#ciipher x reader

[faithst]

BUS STOP ༄ TK

synopsis after hanging out with keita, you decided to go home only to see that it’s pouring and you’re now stuck at the bus stop with him

pairing keita x gn!reader

genre fluff

notes this was honestly so cute, thank you for requesting and i hope you enjoy this <3 i miss seokeita too :(

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laughing at keita’s jokes and catching up was a great way to spend your weekend. after the laughter died down, he leaned back into the bench “i’m so glad the weather is great today!”

you nod in agreement as the sun shone giving you both a golden tint as birds chirp in the distance. wouldn’t it be such a shame for something unpredictable like bad weather to ruin your planned out day with keita?

as you saw the sun setting, you figured it was time to bid your farewells. “time flew so fast.” keita spoke up, gazing at the beautiful sunset. maybe it was true that time went by quickly with the people you love, when you’re truly in the moment. he got up, offering a hand indicating it was time to walk back to the bus stop. you grabbed his hand, standing up and wiping invisible dust off your clothes.

as you walked back together, there were still loads of stories keita had to tell and he wanted to make sure you got to hear them in person. so he used the periods walking to tell them. they were fun bursts of energy as expected from keita; neverending enthusiasm which you loved.

though you were walking rather leisurely, the day slowly sunk into night and to your luck, you missed the bus. watching in the distance as it drives off. you try to chase it but it already went far.

keita pat your back, thinking of other solutions. but as the light bulb on his head lit up, the sounds of light drizzle became audible. soon, the drops painted the pavement around the small and covered bus stop.

this wasn’t so bad, right? well, none of you had brought an umbrella and was now stuck there. checking your phone to call up an uber, it didn’t turn on as it had ran out of battery earlier. keita looked at you with an empathetic smile, a bit of guilt because he delayed you.

but it was okay, the person with you wasn’t some rando. it was keita, and you’d do anything to spend more time with him. even if it were tricky situations like this. all you could do now was wait another hour or so in darkness, the only lights illuminating were the ones covering the bus stop. though you weren’t alone.

as the temperatures decrease and the moon took over the sun, overlapping the coldness given by the rain. you were freezing, both of you were absolutely chilled to the bone. as much as keita wanted to do a romantic gesture such as wrap his jacket around you; he didn’t have a jacket with him.

all he was wearing was a sweater that you gave him for his birthday a year ago, he cherished it alot. maybe it was his favourite item in his closet, always reaching out to it whenever he could. as an attempt to keep eachother warm; he grabbed your hands, rubbing them with his to spark some heat. you smiled, it wasn’t much but it was something.

the temperature got worse as the rain started to pour even more, causing you to hug yourself in attempt to get even the slightest bit of warmth. keita saw this and was absolutely heartbroken. maybe it wouldn’t happen if he told the story faster or walked a bit quicker.

he wanted to apologise for making you miss your stop and for making you wait in the cold but his mouth was numb. pulling the sleeves over his hands in shapes of sweater paws, he continued holding your hands. it was a bit better than without the sleeves.

he saw your quivering lips, moving his sweater paws now to your cheeks, cupping your face. flushing a cute tint of pink upon his action, using the weather as an excuse for your red face.

yes, it wasn’t the most ideal situation but it was a situation that made you closer to keita. as you wait, head on his shoulder and bodies huddling together to make sure you both got enough warmth and away from any drops of the rain. you’re glad you missed the bus to this.

© keiwook | 2023

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official german translation of 'Fame' by @terazono-keita

» Synopsis: Du würdest alles tun, um mit deinem Crush zu reden, auch wenn du dafür auf eine von Jackson Wangs Partys überfüllt mit Arschlöchern gehen müsstest. Glücklicherweise weiß Keita, wie man mit solchen Leuten umgehen muss.

» Word Count: 4,9 tsd

» Genre: serious crack? hurt/comfort, angst

» Warnings: Drogen, Gewalt, suggestive

» Erwähnte Idols: Zerobaseone Jiwoong, Ricky, Matthew, Hanbin, Zhang Hao, TWICE Sana, Chaeyoung, BTS Taehyung, Jungkook, Jimin, Stray Kidz Bangchan, Kep1er Dayeon, Boys Planet Wang Zi Hao, Haruto, Blackpink Jennie, Ciipher Won, Nine.I Seowon, TO1 Woonggi Soloist Jackson Wang, Jeon Somi, Jay Park, pH-1

» A/N: die scheiße ist endlich übersetzt ich hoffe misa ist glücklich, ich bin nämlich auch glücklich gute nacht

Auch wenn du normalerweise nicht gerne feiern gingst, konntest du die Einladung nicht mehr ablehnen nachdem Jiwoong dich informiert hatte, dass Keita ebenfalls dort sein würde. Bisher hast du immer dein bestes gegeben um Jackson Wangs Partys aus dem Weg zu gehen, aber du hattest Keita seit grausigen 2 Monaten nicht mehr gesehen und in nächster Zukunft hättest du nicht nochmal die Chance, 'rein zufällig' auf ihn zu treffen. Also Abmarsch zu Jackson Wangs Haus.

