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ho bisogno che luca argentero faccia un film tipo all of us strangers
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Le persone pensano di essere divertenti. Io lo dico sempre che lâaudacia è stata distribuita alla cieca su questo pianeta.
10⏠a chiunque indovina per quale paese è questa do to list(eccetto che non vi pagherò perchĂŠ dovete prima pagare il pizzo a međ¤Š)
#âma prendila con filosofia!!đâ brotha itâs been years now. La filosofia/pazienza è finita.#sono sempre i famosi antimeridionalisti sposati a 19 anni sĂŹ. non so chi stia seguendo questo plot.#ormai sto narrando da un poâ di questi due.#purtroppo.#scusate lo sfogo đŚ
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Thatâs very⌠curious, convenient, even, how these people make millions with their ig accounts but sharing informational content will distress them.
What do you need 430 million followers for?
#Doesnât seem to me youâre selling 430 million bottles of foundation either soâŚ#maybe consider retiring for social medias not just a break <3#theyâre so ridiculous#ho letto su twitter che non abbiamo motivo di esigere che Harry o chi per lui si espongano#)o anche louis insomma)#perchĂŠ tanto sappiamo giĂ che si oppongono alla gierra e alla violenza đ #davvero? e allora comâè che non lo esigete di piĂš?#comâè che non esigete una presa di posizione chiara e netta sul genocidio?#comâè che lâidea che possano fare un comunicare o qualcosa del genere vi spaventa?#è forse perchĂŠ in fondo in fondo conoscete che la loro posizione non è quella che auspicate#ma si pronuncerebbero a favore del politicamente corretto#con opinabili strumenti di comunicazione per nulla raffinati e dando zero peso alle parole come al solito?#forse e dico forse siete un poâ parte del problema pure voi#ma in fondo è davvero meglio cosĂŹ. bless you per riuscire a scindere#io mi sono resa conto che questo è il mio limite#e francamente sono abbastanza delusa da me stessa per questo
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Giappone, grande paese all'avanguardia in cui:
- per paura che ad Halloween succedesse come a Seoul (dove per la troppa gente, molte persone sono morte soffocate dalla calca) quest'anno avevano deciso: PROIBITO OGNI FESTEGGIAMENTO DI HALLOWEEN a Shibuya (risultato? La gente se n'è sbattuta il cazzo e ha festeggiato lo stesso).
- muore un bambino di 8 mesi in macchina? PROIBITO LASCIARE DA SOLO QUALSIASI BAMBINO FINO A 8 ANNI (per inciso: la gente fatica e i bambini qui vanno da soli a scuola dalla 1 elementare + stanno spesso fuori a giocare come qualsiasi bambino della loro etĂ ). Risultato? Petizione di genitori contro sta cacata.
- Film Oppenheimer sulla bomba atomica? Assolutamente non si pu�� vedere in Giappone perchÊ non sia mai i 90enni si pigliano collera per la bomba che hanno vissuto + non sia mai che i giapponesi si fanno una cultura storica e si fanno una cazzo di opinione (che non hanno quasi mai) su un fatto che li riguarda cosÏ tanto.
Vietare is the new solution a tutto, amici, non lo sapevate? Imparate da questo paese che (cito i reels su IG) "vive nel 2050!"!
