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huh, Princess Elise is looking a lil different today
#sonic the hedgehog#princess elise#sonic 06#i love wings so much but this was... a lot ! i like how they turned out though#if you ever looked at my elise doodle dump you may have noticed her looking a bit weird in the bottom right corner#this is that but a bit more refined#i'll explain in another post probably but it's an AU where she gets this weird mutation from interacting with Sonic and co#why ? something about energy#like i said i'll explain another time#teka art#id in alt text#if this is triggering to anyone please ask to tag ? i'm not sure if this is considered body horror or not
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Name twinsies!
(Based on the community consensus about LWJ's grey horse's name)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#equineswap au#xiao pingguo#little apple#lan wangji#lan wunian#Took some inspiration from Pio's incredible art of horse wangji because i am merely a student in the art of horse#anyhow when I asked yall about lwj’s horse I did not think it would result in a overwhelming consensus that he’d just use ‘Wangji’#its funny as hell in canon but as an equineswap? Pure Gold#I also really need to emphasis that the ponies *do talk* in this AU. They are a co-existing civilized species#LWJ (horse) is just a quiet guy. And Little Apple hasn't been around a lot of horses#so she thinks her talking donkey roommate who suddenly switched personalities is an exception not the norm#little apple is constantly violating politeness norms by only addressing the pony’s accompanying human and not them#LWJ has achieved that alicorn immortality in this AU so yeah#this human girl was absolutely named after the horse. Possibly *by* horse lan wangji#sometimes a horse girl raises a horse and sometimes a horse raises a horsegirl#thank you once again to tumblr user clintbeefwoods for suggesting Lan Wunian as another name! It’s very well suited for her!#and i can tag the lan wangjis’ separately now <3
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if sunny is the blond girl and slimeriana is the parents flippa is big sister to sunny ?
actually, if i were to go through with the slimeriana fam to be the northwests i would have flippa's death as an reason to why they are the way they are
#ask tag#anon#quesadilla falls#like flippa being gone making a rift in the family which justifies why sunny is the way she is (as pacifica)#cuz yeah slimeriana was disfunctional but it became WAY more after flippa died. and also having to throw tubbo in the mix as a co-parent#like i def feel like sunny would end up being isolated after flippa's death. only having tubbo as her most present parent#edit i realized i did go with it lmao
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My brain is absolutely terrible today. Here's some pictures of my pets.
#that's the last picture i took of Shiloh#i miss my sweet old man#the holidays are always hard#but today is especially rough#my wife didn't give me anything for christmas#we don't normally really do anything so it's not a big deal#but i did get her a little something#and she made gifts for her co-workers and her siblings#she said she felt bad and i said it was fine because i don't want her to feel bad#but i guess it's bothering me more than i realized#just feeling kind of taken for granted in general lately#i do a lot for other people#which i do genuinely like doing#and i know it's appreciated and i don't expect reciprocity#but like#it would be nice if someone did something for me sometimes#without me having to ask or bargain or break down crying#ignore me#just venting in tags#hope everyone has a lovely new year
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mouthwashing is one of those games that having a 80% male cast very obviously Is Saying Something, with the one woman's role being traditional in that she is the Nurse, therefore Caretaker, and is given the burden of """supporting""" (BS bc capitalist hellscape company but also shed probably get blamed anyways) everyone else's mental health without ever getting even that fucking bullshit excuse for "mental health support" and is fucking Assaulted with no recourse (in some ways due to the nature of It's A Spaceship but also it was clearly Not Handled Well By The Captain) and y'know. Due to her role as caretaker she is given responsibility over the consequences of A DIFFERENT PERSON'S ACTIONS (THE ACTIONS HAPPENING EBCAUSE HE COULDNT DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT HE DID TO HER)
And then I have to see a million posts about Toxic Yaoi focusing on how the guy who hurt her hurt the guy who wasn't helping (like you can argue about his intent and why he didn't take certain actions and that's not wrong but the point for this post is that he did not fucking keep her safe which is in fact His Job and also just Basic Decency) and while yeah he did get hurt (INCREDIBLY HURT) that was as a consequence of HIS FRIEND TRYING TO ESCAPE THE CONSEQUENCES OF HURTING ANYA LIKE. LITERALLY THE WHOLE PLOT OF THE GAME HAPPENS BECAUSE HE HURT ANYA AND THEN REFUSED TO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES. OH MY GOD
