#completely misses what vb actually was and waters it down to only one of the three main components that made the zone (plastic surgery)

[gloriousfckingpurpose]

the “nobody understands x character except me” mentality except i’m actually the only one besides j and z who understands the hosts and consumed by full on autistic rage over the bad takes i’ve seen tonight

[peaceoutofthepieces]

7/8 for vbs👀😘

@leoniejulie asked: 8 and VDS? 🥺🥺

7. “I’m not jealous.”

8. “You’re jealous, aren’t you?”

Jens doesn’t expect to get along so well with Kes.

It’s not like he doesn’t know anything about him going in—Lucas has chattered about the boy enough that Jens feels like he already knows him. He’s also been teased plenty of times by the same boy for being so similar to this mysterious friend. Lucas will laugh at him at the most random of moments only to shake his head and explain whatever Jens had done had reminded him so fully of Kes that it was funny.

This just meant Lucas spent a lot of his time with Jens talking about—and therefore probably even more time thinking about—his best friend from back home. Which meant that, most likely, Kes was still Lucas’s overall best friend, and his overall favourite, above Jens.

Which was completely fine. Sensible. Lucas had known Kes his whole life, after all, and had only known Jens since he moved to Antwerp a few months ago. There was no reason for him to favour Jens, and of course he missed Kes and Jens should be happy Lucas felt comfortable enough with him to be so open about all these aspects of his life. It’s fine, and good, and it should not bother Jens at all.

But it does. It bothers him a lot. He spends months harboring this inexplicable resentment for this Kes, resisting the urge to roll his eyes or cry any time Lucas says his name.

Then they actually meet.

It’s Lucas’s idea to take Jens home with him for the weekend, and Jens is so ecstatic over this that he doesn’t think about anything else. He’s practically floating with all the butterflies in his stomach and the quick flutter of his heart and he can’t wipe the smile off his face, even when they finally head out to meet Lucas’s friends and Kes is holding his hand out for Jens to shake.

Jens is a little more dubious as he does so. He can feel Kes sizing him up, which doesn’t help, and he feels jittery for a new reason as tension fills his shoulders. He eyes Kes in return, ignoring the other boy’s—Jayden, he reminds himself—exuberant energy as he pratters on about everything they have to do and how much they’ve missed Lucas. Even though Lucas had been back only two weeks before.

“Nice to meet you,” Kes finally says, releasing his slightly-too-tight grip on Jens’s hand. He gives a sideways glance to Lucas before turning back with a slight smile. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

Jens does his best to mimic the expression, but he thinks his might be more of a grimace. “Likewise.”

“You’ve brought your board, right?” Jayden asks him. He claps when Jens nods. “Great, then let’s fucking go. I’m excited to watch Lucas have double the amount of people to impress. It’s going to be doubly funny when he wipes out.”

“Fuck you,” Lucas says.

Kes holds a hand up between them all, shaking his head. His eyes haven’t left Jens. “No, no. It’s this one that needs to impress us.”

Jens knows a challenge when he hears one. His smile-grimace widens as he tilts his head. “What are we waiting for, then?”

He expects to be judged critically, and he is, but he isn’t expecting to be accepted so easily afterwards. It’s ridiculous, how quickly the atmosphere and dynamic changes once Kes has clasped his hand and beamed at him. There’s a hint of pride in Lucas’s expression, as well, that might help lift Jens’s mood. He’s smiling as he watches Kes break into sudden conversation with Jens, the test apparently passed as Kes asks Jens all the random first-meeting questions he can think of. There is, of course, some teasing of Lucas thrown in for good measure.

All of his hard feelings are suddenly forgotten, as he grudgingly admits that Kes is probably worth all the fuss. He understands why Lucas likes him, and Kes is so unbearably fond of Lucas that Jens has to soften a little. They are, also, surprisingly similar in a number of ways. Once the barrier is broken, they’re stuck to each other, whispering and giggling like schoolboys as they trade stories about Lucas and try to one-up each other with kicks and tricks.

It’s when Jens is laughing so hard he has to lean on Kes for support that he first notices Lucas’s sullen look.

Then he remembers his resentment and the reason for it, a little.

Kes and Jayden accompany them back to Lucas’s house, where his mother has vacated, slipping out to meet someone before returning to have dinner with her son and his ‘handsome new friend’. Jens finds himself navigating back to Lucas, feeling odd in the personal space that the other boys occupy so easily. Lucas still seems quiet. He hasn’t spoken much to Jens in the past hour or so, but he doesn’t seem to mind that Jens has planted himself at his side again, so Jens clings onto the proximity now and resolves to figure out the problem when they’re alone.

The opportunity arises when Kes and Jayden are in the middle of a video game and Lucas quietly mumbles that he’s going to get a drink. Jens watches him go, then glances back at the screen for a moment before getting up to follow.

He finds Lucas at the counter in the kitchen, stood silently with a finger running around the rim of his half-filled glass. He glances up as Jens comes in, straightening up and looking away entirely again as Jens leans next to him, side by side but facing opposite directions.

Jens crosses his arms over his chest and tries to figure out how to go about this. “Your friends are nice,” he says. “I like them more than I expected. Not that I thought I wouldn’t, but, you know what I mean.”

Lucas hums, staring down at the sink. He takes a sip of his water before mumbling, “Yeah, I’ve noticed.”

Jens cocks his head, pursing his lips. It’s a more sullen response than he prepared for. He assumed Lucas would brush him off, but this feels like an opening. He should just get to the point. “You’re jealous, aren’t you?”

Lucas whips his gaze up to look at him, then quickly away again. A flush creeps up his neck and spreads through his cheeks. “No.”

“Convincing,” Jens snorts.

“I’m not jealous,” Lucas says adamantly. “What would I be jealous of?”

Jens shrugs. This time he’s the one to look away, staring down at his socked feet as he rubs them against the tiles. “I was probably stealing your time with Kes. I know you’re always excited to see him, and you didn’t think I’d be in the way so much. I’m sorry.”

The room is utterly silent.

It must be a full minute before Lucas says, incredulous, “What?”

Jens feels his own face heat up, and he doesn’t bother with an answer. He’s said sorry. Lucas can choose whether to accept it or not, and he has a free opening now if he wants to tell Jens to fuck off back home.

He doesn’t really think Lucas would do that, but well, he knows how much the boy likes Kes. He’s been pretty sure for a while that Lucas likes him, in fact.

