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"relax" time
hey bloggggerooni,
you're intercepting me in my personal time. you see, i've been employing apple calendar-- i cannot reccomend her enough-- and 10:07 PM puts us in the block of time labeled "Relax" and colored purple. I could do anything in these next two hours. And I decided to get a little high and talk to you.
<3
I haven't smoked in a while, it's true! Especially alone. A girl does not have the time. But I've been looking forward to it, knowing its at the priority list, but if I can just,, do enough,, to reach it. Lmao. I meant it when I said I've been busy.
Unfortunately, I've got so much, too much, sativa. I know, I know, so lame; shut up about weed strains. But I had to say it?! Why did I go crazy. Why did I do that. Lol. Anyway, the only non **wake up** product got with me is this hyrbid flower. Didn't even get the chance to think about rolling by the time I see this beautiful little blue bowl. Honestly viewer, I forgot where I got it from. Thus prompted the following one-handed-ly-typed note:
wherr did i get. t his bowl
I take notes a lot, when I'm awake. About lots of things, right. Here's another:
- directory ,, crm/?
So know they're (me) talking about those personal communications file flippers. Do you know the old ones? Where 90s business professionals used to keep track of how long its been since they last intereacted with a person? Boy have those had an effect on me. Why do I think about those all of the time. I just wished upon mine, but alas, it does not exist.
I've been thinking a lot today, yesterday. So much, in comparison to how much I've been looking at myself. Very little. So much so, that when I go to get a little high and on my porch with my blog, as a treat, hehe, and I see my reflection in the facetime app, it gives me pause. I am a person, I am a human, I'm one of them, the rest of them, who you think about all the time. And you've got people. Wait, who are those people? And how are they doing?
That might be something I need to do more.
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Welcome to K-Ray94.4, this is your DJ Kate. For your considering, the following, without further ado...
Hawks | Jodi
Rubberneckerss | Christian Lee Hutson
End of Beginning | Djo
Salvation Army | Harrison Whitford
Calling the Shots | Jamie B.
Horable Mention: I'd Have to Think About It | Leith Ross
Guys, gals, pals, despite love, despite commitment, despite trust, I can not get myself to listen to anything other than indie/folk right now.
I'll be back, though, I'll be back................
That one bowl went berserk. Another? she asks.
Trader Joe's chocchip muffin for now, thanks.
Part of me's been wanting to change the theme on here, super randomly. Like it's too bright. I really like the old Microsoft look, haha, but want something darker...? Or I'm clinging to a passing vampirism fetish?
I can see the glowing lights of the city skyline from here. They're twinkling, like jewels, through the new gap in the tree foliage. Soon there will be more of them, and I'll have a warm drink, a scarf and mittens. I look forward to those times.
Lots to look forward to. !! :)
I've been liking these thoughts so far, catching their flow through time. I like writing; i just always get so scared.
Until soon, very soon, as there's lots to discuss, Kate 10/10/23 10:31PM
p.s. playlist 'momtober'
#darling#girls who smoke weed#lmao what is that tag hahaefasfhb#pumpkins soon#orange#colder breath#trying#outsidemyhead
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Why did no one tell me Smoke and Shadow was 90% of Kiyi bullying Ursa for being anemic.