#Rape ment#SA ment#Ask to tag#Mouthwashing spoilers#Also. Trend in fic I see is writing things where Curly is also a SA victim. And im not entirely opposed to the Concept#But in a lot of cases it doesn't seem like they're actually going to do anything. It just feels like it's either Fetishism or a way to focu#On men or excuse Curly's inaction. Which like. Ofc him also being a victim would change the dynamic but. In canon he's pretty clearly not#On the same wavelength as Anya. And victims/survivors can still perpetrate/downplay abuse and that can be bc of genuine fear and danger#But at some point you still need to acknowledge the way your actions affect other victims/survivors and also with Anya there is#An obvious power dynamic not only in that y'know. She's a woman. But also bc she is a nurse while Jimmy is a co-pilot#And while being the captain doesn't mean Curly can't be abused the abuse will happen and affect him differently bc of the power dynamics#I just. (Rips my hair out) Come On. Is their friendship even that homoerotic or whatever.#I hope we all die
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sometimes i worry about fucking around on tumblr and whatnot during work but then i see some of the shit my co-workers do and wonder how they even managed to get this job in the first place so i don't feel so bad anymore
#rambles.#*co-worker asks question that was literally answered in-depth two messages above*#everyone in the chat: ..................*crickets*#then she proceeds to ask again and TAG everyone lmfao gurl please#this is fucking boomer behavior. learn something
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I am interested in ouch lol
I apologize in advance because this is like top 3 angstiest WIP I have lol. I am going to put A LOT of context, I guess you can read without it tho ? It's basically a role swap between Claire and Dimitri. Context right beneath, WIP under the cut
So yeah AU in which Claire doesn't want to die and so she starts working on a machine that could stabilize her body, except the machine kinda tampered with the fabric of reality during the first few tests (no real consequences because the machine isn't fully functional yet). Dimitri decides after hesitating for a loooong time that it is getting too dangerous and he goes get Layton to stop Claire. In the end Claire and Clive both finishes their projects at the same time (right before Layton gets there), so to make sure Claire and co would be too busy to stop him Clive breaks her machine. Not spoiling the very end of the AU (already spoiled like 90% lol) but yeah, this takes place after Claire has been trying to fix her machine.
It was laughable, really. She had spent so much time trying to make her machine work, only to figure out at the last possible moment that the generator was done for- and she couldn't fix it in time.
How could she waste so much time in such a stupid way ?
She tore her gaze away from her forever unfinished machine, the one that could have been her lifeline and was instead as lifeless as she would soon be and always had been at the same time.
She had run out of time- she was about to die again.
It wasn't laughable, actually- it was infuriating.
She just wanted to live. She didn't even want a happy life, or a fulfilled one, she just wanted a life. She would be so content with a bizarre life spent solving puzzles and mysteries all the time.
Instead, she was about to die. Worse than that, actually- she had to choose how she would die this time, the only choice she had been given. Would she disappear all alone with her broken hopes and broken body when the time had come ? Would she wait and hope for Hershel to come see her one last time, and share one last moment with him ? Would she try to stop Clive in time and save the world ?
'Save the world'. This was all so stupid. The world she was looking upon had never been the one of her time : all of this was just a glimpse of what she could never have, what could never be. After all, everyone but her had moved on : her choice wouldn't- shouldn't mean anything to any of them.
With a sigh, she closed her hand around the watch Hershel had given her.
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CLAIRE FIC WOOHOO
#I liked this one because I tried to put 'time' as much as possible lol#Also Clive is really mean here because Claire knows from the start he's making weapons and her machine is actually dangerous#So he is not having a good time running around with Layton and Co- she is a threat and he has to finish his project asap#But yeah still the worst. They are all a bit more messed up here#clive dove#dimitri allen#claire foley#professor layton and the unwound future#professor layton and the lost future#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#my writing#Tag game#Ask
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HAVEFUNATYOURCONCERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTLIVEYOur Campbell bain lil music guy (gn) dreams
THE CONCERT WAS VERY VERY VERYYYYYYY COOLLLLLLLLLL the music was just oughghgh very cool n science fiction-ey (also very loud n bass-ey buts thats okay) and YEAh and there was a liquid light show in the background too which was very cool hehe and the opening band were incredibly vibey also hehe
#also i saw two very cool local musicians there but i won't say who cos i don't want to doxx myself by giving all the details of the show lol#but it was COOL#:D#lin tag :D#my friend who suggested this band to me had seen them three times already jasahnjsahak she has the best taste#thanks for the ask!
