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heeseungismymanz · 4 months ago

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𝑀𝓎 𝒲𝒶𝓎

Synopsis: You and heeseung have been dating for about 3 months now. You both were the most popular people on the entire campus. It was all fine until you two got in a fight because of his ex. But now you have to go your own 𝒲𝒶𝓎.

Mentioning: All of enhypen (heeseungs friendgroup), yunjin lsfm (y/n bestie), yunah illit (heeseungs sister and your bestie), karina aespa (y/n bestie), keeho p1h (y/n ex), yeji itzy ( heeseungs ex ),more..

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Pairing: Popular bf!Heeseung x Popular gf!Fem Reader

Taglist: @mitmit01 @mimisxs

BOLD = CANT BE TAGGED

Warnings: Cursing,Fighting,love language is pt so will hug,cuddle alot,nothing much,idrk!

SFW MINORS ALLOWED!!

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**GOOD MORNING GORGEOUS** your alarm rings "Y/N WAKE UP!" You wake up to see your boyfriend staring at you and see you were sweating. "Y/N you okay? You were sweating really hard." You could tell you were sweating but you didnt know why. After realizing you just didnt say anything to him you quickly reply "oh yeah. were gonna be late lets get ready for school" You get ready for school. Dress up,hair,makeup, and perfume. "Hee im leaving to school" you say softly but loud enough for him you hear you. "Alright ill see you then! Love you" he says basically shouting from your bathroom. "Love you too"

Walking to school you see your friends karina,yunjin,and yunah. You run up to them, now more energetic. "GIRLS OMG!" You say basically yelling at them even though your right next to yunjin. "What the fuck girl why you yellin?" Karina says. "Just excited to see yall! But lets go before the bell rings. Its gonna ring in 5 minutes!" You say running ahead of them.

You get to your locker and open it. Placing your bags inside, Jake, heeseungs bestfriend walks up to you. "Hey! Is heeseung here? I wanna give yall an invitation." He says eagerly looking for heeseung. "Oh no but you can give it to me." You say as if you were tired with a raspy voice. "Oh sure! Its a party at my house." His house? You never beem there. Still you reply "Oh okay thanks!" You smiled at jake then walked away to your friends.

"Hey yun are you going to Jakes party?" You ask Yunah. "Uh maybe not. Have you seen my brother hee?" She asks acting like heeseung is the most valuable thing in the world (he is haha) "oh no i havent." You say then ask Yunjin "Jinnie are you going to Jakes party?" Asking desperately to not be alone. "Uhm no, he's a boppity bop whore" She says honestly disgusted. "Yeah he hooked up with like 10 girls in 2 days, no thanks." Yunah adds. "But yun,jinnie, i dont wanna be alone. Hes way out of my league and i dont wanna show up to his house because hes my boyfriends BESTFRIEND. And i know hee isnt going because he has basketball practice." You say annoyed. Then you hear, "Girl wake up! Your way better than him. Just come with us. Ill FORCE yun and jinnie to come to the cute cafe nearby." Looking behind your shoulder you see Karina. "Rina dont scare me like that!" You say honestly scared. "My bad just wake up!" Karina says. "Okay after classes im gonna be at my moms house then on monday ima be at my dads just for a visit." You say tiredly. "Oh okay" Rina,Yun,and Jinnie say in unison. "Just don't forget to add extra alarms cause you definitely wont Wake Up" Yunah says. You all laugh and walk thru the cherry blossom trees at the entrace of your school garden.

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AN: Im so sorry this was short 😭 i feel pressured to make it good not long. And my auto-correct was off while i wrote this and i was a lil drunk even tho i didnt drink and probs never will and it was 5 am... But enjoy haha!

#enhypen #lee heeseung #heeseung #enhypen x reader #heeseung x reader #heeseung ff #heeseung imagines #heesung enhypen #lee heesung x reader #heeseungismymanz #☆《heeseungismymanz》☆

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yeokii · 9 months ago

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MOOT GAME: " make up a trope for your moots and their biases. doesn’t need to be romantic. can be crackfic/funny/anything you want

ouu wait why is this kinda 😊

@yenqa and jay — obvious and oblivious

so we all know who's the oblivious here 😊😊 LIKE HE COULD BE GIVING YOU HEART EYES AND YOUD BE LIKE "ahhh best friend 😝😝" LIKE BRUH you'd be the type to say "I want my kids to marry ur kids" LIKE JAY BUDDY IF I WERE YOU I WOULD NOT TAKE THAT 💀💀 but sooner or later you'd find out by realising or he'd straight have to tell you like there's no in between

@soov and sunoo — "you ladies alright 😏" and babygirl

OHHHH YOUD BE ALL OVER HIM respectfully . like hello I feel like you'd put an arm over the wall nd corner him WITH A SMIRK . idk where im going with this but good luck with sunoo and his cheating bf 😊😊

@urszn and riki — nerd and athlete

NOW HOLD ONNN . I feel like ur really smart and rikis a lewser gym rat sport muscle man guy anyways you'd prolly have to tutor him and BAAM he likes you and the day hes going to say he likes you he prolly messes it up by saying "oh if I make this shot, that means I like you" and like . completely misses 🧍‍♀️

@weoris and jungwon — flirt and never felt the touch of a woman except his mother

so like maybe the trope is projecting (I say j2 out loud with confidence) but I feel like you'd flirt with him just cuz you find it funny cuz hes flustered but you dont realise that hes like in love with you UMMMM like this man would stop his ongoing game of clash of clans to text you (😊) LIKE OHHH HES COMMITED

@wvnkoi and heeseung — stuco and loser

you're last for a reason 😒😒 (kidding I loev yoi) so like you both are losers in a way but hes way more of a geek and ur way more of a freak JOESKKKSS but yall would probs be secretly dating and when ygs get caught they're like 😧 but he'd prolly talk about you to everyone and LIKE I MEAN EVERYONE (loser behaviour) "bro my girlfriends like so FINEEEE like id say yes to anything she asks" "sir, your total is $5.99"

THESE WERE SO FUN 😭 and im sorry if I didnt add any more of my moots 🙏 im a bit tired soz

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ladytauria · 1 year ago

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💖 and 🧠 from the ask game <33

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

my writing voice! i used to hate re-reading my own writing but now i can do so comfortably, even when i pick up on mistakes i missed or things i would change <3

i'm also fairly proud of my imagery, lol. that was something i worked hard to develop, and while i DO forget to like... describe things still when im writing, when i do remember/go back to add that in i feel more confident in my results lol

🧠 What’s an idea you have that you can’t quite call a WIP yet?

i have SO MANY of these

okay. i counted up the ones i have fleshed out outlines for, since there's more to talk about, and then i rolled a die <3

so! it's a jaytim fic inspired by the lyric, "why do you make me want to leave the world behind?" from the song stardust by new politics. the rest of the song doesn't actually fit, & i'll probs end up not using that line as the title, lol.

my outline for it is almost more of a not-fic than an outline, so... i'll just paste that in here, ig. pls excuse my brackets <3

why do you make me want to leave the world behind?

Jason couldn’t tell you what the final straw was. Maybe it was the last argument he got into with Bruce. Maybe it was hearing Joker’s laugh, again, echoing through the streets of Gotham. Maybe it was the gunshot he took to the shoulder, a few weeks ago. It— The point is, it could have been any number of things. Whatever the final straw, one thing is clear: he can’t do this any more.

And it’s not that he wants to abandon Crime Alley, or his people, it’s just—

He’s tired. He’s been tearing himself apart for the mission since he was twelve. He died, even—only to come back and keep doing it. And now… He’s just… done. He wants to live, and he can’t do that when the mission controls his life. He needs out.

Thing is…

He can’t leave Tim.

Tim is… somewhere along the way, Tim has become his rock. They’ve moved in together. When Jason suits up, Tim is at his side. When Tim needs stitches, it’s Jason holding the needle. When Jason comes home, knuckles bruised and lip split, it’s Tim there with the ice pack. And when they’re finished tending each other’s wounds, large and small, they fall into bed together—sore but together.

Jason doesn’t want to give that up.

He knows Tim won’t leave Gotham. Knows that Tim views Robin/Red Robin as the most important thing he’s ever done, the thing that gives him purpose, makes him feel real. He can’t ask him to leave it. He can’t.

But he’s not sure he can stay, either.

It’s a big, tangled mess, and Jason is no closer to figuring out what to do when Tim approaches him one evening. He sits down with him, holding his tablet, looking like he’s got something on his mind. He doesn’t bother with much preamble.

“My parents bought a place in [idk, some nice coastal or country area] a long time ago. A small vacation home, I think. It was one of those things we didn’t lose when Dad went bankrupt. I think… It looks like a nice place to retire, don’t you think so?”

Jason can hardly believe what he’s hearing, even as he agrees with feeling. He has to pinch himself once or twice, as they start making plans. They’re as methodical about it as they are everything else, hashing out all the details. It doesn’t feel real; not even when they inform the others, not when they start packing. Not even when they finally make the move, or unpack, or settle into the house.

It’s not until the second morning that it starts to sink in. This is real. It’s happening.

They grow roots. Befriend the neighbors. Tim gets back into photography, dragging Jason out with him on long walks to capture the scenery. He gets a job, too, working on cars, and talks Jason into pursuing a degree, the way he always wanted.

They gets visits and calls from the bats, and their friends—some more than others—and they usually even remember to leave business out of it. It’s… everything Jason wanted, honestly—though it’s not always easy. There are still nightmares, restless nights, and times when neither of them can watch or read the news without the urge be out there. Especially when there’s a crisis.

