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[movedtodykedvonte]

Me: I want a happy ending for Spamton

Also me: Spam mailed ending is so cool and I love it

It's so fun cause omg the horror and guilt the addisons feel not only because they didn't realize these were pieces of their friend but also realizing that abandoning him and ignoring the sketchiness of the caller in the first place allowed this to happen. Like if they were more concerned than jealous they could've pointed out red flags even though Spam was probably already in too deep.

I like endings that are messed up or twist on characters' desires. I can imagine the ads just saying they just wanted him back or wish they had a piece of him as a memento and the omnipresent messenger gives them exactly what they asked for. It's like a genie's wish or something that causes a finger on the monkey's paw to curl.

[saexy]

still not over vamp!sae...the fact when he eats you out from yhe back.. but also feeds his thirtss..and you syart losing conscoiusness... your body giving.. you cant tell if its bec overstimuaktion or losing blood ...

[kryoymir]

For the end of what has been one of my more active years, I asked fans to submit some questions. Here, I've answered them to the best of my ability.

Also, you can find a remix of Already Over by Mike Shinoda on my YouTube and SoundCloud now!

Hi Kryo, is VOID NXLL still a thing or you're not sure?

So, I don't want to say anything concrete on this because when I do that it usually doesn't work out, but I hope you'll keep an eye on the VN social medias next year.

Which track from Slipstream of Conscoiusness is your favorite and why?

I thought this might be a hard one to answer but, surprisingly, the answer came pretty quickly once I started thinking about it. Kick It! is by far my favorite piece in this body of work I'm already incredibly proud of. I just love the energy and style to it, it feels incredibly refreshing in a way I can't quite put into words.

What is your top music of 2023?

Slipstream of Consciousness!

No no, seriously. So, in no particular order, my top albums of the year are The Algorithm by Filter, EndEx by 3TEETH, and Under Glass by Kanga. There's also been some good stuff from Foo Fighters, SiM, King 810, and Spiritbox, and Linkin Park put out an excellent box set. As of writing this, HEALTH has a new album slated for digital release in December, and I suspect based on the singles I'll enjoy that quite a bit. If you like scores and soundtracks, the full OST for Chainsaw Man released this January, and FFXVI had a pretty killer one.

What's your GOTY (game of the year)?

This is a hard question to answer because a lot of the games I was looking forward to this year were disappointing in one way or another. Tears of the Kingdom was pretty weak as far as lore and storytelling, FFXVI didn't keep the gameplay engaging enough for the 80 hours I played it and the level design was lackluster in some places, Spider-Man 2 dropped the ball with the third arc. Overall very hard to pick one.

Is there a possibility of an extended version of Seventeenth Angel? Very charming track, wish it would be longer.

It's not an impossibility. I don't currently have any plans to work on one but that's not to say it'll never happen! I will keep this in mind in the future though and if the opportunity presents itself, I'll try my hardest to make it happen.

[kidestom]

Thoughts aren't inherently true

Notice the thoughts that come up as just thoughts, without attaching to them.

No thought is true unless you invest in it, attach to it, and believe in it.

You are the power that validates your thoughts.

Once you create that space of awareness around thoughts and recognize what they really are, they’ll lessen and as you keep seeing them for what they are, they stop coming up altogether.

Unless it serves you, there is no reason to believe in anything you think. There is full internal power in that.

Your mind was never meant to be the driver.

For more reminders on your ability to self-regulate, visit my website.

Kidest OM, http://infinite-life.com

[plus-low-overthrow]

TRIBE - Learn to Love (ABC Records)

prod. Dee Ervin, 1973.

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[thechembow]

Something In the Air Today... Confirmation Clouds

Sept. 5, 2017

The energy was clear and clean today and confirmation clouds in the sky let us know that the atmosphere was negatively ionized and orgone rich. We are purging evil from this world and bringing back life and hope to all living things with orgone energy. Everyone is contributing to this change in consciousness. Now is the time!

[tnbtheories]

In this segment we explore the fundamental principles required for effective breaking.

