#cinderellarhea

[beefcakekinard]

Bucktommy + 1 (palm kisses)

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1. palm kisses

Tommy knocks on the bedroom door. "Evan? You awake, sweetheart?"

There's rustling in the sheets as Evan turns over. He's just come off a rough 48, and Tommy kind of hates to wake him, but Evan insisted on getting up by noon - and Tommy knows all too well how important it is to keep a consistent sleep schedule. He steps into their bedroom and up to their bed, and smiles at Evan's sleepy pout.

"C'mere," Evan mumbles. He flaps the hand resting on the sheets by Tommy's hip. Tommy takes it in his own, brings it up to kiss Evan's knuckles. The smile that gets him is syrupy-sweet and dawns across Evan's face like sunrise. There's not a lot Tommy wouldn't do for that smile.

He pulls the sheets back and climbs onto the bed, crawling forward on his knees until he can swing a leg over Evan's body. Evan settles his hands on Tommy's thighs, drags them up and down, slowly; he slips his fingertips under the hem of Tommy's denim shorts.

"Hey there, handsome, you come here often?" Tommy asks, looking down at Evan from where he's straddling his hips. He settles more of his weight into the cradle of Evan's pelvis, rests his hands on the soft give of Evan's stomach.

"Mm, not often enough," Evan says with a pointed waggle of his eyebrows that makes Tommy laugh.

He leans down, his hands balanced on either side of Evan's face, and stops when they're nose to nose. He nuzzles the side of his nose against Evan's, briefly, pulls back when Evan tries to turn it into a kiss. Evan whines in protest and Tommy has a passing thought that there's no reason why that should make his heart melt. Drop the 'should's, he hears his therapist say, and dismisses the thought altogether.

He presses his lips to Evan's chin. "Can I help you?" he teases. Evan wriggles under him.

"Kiss me," Evan says and God - Tommy's heart leaps in his chest. He's so in love with this man it's ridiculous.

"Patience," he says, instead of any of the thousand half-thoughts racing through his head on the theme of Loving Evan Buckley. He kisses underneath the jut of Evan's chin, next, down his throat to his Adam's apple. He lingers there for a breath before he moves, on, down, to the base of Evan's throat and over, to the curve where his neck meets his shoulder.

He meets the neckline of Evan's t-shirt and Evan sighs, like he's as disappointed as Tommy is by the way it keeps him from Evan's skin. Tommy nuzzles across the fabric until he reaches the hem of the sleeve on Evan's upper arm. His access to Evan's skin restored, Tommy presses a lingering kiss to his biceps - huffing a laugh against the skin there when Evan flexes. He tucks his grin into the soft skin above the inside of Evan's elbow and nips at it, soothes it with a kiss when Evan gasps.

Tommy continues down Evan's arm, kissing a gentle trail until he reaches the base of Evan's hand. He curls his own hand underneath, cradling it like it's fragile, precious. He starts with the swell under Evan's thumb, kisses up each segment until he reaches the pad, then he moves over to Evan's pointer finger. He repeats the same steps each time, smiling when Evan's fingers twitch against his lips. Finally, after pressing his lips to the pad of Evan's pinky finger, he kisses the centre of his palm. He pauses there, holds the moment like he holds Evan's hand, then turns to make eye contact, holding Evan's hand pressed up against his cheek.

Evan's eyes are wide, his pupils blown, cheeks flushed a pretty pink that matches the berry-red of his birthmark. He exhales, the breath shuddering from his throat, and blinks. Tommy is taken by the sweep of his eyelashes against his pink, pink cheeks.

Wordlessly, soundlessly, Tommy repositions, settling back to hover over Evan's face. He thumbs the corner of Evan's lips and they open, just for him. Slipping his thumb to the hinge of Evan's jaw, he finally leans forward and settles their lips together. Evan's hand slides back, holding Tommy in place by the back of his head and he'd tell him there's no point - but that would mean losing the feeling of Evan's lips pressing into his own.

For now, he lets Evan know he isn't going anywhere the best way he can think to - with the pressure of his lips, the gentle sweep of his tongue, and the weight of his body, pressing Evan down into the mattress.