#forse intendono il 1950!#ora è tutto chiaro#tra sti babucchi e la Meloni raga non so chi è meglio...#almeno la Meloni sa conservare la faccia#questi manco quella#almeno Meloni dice di essere di destra#questi fanno proibizionismo di destra con la faccia dei liberali sti stronzi di merda#giappone#politica#politica giapponese
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la verità è che nessuno, nÊ fan ingrati nÊ una società irrispettosa della nostra storia, potrà mai cancellare quello che paolo maldini è e sempre sarà per il milan
#se chi chiedete cos'è il milan per me è quasi imprescindibile parlare di paolo#ma forse anche senza quasi#nessun singolo giocatore è piÚ importante o al di sopra del club e questo è chiaro#ma questo è diverso per me paolo rappresenta quello che è il milan#ci sarebbe il milan anche se non ci avesse mai giocato lui; certo. ma non è andata cosÏ la storia e cazzo per fortuna#non riesco neanche ad immaginare crescere con un capitano diverso#boh non so se ha senso quello che sto dicendo. per me paolo �� eterno ed è eterno quello che ci lega- paolo e il milan e paolo e i milanisti#(quelli veri)#nico rambles
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In poltrone e sofà è giĂ natale, a settembre đ
E si vestono da re magi, che è una cosa di gennaio đ
Hanno una concezione del tempo un po'... "a cazzo" đ
#Zibaldone di pensieri#Io lo so che le pubblicità sono fatte con i piedi e non devono avere senso#Ma certune sono proprio assurde per quanto imbarazzanti e insensate#Cioè chi le scrive ste scene? Un bambino?#Applicatevi un minimo dai
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ma deschamps che su marcus dice "ottima stagione con l'inter ma confermarsi con la francia è un gradino sopra" ma un gradino sopra di che? una nazionale senza collante e alcuna idea di gioco, un livello degli europei a tratti imbarazzante, è un gradino sopra non riuscire a vincere neanche - con tutto rispetto - con questa polonia, certamente, basta parlare vecchio
#stanotte a mettere mi piace a lauti su instagram eravamo io e lui#e come stiamo tornando con il calcio che conta#e 0' a un difensore di classe per mettere chi poi 3 difensori su 4 incapaci di impostare#e a parlare male di marcus non si parla male di marcus in queste condizioni ma parla male di demb*le o kolo mu*ni ma che ne so. ma che vuoi
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e non lo so chi sei, però anche d'estate, con Te, tremo
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Se ci sono dei cantanti in gara che mi possono rendere halleluja SONO LORO I SANTI FEANCESI
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guardando m*re fuori 3 perchÊ alla fine nel bene o nel male se la vedono tutti e voglio entrare nelle conversazioni e sentirmi parte di una comunità anche se non è vero ma certi personaggi m stann pop ngopp o cazz nun i pozz vrÊ. poi vabbuo non parliamo della recitazione certe volte sembra la recita di quinta elementare
#on one hand mi fa pure piacere che parlino di tematiche tanto rilevanti nelle nostre zone#ma il problema è che è proprio. non so romanticizzatonè il termine corretto#ceh sÏ ti fanno vedere che la gente per ste cose ci muore ma il resto dell'execution lo fa sembrare una quasi un mondo desiderabile e certe#cose le fanno sembrare divertenti o. non lo so non ho il lessico per spiegarlo#o almeno questo è l'effetto che ha su chi la guarda con tutti i catchy one-liners che la gente continua a ripetere#tipo c vrimm piecr. rosa ricci è a figlij e nu boss e a pegg camurrist uagliÚ ma c stat a fa#its not a critic on liking flawed/criminal characters e su come si comportano riguardo sta gente. vabbuo basta non so spiegarmi e comunque#palesemente l'intento della serie non è di pensare criticamente a quello che succede quindi la finisco qui
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Ma câè qualche drama intorno a Greta Esposito che mi sono persa o no? PerchĂŠ mi sembra che tanta gente non la sopporta :/ Cioè una volta hai messo quel post instagram del disegno di tutti i personaggi della serie dove lei non câera, quindi per curiositĂ sono andata a cercarlo e ho letto i commenti e câera una persona che diceva tipo âNina è inutileâ (like first of all leave my daughter alone) e Greta ha detto âtu sei inutileâ, poi ricordo solo che lâaltra lâha chiamata cogliona ad un certo punto. Anyway, why so much hate?
Non lo so io ho le vibes che lei odi tutti in realtĂ AHAHHAHAHAHA ma non so se ci sia qualche storia dietro, io personalmente non ho amato lo sviluppo del suo personaggio nel senso che l'hanno fatto male perchĂŠ aveva del potenziale e farla finire cosĂŹ meh, magari anche Greta la pensa cosĂŹ.