The worst of it, though, is the itching, nagging feeling in Jason’s chest. The thing that tells him it’s too easy. Too simple. Eventually something has to break—and each nightmare, each restless night makes Jason more and more certain it’s going to be Tim. One day, he’s going to wake up and decide that a quiet life with Jason isn’t what he wants after all.

He’ll leave.

Jason keeps his worries to himself. Just—tries to bottle up the good days, tucking them close under his heart, to keep him warm when he’s alone.

Before he knows it, though, a year passes. Tim still hasn’t left. Jason wakes up first, like he always does, and puts on the coffee before starting breakfast. Tim stumbles out of their bedroom just after Jason finishes the pancake batter. Even with a regular sleep schedule, he’s still not a morning person.

He goes for Jason first; winding his arms around his waist and sneaking a kiss before he pours his coffee. He slips out of the way, leaning against the wall to sip his coffee and watch Jason. And somewhere between the first batch of pancakes and the fourth, he glances over, and—he sees it.

Tim is smiling at him over the rim of his cup, still a little hazy from sleep. His eyes are no longer laden with bags. His skin is clear, a little tan. He’s got freckles, just a few, dotting his face. There’s a light, a glow to him that once Jason only saw in glimpses.

He’s happy.

Here.

With Jason.

It knocks the breath from him. He doesn’t know what his face is doing—only that Tim is at his side in an instant, coffee forgotten on the counter. Wrapped in Tim’s arms, Jason finds himself spilling everything, every thought and fear that’s plagued him for the last year. When he’s done, Tim smiles sadly, his hold turning into something like a cradle, despite their size difference.

“Robin was the most important thing in my life for a long time. First because watching you both, knowing what I knew… made me feel part of something bigger. Something amazing. And then because it gave me purpose. I was doing something that mattered, and so that made me feel like I mattered. And being good at it… It made me feel like I belonged, like I was wanted.” He strokes Jason’s cheek. “But… It always felt like it could be taken away. There were times when I thought it had been. And then… us. Jason, I don’t need Robin anymore. You make me feel like I matter—and I don’t… I don’t have to… to be perfect, or prove myself. I can just be here, with you, and that’s enough. I’m enough. And that… It means everything, Jay.”

Jason is tearing up. Supposedly, he’s the one who’s good with words—and Tim has pages of love poetry and sweet letters tucked away that can attest to that—but right now? He has none. All he can do is kiss him, and hope that everything he wants to say comes through.

The gratitude. The awe. The agreement. Tim does matter, and he doesn’t have to do anything to earn it, because Jason loves him. And fuck—the reason Jason stayed, the reason he couldn’t just leave on his own was because with Tim…

Tim has always taken him as he is. He doesn’t ask Jason to be anything more than he is, and because of that… Jason wants to be. He feels like the best version of himself when they’re together, and to hear that he gives Tim that same feeling—

It’s everything.

Tim’s coffee grows cold. Breakfast burns.

Neither of them care.

[ fic writer ask game ]

#its sappy and self-indulgent bc that's just where i'm at right now ig #thank you for asking!#waffleinator-inator #asks and answers #jaytim #tauriawritesfanfic #also this is another idea/fic/wip ive wanted to yell abt so ty for giving me the opportunity to share!

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aemondapologistfrfr · 5 months ago

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Dethrone - Chapter 12

Summary: The tour continues to Pyke, River Run, Winterfell, and Castle Black. They both are growing tired of the endless amounts of meetings and can’t wait to be wed.

Warnings: political plotting, drinking, swearing

Authors Note: first time it hasn’t been 18+ in a couple chapters 🫣, the way i thought when i copy and pasted these from my notes app the italics transferred 🫠 so im going to go back and edit the chapters and add the italics bc there’s ofc high valyrian in here and add summary’s 😎 - there will be no major edits that affect the plot or story xx I’ll probably be doing that in the upcoming days! (Idk why I’m getting so caught up in one shots rn but I’m not mad at it lmaooo and uh ill prob post another chap of this later

Word Count: 2.7k

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Our flight to Pyke is quick and fully coastal. Flying over water has become my favorite. It’s so freeing and gives me such an adrenaline rush. Vaelys dips into the water making me laugh as we dive and twist. She grabs fish out of the water with her feet and flies up to toss them to Vhagar.

As we approach Pyke the sky becomes clouded. The stone islands look like spikes rising out of the water. We land and place our bags next to us. Dalton Greyjoy approaches on horseback with two more horses trailing him.

“Welcome to Pyke.” he hops down off his horse with a grunt.

“Thank you for hosting us.” I say warmly smiling.

“Thank you for remembering Pyke.” Dalton chuckles as he attaches our bags to the two horses. “It’s nothing as fancy as Kings Landing, but it does what it needs to. The people work hard, I can’t complain.” He says offering me and Aemond the reins to the horses.

We mount our horses and make our way through the streets. We take in the life that keeps on happening around us. Aemond and I seem indifferent to this type of greeting. He still seems relaxed so I guess I’ll find out how he truly feels when we get to our chambers.

Once we get to the castle Dalton takes off our bags from the horses and calls for one of his sons. They bring our bags up to our chambers and we offer thanks. Dalton leads us to our chamber doors in comfortable silence.

“I figured you two could finish the day out how you please. Nothings off limits, we’re pretty laid back here. The people in town are pretty welcoming.” Dalton shrugs.

“Thank you, Lord Dalton.” I smile to him.

“Of course.” he returns the smile and shuts the door behind of him.

“I truly think he doesn’t know what to do with us.” Aemond says smirking.

“I agree, and I don’t necessarily mind.” I giggle taking off my jacket.

“Easy ally, we get to act like commoners, no big plotting. True time to relax.” Aemond hums pulling his shirt off.

“I wish to at least have one discussion with him at least. I think he would feel proud if we were to invite him to the wedding.” I think out loud as I rummage through my bag not knowing what to wear.

I decided to keep my riding pants and boots on and borrow one of Aemonds black shirts. I feel like wearing a gown in Pyke would make me stand out and not in a good way. Aemond hums in appreciation that I’m wearing something of his and kisses me deeply.

We find our way out of the castle and make our way to the streets. We visit the local market and see what they have to offer. It’s a different way of life here full of hustle and bustle but also contentment and relaxation. No one seems to look twice at us as we decide to enter a tavern.

“What’ll you have?” the bar hand asks.

“Two ales.” Aemond answers for us both surprising me he wants to drink.

We down our ale and order two more. We both start to relax and join in conversations with the locals. Everyone here seems to be having a great time as the tavern is full of laughter and shouts. Soon night has fallen and we’re all drunk and singing together. We laugh for hours on end and my cheeks are starting to tire.

“Cheers to realms lovers!” someone shouts and raises a cup.

The room explodes in cheers and chaos. Drinks are flowing and it’s starting to get too rowdy for our taste. Aemond and I slip out of the tavern and start our way back to our chambers. We’re giggling and stumbling until we reach the gates. We silence ourselves and try our best to make it back to our chambers unnoticed.

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We attend a couple meeting with Lord Dalton but it’s truly not as intense here with daily meetings and plotting. Lord Dalton isn’t afraid to ask for help with politics or with building something. He’s a very clairvoyant person and he will make an excellent ally.

We make friends with the locals and eat out in town every night. It’s quite refreshing to be able to act normally for once and have the people around us not care. The only time they seem to notice us is when we fly our dragons around the islands to take in their hidden beauty.

Dalton joins us at the tavern on our last night to share a meal with us. We extend him an invitation to our wedding and he is absolutely elated. He accepts right away and offers his thanks. We retire early to bed so we can head over to River Run at first light.

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The flight from Pyke to Riverrun will be our shortest flight. Within a couple of hours we’re already circling Riverrun and landing. We land outside of the walls of the city and are greeted by cheers and waves.

Lord Grover Tully approaches us and bows deeply. The servants come and quickly whisk our bags away. We follow Lord Grover through the gates and through the main doors. The castle is truly massive and takes my breath away.

“I hope your journey here was easy from Pyke. Your extra trunks arrived yesterday and I had them brought to your chambers to await you. Should you need anything in the meantime let someone know.” Grover explains as he leads us to our chambers.

“Thank you kindly.” Aemond hums as he ushers me in.

“I’ve left an itinerary on the table for you both.” Grover calls into the room after he shuts the door.

The itinerary is straight forward with us attending meetings and then ending the week in another celebration. These trunks are filled with our furs and heavy jackets. I will admit I’m rather excited to have the opportunity to travel north.

“My husband this tour is getting so repetitive.” I groan as I fall back on the bed rubbing my eyes.

“Do you want it to end?” Aemond asks as he lays next to me.

“Yes and no. I want it to end so we can finally wed, but I don’t want it to end because I’m enjoying seeing everything. The meetings are just getting old.” I huff rolling towards him.

“We only have two more destinations that require meetings, my love. Then we get a reprieve.” he hums kissing my forehead.

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The week rushes by in a blur as nothing particularly interesting or important happens. We stay attentive during the meetings and polite at dinners. The locals were very welcoming and I adored the trinkets they had in their shops.

On our last night we swap out most of our clothing for furs and jackets and then ship the rest of our clothes and belongs to Dragonstone. We prepare for the temperatures in the North by wearing long sleeves, pants, and fur lined boots. We bring along furs to keep outside of our bags to put on when the weather begins to drop.

