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Hii, just started reading Larry fics again recently and I’d appreciate some ✨explicit recs✨!!
Searching in the tag I see a lot of a/b/o (not really my cup of tea) and really bdsm dom/sub heavy fics (which I like, but they lean a lot into the daddy/kitten thing and I’m just in the mood for something different)
I’m trying to find fics where they have different dynamics to those two tropes. Not that there’s anything wrong w them!! I’m just in the mood to read something different. Not necessarily more vanilla, but more domestic maybe, where they have a lot of intimacy w less dom/sub marked dynamics, but it can still be kinky!!
If anyone knows something like that I’d really appreciate it, dm me or reply to this post or send me an inbox, I don’t mind. Thanks!! :)
#Louis x Harry#Larry stylinson#Larry fic recs#larries help me pleasee#come help me come in my aid!!!#also I didn’t want to add it bc maybe it was too much to ask but I’m a bottom Louis stan just… leaving that there#I LIKE THEM BOTH BOTTOMING THO IT’S JUST THAT I WANNA PROJECT INTO WRECKING LOUIS OK#also if anyone wants to scream w me about them or whatever I’m down too my dms are always open to chat if anyone wants a Larry friend
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PLEASE DONT TAG AS D/NA/TIONS ETC!!


hey, I didn't want to do this but Im at my wits end. I'm Haney, im disabled physically and mentally, and I need financial help. Recently me and my two friends have been kicked out of the place we've been living at and had to scramble around to find a place that would let us move in. We had no money at the time and we still barely do. We found a flat that let us take our cats and also allowed us to pay some costs like agency fee at a later date to help us. I borrowed 3k PLN from my (also struggling) family to pay the first rent, but we still have to pay 3k deposit to the landlord, and 2.5k to the agency. My paycheck this month was only 2.5k, and girls are struggling with money too, we just don't have enough and I have noone to turn to at this point.
We're around 2k short, not even counting in things like food, and my family is broke, so I have to ask for help. Literally anything will help, because a single dollar is worth quite a lot of PLN. I can do anything in return too: draw, write, help you with homework or projects, teach you polish lang/history, send nsfw content, whatever comes to your mind, just tell me and I'll try my best. I work 10-12h shifts so it might take a while but it'll be done.
I have ppal, and if you're polish ask me for BLIK. I'd appreciate any help and reblogs. Thank you.


^ my photography for attention
#patxt#if you wanna ask abt anything dm me it's just that thr whole story is so long and insane i didnt wanna write a novel here#I'm gonna genuelly explode we have like two days and my paycheck is so shit I don't even have my mobility aids with me my psychosis is#reaching new peaks I. coughs blood dies explodes. I have no idea what to do I'm sorry for asking for money but like this is miserable#we're selling anything we can I'm trying to work more but I'm genuelly so bad health wise and i dont have money for housing yet#alone doctors 🤡 almost everything I eat comes right out of me IMMEDIATELY my leg is flopping ad usual my crutch was left at the last house#and i am so derealized most of the time I don't even know where I am I just. idk. we need help 😭😭😭
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my mood and emotional well-being are OK given. the context of everything. but i am NOT well physically, financially, or mentally. man.
#my diet is killing my bg -> my bg makes crohn's worse -> i am constantly exhausted to the point that i cannot fathom working more ->#i cannot afford a better diet -> the cycle Continues#many ppl i know are like “Oh! Let us help!” & that is a sweet offer but like. meat is SO expensive. not sustainable :(#+ Am I Making Rent This Month? that's between me and financial aid i guess!#I'm coming in on thirty. i am so financially unstable. should i just sell myself to AMR and renew my emt. lol.
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hi i have a bit of an odd question and im so sorry if it comes off as rude at all!
ive seen a lot of your posts about canes, i have hEDS and chronic pain and im trying to convice my mom and my doctor to let me have a mobility aid. my mom is very adamant that i dont need a cane because i dont have balance issues, but my knees and ankles are pretty much always aching. i was just wondering if you think a cane would help with chronic pain or if i should look into other aids?
Canes can help chronic pain, they are not guaranteed to help you specifically
You can get a cane for ~$30 at most stores and try it out
A physical therapist and/or a specialist in rheum will most likely know more than your PCP about your specific pain and situation
Parents often don't want to admit their kids have health problems
I wish you luck
I won't be answering any more asks about mobility aids.
This is nothing about you specifically, you were not rude, I just get a lot of questions like this in my inbox. It becomes draining to get so many asks with people's personal vents about their medical issues or religious trauma or the homophobic situations they're living in.
