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It's late at night and I'm really tired and consumed with thoughts of Solomon being such a...lonely existence. Alienated from humanity whom he continues to protect despite the way they treated him. Clinging to said humanity despite being told by almost everyone that he doesn't act "human-like" at all. Lacking social awareness because of his limited interactions with others.
Being forced to learn things on his own to survive, practically raising himself and filling in the gaps of his whole being by mimicking what he sees in others to feel even a semblance of what he thinks a person is and should be. Like a patched-up blanket with scraps of fabric he'd taken from different mosaics of people he made connections with over his long life. He's a reflection of humanity and what being a human is despite barely feeling like he was human in the first place.
An unwilling observer, wanting a place to belong in the very domain he protects. By that I mean he doesn't merely want to watch over others, but form connections with them. But because his experiences are hard to relate to, he's easily misunderstood. He's doomed to a life of people just barely tolerating him for being who he is. For being born the way he is.
I guess that's why I get even sadder when I see him smile. Had he learned to smile to be more approachable to others? To be more friendly? Did he become so accommodating and eager to please because of that? Why does it feel like he always seems like he's on the verge of giving up or had already given up even before he expressed his willingness to be closer to MC? His learned helplessness really hurts. He only fights back and shows anger and intense emotions when it's for the sake of others. He's incredibly attentive and thoughtful when it comes to others but could barely even prioritise himself.
#sighing rn delete later#idk i was so excited abt the spotlight event but got disappointed again#this is me just rambling cause i want him to get closure on so many things but even for the brothers#closure is hard with#how the game is structured so I'll just psychoanalyse him from the distance#obey me solomon#blurbs#these are just random unorganised thoughts in the middle of the night cause i can't fall asleep lmao
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reminiscing about childhood books after that ask - all due respect to cool sleek movie toothless....but to me, he will always be a mean little gremlin
#my art#dragon#illustration#how to train your dragon#httyd#httyd books#i love you small toothless. i love you and your beautiful eyelashes. you are not overshadowed to me#also fireworm (top right) and monstrous nightmares as a whole were SO influential on my art and also my ocs#i never thought about it until very recently but my god. my god. so obviously a heavy influence on florawell especially#i drew her a lot as a kid she was my fav. cause she was mean and snooty. nowadays i do appreciate the ugliness of seaslug though#i wanna read the end of that series eventually....get some childhood closure#cressida cowell's drawing style is so charming and good...like drawing intentionally ''bad'' (10000 quotation marks) is so hard to pull off
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So I learned Jason had an older brother named Danny and had the idea of Danny popping up in Crime Alley to help and gaining enough of a reputation as Phantom (unnamed) that Red Hood checks him out.
Red Hood questions the ghost, finds out he’s a ghost, is vaguely told his life after death, that not all ghosts remember things as living people would, and dos and don’ts of interactions. Phantom just wants to help!
Important, I need him to eventually say “I go by Phantom, but… you can call me Danny” and if it can be delayed into their meeting a bit and Red Hood picks up the previous info over time then all the better. Maybe Danny is a bit jaded after whatever made him move, maybe it’s just been a while since he’s talked to a human regularly, maybe he’s nervous about Red Hood’s relationship with Batman and Batman’s ties with the JL and the government—take your pick.
Now Red Hood doesn’t say too much on it, doesn’t show it a ton in his actions and stuff (he’s a former street kid who was bat-raised to be Robin after all) and definitely doesn’t voice his thoughts about it, but he totally thinks that Danny is the ghost of his dead brother.
He’s not though, he’s still Danny Fenton and in no way related to Jason. At most he’s only heard rumours of the guy, possibly from the dead who like Red Hood for avenging them and Danny’s nervous “because he’s Red Hood and he’s just Phantom”.
How long until this clears up? Eh. That’s up to you, but please let me know 😉
#dpxdc#dp x dc prompt#lol#op#story idea#danny phantom#danny fenton#red hood#jason todd#Jason Todd’s brother#Danny Todd#misunderstandings#assumptions#grief#constipated emotions#I kinda want Jason to do some funeral rites closure shit for Danny#light a candle#does he tell Danny it’s for him? probably not#does Danny feel it anyway? hard to say…#it’s FOR him but also it’s for the identity he’s mistaken for and doesn’t know about#Jason starts processing trauma and it’s actually starting to do good for him#it gets worse before it gets better
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fellas is it normal to be lying down comatose with Emotions because funny man who jump and say bonk was happy in cartoon
#i feel like i got closure in my actual real life. wtf is wrong with me. what IS IT with me and scout. im love him#i actually read the comic hours ago i'm just finally now able to form words about it THAT'S HOW HARD IT HIT ME!!!!#shebbz shoutz#tf2 scout#tf2#the days have worn away
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Thinking about the CFAU and marveling at how much Danny and Jason care for one another. Does anybody else figure out that Danny is going to kill the Joker, or is that knowledge Jason exclusive? I can't see Danny being close enough to any other Batfam member to disclose his plans, but I wonder if he drops hints. They're a family of paranoid detectives. I'd be surprised if they don't figure out Danny has a PURPOSE for being in Gotham at some point. Whether Danny's able to disguise it as wanting to be closer to Jason or not is another burning question.