Die Vorfreude Keita wiederzusehen war genug um dich von der Nervosität abzulenken, während du dich mit Jiwoong fertig machtest. Aber die Sekunde in der du bei der Jackson Mansion- sein Haus- angekommen bist, kamst du zurück zur Realität. Du würdest eine in Kürze eine Hölle ohne jegliche Gesetze betreten, beziehungsweise wurde es dir so erzählt.

Bevor du überhaupt aus Jiwoongs Auto aussteigen konntest, riefen Matthew und Zhang Hao schon deinem besten Freund etwas zu.

"Wir haben dein Auto erkannt!" lachte Matthew und rannte, um Jiwoong eine Umarmung zu geben.

"Du bist spät dran, wir haben es schon mal ohne dich ausprobiert." Du schaust mit gehobener Augenbraue rüber zu Jiwoong um zu fragen "Was ausprobiert?"

"Ricky hat etwas DMT zwischen die Finger bekommen…" erklärte Jiwoong.

"Für dich ist nicht mehr genug da" warf Matthew an dich gerichtet dazwischen. Er war schon immer ein wenig unfreundlich dir gegenüber gewesen aus irgendeinem Grund. Mittlerweile tat es nicht mehr so weh wie damals, als du ihn zum ersten Mal kennengelernt hast. Du warst enttäuscht, dass sein Sonnenschein-gleiches Lächeln nie für dich bestimmt war und er dich stattdessen mit einem Blick anguckte, der einem ungemütlichen Sturm gleichte.

"Das tut mir leid, aber du hast an solchen Sachen sowieso keine Interesse, stimmts?" Sagte Jiwoong als Zhang Hao ihn an seinem Handgelenk von dir wegzog. Er wusste die Party machte dir Sorgen und es nervte dich immens, dass er dich einfach so zurück ließ. Du würdest es in Betracht ziehen wieder nach Hause zu gehen, jedoch war dein Verlangen Keita endlich wiederzusehen stärker als deine Soziale Phobie. Du machtest dich auf den Weg in die Höhle der Löwen.

Es war gleichzeitig genau das was du erwartest hattest und etwas komplett anderes. Es war zwar noch früher Abend, doch im Haus ging die Party schon richtig ab. In einer Ecke des gigantischen Wohnzimmers sahst du Leute die einen Schubkarren Wettkampf machten; beim näher kommen konntest du Sana erkennen wie sie auf ihren Händen über den Boden Richtung des Bier Bechers hastete während Bang Chan sie an ihren Füßen festhielt. Zusammen gewannen sie haushoch gegen das gegnerische Team, welche dann beleidigt ihr Bier über die beiden kippten. Dramatisch.

Pärchen waren überall auf den Couches verteilt und machten rum; Jennie und Taehyung das eine Paar, Wang Zi Hao und Maeda Haruto das andere. Du schautest dich nervös nach Keita um, aber zum Glück war er in keiner der Paare die sich gegenseitig die Zungen in den Hals steckten.

"Magst du was du siehst? Hätte dich nicht für einen Voyeur gehalten." Du drehtest dich um. Jay Park, der eine Typ den du aus dem Weg gehen wolltest, grinste dich breit an. Du hattest mit ihm, Keita, pH-1 und ein paar anderen ein gemeinsames Abendessen letzten Monat, und da rückte er dir auf die Pelle und hatte er dir konstant neue Drinks eingeschüttet die du aufgrund des Altersunterschieds nicht abwinken konntest. Damals hatte dich Keita gerettet indem er Jay Park nach einem Karaoke Duett gefragt hatte, aber jetzt war Keita nicht da um dir deinen Arsch zu retten.

"Oh, ich habe- mich nur umgeguckt."

"Erstes mal auf einer Jackson Wang Party?"

"Yep"

"Keine Sorge, ich werde mich um dich kümmern" Sagte er. Es wäre mir lieber wenn nicht, dachtest du dir.

"Dann lass uns mal was saufen- oder sollten wir uns auf andere Art Vergnügen?" Er zeigte auf die Tische die alle einen Turm mit weißen Pulver auf sich hatten. Vielleicht machte er aber auch andere Anspielungen; du wolltest nicht wissen, wie viele Paare sich lieber in den anderen Zimmern des Hauses auf gewisse Art und Weise vergnügten.

"Ich würde lieber den Alkohol nehmen, danke" Er legte einen Arm um deinen unteren Rücken. Dein Körper spannte sich an. Du musstest irgendwie von ihm entkommen. Solltest du ihn wegschubsen oder wäre es eine bessere Idee, ihn einfach nur anzuschreien? War was er da tat überhaupt schon schlimm genug, um solche Maßnahmen zu ergreifen? Du kamst den gesamtem Weg zur Bar nicht auf einen Nenner. Dort ließ er dich freiwillig los um die Aufmerksamkeit des Barkeeper auf sich zu ziehen.

"Was nimmst du?" fragte er dich. Wenigstens interessierten ihn deine Trink-Präferenzen, auch wenn es noch netter wäre, wenn er sich auch für deine persönlichen Grenzen kümmern würde.