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River Run to Winterfell is going to be one of our longest flights on this tour next to the one between Sunspear and Oldtown. I can’t help but be worried for Vaelys and Vhagar. I know dragons have come this far and have been fine in the winter weathers, but it’s still in the back of my mind.

When we’re about half way there I relent and bundle myself in my furs. I bury my head into my hood and cuddle against Vaelys. She’s still surprisingly hot and is like a large flying hearth. I turn to see Aemond do the same and we cozy in for the remainder of our flight. We keep straight and once Winterfell comes into sight I sigh in relief.

I quickly get my bags and slide down Vaelys. Aemond meets me on the ground and sighs out in relief with me. The sun is low in the sky offering less warmth. I cuddle in next to Aemond and then to look at our dragons nervously.

I see Vhagar scorch the earth around them and I thank the Gods were on the other side of the gates. Vaelys follows in Vhagars steps and scorches the ground some more. I turn and see Lord Cregan Stark approaching us.

“I’m terribly sorry.” I look frantically from Cregan to the burned ashes of earth.

“Worry not. I understand dragons need to stay warm.” he offers us a bow. “Speaking of, you two should come near the fire before the frost bites.” he says waving us over and men come and grab our bags.

We quickly follow Cregan in through the gates and into the main hall. Aemond and I huddle by the fire as we begin to defrost. I sigh out in relief as I slowly start to warm up.

“Thank you, Lord Cregan.” I offer sincerely as I turn to him. “Let me know if there is anything we can do to help repair the land that was damaged once we leave and we’ll see to it that it’s done with haste.” I tell him hoping it hasn’t ruined any potential relationship.

“The snow will cover it once you both leave and no one will know the difference. I appreciate your caring for the North though, it doesn’t go unseen.” Cregan smiles. “My prince, I’m sure you get this often, but I’m thoroughly impressed by your dragon.” he says looking to Aemond sincerely.

“Thank you, Lord Stark, for your hospitality and kindness.” Aemond hums and offers a genuine smile.

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Winterfell reminds me of Pyke in the sense that everything is more laid back. The locals do recognize us and whisper but are overall friendly and welcoming to a conversation and company. Cregan Stark is near our age so it makes us feel more relaxed being here.

We check on Vaelys and Vhagar daily and they seem to have no issues being in the cold. We discuss the practicality of only bringing one dragon with to the wall and decide we will only bring Vaelys. Vhagar, though mighty, is slower and we wish to make haste with the low temperatures. Vaelys is the smaller of the two as well and will take up less room at Castle Black.

We only pack one small bag as to avoid less stress on Vaelys. She is more than large enough to accommodate two riders, there’s just never been a necessity to do so before. We cover our faces with furs before Vaelys launches us towards the sky. I’m thankful this flight is relatively short as the temperatures keep dropping.

Vaelys has no issue making the journey with Aemond on her back as well. She shoots forward and makes impressive time. Once the wall comes into view I move my furs slightly to get a better view. It’s more massive than I ever could have imagined. She slowly starts the descent and lands on the outskirts of Castle Black. We each slide down off of Vaelys and start walking towards a man in black. Behind us Vaelys makes a circle of fire around herself and curl ups as the fire begins to dim.

“No one’s here to wait on you hand and foot, your highnesses.” the man sneers.

“Enough, before I send you over the wall.” a gruff man walks into view. “I’m the Lord Commander here.” he says as way of greeting.

“Pleasure to meet you.” I say trying to stop my teeth from chattering.

“Let’s get inside before I’m taken to court for allowing you both to freeze to death. Will that beast of yours be fine on its own?” he asks raising an eyebrow looking a bit terrified.

“She’ll let us know if she’s not.” I say quickly following him inside a building. I quickly shuffle over to the fire and Aemond is close behind. We practically shove our hands into the open flame unworried.

“So what is it you’re here to see?” the Lord Commander asks skeptically.

“I would like to see the top of the wall.” I blurt out without thinking. “We’re also here to discuss any needs you and your men may have. We want you to know you matter to us, even all the way in the south.” I say softly looking to him.

“You don’t need to win me over for whatever you both are plotting. My men can’t fight for you or anyone. We’re here to protect everyone against what’s above The Wall.” he responds simply.

“That doesn’t mean you still don’t have needs that aren’t being met. You’re all doing a service for the seven kingdoms and that shouldn’t go unnoticed.” I say firmly.

“I will think on this and talk with my men. Pick any room that’s empty and it’s yours for the night.” he says walking off.

“We should’ve just stuck with wanting to see The Wall. I don’t find him very inviting or worth it.” Aemond says with a hint of disgust.

“Aemond, we do not abandon anyone in our seven kingdoms. If we do we will lose them. These men up here are just as important as the men down there.” I say crossing my arms.

“Yes, my Queen.” Aemond relents and kisses my forehead.

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The Lord Commander only asks for supplies once every season and more men consistently. He escorts us up the wall himself and I’m in awe looking over it. There’s an entire other world on the other side and if I could handle the cold I would beg to explore it. I admit I’m extremely thankful we’re only spending a night at Castle Black because the chill is to my bones.

Once the sun breaks over the horizon we mount Vaelys and shoot back towards Winterfell. Once we land Vhagar grumbles at us in greeting, blazing the ground anew. Cregan approaches again and Vaelys spits her flames onto the ground heating me.

“Now I think it might be personal.” Cregan chuckles as he walks to us both. “So how was the wall?” he asks admiring our dragons.

“Cold but beautiful nonetheless.” I hum as we start to walk towards the Keep. “It makes the temperature here seem more bearable.” I smile once we get inside.

“Vhagar was an absolute delight, the children loved watching her burn circles around the Keep.” he says chuckling.

“It seems she wanted to keep you warm.” Aemond says smirking.

“Indeed she did, so we offered her some cattle as a thank you.” Cregan responds proud that he was able to take care of a dragon.

“Mm, shall you two be needing a visitation every month from now on then?” Aemond jokes.

“If you’re offering my prince I would never say no.” Cregan winks at Aemond.

“Would you two like a moment?” I ask trying to hide my laugh.

“Or two.” Cregan says before he bursts out in laughter clapping Aemond on the shoulder.

We make our way back up to our chambers to prepare for our last dinner here in Winterfell. I’m kind of sad we’re leaving because I quite enjoyed seeing Aemond have fun with Cregan. At least I know Cregan will support us in our future.

Dinner is full of laughter and cheers. The hall is warm giving everyone a red flush showing the lively atmosphere. Cregan shouts with joy as we invite him to our wedding. He promises to be there supporting the both of us and drinking the bar dry. He laughs and raises a toast to us.

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Okay so this part was SOOO GOOD! I'm literally BUZZING with their reunion! I think it’s just so cute that she has kept so many notebooks about her and Harry even after all this time😭This speaks to the journal obsessed part of me lol and the fact that she thinks he’s moved on is CRAZY but im not surprised since she did get insecure about their relationship(fuck Lauren lol) so I ger her! The detail of the pic on the figure was just so 💔 bc MY MAN WOULD HAVE AND WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF HER😭 oh and that little part about how ‘hope” feels, bestie that was such a beautiful way to explain it!

also the image of Harry in a fireman uniform… yeah I just know he’s so😵‍💫 is it kind of creepy he knew where she would be? Yeah but like idgaf THEY ARE SOULMATES so I'm choosing to believe that their bond was calling him to go there lol the KITTEN NAME DROP AFTER SO MANY YEARS MY HEART😭 but ugh god the mention of Lauren still being somewhat close to her MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM!!!(trust me I love it for the plot) Now I loved their balcony moment and it was nice to see how his instinct was just to take care of her! Oh tell me why I was giggling so hard about everyone’s reaction to Harry sending that text! And you know I love a good jealousrry moment even if it’s small! Though I did love the mention of how each of them mourns the loss of their friendship with her differently and going through a friendship breakup is just as painful! Was so sad for Louis :( BUT OVERALL I LIVED FOR THIS SAM!! So well written and I'm so excited where this story is going to go! Very excited!!! Loved it so much!

Hope you have a lovely and relaxing weekend! Wishing you the best! LOVE YOU!!-💜

I realized I was writing almost entirely from Harry's POV. I try REALLY hard to split the POVs from Harry and my MC. This part was completely uneven even after I added her part, but it just was SO much better from his perspective lol. But I did end up really loving the part I wrote from her POV. I thought the notebooks were a cute touch and I actually am really proud of the candle/hope analogy 😭🙈 sometimes I get an idea in my head and I'm like "It would be so cool if I could come up with something profound right now. Like John Green saying 'slowly, then all at once'." I'm not sure I'll ever get that, but I'll keep trying. But humbly, I do surprise myself with what I come up with solely because I have this moment of clarity where I'm like "Okay, I'm writing Harry Styles fanfic do I need to inform the masses about how I think roses are prickly and wildflowers are strong?" probs not. But it happens I suppose.

Spoiler/not spoiler I'm really looking forward to writing about her finding out that Harry hasn't moved on even a little 🤭 I'm glad you liked the journaling part! Our little writer girly wouldn't do anything less I don't think. I don't know if I knew you were a journal-er! I need to start keeping notes of you on my computer to consult after a year 😭 It would look like this:

has 4 dogs that don't like fireworks

studies psych (and takes way too many classes)

enjoys drag brunches and record stores

Paramore [Wikipedia page biographer?]

journals

enjoys thrifting (and can alter her finds!?)