[weewookinard]

fanfic friday round two!

I could not restrain myself to write it, so here it is.

What if Abby and Tommy had a kid before they broke up? What if Evan got attached to this kid when he was with Abby, and suffered this loss as much as losing Abby when they parted away? What if Tommy gained custody when Abby left and had to raise the kid alone while learning how to be true to himself? What if, years later, Tommy and Evan met during a hurricane, and fell in love?

Tommy's body is still warm under his fingers, his heart beating wildly in his chest and reasoning in Evan's skull. The younger man smiles, a feeling of satisfaction mixed with the satiety of a well-deserved orgasm. His eyes close, ready to fall into the arms of Morpheus as he remains curled up against Tommy, feeding off the newfound touch. The other man's voice caresses the silence of the room, like an uncertain whisper. And Evan is too tired to understand the gravity of the moment, the importance of what's at stake. “If it's getting serious between us then I need to tell you something…” “Anything you want.” Evan's voice is heavy with contentment, already distant even as he does his best to focus on Tommy's voice. “I'm a dad. I have a daughter, she's eight.” Evan takes time to absorb the information. To understand what Tommy wants to tell him. He knows he should panic, that at least that's what the man who's become his boyfriend in a matter of weeks expects. Wonders how many men fled when Tommy mentioned the child. If it's out of fear that he didn't say anything before their bodies became exposed. If he expects Evan to flee, accusing him of setting him up or who knows what other bullshit. He doesn't let the silence last forever, feels Tommy's body tense beneath his, knows that the words he's about to say will change the rest of his life. When he finally speaks, it's with a smile on his face. “I love kids.” Beneath him, Tommy sighs, relaxing under his fingers. Evan hesitates, wonders if he should straighten up, plunge his gaze into the other man's. Tommy's breathing is jerky, the emotion hard to hide. He knows the walls the pilot has put up around him so he doesn't move, lets Tommy have that sensation of intimacy. “I…” He's never heard the older man so uncertain, so he waits. Gives Tommy time to find his words. “I'd rather wait before introducing her to you. If you don't mind. I want to, believe me. But…” “But you'd rather not risk her getting attached if you're not sure I'm staying, right?” Tommy remains silent. Finally Evan straightens up slightly, pulls his face up to face his boyfriend. Sees in his eyes his concern, his hope too. “I understand, Tommy. We'll give ourselves the time we need to get to know each other, for me to show you that I really want you.” And Tommy smiles at him, touched. And Tommy puts his hand on his cheek, caressing the soft skin. And Tommy moves closer, kissing him in the half-light of a room they intend to share more often.

for this one i have a lot of people to tag oops

@itsthecityoftheflower @chococara25 @thestrangestthing @apollabarnes

@starsetdystopia @donevanrocker @dark-alice-lilith @cheesycottagecheese

@queermccoy @thatmexisaurusrex @pati79 @al-in-my-head

@livelaughbuck @cinderellarhea @roystartt @quintessenceofdust88

@drarryweasley @shxiao @cull3nblaze @racerchix21

@bidisasterevankinard @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @hearteyesbuckley @sugdenlovesdingle

@leathercouchcushion @lavenderleahy @hippolotamus @autistictommykinard

@the-amber-raven

[hyperfocusthusly]

Tease Tidbit Tuesday 📚

Tagged by the wonderful @perfectlysunny02 & @desert--moonchild

Lil extra from my BuckTommy amnesia fic (other tease is here)

Edit: first chapter is out 🫶🏻

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Buck had never felt relief quite like when Tommy finally opened his eyes again.

Two days had been far too long. The plastic chair by the side of Tommy‘s bed had carved lines along the outside of his thighs, his back protesting the near constant hunch so that Buck could rest his head on the edge of the bed. He had to be close, close enough to feel the warmth of Tommy’s body, close enough to press a gentle kiss to the hand he hadn’t let go of for almost 48 hours.

When he opened his eyes again it felt like the sun had finally come up after a long night.

“H-hey you.” Buck squeezed his hand softly,

Tommy opened his mouth but didn’t speak, brows furrowed as he shifts on the bed.

