#cos nobody wants to talk to someone whos liable to just vanish for days on end and/or is asleep the entire time youre awake
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even feeling sick in my dreams now. cool cool, cool cool cool
#.pdf#rd#dreamt about the crushing social isolation and general feelings of inadequacy that come with being too sick to function much of the time. 👍#like in my dream i was with people but the entire time i was just thinking about how im just going to vanish from their minds once i leave#cos i dont have the energy to go out and be with people much and im asleep too much of the time to have fulfilling online conversations even#cos nobody wants to talk to someone whos liable to just vanish for days on end and/or is asleep the entire time youre awake#u_u#its whayever ive kind of always chosen to live mostly distanced from others so ill survive. still hurts though#having [yet undiagnosed chronic illness that so far is presenting almost exactly like me/cfs] fuckin blows i didnt sign up for this
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