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6, 11, and 20 for Vic on the tech ask meme? :3
ty ty :3c Questions are here!
6. Write out a text exchange between them and another OC. You know i had to drag poor Valentine into this <3 Created using @luvwich's cp77 message thread generator!
11. Are they the kind of person who takes selfies? Oh absolutely. While the volume she takes has vastly decreased since the '20s (she still has a significant portion of these saved, a majority of them having a certain Elvis gemini posing with her and more than a few with Smasher in his Samson frame)
she stills snaps one every now and then, usually mirror selfies. Like is she supposed to not take a picture when she looks so damn good?
20. What’s in their email inbox? To preface unlike a certain someone (me, hi) Victoria has a disgustingly organised inbox - folders upon folders with a system that makes sense to her but not immediately obvious to anyone who might be snooping where they shouldn't be, but as for what you might find;
a disgusting amount of meeting invites, from 15-min catch ups over coffee to 8hr+ ordeals
Correspondence relating to the OIZYS project, including notifications on who enters the allocated floor and when.
A thread started by Arthur Jenkins in '76; marked urgent and strongly worded. Outright threatening by his third response in a way best described as professionally thuggish, following that Smasher was CC'd in.
Smasher's mailbox and calendar, she has Send On Behalf permissions for the former and editor permissions for the latter. Includes a shit ton of gig requests even after her intense filtering that auto-declines those that include key phrases (ie 'no collateral' etc)
Emails between her and Smasher; usually short and dry, typically in relation to gigs and any assigned arasaka business
Requests from Michiko Arasaka for her to help with an assortment of things relating to Danger Gal
Exchanges with Danger Gal agents that seem harmless enough :)
A plethora of (legitimate) offers and discounts on fancy ass shit that is still eye-wateringly expensive even with 15% off.
Multiple newsletters, relating to breakthroughs and updates across a great many fields. Also several on fashionware.
All of these would be organised into folders as i mentioned if not deleted, but the one email that's not and sits almost pride of place in her inbox is from Yorinobu Arasaka, dated 2053, informing her of her re-reinstatement as Smasher's assigned netrunner due to her understanding of how he works and ability to 'keep pace' where the replacements he attempted to assign died trying.
#ty for the ask mwah#ask game#Victoria Crane#and now to ramble in the tags cos i Must#originally i had a text dialogue between them of Vic leaving Val a clown nose :)#Victoria's position within counter intel is kinda a limbo thing#technically she is an agent but she doesn't answer to the usual channels#BUT Jenkins saw himself as her superior and got pissy when she politely told him to fuck off with an assignment#i love the idea of Jenkins 'professional thuggish' being met with Smasher's outright thuggish and casual disrespect#he stopped trying to wave his dick around with her right quick after that
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What do you think about Arya? In general or endgame or whatever you feel like going into king
LOVE ARYA feral little genderfreak going through identity issues and parental grief HES LITERALLY ME.... i say im theonkin but i KNOW im aryakin.
i♡arya though im not a huge fan of most interpretations of her, ESPECIALLY the show interpretation.
ARYA'S MURDEROUS TENDENCIES ARE BAD. SHE IS A LITTLE GIRL WITH A FAMILY AND SHR IS 9 AND SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE TO MURDER PEOPLE TO SURVIVE. it is fucked! it is fucked its not awesome and slay and girlboss. ok it is a little and i hope she kills more evil people BUT LIKE NARRATIVELY IT IS BAD!
i also like reading her through the Gender Lens!! shes assigned female at birth and assigned traits and assigned a life path and she does not fucking want it! she doesnt have the words yet cos theyre Literally not invented but her struggle with identity is more linked to her name (stark) than to 'returning' to her gender idk if that makes sense. it does to me♡
i dont think she's sailing west. i think itd be very odd for her to do so since shes finally found her family and finally found her home again. i dont think its terribly out of character for her, but i always kinda liked the idea of her becoming an outlaw robin hood type? like a bwb ending. i havent like thought of it analytically i just think its fun and she's have fun doing that.
i dont think she'll settle down with gendry and rule as the lady of storms end with gendry legitimised and they have 10 kids all named eddard and catelyn and robb and nymeria. i think the asos gendrya stuff is sweet but i think its grrm gardening more than grrm laying down arya's endgame. i think gendrya's cute tho!!! shes just like 10 rn so ew, but i wouldnt be mad at a gendrya endgame :)
i believe she will encounter lady stoneheart. idk how but i think she will!! i want her to hug her mother i want LSH to feel love and peace in her unbeating heart.