[boy-cow]

Consciousness is stored in the Balls

Reblog to put and end to this miserable plane of existence

[stevenloves]

Science, technology, purposes of the electronic age

Is there an end to sceince and technology? And is there anything beyond it? The Urantia book calls this the electronic phase, and it has some vulnerabilities (AI going bad, civilizations coming into shape with technology).

But what is after? What is our ultimate fate? What is the best thing we can strive for or accomplish? What is our best self? How can we be something worthwhile, or live up to our potential?

The questions of our potential lie beyond immortality, it is what we do with it, or even if we abandon it. It is how we affiliate and what those notions caused or helped us to do. The electronic age entails immortality. But for some this would be bad.

We need only wait for the one who can wield these new techs and powers, and help others use them safely. We wait for the one to emerge, when he is ready to use his skill. And help the adept to these. Evolve.

Energy powers, Motion control, Sense display, and will for a campaign.

The campaign against anything resting on a phylactary. And to destroy all objects of necromancy created to sustain a foe. Destroying soul objects (phylacteries) to ressurect what iron weights they put put on the earth, replacing the place of iron's settlement with a disrupting orb of energy

The esquire only need flip the balance table each time a competitor outdid their foe, and the foe need upset the balance sheet back to fight the competitor, Only win happens when one does withdrawl or one is dead and no more action can be taken of a dead character, leaving the balance sheet ruled in the player's favor, should the foe be vanquished.

These are attributes to games, But Should we apply them to health, biochemical makeup. If a scheme sequence representation can be made of an electrochemical make up. and that electrochemical makeup can be shown to stay the same over time. Overlays of that scheme can be made and integrated with the originanl scheme, for a control sheet of the first scheme. instancing can be transfer conscoiusness even. to the artificial scheme.

[prodigalsunn]

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[abzanascendancy]

Magic Story Walkthrough

The Principles of Unnatural Selection

Due to some feedback, I thought I might try out writing a more complete overview of Magic Story. In Today’s Magic Story is a stream-of-conscoiusness thing, my immediate reaction to reading the story, and while it’s entertaining, it doesn’t work with all stories. And sometimes, what you want is to look in-depth at all the little details found here -- a walkthrough instead of a speedrun. Now before this was done by vorthosjay, but I haven’t seen any lately. So without further ado, let’s go for 100% on the story!

The monk at the beginning is most likely a deepsage, one who spends time pondering the Holdfast and Upwelling. What are these? They’re the two philosophies that define the Simic:

The Upwelling is the U of GU. It advocates for cyclical change, with the new replacing the old, emphasizing knowledge as a means of transformation, and for creatures to discover their full potential

The Holdfast is the G of GU. It advocates for not straying too far from nature, that natural evolution is still adaptive & strong, that it can thrive, and that creatures will find their niche in the ecosystem.

But back to deepsages, they meditate on these two ideas and create highly complex riddles, which then inspire and are interpreted by Simic scientists to reflect on the Simic’s role in the world. They were actually merfolk concepts, which were adapted by the Simic after sinkholes opened up across Ravnica revealing the race they all thought was extinct. These sinkholes then became the Zonots. Continuing on, we know that a group of students (or young merfolk) is called a clutch. Furthermore, parents entrust them to a teacher to help raise and guide them, ideally to a protectorate position (though that could just be this particular teacher) embodying empathy, courage, and observation. There are 80 positions, though in the story it’s revealed the Guardian Project sent frog mutants as reinforcements. Which is a mixed bag, depending on the cards you look at, but that’s besides the point.

Merfolk are incredibly perspective too -- zooplankton can range from single-celled to still-incredibly-tiny, so when they look for observant protectorates, they mean business. What the teacher intended her students to look for are the fasting bands, which I think are on/around their fins. This concept isn’t new: you can see the growth/lack of growth from tree rings, though in this case a vivisection isn’t needed as we learn that merfolk monks can fast at least seven weeks without showing obvious signs of fatigue. Furthermore when in peril, merfolk are trained to cross their arms to help conceal where one ends and another begins: an advanced principle of those large schools of fish, like the one in Finding Nemo.