“Are you okay? Are you in pain? I can get the nurse, she said they were giving you some painkillers anyway but I could-“

He falters midway as he feels Tommy move his hand, the one Buck had been holding onto like a lifeline, away from him. Buck frowns, brain immediately admonishing him for holding it too tightly, he was probably squeezing too hard. He looks up at Tommy and opens his mouth to apologise but stops dead at the look on Tommy’s face.

Confusion, distrust, fear.

“Who are you?”

Tag list for people who interacted/liked the last bit (feel free to let me know if you want to be added/removed)

@leashybebes @sweaters-and-silly @sunnywithachanceofbi @mattdoestevan @mmso-notlikethat @harmonic-intervention

@bidisasterevankinard @cinderellarhea @buckcurls @theotherbuckley @apassingbird @mannafromtevan @actuallyitsellie

[perfectlysunny02]

kiss me goodbye, i'm defying gravity (several sentence sunday)

"So Daddy's up there?" Teddy asks, pointing at the sky. Not for the first time, Tommy wishes LA wasn't so polluted and crowded that they could see the stars. "Yeah bug, Daddy's up there," Tommy says, smoothing down the hazard blond curls that make his heart ache whenever he sees them. "Maybe if you wave, he can see you." Evan won't, but Theodore doesn't know that, and Tommy's desperate to bring comfort to his child who misses Evan just as much as he does.

tagging: @diazsdimples @theotherbuckley @tommykinard @actuallyitsellie @kinardsevan

@bidisasterevankinard @cafe-con-letty @desert--moonchild @bucktommyscones @bibibibuckleykinard

@lfjho @laundryandtaxesworld @tommiroccia @kinkykinard @kinard-buckley

@cinderellarhea @drcloyd @livelaughbuck @exhaustedpirate @geniusjester

@mayorjack @herrmannhalsteadproduction @itsametaphorok @keyweegirlie @kinardjr

@mintedwitcher @notacyborg @ohheyitsthatlfjrfan @prettyasadiagram @renytherat

@reyesranch @tiltingheartand @whentheresidentsareevil @wikiangela @pluvio-lj

[lavenderleahy]

The discord thought that Buck's post-breakup baking would go viral on TikTok, so this silly little thing was born.

Not only does baking take Buck's mind off Tommy, but it also brings him a lot of joy and satisfaction. He finds that he really enjoys baking. Apparently, other people enjoy him baking as well. 

The comments on his most recent videos have been… a lot. They range from “It’s good to see a young man learning valuable skills!” to “I’d love you to eat me for dessert.” 

Comments like the latter have been getting out of hand, actually. After just a week of posting daily, they take up half of Buck’s comment section. Buck decides to address it in his next voiceover. 

“Bake apple strudel with me while I talk about my last relationship. Hey everyone, I’m so glad you all enjoy my videos. I appreciate the enthusiastic compliments, but some of them have been a little bit too enthusiastic for my taste. I just wanted to let you know that I just got out of a relationship. He and I dated for six months, and it ended pretty suddenly, so I’m not looking for anything new right now. Thank you so much for your support, and check out that golden flaky crust!”

(I'm scheduling this post, so apologies if you tagged me and I haven't seen it yet.)

No pressure tags

@buckevantommy @xofemeraldstars @mattdoestevan @bi-chimneyy @sherlocking-out-loud

@girlwonder-writes @didsomeonesaybuffet @loucifersbitch @tommycake @theotherbuckley

@cannibalhellhound @thatmexisaurusrex @half-oz-eddie @herrmannhalsteadproduction @bidisasterevankinard

@30somethingautisticteacher @cinderellarhea @powersuitup @bucksdaddykinktattoo @swiftiefirefighters

@foxtrot91 @typicalopposite @bangpop91 @racerchix21o @cliophilyra

@marvelousbuckley @rdng1230 @sunnywithachanceofbi @acesartemis @bucksboobs

@sleepywinchesters @kinardbuckleys @reginamillls @livelaughbuck @taleofdaringdo

[loucifersbitch]

attempting to do this thing so here's the start of week 1

“Remind me again why we decided to come to Alaska for our vacation,” Tommy muttered as he placed another log into the wood stove and closed the door, making sure the damper was open.