Lucas feet enter his sight as well as the boy comes to stand in front of him. “Jens, seriously. What the fuck are you talking about?”

“Kes,” Jens sighs, exasperated, finally looking up at him. He falters for a moment, because he hadn’t expected Lucas to be so close, but him and his eyes and his lips are all just right there. It makes Jens feel even sillier, but he steels himself. “I know you’d rather spend more time with him and I’m sorry, okay?”

Lucas stares at him. Jens can’t decipher his expression at all. “Hang on. You think I’m pissed, because you’re stealing Kes?” He almost sounds amused.

Jens furrows his brow. “Yeah?” It’s the only thing that makes sense. Jens knows he would have been moping, if he’d come just to hang around and watch Lucas give Kes all his attention for the weekend. Lucas wants to be with Kes—to spend time with him, or more, Jens really doesn’t want to know—so of course he’s upset that he’s not getting as much time—

A laugh bubbles out of Lucas. “Uhm, Jens. It’s the other way around.”

Jens blinks. The words don’t immediately compute at all, but then once they reach his brain and he takes them apart, it doesn’t make sense. The other way around would be Kes stealing Jens, and if Lucas is upset because of that, then it would mean that Jens is the one...

“Wait,” he breathes. “Seriously?”

“Oh my god,” Lucas laughs.

“Lucas, seriously?”

“Jesus, you’re so stupid. Have you been jealous this whole time? Oh my god.”

“Stop,” Jens whines, but there’s a smile growing on his lips that he couldn’t dream of stopping. “That’s a lie. I’m not jealous. I have never been jealous, ever, in my life.”

Lucas is definitely very amused. “Well, that’s definitely a lie.”

Jens lets his smile settle in a wide grin. He doesn’t even care about arguing because, for one, Lucas is right, and because he’s too bewildered but happy at the moment to form words.

“I brought you this weekend hoping I could tell you, dumbass. Or at least have you mostly to myself,” Lucas admits. “But then, I actually wasn’t expecting...”

Jens rocks away from the counter into his space, ecstatic. “You thought they were stealing me away.” Lucas rolls his eyes, but he can’t hold Jens’s gaze, so Jens know he’s right. “Okay, well that’s easy now. You don’t have to worry. I’m all yours, Luc.”

Lucas looks up at him hesitantly, appearing to be fighting a smile of his own. “Yeah?”

Jens nods. “And I was very excited about it, too. Sneaky, you know, planning to get my into your room right off the bat and everything.”

“Oh, shut up,” Lucas scoffs, shoving his shoulder.

Jens laughs, and bounces right back, leaning even closer to Lucas now. It’s okay, when he can actually admire the boy’s face; when Lucas is the one glancing down at his lips and Jens can hear his breath hitch. Jens is floating all over again, and he’s pretty sure why, this time. “Can I kiss you?” he asks anyway, voice at a murmur.

Lucas answers by leaning in and pressing their lips together, lightly, but surely, hand immediately lifting to settle on Jens’s shoulder. Jens fits his hands over Lucas’s hips and kisses back, trying to muffle his smile enough that it doesn’t hinder their movements. It doesn’t help that Lucas is having the same problem. After the first few touches, though, their mouths get with the program and settle into an easy rhythm.

It’s complete and utter bliss.

It only lasts all of about thirty seconds.

“Hey, Luc—”

Kes cuts himself off as the boys quickly part and look at where he’s stood in the doorway. He’s staring at them with pursed lips, repressing a smile, only halfway into the room with his hand on the frame.

Jens curls his hands in the hem of Lucas’s shirt, feeling suddenly nervous, but Kes settles his attention on Lucas.

“If you just wanted us to piss off so you could make out with your boyfriend, you could’ve just said something instead of giving me all the death glares.”

He raises his brows, and Lucas flushes right up to the tips of his ears, and Jens decides he probably really does like Kes after all.

Still, Lucas tells him, “Piss off so I can make out with my boyfriend, then.”

Kes doesn’t argue, only tapping the doorframe before he disappears again with a grin, so Jens isn’t going to argue, either.

Lucas rolls his eyes at his smug look, but he does follow through and kisses him again.

Dialogue Prompts

[samwrights]

Aoba Johsai 3rd Years as dads [hc]

Lmao, as if I was gonna stop at Karasuno. I’m a Seijoh hoe through and through 😂😂😂 this ones a little off the rails but it’s my blog and I write what I want. I’ll get to the rest of Seijoh later, maybe, but these turned out way longer than I anticipated.

Slight TW; mentions of miscarriage.

Iwaizumi;

I love this supportive man so much 🥺

I don’t even want kids and I’d let him turn me into a baby factory, idgaf.

Ahem, n e ways.

Low key, he would be freaking out over your guys’ first kid. Didn’t matter that you were in live-in S/O’s, or that you’d been together for y e a r s.

Homie wanted to marry you first, finally get you guys out of your shoddy apartment, maybe spend a few years traveling the world.

He wanted to live the life of a dink, at least for a little while before eventually starting a family with you. Apparently someone’s pullout game weak af.

Despite not being prepared for parenthood, your pregnancy actually goes pretty swimmingly. Iwa would def be the man to come with to all doctors appointments, parenting classes, and would literally call his mom every three seconds freaking out because he has no idea what color to paint the nursery.

“Mom, I can’t just paint it whatever, what if the baby doesn’t like it?” Don’t ask me why, I just know it would be a fact.

Throughout your relationship as teenagers, Iwa was always your hype-man cause he loves flaunting his woman at whatever she chooses to succeed at. Which made Oikawa hella jealous but irrelevant. Now that you guys were going to be a family, it was like falling in love with you all over again and he literally hyped you up everyday with how great of a mom you were going to be.

Endless comments on how beautiful you looked while pregnant, regarding your glow or how he gets so overwhelmed with love knowing that you are having his child. Fucking simp.

If you feel he’s laying it on too thick, you tell him it’s actually Mattsun’s and Iwa is just a cover so you can run off with him and Makki. 0/10, does not appreciate.

The closer you get to your due date, however, all jokes are completely off, and Hajime is in full on protective husband/dad mode. Did I mention y’all still ain’t married or

He does literally everything for you just to make sure you aren’t in too much pain or discomfort. Mfer won’t even let you pick up a laundry basket 💀

“Honey, I’m fine! Please, I can’t sit on the couch all day, there’s going to be a permanent imprint from my ass on it.”