Its def Red Hood exclusive! You're right in that Danny isn't close enough to disclose his revenge plot to any of the batfam members -- hell, not even Sam and Tucker know his true motives for returning to Gotham, and they're his best friends right after Jason! And Red Hood knows only because Danny accidentally slipped up ;].
I do also think that the Waynes kinda think something might be up with Danny -- at least Dick and/or Bruce might since they're the only ones who actually know him beyond brief mentions of him. Tim knows about him due to his stalking, but doesn't really know him -- and Danny plans to keep a healthy, friendly distance from the family so he can carry out his plans.
It's not that he holds any dislike towards them -- quite the opposite. He appreciates what they do for Gotham and recognizes the hard work that goes into keeping their Rogues Gallery at bay (even if he is bitter about Joker, but there's an obvious reason for that) -- but, well. He knows they're the vigilantes, he doesn't want to risk them sniffing out his murder plot before he can even go through with it.
Luckily for him he can excuse any distance he puts between them as just being busy with life and trying to settle in, and they're not close enough to him anymore to find it suspicious. I do think they figure out he's back in Gotham for a reason, Danny's not going to exactly hide the fact that he's back to find some kind of closure -- but what that closure is?
I think the only person who might suspect something sinister going on would be Bruce, who saw the sinking rage in Danny's eyes at the funeral -- it was part of the reason he didn't tell him who killed Jason (beyond secret identity reasons). But that depends on whether or not Danny reveals some of his hand, and the fact that he was still holding onto that rage (somewhat unwillingly) all this time.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#cfau#childhood friends au#cfau danny#dpxdc crossover#danny's kept this deep-seeded hatred close to his chest for years. he's so close to his goal he's more careful than ever. he's under the#watchful eyes of his home city and the even more watchful eyes of her knights. he can't make any mistakes here -- not after the last one#with red hood. every step he takes going forward must be a cautious one so he doesn't draw the light of the batsignal.#also! funnily enough danny doesn't blame bruce for jason's death. sure they had a fight but he's not the one who sold him out to the joker#he's not the one who beat him to death. who blew him up. he's bitter over the fact that bruce withheld the identity of his murderer from hi#but even he can recognize the need to protect one's secret identity so he doesn't hold it against him that much. he's bitter over the lack#of action against the joker but that's a personal vendetta and again he recognizes how hard it is to be a hero. he would never ask bruce to#kill the Joker. he recognizes the fact that a hero cannot play judge jury or executioner and he respects Bruce's adherence to his moral cod#he knows it must be hard and he agrees that batman shouldn't kill. ever. bc if the batman kills the joker what's stopping him from killing#the common criminal? its a level of self-restraint and self-awareness that all heroes must have. and he genuinely respects bruce for it#if someone wants the joker dead that bad they can go and do the deed themself -- that's what HE'S doing. danny recognizes that his revenge#is wholly selfish in nature. it is closure for him and jason and him and jason only. its not good its not righteous its murder and danny#has come to terms with it.
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Survivorship bias
#have you ever wondered. if esper children are really THAT rare or claw just didn't take long to get the unprepared/obvious ones#teru fought hard to be the exception after all#+ claw exists for 20 years...#the organization must have hunted down people for a long time#didn't anyone find it strange how kid espers kept disappearing; or people did and couldn't do anything about it#did their families ever get closure for what happened? what did claw do to these children?#those who were still alive? what did they do in claw? what did they do after the organization ended? what about those who never came back?#its so interesting and I don't see enough people talking about this#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#teruki hanazawa#mp100 claw#lalarts
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‼️SPOILERS FOR ACE ATTORNEY INVESTIGATIONS (1 AND 2) AND THE GREAT ACE ATTORNEY‼️
Plus Kazuma, Phoenix ect
Add characters that you think would fit the category
(Btw I'm not justifying their actions, but man do I feel bad for them. After one point their lives became a freaking greek tragedy)
#ace attorney#ace attorney investigations#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa 2#tgaa2 spoilers#tgaa spoilers#aai1#aai2#aai1 spoilers#aai2 spoilers#dai gyakuten saiban 2 spoilers#dai gyakuten saiban spoilers#tyrell badd#tobias gregson#genshin asogi#klint van zieks#katherine hall#they were doomed by the narrative and injustice in their world#and while their actions are very bad. you can see how they tried their best and failed miserably#mostly because they took justice in their own hands. because people with power who should bring this justice literally did nothing#klint and other aristocrats had the status that protected them from punishment for corruption. genshin and klint dueled#leaving a lot of people without answers and closure. hence gregson agrees to strongheart's proposal#no matter how hard badd tried the proper justice wasn't served because prosecutors and lawyers couldn't give less of a crap.#hence he thought becoming the yatagarasu might improve the situation#kate's adoptive father was put in a cell for 18 years for no fault of his own because - once again - people in power didn't care for truth#there is always something so tragic in these situations. because. yes#they did terrible things and they deserved their punishment#and there always was another way to bring better into the world. but you still can fully understand why they did what they did#could've they done better? yes. did they? no. were people in power trying to help and find the truth? absolutely not. sad.
