#convention appearances

[mizgnomer]

David Tennant gently stroking things

[tryslora]

Imposter Syndrome & Performance Anxiety

A couple weekends ago I was in Buffalo at the NASFIC convention. While I’m not sure it was the most attended convention at which I’ve been on programming, it was the first one with a seriously national draw for program participants and attendees.

On the good side: I saw friends who’d moved away, or friends I’d never met in person, and that was amazing.

On the bad side: I had a lot of imposter syndrome creating performance anxiety going into the convention. I mean. We had panels with online attendees who were in other countries! As a small press and independent author, I felt… insignificant.

While driving out to the convention, I made a note that I wanted to do a post about imposter syndrome, but I had no idea what I wanted to talk about. If I had written the post then, it would have been a very different post than it is now. My brain is always in a different place pre-convention than it is post-convention.

You see, the anticipation is far worse than the reality.

The most important thing to remember—and this goes for any field—is that if you do work in that field, you are valid. Yes, I mean this to include photographers who only work with their phones, or people who research deeply and historically, but may not have published yet, or fans who write tons of fic and know every detail about a show. Do you have a place where you feel like you have strong knowledge, and would love to talk about it? You’re valid.

At this convention I shared panels with people who’d been writing since the 60s, and people who only started writing recently. I spoke with folks who only did fan writing. I met writers who’ve done both independent work and tradpub. I viewed art from artists who made their living by it, and artists who enjoy doing it as a hobby and side gig.

All still valid.

And the best part? Almost every single one experiences imposter syndrome at some point. We all have weaknesses that create little worms that wriggle under our skin, making us itch with anxiety, and tiny voices that whisper in our minds that we aren’t as good, or as interesting, or as… as… whatever adjective you might think of… as someone else. 

Even when we think we conquer a fault, it is still there, waiting beneath the surface. (Seriously, ask me, and I will tell you my biggest weakness is that I can neither world-build nor plot… despite knowing I’ve accomplished both.)

Anyway. 

The point is, we are all individuals. We all wonder if we are important enough to share what we love. We all wonder if we are good enough at what we do for someone else to be interested in it. Are we unique? Are we worth it? Will anyone care?

Yes. Yes, they will.

So, if you want to share, please know that somewhere out there is an audience for your creation (story, photograph, in-depth essay, or whatever it is…).

If you do not want to share, that’s okay, too. Create for yourself. It’s still valid.

And when you worry about what others might think, remember that the people around you are thinking that exact same thing. We all wonder: am I doing this right?

We are not alone in our fears.

I had a great time in Buffalo. Yes, there were hiccups on my panels (and oh dear gods was I ever terrified when the moderator of my first panel fell ill, and I ended up being a surprise mod for it). Yes, there were things that I wish could’ve gone differently. But overall, I’m pleased with how my own participation in my panels went.

Will I be anxious again at the next convention? Hah, yeah. Will I have imposter syndrome again? Always (in fact, I’m working on a T-shirt design). 

But I know it’ll work out, too.

And I know I’m not alone.

[moodypidge]

So I got into MCM Comic Con.

I have no idea how this happened. I applied entirely on a whim thinking there was absolutely no chance but that I wanted to show willing. I may have screamed and peed a little. A lot. It was a lot. The screaming is now no longer external but that doesn’t mean it’s stopped. That is also a lot.

Holy moly, hhuuuuUUUHHH

So unless I’m able to squeeze into some other event in the meantime, my next confirmed event is MCM Comic Con London at the end of October! Following that, I have a table at Newcastle Comic Con and once again the kind folk at Sunnycon are welcoming us back in 2024. I’m so glad that I’m getting into more conventions! It’s one of my favourite parts of running Moodypidge and I want to attend as many as I’m able to.

But London first though… I’m so excited and I feel so lucky but it is also extremely terrifying for a home bird like myself hhhhhhh okay gotta get back to my breathing exercises right okay

*starts hyperventilating*

[esonetwork]

ESO Board Silly Episode 35

New Post has been published on http://esonetwork.com/eso-board-silly-episode-35/

ESO Board Silly Episode 35

The board of the ESO Network is back and this time Kevin runs in to host this episode and talks to the crew about their geeky coming and goings over the past few weeks, including going to concerts, running marathons, conventions, and the weather. But that’s not all, why not join us for all the fun, available free to patrons of the ESO Network. All you need to do is check us out at https://patreon.com/esonetwork and help support your friends at the ESO Network.

[sirenium]

Include men in your body positivity. you are not body positive if you make fun of male pattern baldness, neckbeards, fatness, etc in men. these traits are just as worthy of acceptance regardless of if it's wrapped in pink bows or not.

[nwarrior777]

i am sorry but how the f Disco Elysium fandom is sleeping on canon scene with Evrart openly flirting with Harry by teasing Kim, and Kim being jealous so hard that he is trying to get Harry on his side by calling Harry by name (which Kim is doing only in special occasions??) ??? hello???

[xxautumnivyxx]

A lot of folks wondering about my Pax East-

I’m proud (and absolutely beside myself with happiness) to announce that I will be joining Larian Studios at the Baldur’s Gate 3 Booth as their official Karlach!! So come by to take a photo with us, support this amazing team and more.

[midstpodcast]

MEET THE CREATORS OF MIDST AT TWIN CITIES CON 🧡

Join Xen, Matt Roen, and Sara Wile in Minneapolis Saturday, November 9th, at 7:30PM CT for an exclusive panel covering the world-building behind the MIDST Cosmos!

LEARN MORE ⬇️ https://critrole.com/event/crafting-a-cosmos/

[jeanne-de-valois]

It’s a Team Free Will companion piece to my other Dean and Cas solo illustrations! Witch!Sam my beloved abandoned plot thread, please save me.

[laf-outloud]

Jared's headed to Vancouver Feb. 22-23!

Our lucky British Columbia friends will get a chance to see him twice next year as he's also scheduled to attend Creation's Vancouver convention in September.

[queerbeverage]

We got trans guy chaser guide before GTA6

[mizgnomer]

Thumbs up from David Tennant - Part Seven

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Macbeth video source: [ RyKas ]

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

had to ponder this one (at first i was like, i thought the internet had decided iced coffee was a bisexual thing?) but i think we’re back on “there is no other reason for literally the most famous woman to ever famously play a guitar to wear her nails short”

[1000fingers]

Nova V’ger, Arthur Lester, Stanely Parable, Misfortune Ramirez Hernandez, The Long Quiet, and Daisy Thistleheart should have a support group for people with gods or other forms of powerful beings or narrators in their head

[distant-velleity]

Feng Ruixing

Dorm: Diasomnia Grade: Sophomore Class: D (No. 2) Club: Spelldrive Club Best subject: Ancient Magic Birthday: April 4th  Age: 17 Height: 168 cm Dominant hand: Left Homeland: Far East Hobbies: Finding perches or hiding places Pet peeves: Sameness Favorite food: Roasted duck Least favorite food: No food Talent: Grip strength

just some basic information b4 i finish his full post :)

[ladiesandgentsofrnm]

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