“Baby, why is the couch wet?”

“Huh. Guess my water broke.”

Annnnnnd cue Hajime screaming his head off while proceeding to grab your hospital bag packed with clothes, a spare aux cable, and your toiletries, before rushing out to the car, starting it, and driving to the hospital.

Without you.

With that being his only major faux pas, Iwaizumi welcomes fatherhood with open arms. Sure, y’all didn’t have your house yet and a wedding was going to be difficult to plan (though if you’re down for the courthouse, he was in), and he didn’t have enough saved to buy you a ring that screamed “Mrs. Iwaizumi” to him.

But in the mean time, he could not get enough of his girls. Even little things like feeding your daughter or watching tv with her in his arms with you snuggling up to his side made him the absolute softest boy.

It may not have been his ideal situation in the past, but now all he looked forward to was watching your family continue to grow with a few more hopeful additions.

Oikawa;

Well this is awkward. You and Tooru I mean Oikawa broke up a few months ago. Not that it was a particularly bad break up; definitely more on the mutual side.

You wanted to continue pursuing your dreams and he wanted to carry on being a Pro. (Personally, I picture Oikawa being with a musician of some sort that posts covers of YouTube).

So even though you guys aren’t together anymore, you still keep up with how he’s doing in the pro VB world and he low key still watches your covers on the internet.

Your posting becomes less and less frequent, he notices over the span of a few months until you stop uploading all together. He thinks nothing of it until he gets a notification that you’ve finally uploaded a video. Two. Years. Later.

“Where we’ve been.” He doesn’t miss the collective pronoun before clicking on the video, seeing you standing with your guitarist, the former Nekoma VBC captain, Tetsurou Kuroo, as well as a cute, pudgy baby.

A baby that looked nothing like Kuroo and a whole lot like Oikawa did when he was a baby.

The video talks about your hiatus, as well as how you and your now boyfriend/guitarist were enjoying your life as parents and making music was hard with your little boy, and that the two of you needed to prioritize your son first. you introduce your baby, but the first thing Oikawa discovers is that the age of your baby and the duration of yours and Kuroo’s relationship didn’t add up. Don’t ask me why Oikawa knows how long you’ve been together, he has his resources.

Considering the toddler was two, and you and Kuroo had been together for a year. And the baby didn’t look anything like you OR him

Oikawa is flipping out now, and tries everything in his power to get a hold of you. Which oddly enough, wasn’t that hard considering your number is still the same.

“Did you finally figure it out?” Was all you said to him. He’s so upset that you didn’t tell him—that could have been him. Standing with you. Holding his baby—not bed headed fuck holding HIS son.

After FTing him, you, Oikawa, and Kuroo agreed to set up a meeting with all of you so Oikawa could finally meet his flesh and blood. He’s excited, but man oh man is he salty.

He missed his son’s first steps, first meal, holding him, teaching him how to walk, his first words; he missed ALL of it.

But the bitterness he feels completely goes away when he sees baby Oik’s in person for the first time. He had never, in his entire twenty three years of living, been in love until now. Despite your hesitation, you allow Tooru to hold his child for the entirety of your little meeting, allowing him to make up for lost years.

The three of you agreed on a form of joint custody that allowed Oikawa to have his son while you toured or were busy working, and you would have him while he was out doing his thing.

TL;DR, Oikawa takes the opportunity to make up his lost years spoiling the fuck out of his baby when he can and, oddly enough, the arrangement works out to benefit the both of you.

Ngl, parenthood is hard for him. Not because he doesn’t know how to parent, but rather because he never pictured his first child to come about this way. He would never admit it to anybody, not even Iwa, that knowing he had a child that he was barely a father to left him feeling lonely. That loneliness, however, motivates him to truly be the best dad that can be so that maybe when his son his old enough, he would rather live with him instead of his mom

Ofc, he teaches his offspring how to play volleyball as soon as he’s old enough to learn. But outside of that, Oikawa’s favorite thing to do with his son is little quiet nature walks away from the bustling city to have quality time with him.

Hanamaki;

This chill mfer 💀💀💀 for some reason, I feel like his love language is touch.

Your relationship with him was so simple, even after moving in together in your second year of college, years ago.

Well, it was simple.

As simple as life could be with four demons overrunning your house.

Due to the number of children the two of you had, with all of them being no more than two years apart in age, you became a stay-at-home mom, leaving Makki to provide for the six of you.

Because of your hellions wreaking havoc on you all day, Takahiro always wound down from work with the kids by putting on a movie and even reciting the script in his own voice to keep them entertained. Allowing you to go wind down with a glass of wine while you took a bubble bath.

Your oldest was Makki’s right hand man at the ripe age of 7. He always made sure that, as the big brother, he was looking out for his siblings and being the man of the house to help mommy while he worked.

Makki never raises his voice at the kids. Ever. Period.

If he’s upset with them or they did something they weren’t supposed to, he resolves the issue by picking them up, sitting down on the couch with them in his lap and staring at them. “Why did you draw on the walls with crayon, little man?” He would ask the offending five year old boy in the most calm voice.

“I wanted to paint a pretty picture for you and mommy!”

“And we love it. But next time, dude, if you put it on paper, I can bring those pictures to work so I can show everyone else.” Yeah, he calls his sons dude.

If his youngest and only daughter began crying over anything—Makki was on it like flies on shit. Little princess is not allowed to cry in daddy’s presence. He’s always quick to figure out why she’s crying too and, he learned, it’s mostly just because she wanted attention.

“When did you get so good at this?” You’d tease him.

“We’ve had lots of practice, honey.” 💀💀💀

A lot of the time, he felt really bad because he felt that he just kinda left you with the kids while he worked, and he’d be a little insecure. He thinks you’re tired of him and that you want to leave sometimes.

He thinks you don’t notice when he’s upset but he kinda dumb dumb cause you’ve been together for almost half of your lives, ofc you know when he’s upset.

While he’s laying in bed, nonchalantly scrolling through his phone before falling asleep for the night, you sit at his bedside, giving him the look. “C’mon, Takahiro. I can tell when something’s bothering you.” His lips would purse a little bit before locking his phone and putting it on his night stand, then holding whatever hand of yours that was closest to him with both of his.

“Ya ever just...get tired of our life?” Aksfnrjfl WOW THAT CAME OUT WRONG. This is why he prefers touch, he’s shit with words. “Wait no, that’s not what I meant. D-do, uh...a-are you happy?” Wow he really shit with words. Even if this would be conversation y’all would have at least once a year.