While I would love if I could help people, I am not a doctor. I am not a therapist, I am not a social worker. I'm just a random artist on the internet who has EDS and is barely getting by myself.
I prefer to keep my blog about my art and about my work, not about my disability. It is relevant to my work, of course, and discussing my conditions in vague terms in how they relate to themes present in my work is more than okay, but I prefer this space to be dedicated to my work and getting to engage with my readers through my stories.
Personal information about my pain, my medications, my tests my doctors and my trauma are not things I want to make public.
Thank you for understanding.
#cane stuff#asks#anon#I think this might actually be the second time I've said I won't answer asks about mobility aids#but this time I'm gonna put it in my fucking description or something#I dont wanna hear about the character you're writing and whether or not I think it's ableist#I'm not the arbiter of ableism#I'm not someone who can help you out of a situation where your dad won't stop screaming at you#I can't help you#and it is so so so hard to have people come to me and just dump their pain on me#I cant help you!#I just have to read your messages and SIT with them!!!#KNOWING I can't help you!!!#I cant teach you to use a cane I can't hold your hand through your breakups#I'm sorry#I'm so sorry but I can not help you#and to help myself I have to put up a hard line and commit that it is absolutely not my responsibility#it is not fair to come into my inbox#and dump on me#like!#idk!#idk.
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TAG DROP 001
[ ooc. ] i'm a nice person so long as you are nice to me. my muses are not the only ones with teeth.
[ ic. ] i once feared mythal would consume me were i to carry her. but twas not so. i remain free willed and mortal.
[ mythal & solas ] ...are not for you alone to bear my friend. the many wrongs we did. we did together. I release you from my service.
[ mythal introspection ] I pulled you from the fade you loved and sent you into war. I used your wisdom as a weapon and it broke you.
[ introspection ] when she intended me to become the next host of an ancient gods soul I feared naught would be left of my own.
[ veilguard ] I have been advisor to orlais. witch of the wilds. daughter of flemeth. and once long ago an old friend.
[ inquisition. ] I knew the empress was intrigued by the arcane and I could answer questions no chantry mage could.
[ origins. ] well. well. what have we here? are you a vulture I wonder? a scavenger? poking amidst a corpse? or intruder?
[ answered: ooc. ] its me. the equivalent of a spicy kitten in a corner.
[ answered: ic. ] yet she survived and returned ages later to aide the inquisition in its hour of need. how?
[ psa. ] hear ye! hear ye! use those things on the side of your head or be doomed.
[ saved. ] im like a dragon when it comes to things i like.
[ prompts / memes. ] twas both a pleasure and necessity to help them as it is now.
[ crack. ] ooooo! you fear barbarians will swoop down upon you!
[ salt. ] i'm bitter and now i'm making it everyone's problem.
[ birthday. ] its my hatch day!!!!
[ self promotion. ] would that I could become them I would for now this will do.
[ promotion ] look! its the people I like! I think you will like them too!
#tag drop#[ ooc. ] i'm a nice person so long as you are nice to me. my muses are not the only ones with teeth.#[ ic. ] i once feared mythal would consume me were i to carry her. but twas not so. i remain free willed and mortal.#[ mythal & solas ] ...are not for you alone to bear my friend. the many wrongs we did. we did together. I release you from my service.#[ mythal introspection ] I pulled you from the fade you loved and sent you into war. I used your wisdom as a weapon and it broke you.#[ introspection ] when she intended me to become the next host of an ancient gods soul I feared naught would be left of my own.#[ veilguard ] I have been advisor to orlais. witch of the wilds. daughter of flemeth. and once long ago an old friend.#[ inquisition. ] I knew the empress was intrigued by the arcane and I could answer questions no chantry mage could.#[ origins. ] well. well. what have we here? are you a vulture I wonder? a scavenger? poking amidst a corpse? or intruder?#[ answered: ooc. ] its me. the equivalent of a spicy kitten in a corner.#[ answered: ic. ] yet she survived and returned ages later to aide the inquisition in its hour of need. how?#[ psa. ] hear ye! hear ye! use those things on the side of your head or be doomed.#[ saved. ] im like a dragon when it comes to things i like.#[ prompts / memes. ] twas both a pleasure and necessity to help them as it is now.#[ crack. ] ooooo! you fear barbarians will swoop down upon you!#[ salt. ] i'm bitter and now i'm making it everyone's problem.#[ birthday. ] its my hatch day!!!!#[ self promotion. ] would that I could become them I would for now this will do.#[ promotion ] look! its the people I like! I think you will like them too!