#Ursa: breathes#Kiyi: BACK THE FLIP UP WOMEN YOU'RE HANDS ARE COLDER THEN AN ICEBERG#It was hilarious honestly#Kiyi was just staight up bullying her mother for having cold hands#I would've reported as missing the next day if I ever did that to my mom#Poor Ursa honestly#as someone who has freezing cold hands I demand justice#Ursa's point of friction with Azula was Azula lying#Ursa's point of friction with Kiyi was Kiyi telling the truth#Ah sweet irony#Besides the y'know plot#Smoke and Shadow was fucking hilarious#ursa#azula#kiyi#atla#atla comics#avatar the last airbender
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Knell of the Bells
#Knell#monster design#FINALLY breathing life into this cretin I got from bloodweiser like a year ago#had to wait until it got colder to give him my full attention….#still working on his toyhouse profile tho making codes look pretty are always time consuming
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At least the moon will keep him company in the dead of night
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#a little bit of context for this:#this is based on my headcanon that malleus suffers from insomnia#there is something weirdly isolating and lonely about the night#when the world gets quiet and cold and dark and you feel like the only moving breathing thing in it#what could he do but wait for it to pass on his own?#its no ones burden to bear but his own and hes not some child who needs to be coddled to sleep#(but maybe. just maybe on the nights where it gets particularly bad he might crave a soft hand to gently comb through his hair)#(hes seem lilia do it countless times for silver when he was little. the memory always makes his bed feel a little bit colder)#also for anyone curious (and bc im unsure i drew it very well) the flower is a white chrysanthemum!#i definitely need to practice flowers more#but uwauuuuughkg this piece was so draining to work on. it gave me so much trouble and im still not completely sold on it#still hope it will resonate with people and that you can all enjoy it!!
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my dad is going to see the Deadpool Wolverine movie and I'm so jealous :(
nobody in this house should be allowed to go out and have fun until I'm able to go out and have fun again >:|
#obviously not really. but like. OUGH. I wanted to see that movie... and a bunch of others...#for a second I was like NOW THAT IT'S COLDER I FEEL BETTER MAYBE I CAN GO TO THE CINEMA#but like. I can't put my feet up at the cinema?? and I was out of breath today after TAKING PICTURES OF A BUG.#and LOUD NOISES HURT ME. cinemas were on the verge of hurting me BEFORE I GOT SUPER SENSITIVE.#ough.#doddie redet
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wanted to capture how silly I can look while hiking in the winter
#my hiking photos#hiking selfie#I will hike with the buff either folded over like in the first pic#or open like the second#depending on how hot I am feeling#and how much I need to breathe#the buff is really thin material#so it protects from the wind#but also lets me breathe#without trapping moisture around my face#which obs would just make me colder
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Hello friends, life update 🍁
See tags for trigger warning.
In relation with my last life update post:
My sister had a miscarriage
We had a huge falling out (somewhat related to the first point)
I had to sell my car (technically it wasn't mine, and my sister owned half of it)
We are going to start to live separately as soon as possible (I'm trying to use my part of the money to buy an apartment)
I'm getting a raise in the next couple of months
I'm going to look for a diagnosis (I'm starting to think I also have a little bit of PTSD, it's not normal to have your heart skip a beat because you heard footsteps and doors opening)(you don't want to know why I have these reactions)
I always come back to Tumblr when my life is going downhill, and I saw the things one of my mutuals tagged me (I'm going to answer it, I just need to remember how to express myself), so I'll be more active in the near future.
If you have any tips on how to live alone/articulate my thoughts and feelings properly send them my way. I'm trying to save some cash to go back to therapy ✌🏻
#tw: miscarriage#tw: heavy topics#*takes a deep breath*#anyway#what's up#autumn is finally here and the weather is getting colder
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the weather is getting colder and i finally feel like a person again
#ophelia.txt#i love autumn so much i can’t wait for winter#summer heat & humidity is very overwhelming and causes sensory issues for me#and especially since i live in the subtropics it’s sometimes hard to breathe too#so i’m happy it’s colder again <3 so many sunny days that won’t be overwhelming and harsh as it does not snow here either
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|⛄| ❝This is a tag dump!!!❞ |🖤|
#No icons for dess unfortunately#|⛄| All I want for Christmas is a rock and roll electric guitar |🖤| Dess In Character#|⛄| Stocking Stuffers |🖤| Dess Reblogs#|⛄| Let's hope the snow will make this Christmas right |🖤| Dess Aesthetic#|⛄| I just need to catch my breath; Christmas by myself this year |🖤| Dess Headcanons#|⛄| May your days be Merry and Bright |🖤| Noelle Answers#|⛄| I'll be home for Christmas; You can plan on me |🖤| Dess Musings#|⛄| Gets colder day by day; I miss you |🖤| Asriel#|⛄| And may the light shine on you |🖤| Noelle#|⛄| Let's hope it's a good one; Without any fear |🖤| Dess Undertale Verse#|⛄| Everyone dancin' merrily; In the new old-fashioned way |🖤| Dess Main Verse#|⛄| When you're still waiting for the snow to fall; Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all |🖤| Dess x Asriel
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Daily Log 9
Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.