Anti-Victoria's Secret

has a competent MALE therapist

But anyway 😭 I know you're more than this and I would so add more but it's a good starting point to keep track of things 💕

I probably glossed over the explanation of him just knowing where she was so YES we should assume it's just that soulmate connection that brought him to her. I SWEAR I saw an AI photo of him in a firefighting uniform. I'm also DESPERATELY trying to get on fireman TikTok for inspo and for my own personal gain 👀👀

I know we hate Lauren lol it's so funny what you guys pick up on because I don't even THINK about her at all when I think of this series 😭

I believe so fully that Harry would be the kind of guy that lays his jacket down on a puddle for her to walk across (probs shouldn't have said that, now I gotta come up with another analogy to write 🤣) so I wanted him to just fall right back into being so infatuated with her and taking care of her immediately. I figured I needed a mood lightener and them all worried about Harry was the best I could do on short notice 😅 I like to keep the friends in my stories as mostly minor characters (except for Traditional) mainly because I struggle to sustain prolonged interactions with others (I just want all my couples to live in their own little love bubbles). UGH I wanted to make him more jealous! But I think rationally, he wouldn't be jealous of his friends. Maybe I'll do it for the next part hehehehehe As it is not in my notes above, I believe I recall that you weren't TOTALLY into 1D but Louis was always denoted as the goofball and I think that was a gross underestimation of his emotions (see also the times I've said his lyrics are 👌) ANYWAY

Thank you for attending this week's book club 💕

FINALLY A QUIET WEEKEND 🎉 Hope yours is good too! 💕

xoxo

P.S. In true-Sam fashion, my lack of feedback on this part is making me so sad and feeling like it's an absolute flop. I wish I didn't write so much sometimes because my series tend to start off SO good but fizzle by the end. My one-shots do SO much better. But I want MORE to happen. Maybe I'm just bad at having stories progress? I know, I know, notes aren't everything and summer is a weird time for people and I know with Harry being MIA in real life people are missing him and not writing as much and also not reading as much. But yeah, it's part of why my updates are far between :/

#most #💜

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mangofmoon · 1 year ago

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wait ive never shared this on here—

this is the first animatic Ive ever posted (and im still quite proud of it? weird). The way I made it tho… is uh… probably unconventional (click the read more thing to learn how ;3)

youtube

OK SO I firstbtried using flipaclip. but after the sketches and figuring out timing I realized that exporting the video caused the audio to be offset and that bugged the shit outta me so I changed plans i screen recorded the preview in flipaclip, imported the recording to procreate, and COUNTED THE FRAMES. INDIVIDUALLY. Finally i could match the number of frames to the actual nice ones I made in procreate. sweet! i had a video! i think! then i realized: “wait how do i add audio” PANIC

then I remembered the iMovie app my brother and i used to make home movies with. That could work! (i have no computer so no actual nice software, and less features in imovie) (sad) so i put the video into imovie and added the audio it… it was off. like very off. i tried editing it but it was so bad i got tired and gave up. i forgot about it completely.

like a month later i found it again, and being less sick of looking at it, I was like: yea sure i could upload this. I asked my brother, who had a computer, to add subtitles. But the program he used made incredibly crusty subtitles and i couldn’t match them completely with the frames. oh well. i uploaded without the subtitles and carried on my day.

until a few days later I realized I could make it BETTER I went back to the timed frames and added subtitles individually to each, according to the original music video, so us english speakers could know what the lyrics are (which i wanted because the korean lyrics are mostly the reason this song resonated so strongly with my story) so I tried to edit the timing in the frames better, but in imovie it again sucked ass. so, i finally gave up, and slapped the “timed” frames in so I could split the video in imovie and cut out extra time and get the timing PERFECT! it took like 3 hours cus i didn’t know what i was doing but I did it! i sure did

anyway ask me if u wanna know any lore stuff :) ill try not to give away too much

(also apologies if this is hard to read) (probs gonna edit it for clarity later)

#1mangojuicepls #art #oc art #youtube #animatic #villain by stella jang #how i made it #animatic pain #animation meme #oc animatic #this thing is apparently 3 months old but it feels like YEARS #Youtube

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steel--fairy · 2 years ago

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ok i cant sleep so its thinkin bout chryssa time

i have so many ideas for her story but i cant seem to figure out how to make them all fit together in a cohesive way.

like i want to add the part where she gets that villa from platinum in bc a house for her away from her mom would be the ultimate liberation for her. but waiting until after she gets 8 badges seems likes its too late while it wouldnt necessarily make sense before from a lore standpoint considering its part of the battle frontier island which is only for the toughest trainers. (considering i want steven to actually show up and chryssa is my rocks are cool daughter they could meet in the underground.....hm) (also just want to add that chryssas thoughts on steven are "rich people (derogatory)" she would bully him so hard)

and then theres the buneary plotline. she left buneary behind. at some pt she meets emmaline and her bunbun. all this is tied to her contest stage mom trauma. i have no idea how to resolve it, both buneary and contests.

(also i originally had her just practice for contests but it makes more sense for her to actually have performed in them which. is an interesting addition hm. mayhaps people will recognize her)

then like. the actual plot timeline. as of rn im thinking of having her solely go thru the gyms and even get to the e4 where aaron crushes her. its only then after a meltdown that she starts to learn to take things slow which is also when the team galactic plot stuff starts. actually no writing that out helped actually lol. she rushed thru and after lucas coming to comfort her rowan scolds her and tells her to ~experience~ sinnoh. thats also when her real bonding with lucas begins. tho, again, i have no idea where her final confrontation with her mom will fit in here

then sinilar to the buneary plot is the riolu plot. chryssa doesnt know friendship tm so she cant get it to evolve. but it feels too close? i need to figure out the buneary plot first i feel then i can start figuring out the riolu plot

theres probs more but its almost 5am and i am so tired but cant sleep lol idk. i have a feeling this might be one of those times where i have too many ideas and will need to prune some. which i dont wanna do : (

#oc: chryssa #fic: sinnoh arc

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s0lar-ch3ri · 1 year ago

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(eye brow raise) this was a surprise, and im months late but i need to distract myself from everything else i wanna do (plus the jrwi adhd polls. im in pain currently)

okay so lil note btw is its kinda late, and i am ever so dead brain. oh and also im a couple minutes only into ep 106 (so no spoilers for me but enza being here is a spoiler so if you want no others gooooooo)

ALSO I BARELY HAVE A GRASP ON HOW THE BLACK SEA IS SO IM SORTA PROJECTING ON JAY WHAT ID PROBS BE FEELING

Jay was tired. This place felt too dark, too moist, too dry (how could the ocean be fucking dry?? how could it feel anything but moist??), too loud, too much, too little. Gillion was a little too happy. Gryphon was a little too annoyed. Chip was a little too...Chip. Queen was a little too worried.

"Are you sure your feeling fine Captain?" Queen inquired. "I could-"

"I'm fucking peachy," Jay snarled back. It didn't even occur to Jay how callous she had sounded until Queen had nodded and walked off. Fuck, Jay thought. One more problem to add in.

Yeah, life sucked and Jay wanted out of the dark sea hole, next Riptide adventure ple-

"Jay, your conch's been going off, quick!" Gillion called out, making Jay slightly flinch (why'd she flinch? she's heard him yell before, what the fuck is this place doing to her) as she scrambled to answer. The thing with conch phones is they only get one use. Considering how Gillion never really got calls himself (he'd mostly use it to call Caspian or Edyn before...maybe she wouldn't bring that up), it was the first time someone had contacted them first. Normally it's the other way around.

As she brought the shell to her ear, hoping she wasn't too late, she recognized the instantly. It was Ensa, Jay's inventing buddy and-

"Oh shit, Jay has her girlfriend on the phone!" Chip called out, unknowing that his jokes were truth. God Jay wanted nothing more then to punt that little fucking shit into the black sea where Arlin probably is rotting away and he's just too ignorant to accept it-what. Jay doesn't think like this. God this place was getting to her.

"What's that your murmuring Jay, speak up! Which girlfriend is it?" Chip continued to tease.

"Whoever it is, it's someone I'd have more a chance with then you have with anyone, now fuck off!" Jay stormed off for a second to breath. Unknown to her, Chip and Gill went off to talk. It was important to mention that they had found land in this area, apparently it wasn't all water (woahhhhhhhhhhhh) and there were people down here too. It was a good rest stop, at least to Jay. Then again, anything down here didn't feel good.

"Sorry for the surprise Jay-bird, everything alright? You sound rather..."

"Pissed? Yeah, no, the Black Sea definitely is unexplored for a reason. It just..." Jay sighs. "I'm changing against my will. I'm getting angry at yelling at people without realizing it, my thoughts are more violent and the slightest bit of doubt is twisted and malformed into some shit hole string of hatred."

Ensa listened intently, being silent for a second to process. "...So it sucks."

Jay couldn't help but laugh at the silly joke. Suddenly the black sea felt a bit better. Gillion didn't seem too positive. The looming dread turned to a smaller anxiety. The ick of this place faded slightly with her here, on the phone, calling her.

"Do you want me to come down there?" Another pause. This could have lasted weeks and Jay would have sat there still, contemplating.

"No."

"You were pretty hesitant...sounds like you want me there."

"I do, and that's exactly why you shouldn't come."

"But your mentioning twisting and-"

"I'm not wanting to be contortioned in a way that harms you, and I don't want this place to get you. I can manage, it feels better that your right here with me."

Jay could hear her smile. Goddesses, what Jay wouldn't give for that smile. Like when Aster's warm rays hit her skin, Jay felt her cheeks heat up.