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this too is yuri
#fellas is it gay to base your perfect cunty robot form on your narrative foil#and vague ominously about how much you respect her#anyway one of the great tradgedies of arcane only having two seasons is we never get to see them interact#girl where’s my toxic melvik arc the POTENTIAL#deep professional respect softened by time into an enduring fascination and tentative friendship slowly decayed by jealousy and conflict#mel always caring deeply for viktor and his well being but not lnowing how to express that or knowing if it was her place#viktor always admiring mel but too embittered and isolated to express#meeting again after never getting closure totally unrecognizable to everyone else but completely familiar to each other#sharing the burden of trying so so hardnto be good even when it’s hard even when you fail constantly#even when that means you can never speak again DO YOU SEE THE VISION?????#WE WERE ROBBED AUGH#also also the ideal melvik is NOT healthy and would fix NOTHING this is what took me sonlong to get on board dude#so much content about them is like ‘we’ll fix this with polyamory’ NO WE WON’T WE’LL RUIN IT WITH POLYAMORY AND THAT’S WHAT I WANT TO SEE#mel medarda#viktor arcane#melvik#mel x viktor#arcane#arcane league of legends
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her father's least favorite only child
☆ ethel cain, ptolemaea ☆ unknown ☆ unknown ☆ salman rushdie ☆ batman: eternal ☆ unknown ☆ succession ☆ batman wiki ☆ gotham city villians anniversary giant ☆ house of the dragon ☆
#they are connected so deeply. to me#julia will never be bruce in alfred's eyes and talia will never be batman in ra's#it's just so fucking tragic that they will never be enough#they will never be their father's son no matter how hard they try#julia and talia struggling with their complicated relationship with their fathers#then they just die and there is no closure no ending to all that struggle and pain#talia al ghul#julia pennyworth#ra's al ghul#alfred pennyworth#word web#web weaving#web weave#dc#batman#dc comics#if anybody knows the unknown ones on here please lmk
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You know when I was a kid, I had this ritual. I closed my eyes before I walked into my room, cause I thought that one day when I opened them my sister would be there. Just lying in bed, like nothing ever happened. You know I'm still walking into that room, everyday of my life.
THE X FILES GIF MEME [2/8] CHARACTERS Samantha Mulder
#the x files#txf#txfedit#xfilesnet#dailytxf#samantha mulder#fox mulder#txfmeme#memecharacters#mine#portrayed by like 5 different actresses over the course of the show but PRIMARILY portrayed by vanessa morley#i tried SO HARD to find a different quote but like........... nothing compares to conduit#sorry for being unoriginal#anyway putting this together made me real sad#i watched paper hearts AND closure for this FUCK#sweet baby angel you deserved so much more#🤧🤧🤧
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Contemplating when blood is explictly shown in Milgram MVs and for what purpose. (Plenty of shots of blood and bloodied people below the cut)
Both of Muu's songs show a pretty clear-cut image of the murder, blood and all.
But it's interesting to note that, while Muu does show realistic blood in both MVs, in After Pain it's only for a single shot: most of the shots of Rei's body have her covered in a neon green liquid instead - the same liquid inside the hourglass. But in It's Not My Fault, while the hourglass does return, it's not used as a stand-in for blood this time, only showing realistic shots of blood at the scene.
Realistic blood is again shown in The Purge March and although this whole scene is metaphorical, it is highly likely that this is what the state of the actual weapon would have been.
Some of the blood in MeMe appears to be representative of real events (though the circumstances around the murder are still so vague I can't say for sure), but some of it is clearly over-exaggerated for dramatic effect and not a representation what literally happened.