Activities: Worked on the previously mentioned tapestry style painting thing for like 5-6 hours today (with a few breaks in between), and that's just for the border around the main picture lol.. I think all the little sections and detail always take longer than I think they might. But hopefully the final product will look interesting! :0
I feel like I'm entering another Sick Phase where I just am weird/ill/sleepy/having joint pains much of the day (probably some vitamin deficiencies or hormone imbalances or general bodily inflammation or whatever nonsense seems to randomly pop up from time to time lol), so couldn't focus on anything more intensive like writing or editing videos, unfortunately. It's good to have smaller crafts I can do that don't take much mental effort and are just menial hand tasks (like carving, painting, sculpting, etc.), but I still always feel frustrated falling behind on the things I see as much more broadly significant to my overall life and potential career (making games, writing, finishing videos, socializing, costumes, etc.)
Organized my desk a little. Responded to some doctor emails. Paid bills.
Planned out something I might make with pressed flowers tomorrow.
Edited like 4 costume photos.
Also have a lingering sense of dread due to the weather. The heat often makes me feel terrible, and if I'm already in kind of a Bad Phase at the moment, I'm afraid of it making it even worse... stimky..
Which I know these temperatures are nothing to some people but.. to me... aUGHHHH... I am abnormally heat sensitive + live in a dinky old apartment with no ventilation that gets direct sun the hottest part of the day.. on a 90F day outside, it literally gets about 84F inside.. like.. even people who love the heat I feel like would struggle to sleep at night if their bed is 85F lol... hewwo.. You can spray yourself down with water, drink ice water, put a fan on yourself, etc. etc. but.. sometimes it just feels so oppressive and inescapable..
ANYWAY. Aside from painting, feeling weird, and dreading the upcoming heat/contemplating my entire life and how to get enough money to move to a different climate somehow one day/existential exhaustion/etc., I didn't accomplish very much lol
Spent maybe 30 minutes thinking about a little more worldbuilding stuff, and some things in reference to the game I mentioned resuming work on at some point.
Notable sights: The clouds were really pretty and pastel this afternoon, and some stars are visible in the sky for once since the nights are beginning to be clearer. The 'forget me not' flowers that I thought had died after transplanting actually seemed to be perked up and healthy looking today, and perhaps may actually survive. >:3
Goals moving forward: Do new poll adventure post. focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with the ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc. Do the new costumes I've planned. MAKE SCULPTURES at some point, I miss them.
Notable foods: Not much, kind of a warm day so didn't really want to use the oven. No idea how I'll handle the diet I've been put on by my doctors (involves usually cooking all food fresh, using the stove a lot, nothing is supposed to be canned or processed or premade, so that eliminates a lot of 'quick easy simple warm weather' meals, etc. etc.) during the heatwave. I might just have to break the diet a little and hope it doesn't give me stomach pains while I'm already hot and feeling sick lol..
