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I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her
#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip#im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did#i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college#the music is still as incredible as it was back then#and the animation#i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes#early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in#his voice changing as he grows up#they also go crazy hard on some scenes#who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time
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dont think i ever posted this
#i think i wanted to post it when i had more stuff but idk when im gonna do more modern au things so#the perspective on the amp is wrong ik!!!! pls dont kill.me for it i didnt wanna redo it#i hate drawing straight lines. and cubes.#my art#not going into main tags causw. ehhhhhh#ok now i have to go try to find a random guy in my college building who probably wont be there anyway and try not to evaporate from fear#wish me luck pls i think fheyre gonna kill me
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He’s very tired, TLQ has more decisions to make… Oh hey, the pristine cut comes out tomorrow! Have a last minute picture I did! This was surprisingly difficult ha ha ha, I don’t know how many times I’m gonna draw the shifting mound again... Congratulations Abby and Tony for their time and efforts! I look forward to playin it tomorrow!
It’s exciting!! I’ve been waiting a while for this one! I hope people have been as excited as I’ve been! Maybe sometime I’ll create a more detailed/flushed out drawing, but for now I’m happy with this drawing given the short amount of time I gave myself.
Being loosely a part of this fandom has definitely helped me in my art journey and inspired me to become a better creator.
Also, if I may be a little self-indulgent, I’m gonna show my oc clapping for them! She’s excited too
#slay the princess#slay the princess fanart#slay the princess oc#the shifting mound#stp the long quiet#the shifting quiet#digital art#procreate#fanart#stp princess#the knightess#I think I made all the vessels too small#oh well#i’m tired#I made this in 2 days#college is killing me#I saw them post that TPC was coming in 2 days and I was like…oh#I think I was going to try to make fanart for that#this is a pretty rough sketch but in some ways I’m proud of it#In the past I was always confused by people saying they hate drawing hands#I understand now that I made this picture#those hands were truly agony to draw#and this isn’t even the last project I’m going to be making lots of hands for 🥲#I really should get more reference sheets for hands#Abby you are truly a different breed#I have no idea how you drew this and animated it#the shifting mound has way too much detail#maybe it’s just because I’m a slow and amateur artist#but this was painful
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I felt really inspired to draw the survivors without their helmets after getting back into Ror2 recently. Also treated this like an exercise for drawing lmao.
#risk of rain 2#ror2#ror2 fanart#ror2 captain#ror2 artificer#risk of rain fanart#ror2 bandit#ror2 mercenary#ror2 commando#ror2 engineer#ror2 loader#ror2 huntress#this killed me lmfaoo#i can work on college stuff now#btw if you noticed—Artificer and Captain's side portraits are looking at each other 🫣#I'm a delusional man
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the thing i love about bill cipher is that even after i've learned all of this stuff about him, seen him at the most vulnerable he'll ever get, seen him at his most innocent, i still can't give a flying fuck about trying to justify his actions. yes he's traumatized, yes he was twisted into what we know today, and while it gives a semblance of context to why he did what he did, it doesn't matter. he still ruined ford's life. he still drove and baited multiple humans to suicide. he still tormented every human he saw as his ticket out of the consequences of his own actions. he still took delight in his actions. he was willing to commit genocide for fuck's sake!!! (freezing all of the humans into statues). trying to explain away what he did does not get rid of what he did, but it certainly puts it in perspective. you won't be catching me being a bill apologist any time soon <3
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#pleaseeee dont kill me guys#also if anyone tries to twist this and apply it to ford i WILL be setting myself on fire#because like. i've seen many people hate on him because of what he did objectively#but the difference between ford and bill is that ford did not LIKE it. let me break down things ford has done @ stan that ppl dont like:#1: he was the favorite child hands down (not ford's fault. he was a kid. he was shoved into the role by his father)#2: considering leaving stan behind for west coast tec (which we dont even know was his intention. what if he wanted to bring stan with him?#what if he was going to ultimately turn the offer down? what if he went and still kept touch anyway? speaking as a guy who grew up#gifted in a poor neighborhood; college is your TICKET outta there. you'd do anything to do so--BACK ON TRACK)#3: didnt defend stan when he was being kicked out (he thought stan sabotaged his and his fams ticket out of poverty. of COURSE he's pissed!#also he was 17. of COURSE in the moment he wasnt going to take his scrawy ass and stand up to his 6'6 abusive ass of a father. would YOU?#4: told stan to take the journal (ford was on the brink of death and insanity. all he had left was STAN to trust. it also wasnt him saying#to have stan stay away from him forever--it was just to take the JOURNAL somewhere. he NEVER said he COULDNT come back!#do you REALLy think that FORD could have explained all that properly when he has beeen TORTURED FOR WEEKS ON END? I DIDNT THINK SO!#anyways. the point is that everything the fandom uses to villanize ford is in fact a result of circumstances outside of his control#and while you can argue that bill is the same; compare the damage they have done. consider how their trauma impacted them as people.#think about how bill took his trauma out on everyone around him. about how even now he still feels no remorse in that prison.#think about how ford tried to FIX his mistakes. think about how he is human; how he acted in spite of his misery#think about what that fucking triangle did to that six-fingered old man.#....okay! that was a lot. lets hope no one sees this!!