"If you even for a moment change your mind, contact me. We'll get the teleporter running quicker then you'd want to be leaving, which is now I'd guess."

"Okay, yeah, that's great." Jay paused. "I love you so much Ensa. Thank you, for everything." Jay was slightly stunned at her own sentiment, but she didn't question where it came from. This place was the scariest shit Jay had ever seen. And she wasn't even sure how they'd leave, or even leave alive. Yet, on call with Ensa, imagining her standing next to her, holding hands and talking cool gadgets they'd want to try making, it made everything not seem like shit. The world was more then tolerable with Ensa, and maybe after all the nightmares Jay had early on in their adventures, to the real nightmare moments that have happened since, Jay deserved this girl. No, Jay knew, she needed Ensa.

"No problem Jay-bird, I love you too. When your back, I'll probably have something cool to show you. Or something you could help me make. Whatever, just, don't fucking die okay? Promise me. I know those other 2 can get carried in a current, and you can sometimes go along with it too much, so just...if they're being stupid, remember this fucking promise. If you die, I will grab your body and put your soul into a robot just so I can tell you how stupid it was that you died...not really. I miss you too much. I guess cramping myself in a work room is twisting me too, haha." Jay let her talk around. "Okay, but promise me, I'm not kidding about that. Jay-bird, promise me you'll return to the great seas of Mana alive and intact."

"I can't promise I'll ever not be stupid, I can promise that when we're out, we'll go on a special date, one with inventing and doing all sorts of shit. I'll find a way to tell my family, my sea family, about us, one that won't feel super awkward. I won't die on you, that's my oath to you as Jay Ferin and as your love."

Jay wanted the call to last forever, to never return to the Black Sea and it's horrors. She couldn't find the words now, but Jay had so much to say to Ensa. So, she did as her sister did years ago, this time with confidence she'll come back to who she's left behind. She forced herself away from the conch and as though she had to cast command on herself, her thumb rigidly moved over to the end call button.

"See you soon." Beep.

im gonna be really honest rn

navyseal is off-limits pistolwhip is off-limits all the others are off limits because ENSA

ourhghhhghghh jay needs to kiss her right now wouruhougroh

sure the others are nice and all but ensa shes so perfect for jay smh my head i dont see enough art of them

#THIS TOOK SOO LONG OH MY FUCKING GOD #but its here #the rambler.#the bright smoothie of words #im actually at ep 109 at the completion of this so lets goooooo #jrwi women in STEM #clockwork rivals #jrwi birdbolt #jrwi clockwork rivals #jrwi ensa #i spell her name with a z because i like it fuck hang on #okay now we can ball #jrwi jay #jay ferin #jrwi spoilers #jrwi riptide spoilers #okay we done with tags and can finnaly post after fucking MONTHS of procastination and work lmao

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uglysockperson · 3 years ago

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well kids i have stood for 64 hours this week. pls rember to stretch, before stressful tasks, after your work day, and especially take breaks when you have a binder on. stretch in the opposite direction you work in. if you're bending forward most of the day, bend back. if your legs are in a stationary position, move em in long ways put your foot on a ledge and stretch away. remember no one will ever pay you enough to not take your water and bathroom breaks. keep hydrated and keep tabs on your caffeine levels. sleep when you can even at fucked up times. a fucked schedule is still a schedule. pack a cliff bar, lip balm for lips and dry knuckles, and pocket knives will always come in handy. take these with a very mild seriousness. as a reminder to myself and others, take the time for yourself to sit and cry if you need to, please sleep, you are doing your best and you should be proud of that.

#take it easy kids. take your vitamins too yall #honestly if you feel like fucking dead more offen than you think you should think about your iron levels #lots of young/ working people are deficent in fiber iron and cde vitamins just do a run threw of your diet and try to add things in #hell honestly if you send me your normal meal schedule and stuff if i have the time ill give you a loose nutritional analysis #some times you have to cry in the broom closet #and remeber fucking up doesnt kill you #imagine you fuck up and your manager tries to killl you #in tht situation just know you could probs take them #im so tired yall #its getting better tho

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sakumasmut · 2 years ago

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ohoho im lovin all the slutty anzu hcs.. mind if i list some of mine too? 🫣

so true @ rei being the one taking her virginity and corrupting her into a cockdrunk slut.. i can see him staying in a hotel w/ her during a business trip. both were stressed during the first day, so rei initiates the sex, and pretty anzu would agree albeit her getting flustered at first. when they two got back from the business trip, he had sucessfully turned anzu into a slut.

with the help of rei, successfully convinced the adult idols to fuck her from time to time, the 3rd year following not soon after.

is into being free used by the idols as a personal cum dumpster duh.. nowadays her time in the agency is just 0.1% doing paperworks and 99.9% getting all her holes abused by the idols.

almost forgot to mention, rei def didn't go slow on her during her first time and afterwards.. that's probs why she's saurr corrupted 🫣

back to her work as a producer-turned-cockslut, she would wear this kind of undergarments now that she's officially the ES idols's stress relief fucktoy

her stepping inside the building and not even a few seconds in an idol pushes her against the wall and start fucking her warm cunt. another would join after the first one fucks her cunt full, but this time they're fucking her anal hole. and then another one's using her mouth as a flesh light. and then another one. and another. poor anzu doesn't get a break from the pounding, but hey at least she gets to be filled with lots of cum in all holes

speaking of cum, her being filled with everyone's seeds makes her feel even sexier.. asking for more as they pump their seeds into her hole

absolutely love it when they treat her like an animal.. the idols tearing her clothes until she's left naked, and then fucking her hardcore until she lost her voice.. ohh the absolute dream

smack her, slap her, pull her hair.. rough her up! she fucking loves it. degrade her and spit on her. pound her so hard she couldnt think straight before eventually passing out

but what happens if she passes out? fret not! her holes are still eager to accept you!

would love it if the idols fuck her balls deep, not giving a fuck if their cocks are too big for her tight hole. if she wants it balls deep, then balls deep it is.

with the amount of fucking she gets in a day, she only goes home once every two or three weeks because she's too tired.. thanks for the break room, eichi!

..or if she wants to move to the ES building instead, eichi would be glad too; it means him and the others can fuck her even more freely now🫣

hosting a bukkake every weekend to wind down.. she would gladly give in; she loves their cocks after all. the session could last for the entire weekend with the amount of cocks in the room.. no need to worry though, they alr prepped water and foods for this special occasions

she's quite flexible. no need to elaborate further because you guys know what this means..

fucking her stupid.. the only way to go at her. if you can't fuck her stupid then what's the point?

would refuse to get a boyfriend; none of them can make them feel as good as the idols. why would she need one if she already has 35 cocks using her everyday?

tl;dr: anzu cockslut real

😳 cant add much here but goddamn

#nsft es!!#enstars smut #anzu smut #thirsts #rei x anzu smut

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driflew · 2 years ago

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beholden outlines and notes

i got a review on beholden yesterday who pointed out its been, yknow, well over a year since i updated the fic. obviously those of you following me here know ive been writing other stuff, and so it shouldn't come as a surprise that im not rlly planning to go back to working on it

why? other than getting into another fandom, i honestly just wasnt really happy w how the fic was turning out. i loved s1, but s2 i just wasnt liking as much. and as much as i was excited for how s2 (and the fic in general) would have ended, i just couldnt get myself to keep working and Get there. besides that, i started beholden on quarantine, and when class/work started up, i simply didnt have the time to write so much. beholden was already 70k. to finish would have probs doubled the length, and that's not time i could dedicate

as such, ive decided to post my outlines/notes for what the rest of beholden Would have been if id ever gotten to finishing it. this is, i guess, my final sendoff for beholden. here's every doc / outline i had guiding my writing of this fic

ill say in advance this fic was a mix of plotting and pantsing, so not everything in the outline is completely fleshed out. but the main beats are there, esp in scenes i was more confident about

...these also weren't meant to be viewed by anyone but me, so they might be sort of confusing/under-explained. il add a bit of commentary/context when i can

first, here's my detail on how the rest of season two would have gone:

NOV 3: Jordan Kennedy statement

toll his Knowing and rereading old statements

talk about Peter! self-isolation as a way to

1. Ready himself and his friends for his death, by not being too deeply attached,

2. Keep peter and elias’s attention on him rather than his assistants,

3. Get peter to agree to yeet any threats into the Lonely, to keep his marks low

Dust to Dust. michael shelley is there. implies jon might have known abt the tapes all along and they could very well be the secret??

does this implicate michael in gertrude’s murder

Tim and Martin have an argument at flat while the three of them are listening to tapes.

Jon has been guiding, but Tim worries he may be guiding Away from the truth (paranoid)

Martin worries Tim is so focused on finding Jon’s secret he’s getting distant from Jon.

They’ve been listening to tapes at Martin and Tim’s whenever possible.

martin’s tired of it! hes doing work at home basically, and tim’s kind of erratic now that hes got the idea in his head jon might be a monster. it worries martin too but he knows that even w the shit jon pulls he IS their friend

sasha’s gonna have. Thoughts abt the Michael thing as well, given Michael and Jon clearly have some kind of shared past / understanding

something something… Michael talks about a shared past, Jon about reverting the Change… they both worked with Gertrude…… Gertrude and Jon reverting “the Change”??

but what the fuck is the Change? what “changed”??? why did they need to undo it? why do only they remember it? do they need to prevent it from “changing” again?

could she talk to Michael?