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Hey everybody. I have covid again, second time in 60 days. I have been trying to ramp back up to working overtime to start putting money aside for $12k in home repairs that have been looming, but I'm not going to be able to! On top of it we just had a pipe leak that's gonna be like $650 to fix. I do not have sick time until January and if this is anything like last time, the next three (or more) weeks are going to be rough.
ALL THAT BEING SAID - I have dietary restrictions that mean a lot of convenience food is not available to me, or else really expensive. And I can't cook right now, both bc of my health and to keep my roommates safe. I would love to like, order some takeout or shelf-stable food to keep in my room while quarantining. Something a little nicer than what I can slap together with current energy levels. If you can help it'd mean a lot. https://paypal.me/SamwiseLastname
#I know everyone's going through it right now but I am hustling best I can and no longer can continue#this sucks! this sucks!#no pressure no pressure bc I have some payouts coming up from online sales but idk when they're coming and they are not big enough to like#matter in the scheme and scale of what I am dealing with#I do not want that money to go to food I want it to help with the debt which is killing me#im really close to paying my hearing aids off#thats not an emergency#but like. i just want a burrito bowl
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I just have to remind myself sometimes that no matter what anyone else says, the way a piece of media makes me feel and the positive impact it has had on my queer identity is valid, and that tearing myself apart thinking I have to defend it or questioning my own place within queer communities is not at all important when compared to the almost tangible sense of 'rightness' that piece of media helped me to feel about myself.
#just something i've been pondering the last few days#kind of like no matter how much people debate or i suppose theoretically deconstruct media featuring queer stories#the most important thing is how it makes a queer person feel#and I do think it is of course a good thing to ensure queer stories are executed with respect and authenticity#but there's this grey area in fandom spaces in which people may have found rep from a 'unreliable' source i suppose#or something which is queerbaiting- sherlock springs to mind for example yet if people have been able to explore and nurture their own#queerness through that media does that therefore mean their experience is invalid? i don't think so#and my worry is the more we focus on theory the less we focus on emotion and therefore the actual queer experience itself#and sure theory can inform the queer experience and ensure the media is a 'healthy' site of queer identity formation and identity aid#but at the same time scorning or being rude to those who have found certain media an aid is not the right approach to be taking#especially as queer experiences are so wide ranging that one person's idea of 'good' representation is someone's else's of 'bad'#and that unless a piece of media is clearly offensive in its portrayal of queer experience there has to be some benefit of doubt#I think we're still in a period of progression in media espc tv where queer creators are coming to the fore of their own stories#and we've got to 'live and let live' a little about where people are finding sights of queer validation and joy#and perhaps this a naive and simplistic way of thinking but i think queer people can either recognise when something isn't the best rep#but was helpful for them anyway and therefore in a way confer 'ownership' of the media to themselves in how they engage#or there is variety in queer experiences represented in media so that perhaps not everyone finds a 'site' of rep but that does not#therefore invalidate it or make it 'bad' representation#this is just my opinion and it'd be hypocritical for me to not now mention this is only formed from my own queer experience lol#so i'm not trying to tell anyone how to feel or anything just something i'm pondering
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Ah Yes, Let's Withhold Funding For People In California Because "Budget Reasons" When It's Really Because They're Liberal
#what the fuck are we coming to?#putting conditions on relief aid?#are you fucking kidding me?#arent most of yall christians?#arent you supposed to be a “love thy neighbor help the poor” religion?#what happened to that?#i think yall need to see prom#get a netflix subscription#dont even pirate it#pay for it ya assholes#anger#california#politics i guess#edit from later:#and theyll get all pissy when they get conditions on their relief#cause i think we should do that#i really wanna kill em with kindness#but i dont think its working#so i think we should go “eat your own medicine” on em#please let us do that#i dont want another disaster to affect a state#but if its a red state#even for us here in texas#put conditions on it#if i lose my shit to a freak tornado#put fucking conditions on it
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#I love bringing footie Louis posts back everyday 💚#They're on my queue and get posted around noon my time I think#And then when I'm back from work I come check if they did the rounds and I think half of them so far have#Some of them haven't even circulated in a couple of years so... Yay#I'll keep digging#I have like two weeks queued up#You're all unknowingly helping me manifest Louis at soccer aid next year 😌
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If you message me looking for fundraising support and we've never interacted before and you don't even follow me, it's an insta block btw. Like I genuinely don't care if you're a scam or not at this point; I'm not a mutual aid blog & showing up to ask for financial support when you don't even follow me is just rude. There are plenty of people who do mutual aid through their tumblr blog regardless of whether or not you follow them as well as plenty of mutual aid specific blogs - go to one of them.