Buck continued to bounce around the room, unpacking toiletries and organizing suitcases.

“Aw, c’mon, babe, it’ll be fun! We’ve got five days of relaxation ahead of us,” Buck said. “Plus the hiking and shopping and sightseeing and the helicopter tour and -”

“Sweetheart, if you wanted a helicopter tour of mountains, I could’ve flown us myself. We wouldn’t even have had to leave California,” Tommy interrupted.

“There’s also the hot tub,” Buck added, hopeful. “Where’s your sense of adventure?”

Tommy chuckled, “It got lost in the blizzard that’s supposed to hit in a few hours.”

“Ah,” Buck scoffed, waving him off, “a little snow storm won’t be enough to stop us. Besides, it’ll probably miss us anyway.”

“Maybe you’re right,” Tommy said, walking over to Buck to help him with the last of the bags. “Doesn’t matter what we do. I’m just happy to be here with you.”

Buck laughed, “You’re a dork, you know that?” but he was blushing all the same.

“Yeah, but you like it.”

“I do,” he nodded. “I really, really do.” He placed a hand low on Tommy’s back, pulled him close, and kissed him softly.

“Now,” Buck said, “what would you like for dinner?” He walked over to the small kitchen in their cabin and started going through the bags of groceries they had brought. “We have pasta or pasta or pasta,” he said, pulling out box after box as he went, “or pasta or pasta. Did I mention pasta?”

“Sweetheart, why did you bring so much pasta?” Tommy asked, laughing as he walked to the kitchen to see.

“You know how some people panic and over-pack underwear? Well, I think I did that with the food. I also brought way too much produce, two dozen of my homemade granola bars, and five pounds of trail m-  It’s not funny!” he griped, acting put-out but then laughing at himself right along with Tommy.

“Well,” Tommy mused once his laughter died down, “I think I’d like pasta for dinner.”

Buck smiled. “Coming right up!”

Before Buck could get too far, Tommy grabbed his wrist and pulled him into a searing kiss. The dazed look on Buck’s face when Tommy leaned back was as gratifying as the first time he saw it.

“Um,” Buck blinked, “wha- what was that for?”

“Nothing in particular. You’re adorable and looked like you needed kissing,” Tommy shrugged. “Now, how can I help with dinner?”

Later, as they were sitting down to eat, Buck looked out the small kitchen window and groaned. “I stand corrected about the blizzard missing us.”

“Don’t worry, Evan, I’ll keep you warm tonight.”

tag list

@weewoo911 @itseasydarling @loveyouanyway @carrythatwayt @harborstationhottie

@monsterrae1 @bi-buckrights @xofemeraldstars @sherlocking-out-loud @buckleylonglegs

@debbieroberts @v-o-c-h @wickedheart01 @myleonenciso @sunglassesmish 

@9x07 @youreademonroyce @artofabookworm @sassypizzaeclipsepie @memoriesdays

@powersuitup @betterkeepmewetterthanabayou @i-had-bucky @honestlydarkprincess @fyeahsmokinhot 

@angeliquecullen-blog @angeliquecullen-blog @arcadia24 @woatherose @helix-spiral 

@rogerzsteven @punkrock00 @laundryandtaxesworld @mcityxe @thehorrorsarehere 

@annaeerba @the-restis-confetti @bidisasterevankinard @kboo1999 @geekwarrior107

@bi-bi-buckleys @thegingerparty @chenfordsrollisi @tommybuckleykinard @theotherbuckley

@dandelioncasey @changmin-lord-of-chaos @bucks-daddy-issues @flowerprincess03 @lavenderleahy 

@queerdiaz @ilikethe-internet @buckhastwohands @hecalius13 @juliaor

@cinderellarhea @loreisathirstyhoe @capsbooty7 @laratoncito-diaz @princessjackstiara

@rdng1230 @buckevantommy @buckera @evansboyfriend @bucksbignaturals 

@aringofsalt @firewasabeast @firehose118 @ohithankyou @kinardsevan

@beefcakekinard @lengthofropes @smallandalmosthonest @hyperfocusthusly @disaster-j 

@flyboyhan @buffaluff

[typicalopposite]

Oh wow! Hey, Hi– um… How are ya?!