ALSO AND THIS IS FANSERVICEY BUT I WANT HER TO SEE NYMERIA AGAIN.... i think its a good Seeing Yourself moment. like she can never return to who she was before. scream!
also i use she her pronouns for arya cos its like. fucking canon. but i see her as agender or some such flavour of genderfuckery.... for like a week in middle school she's wolfgender and goes by paw/paws/pawself and howl/woofs/barkself and no one can tell if shes serious or being a dick to people with neopronouns. but she was somewhat serious she was trying it out but her teachers were dicks and wouldnt do it so she figured it wasnt worth the fuss. i also think she's a furry OK insane tangent done
#arya stark#ask#anonymous#also omg the elation i felt at bring called king... this gender shit kinda awesome ngl THANK U ANON I LOVE U I TRUST U WITH MY LIFE♡#tagging arya feels both brave and reckless. stans i swear to god i like her. just cos i think Lady Arya of Storms End is a bit lame doesnt#mean i hate her. i love her i see myself in her. she is my everything♡
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@allan-bravecog-and-co
Uh. I was going to warn you about this, Ms. Morsecode, but uh. It looks like I'm too late.... Anyway, welcome to the club now...?
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satoru being into edging heck yess!! I can see it, i imagine col reader teasing him from behind while giving him a nice hj and he's exasperated because he loves it but at the same time he cannot kiss her and mark her with his seed when he comes undone, not until he's just about to spill it all he takes her by a surprise and kisses her all over, all while he's marking her. He's a whinny overstimulated sensitive mess of a baby, he just wants to pamper and be pampered and loved. 😭😭
oh god i hope this isn't too much! if u have thoughts on this to share pls do! I love em aaa
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omg nonie.🫧 i—
u went off HAHDJSJSJ 😳🫣 i don’t know what to say omg 😭
but i guess i will add this !! somehow, col gojo always gets what he wants 🤧🥲
#esp w col reader 😭 shes too nice for him jskdnd will give in always#but i think its sweet !!! bc col gojo is also so !! whipped !! and in love !!! that i think !!!#he rlly does prioritise her needs 🥺#sorry i keep switching pronouns too 😭 i write reader as female in my mind but try not to mention pronouns in my writing#so that its still more inclusive that way#also so many questions on their sex life omg 🫣#is it cos i dont write smut HAHAHAH that u all just have to make do w crumbs 😭😭😭#im sorry i rlly cant write it u all 😭😭😭#rated#n*fw#col tag#nonie.🫧#ask#rep
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here's a silly little sketch I drew of our pilot OCs meeting :-3
AUGEHA OH HOW CUTE!!!! This is so lovely thank you sm!!! They will get in numerous crashes <3
#Rusty’s being a hypocrite she hasn’t had her license for at least 5 years#Mann co law is no we will not hire anyone who is actually allowed to do their job#tagged for me :)#asks#rusty (the pilot)
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Have you ever thought about how Linebeck describes Jolene as "crazier than a rabid squid"- only to then be possessed by a literal rabid squid later in the game?
Cause I sure have- especially after seeing a lot of your BellumxLinebeck stuff
mmmmghmm im gonna be honest i haven't thought about it much at all
linking it to my bellum x linebeck thoughts, im not too sure what to make of it in context with my other linebeck notes and w/e
there's also my idea that linebeck has a special interested in shellfish and by extension squids, and the idea of him having a weird thing for bellum, and just... enjoying sealife, and it's kinda of...
he compares her to a rabid squid to link in order to i think... offer a shorthand explanation of what she's like, and i think it (with some other stuff) is kinda just another little peek into how he might feel abt her?