"Vodka Soda, bitte." Deine Gedanken waren am rasen wie du am besten von ihm wegkommen könntest. Aber als du realisiertest wie groß das Haus war, musstest du befürchten den gesamten Abend damit zu verbringen Jay Parks Annäherungsversuche abzuschlagen ohne ein einziges Mal mit Keita zu gesprochen zu haben.

Ihr bekamt eure Getränke und er fing schon wieder an dich irgendwo hin zu führen, seine Hand erneut auf deinem Rücken platziert. Er führte dich zur Terasse hinter dem Haus. Die war größer als dein gesamtes Wohnkomplex. Draußen war es bereits dunkel und die überall verteilten Lichterketten konnten nicht im geringsten dagegen ankommen. Du versuchtest zu erkennen, ob irgendeine der kleinen Silhouetten einem gewissen kleinwüchsigen Mann angehörten. Und dann sahst du endlich eine kleine, aber breite Figur.

"Ich habe gerade einen Bekannten gesehen, ich werde mal Hallo sagen" sagtest du und machtest dich von Jay los. Du gabst ihm keine Gelegenheit zu antworten. Du machtest dich sofort auf den Weg rüber zu der Person, von der du ausgingst, dass sie Keita sei.

Als du direkt hinter dem kleinen Mann standest, wurdest du auf einmal unsicher. Aber da Jay vielleicht noch guckt, hattest du keine andere Wahl außer dich der Person vorzustellen, wer auch immer sie nun auch war. Du machtest den letzten Schritt zur Person von der du hofftest, dass es Keita war.

War es nicht. Stattdessen schaute dich jetzt der Mann der dich am meisten hasste mit seiner üblichen, unfreundlichen Miene an.

"Oh, hi Matthew" sagtest du. Er nickte dir zu. Nicht mal ein Hallo?

Du schautest dich nach Jiwoong um, aber zu deiner Enttäuschung unterhielt sich Matthew mit Leuten von denen du höchstens die Namen kanntest: Somi, Dayeon und Hanbin.

"Ich kanns nicht glauben, dass er die Eier hatte, hier aufzutauchen," sagte Somi. Uh Oh, scheinte als ob sie gerade eine private Konversation führten. Du gucktest über deine Schulter, und sahst wie Jay Park dich direkt anstarrte von dort wo du ihn zurückgelassen hattest. Du musstest also bleiben.

"Hat er hier überhaupt irgendwelche Freunde? Warum wurde Ciipher überhaupt eingaden" redete Hanbin weiter. Oh, also unterhielten sie sich gerade über Won. Du hattest ihn bisher nur zwei mal getroffen, aber er war jedes mal ein sehr süßer Junge dir gegenüber. Du wusstest wie sehr Keita seinen Maknae mochte, also hinterließ das Gelästere einen schlechten Geschmack in deinem Mund.

"Wahrscheinlich meine Schuld. Ich hab Keita eingeladen der dann wohl seine Mitglieder eingeladen hat… Ich habe aber erwartet, dass er es besser wüsste als Won mit herzuschleppen," sagte Matthew.

"Ist jetzt aber auch egal, er geht mir mittlerweile sowieso am Arsch vorbei. Ich hab sowieso nie einen armseligen Niemand daten wollen, seine Gruppe wird sich bald auflösen und er wird zu alt sein um jemals wieder irgendwas reißen zu können," lästerte Dayeon weiter und die anderen lachten.

"Löst sich Kep1er nicht auch bald auf? Und ihr seid gleich alt." Du bereutest sofort, deinen Mind aufgemacht zu haben. Ihre Unterhaltung verstummte und alle starrten dich an.

"Entschuldigung, wer bist du denn jetzt bitte?" Fragte Somi. Konnte sich jetzt nicht ein Loch in der Erde öffnen und dich komplett verschlingen?

"Ich- Ich geh jetzt besser."

"Ja, tu das besser" erwiderte Somi. Du hattest jetzt keine andere Wahl außer zu Jay Park zurückzukehren.

Zu deinem Glück war er verschwunden als du wieder da warst, wo ihr vorhin gestanden hattet. Aber zu deinem Peck hieß das jetzt, dass du in diesem Irrenhaus ganz auf dich allein gestellt warst.

Nachdem du dir bei der zweiten Bar auf der Terasse einen weiteren Drink besorgt hattest, machtest du dich auf dem Weg zum Geländer welches die Leute vom von der Terrasse beschützen sollte und zündetest dir eine Zigarette an. Das Meer unter der Terrasse war still in der Dunkelheit der Nacht.

Du hättest nie herkommen sollen. War Keita überhaupt bei der Party? Aber wenn Won da war, musste Keita doch auch da sein. Won hattest du bisher aber auch noch nicht gesehen. Du ließt deinen Blick ein letztes Mal über die Menschenmenge gleiten, aber da war noch immer kein einziges Zeichen von Keita. Tränen sammelten sich in deinen Augen.