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Wip Bucky art
T_T why does it take so damn long to draw guns? Anyway this is me drawing some more art for my wip unposted fic “asking for the dead”. I’m not at the coloring phase yet but I threw the red on the star as a treat
“I’ll go along with the Gandalf shit but if you’re bringing magic I’m bringing guns.”
#it’s a really good fic I promise#I’ll post it as soon as I finish applying for college#stucky fanfic#winter soldier#bucky barnes#captain america#steve rogers#stucky#ao3#wip#wip fic#art wip#bucky barnes fanart#winter soldier fanart#the detailing on this is killing me bc I didn’t want to trace any of it and now all the lines are different sizes#avengers#yes I’m aware most of my art is wip. such is life I’m attempting to post frequently#my art
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DPxDC Prompt:
[this is a long one please forgive me]
Bruce lied to the others about his trip through time. Not all of it! Just…one specific thing.
During the early parts of his timeline hijinks, before Tim realized Bruce was still alive, he had a bit of a respite in between his endless time jumps. (Maybe a certain ghost was helping him out.) With a fuzzy memory at best and a strange itch to investigate the unknown, Bruce had been taken in by an old couple who had no kids but wanted to pass on the family name. And who better than a thirty-something amnesiac stranger who could actually be related by blood?
Bruce, with nowhere to go, accepted his new name, grew out his hair, and quickly got accepted into college for engineering. There, he met two of his closest friends; a redheaded woman who could kick his ass and a wet chicken of a man who could also kick his ass. They both made him nostalgic for something he didn’t remember, and that made him sad sometimes, but the two were always there to cheer him up.
Years passed, and Bruce’s life moved on. He settled well into his new name, mourned his parents when the eventually passed, celebrated his wedding with the redhead, and grieved when the last of their trio fell out of touch. He had a daughter, and then a son! They were both so smart, even if they didn’t share the same passion he had for exploring the science behind the afterlife. (Something about the dead just itched his brain in an infuriating way, and Bruce wasn’t one to let sleeping dogs lie. He just had to find out why he was so obsessed with this stuff!)
Eventually, his and his wife’s research yielded results, and that’s when bits of Bruce’s former life started coming back to him. After the portal opened, he spent his days with his head in a fog, oblivious to the world around him as he struggled to continue his work.
Why did he remember a boy named Dick? Who would name their child that? And Jason…who was Jason? That name always made him sad. There were more names, more faces, but none of them were his. He could never remember what his name was supposed to be. All he had was the one his adoptive parents gave him.
His wife was worried. His daughter was struggling. And his son…his son sometimes hurt to look at. Bruce didn’t know why. He knew he was being a terrible father, but something in him wanted to cry whenever he gazed at those clear blue eyes, just like his own. His son was too smart for his own good, and realized his dad had started avoiding him.
The day his son purposely left the room so Bruce could relax was one that hurt him even now.
Time kept passing, and Bruce was becoming anxious. His brain fog was as bad as its ever been. He had constant headaches, and his hands kept twitching for nonexistent tools on his belt. Something was going to happen. Something had happened. A voice in his head told him it was all his fault.
So in an attempt to clear his head and spend more time with his family, Bruce insisted they all go to dinner at the local diner. His son invited his friends. Even better! More people meant more distractions from his messed-up thoughts. He wouldn’t spiral with the kids around.
And then something exploded.
The last thing Bruce remembered was his son’s (green??) eyes widening in fear and horror as something yanked him violently backwards. He fell farther than expected, through a portal and a green sky full of black stars. A hand tightened on the back of his jumpsuit, hauling his giant body through another portal with a roar of a motorcycle.
And then…and then…and then what?
All of a sudden, Bruce was sprawled in some mud in the middle of a forest, dizzy and coughing from the explosion’s fumes. He’s singed all over, and his ears still rang from the force of the…what happened again?
Bruce sits up, and all of a sudden, he’s in the era of the pilgrims. His memory has been wiped clean, his new name and family forgotten thanks to the hands of time. His adventures through the time stream continue, with him assuming many different identities throughout many different decades.