But no matter how many times you told him you loved him, he needed to feel it. Why do you think you ended up pregnant nearly every year? “I’m getting my fucking tubes tied after this, Makki.”

Matsukawa;

This goof would be your partner in crime second to Makki of course.

Half the time people kinda forgot you were dating let alone married because the two of you had always been playful and full of laughter; the only change was PDA was sprinkled in.

Sitting in his lap, little pecks during conversations, burying yourself in his neck or him burying himself in your hair, a hand always on your back or your shoulder.

Homies super subtle touchy.

The biggest reminder was when you’d announced your pregnancy to your friends. While Makki was super excited to be an uncle, Oikawa and Iwa were kinda like “y’all actually have sex??” Like you weren’t fucking married??

But whatever, y’all goofy and in love or w/e and it almost seems that the two of you aren’t taking pregnancy seriously. You totally are, but your friends don’t think so.

Coming up with baby names was Issei’s favorite pastime. But he went super left field with a lot of them, so you unfortunately had to veto them.

Painting and preparing the nursery was also an absolute blast. Because you both wanted the gender to be a surprise, y’all painted the room white on top with a full rainbow on the bottom, complete with gender neutral wall decals.

Honestly, he was so so so excited to be a dad. But mostly, he was just so smitten with you. It wasn’t hard for him to, considering the two of you were best friends long before dating.

He definitely turned your ultrasound pictures into memes that he hung in the babies room. “The last time I got pussy” captioned under the first ultrasound was his favorite.

You woke up one day in excruciating amounts of pain—like someone was carving out the muscles in your stomach and separating them from the skin from the inside and you knew something was wrong. “Issei, we gotta go to the hospital now!”

“N-now?” All jokes are gone, all laughter void and absent. “Honey, you’re only at the end of the first trime—“

“I know, idiot! We gotta go now!” You’re sobbing while hunching over your stomach, trying to walk but not succeeding in getting very far. Instead, your husband opts to carry you out to the car before zipping on over.

The sudden appointment had taken hours and the both of you felt drained. Well, you actually were. All of the pain you had experienced earlier in the day did not compare to the devastating blow of hearing that you had a miscarriage.

Silence fills every space that the two of you were in but, knowing you as well as he did, Mattsun refused to leave your side. Even if you had to pee.

“Babe, I have to pee.”

“Cool, which bathroom do we wanna use?” He wasn’t making jokes for the sake of being funny, which was the reason you allowed him to sit on the edge of the tub while you handled your business, holding your fingers in loose threads. It’s weird, but this was not a time for either of you to be alone to indulge your demons.

“We’re gonna get through this.” His arms would wrap around you from behind, carefully folding over your once filled womb, with his head resting on top of your own. “Just you and me, babe, against the world.”

“And Makki.”

“And Makki.”

[revisionaryhistory]

Three Days ~ 30

Yep, me again. I wanted you to have his take on the night and weekend.

~*~Sebastian~*~

 Fuck.

This was sex with feelings. The kind you want to hang onto and roll around in. No idea why I started talking. Everything felt so good, I guess I just wanted to tell her. I think both our words held more than one meaning. I can’t say that I was completely lost, but the part of me that feels like this . . . this joy being with a woman . . . has been lost for a while. I don’t for one second believe her saying she wants to make me feel good was all physical. Knowing another person wants to put forth effort for you is one of the best feelings in the world. Sometimes they are just words, but I knew Emma meant them. All she’d done, all we’d done, showed them to be true. Plus, I didn’t only hear them, I felt them. I felt how she cared about me. It’s heady stuff. More so because I want the same thing. I’m way to old not to realize how important all of this is.

Once I orgasmed, I wanted contact. I wanted to feel her body against mine. I pulled her down, telling her “Come here.” She laid on me, gently kissing my neck, and causing strong aftershocks that had me shudder and made me hungry. Not for more, but to not be done quite yet. I put fingers under her chin, lifting her where I could kiss her. My tongue sought hers and tangled us together again. Inside her a different way. A way that didn’t have to end. Because as good as the end was, it was still an end. At least for a little while.

I remembered what Emma had said last night on mom’s deck. Fuck, it was only last night? She’d said she liked the moments after when you took it in and it became part of you. That’s exactly what I was doing. Taking her in. . . and questioning my sanity. Again, remembering her words, she’d asked if it was crazy to think you were falling for someone after three days. I wonder where the insanity line is? Maybe it’s four days and I’m not all that crazy.

I pulled on my briefs and ran downstairs to get us something to drink while Emma turned down the bed. I hadn’t noticed before that there was a calendar on the fridge. Right at eye level. Written in the box for next Saturday was “VB Tourney”. Umm. I checked the door before I headed back upstairs. Emma had on a fitted tank top and boy shorts. She looked adorable and I smiled. Pity I’d be taking those off her sometime in the near future. I climbed in beside her, sitting beside her propped up on the pillows. Oh my god, these sheets. They’re thick and incredibly soft. Dumping my planned topic of conversation, I turned to her, “I feel like I should apologize.”

She did that cute confused puppy look, “Why?”

I ran my hand over the sheet covering us, “For the sheets on my bed last night.”

Emma looked bashful, head turned down with her eyes looking at me, “Really nice sheets are one of my guilty pleasures. I like them thick, but soft. There’s this one place I buy them from and they get softer the more you wash them. They don’t come in many colors. This vanilla is my favorite. It’s rich and almost lickable.”

Glad to know they’re only “almost” lickable. “They’re almost like silk.”

“Did you have red silk sheets like in the Careless Whisper video?”

My eyes popped open wider, “No, but I would have loved them.” I put my hand over my heart, “Is there a better sax solo in anything ever.” I started singing, “I’m never gonna dance again. Guilty feet have got no rhythm. Though it’s easy to pretend, I know you’re not a fool.” I closed my eyes and sighed, “Gives me goosebumps.” Before I could open my eyes I felt her lips on my cheek. I opened one eye, “What was that for?”

“Just you being you.”

I ran my fingers along her hair from her temple behind her ear then spread them out behind her head, guiding her back to me for a kiss. “I saw on your calendar downstairs a volleyball tournament next weekend. Watching or playing?”

“Playing. It’s a bar league. We’ve got practice every night this week.”

And now for the actual point. “Can I come?”