#like if we're mutuals & ask me to reblog an aid post i probably will#if you follow me & interact with my blog i probably will#and tbh if you follow my blog you're probably well aware i've got minimal footprint on here#so i'm probably not who you're asking for help anyway#but if you basically cold call me for support & i don't know you?#come on then it's obvious you're just mass messaging people who reblog/interact with certain posts/types of content#and that's just rude & spammy & makes me assume you're a bot or scam
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they should include pads and tampons in first aid kits
#this is coming from a person who forgot about their period#And I didn't have a pad#And the first aid kit was right there#But it didn't have anything in it that would help me#So yeah#This is my petition to have pads in the first aid kits
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I'll be happy if I can sleep at least
#brain is so damn loud ughfhfh#I'm overthinking everything#I have a doctor's appointment in 2 days and I'm praying he re-prescribes my sleep aid......#I don't feel ready to come off it yet even though I have been taking less than before#my brain is still so overactive at night#I have found some things that help me but other times I just get overwhelmed#I'm sorry I just don't want to be awake and anxious all night when there's so much on my mind#my clothes aren't coming until after Saturday and I'm gonna try to go out on Saturday morning#and all my current clothes look bad on me#I've been trying to keep cleaning and it's overwhelming :')#everything just feels impossible you know?#like I'm sick of trying to get help from people irl and no one actually wanting to help#doctors treat me like a freak#therapists tell me not to come back#I don't have much of a support system and I'm realizing now that my friend is a shitty person#I just tolerated her for longer than I needed to but it's become so obvious lately what kind of person she is#I don't feel good about my looks and I feel like I've forgotten how to socialize#I'm just nervous all the time#sleepy meds are kicking in now though
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bless Lady Hestia for being the one to steer me away from that does me no good <3 she will always be there bless her
#always listen to Hestia as i say#shes so smart#keeping me away from Hellene missions that do not align with me as a fundamental person#aka as a Irish American Hellene#plus her helping me better myself#i feel like sometimes people forget there are ways to speak to gods#besides just prayer and everything#like not all gods have spoken to me only Hestia and Hermes but ive felt others#like Hera#and Artemis and Aphrodite#and Zeus and Athena sometimes#but Hestia always works with me and usually comes when she can#and Hermes and I spoke alot for a bit#like ?? gods can personally help and aid you to become a better person#just because they want taht relationship with you#idk its crazy to me that people will willingly tell others their wrong in their worship when it comes to Hellenism#like obvi not neo paganism or wicca but like genuine reconstructionism in Hellenism#idk everyone worhsips different so no reason for me to jusge#just not my way of work ya know#just gotta do my own research and such#its nevet been easy tho plus itll be more fun this way :)#okay goodnight#thank you Hestia#bless you Goddess#Hestia <3!!!!!i love you girl okay night
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You guys I'm so excited for tomorrow!!!!! I literally haven't even been to a sleepover at someone else's house in over like 5 years, so the fact that I'm going to be multiple hours away from home without my parents tomorrow is crazy!!!! It's going to be an awesome couple of days in the Bay Area. This is the most independent thing I've ever done.
#I've wanted to do something like this for so long but it wasn't a possibility#now I've made the plans for myself and basically told my parents I wasn't asking for permission. I just wanted them informed on my plans#this has been a long time coming and if you know me well you know how big of a deal this is#btw not even an exaggeration about the sleepover thing#even with my friends that my parents knew well and even knew their parents I wasn't allowed to go to sleepovers#even ones in town#so like me going multiple hours away is crazy!!!!!#I'M SO HAPPY#I have my bag packed and I'm pretty much ready to go!#my mom helped me pack a first aid kit and some little things. she's handling things way better than I expected#ahhhhhhhh this is so cool!!!!!!!!!!#I get to hang out with a friend!!! I get to travel!!!! I get to go to a concert!!! it's going to be amazing!!!!!!#😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁#ashley rambles
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Jon and I now have to pay more towards the mortgage/utilities despite the fact that I still do not have an income
I am so tired
#basically our 'rent' went up#i am waiting to hear from legal aid about my odsp thing. waiting for a court date#waiting to hear back on dozens of job apps that will probably not even have the decency to send me a rejection#wondering how else i can make money to help ends meet#and it's January. when work is most scarce. when we are broke from spending on holiday stuff. end of month when things are extra tight#and this is when the rent goes up. come on man. come on#financial stuff#mod post
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