The memories of being Jack Fenton don’t return to him until he’s back in 2004, once again in his own time and living as Bruce Wayne. A glowing green sticky note informs him that “The Nasty Burger Incident” had just occurred. His “other self” just had his ass dragged to another era, so the time loop would continue.
It also informed him that he had an orphaned son crying for him at Bruce’s own grave.
Well, his forgotten son (that sounded bad, even to him) was supposed to be about fourteen now, right? Bruce hopes he doesn’t have to fight anyone for custody.
#pondhead blurbs#danny phantom#dpxdc#writing prompt#‘Alfred get the Guy’#‘you haven’t even left the house today’#‘my dad senses are tingling and I may need to fistfight another billionaire so have the Other Guy on standby as well’#Bruce becomes Jack Fenton#he went to college and literally built a life for himself at the same time ‘Bruce Wayne’ existed#‘Jack’ just never watched the news#clockwork had to make sure Danny existed so guess what! you’re the son of the bat happy birthday#the nasty burger incident happens but in the two seconds it took to kill everyone#Johnny 13 dragged his ass to another era#he was ordered to by clockwork#I have zero clue how old Bruce was during his timeline shenanigans and idk when it took place either#just work with me on this#please I am begging you#he only got his memories back when the time matches up with Jack Fenton’s ‘death’#Danny loses his dad and then gets him back in the span of 24 hours but now his dad is a billionaire??#well he gets to watch Bruce fistfight Vlad for custody and then stop him from killing clockwork#cause how DARE Clockwork just make him FORGET an entire family he had???#morally grey clockwork#Danny is trying really hard not to become Dan and Bruce is trying really hard to explain this to his other kids#‘no this one is ACTUALLY mine’#‘yes I know I was a teen in Europe when the wedding would have happened’#again don’t know the dc timeline just work with me here#please don’t ask me to continue this I will cry#if someone else does I’d be happy to read it though :))
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Whoopsie- Forgot to post here!!! Have my guy Hobie from a couple of months ago!! <333
#across the spiderverse#atsv#hobie brown#spiderpunk#hobie brown fanart#spider punk fanart#my art#aaaaa last semester of college killed me#but I am now free B)#I actually had a lot of fun making this since I tried incorporating hobie's actual art style into my own
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i was put on this earth to do my own thang
#he looks like every college freshman’s tinder profile picture#the little smile kills me#lake is almost 4 months now btw!#puppyposting#that is a spider rope toy in the background
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5 Benadryl, 2 bowls and a long few hours I am down to one final paper for school left to do before I can sleep
#LOL#KILL ME#it’s horrible#fuck college#jeez#I’m dying#me#hi#face#selfie#blah#gtg now back to do typing#allergies are killing me as you can tell by my red nose and puffy eyes
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when youre disabled youre not allowed to have dreams without everyone shoving your disability in your face fuck you fuck all of you
#rigormortisangel#vent#chronic illness#disability#“if i were you i wouldnt have started university” kill yourself kill yourself now#im smarter than you im smarter than youll ever be and im mentally handicapped enough to have been in special ed fuck offfff#why is it that any time i want to make something out of myself its seen as a fucking joke as if indont know#i know my body fails me i know im never gonna be able to live alone i know ill always need to be on meds i cant afford i know okay i know#let me go to university so i can go to med school and help people like me not be in pain all the time and miserable#i just want to become what i needed when i was little and no one took me seriously and left me to almost fucking die#but yeah okay shit all over me even thinking about it ill just slit my wrists in your office next time as if its not YOUR JOB to help#disabled people go to college#there are people wayyy more sick than me if you think im too sick to live youre in for a rude fuckinh awakening my guy
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Re-introducing my oc, Sunny Aster, a not-so-social but very talented tailor! ⛅🧵・✫・゜・。.