i mean he also compares link to a dog in that one letter? i'm not sure where im going with that one. i dont think linebeck particularly likes dogs
i'm not sure abt the link between that and him getting possessed, jolene is kind of just... there a lot of the time and doesn't really do anything except 1) show that linebeck has enemies and 2) show that people know about link's quest by the end, linebeck generally references sea creatures a few times in ph
relating to bellum x linebeck, i dont see him comparing jolene to a squid an indicator of anything in relation to that, with linebeck having a thing for bellum its more of like. there's a lot of complicated ideas i have with what goes on between them during bellumbeck and bellum being a squid thing is more linebeck having a bit of a monsterfucker streak and having a bit of a thing for like. being tied up. as for literal squids he kinda just likes them as food and to dissect and learn about
like i think 'rabid squid' is more like linebeck just tossing out some derogatory shorthand to explain how he thinks of jolene as some fucking. violent annoyance he has to deal with that he doesn't fully understand
tbh i see the comparison but imo it comes down to a difference in characters and interactions and histories, there is the rabid squid thing (and i think in the manga too theres a vague parallel drawn ig) but im not. sure. what there is there just beyond. linebeck talks about sea creatures and wants to get the fuck away from jolene
i'm not entirely certain what you've been thinking about with that comparison, but i haven't been thinking much about it and it's kinda. eh ig???? its something
#asks#musicncomics#like im gonna be real jolene is a character i do everything i can to avoid half of the time#im not too sure what your thoughts on this are but i can tell you like jolene leagues more than i do so like. idk#idk i have a hard time talking abt jolene bc i Do Not like her so im not really sure beyond this stuff its just. idk#bellum also isnt a literal squid like looking at actual squids the most comparisons are surface level and dont work too deeply#he kinda just looks like one at first glance but 1) doesnt line up well enough and 2) we dont have enough info on him anyways#hes more a reference to a squid than an actual squid bc there is the reference to sperm whales and giant squids fucking hating each other#but while oshus is literal whale bellum is like. some thing in the shape of a squid#im not sure what parallels oyu can draw between the jolene thing and bellum thing. if anything theyre opposites?#w/ jolene its like things got so bad (or w/e) that he just robbed her n fucked off and she decided that was enough to warrant murder#while with bellum things get so good (w/ link and co) that he risks his life for em and is turned against them for it?#tbh this kinda comes down to me having a pretty negative bias against jolene and. that ship. so yeah sorry#im not gonna give this any main tags or anything this is way too far off the beaten path and kinda negative#idk i hc linebeck as gay and a lot of other linebeck hcs just kinda. suggest that he kinda had a really shit time w/ jolene#i dont like her im trying to figure that shit out so i can be like. fair at least in how i write her but i dont like her#salty talks#sorry that i keep tearing away from the rabid squid thing but its like a minefield when i try to talk abt anything w/ jolene#theres not a ton of parallels or like shared themes or w/e and its just too dissimilar in little ways that its just. a thing#ill add this in a few hours later idk if youll see jt but like. i can go in depth and discuss stuff#in dms like im fine with that its just weird in posts bc like tagging and my thoughts are a mess#like if you wanna elaborate on your thoughts thats fine
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While Lifesteal's default state of conflict is very similar to Hobbes' state of war, this conflict is actually encouraged by the nature of the server and and generally an accepted part of their society. They do not have the innate craving for peace that Hobbes describes and therefore an attempt to force them into a more peaceful society is destined to fail.
There is also already morals and codes that individuals abide by and no alternative is being presented by the Leviathan. A stable set of rules that all are subject to is part of the appeal of society according to Hobbes.
Also technically for Hobbes the collective does still have to entrust their individual liberties into a sovereign.
#Will do a post about how similar the state of war is to lifesteal later#its the main appeal of his philosophy regarding lifesteal tbh#very similar#lifesteal smp#but basically governing a group of people doesnt really work if you do not communicate clearly with them expectations and rules#and no saying we rule now dont fuck with us or destroy spawn does not count#also because lifesteal is an inherently violent content driven server there is no reason why people would suddenly decide to be at peace#perhaps if you gave them a big project to work on together#but they missed that by letting Subz and Zam restore spawn#Mid is much closer to that with the co-operation she is requiring for her egg hunt#anyways done tag rambling#if you would like to hear me rant about Hobbes you can ask for my discord
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its past midnight and time to yap about Mouthwashing. Anyway obviously we don't see the Specific Events only how the characters react but with Anya... Okay I'm going to talk about the Sexual Assault not with Specific Details but that's what the post is about so
Anyways she reads to me as very like... trying to downplay the severity to herself. Like thinking through it (not having the exact quotes but) I feel like it'd be an unfortunately natural reaction- if you were stuck with 4 guys and the guy with the second highest position on the ship assaulted you depending on the situation. I feel like its not hard to imagine you'd try and reframe it as Less Bad to cope because let me be honest if I had to confront the implications of that, mainly the fact he could do it again and I wouldn't have any real way of dealing with it without complicating things even further bc he doesn't just have a close relationship with the guy with the Most Power on the ship, he also is in charge of keeping Me and The Other People On The Ship Safe, i would be in deep denial just to not lose my god damn mind like thats so fucking scary. And then the implication you tried to talk to the captain and even if he wasn't cruel he didn't Understand the Severity of what you were suggesting is like. Besides feeling afraid it could genuinely really fuck with my own perception bc like "if this guy who I trust says he's not a bad person maybe I'm just overreacting?" is. Again unfortunately understandable.