Comunque seguendola mi sembra che abbia un po' questa personalità frizzantina e che quando c'è qualcosa che non va alza la voce, ma io sono arrivata molto tardi quindi non so moltissime cose
#tra l'altro quando c'era stato il video della suora lei si incazzò tantissimo perchĂŠ Ky e Serena non approfittavano per 'fare attivismo'#o qualcosa di simile non mi ricordo bene#e qui per quanto lei mi stia simpatica non ero molto d'accordo perchĂŠ loro due si sono trovate in mezzo a sta cosa ma oggettivamente non è#il loro lavoro. ci penserĂ chi lo fa di mestiere a far discutere sul gesto#anzi avrebbero potuto approfittarne per raggiungere piĂš visibilitĂ invece hanno anche tolto il video perchĂŠ ripeto#loro stavano lavorando lĂŹ non stavano facendo dell'attivismo#comunque questo mio parere personale che non c'entra nulla con il resto#e per ora so solo che è molto amica non so perchĂŠ con lea gađˇ e ha girato shake con il fratello quindi credo anche con lui#cioè che sia anche amica sua#e anche di pio Luigi âcelli sĂŹ parlo in codice cosĂŹ nessuno mi troverĂ mai#basta questo è ciò che so su di lei AHAHHAHA#e vorrei vederla in Mental ma purtroppo mi triggera troppo quella serie đĽ˛
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madonna quellÉ che fanno le moine al* docente a tutti i costi e a piĂš riprese per ottenere chissĂ che cosa lÉ metterei sotto con la bici e per sicurezza ci passerei sopra anche col monopattino che non ho
#non sono cogliona lo so anchâio che alle volte è necessario calcare un poâ la mano con lâentusiasmo etc etc#è tutto galateo feudale e nel galateo câè un sacco di falsitĂ #DETTO CIĂ#madonna câè chi proprio emana una falsitĂ e una detestabilitĂ tali che v supra#diâ grazie al professore perchĂŠ ha detto una cosa interessante non câè bisogno di dirgli a piĂš riprese che lo ringrazi perchĂŠ ti ha cambiato#la vita da cosĂŹ a cosĂŹ ma che cazzo vuol dire ma smettila gianleonardÉ
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A Captured Dragon (BL)
Yandere! Half-brother X Crown Prince! Reader
[tw: graphic depiction(s) of violence, obsessive behaviour, betrayal, imprisonment, gaslighting, non-con kissing, incest!!!, teeny tiny bit of feminization]
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âYou have done nothing to deserve that title. You were only lucky enough to be born the Kingâs son.â
A lot of things in life were beyond your control.Â
But fate had been kind to you, gifting you a life that most could only dream of. Born into the royal family as their beloved Crown Prince, the world bent to your will from the very moment you drew your first breath.Â
Spoiled, indulged, and never once tested by struggleâperhaps you were destined to fall from the start.
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Itâs getting harder to tell the days apart.
The world around you blurs into a cycle of sleepless nights. Your mind is a fog, heavy with the weight of guilt and fear. Each hour blends into the next, until time itself feels like a punishment.
The nightmares donât help either.
Every time you close your eyes, they comeâhaunting, vivid dreams where blood stains the corridors and screams pierce the air. The sounds of blades slicing through flesh, of bodies collapsing onto blood-soaked floors, echo endlessly in your ears. It is relentless.Â
You see the palace engulfed in flames, your servants and peopleâthose youâve known your entire lifeâcrying out in terror as they are cut down by the cold steel of soldiers.
In every dream, you stand helpless, watching as they beg for mercy. Your people reach for you in desperation, their faces twisted in agony, but you canât move.Â
In every dream, at the center of it all, is him.
Daewon.
Your half-brother.
While you grew up in the limelight, basking in the affections and adoration of others, your half-brother was cast into the shadows. Born from a lowly maid, his very existence was a blemish on the royal family's image. He was the son who would never be acknowledged by his fatherâneither loved nor remembered.
Despite that, you had treated him kindly.
When did everything go so wrong?
After the slaughter, you were taken away and imprisoned. The room you were kept in was dark and emptyâthere was no light, or any warmth. It was a far cry from the luxury you were used to.