They're not much of a WH oc anymore, but I wanted to keep the puppet form lol
#I even sort of like their design now that's a win#redesigned them so much jeez#he went through little guy to big guy pipeline (good for him ig???)#welcome home#original character#welcome home oc#puppets#puppet oc#oc#sunny aster#kinda back kinda not. college is killing me#nonchalant lesbian save me
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✨Pins✨
RAHHHHH 👹
YES HELLO I’VE COME BACK WITH THE MILK PINS
huh oh man this took a hot second but i love how they turned out (not so much Dream tho i feel like i could have done better with him sorry Dream fans 😔)
but also Error and Ink bias 💀
ANYWAY i’d be willing to sell these guys if people showed enough interest ya know
also i think i wanna make more with other sanses so look out for a poll to determine the next three 👀
also also i’m posting the original pictures of these guys below and if people wanna use them as profile pics they can! (w/credit pls it’s not that deep but i’d appreciate it)
#error sans#ink sans#dream sans#utmv#idk i think id sell them on etsy or something#i haven’t thought about it too much cause i don’t even know if people would wanna buy them lol#and i’m busy with college now too 🧍♀️#but i’ll make it happen if that’s what the people want 👍#ughhhh i’m too lazy to c what exactly the sizings r rn i’ll do it later if i can be bothered to#also sorry the picture quality of the buttons is kinda ass the glare was killing me 😩#i’m probably gonna have a big dragon sans doodle dump soon too so look out for that ig#sleepies art
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based on this concept they got soul bond and sans can feel when smth wrong with papyrus
good thing that sans didn't see the actual injury.. grillby knew that would greatly upset sans, so that's why he pushed him away. it also could have trigger some really bad memories for Sans..so grillby did good job x2 (more thoughts in tags)
#grillby in dress because why not#my art my rules#undertale#underlust#utmv#underlust sans#underlust papyrus#underlust grillby#lust sans#comics#sans actually knows what kind of responsobility he has - papy was told to sit in the library and do some puzzles#but he's a kid so he ran away it's not really sans' fault there#because of the lust injection grillby has higher tolerance for snow and water(the Heat is stronger)#so sans didn't want to kill him by pushing a living fire into icy water#he just really doesn't like being pushed(it reminds him of something he doesn't remeber but still has very bad feelings about)#lust sans in this interpretaion gives me strong fiona gallagher vibes....#papy here is 5 and sans like 19#and grillby's like 20 or 21#so sans is pretty emotional(alone raising a child since you were 15 does it to person) all this stress of working on multiple jobs and#and having no one to share this burden with#in this comics they just collegs with grillby#they eventually will become friends(and khm husbands in future) but now lust's trust issues are pretty bad#but Grillby doesn't rush him#They build their connection at a slow pace#the bar they work in belongs to someone (possibly a relative of Grillby) who will give it to Grillby in the future#and he will make a strip club there or smth#Papy does his best to be brave and strong bro#so sans doesn’t have to worry too much..(papy knows about sans’ weak soul.. papy’s pretty mature for his age)
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actually what i think would be cool is an ace attorney game where each case is its own individual mini-spinoff. first case is kristoph gavin: ace attorney a few years pre-aa4 with apollo as kristoph’s college intern and clay as the defendant. we get to learn more about clay and apollo’s friendship alongside apollo+kristoph and krisnix dynamic. we’re forced to forge evidence because there isnt anything concrete proving clay’s innocence, giving us an inside glimpse into a corrupt attorney’s life. second case is simon blackquill investigations pre-UR1 where on someone else dies at the space center and metis is accused. we see more of athena/simon/aura/metis family dynamic as well as athena and juniper’s friendship as children. manfred von karma investigations (kid miles and vk family dynamic) or lana skye investigations (pre-SL9 ema mia gant jake angel neil) or mia fey ace attorney (maya lana pearl morgan diego maybe even dahlia and iris) or robin newman ace attorney/hugh o’conner investigations (self-indulgent but would be so cute)….the possibilities are endless……just fun little ways to expand on pre-existing character dynamics that might not have been discussed too much without necessarily making an entire game revolving around those characters
#i dont say fran investigations or athena ace attorney bc those could more easily be their own games#anyways more thoughts. mia ace attorney could be a murder at kurai’n village#shes college student interning at rossberg’s so she investigates with diego while getting to hang out with her family#not sure who prosecutor could be but lana as their co-counsel#getting to see how she interacts with morgan and pearl#kristoph aa speaks for itself i need it soooooo bad#i need clay real. and also more krisnix content#ALSO SELFINDULGENT BUT IF AT THE END OF MIA AA SHE ASKS DIEGO OUT ON A DATE. HELPME😭😭😭😭😭#hes like a little more nervous than usual and shes like Hmm….it seems like Mr. Armando wants to ask me something….#AND THEN LETS SAY THERE WERE FLOWERS UNDER WVIDENCE OR SOEMTHING. U CAN PRESENT THEM AND ASK HIM OUT#OHMYGODDDDDDDDD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#also selfindulgent sorry but id kill for miego interaction#ok im done now sorry#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#myne
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Something funny about thousand year old Kol's face when Elena says old people alcohol and he sees her holding just a normal bottle of spirit
#TVD#series 4#View to a Kill#Kol Mikaelson#Elena Gilbert#old people alcohol? what are you talking abou-? oh for fck sakes. gin? were calling gin old people alcohol now? not even a vintage wine!!#can you imagine being alive for a thousand years and hearing some of the things people call old#like when millennials hear tiktok kids call things that were trendy when they were in college vintage but ×1000#also welcome to yet another rewatch of one of the top ten episodes that pss me off
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