"Wow, werde ich jetzt ernsthaft heulen während ich alleine auf einer riesen Party rauche?" Murmeltest du. Absolut armselig. Lächerlich. Äußerst Lächerlich, wie Chloé Bourgeois es jetzt sagen würde. Du holtest einmal tief Luft und entschiedest dich das Handtuch zu werfen und nach Hause zu gehen.

Du schautest dich immer weiter um als du dich wieder auf den Weg in das gigantische Wohnzimmer machtest. Größtenteils um Jay Park aus dem Weg zu gehen, aber andererseits auch da du noch einen winzigen Funken Hoffnung, Keita eventuell doch zu finden, in dir hattest. Auch wenn du dir nicht sicher warst, ob du ihn in deiner momentanen Verfassung überhaupt sehen wolltest.

187 wurde laut von den Lautsprechern gepumpt. Die weißen Türme auf den Tischen sind zu einzelnen Krümeln geschrumpft, aber wurden gerade vom Host persönlich wieder aufgefüllt. Jungkook und Jimin jedoch schienen darauf aus zu sein, Jackson die ganze Nacht durcharbeiten zu lassen, ihre Gesichter weißer als die Snow App es jemals hinkriegen könnte.

"Y/N!" Dein Herz machte einen kleinen Aussetzer. Du würdest diese Engelsstimme überall wiedererkennen. Du drehtest dich um.

"Hi Keita," antwortetest du. Er sah atemberaubend gut aus. Eventuell sogar mehr als sonst. Seine Haare waren dunkelblau gefärbt, was ihm eine ganz andere Aura verlieh als das graue Haar, was er noch hatte, als du ihm zum letzten Mal über dem Weg gelaufen bist. Es passte sehr gut zu seinem Mitternacht blauen Blazer, den er über einem schwarzen Print Screen T-Shirt trug. Er trug mal wieder seine Brille, von der du wusstest, dass er sie nicht brauchte da seine Sehstärke komplett in Ordnung war, aber wenn du behaupten würdest, dass die Brille ihn nicht noch besser aussehen ließ, würdest du vollends lügen. Deine Nase würde bis zu Timbuktu rüber wachsen.

Aber deine Stimmung war schon so gekippt, dass es dich nochmal mehr nervös machte, die eine Person zu treffen die du sehen wolltest - das letzte was du wolltest war vor Keita zu weinen.

"Alles in Ordnung?" Fragte er. Also konnte er es sehen. Du verfluchtest innerlich deine Inkompetenz, Emotionen zu verstecken.

"Mir ging es nie besser. Ich wollte jetzt aber nach Hause gehen."

"Aww, ausgerechnet jetzt wo ich dich endlich gefunden habe." Schmollte er.

"Du hast nach mir gesucht?" Du fragtest dich, ob dein Herz womöglich schneller am schlagen war als das von Jungkook, der wie du im Augenwinkel erkennen konntest, weiterhin Kokain inhalierte.

"Ähm, naja, ich meine-"

"Keita Hyunggg~" Du könntest heute Nacht einfach nicht gewinnen. Matthew tauchte aus dem Nichts auf und umarmte Keita von hinten.

"Hey Matthew!" Keita griff nach Matthew's um ihn geschlungene Hand. Es schien für dich als würde Keitas Lächeln für seinen Freund nicht seine Augen erreichen, aber wahrscheinlich verstandest du gerade etwas falsch. Oder die Luft war schon so mit Drogen verschmutzt, dass du dir mittlerweile schon Sachen einbildetest. Du wusstest immerhin, dass die beiden sich Nahe stehen. Hat er davon gehört, wie vorhin über Won gelästert wurde? Vielleicht müsstest du ihn darüber aufklären falls nicht, aber das könnte dich auch schlecht in Keitas Augen aussehen lassen. Er könnte eventuell auch denken, dass du dir irgendwelche Lügengeschichten über Matthew ausdachtest, da du Eifersüchtig warst, dass die beiden Männer sich näher standen als du und Keita.

"Was machst du denn so schönes~" Grinste Matthew ohne Keita loszulassen. Eure Augen trafen sich und er lächelte dich an, zum allerersten mal seit ihr euch zum ersten Mal getroffen hattet, aber das war ganz bestimmt nicht sein Allgemeinbekanntes Sonnenschein-Lächeln. Machte er sich etwa über dich lustig? Um Himmels Willen, das tat er. Er wusste ganz genau, wie unwohl du dich fühltest.

"Ich mach mich dann mal auf den Weg" sagtest du. Keita lief dir rasch hinterher, weshalb Matthew über seine eigenen Füße fiel und endlich losließ.

"Willst du noch einen Trinken? Ich gebe einen aus" Bot Keita an, der den sich im Hintergrund beschwerenden Matthew komplett ausblendete.

"Da ist alles umsonst, wie gibst du da bitte einen aus-" Sagtest du, aber Keita lächelte dich nur süßlich an und du warst sofort am dahinschmelzen.

"Okay, einverstanden, du gibst einen aus. Aber nur einen Drink," gabst du nach. Er war immer lieb zu dir gewesen, aber hat keine Anstalten gemacht, eine engere Beziehung aufzubauen. Obwohl, wenn man genauer darüber nachdachte, schien er wirklich oft zu versuchen, Konversationen mit dir zu starten, was jedoch jedes Mal aus welchen Gründen auch immer von anderen unterbrochen wurde.