WHERE DID THIS PLOT COME FROM

Group intervention,

Martin trying to make them stop being so suspicious of each other. Gearing up for the “if we were all happy would that be so bad” bit

DEC 1: Daisy drops by in place of Basira to give a statement / talk to tim. Jon half avoids this one bc 1, not feeding on a friend, 2, daisy will Kill him if hes noticeably not human (esp since she figured it out thru him changing in her dreams last time)

asks Tim about the nathaniel thorp statement. she wants to see it.

looked back into the guy. he wasn’t named nathaniel thorp, but its been a long time. she’s not about to rule out a fake name

JAN 7: Tessa Winters

WHAT HAPPENED IN CANON:

tim and jon argue

martin tells jon to fix shit w tim

not them encounter in the tunnels

talk to elias

JAN 25: Caroline Gorka

Jon takes this one. hungry

jons on his isolation arc

FEB 11: Maxwell Rainer raid

Feb13: Melanie statement 2

Tim bumps into in the library while researching and asks her abt what she’s been researching. she talks abt the notThem, and the table, and the statements Jon has given her copies of. Tim frowns and tell her that they know where the table is, it’s here, why would Jon lie about that… unless…? they decide fuck the library and fuck work and just leave

they do some research into jon’s past. Tim, Melanie, and Georgie go thru Georgie’s old pictures, but she doesnt have any (messy breakup… she got rid of most of it). talk abt the sudden personality change, etc.

Tim decides that he must have changed. they talk abt how there’s usually someone who can see the difference, and Tim decides that since it isn’t any of them, it must be someone else in the institute. he asks around about what people think Jonathan Sims looks like, and “rosie” pauses before describing a complete stranger. tall, close-cropped hair, broad shoulders. and then this strange short man came in and she assumed they must have fired Sims, since he really wasn’t qualified, and hired some other Jon…

and that’s it. that must be. jon’s dead and this thing replaced him.

Feb 16: axe to table

Tim calls Daisy, since she has experience killing these things. Melanie and Georgie decide to help—Melanie bc she was researching them, and Georgie bc that was her friend. Basira tags along too. Tim tells Martin and Sasha that they should come w him (without explaining), and to not tell Jon. rosie is more than happy to let them thru to artifact storage.

they all go, Tim explains that Jon is NOT Jon, and he’s going to prove it. then he turns around and puts an axe through the table

Jon shows up and is like. rosie wouldn’t let me in please tell me you didnt break the table. and Tim is like its too late, you bastard Jon-killer!

chaos.

dunno how this bit goes BUT

shouting match in which they both talk abt rosie, and Martin realizes that rosie has been replaced

daisy attacks Jon and he panics, sending her to the Lonely as per the deal w Lukas. thats a problem! but also this fic equivalent of the buried

notRosie attacks, and the rest of them escape. idk how. Jon gets them to the tunnels probably? barricades them in the archvies? they deal w notRosie somehow.

Jon has to come clean! its time t explain everything!

this might be a separate chapter. end on a cliffhanger and then in the new chapter Jon must explain….

new exposition dump chapter! here’s everything Jon has to explain (or not explain)

he is a time traveller, sort of, having sent his own memories back in time

he knew all of them (and daisy). all of them died. the world ended. he’s here to prevent it

probably toes the line between “it was my fault” and “im on your side.” yes he caused their deaths. no he doesnt want to cause them again. everything he’s done has been to stop those deaths from happening again.

explains he had to hide it because of Elias. probably explains how serious he is about this by explaining how he blinded himself to keep things from Elias and the Eye

…which leads him to explain shit like the Eye, the entities, the rituals, etc.

which is a great lead-in to the Unknowing!

stresses repeatedly that he’s being honest, he’s telling them a lot and he’s willing to admit everything, but keeps two things to himself: he and Martin dated, and he’s going to kill himself in the Unknowing

...and that would have been s2! i was really excited for the not-Jon thing, but never got to it.

anyway. i also had these two notes at the end of the doc as things to consider in my writing of jon's interactions with Sasha and Tim

“sasha is jon’s favorite, theyre probably comfortable with each other”

“jon’s got stronger memories / more memories of tim hating him than tim being his friend, thats gotta be weird for how he feels about tim”

speaking of Tim, i ALSO have a doc specifically for guiding tim's arc. sasha's arc was mostly me rolling with the punches and working with what i thought she might be able to figure out, but Tim i had the beats planned more directly

TIM PLOT OUTLINE

peter lukas props Isn't human, jon Is helping him

jon is doing other shady shit, helping michael (also not human)

jon is very pointedly guiding them towards the unknowing but not saying what he knows or why

research avatars and learn ppl can lose their humanity / become monsters.

combine melanie's info on ppl replaced, like the notThem

horrible conclusion: on either was human and isn't anymore, or really isn't jon. were they ever even friends with jon?

(worth noting: if Jon truly was replaced when his personality changed, then all their moments of being genuinely close came after that. the person he is close friends with is not Jon. its the thing that killed Jon. the realization he “never actually got to befriend Jon at all” is going to do weird things to his heart, im sure)

(remember the table? tim can compare notes having seen it w melanie, who has been looking into the notThem) (statement info plus it now being revealed

jon is hiding shit from melanie as well) maybe have georgie in here looking for polaroid images or tape recordings of jon from college, which she can't find. no way to confirm he is who he's supposed to be

basira and daisy.…... basira can tell tim and sasha she's sectioned and that daisy believes Jon isn't human

AS FOR THE REST OF THE FIC...

when i started writing beholden, i plotted out the entire fic. i did s1 in detail, and s2 and three in... not a lot of detail. when i started s2, i made a new doc and more detailed outline, which is what i showed above. as i never got to s3, the s3 outline is... not super in-depth. had i made it to s3, i would have fleshed it out more, but alas. anyway, here's what i had:

Everyone knows MOSTLY whats up.

There needs to be trust building! rights for jonmartin?

Jon plans to kill Elias after the Unknowing. Hes barely human, his friends are okay, and if they destroy the institute after his death, there shouldnt be any danger. In getting htem to trust him he accidentally forgets this means theyll be attached to him and wont Want him to die

elias now has to go on the offensive to get jon marked. Entities jon needs to be marked by still: buried, dark, desolation, end, flesh, hunt, lonely, slaughter, stranger, vast

At some point in this season, they have to find out what Jon’s real plan is

FEB 17: starts. Does anything need to go here? Jon isnt on the lam. I guess re-bonding. Since most of them thought he was guilty of murder. Less “heres the past i remember” and more direct talk on his actual plan (but vague on how he plans to do the actual killing). can explain that hes not any more human than elias is. Also that they cant just Kill Elias or else it will kill all of them, but jon has a plan (that he cant tell the others, bc elias can read minds! Thats def why he cant tell them the plan)

APRIL 24: jude perry. If Jon wont go to her, Elias probably needs to bring her to Jon… oof. I think Tim is gonna get hurt by the desolation.

Im putting the confrontation w elias here. Elias probably Knows what Jon is planning (or at least that hes planning to kill Jon, but not how) and Jon demands to know why the others are hurt. Learns Elias doesn need jon alive or to be The Archivist, it can be anyone, and elias isnt afraid to get a second one if he has to

APRIL 28: mike crew

...probably Simon this time, since Elias i think could get him to visit the MI anyway

Also I want to vaporize simon fairchild

Which i guess means jon avatar moments, which i want/need anyway

Unknown date: jon gets kidnapped by the stranger. Helen kills Michael simply bc i like Helen more. i will find real justification for this by the time i get here, probably

Coming back from being kidnapped is rough for jon bc he hasnt Known in a while or relied on his powers too much but, uh, hes starving

Assistants helping jon manage his inhumanity, which is uh… a tense issue, im sure. But theyre more sympathetic bc they like him more and also he did give up his humanity for them. having several anchors will make it all easier to manage

JUNE 29: is in the USA, is kidnapped by Trevor and Julia. Probably gets a Hunt injury here, since hes clearly not human,

I think the fact jon had to leave the country to do this alone for some reason right now while theyre preparing for the unknowing stuff raises questions. Why cant this wait until after elias is dead??

before the unknowing, Jon records a tape explaining that killing the archivist means everyone else will be freed from the institute, to be listened to after he kills himself in the unknowing. He lists elias’s weakness of being in the panopticon, mentions leitner in the tunnels may be able to lead them. its a goodbye tape, saying sorry for lying about this last thing, and this is sort of his penance for killing them and the world. he can die instead this time, satisfied with saving the rest of them and confident they can finish out the rest of saving the world now that hes helped them survive and given them the tools to take down Elias. fic equivalent of testament, i guess?

AUG 6: plant explosives at the wax museum. They dont actually have to detonate during the unknowing, since the ritual would fail anyway, so? They can probs just blow it up right before while the circus is in the building getting ready, without getting Strange

I think same crew as canon go. Since theyre not waiting for the actual event or anything and are going beforehand, these were the ppl who knew how to set up the bomb and all

Jon plans to tell them he’s on the other side of the building, watching for anything that might come out and escape to kill it. He’ll text tim when hes there and tell tim to detonate. (

Jon actually plans to go inside, sit down w a bomb, and tell tim to detonate w him inside. So he’ll die and they’ll be free to kill elias

(he still wants to give Tim the option to get revenge on the circus, and sort of Still feels like. yknow, if Tim detonated it on him once, it'll be fine to do it again)

(will be fun to have Tim and Jon talk afterwards abt how Tim feels about Jon planning to use Tim to kill himself)

Sasha listens to the tape Jon left, figures out its jon’s suicide note, and calls tim immediately to stop him from detonating. She doesnt listen to the whole thing, just like. enough to hear the tone of jon's voice and Realize. Tim and Basira go in to stop/help Jon

and thats season 3! as i said, not particularly fleshed out. it def needed a lot of work, and besides, i wanted to flesh it out more when i had written more of s1 and s2, since i think its easier to do once you know what's actually on your page. but. didnt happen, clearly.

