#cool nights on the beach

[fracturedporcelaindoll]

Mermaid Aesthetic~

[cupidgnome]

forehead kisses again 💕 + last night at Foxbury Institute before exams and graduation! + last day of summer had to be on the tartosa beach!

[graveyardrabbit]

[zeezeebum]

Time it took us To where the water was That's what the water gave me

And time goes quicker Between the two of us But oh my love, don't forsake me Take what the water gave me

[mer-se]

[kittyburgerface]

i wish i was at the beach right now

[vpofcookies]

I used to think every person in my field was just. Unhinged.

And then I started going to conferences and I was like "hm. Maybe it's just the people where I'm from" and then I went to do field work and volunteer with other universities in my area and I went "hm. Maybe it's just my school"

And then I joined a bunch of clubs and made some friends with different majors and took some extra electives and I found it it was actually just my department.

[maramcna]

I've been very jack & hsr rotating around in my head but I suddenly remembered riliane & allen and I got sad over tragic twins

[did-you-fall-for-a-shooting-star]

So the surprise that Mnt Boy has been hyping up for TWO months now. Are you ready for this? Was a LEGO MINI FIGURE of ME

AND it has accessories, a book (because I like books) and a yellow butterfly (because 1. I like yellow 2. I like butterflies and 3. The most magical moment of my life was hiking with him and suddenly being surrounded by a group of yellow butterflies). AND ALSO, he got a second outfit for it incase I didnt like the first one he chose

He is so goofy. And so sweet and caring. God I love him and his lego obsession 🥹😊❤️

[phagodyke]

happy flat fuck friday I feel likr I've been run over by a steamroller <3

[curioscurio]

hey if you haven't already, test for thyroid stuff, your symptoms sound like they might have to do with that (i take medication for thyroid irregularities and almost my whole family does too)

I did have them check for that in the bloodwork I just got ! Everything was good except my vitamin D was a little low so I’m gonna start taking vD gummies and my cholesterol was a little high, but that can easily be managed with diet Adjustment. I asked very specifically about my Thyroid because it’s genetic but they said everything else was normal <:,-)

sooooo what I’m rolling with right now is assuming that the fatigue, itchiness, sleepiness, aches, excessive sweating, high blood pressure, etc are all physical manifestations and reactions to my anxiety, depression, adhd, and excema. A huge problem is the sweating and high blood pressure which go hand in hand. Which my current meds do NOT help. But it’s one of those things that I’d rather put up with being uncomfortable than not be able to function as well as I have been.

Sweating is just a HUGE sensory nightmare for me. I’m getting better at pushing through the anxiety and focusing on the moment but it’s gotten so bad that I’ll impulse buy new cheap oversized clothes wherever I happen to be just to change into something not sweaty. Maybe I should just put together a sweat emergency bag or something and keep it in my car with like a change of clothes, water, towel, waterproof bag for old clothes, etc etc.

[babygirlgiles]

Remembering the other day when I was accessioning some jewelry an alum had sent to the archives decades ago and I looked at the letter with the gift and thought “huh that’s a weird address” so then I looked it up and the address belonged to a quasi-religious organization that was deeply into the occult and also stole children from Cuba. So.

[takethistoyourstardust]

i know people saw me spinning and dancing on the beach like an insane person but i hope their first assumption was “she must have her headphones in” and also hopefully “she looks like she’s having fun” and not “what the fuck”

[thxnks4themrms]

THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN BRO

[vogelmeister]

anyways i’m thinking about my birthday and im wondering what i should do (its in june). i dont wanna just go out to dinner because i did that last year and it was basically just… ik i can do better. whatever i do i know ill probably do on the friday or saturday night before or after bc my birthday is a weekday. it will also probably be my high school group (5 ppl) my hometown friends (2 ppl) and my work bestie (1 ppl).

1. powerpoint night.

pros:

- its cheap. can be done at my house and is really casual

- this is something i’ve wanted to do for a while (i actually wanted one for my 19th but my ex friends talked me out of it because they wouldn’t like it)

- my friends who havent met my cat can meet my cat

cons:

- will be getting a few different groups of friends together so it may be awkward for these people to present/ find topic

- my sister turned the ‘hangout space” into her hsc study area and really is anti giving it up for one night (i tried once). also her stuff gives bad vodoo bc hsc

- will probably have to kick family out

- i feel some ppl find the notion of a powerpoint presentation stressful bc high school (probably why my ex friends weren’t too keen)

- my house isnt great for public transport and funnily enough the friends who live furthest away don’t have their license . its a locals only bus service. you can tell.

2. escape room

pros

- really easy team building plus it doesn’t matter if its all different groups /some people don’t know each other well.

cons.

- expensive as fuck

- done lots of escape rooms

- doing with lots of people can be overwhelming and smaller teams kinda work better here (i did an escape room once and the team was like ten people and it was Too Much. i stood there useless half the time.)

3. quiz room

pros.

- really cool and unique also im a sucker for trivia and irl game show sounds cool.

- probably good for my desired group size.

- public transport accessible

cons.

- its literally $45 pp and like ik my friends aren’t that stingy but even im going… yikes

- will probably have to be organised far in advance

4. karaoke

pros.

- really affordable if you do it right

- reliable. really easy to organise and i know how to.

- public transport accessible

cons.

- my friends and i do this all the time

- once again the three ppl there who don’t really know my high school friends might find it awkward

- if i do it i wanna go somewhere other than my place in chinatown

anyways idk. sound off in replies if you have advice or ideas bc i generally do not know anymore. might out up a poll.

[icewindandboringhorror]

this is not the exact one I watched but I saw one of these "dish scape" things at someone's house who actually has TV (like they pay for dish/cable instead of just watching stuff online) and I think they're meant to be relaxing atmospheric stuff that you mostly ignore, but I sat there for 35 minutes watching absolutely engrossed.. further proof that I genuinely think my brain is incapable of experiencing boredom lol..