Occasionally, food and water would be brought to youâa guard would come every few days, sliding bowls of stale rice and cloudy water across the floor without a word, without so much as a glance in your direction. You felt like an animal.
But worse than the silence of your captors were the visits from Daewon.
You hated those days the most.
âBrother.â His deep voice sends a shiver down your spine. You canât make out his face within the shadows.
So you bury your head further into the damp pillows, hiding from the monster in the room.
It isnât long before you feel the bed dip under his weight, the chain on your ankle rustles against the sheets. He kneels beside you, leaning close enough for you to smell the faint traces of blood still lingering on his robe.
âYou havenât been eating,â Daewonâs voice was soft, almost tender, but you could hear the dark amusement laced beneath it. âIs the food not to your liking?â
You keep your eyes shut tight, fists clenched under the thin blankets.
It'll all be okay. Soon enough, he would leave you alone.
Cold fingers brush against your cheek, and you flinch. He chuckles at that, a low, mocking sound that makes your skin crawl.
âDid you know that these meals are what I had to eat as a child?â He whispers, his breath hot against your ears.
You briefly open your eyes, glancing at the food scattered across the floor, remnants of your earlier fit of rageâdestroyed, just like everything else in your life.Â
âThere were many days when the servants never even came. My mother often gave me her share, just so I wouldn't starve."Â
You grit your teethâ
"Why don't you just kill me already?"
The words hang in the air, and a suffocating silence stretches between you.
But then, Daewon's firm hand suddenly grips your chin, forcing you to meet his dark gaze.
âKill you?â A cruel, guttural laugh escapes him, sending a shiver down your spine. âBut death would be far too easy.âÂ
âNo... you have to live. Youâll live and endure. Just like I did.â
He had lived a life of invisibility, where no one cared to look beyond the stain of his tainted bloodâno one, except you.
And the thought of it drives him mad.
His hand falls from your chin, trailing down until it rests against your chest. With that simple touch, your spirit breaks just a little more.
You hate himâhate him more than youâve ever hated anyone.Â
Without any warning, you feel the press of his soft lips against your own. His body heat seeps into yours as he forcefully pulls you closer and presses you flush against him.
You are too tired, too hungry to resist.
"No, stopâ" You protest breathlessly, the words barely escaping your lips as your mind reels, still foggy from the kiss. A dizzying mix of shock, confusion, and disgust floods your senses.
"This is wrong, we can'tâ"
"They will never fully accept a half-blooded bastard like me as their king."
âWhat?â You swallow hard, blinking up at the man.
"But surely, they'll accept a 'bride' from the royal family.â
The realization hits you like a punch to the gut.Â
Before you can react, his lips crash against yours again, harder this time, more possessive. The taste of himâbitterness and controlâinvades your senses completely.
A twisted smile tugs at the corner of his mouth, and you finally understand.
This is a debt of suffering, a price he intends to collect over and overâuntil you were broken.
"Donât worry. For everything youâve done for me, I'll repay your kindness tenfold."
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This was not proofread, sorry for any mistakes!
#tw yandere#male reader#yandere male#yandere writing#reader insert#x reader#yandere#x male reader#yandere oc#yandere x darling#yandere blog#yandere x you#male yandere#yandere x reader#oc x reader#yandere imagines
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Alla fine di tutto penso che ci siano semplicemente giorni in cui si è "predisposti" a sentirsi belli.
Si, insomma, quei giorni in cui non noti tutte quelle cose che altri giorni invece ti pesano; ci sono invece quei giorni in cui sembra che nulla vada bene, le braccia un po' cicciottelle, le gambe un po' cicciottelle, la pancia che magari non è piatta se non quando sei distesa
E stesso in questi giorni guardacaso neanche i capelli che tanto ami vengono bene, in nessuna maniera eh, e il viso?