“Sure.”

I liked how quick she answered.

“I’d like you there.” She hesitated, “It’ll be an all-day thing. Lots of drinking after.”

“I can do that.”  

Not that long ago on a Marvel set not that far away a group of men were talking about women and relationships. Only one of us had an issue with the needed behavior changes brought on by the Me Too Movement. It was hard to know where lines were and I’m sure I’ve kissed a cheek when I should have stood back. The consensus was communication was key. I argued it always has been. This led to how communication is more than just conversation and conversation wasn’t worth shit if it was filtered through what you thought you were supposed to say or not say. Which is in line with our conversation about being brave and vulnerable. When you said what you meant, what you felt, it made you vulnerable. Emma and I had many conversations and talked about many things. The one thing we hadn’t really talked about was the one thing we really should.

I sat up and turned to face her, noticing the flecks of gold in her eyes. I took one of her hands, dropping the eye contact to look at the size difference and how delicate her hand looked in mine. I had a thought that it was time to jump off a cliff, but quickly realized that was just a habit. There was no cliff here. Ah, that’s what my therapist meant by telling me I had some bad habits that were getting in my way.  I returned to looking in her eyes, “I don’t want this to be just some long weekend thing. You, me, us. I think we’ve started something and it’s good. I want to see what it could be, what we could be. What do you want?”

Emma was just looking at me.

"Did I just freak you out?"

I could see the soft pink of her tongue between her teeth as she started to smile. She reached out to stroke my cheek. "No, you didn't. I was thinking about what I want. All I can come up with is you."

Pretty sure my face showed how much I liked that answer. I leaned in to kiss her and she stopped me with a hand on my chest.

"I want to see where this goes too. I'd like to skip the part where we don't text or call for three days so the other doesn’t know they like them."

"I already know you like me. You told me."

"I did. I like that we say things. I want to keep doing that.”

"That's the hard part, isn't it? But, it hasn't been so hard. Which is one of the reasons why I want to see where it goes."

"Me too." Emma smiled, reaching out toward me. "Can I kiss you now?"

"You don't have to ask."

We made out for a while before cuddling up together. I kept her tucked under my arm and pulled up close. She laid her head on my chest with her arm over my stomach. I kissed her hair, “Tell me about volleyball." She introduced me to the team through stories and description. I bet I could match names to people. Three women and three men per team. From the stories I picked up they were all friends and the party after to celebrate or drown their sorrows was as fun as the game.

'I’m going to need a job."

"A job?"

"Yes."

She took a second, "You can be my water boy and sunscreen applier."

"Perfect!"

"Team beer fetcher."

"Even better." Pretty sure there is wait staff for everything, but applying sunscreen, which sounds more like fun than work.

"Your parents live here, so I don’t wait to assume anything. Will you be staying with them or me?"

I kissed her head, smiling as I did. "It's very nice that you asked, but I’m staying with you." I waved a hand in front of us. "We can take them to lunch or something."

Eventually we snuggled under the covers to sleep. When I woke up I was on my stomach with my arm thrown over her stomach. It took a lot of energy to pull her over where I could push up her top to lay my cheek against bare skin. My reward for my early morning energy expenditure was her running her fingers through my hair. Worth it.

"When's the alarm going off?"

Emma raised her head, "Fifteen minutes."

I placed an open-mouthed kiss right above her panties and ran my hand up her inner thigh, "I can work with that."

Emma turned off the alarm and less than a minute later I was spooned behind her, thrusting slow and steady into her warm body, and using my fingers to make sure she came. Our kisses were as lazy as the sex, until neither was.

Emma was somehow able to see and looked at the time with a groan, "We overshot the landing. I’ve got to get in the shower."

I wanted to join her, but that was either going to make us even later on I’d miss out on fun things I wanted to do. Like soap her body with my bare hands. Wash her hair. "I'll start coffee."

By the time Emma was out of the shower I’d put away last night's dishes, made the bed, and had a cup of coffee waiting for her. I handed it off with a kiss and headed into the shower. When I came out she was sitting at her vanity table, her hair still in a towel, putting on mascara. I threw on my clothes and headed downstairs to wait. Not that I didn't want to perch myself on the bed and watch, but I also wanted to see the finished result. I was curious to see my Emma as a first grade teacher. I used the time to check email. Nothing pressing except from my manager. Something about a photo shoot. I'd call her later. I heard footsteps on the stairs and turned to see Emma in light yellow capris, a white top, and sandals. It was her hair that left me dazed. Instead of long sleek curls it hung in beachy waves. The whole package was cute and her hair like this made her look younger. Like this she looked very much like I'd envision a first grade teacher. Just as beautiful, but different.

I hopped off the stool and took her in my arms. "You look like a first grade teacher. Cute and innocent."

Emma laughed, "Thank you?"

I moved back to kiss her, "Still beautiful. I love your hair." I shook my head, "So different. I don't want to stop looking at you."

"I like you looking at me."

The timbre of her voice was all too familiar and shot down my spine, "There's my girl." I kissed her again until she pushed me away.

"We've gotta go."

"Yeah." I leaned on the breakfast bar while she pulled the potato salad out and stuffed it in an insulated bag. "But I don't wanna." I stuck my bottom up out in a pout.

I got the result I wanted, Emma pulling it between her lips. "You'll be back in three days."

I rolled my eyes, "I think it's going to feel longer.”

She laid her hand on my cheek, the soft pressure that makes me a little dizzy. "I think so too."

The press of her lips and warmth of her tongue compounded the dizziness and I made a quiet sound of approval. We stood there looking at each other for several seconds before I took her hand, bringing it to my mouth. I kissed it before holding it against my lips to speak, "Let's go."

We were a little quieter on the short drive to the train station and once there we were even quieter. I didn't know how to say goodbye to someone that it shouldn’t be so hard to say good bye to. I guess she didn’t either.

Emma made a "humph" noise, "So this is when it gets awkward."

That made me burst out laughing, "Just get out of the damn vehicle."

She met me in front, wrapping her arms around my back and mine went around her shoulders. I wanted to hold her long enough for her perfume to cling to my shirt. When her grip loosened, I moved my hands to her face and kissed her, "I'll call you later."

She nodded, "Practice from seven to nine."

"Got it." I kissed her once more made myself let her go, and walked into the station.

Wow, what a fucking weekend.