"Ich will auch einen!" Grätschte Matthew wieder dazwischen. Ah. Jetzt wusstest du aus welchem Grund ihr immer unterbrochen wurdet. Der kleine Kobold war Schuld.

"Los geht's" Du warst dir nicht sicher ob trinken jetzt eine gute Idee war, die zwei Cocktails die du bisher schon hattest wurden recht stark gemixt und langsam fingen sie nun auch an, zu wirken. Deshalb warst du bestimmt auch so emotional. Normalerweise konntest du gut mit Matthews unnützen Kommentaren umgehen, aber heute fühltest du dich wirklich wie Dreck.

"Wie wärs mit Soju Bomben?" Fragte Keita dich.

"Unbedingt!" Rief Matthew. Keita verzog für einen kurzen Moment sein Gesicht, aber es war so schnell vorbei, dass man es verpasst hätte, hätte man geblinzelt, was du in seiner Gegenwart nie tust um ja eben nichts zu verpassen. Aber war er etwa… gemervt? Konnte Keita überhaupt genervt sein? Er war sonst immer glücklich und gut gelaunt wenn du ihn getroffen hast. Du hättest nicht erwartet, dass negative Emotionen in seinem kleinen Körper Platz finden konnten.

"Finde ich gut. Lass uns das machen," entgegnetest du Keita ohne auf Matthew zu achten. Keita machte den Barkeeper auf sich aufmerksam und bestellte drei Soju Bomben. Also war er nicht so sauer auf Matthew, als das er seine Bitte einfach ignorieren würde.

"Tut mir leid, dass ich dich gezwungen habe noch etwas zu bleiben," sagte Keita als ihr eure Getränke bekommen hattet.

"Schon in Ordnung, wir haben uns lange nicht mehr gesehen. Wie geht's dir? Hast du den Track beendet den du mit Soyeon machen wolltest?" Fragtest du. Keitas Augen leuchteten auf.

"Ja! Naja, eigentlich haben wir den Sound letztendlich doch komplett geändert. Wie du weißt sollte es ja ein Tropical Electronica Vibe sein, aber dann dachten wir uns: Hey, es kommt doch eh im Herbst raus, also macht da ein Sommersong doch gar keinen Sinn! Der Songtext auch, so oder so war es dann doch nicht so geil wie wir es erwartet hatten, also haben wir-" Keita fing an den gesamten Prozess zu beschreiben und du versuchtest dein bestes, mit deinem kleinen Wissen über die Musikproduktion mitzuhalten und zu verstehen, was er da eigentlich laberte. Du hattest jedoch großes Interesse daran mehr zu lernen, und wenn Keita redete war es sowieo einfach für dich zuzuhören, besonders wenn er mit so viel Leidenschaft vor sich hinplapperte.

Matthew unterbrach euch jedoch mit einem plötzlichen Ruf.

"SOMI!"

Oh Nein. Somi, Sung Hanbin, Zhang Hao, und Son Chaeyoung liefen geradewegs auf euch zu. Du fühltest dich wie ein armes Tier, gefangen in einem Käfig. Wenn du jetzt doch nur nach Keitas Hand greifen und sie halten könntest…

"Heyy Mattchew, hast du mich vermisst?" Fragte Jeon Somi und gab ihm eine Umarmung von der Seite. Zhang Hao umarmte Keita und wollte sich zwischen dich und Keita quetschen, aber Keita stellte sich hinter ihn um weiterhin an deiner Seite zu bleiben, was dich unglaublich erleichterte.

"Wie war der Trip?" Fragtest du Zhang Hao. Er was bisher immer einigermaßen freundlich dir gegenüber und du wolltest wirklich ungerne einfach in unangenehmer Stille rumstehen.

"Du bist verreist?" Fragte Keita ihn. Du nahmst einen großen Schluck von deiner Soju Bombe um schneller von da weg zu kommen.

"Die anderen und ich haben etwas DMT ausprobiert. Bei mir hats jetzt aber nicht so gehittet"

"Warum zur Hölle würdest du mit solcher Scheiße überhaupt rumhantieren?" Sagte Keita entrüstet. Er hatte recht, aber du solltest besser leise sein. Heute hast du schon mehr als genug Idole kritisiert und einen weiteren Feind konntest du wirklich nicht gebrauchen.

"Ricky hat die ganze Zeit darüber gesprochen, wie es seinen Blick aufs Leben verändert hat," meinte Zhang Hao zu seiner Verteidigung.

"Für mich hat sich nichts geändert, aber es hat trotzdem Spaß gemacht!" sagte Matthew.

"Ich will auch mal probieren," schmollte Chaeyoung und schob ihre Unterlippe wie ein Kleinkind vor.