Oddio però non ho un viso cosÏ brutto, eppure se non mi trucco almeno un po' non mi sento tanto a mio agio.. dovrei uscire con questo cerchio nero sotto agli occhi? Ma perchÊ sembra sempre che ho i baffi pure dopo averli fatti? Mettiamo un po' di correttore qua e là e magari si toglie tutto
Vabbè però il correttore mica ti toglie l'insicurezza
Eppure guardandomi, eccomi qua, mica so cosĂŹ brutta? In fondo no, ma ho bisogno di essere "predisposta"
E nei giorni in cui sono predisposta semplicemente tutto quello che vedo scompare, e penso: ma forse sono solo io a vedere tutte queste cose? Queste piccolezze, ma chi è che le va a guardare? Eppure alcuni giorni pesano cosÏ tanto che dopo aver messo l'armadio sottosopra passa anche la voglia di prepararsi per bene per uscire
Eh ma poi tu giĂ ti senti brutta, poi non ti vuoi manco preparare?
Chiaro, dopo mi sento ancora peggio
Ma quando mi sento bella invece mi preparo ancora meglio e mi sento ancora piĂš bella
Allora come funziona?
In teoria dovrei semplicemente accettarmi e basta, certo mangiare sano, ma accettare questa corporatura
Ultimamente sono ingrassata di due kili e vabbè magari leggendo, se state ancora leggendo, penserete "e che sarà mai?" E in effetti è vero, non è tanto il numero sulla bilancia il problema, ma è il fatto che a vederli su di me dopo averne persi 10 pesa cosÏ tanto che non sembrano solo 2
A volte penso che la gente se sapesse quello che penso realmente di me penserebbe che sono solo stupida e che magari "c'è gente che vorrebbe averlo il corpo come il tuo"
Ma come si fa quando vorresti essere piĂš magra, semplicemente piĂš piccola in generale
Allora mi auguro in futuro di sentirmi piĂš predisposta a sentirmi bella per un periodo di tempo abbastanza lungo da superare il tempo in cui non lo sono
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Oxytocin | Coriolanus Snow | iv.
One act of kindness from a peacekeeper may be your salvation or your doom. Possibly both.
Warnings: NON-CON, Blackmail, District 8 Reader, Stalking, Kidnapping
This is a dark story. Heed warnings before reading under the cut.
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A smile blooms on your lips as you watch Tilly play hopscotch with her friend near the street. Snowâs melted enough this morning to be able to draw chalk patterns on the cobblestones. The young girl woke up excited to enjoy the day. And while youâre nowhere as thrilled, seeing the joy and life return to her gaze is more than enough for you.Â
The little girlsâ buoyant laughs fill the street and you let yourself bask in the moment. Itâs rare that you get time to yourself lately. Your shifts at the factory take up most of your time. And youâve been spreading yourself thin, hoping to keep concerns at bay by remaining busy. White wisps surround you as you blow a long breath. You readjust your scarf and rub your gloved hands. Cold air seeps through the tiny holes in your gloves. Youâll need to stay after hours on your next shift to mend them. Perhaps you could even purloin enough throwaway remnants of wool to make Tilly a new pair. Sheâll soon outgrow hers.
Besides, her health might have improved for now, but you never stop worrying about her catching another cold, one that might be deadlier than the last.
Lost in contemplation, you draw a sharp breath when an object drops from the sky onto your lap. Your eyes widen as you lower them. A pair of knitted gloves rests in your lap. Theyâre clearly brand new and the wool quality is unlike anything youâve ever laid eyes on. You can tell from the thickness and vibrancy of the twining threads. Youâre tempted to give it a brush with your fingertips, revel in the warmth oozing from the fabric. But you refrain.
âI donât want that,â you snap, whipping your head up.
A towering, lanky frame clad in the peacekeeperâs signature blue uniform fills your sight.Â
You toss the gloves at him and he catches them with a deep sigh. He sits near you on the steps. The hairs on the back of your neck bristle with his proximity, his broad shoulder grazing yours as he turns to study you.
You shiver as his gaze runs along your frame. You donât look at him. You donât want to. Youâve done your best to forget about him these last few weeks, even if his ever-lurking presence is hard to ignore. Whatever you do, wherever you are, heâs never hovering too far away.