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The Battle of Midway: the Dive Bomber Attack

The American dive bomber force launched with the torpedo bombers, but each of the three squadrons involved took paths to the target the diverged greatly from the torpedo squadrons, and from each other. The contingent of Enterprise SBDs was led by LtCdr C. Wade McClusky, who had been promoted to air group commander a few months before. A fighter pilot by trade, McClusky was not very familiar with the SBD and had never dropped a bomb from one but he was nevertheless highly regarded. The Enterprise air leader took his men aloft at 0700, but the SBDs quickly became separated both from their fighter escort and from their torpedo squadron colleagues far below. Heading south-west, the crews settled in for the flight whilst waiting for more news of the Japanese force.

During the flight, some of Enterprise’s SBD pilots could make out the smoke rising from Midway following the Japanese attack. At 0920 the Enterprise SBDs arrived at the anticipated interception point, with Midway itself almost visible off their left wing, but there was no sign of the enemy. With no further contact reports forthcoming, either from Midway-based PBYs or from the other carrier squadrons, and lacking the fuel to conduct an ‘expanding square’ search, McClusky faced a choice to either assume that the Japanese had closed on Midway and turn left to follow, or to assume that Nagumo had made less progress than anticipated and instead turn right, in the hopes that they were still a way off. With time very much the essence and the success of the attack in his hands, making the correct choice was critical. McClusky decided to continue onwards for another 35 miles before making a right turn that was completed around 0950.

Just a few minutes later McClusky spotted what he identified as a ‘cruiser’ heading north at high speed. This was actually the destroyer Arashi, which had left the Japanese formation to make a depth charge attack on the submarine Nautilus and was now hurrying back to rejoin Nagumo and the rest of Kido Butai. The American bombers changed course to follow Arashi in the hopes of finding the elusive carriers, and 10 minutes later saw smoke on the horizon – the American bombers had at last found the Japanese force. Two SBDs dropped out of formation, probably due to fuel starvation, but the remaining 31 Enterprise Dauntlesses headed in unencumbered by Japanese fighters.

Yorktown SBD warming up prior to a scouting mission, 4th June 1942

Enterprise’s VB-6 and VS-6 attack

Almost immediately, McClusky’s inexperience in his new position told – either he didn’t know or in the heat of the moment forgot US dive-bomber doctrine, which dictated how two squadrons would split their attack to hit multiple targets simultaneously. The commander of VB-6, Lt. Richard H. Best, assumed that he would attack the starboard of two carriers that were in sight as per doctrine, whilst VS-6 under LtCdr Earl Gallaher was to take the one to port. Instead, McClusky excitedly ordered Gallaher to follow him in a dive on the starboard ship in violation of doctrine. Best was just about to start his run when McClusky and Gallaher, followed by the rest of VS-6, hurtled past on their way to attack what turned out to be the Kaga. Best had the presence of mind to change his plans and lead his two wingmen to attack the ship to starboard – Nagumo’s flagship, Akagi.

At 1020, the attack began. None of the Japanese ships was equipped with radar and so it fell to Japanese lookouts to spot the high-flying aircraft, which they did as the first SBDs tipped over into their dives. Kaga and Akagi immediately put their helms over and went into emergency turns. With their Zeros still at low altitude, low on fuel and ammunition following the torpedo attack, the carriers depended on their own anti-aircraft weapons and their manoeuvrability to escape the incoming strike. Although several American pilots claimed that the carrier’s decks were packed with aircraft, in fact only a few fighters remained topside.

VS-6 led the way with their attack on Kaga. Streaming down, Gallaher’s men released bomb after bomb on the ship starting just two minutes after the attack had been detected, leaving almost no reaction time. The first three 500lb bombs dropped by the SBDs missed, but the fourth, dropped by Gallaher himself, landed on the flight deck aft and exploded with telling effect. This hit was soon followed by two more which landed near Kaga’s forward elevator, and at least one penetrated through to the hangar deck below. A fuel truck parked on the flight deck exploded and burning fuel and debris killed everyone on the bridge, leaving the ship leaderless. A fourth bomb landed amidships and added to the fires that were already raging out of control. Fires began raging out of control throughout the ship, far beyond the capabilities of Kaga’s damage control parties to contain.

Lt Best led three divisions of SBDs from VB-6 in the attack on the Akagi, but he freed his second and third divisions for independent attacks and led his own first division with 5 bombers down to Nagumo’s flagship. It appears that Best and his wingmen managed a near miss and one hit close to the amidships elevator – the latter proving to be the fatal stroke. The bomb penetrated the flight deck and exploded on the hangar deck below, which was crowded with aircraft refuelling and re-arming following the Midway strike. Very quickly a fire began to rage that was beyond the capabilities of Akagi’s crew to extinguish, a situation not helped by the fact that many of them had been killed in the explosions or blown overboard. The blast had also destroyed the ship’s radio room and several antennae, making communication with the rest of the fleet impossible. A near miss had also damaged her rudder. Before long, the ship was unable to steer and the engines had to be stopped, leaving Akagi dead in the water.

The Enterprise fliers did not escape from this attack unscathed. Initiating a high-speed, low altitude withdrawal, the SBDs had to run the gauntlet of Japanese fighters and anti-aircraft fire to make good their escape. One VS-6 SBD was hit by flak during the dive and crashed soon after pull-out with neither of the crew surviving. Levelling out after delivering their bombs, many of the remaining planes ran into Zero fighters, still at low level following the earlier torpedo attack. Another VS-6 SBD was not heard from again following the attack, and five other aircraft likewise failed to return after being shot down in the minutes after Kido Butai was hit – only two crews were rescued, leaving six unaccounted for. Only eight out of the 15 VS-6 Dauntlesses that left the Enterprise made it back to home plate.

VB-6 was hit even harder. Two of the five aircraft from Best’s own 1st Division were lost, with one crew rescued and the other captured by the Japanese. The latter crew were later executed by the crew of the cruiser Nagara. Of the 2nd division, only one aircraft made it back to the Enterprise, the other four making water landings with only two of the crews recovered. Similarly, only one SBD from the 3rd division made it home, with two of the crews rescued. In all, only five SBDs from VB-6 returned safely back to base, with no less than 10 lost during the attack. In total, the Enterprise lost 17 SBDs from her two squadrons, in addition to the losses suffered by VT-6 earlier in the morning. However, the Enterprise men had sold their lives dearly, with two of the Japanese carriers crippled.  