"Ich verkaufe dir was, wir haben noch was übrig," Sagte Zhang Hao zu ihr. Meinte Matthew vorhin nicht, dass nicht mehr genug für dich da wäre? Es war ja nicht so, als ob du es tatsächlich probieren wollen würdest, aber es war kein schönes Gefühl, zu wissen, dass du angelogen wurdest nur um Jiwoong von dir wegzukriegen. Und dass Jiwoong dich einfach alleine gelassen hat, war ebenso wenig toll. Du wusstest und akzeptiertest ja, dass Jiwoong dazu neigte mehr oder weniger ein Vollidiot zu sein, aber er hätte es besser wissen sollen, beziehungsweise schlichtweg ein besserer Freund sein sollen. War es aber unfreundlich von dir, zu erwarten, dass dich dein bester Freund den ganzen Abend über babysittet? Vielleicht hatte er dich genauso satt wie Matthew, und vielleicht hatte er einfach wirklich die erst beste Chance ergriffen, um von dir wegzukommen, als wäre es eine Qual in deiner Nähe rumzuhängen.

Du musstest wirklich gehen. Die gesamte Nacht war ein totaled Disaster. Du warst nur noch nich am heulen, weil Keitas Präsenz neben dir dich beruhigte. Er schützte dich quasi unbewusst vor dem platzen, als wärst du ein Luftballon mit viel zu viel Luft in sich. Du schautest zu Keita rüber, wo sich eure Augen sofort trafen.

"Willst du eine rauchen gehen?" Keita lehnte sich näher zu dir und fragte dich leise. Schon wieder standen dir deine Emotionen auf dem Gesicht geschrieben. Wie konnte er dich so gut durchschauen?

"Ja, lass u-" Du wurdest eines weiteres mal von Matthew unterbrochen, als dieser aus dem Nichts Keitas Hand ergriffen hatte.

"Du hasst mich doch nicht etwa, weil ich Drogen genommen habe, oder?" Fragte Matthew ihn und schaute Keita mit einem ekelerregenden Welpenblick an.

"Tu ich nicht, was geht es mich denn an was du mit deinem Körper anstellst," antwortete Keita, der versuchte Matthew abzuschütteln.

"Es war Gruppenzwang! Jiwoong und Ricky haben mich quasi dazu gezwungen!"

"Ok," sagte Keita.

"Findest du das etwa nicht gemein?" plapperte Matthew immer weiter, ohne sich abschütteln zu lassen.

"Es interessiert mich wirklich nicht," sagte Keita wahrheitsgemäß und dieses mal, und da warst du dir sicher, war er wirklich genervt von Matthew, der sich schlichtweg nicht abschütteln ließ. Wie ein verdammter Chihuahua, der sich in irgendeinem Bein festgebissen hatte und einfach nicht mehr loslassen wollte, egal was die Person, der das Bein gehörte, auch tat.

"Wenn du nur mit uns debütiert hattest, wäre ich nie in solche Sachen reingezogen wurden" Keitas gesamter Körper spannte sich an. Du wusstest, dass Matthew da eben einen wunden Punkt getroffen hatte. Keita war noch immer enttäuscht, es nicht in ZB1s finales Line Up geschafft zu haben, aber hatte seine Freunde die es geschafft haben immer unterstützt und angefeuert. Du warst noch immer erstaunt wie er es schaffte, seine eigenen Gefühle so selbstlos zur Seite zu schieben. Aber als Matthew es so gedankenlos erwähnte, konntest du es Keita nicht übel nehmen, seine Fassung zu verlieren, auch wenn es nur für ganz kurz war.

"Warum spielst du jetzt den Unschuldigen, Matthew?," funkte Zhang Hao dazwischen. "Du warst derjenige, der Jiwoong überredete es zu nehmen!"

"Ich wollte meinem Hyung nur helfen! Er ist in letzter Zeit so gestresst gewesen! Und trotzdem wird er immer weiter von seinen Freunden angeschrieben ob man sich treffen kann, ohne dass sie ein einziges Mal zu fragen, wie es ihm überhaupt geht…" Sagte Matthew und schaute dich kurz vielsagend an, um dir somit klar zu machen, dass er damit DICH meinte. Doch keine Sekunde später schaute er wieder Zhang Hao and und war am Unschuldig spielen.

Deine Gedanken rasen jedoch. Jiwoong war gestresst und du warst unglaublich aufdringlich gewesen. Warst du das? Im letzten Monat hattest du ihn ein paar Mal gefragt, ob er sich mal wieder mit dir treffen möchte, und bis auf heute Nacht wo er dich gefragt hatte ob du mitkommen wolltest, hatte er jedes mal abgelehnt. Du hattest eigentlich gedacht, dass er eventuell enttäuscht sein würde, wenn du aufgehört hättest ihn weiterhin zu Sachen einzuladen. Du dachtest, er wäre glücklich darüber, zu Sachen eingeladen zu werden. Aber die ganze Zeit über hattest du seinen Stress nur verschlimmert. Also war Jiwoong doch nicht der, der der schlechte Freund war. Du warst es.

Dein Hals fing an zu brennen. Oh nein, du würdest wirklich anfangen zu weinen. Der Luftballon stand kurz vorm platzen. Du musstest jetzt sofort von hier verschwinden.