He seizes your hands, forcefully slipping the gloves on your frostbitten fingers.
âCome on, youâre freezing,â he says. Your lips tighten as you meekly comply. Arguing with the peacekeeper has never worked in your favor. So why even try? You let him put the gloves on you, cursing the comfort you feel when the warm fabric hugs your fingers. An absent thought drifts in your head as you admire the wool. You never owned anything this nice. The quality evokes the clothes that usually head straight to the Capitol.
All the nice things go to them first while District dwellers beg for scraps.
Coriolanus leans back, his large hands spreading over his knees. His stance is far too relaxed for your taste and you shrink further on your side of the narrow stairs.Â
As his icy blue orbs settle on your cousin and her friend, you tense.
âShe seems to be doing well. Iâm assuming the medicine helped,â he notes, smugness oozing from his words. His attention scorches your skin as you pointedly evade his stare. You loathe the satisfaction he draws from this. More leverage to use against you. More opportunities to make you feel small, helpless.
âWhat are you doing here?â you curtly ask.
His small chuckle makes your stomach coil.
âIs this any way to greet a friend?â His tone becomes light, playful. âEspecially one that comes bearing gifts?âÂ
Your brows knit. âFriendsâŚâ
Hot air tickles your earshell as he bends over you, whispering, âThe closest of friends.â
Your heart skips a beat.
He grabs your chin, angling your face towards his. A shuddered breath leaves your lips as stark blue eyes drink you in. âReally birdie, not even a smile? Come now.â
You nudge a tremulous smile onto your lips.Â
His thumb grazes your trembling bottom lip as his mouth twists skyward. âBetter,â he praises quietly.
A winning glint sways in his eyes and your stomach lurches.Â
âHi!â
Tillyâs cheerful voice shatters the moment. Coriolanus releases you and relief billows inside your chest.Â
He beams at the young girl, replying in a similar tone, âHi.â
Your young cousin bounces on her feet, excitement rounding her gaze as she admires the peacekeeper. Your frown deepens at the exchange.
âIâm Tilly,â she announces solemnly, offering her hand to shake.
Coriolanus laughs as he takes it, mirth lighting up his handsome face.
âI know. I know all about you.â A mix of shock and awe decorates the young girlâs features with that information, as if the peacekeeper knowing anything about her was the most extraordinary thing in the world. âIâm a friend of your cousin. My nameâs Coriolanus.â
âCoriolanus,â she repeats, as if mesmerized by the sound of his name alone.
âHere. I have something for you,â he says.Â
He reaches inside the pocket of his uniform and pulls out a bag. Your cousin jumps, her eyes sparkling with joy when he hands it to her.
âCandy!â she exclaims.Â
Your face pinches at the sight of the colorful sweets in the bag. These arenât easy to acquire.Â
âTillyâŚâ
âWhat?â
The young girlâs expression is dejected as she looks at you, almost like she can sense your disapproval and is preparing to return the gift. Your shoulder sag. You donât have it in you to refuse her this small sliver of delight.Â
You shake your head and smile.
âNothing.â You hunker in front of her. âWe should go back inside.â
âBut I want to playâŚâ she pouts.
âYou have chores. And CoriolanusâŚâ Your eyes lift to him. Amusement hasnât left his expression. âis very busy.â
He doesnât say anything as you shove your cousin inside the house. He lingers by the door and you fidget beneath his heavy stare.
âIâm guessing you haveâŚsomewhere to be.â
His gaze drags over you as a small smile dances on his lips.
âYes, I hear Iâm very busy,â he teases. Shock fills you when he leans to brush his mouth against your cool cheek. âSee you soon, birdie,â he mumbles, his deep voice making your stomach flutter.
Youâre relieved when he finally leaves. You chase away the peculiar sensation his closeness sparked as you shut the door.