...you might be looking at these bullets and thinking "wait, wasnt there a bullet point about sending daisy into the lonely at the end of s2? where did that plot go?" and the answer is: it didnt exist when i started plotting the fic, but it was added later. i hadn't yet fleshed it out fully, but it would have worked similarly to pulling daisy out of the buried. i hadn't yet decided when to pull her out or whether the person o do so would be Jon or Basira. Jon would have gone and had a similar moment as the coffin where they bonded over losing their humanity, while Basira it would have been similar to the s5 plot line in which Basira had to take a long hard look at the stuff she allowed daisy to pull (since, yknow, you need to See someone to find them in the Lonely). i hadn't got far enough to figure out the details, tho, but figuring out what to do with daisy was something i found... particularly tricky, considering her character

ANYWAY. in addition to all this, i had, uh, a whopping THREE bullet points for "season four," which was basically rolled into arc three

They need a new plan to kill elias and i have no fucking idea what that plan is

Nvm. gertrude was gonna blow up the institute so thats what jon will do. Hes strong enough to survive and everyone else will be able to w the institute gone

...burn employment contracts? So they dont all die?

...that was all.

another thing i had decided (but not written down) while working on s2, however, that i didnt want to do "season four" and that i wanted to end at the unknowing. my plan was that id figure out what to do when i got closer to the end and had more information on what had transpired in fic. i think my vague plan was essentially "once they find out Jon was going to sacrifice himself they make him Not and do some shit to take the Institute down in that moment, based in the idea of destroying the institute."

one thing i wanted to do what play around with the fact the eye canonically favors Jon over Elias/Jonag and the fact that the lives of the assistants are tied to Jon, and see about burning the institute to weaken jonah further. if Jon was more powerful/favored, perhaps he could supercede jonah's power and thus, when jonah died, the lives of the institute employees could be tied to Jon instead? or something? i wasnt sure, esp w Jon being less favorable/weaker in this fic than canon.

the ending bit i was excited for was the unknowing, and everything that came after was just sort of ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

.....well! that's everything, i think! not all the way polished, but these were the ideas i had for how beholden would have gone. i also had two scenes half-written for the next chapter, and a random scene of flashbacks written on how the original cast died (written before daisy died in canon). i might post that as well, like, later

if you've read this far, thanks for still being interested in beholden! i cant express enough how grateful i am for all the support i received on this fic, including the fact that im receiving comments on it even now. it was a lot of fun to work on, even if i dont plan on finishing it. i hope seeing my notes, however patchy, helps you get a bit of closure on how this fic would have gone!

and, finally, if you'll allow me to be a bit silly: i love you, Beholden. sorry for never getting around to wrapping you up, but im so proud of you and grateful to you for existing. youre the most writing ive ever done in a single piece, and im thrilled to have you to show for how much i can get done if i really put my mind to it

#beholden #tma fanfic #...sorta. thats more an organizational tag #idea talk

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kpophubb · 2 years ago

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Morning baby 💗 💌

I hope you slept well? :) I have my training in 20 min , but I really want to write to you 💗❤️‍🩹❤️

First of all you haven’t offered me in any ways, I’m sorry that you felt that way or maybe the way I wrote was quite triggering 🥹 but you are fine , MORE THAN FINE ACTUALLY. I just read your response and literally im so happy if I actually received a real hug from u🌞🙈💖

Thank you for your understanding and efforts and just the love you put in your messages, it is really really precious to me 🥹❤️

I actually wish I could train myself to control these feelings and the need of affirmation from others. Life really doesn’t make sense for me anymore. I want to give up , but these 2 months I feel like I grew stronger and there is still something holding me back , maybe I’m afraid of dying idk . ., but im tired of living you know ? It’s so exhausting and pointless

thank you for being my safe place now , being the person I can trust and open up , I don’t want to change for the worse … and tbh I just exist doing tasks on a daily basis , thank you for being open and accepting… literally 😭🥹🥹 AHHH OMG I FEEL MY EYES GEETING WATERY NOOO🙈🙈🤧

You are very good person , amazing and I hope you will have SOOOO MANY GOOD EXPERIENCES:) also I hope my emotions and things I share aren’t influencing your day / mood 🥺🥺🥺🥺

I’ll add bebe songs to our playlists :)) I love first 2 , I’m not sure if I have heard 3rd one

About book yes def :) ahowww me when u get them :))

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🥺❤️

What are your plans for today ? Have the most wonderful day 🏞🏞🏞

~ 🐁 :)

My 🐁 anonie ~☺️💗 noooo omg I’m not even offended in the slightest so dw!!! Your emotions and rants really DO NOT affect my mood at all. Yk the reason I chose my occupation and major of medicine? It’s bc I always wanted to grow up to be kind and help people around me. I feel valid about myself when I can make others feel comforted and smile so I LOVE getting your messages and lifting u up!💖 and about being exhausted and feeling like giving up on life, I mean don’t even think it’s coming from someone really positive minded and full of happiness, but it’s coming from someone who comes from a place of being suicidal and hopeless in life too. There was once a point in my life where I just existed, cried myself to sleep everyday, and would indulge in self harm cause I hated myself and hated life. I didn’t want to live cause I felt like nothing good could come out of it. Back then, if someone told me that things are gonna get better one day and I’ll be really happy in the future, I would’ve never believed them. Heck, I’d feel like they’re all lying cz my life was so messed up I didn’t even believe I could wake up to a tomorrow where I could be at peace or smile even if it’s for a second. But after constant fighting and hanging on for 2-3 years, I came where I did today. Where I’m happy, smiling, ambitious again and thankful for all the bad things that I went through bc they made me stronger and brought me to where I am today. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” That’s the truth. I’m sure you will see your rainbow soon just hang in there. By saying hanging in there I mean cry, feel sad, fall down, get tired, doubt yourself but crawl back up again with the remaining of your strength. And never feel like there’s no hope cause there will ALWAYS be hope no matter how ugly situation you’re faced with. Maybe not now, maybe not soon, but someday you will DEFINITELY be happy and look back and be grateful for enduring it all. 💓

And aww 🥺 idk if I’m a good person yet but I try to be and improve myself everyday. Baby steps towards my dream person slowly!💖 and I’m glad I can make you feel safe. There’s nth more reassuring than having someone who listens to everything you gotta say without judging you and understanding you, ik. As for what I’m gonna do today, aaah idk yet. 😩 probs gonna just lie down and eat a lot. Bc my books haven’t arrived yet and and I bought a new makeup palette a few days ago?🤣 I just wanna try it out even tho I’m not that much into makeup. I barely wear it! And IM EXCITED BC MY SKZ ALBUM IS OTW and I wanna order manifesto:day 1 enhypen albums!! I saved money for that 🥹 but the kpop store isn’t replying to my msgs yet and I’m so impatient.🥲 I love youuuu saurr much too (says it in jakey’s aussie accent) and have a great day❤️🥰 DID YOU KNOW BEBE REXHA DID A REMIX W ITZY??????!! THAT TOO OF ONE OF MY FAV SONGS OF HERS ITS GONNA BE RELEASED TMRW IM SHAKING IM SO EXCITEDD!!!😭😭😭😭I’m in a really good mood today bc my jakey is all recovered from covid! Man, I prayed for my love so so much and I couldn’t be more grateful to god that he’s healthy and active again!💗💗🤲🏻

#mia’s asks #🐁 anonie #❤️💖🤗🥰#cat pics always cz I LOVEE cats 🥰#and you seem to be cute like one

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bnha-butterfly · 4 years ago

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Hi! Aaaaa it says reqs are open so? Dbdbbff could i pls request the twins suna and kita with a trans male autistic s/o? Like headcanons on how they interact with him or whatever u want really tbh jdndfnn just ignore this if i did it wrong and sorry if i was specific enough. Ty in advance!

Kita, Suna, Atsamu, Osamu with an autistic trans male s/o

Hi hi random ask again fnfnf so u said u prob might take a while to get around to my request so i figured if i sent this ask in to give further detail it wouldnt like really screw with anything bc u havent started working on it yet? Presumably? Hdhdhf when i sent my req in i didnt really have anything specific in mind outside of general autism but! I did think of more details that i havent seen really talked about in general (in all kinda autism content and discussions ngl) so uh what do u think about adding to my request "low functioning" s/o like cant go to school or get a job bc its just so stressful and s/o cant cope type stuff (bc whenever theres autism representation its always the more "higher functioning" end of things which is like not everyones autism? Like its like that very one dimensional type of autism rep when theres so many different ways it affects ppl and - i am not going to go on a rant in an ask jesus christ im so sorry djdhfh) and dealing with some rejection sensitivity dysphroia/rsd?? Bc these are topics that dont really get covered and all fnfnfn its ok if u dont want/cant add this to my req tho im sorry for just randomly springing more details on you dhdhfb also sorry this is really long and wordy and if its hard to understand i tried to write it in a way thatd make sense dnfjf i just wanted to send this for your consideration ok ty! Sjdjfh 💚💚 💚

A/n - Just as a heads up I try to keep my blog as functioning label free as possible cus they lowkey make me uncomfy (don’t worry I didn’t have it in my rules so it's okay!) I’ll explain why they make me uncomfy/ why I hate them in a different post if anyone wants to know why.