I have so much on my plate with asks I still need to get to and two WIPs (plus a couple things not currently being posted) I’m working on that I don’t think I could ask for prompts or anything. Maybe I’ll think up something for if I get to 500 🫶

Sooo instead I will give you some sappy sappy word vomit below the cut👇

I just hit 400 followers <3 which might not be a huge number compared to other blogs on this app, but it is leaps and bounds more than I ever thought I’d have. Especially since, when I first joined I only expected to lurk around other peoples posts… maybe share a few… mostly because I have never been much of a blogger— I have tried in the past, and it never stuck (first time for everything I guess)— but also because I’m extremely introverted, and as much as I would LOVE, and desperately attempted, for it not to bleed into my online persona… it did, regardless. BUT, somehow as quiet and kept to myself as I always wind up becoming in the fandoms I’m a part of… I still have managed to meet some TRULY amazing people through them!

@scripted-downfall wench, angst queen you are so important to me and I hope I’m lucky enough to keep you a part of my life forever! 🫶

@onthewaytosomewhere MELZZZZ! Always a shoulder to vent on about my stressful stressful life! My smut writing mentor 😂 I luv you!

@bucksxkinard and @somethingaboutfirefly tumblr besties!!! You two inflate my head so much about my writing but you have no idea how appreciated you are!

@30somethingautisticteacher @judymarch15 @sunnywithachanceofbi @nine-one-wanton @herrmannhalsteadproduction my golden girls 😂 giving me a little bit of everything: feelings(Hannah) rarepairs(Judy) angst(Chrissy) smut(Jo) memes (Kay). And don’t get me started on how you each interchange these and so I’m just fed for daysss! (Plus, Bucks dreams, come onnnn) It’s an honor to be a part of that *said in Tommy’s voice, of course*

@girlwonder-writes you found me and brought me into your amazing accepting community. And your ability to flesh out OCs (Olivia my beloved she is so mean to you, lol) and your encouragement for us to show our OCs love! 🫶

And to all of you other amazing people— @witchy-writer-lady @thecadenceimperfect @windwardstar @adinarj @luainthewild /@meraki-yao @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @priincebutt @thinkof-england @tailsbeth / @shawnaise @taste-thewaste @piratefalls @mylucayathoughts @mattdoestevan / @bidisasterevankinard @kinardsevan @kinkley-are-adorkable-flirts @mmso-notlikethat / @babyspacegay @kiankiwi @lissa612 @lightfiretomypaperwings @o0anapher0o / @racerchix21 @rdng1230 @bangpop91 @itsametaphorok @cinderellarhea / @banxnq @marvelousbuckley @do-androids-dream-ao3acc @theotherbuckley — I could literally name off so many of you who interact with me, include me in your tags, or even just like and reblog my rambles… and I am so sorry if I missed you in the tags so just sending this out to everyone! THANK YOU 🫶🫶🫶🫶 You all have given meaning to a depressingly lonely life. You will never understand how you changed it; changed me! 🫶

[foolondahill17]

Dean Winchester’s half-way house for orphaned half-monsters (and humans)

Do you like Dean and kids? Have you been itching for a Dean-collects-all-the-strays fic? Well, have I got the story for you! It starts with a simple enough premise: what if Dean and Sam brought Bobby John to Lisa instead of Samuel? From there, it spirals outward into a complete series overhaul: Saving people, fixing things, the fanfic business.

The plots of seasons 6-15 crest and break, and all along, Dean sweeps up every possible kid, adult, and monster that washes on his shore, eventually turning the Bunker into a safehouse for anyone displaced by things that go bump in the night.

Despite its fluffy premise, this is not a fluffy fic. There’s angst aplenty and trauma by the truckload. I don’t shy away from the seasons’ various events, and the “collecting kids” part of the story sometimes takes a backseat to the true heart of the story: healing from generational trauma and carving out your own piece of, well, peace.