You donât get time to collect yourself, your little cousin immediately asking, âIs he your boyfriend?â
The pitch of your voice goes high with shock.Â
âWhat? Are you crazy?â
Tilly frowns. âBut I saw him kissing you.â
Heat nestles in your cheeks. Maybe from an outsiderâs perspective, Coriolanusâ closeness could be misinterpreted, the peacekeeper perpetually crowding your space despite your reluctance. Still, you canât believe itâs what the little girl thinks from looking at the two of you.Â
It couldnât be further from the truth.Â
Every fiber of your being burns with hatred for him.
âNo, we werenât. It wasnâtâŚâ you sputter, your embarrassment cresting as the excitement in your cousinâs eyes doesnât dwindle. âHe wasnât kissing me. We were just talking.â
âAbout girlfriend and boyfriend stuff,â she insists.Â
You sigh. You approach her and grip her shoulders.Â
âTilly, I need you to promise me something.â
She blinks up at you. âYes?â
You crouch before her so youâre at eye level.Â
âYou need to stay away from peacekeepers.â
She purses her mouth, glancing down at the bag of candy.
âYes, but CoriolanusâŚhe was nice to me.â
Your stomach sinks.
âWell, Coriolanus isnât like the others.â
She nods in understanding. Youâre glad she doesnât ask any further questions. You wouldnât know how to begin to explain your relationship with him.
Not in any way that makes sense at least.
For a fortnight, you donât see much of him. You bask in the tranquility of your usual routine, going back and forth, from home to work, and preparing to celebrate the end of the year with your cousin. It wonât be lavish, of course, but youâre hoping to save up enough from your wages to get Tilly a teddy and perhaps even a toy this year.
While most of your family has passed away, you want to cherish the things you still have. Perhaps you can even create new memories for your cousin, happier memories. She has been bedridden for months now and itâll be the first holiday sheâll get to truly enjoy as a healthy, normal child.Â
He appears again as youâre working your usual shift, casually switching places with another guard. While you pointedly avoid looking in his direction, you feel the weight of his unwavering eyes, watching you as always.
Still, you diligently weave the silk on your loom. Your attention cannot stray. One mistake and the fabric will be ruined.Â
âYour shadowâs there,â Yara notes from her station right next to yours.
Your eyes flick upward briefly as you nod.
âYeah.â
Silence hangs in the air a while before your friend speaks again.
âIt doesnât seem to bother you that much.â
You shrug. âIâm getting used to it.â
Her eyes land on the gloves peeking from the pocket of your long skirt.
âBy the way, I meant to askâŚIs that from him?â
You hesitate a little before begrudgingly admitting, âYes.â
She moves her head in acknowledgement.Â
âI see, gifts now.â
Stepping on the treadle to slow down the motion of your loom, you snap your head to Yara.
There was something in her tone just then, an implication you didnât like.
âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
She shakes her head and scoffs, âItâs just interesting, is all.â
âMy hands were cold,â you defend.
âYou could have thrown them away. I made my own. Itâs what we do every year. Make our own.â Her gaze locks with yours. Licking her lips, she seems to mull over something before she asks, âIs there something going on between you two? I mean other than what I already know.â
Your face grows hot.
âThere is nothing.â
She studies you for a few minutes before turning her focus back to her loom.
âRight,â she says.
Your annoyance mounting, you give the treadle a vigorous push and start weaving faster.
You let your friendâs prickly comments fade somewhere in the back of your mind. You have no desire to explore this dangerous line of thought any further.Â
There is indeed nothing going on between you and the peacekeeper. You keep repeating it to yourself as your fingers assemble the threads as if your life depended on it.Â
It helps you ignore the way your blood races in your veins.
Relief fills you when your shift ends. Tension built in your body and firmly remained since Yara began questioning you. You can still feel it in the stiffness in your limbs, the heaviness in your chest. You make haste as you dart across the hallways, eager to return home.
Your escape is halted by a pair of strong arms pulling you in a dark corner of the factory.Â
You look up at him through wide eyes. That teasing smile youâve grown all too familiar with decorates his lips.