We then meet Ptero Zallik, a merfolk who embraces change quite literally, sporting some nice adaptations. From here we get the name of our protagonist, Medge, who we actually do have art for, albeit from Wesley Burt’s Twitter:

Why it wasn’t included in the story, I don’t know. Then again it didn’t have any pauses to it, no dividing lines or sections. It was flowing uninterrupted, like a river current. Very fitting. But back to Ptero, he has 27 in his clutch, and all of them heavily modified. If it isn’t obvious, we find out later that Medge and Ptero embody the Holdfast and Upwelling, respectively, and they’ll also decide to work together to embody the best of both worlds. And they actually bridge the gap together: Medge accepting her new adaptations, and Ptero conceding that there’s still much to be learned and used from tradition. Which speaking of tradition, merfolk have sea gods, but that’s all we learn from here.

It’s Ptero’s news that forces Medge to adapt her teaching style. To get her students into the protectorate, she has them observe a krasis in action. Krasis are the weird animal combinations we know and love, non-intelligent mutants (in the Guildmaster’s Guide to Ravnica, for instance, all Krasis have an Int score of 2). The descriptor for it is actually very telling. In Odds & Ends: Ravnica Allegiance, Maro talked about Doug Beyer’s interpretation of mutant. In this case, it’s still recognizeable as a fish (barely), but definitely modified. If it were two species slapped together, like a frog snake, then that’s what the type would be. Its target is a benthid, which is a word that apparently refers to the benthic zone -- the lowest level of a body of water. Which I guess makes sense, as they back up against a shipwreck. What type it is we don’t know, though as it’s described as amphibious and having a vocal sac, I imagine a sort of frog or salamander. But from Medge’s words, we get a picture that these krasis that escape Simic labs are the worst kind of invasive species.

(As a quick aside I missed this earlier, and feel the need to remedy my negligence: Chessa looks relieved, but I don't let her off the hook and assign her to lead the watch group while we are inside.  Get it? ‘Cause they’re fish people? Anyways, back to the analysis)

Now we get to the juicy bit: the ship. It’s here that we get a lot of information. It’s been here for 80~ years. We know that the medallion is Orzhov, but neither the students nor their teacher recognize it. This is probably more attributed to Medge’s holdfast principals, not visiting the surface and learning about the other guilds. Case in point, only Kaszira recognizes it as a ghost, and she wants to learn more of the surface. Also, ghosts can pass through their own bodies, unless the frock conceals a hole in his chest. When he was alive, the zonots hadn’t opened up yet.

Now let’s take an aside to calculate when the zonots opened up! To the Timeline!

GRN takes place about 4560 AR, using the Dominarian year measurement. I’m using this and not the Ravnican measurement because that’s written as 10,076 ZC . It’s a smaller number to work with.

AR stands for Argivian Reckoning, setting year 0 when Urza and Mishra were born. Just think about that -- a war so infamous, that the brothers’ birth is what starts the Reckoning! Anything before has a minus in front of it, like -200 AR.

ZC stands for Zal Concordant, or after the signing of the Guildpact. AC, or Al Concordant, is for before the signing of the guildpact.

Merfolk first appeared in a Ravnican block with Return to Ravnica, or 4559 AR. The block takes place in the span of a year, so we don’t have to worry about set minutia.

Since the Ship’s around 80 years old in modern time, assuming that the sinking riverbed didn’t disturb the layer of dead zooplankton, it would be around 79 years old in RTR.

Hence the ship sunk around 4480 AR.

The first Ravnican block takes place during 4480-4493.

Using the end date of that, as og Ravnica Block didn’t have merfolk, we know the sinkholes happened between 4493-4559. Or in Ravnican calendars, 10,009 ZC-10,075 ZC

Thus, merfolk could’ve appeared anywhere from 67-1 year ago from present day!

Now with that breath of fresh air, let’s continue.