I did have a boiled egg with some green onions on top, which is very simple but was refreshing somehow lol. Another ice cold ginger ale treat today, and some cold prune juice (which I know most people find gross/it's an old person food/etc., but I like that it's a smooth textured and not very sweet juice? Like it's slightly thicker than apple juice, has a lightly bitter taste, etc. I just find it nice for some reason. More evidence I am secretly an 85 year old wizard)
#why can't it be global cooling instead of global warming.. what if everything was just ice and I was comfortable and happy all year around#heat also sometimes gives me like a.. mild situational claustrophobia (like not a place that you are confined in/can't escape#but more an environmental factor that's all consuming. Like when there's fires and smoke fills the sky for days and it's like no matter#where you are you could never get away from it unless you're locked inside shut off from the entire world. if you need a breath#of fresh air or are feeling too confined you no longer have the option of going outside. it's all toxic. etc.)#Or like part of why I hate long car rides is for that reason. If I'm 3 hours away from home there is no way for me to get home#other than to ride 3 hours back. If I suddenly decided I really would rather be home I could not get home quickly. the 3 hours#to get home is an inescapable barrier. No matter how sick I started feeling or how bad things are and how much I wish I was comfortable#and safe at home - the only way to get there is to get there. you knowwhat I mean lol? I can't just be home in 20 minutes#it's a 3 hour ride or nothing. etc. etc. Like if you're on a ship in the middle of the ocean and suddenly just desperately decided you need#to be back on land. there isn't anything you can do. nothing will get you back on land but to stay on the ship and travel the hours it take#to get there. there's no quick exit. No way out that isn't doing the thing you already really don't want to be doing anymore (being in a ca#r or being in a ocean or etc. No alternative route but to just suffer the situation longer). idk.. if that makes sense??#so with the heat sometimes it's like.. it's hot INSIDE and it's hot OUTSIDE and it's hot everywhere you go theres no escape#from it and nothing you can do but just.. be hot. no matter how desperate you are to just BE COLD even for a few minutes#you simply don't have the option. The only way to get cool again is to just wait out the hot weather. You can yearn for the feeling of a#cool breeze all you want but abdolutely nothing will get you colder than just to be miserable in place and wait for the passage of time.#I always get that feeling in the summer like after five 90+F degree days in a row you're like AAAAAAAAAA#JUST AN ESCAPE JUST A QUICK ESCAPE DEAR LORD ' and then 5 minutes later like 'hee he. no its fine. haha. im actually so okay#with my situation i am coping.' short bursts of heat induced frantic anxiety with some resigned calm in between ghjgj#ANYWAY. yes every year I complain about the same thing. I am a hater and a complainer first and foremost ggh.. I love to be honest and#express my thoughts and opinions. I think way too many people are so reserved and repress everything for the sake of like social etiquitte#or personal insecurity (like owrrying they're being annoying or talking too much or that novody cares what they say etc.)#and then that ends up causing passive agression and communication issues and resentments that boil under the surface for years because they#re never adequately expressed. I don't think complaining is an inherently negative thing and it's weird to me that people react so#like it's some sort of moral thing to be against it. Like of course within reason. don't complain to the point that you appreciate#none of the good things around you or like where you start bullying people or something. but broadly speaking. being able to express your#concerns and thoughts in small bursts easily and openly and release some of that tension is better than just holding onto it all and having#it come out larger later or making you internally miserable or etc.. ANYWAY.. yeaghh.. hate heat.. hopefully done with painting soon.etc.#daily log
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@mcnstercus ( Savannah )
Hands off my bacon!
#(( to be loved is to be destroyed || pj simons ))#(( eyes are getting colder || reflection ))#(( a scar away from... || musings ))#(( until my last breath || pj & savannah ))
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RAAAAAAAAA AAAGHHVCVHHHZLDJZ AAAAAAAAAAA
#i'm sick rn#this sucks ass brooo#i miss breathing#also this little thermometer is telling me i'm completely fine but LYING TO ME ISTG#if i could make it any colder in my home rn i would#i can't even enjoy sleep cause it's too damn hot :(#save meeeee
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Yes! Summertime rage is over, it's time for, uh... winter blues?
#ahah maybe the problem is not the seas-#anyway!#just having this funny thought today because it's cold FINALLY and it's also gray and rainy and I am feeling not really well#but i also slept badly and i'm feeling some things lately so maybe it's not the season I don't want to slander the colder months#i have always thought that if I do have some form of SAD it's in the summertime cause the heat and all that has always fucked me up a lot#mood wise#but then the cold arrives and I can breathe and then it gets a tiny bit too gray and i am not feeling that well#in a different way from summer tho it's not a simmering hate and discomfort it's more of a let me curl up forever#but again eh there's Factors#joke stands tho!#vaneggiando
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The weather is changing. I’m in pain.