Deine Vision fing an zu verschwimmen. Du versuchtest, deinen Drink auf dem Tisch abzustellen, aber durch deine Tränen hindurch hattest du glatt Somi übersehen, in welche du gleich reinstießst, die aber ein Glas gefüllt mit rotem Wein hielt-

"Hey?!"

“Was zur Hölle?!"

Der Wein wurde aufgrund des Aufpralls auf Matthew verschüttet. Genau wie vorhin schon endete jede Konversation abrupt und jeder starrte dich wieder an. Du versuchtest die Tränen in deinen Augen wegzublinzeln, aber es wurden zu viele. Alles wurde zu viel. Der Ballon war mit einem lauten Knall zerplatzt.

"Es tut mir so leid, so endlich leid, ich-, ich bezahle die Reinigung, es war wirklich nicht meine Absicht-" konntest du gerade noch rausbringen.

"Kannst du das überhaupt bezahlen? Wie viel zahlt Jay Park dir?" Fragte Somi.

"Bitte?"

"Ich meine, bist du nicht sowas wie seine Hure?"

"Ist sie nicht," warf Keita trocken aus dem Nichts dazwischen.

"Sie sieht aber definitiv so aus," sagte Matthew. Auf einmal nahm Keita seine- nicht benötigte- Brille ab und legte sie neben sich auf einer Tischplatte ab.

"Was hast du da gerade gesagt?"

"Ich meine, hast du vorhin gesehen, wie die beiden zusammen rumgelaufen sind?," Matthew wandte sich nun an dich, "Hast du Jiwoong auf gleiche Art und Weise kennengelernt? Auch wenn ich davon ausgehen würde, dass Jiwoong sich auf jemandem mit etwas mehr-" Matthew wurde von Keitas Faust unterbrochen, die ihn direkt am Kiefer traf. Somi und Chaeyoung schrien laut auf.

"Wa- Hast du mich gerade geschlagen!?," fragte Matthew entrüstet, als er sich wieder gesammelt hatte und hielt sich seinen schmerzenden Kiefer.

"Es ist mir absolut scheiß egal ob du kopfüber in mich verknallt bist. Du hast nicht das Recht, Y/N so zu behandeln. Nimm ihren Namen nie wieder in den Mund, und wenn du schon mal dabei bist, meinen auch gleich dazu. Ich brauche keine kindischen und Ruhm jagenden Arschlöcher in meinem Leben," spie Keita und griff nach deiner Hand.

"Lass uns nach Hause gehen."

Keita zog dich von allen anderen Weg ohne ein einziges Mal zurück zu gucken. Viele Leute hatten sich um das gesamte Spektakel versammelt um nichts zu verpassen, aber er schubste jeden von ihnen aus den Weg bis ihr dann plötzlich draußen wart.

Er ließ deine Hand auch weiterhin nicht los, selbst als ihr weiter weg von der Party wart, die Straße entlang, immer weiter bis die riesige Villa Jacksons nur noch ein kleiner Punkt him Horizont war. Du hattest aufgehört zu weinen, als Keita auf Matthew eingeschlagen hatte- Das war doch wirklich passiert, oder? Du bliebst stehen.

"Wir müssen zurück und uns entschuldigen," sagtest du.

"Es gibt nichts, wofür wir uns entschuldigen müssten." Keita drehte sich zu dir um, um dir in die Augen zu schauen, immer noch deine Hand haltend.

"lch- Ich habe Matthews Klamotten ruiniert… und du hast ihm eine rein gehauen!"

"Er hat es verdient."

"Er… Es war alles meine Schuld. Er hat recht, ich habe Jiwoong den ganzen Monat über nur genervt, oder sogar länger schon, und er hat mich nur aus Mitleid mit zur Party gebracht-," du fingst wieder an zu weinen. Genau das, was du am wenigsten wolltest. Jetzt warst du ein verschnoddertes Stück Scheiße genau vor Keitas Augen. Aber bisher hattest du dich schon so sehr blamiert, dass das hier nicht mal mehr einen großen Unterschied machte. Keita umarmte dich jedoch.

"Das stimmt nicht, Matthew sagte all das nur weil er auf dich Eifersüchtig ist. Jiwoong redet von dir immer nur in besten Tönen." Du hielst dich weiterhin an seinem kleinen Körper fest. Er streichelte dir beruhigend über den Rücken und du legtest deine Stirn auf seine Schulter, deine eigenen leicht am zittern.

"Er sagt doch nur nette Dinge über mich zu dir weil er weiß, dass ich-"

"Weil er was weiß?" Fragte Keita und stoppte mit allem was er tat.

"Dass ich… Warte, warum sollte Matthew eifersüchtig sein? Auf mich?" Keita befreite sich aus deinem Klammergriff und legte stattdessen eine seiner kalten Hände an deine Wange und wischte deine Tränen mit seinem Daumen weg.

"Ist es nicht offensichtlich?" Seufzte Keita. Zeit schien stehen zu bleiben. Ob ihr nun nur eine Sekunde oder eine Ewigkeit Augenkontakt gehalten hattet, war dir nicht klar. Dann richteten sich seine Augen von deinen runter zu deinen Lippen, bevor er den Abstand zwischen euch schloss.