And again I'll say that Anya fully breaks down when the news breaks that pony express is fucked and like. 1. I think that's related to her own finances (and also. Literally just realized the way an abortion could interact badly with "no savings" like I Just Processed that fact. Like I knew "oh if she couldn't abort having to support a child wouldn't just be traumatic but also fucking nightmarish finance wise" but even having an abortion could make things so much harder.) 2. Jimmy LASHES OUT at Curly OPENLY. again based on my interpretation of Mildly In Denial To Cope this would. Like. Really fuck with that because it goes from "I trust the captain and I don't want to be afraid of my crewmate for a year" to "oh he is willing to verbally abuse the captain, who is his friend" and realizing I wasn't overreacting.
I also wanna point to the dead pixel conversation and obv it's symbolic but idk if it's meant as "there's a dead pixel that Anya noticed and she's using the topic to like test the waters" or if it's "anya is literally just trying to figure out Curly's thought process" which isn't like super important but like. Focusing on the way she starts the conversation by saying that she "Likes the illusion the screen has". (I don't remember the exact words sorry) But that's really interesting to me bc obviously you can read into Curly not seeing the dead pixel and instead focusing on the bigger picture (and how the dead pixel "doesn't ruin the illusion") but I think it's really interesting that Anya starts by talking Positively about the screen even though the dead pixel is there (and she can't stop thinking about it)
Like thinking through implications option 1: she's talking about the screen and uses the dead pixel to get a feel for how Curly responds to her bringing up issues
2: she's being entirely metaphorical and still trying to sort of self soothe- seeking external validation that the dead pixel Isn't Actually That Big A Deal (and therefore she's just overthinking)
3: idk how to phrase this exactly but ppl have talked Abt the way she talks to Jimmy, how it indicates a sort of "Fawn" response where she tries to keep him calm with compliments and stuff, and her talking about "enjoying the illusion" is her trying to do something similar with Curly- essentially starting the metaphor by downplaying the issue
Anyway. I don't know if I have a full conclusion but another thing is I think ppl need to acknowledge that while Curly fucked up and harmed Anya (mainly thru inaction). He's not uniquely shitty. Most people will be in a situation where they act similarly, and that DOES NOT JUSTIFY HIS ACTIONS. I AM NOT SAYING CURLY IS ANY BETTER. I am saying that you need to be able to recognize your capacity for harm thru inaction and understand that like. He's not uniquely terrible he's just Normal Levels Of Unhelpful, which in a situation like Anya's is Dangerous
Like. Basically you can say "fuck jimmy fuck curly" all you want but you need to be able to understand that everyone including yourself has the same capacity for harm
#Mouthwashing spoilers#Rape ment#SA ment#Ask to tag#Idk I will say with the Anya thing: I'm a little bit speaking from personal experience#Of. There are things that I think about like ''ppl say These Things (that I experienced) are Very Bad but I don't think that's the case#For me'' like. Not consciously ''oh I'm over reacting'' but more ''well maybe my situation is different'' and it's really hard to figure ou#How much of that is genuinely the case and how much is denial y'know. 👍#Also Curly is a trans guy to me bc I'm hungry for characters who are trans men and just as culpable of willful ignorance and harm#As cis men. Anyway if anyone has a diff take on Anya's situation and)or mindset I'm open to hear it this is just my thoughts#Based on how the scenes read to me.#Also like the situation is delicate and this isn't like A Perfect Fix but genuinely Curly should've given Anya the gun#I don't think she would've shot it but it works as a Defensive Threat in a way that would give her security and also deter jimmy from being#A fucking problem because he doesn't experience consequences for his actions due to a mix of Captain's Friend and#''we can't really do shit to him or we lose our co-pilot'' (even tho he fucking sucks at his job they don't learn that until he#Is The Captain so they likely assume he's at least fucking. Functional and they would be worse off with him out of commission. Y'know)#But then again Jimmy's allergic to responsibility and consequences to the point of murder suicide so maybe Anya wouldve had to shoot him#Idk. Imagine me pacing full of rage. Imagining a universe where Anya can just fucking go to med school and doesn't have to deal with#The pony express. FUCK THE PONY EXPRESS
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