Some things you might look forward to:

Road trips

Bobby putting the fear of God in anyone who messes with children

Dean and Cas circling each other like love-sick vultures

Sam smoking weed

Charlie (alive!) being the best gay aunt ever

Dean calling Benny “Cas” during sex

Baby!Amara, Baby!Jack, all the babies! All the kiddos! All the chaos!

Make sure you check the story-wide and chapter-specific trigger warnings. Please feel free to message me if you have any questions.

I can’t wait for y’all to read it. It’s truly been a labor of love over the past two and a half years. And thank you to all who’ve followed along from the start or are just finding it now!

Tag list:

@angelsdean

@scoobydoodean

@whatseriously

@deanwinchesterwebsite

@imperfectlynatural

@em-bitterred

@cinderellarhea

@pleaseraisemefromperdition

@dyadiccalamity

@pinkdean

@blue-eyed-cutiepatootie

@blackmoldmp3

@hellerstiel

[disabled-dean]

Summary: When you've been to hell, desire is isolating and ugly. 

Or: Cas drives his truck for a case and Dean is exceptionally horny about it. 

“Once on a hunt when he was a teenager, Dean had been caught too close to an explosive when it had gone off. There had been the moment when the projectile hit, and the moment when it had detonated. And just before it had, there had also been a moment when he had believed that maybe it wouldn’t. 

He had thought about that moment for years, over and over again, until something else had taken its place. And the way that that moment was quiet, the way it was still- that is how this feels. To lie beside Cas in the bed of his truck, their shoulders barely touching.”

She's here!!!! Stream Asterism of An F-Series Ford Pick Up now on ao3 <3

Tag list (comment to be added/removed): @butch--dean @nametheshadows @someguyinc @camwelgrace @sirlancenotalot @we-re-all-stories-in-the-end @chekovs-kitten @luckshiptoshore @the-great-pumpkin-67 @ipromiseimawriter @leoblubb @itsmeevangelinee @hydrangeadangea @forkinthegarbagedisposal @cinderellarhea @fivefeetfangirl @perditionanddiatribes @kerryweaverlesbian @castielafflicted @bloodydeanwinchester @plaid-castiel @contentnatural @gaytedlasso

[blue-eyed-cutiepatootie-art]

Buttercup in 5x8 Moleskine sketchbook

Turner Designer Gouache

Referece under the cut with taglist

@lonesome-dreamsss @icefire149 @castielsupernatural @one-more-offbeat-anthem @slipper007 @malicmalic @dmsilvisart @casblackfeathers @thisisapaige @xofemeraldstars @bogwitchatrois @deancrowleycas @gagethemage15 @big-wet-cas-eyes @naughtystiel @pointyearedelvishprincling @redleavesinthewind @archervale @corancoranthemagicalman @buckleydiazmp4 @integer-0verflow @interrogatethecat @gaytedlasso @dressupheart @bloodydeanwinchester

@seenthisepisode @curlynerd @raspberryfemme @pinkdean @cinderellarhea @transsexual-dandelions @justaskmetostay @blanketforcas @enokian3310 @bisexualvampires @strawlessandbraless @castieldelamancha

[kinley-cafe]

For @loulou-land @ambernotember @loucifersbitch @shannondiazs @starrla89 @sad-girl-hours23 @beanarie @cinderellarhea @insecuregodcomplex @gaybonesforivy @hipsterdarcy @livelaughbuck

@livelaughlou wanted to share a "Bucktommy 2k25" Combo with you and let you know they want to make new memories with you in the new year. Enjoy!

Here we have 2 Vanilla and chocolate cupcakes with edible cones on top. In the keepsake golden cup is Confetti Coffee with whipped cream and edible confetti.

Happy New Year! I hope your 2025 is filled with love, laughter and wonderful memories!

[weewookinard]

I Needed Life And Life Came (chapter 1)

What if Abby and Tommy had a kid before they broke up? What if Evan got attached to this kid when he was with Abby, and suffered this loss as much as losing Abby when they parted away? What if Tommy gained custody when Abby left and had to raise the kid alone while learning how to be true to himself? What if, years later, Tommy and Evan met during a hurricane, and fell in love?