#irl post#well…#at least I know it’s gonna get colder soon#I just have to figure out how to breathe again#and probably take some pain killers
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OK, but as someone who is a licensed advanced open water diver, Tongrak just booking it on his own underwater is stressing me out...
Though, it was shattering how gentle Mut was being, even when very very softly chiding Rak for diving alone...
I also feel very sorry for Fort shooting that scene on the boat with his Bodyglove zipped up.
Those things are MURDER when they're out of the water. Stuffy, hot, hard to move in, and they choke you out around the neck... they're infinitely more comfortable underwater...
#love sea#love sea spoilers#back when i dove more i rarely wore a 3mm though because the water here is colder and we go deep enough we cross the thermocline#so i dont remember if it is easier to breathe in a 3mm like youd use in thai waters#here its usually 7mm#havent been diving in years though; we ran into really awful conditions on a diving trip to florida and it made everyone really reluctant#12 foot waves on the surface; so 6ft surge underwater. basically#you are being shoved forward and sucked backwards 6 feet for every motion you make. even the most advanced divers get brutally ill
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Vampire bf spooning you in the middle of the night, nuzzling into you so roughly that it causes you to slowly wake up. As soon as he senses you’re not completely asleep, his arms curl around you and he bury’s his face in your neck. Groggily you bare your throat to him, thinking he might be hungry.
But instead he simply whines and cuddles in closer. It’s only then that you notice he’s shivering. A soft “What’s wrong, darling?” croaks past your lips. He doesn’t respond, letting his actions speak louder as his hands slip under your shirt and brush along your soft stomach as if trying to steal up all your warmth. You hiss at his touch, his usually cold skin even colder for some reason. “You’re freezing,” you can’t help but exclaim the obvious.
Your vampire bf whimpers, nodding his head within the warm fold of your neck. “Need your warmth. Need your heat, baby please,” he says in a soft whine, one hand tugging at the seam of your shorts and giving you an idea of what he means.
As soon as you’ve pulled your panties down, he’s sliding himself between the warm supple flesh of your thighs. He hisses in the space of her neck, his body shuddering with pleasure.
Your lips part, feeling his throbbing cock push its way through your legs, so close to where you need him. His tip bumping up against your clit with every snap of his hips. Arousal pools within you till it drips onto his cock. Your bf growls, hips moving faster.
“Ah, fuck! More. Please,” you beg, baring your neck once again. Your hips tilt, craving the feeling of being filled by him.
“My heart, I could devour you whole and still crave more," he rumbles, his hips bucking to catch every drop of your essence on his length.
His hand tenderly cups the underside of your neck and brings it to his lips. You sense the heat of his breath and goosebumps rise along your arms a second before you feel the sharp prick of pleasure caused by his fangs. You shiver as he slowly sinks them all the way in.
The combination of his fangs inside you and the way he slows down the rocking of his hips causes your eyes to droop as you begin to drift back to sleep. His hand massages your plush thigh, gently shifting it back over his own, legs intertwining.
With your thighs open, your bf has easy access to slide his length inside your eager and dripping walls. You both moan as he pushes past your entrance, his girth carefully stretching your precious pussy as he takes his time stuffing you full of him. Bringing a delicious dull ache to the apex of your thighs.
He settles in once he’s buried his length to the hilt, your hips fitting together like two puzzle pieces. He relaxes against your body and wraps every limb that he can around you. Cocooning your being in his protective embrace. Making you feel exactly as treasured as you are.
“That’s better,” he slurs contently in an attempt to speak with his fangs in your neck. Soon after you start to feel his skin warming back up against your own. You smile softly, finally falling back asleep and happy you were able to help him.
Never finding out that Vampires have full control over their body temperature.
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