#clearly art isnt oging to work especially with ym wrist
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God I fucking hate this house
#I genuinely don’t think id be able to live in my own house alone in this society#but. fuck I really don’t want to be in this house with my mother#half of what I do or have she doesnt support#im just not. self sustainable especially with all these fucking expectations#I WANT to move out and I WANT a good job but theres no well paying job I can#handle that wont fuck me up#id be fine working in fast food but its too many people and everything os too fucking bright and loud and. too fucking much!!#clearly art isnt oging to work especially with ym wrist#but im just mentally and physically well to not earn any helo from. fuck. the goverment I guess#and its times like these that I just. don’t want to be alive#everything would be so mjch easier for me and evryone else if I just. wasnt here#and now im so pressured by guilt that I wont do bat fucking shit about it#maybe im just fucking. tired or hormonal or whatever the fuck#maybe im over reacting! because shit sucks and I gotta suck it up! everyone else has to live like this!#im literally begging at this point that the world doesnt go back to normal after quarantine#I can’t do school I can’t handle work I can’t stand these expectations#we can clearly EASILY change evrrything. we don’t need money and jobs or manditory school after a while#fuck. jesus shit. I fucking hate these moodswings#what else can I do but ride them out and lay in bed and do nothing
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