âWhy the rush, sweet bird?â
âCoriolanusâŚâ You step back from him. âCanât you just leave me be, just once?â
He approaches you, forcing you to shrink against the wall. He cages you, his hands on each side of you as he drinks you in. You dip your head, overwhelmed with the scent of roses washing over you.Â
âI canât actually.â Warmth swirls in your belly as his tone lowers. âLook at me.â He puts two fingers below your chin to angle it upward. His eyes narrow. âYouâre upset.â
âJust had a long day,â you elude with a shrug.Â
He scrutinizes you. Your mouth quakes, his silence unnerving you.Â
After some time, he finally announces, âIâm getting discharged soon.â
âOh, where?â
âIâm getting sent back to the Capitol.â
You gape at him. Thatâs not what you expected to hear. Though you surmise it makes sense, with him being around less. A strange mix of feelings surges inside your chest. But mostly, relief, freedom. Youâll be able to breathe properly again, without the uneasy attention of the peacekeeper tailing you everywhere you go.Â
Though you try not to let your emotions show. You give a tilted smile.
âIsnât that a good thing? You get to go home, return to your life.â
His knuckles sweep over the apple of your cheek.Â
âWellâŚIâll miss some things about District 8.â
You clear your throat. âI should get back home.â
âMeet me tonight,â he says bluntly.Â
âWhat for?â
His eyes darken, running over your trembling frame. His thumb skims over your bottom lip.
âIâm leaving. We should celebrate, just the two of us.â
You swallow the lump in your throat. You truly hoped to avoidâŚcolliding with the peacekeeper again, in any way, but you suppose it was inevitable. One way or another, heâd have asked for more of you, simply because he could. Your fate is in his hands after all. He could easily make your life here hell just by whispering in the right ears.
Still, you canât help voicing a feeble protest.
âIs that necessary?â
His eyes flare with danger. Your breath snags as he grips your jaw, his fingers digging painfully into your cheeks. Your pulse thrums beneath his palm.
âI donât want to be mean to you right now, so donât make me.â Though his tone is soft, his expression is harsh and inflexible. âJust do as I say.â
You give a shaky nod.
âS-See you tonight.â
He releases your face and you take a deep breath. His crooked smile is wide and victorious as he hops away from you.
âI look forward to it, sweet bird.â
You put a hand on your chest as he disappears, willing your thundering heart to slow down. You find comfort in a single thought. At least, after tonight, you will finally be rid of the peacekeeper.
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porto un reso amazon in posta. la tizia allo sportello deve vedere il codice e prende il mio telefono. lei ora ha in mano il mio cellulare e tra noi c'è un vetro. non potrei toglierle di mano il telefono nemmeno se lo volessi. inavvertitamente sposta piÚ giÚ la pagina col qrcode del reso. questa donna davanti ai miei occhi si mette a cercare il qrcode
basterebbe un gesto, piccolo piccolo. basterebbe toccare la freccia in alto a sinistra per due volte, per caso, e si troverebbe sulla pagina dell'ultimo acquisto fatto
guardo preoccupata le sue dita, ma subito mi trovo a sperare che lo faccia. dai, guarda cos'ho appena comprato, tocca tutto quanto, entra nella gallery, guarda le foto al segno della mia abbronzatura, guarda le chat, scopri con chi voglio usare l'ultimo acquisto
lei toglie le dita dal mio telefono come se scottasse, mi guarda, la mia bocca sorride angelica, ma ho lo sguardo da jack nicholson
lo hai sentito, vero? hai sentito il brivido, la scossa, la voragine che si apre. la mia vita nemmeno troppo nascosta, tutta lÏ, in un piccolo rettangolo di plastica, vetro e silicio. l'hai sentito, lo so, e tu cosa nascondi nella gallery del tuo telefono? foto di nipoti e gattini? chi vuole scopare il tuo culo burroso? a chi pensi mentre vieni, sempre se vieni, chi riesce a farti bagnare con una sola parola di sei sole lettere "manchi", per chi rischieresti tutto? di chi è il cazzo di cui vorresti essere schiava?
- signora... signora! tutto ok? tenga la ricevuta del reso.
- ah, si, grazie. arrivederci
- signora! il suo cellulare!
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