Despite being a ghost, he can’t control/possess ocean life, though as we’ll later see this could be due to his contract. Now in the rush of In Today’s Magic Story, I didn’t realize that the ghost might be lying about the Divine Contract. He was lying about what was in the trunk, that much is certain, but think about what he’s observed: merfolk thinking the Orzhov symbol was a bloated starfish, only one of their number recognizing a ghost, and that same individual excited about visiting the surface. They’d have no idea if he were lying about sacred tomes that may or may not exist, but he includes a few shreds of truth (Karlov, Orzhova) so that if they did know a bit about the surface, it would sound plausible.

Now we get to see some Simic ingenuity. Not only do they scavange a vocal sac to become a balloon (I’m imagining an airship underwater), but they use bass tar to cover the holes! What bass tar is, I don’t know, but it’s from a fish! Just using all organic parts to fix something -- I’m surprised that we see glass later on instead of clear resin! And the merfolk can also store spells within conch shells (which kinda reminds me of dials in One Piece).

But as our ghost approaches the Zonot, he starts getting nervous. While this could be fear of Simic officials discovering what he stole, but remember he’s with the Orzhov. His contract might stipulate bringing the treasure straight to the Orzhov, with no detours to sell a piece for his own profit. The magic also comes from the cracks in the chest’s lid: not necessarily from within the chest, but perhaps the chest itself. An escape clause in the contract to help him in his mission. That’s just speculation, but it’s possible. While it could also be the artifacts reacting to being close to the Zonot, a Simic Place of Power, I don’t think it’s the case. The orange glow isn’t really in-line with the Simic, and Zonots weren’t a thing when Momir Vig was around.

And now, let’s take an aside to mourn the fact that there are neither Orzhov pirates nor Simic pirates in Ravnica Allegiance... hopefully we’ll get them in a supplemental set. Or heck, I’ll settle for a vampire or merfolk pirate when we return to Ixalan. They both share a color with the Brazen Coalition, so...

Back to the Simic artifacts, we usually only get to see the creatures of the Simic, without seeing their tools. Earlier, Medge was going to use a bronzed fish spine with pearls to detect/highlight/measure fasting bands. Sadly, the only piece described from the chest is Momir Vig’s keyrune, which at least tells us they were in use during the original Ravnica block.

And now, the cytoplast. Whoo boy, this is gonna be an aside. So cytoplasts are masses of magical, organic tissue. These blue-green (in color and alignment) globules convey genetic information. If one had the information of a troll and was transferred to a human, the cytoplast would incorporate the regenerative abilities of the troll into the human. This explains the Graft mechanic, and the art of Simic cards in Dissension. Momir Vig, however, created a new version that bonds with hosts via contact: once you touch it, you’re bonded. Thus, he “improved” people without consent. Why is improve in quotations?

Project Kraj.

Vig’s intended use of Kraj was to wipe Ravnica clean and start over, and he was going to control it. He was killed though, and without guidance Kraj called every cytoplast to itself. Which means they were ripped from their still living hosts, who were left bleeding, disfigured, and in great agony. Kraj actually grew large enough to make the old Guildhall, Novijen, it’s head. Rakdos, after defeating a nephilim, decided to take him on. Kraj actually absorbed Rakdos, which put the demon into a coma and overexerted the ooze, killing it.

(There’s also more to the story: like dragon cerebral fluid from three eggs which were going to be used by an Izzet scientist to overthrow Niv Mizzet; the spirit of Wojek soldier, Agrus Kos, residing in the body of the Golgari guildmaster Savra -- who helped Vig achieve Project Kraj -- being the one who killed Vig, but also the Golgari Parun was also using/possessing Savra somehow; and Kraj being dismembered by Quietmen, guards/envoys/messengers -- y’know what, butlers -- that were also an army of last resort. Original Ravnica was crazy, y’all.)

