thatll make me feel better. maybe

[sailormanrahh]

yknow, not too long ago i was thinking about how much i wanted to loredump about grey sessions, but couldnt because im planning on releasing the first chapters at least in the next couple years. i dont like spoiling things, especially the seemingly final forms of my own projects. i dont have much of a problem spoiling other projects because those will undoubtedly evolve and change into something entirely different by the time i end up releasing them. and then i realized i could either talk about what the story was before the recent total revival and overhaul or introduce the characters as they currently are without giving much spoilery information. i think those two are pretty fun post ideas, especially the former, but thats for later. i'll be trying to include brief character introductions in the first post i make with new characters from now on.

heres val (or v for... even shorter?) shes a borzoi, though i admit going into this design four-ish years ago i wasnt thinking of specific animals or breeds for a lot of the designs i was making. during the overhaul, i realized i had no idea what breed of dog she is, so i just went with calling her a borzoi because of her long schnoz and hair. the ear shape says otherwise, so, for consistency purposes, im just going to explain that away by saying her ears were cropped and splinted like a dobermanns. shes 29 and owns a bar with her wife and a friend. she usually works as the bartender in said bar. i should clarify, the bar in this context is moreso similar to a tavern in fantasy settings like dnd. they serve drinks primarily, but also sell food and have rooms to stay in. they also do some sketch business practices (like favours) just like dnd!!!!! wow!!!! she also lives in the bar!!!!! anyways, personality-wise shes short tempered and sucks ass at trusting new people. shes quite cool when shes familiar with someone though. im pretty sure its not good to shave the hair of borzois, but oh well. she trims her hair anyway, thats why she has such a short coat on most of her body.

bleh. thats all. goodnight. (maybe?)

[scourgefrontiers]

its honestly so amazing and cool that i have the best wife in the world. like idk. i couldnt ask for anyone better to be my partner yknow. shes kind and sweet and pulls me out of dark places and helps me when i need it without me asking for it and she listens to me and makes me smile and laugh every day. idk. im just really grateful to have met her and gotten together with her even after everything we went through together. i wouldnt change it for the world

[kozykricket]

thoughts on the minecraft channels new, transparent af mc-history-reflection series.

been really digging the videos recently that minecraft has been uploading of just like... mojang reflecting on the history of the games development. theres... y'know, they don't go too deep into certain things, but they've mentioned a lot of interesting stuff (that admittedly was knowledge you COULD find, but not just, straight up spoken so casually and audibly) like, how... jeb just kinda offhandedly mentioned that back then they could Just Add Things, it was just the wild west of sure why not ...and also talking about how when they add stuff, they want to make sure that players can return to minecraft and have it still feel like ... familiar. and have them still be able to play relatively the same way. they like making opt-in content because of this i think (ill make a bigger post on this later, but... its one of the sad things of having such a big game, imo. you cant change the core gameplay...) but what i wanna talk about is that they... really succinctly explained stuff about the mob vote and how they feel about people asking for all 3, and why they cant just add all 3, and like. yeah okay as a super-omega-nerd, i already generally knew these things from diggin around and looking at individual developers twitters or blogs or whatever, but to hear it on the official youtube channel? its really nice. i hope people can truly BELIEVE mojang when hearing this come from them, that they... really do care, they put in countless days and nights to work on this game that we all love so much, and they care for it too

i think this video series is definitely worth watching. its not like, mr. beastified kiddie content, its just... the people who work on the game talking about their experiences over the years! just, being honest about stuff. they acknowledge stuff like many players still playing on 1.8... and all of the above stuff as well. i really think that when they just, talk straight up honestly, without trying to give some weird fake-reason "oh we didnt add the fireflies because... of the frogs, of course! yeah! we just care about frogs" (not the truest truth, it was that there was crunch and they couldnt really figure out how to implement them in a way they liked) ...when they talk honestly about their feelings, its... yknow, nicer to listen to, feels less corporate, and i really hope less people will like, doubt them or question them when they talk about their passion for the game here. i think in trying to be super careful about their PR, they kinda lost touch of actually just having real, human thoughts be out there for the community to see. at minecon, it doesnt feel like people are being very "real" at times but here? you can tell that theyre just, humans. people like us.

so go watch the series !!!

[odysseys-blood]

i wonder how much of mamiya is really yknow. original mamiya. did the pink house members influence him that much? bc originally it looks like no matter what mamiya didn't want them to die. he'd disappear but he wanted them to find purpose and keep living. but he did what he snapped at natsume for doing (being a support and then disappearing completely, not knowing how his friends would fare without him) and the pink house members all gave up. they couldnt find purpose in their lives they could only find purpose in mamiya. so thats why he snaps at natsume for restarting that cycle and why it seems his stance has changed on just. allowing them to die and follow mamiya

[partiallystarsif]

im a patreon-user who just played the demo recently and just ahhhhhh, i fucking love Sun lmao thank you for their creation, their sharky grin keeps making my toes curl like Right, Right, Right, I Forget I Have A Type Sometimes lmao rip

(which btw, ive gotten into bfe (boyfriend energy) videos recently, and this one made me think of male!Sun with how ive experienced him in-game with also how you said Sun in general is clingy and very pda when romanced, and this felt very Sun×My Specific MC to me from what ive imagined from that ♡)

also, a bit unrelated, but i wanted to ask in regards to the backgrounds bc i have dsycalculia and chronic memory loss, i couldnt seem to parse through via the summaries (bc dyscalculia makes me avoid stat stuff usually) which option is high Intelligence + Charisma at the cost of Physicality? the best i could process was the Extranet Background or maybe the Professor?? but i cant be sure without processing the stats i have been avoiding (and even then, i process numbers unreliably and misprocess values all the time, so i doubly would want to confirm even if i did confront the stats and then try to write shit down so i didnt have to remember them mentally while comparing) bc a charismatic snd smart but physically weak MC would best fit the personality id want to play that is still malleable enough that i havent decided on much else to be set in stone (like. yknow. a background occupation lmao)

thanks so much for the help and the fun ♡♡♡

hi, I'm glad you're enjoying Sun! 🥰 They're a delight to write, very cuddly but in a dangerous way. like a grizzly bear. with a gun

I'll go ahead and make the notes in the game for each background more specific about what stats they increase to hopefully make that less confusing for you and anyone else who has the same issue, but I can go ahead and list them here too!

SPOILER WARNING under the cut for those who want to avoid them:

Farmer: +2 Physical, +2 Insight

Criminal: +2 Physical, +2 Insight

Professor: +2 Mental, +2 Social

Carapace Racer: +2 Physical, +2 Mental

Extranet Personality: +2 Social, +2 Insight

Mercenary: +2 Physical, +2 Insight

Doctor: +2 Mental, +2 Insight

Rock Star: +2 Physical, +2 Social

Retail Worker: +1 to each stat

so if you're looking for intelligence and charisma, that would be the Professor!

I'm also realizing as I look at it like this that I have 3 of them with Physical/Insight, so I may rebalance that and change mercenary to Physical/Social instead 🤔

I hope this helps! and like I said, I'll adjust the wording in game for the next update to make that clearer as well