Yorktown’s VB-3 attack

As Enterprise’s VS-6 and VB-6 were beginning their attacks, a third Dauntless squadron arrived near the Japanese carriers – Yorktown’s VB-3, led by LtCdr Maxwell Leslie. Although Yorktown had launched her strike an hour after Enterprise, her squadrons took a more direct course to Kido Butai and by sheer happenstance arrived within minutes of their colleagues. VB-3 had also kept fairly close company with VT-3 and their fighter escort, although there was no direct fighter escort for the SBDs. The Yorktown air group was, therefore, the only one of the three carrier groups to make a coordinated attack. Disaster had almost befallen Leslie’s men when they set the electrical release on their bomb racks – a fault with these had led to four pilots accidentally jettisoning their 1,000lb bombs, including Leslie himself. Each of the four chose to continue.

By taking a more direct course for the Kido Butai than the Enterprise air group had, the Yorktown men had a much shorter flight before they sighted enemy ships at 1200 – almost the same time as the Enterprise SBDs themselves saw Nagumo’s fleet. By sheer luck the Americans had contrived to get two attack groups over the Japanese fleet simultaneously, and from completely different directions. Whilst VT-3 bored in at low altitude, supported by a handful of VF-3 fighters, VB-3’s 17 SBDs remained high.

Leslie initiated an attack what he thought was the Akagi, but was actually Sōryū, the most north-eastern of the four flattops. The CO himself led the way, despite not having a bomb �� he attempted to use his machine guns to strafe the Sōryū in order to give them men diving behind a slightly easier task, but his guns soon jammed and he was forced to withdraw alone. It fell to the 13 SBDs still carrying bombs to deliver the third devastating attack of the morning.

VB-3 SBD having returned from the morning strike, 4th June 1942

The first bomb scored a direct hit right on the enormous rising sun emblem painted on Sōryū’s flight deck. Several more SBDs delivered their attacks without scoring before a second 1,000lb bomb landed amidships and penetrated to the second hangar deck, followed by a third father aft near the number three elevator. All three bombs penetrated to the hangar deck, which like that of the Kaga and Akagi was packed with aircraft being re-armed. Fires began to take hold almost along the entire length of the ship and the conflagration was quickly out of control and beyond the ability of the ship’s damage control party to contain. Only 30 minutes later the order went out from Captain Ryusaku Yanagimoto for all hands to abandon ship.

In contrast to the two Enterprise squadrons, VB-3 escaped relatively unscathed. No SBDs were shot down near the Japanese fleet and only two of the Dauntlesses, one of them Leslie’s, were lost after they were forced to ditch near the Yorktown due to fuel starvation.

A Battle Won?

The reasons why the American attack was so effective have been debated in the years since Midway. The dive bombers were presented with a clear run to their objectives because the Japanese fighter screen was well out of position following several hours of attacks, both by Midway-based torpedo and dive-bombers and the three carrier-based torpedo squadrons. These attacks had pulled Japanese fighters all over the sky, leaving many low on fuel and ammunition, and too low to effectively intercept the SBDs before they began their deadly dives. In addition, Kido Butai lacked radar, a deficiency which had proved problematic at Coral Sea and deadly at Midway – lacking the early warning of the type that was available to American carriers thanks to their CXAM radars, the Japanese flattops were naked to surprise air attack. The nearest Japanese radar set, a Type 21, was installed on the battleship Ise which was operating with the Aleutians force, many hundreds of miles from Kido Butai.

In the space of five minutes of attacks, three Japanese carriers crippled beyond hope of repair far from home. His flagship smashed, Nagumo had to decide whether to remain aboard or to shift his flag to another vessel and continue the fight. He still had the Hiryū, which had manoeuvred away from the other carriers to avoid VT-3’s torpedo attack and had escaped the attention of the American dive bombers. Eventually, Nagumo chose to board the cruiser Nagara and make it his flagship before leading the rest of his fleet towards the Americans, although the futility of this plan soon became evident.

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While I might hurt a feeling or two God is still working with me and as a huge disclaimer I suck and everything I try to do on my own sucks so if there are any parts of what I will go into saying that you disagree with give it about 3 honest minutes of chewing before you have my permission to never read my blog again. Unless you enjoy spitting up all over yourself XD. All good parts of this Blog will be God inspired so the credit goes to him.

I don't wanna leave anything out so skip to the good parts if you ever get bored. I promise I wont tell anyone.

June 14

Came and went but what I do remember the most is the drive up. not because i missed my mommy which i might have but because it would be setting the tone for everything that this next 6 weeks was going to be. I rode with my neighbor up and it was a cool little trip until we got off exit 51. The usual city stuff I was used to and could deal with easily especially sitting in the back seat lol. but as we trecked closer and closer to 318 S Gilmore St ya boy started to get a little more and more worried about where I was going and what I was going to be doing because of who I was riding with. then came the dreaded question, "uhhh do you know where you are, you sure you're gonna be ok?" important part. I was so comfortable with being a christian when the relationship was just me and God. But, as soon as I was expected to communicate my decision I made with God with anyone I didn't wanna do it anymore because just saying i want to do anything solely in Gods name turned me I became the crazy which no one could relate. but thats just telling you the mindset i came into this program with. hopefully i didn't lose too many of you people yet.

June 15

today was my first full day in baltimore city and i have many emotions it started with daily prayer and that was chill but early. we started with downloading about the passage on bonding as missionary and what stood out to us. Important part serving a place is about serving the people there. and there is no way i can serve people I haven't created a bond with. I'm not here to be bonding with the people i came with. thats gonna happen regardless. I'm here to make sure that the south west baltimore can see God and how he is working in the city.

We began to talk about what were some of the community questions some other people might have about the new city we were coming into and seeing what we could learn from the people who were engaged. that was fun we were talking to folks who worked around here in the shops that weren't abandoned as well as 2 police officers. Important part the people were so quick to distance themselves from the violence that was "over there". I want to find out more about this and see what others think about why this community struggles so much to grow together in unity. then was dinner at primos which was chill the best thing there was the pineapple soda which was a change in pace from the tap water. I also went to the prayer which was cool to see these strange white people out here on FIRE for God. It was refreshing. I was told there I have eyes of fire and im going to heal and peace will travel with me so im writing it down for memory sake. my favorite thing was the NA meeting today. Lee spoke and it was scary how well he knew himself and Important part the steps he took to get better all remind me of how in my walk the only way I get to take any steps on the road to recovery is with someone walking along side of me, well second day down.