We the names of the other merfolk students, and the cytoplast mutation. Which could’ve been very disgusting, but was handled in a very reasonable and mature way. I haven’t read the original Ravnica novels, but it seemed to give Medge a mutation she needed, or at the moment wished she had: additional eyes. She wasn’t keeping an eye on Miko, and the cytoplast granted her a mutation to better keep an eye on her students. Also can we agree it was Miko who technically destroyed the cytoplast by clipping his fin on the pedestal, not Medge? Anyways, we learn that merfolk fins can break, and not just tear, which implies some sort of hard ridge of cartilidge or bone. Zonots also have brigs, which as guild centers it makes sense for them to have some sort of holding facility, but the nomenclature is nice. Also, with Zegana’s threat of banishment, it’s suggested that the merfolk society, while incorporated into the Simic, is still its own separate entity. And also students can take repeat courses because Miko.

And that about wraps things up! This first one’s kind of a mish-mash between going through the story and taking notes on certain areas. For future editions, I was thinking of breaking down the lore we get into sections. This one, for example, would have sections for the Merfolk, the Simic, and the Orzhov. The reason I kept it along the same flow of the story was because it’s 1) easier to go through the information from the story, and 2) easier for everyone to follow along and go back to.

I’ll do a more structured pass for the next story, but what do you all think? Did you like it? Did you want it more organized? Less following the story and more compartmentalized? More quote examples? More sources? Less/More asides? Let me know!

[opalmothnightingale]

Or Not, Here,...

7- 13- 19 - Sometimes you have to do things in a flowing way, or so I seem to feel about me.  Other times people say just flow and I feel no flow that feels safe and sane.  But whatever.  I think I will just post the link here.  Yes it seems weird.  Because it’s no more hidden than to post written posts.  But it will become more hidden.  

So over time, it will be more in the past.  

Here is the link to my mental health illness blog. (I changed my mind and removed the link, will post it later once I get the hang of writing there and don’t feel self-conscious or doubtful about what to write, after the first however many posts it takes to get to this point,...)

It sounds dreary and dramatic (the address, that is) but I’m not intending to make it really that way all of the time, any more than my mental health posts were here,... But I may put more of that there, because I won’t censor.  I will therefore include my strange brand of spirituality and that includes visions and auditory messages and love with spirits, among other things.  

I wanted to post it here, the link there, because I thought of a post I wanted to make that was mental health related.  Then the thought left me, like that,...  I thought, if I have a good flow going, I keep it going,...  I lose self-conscoiusness.  I am not that self-conscious in fact, nor that socially afraid, because I am my own person.  The main fear is that I won’t blend in enough, won’t be able to keep my mind separate.  Not that they won’t think good things, because it’s not too important, but that they will infect my mind with doubts and fears and confusion, about whether I’m safe, about whether I matter.  I don’t need to impress, I just need to remain separate so when I get in my flow I can do that but I don’t know if the flow is coming.  Too late?  I already posted the link...

Anyway, if anyone wants to look at this blog, go ahead but I may not post much of anything for a while until it starts to have its own good flow.  You may as well not follow until then if you want to at all.  I don’t expect it at all, but you never know.  I mean, a crazy person’s mental illness blog of tedium and delusion and self-centered thoughts all about me?  Yeah, but that is my world. 

I don’t have a problem with it but only when others make me feel that I’m wrong,...  Even though I don’t care but I do and somehow unless I think “You don’t matter”, “I don’t love you” or “I hate you”, I can’t seem to begin to tune them out, yet,...  Even if I don’t know them and don’t care.  Now why is that?  I am trying to think, lately “I’m just your shadow”, because I think they don’t like me because of that- I am just their shadow, disowned, unable to be seen...  But I don’t know if that will be enough punch and vigor to help me feel set right and in my right place in my world.  My world where they don’t deserve to spew their invalidation every which way I look along with all of the rest of mainstream culture who act like my personality is a problem for existing,...  hm, y’ know?

and then I don’t care about them except insofar as I can screen them out because I care, but I don’t care for the part of them that says I need to be different than I am, than I must be, than I’ve always been.  Artists and writers are “self-obsessed”, so they say, and so are the mentally ill, often.  It’s not a flaw, but a liability, a gift, and a personality trait, or it is for me.  It holds a mixed blessing and double sided coin of curse. 

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