Hi team, thank you so much for the love you gave to this idea, it gave me the fire to write again for real! Hope you'll like this first chapter 💖 Please do not hesitate to comment or like or share or else. My life sucks right now but every little gesture of love helps me so much, I can't thank you enough for that!

You can find this first chapter on AO3!

excerpt:

The sensation of vibration on his lips continued to haunt him for hours that became days. The memory of an unexpected sweetness, a new tenderness. The taste of a man on his mouth. The taste of Tommy, a storm in his life in the middle of a hurricane. The taste of change and surprise, of discovery and questions. The taste of possible happiness. 

I have so many people to tag omg

@itsthecityoftheflower @chococara25 @thestrangestthing @apollabarnes

@starsetdystopia @donevanrocker @dark-alice-lilith @cheesycottagecheese

@queermccoy @thatmexisaurusrex @pati79 @al-in-my-head

@livelaughbuck @cinderellarhea @roystartt @quintessenceofdust88

@drarryweasley @shxiao @cull3nblaze @racerchix21

@bidisasterevankinard @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @hearteyesbuckley @sugdenlovesdingle

@leathercouchcushion @lavenderleahy @hippolotamus @autistictommykinard

@the-amber-raven @fanficmanic @hummelinski @sweaters-and-silly

@webbgirl34 @brassdragonage @perfectlysunny02

[hyperfocusthusly]

WIP Wednesday

Helllloooooo, I know I have been terrible at keeping up with all the tags from all my lovelies ( @bidisasterevankinard @theotherbuckley @typicalopposite @perfectlysunny02 ) , so here is a snippet from the next part of Forget Me Not - I promise I’m still working on it, the break up just took all my writing motivation and threw it in the canal

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“You’re not sleeping”

Tommy looks over at him from his seat on the sofa. Buck crosses the room and hands him a steaming mug, sitting down next to him, mindful of the space he leaves between them.

Tommy shrugs, rubs his hand across the back of his neck “I just feel a bit restless, like I can’t quite settle.”

Buck lets out a sound of frustration, irritation crosses over his face as he jumps up.

“Sorry I should have…” he stops at the sight of Tommy, immediately drawn in on himself, the grip on his mug noticeably tighter. Buck squeezes his eyes shut and chastises himself, they had worked really hard on this, but the lesson that Tommy is safe with him doesn’t seem to have been one of the feelings that stuck around. Buck chewed on his lower lip and tried not to think about that too much. He did drop down to his knees, one hand balancing him against the sofa, close to Tommy’s thigh. “Sorry, that wasn’t at you. I just remembered something I should have given you when you came home. I just forgot because normally I’m with you…” he takes a deep breath. “Normally I’m with you at night when you need it.”

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NP tags - @leashybebes @bidisasterevankinard @comfortingevanbuckley @desert--moonchild @apassingbird @merrylou-mas @bucksboobs @bi-bi-buckleys @epiphainie @wikiangela

Tag list for this fic - @sweaters-and-silly @sunnywithachanceofbi @mattdoestevan @mmso-notlikethat @harmonic-intervention

@cinderellarhea @actuallyitsellie @casismybestfriend @crankypotionsmaster @powersuitup @disaster-j @hellion-child

@evanbuckleymylove @drivebyanon @teabroomsandbooks @feistygina @bigfootsmom

@rubydaiquiri (I didn’t connect your URL change sorry!-adding you so I don’t miss you in the future 🫶🏻)

[perfectlysunny02]