Kita Shinsuke

This man always has a stim toy. Realistically he probably has a little pouch in his book bag that he carries with him everywhere that is just full of stim items. There’s a stress ball , a fidget cube and a few other things

Whenever you feel dysphoric he will literally remind you about how handsome you are. I mean like stand you in front of the mirror and point out all of his favorite parts of you

Definitely reminds you to be kind to your body and your brain cus they’re doing the best they can

If he has to cancel plans with you he always makes it up to you and tells you that he’d rather spend time with you.

Kita is so understanding and caring. He understands that school and work aren’t really an option for everyone for different reasons and he definitely understands that both are designed for neurotypical people.

Suna Rintaro

Rin keeps an extra pair of headphones on him at all times for if you get overwhelmed

If you ever mention to him that you’re going to sleep or if he sending you a good night text he always reminds you to take off your binder

Sometimes he wants to hangout with the team and has to turn you down. He knows RSD can make turning down spending time together feel like a kick in the face so he always promises to spend time with you later and tell you he loves you

If you ever have a low spoons + dysphoria type of day he’s coming over and spending time with you in bed. He’s bringing some of your favorite snacks/drinks/food and one of his hoodies that still smell like him.

His love language is quality time so he probably takes you on a lot of dates. Especially if they have something to do with your special interest or hyper fixation

Miya Osamu

He learns how to cook all of your safe foods just the way you like it.

Every morning you are greeted with a kiss to your temple and a sleepy Osamu grumbling a soft “good morning handsome” to you.

He understands that work isn’t really for you. But, sometimes he’ll take you with him to the onigiri shop with him to keep him company.

This man would move heaven and earth to see you happy everyday without hesitation.

He’s super responsive to all boundaries you have. Don’t want to be touched or cuddled a certain way? Okay. Need him to give you space after a meltdown/shutdown or on extremely dysphoria days? No problem.

Miya Atsumu

If you are nonverbal/semi verbal he definitely made you communication cards. He gave them to you for either an anniversary or your birthday and they are super well done. They’re laminated their color coated and they’re just lovely

He’s such a good listener. He could listen to you talk all day and never get tired. Whether it’s you just talking about insecurities while in bed together or him listening to you talk about a hyperfixation/ special interest you know he’s always willing to listen.

Insecurities who??? Not with Atsumu around. If he is not kissing away your insecurities he’s making you “laugh away the bad vibes”.

He always reminds you how much he loves you. He literally will not leave for practice until he gets a kiss and tells you he loves you, it’s gotten him in trouble for being late a few times but he always says he’d do it again. (and he always ends up doing it again)

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platonicavengers · 4 years ago

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christmas day

pairings: platonic!avengers x teen!gn!reader, brief mention of platonic!daisy johnson x teen!gn!reader

word count: 569 :O lil baby

warnings: none! maybe some swearing, but this will all just be some christmas fluff :) also this one probably won’t have too much dialogue and im sorry but as i wrote it i just didn’t feel the need to add much so im sorry if u prefer more dialogue heavy stories :( this is also prob gonna be pretty short but ehhhhh it’s content :P

author’s note: a lil surprise oneshot just for christmas :) i hope you’ve all had an amazing day and i hope u enjoy this fic <3 oh and also pietro is alive in this bc he is my emotional support dead man

summary: you spend christmas with the avengers :)

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You woke up at exactly 7 a.m., rushing to get dressed so you could open the many presents resting under the tree.

You made sure to pull on your favorite Christmas sweater, keeping your sweatpants on and adding a pair of warm fuzzy socks.

You ran out of your room, going to Peter’s next door and knocking (loudly and repeatedly), yelling for him to wake up. He opened the door not long after, looking tired, but just as excited as you. You grabbed his wrist, pulling him along with you to the common area.

As you ran through the hallways, you shouted for everyone to wake up, a large grin present on your face the entire time. Peter laughed as he yelled with you, and the two of you only stopped when you made it to the elevator, but you erupted in a fit of loud laughter as soon as the doors shut.

When the elevator doors opened and revealed the common area, you were met with the sight of an exhausted Sam, and a wide awake Pietro and Wanda. Seems they were just excited as you and Peter.

You took a seat next to the tree, right next to Wanda, the two of you quickly falling into conversation, your cheerful voices filling the room.

Slowly, the rest of the team filed into the room, most of them sending you a glare as they entered. You simply sent them a smile back, feigning innocence.

Once everyone had arrived, you were quick to begin sorting through the presents, handing everyone’s out. Over the years, it had become a tradition for you to be the one to hand out all the presents. You don’t know why it originated, but you made sure it continued each year.

You made quick work of handing everything out, eager to open yours. After handing out the last gift, which was to Steve, you were allowed to start opening everything.

You quickly tore the wrapping paper off of each and every present, a wide smile appearing on your face each time you opened something new. Thanking everyone for your gifts with a hug and a smile, you sat back down next to Wanda, resting your head on her shoulder.

You waited and watched as everyone else finished opening their presents, and once they were done, you brought all your gifts back to your room to begin messing around with them, or putting them where you thought they should go.

You spent the majority of the day playing around with the Nintendo Switch that your friend Daisy got you before being called for Christmas dinner.

Arriving in the kitchen, you took your spot in between Nat and Bucky, marveling at the large amounts of food before you. You got equal amounts of everything on your plate, but making sure to get twice the average amount of mashed potatoes, trying to hoard them all for yourself. Clint sent you a faux glare as he watched you steal the potatoes, and you replied with a smirk.

As you all ate, you paused for a moment. Looking around you, you saw that you were surrounded by your team, your family. You smiled, putting down your fork.

“Merry Christmas, guys.”

You went to sleep that night feeling happier than you had in a while. Not because of the gifts, but because you got to spend the day with your family.

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1d1195 · 9 months ago

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you're SO REAL for calling those children feral bahah Im not sure if you ever answered this but what's your ideal age range to teach?

I AM MOURNING MY HOT PROFESSOR 😭

THOSE DO COUNT BESTIE!!! I am a HUGE supporter for funding the arts especially in public schools! but NOT THE VOICES?! but lowkey me too lol But i bet your voice isn't as bad as you may think!! Also you having a Harry air freshener is very much on brand for you in the best way possible! what's the scent bestie? do you lean more towards sweet scents or floral?

Omg Harry would not want me in a band like that Im not cool enough hahah so i played the tuba... wild bc I started when I was like 7 and it was such an odd instrument for a young child BUT my first music teacher saw like "potential" in me or whatever and honestly i was wanting to play something shiny lol and all my education was done through school and luckily they were all preforming art schools! and like my connection to music is more complex than that but yeah lol which is also why i am a big supporter for anything creative in general!

ALSO THE PHYSICS EXTRA WAS SOOO GOOD!!!! They are just so cute! I do love some angst once in a while and once again I am living through them lol Makes so much sense that they would have this "misunderstanding" of them being official or not. Especially if they never stated it and knowing how the MC does have her insecurities surrounding the girls Harry use to surround herself with, I don't blame her for answering like that! Oh and it was so cute how we got to see them both slightly freak out about one another lol

AND THEY SAID THEY LOVE EACH OTHER😭 AND HARRY ASKING HER TO BE IS GF?! SO CUTE! all of it was so cute! You did so great bestie! Hope you're okay, love you!-💜

It's my own fault tbh. I teach at the high school level. Mainly 14/15 year old hooligans but I have a group of 17/18 year olds that are a delight to teach despite the fact they probs hate me lol. Add in teaching math they get tired of me pretty quick (it was pi day yesterday! 🎉) though I can't imagine why! 😂

I am in no way tooting my own horn but I am a good singer (you would hope, I sang for a really long time. I would think one of my teachers would have told me) I just am too shy to sing in front of people lol

Ma'am the Harry air freshners I have are HORRIBLE scent-wise HAHAHAHAHA but the scent goes away quick and honestly I just keep them to look at Harry while driving. The current one i have is him dressed as Dorothy from Harryween but I think it's time to swap him out for another one. I got them off Etsy! They're really cute even if they smell bad. I don't know how to say this but I don't know what scents I like? I like the idea of florals but it's gotta be subtle. I love the smell of cotton/clean linen type scents (anything that smells fresh) and I also LOVE Christmas candles. If it smells like pine, or balsam, or sandalwood count me in. I want it to smell like a campfire without the campfire if that makes sense.

Harry would appreciate the musicality in you for sure! I bet we could pop some tuba into one of the songs! Music for a Sushi Restaurant already has a lot going on, why not add the tuba as well? It's so special music is something you are so passionate about and I think it's really cool you're into the technical side of things of music as well. I never took music theory (but I hear there is some math involved so I wish I did!) but nonetheless, I love STEM stuff but you can't have one without the other. I think I would die without music.

SO glad you liked Physics! I know you saw I really wasn't sure what to do with it so I'm glad it worked out well! It's really nice I have you to analyze my own writing because sometimes I miss the stuff you point out (like the part regarding how she doesn't know it's official/how he was around other girls) LOL Usually I just write stuff until I see fit and post it without thinking much of it outside of grammar, spellcheck, and making sure it flows okay hehehehe I appreciate you so much! 💕 I think they'll both be much happier being official now too 🤭

hope you have a lovely weekend!

xoxo

#💜#physics

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