June 16

Here we go. The 3rd day was just as good as the last couple. Nah that was a lie but thats besides the point. It started with bible study on what “is” from our ought is little thingy. We studied the fall of man this morning and how it was centered around our idea for self sufficiency. Important part we wanted to be able to provide for ourselves and live without God but that was just impossible. And I fell in love again with what God did instead of doing what he promised the man and the women. Important part God loved the men and women more than animals he sacrificed to make them skins and stay in community with them. Afterwards we went on a walk around the block and I saw bruce street. what a sight. I wanted to take a picture of the streets. boarded homes and the almost Prison yard of a block and the people who were protecting it. I see the people there and they are on my heart daily. the one way street does it justice. then we played ball with Ty and Justin and Juwan. Afterwards I rewatched 13. the documentary was hard to watch and be a spokesperson for all black men in america but that happens. i didnt like it at all actually, but thats alright its not about me 🙄 I am helping people see the the black experience. thankful for doing that hard things that i still dont wanna do but have to.

June 17

Today started with the same old I even ate breakfast today which I guess changes things up a little bit. I guess I was feeling freeky. But we studied with Uesin today the book of Ruth. not Ester, Ruth. and it was a story about the redeeming of both and how boaz was THE MAN. Important part But what I couldn't think more about was how Ruth would not let go of Naomi and how I want to develop relationships like that with people who are are not even “my people” but yeah that was the highlight of my day. Then we went to buy food and then from there went to the refugee dinner. Never mind I change what I was going to say. This was the highlight of my day dont know why im keeping this in here but comic relief is good for the soul.

Regardless of how amazing the food was and how sorry the situation of the process to become a refugee in america was we had two muslim families here who cooked US dinner. This blows my mind. This whole time I was thinking we were going to be just Talking to them but when we got there I was greeted with a new reality. These people weren’t eating and some described their time in the US as worse than the camps in Jordan. Important part So my prayer for these folk will be for the “language” barrier we have here in the US. Not to make it easier because english sucks but to make the people in these communities see the need and start to work with the folk. the communication is frustrating and can be a roadblock to people trying to get an education and even lead to them dropping out of school because of the culture shock and all that nice stuff. yeah in the end baltimore school not going easy on the Syrian families and they need our help to come along side and meet them halfway.

June 18

and then it was sunday. My day started with Megan and the farmers market. what I remember from watching the people was how the blacks lined up outside of the market and were all there just in a huge crowd. It was hard to see. the city making its attempt to grow. As i got to walk through I was most struck by how not black the market was. and i knew that because of who was selling and what people were buying. almost every stand was a white family and that wasn’t bad it just is another example of people coming into the city to address the needs here and the city losing its money to “outsiders” the folks who were living there dont get pay taxes on the food they were buying and everything is cash there. but i saw some characters XD and spent much of my time praying for and observing the people who were out and about on the sunday morning. ill be there next week again because of my love for people watching and fresh food tho lol.

my next stretch point came when praying over the sermon and doing it the way i do it at home. with the holy spirit guiding me and im glad my fake shell deteriorating. but the sermon was about for me seeing the city the way God does and if i do how will my actions change accordingly. Important part I want to see a redeemed baltimore and pastor Hopkins made it me see that there is no way it happens without the church people living and building communities in the gutter. we are here now, lets set up camp and use the rest of Jeremiah 29. my trip to baltimore inner harbor was cool the east side is completely different than the west and i definitely  wanna see more of what thats about. lastly my highlight of the day was at the latino service. not only did it make me miss home T-T but i learned about phillip and how to address people in the community by the direction of the holy spirit and that his timing will do all the hard work. Important part man that Spanish service also helped me to see that the communities here all want the same thing and are using the similar methods so maybe we try something new or try something together. the churches are here to address the needs of the community i like how city minded these communities are here in the inner city. yeah the murder rate through the roof but the children here are so intelligent and valuable to me that i cant let it go. this was my first time practicing the sabbath i like this way of thinking.

June 19

Juneteenth. Today I learned what 10:12 sports is and got to see into the heart of Brother Jeff Thompson. He is a man with the zeal for God and wants to do so much for these kids in his neighborhoods near and far across the baltimore city. He has almost adopted these two kids picking them up for a bite to eat and just spending time goal setting with them. lil Wayne and Teon were there names since I was looking for who to pray for. but i learned much from the youth just their little goal setting session showed me the heart of many of the children I believe are in this area. of course its not the same when other people are around so these 1 on1 sessions are going to go really well. Important part they have goals. pull them out of the kids because they know where they wanna go and if they dont start them dreaming and ask how you can help them get there. after we went to silver spring and back and then i cooked dinner and popped my hand real bad on the oil. but thats regular. the evenings we started VBS and i know my love for the kids is starting to seep out but they just want some attention and all at once is impossible but Im not sure how to do that and educate them all yet. partner grouping might be too soon for these young ones but maybe personalized lessons with 2-3 would prove beneficial. time will tell

June 20

today was another good day started off like they all do. prayer and community. we went and picked up all the kids and went to see pastor Andrew? i be forgetting names. but what was so striking about this encounter was how passionate brother Jeff was pursuing these kids. Like he wouldn't not take no for an answer. And it looked like he wanted them to go more than they wanted to go. And not that it was bad but they just wanted to do what they were used to and what they were comfortable with. Beach trips to ocean city which arent bad but they arent going to change your life every week. What i see in addition is how to guide the child to what you know will be good for them. Plus teaching them about life through weeds and pouring into them with the resources with what you have. expect much and give more was what I learned from today. driving all around the city picking and waiting on kids brother Jeff is officially brother Jeff to me as well after today. The respect is there. What else I did was the VBS and I love those kids man they gotta keep growing to meet my expectations Important part the trick is keeping them high and moving them higher steadily even if they dont meet them not to forget that they are still worth my time and i GLADLY give it when I have it. much love.

yeah so based on how I feel about this later on after its posted and time to proofread XD i might do something like this next week. hope you got lost somewhere in there and you needed to think twice about something because other wise ill make this more complicated. jkjk but sorry about the capitalization stuff and grammar thats more effort than im willing to give. I hope it doesnt ruin it for you. Important part my last impression would be to find a good book and drink more tea. My challenge for you this week would be to leave your phone on your bed when you leave in the morning. My question for you would be how can i get these children outta there homes before 3pm ?