when you love someone

I want a divorce. Tommy thinks he deserves more than a text halfway through his 24 hours. He thinks he deserves more than a text after he kissed Evan goodbye this morning and dropped their son off at school. He thinks he deserves more than a text when things have been going great. The Kinard's have never been better. Tommy knows that he deserves more than a text. So, he calls Evan the moment he gets a break, not even expecting him to answer, full of righteous anger. "Hello?" And somehow Evan's calm voice when he answers only seems to piss Tommy off more. "What the fuck?" Tommy snaps, ignoring Evan's sharp inhale of breath. He doesn't care right now. Evan holds his entire heart and he's about to shatter it completely in two. "So you want a divorce, huh? Didn't have the decency to even tell me in person, huh? Had to wait till I was on shift, until both I and our son were out of the house. That's cruel, sweetheart, what the hell?" "Tommy-" Evan begins weakly, but Tommy cuts him off. "I'm at work. I'm a pilot. It's dangerous if I'm distracted and you send me a text saying you want a fucking divorce out of nowhere? I thought we were fine. We are fine. What the fuck, Evan Kinard? What's wrong? What happened? What did I do?" His voice finally breaks, and tears begin to pool angrily at the edge of his lashes, but he doesn't care. He doesn't understand what's going on and he's not sure he wants to. "Tommy, I-" "No, Evan. There better be an explanation coming out of your fucking mouth and it better be a goddamn good one, or I swear-" "I just can't baby," Evan is crying now, and Tommy feels his chest aching. He feels like he's going to be sick. "I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't-" Suddenly it all makes sense. Evan is self-sabotaging. Has been since that one call a few months ago, where he couldn't save a girl close to Grey's age. "Is this about the call?" Tommy asks, his voice a little bit gentler. "I thought therapy was helping sweetheart. I don't understand-" "It's not," Evan sobs. "I'm broken, Tommy. I'm broken and there's no fixing me. You and Grey are better off without me in your lives. I ruin everything-"

using this as my motivational monday and tagging:

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[lavenderleahy]

Tagged by @bidisasterevankinard and @powersuitup

I'm SO close to finishing this post-breakup TikTok fix-it fic. Once I get the thanksgiving turkey in the oven I should have time to write it :D

“Bake sourdough with me while I tell you what it’s like to try something new. I’m gonna be real with you – it’s terrifying as shit. This is my first time baking sourdough, and I’m terrified I’ll get it wrong. Even though it doesn’t really matter, does it? Like, if I mess this up, I can just do it again. What’s even more terrifying is trying something for the first time that you can’t mess up. That’s why you have to train at the academy before becoming a fire fighter - better to mess up when the lives at risk aren’t real than when they are. In life, there are no practice rounds. Sometimes you screw up and the people in your life forgive you and let you back in. But sometimes they leave. In my past relationships, things always seemed to go wrong when I tried something new. Maybe that’s why small things like baking sourdough terrify me so much. It wouldn’t be a life-altering, relationship-ending mistake, but it could be. But that’s life, right? So every day, I’ll try something new. And I’ll keep trying new things until they’re a little less terrifying. Until then, I’ll keep baking for you all. As for this sourdough, I doubt it would be Paul Hollywood approved, but I think it turned out alright! What about you?” @shrimp_bizkits1 commented: ex-boyfriend’s hater club 👇 – Show 255 replies –

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[nubuckleather]

buddietommy + dancing!

(If ur still doing those requests! I love l ur buddietommy hcs and fics !!! ❤️)

Thank you cinderellarhea!! I have a lot of fun coming up with them, so I’m glad to see others enjoy them. Hope you like your dancing hcs! ❤️🩷💙

Noted romance lover Tommy Kinard loves to dance. He’ll put on a big band CD and twirl Eddie around the living room while Buck cooks dinner, or spontaneously spin Buck across the garage to their workout mix. If there’s a way to slow dance with three grown men, it’s going to be Tommy Kinard who figures it out.

Buck loves instructional dances. He’s always the one to request the Cha Cha Slide or the Cupid Shuffle at wedding receptions. Their first Christmas together, one of Tommy and Eddie’s gifts for him is a book on the history of line dancing. Buck spends the rest of that afternoon rattling off fun facts from his reading and humming Cotton-Eyed Joe under his breath and doing the steps around the kitchen.

Eddie would’ve never considered himself someone who liked clubbing. He’s never really gotten the appeal—until the first time Buck and Tommy take him out to a gay club in WeHo and pull him to the middle of the dance floor. Under the loud thump of the bass, pressed tight between his boyfriends, and surrounded by the community he’s finally accepted, he really, really gets it. Doesn’t hurt either that he’s the lucky guy who gets to be the dance partner of the two hottest men in the club.

Send me a short prompt and I’ll write a few sentences of Buddietommy headcanons.