Sometimes blood is purely symbolic, like in Cat (in addition it is coloured pitch-black, even on Hinako's face when the lighting should make it appear brighter).
Similar to the above, the blood in Bring It On is symbolic of Fuuta's guilt, but is portrayed with more realistic colouration.
Then you have Haruka's weird midground, where he has blood in both his MVs, and both are heavily stylized (albeit in different ways). If the shot at the end of All-Knowing and All-Agony is any indication, he strangled his victim which should have been a bloodless death, but he has engaged in literal bloody activity before (killing pets), so his blood appears to be both metaphorical and literal.
At the end of Deep Cover, Kotoko stands covered in neon pink blood, chess pieces representing the other prisoners scattered about her feet. But the only pieces that are shown are those voted Innocent in T1 - those she has not yet attacked. So the blood here is not representative of any particular event, but rather her intentions.
But if that's the case, what does that say for Double, which portrays John standing in a train, dripping with blood the wrong colour as he attacks mannequins? Is this merely a mental block he has because he cannot clearly remember the events? Or, like Kotoko's similar theming above, is it purely metaphorical, indicating his emotions rather than his actions?
Then we get to Milgram Enigma Number 1, Mahiru. I Love You undoubtedly shows realistic blood, but whether it is literal or not is left very unclear. If the only bloodstain present was the one on his torso I'd be more inclined to believe it was truly all a metaphor; a betrayed or bleeding heart. But that doesn't explain the stain on the sleeve. And of course, it begs the question: if it is metaphorical, what is it representing? Fuuta showed guilt by recoiling at the blood on his hands, and Kazui showed remorse and how he feels like a monster by tearing a dove apart. But we don't see Mahiru cause this wound, nor does she react to it. As of right now I don't understand enough about Mahiru to form a concrete conclusion but if the trend in the other MVs is anything to go by, I'm afraid that these bloodstains might be more literal than I want to believe.
Interesting to note that Fuuta is the only character to show blood in his T1 MV but not the second, and both Yuno and Shidou show no blood in either MV (ironically enough for Shidou, as things like rotting fruit have to take the place of organs and blood instead)
#nooo the hiatus isn't affecting me I don't know what you're talking about#I just can't get a handle on Mahiru no matter how hard I try#praying she survives just so I can get some closure#milgram#milgram project#muu kusunoki#amane momose#mikoto kayano#kazui mukuhara#fuuta kajiyama#haruka sakurai#kotoko yuzuriha#john milgram#mahiru shiina#blood#tw blood#cw blood#murder mention#blood cw#blood tw
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continuing Tellius bird brainrot reminds me to post drawings from 2023 that cater to the taste of exactly one person (that person is me)
#they look a little younger here but it wasn't intended lol#please appreciate the closure of Naesala's shirt#but I'm still trying not to think too hard about bird clothing mechanics#tibarn#naesala#tellius#fire emblem#radiant dawn#path of radiance
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Felt angsty today
#chase brody#jse chase#jse egos#he would just hug his past self and cry so hard#heya first time yall actually get to see what my version of Chase looks like#just some advice#past self#comfort#some closure for the man
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love how despite the amount of terrorizing wemmbu did to the server, literally everybody is grieving him after he was banned😭😭😭 they are going to forcibly drag him back from the dead whether he likes it or not like
#sketchy.txt#lifesteal spoilers#despite it being his own choice#despite reviving being so hard#despite him generally being a menace#they all still grieve him#zam builds a statue#derap and focus immediately jump to a way to revive him#people mourn never getting closure#maybe this server isn’t built off of the violence and the pvp#but instead the massive amounts of love they have for each other and the world#the battles they fight all have a reason behind them#what’s the point of 20 hearts if you can use those 20 hearts to fight for something you care about#or something#idk i don’t watch lifesteal 😂😂😂
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I'm actually not a fan of Harding/Davrin lives post-Veilguard because then what was the point of the choice? If you can redeem Solas and save Neve/Bellara and have the rest of the crew survive, then where's the angst? I honestly don't think Varric's death is enough. If more choices carried over from previous games, I might change my tune, but alas. Especially for a player who romanced one of them and wants that angst-filled ending, they should have that right.
#and this is coming from someone who adores both of them#let them be swallowed by the blight and be gone forever#let us never have closure#even just let us have SOMETHING ambiguous to headcanon and write fic and theorize about#lace harding#davrin#veilguard#veilguard spoilers
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you should draw simon how he got picked up in the new ep
a goddess and her saint. btw. if you even care
#i procrastinated this soooooo hard holy fuck#glad they got closure (several armed guards drag me offstage before i can say anything else)#id in alt text#golbetty#<- im so happy thats her canon name#simon petrikov#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time#adventure time spoilers#definitely art
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