Sein weicher Mund berührte deinen nur kaum, doch trotzdem schossen Millionen Funken durch eure Körper hindurch und wärmten eure, von der Kälte der Nacht umhüllten, Körper. Du schlossest deine Augen und ließt deine Hände seinen Nacken entlang gleiten. Er vertiefte den Kuss, ließ dann für einen Moment los um sanft über deine Unterlippe mit seinem Daumen zu streichen, bevor sich der Griff an deiner Wange wieder verstärkte und dein Gesicht wieder an seines zog, nur dass er sich dieses mal nicht wie beim ersten Kuss zurückhielt.

Deim Atem stockte. Keita machte einen kleinen Schritt zurück, eine Hand lag jedoch weiterhin auf deiner Hüfte.

"Sorry, ich wollte einfach… Fuck, ich wollte das nur schon seit langer Zeit mal machen," sagte er und fuhr sich durch seine Haare. Dein Kopf drehte sich.

"Du magst mich?" Fragtest du perplex. Keita schaute dich einen Moment lang an.

"Natürlich mag ich dich, ich wollte mich dir schon seit Monaten annähern!"

"Aber- Das ist. Wow. Ich hab… das echt nicht gecheckt. Du hast nie was gesagt"

"Ich hab VERSUCHT dich nach einem Date zu fragen, aber jedes einzige mal hing ein Trottel and dir oder eben an mir…" Keitas Miene verdunkelte sich plötzlich wieder als ihr beide wieder an Matthews bloße Existenz erinnert wurdet.

"Also mag Matthew dich? Und du hast ihm eine reingehauen. Du hast ihm einen richtigen Kinnhaken gegeben."

"Nur weil er einen Crush auf mich hat, darf er dich nicht so respektlos behandeln. Seit Monaten ist er schon ein totales Arschloch dir gegenüber und jedes Mal wenn ich ihm sage, dass er es lassen soll, wird er nur schlimmer."

"Ich hätte nicht gedacht, dass Leute sehen konnten, wie Matthew… Ich dachte, ihr steht euch Nahe?"

"Wir standen uns Nahe und ich wünschte wir könnten es weiterhin sein, aber so wie er sich in letzter Zeit verhalten hat ist einfach unmöglich… Er ist wie eine andere Person."

"Warte, du bist also nicht…"

"Was?"

"Weil Matthew ja männlich ist…"

"Was? Oh, auf keinen Fall, Fuck, denkst du Leute glauben das wirklich? Warte- werden Leute glauben, dass ich gerade ein Hassverbrechen begangen habe" Keita sah echt verängstigt aus.

"Eventuell sollten wir was klarstellen, damit du nicht gecancelt wirst," sagtest du und namst seine Hand in deine.

"Nah, schon in Ordnung. Ich werde einfach ein paar Fotos leaken, auf denen Matthew und ich- uhm"

"Auf denen Matthew und du was? Sein Crush IST doch einseitig, oder?"

"Ja, ja klar. Wir waren nur betrunken und haben einmal rungemacht und Ricky hat Erpressungsfotos gemacht… Matthew ist ja recht süß, aber ich habe keine Interesse an ihm, was ich ihm klar gemacht habe. Ich mag nur dich." Dein Herz machte einen kleinen Aussetzer. Er wurde schüchtern und wandte seinen Blick von dir ab, aber du griffst nach seiner Hand.

"Ich mag dich auch, Keita" ein Lächeln machte sich auf deinen Lippen breit. Er lächelte dich auch an.

"Und es ist ja nicht so, als wäre dein Angriff auf Matthew das illegalste was an diesem Abend da abging," sagtest du.

"Ja, das wird schon. Werde aber trotzdem ein paar Fotos die ich mit Seowon und Woongi gemacht habe posten, um von solchen Gerüchten jedoch im Klaren zu bleiben. Naja, Gerüchte uber die Körperverletzung an Matthew kann ich nicht stoppen… Ich meine, ich hab ihn immerhin wirklich geschlagen. Vielleicht bereue ich es doch ein wenig. Aber ich möchte mich nicht entschuldigen da er dich immer noch zum weinen brachte." Erklärte Keita und du stöhntest beschämt auf.

"Das war so peinlich. Ich muss schrecklich aussehen, ich kann's nicht glauben, dass du mein verschnoddertes Gesicht geküsst hast."

"Schon in Ordnung, dein Schnodder hat nicht allzu grausam geschmeckt."

"Hast du wirklich meinen Rotz probiert?!"

"Vielleicht ein bisschen."

"Ich würde jetzt bitte sterben."

"Wie wärs wenn ich sich stattdessen mit mir nach Hause nehme? Und Morgen können wir eventuell nochmal über Seppuku nachdenken."

"Okay, klingt gut."

Letzten Endes war es egal, dass ihr beide an diesem Abend mehrere Feinde gemacht habt. Es zählte nur, dass ihr nun endlich zusammen wart.

[jaetyun]

Most likely to with some trainees please?

Boys planet MLT’s; a thread!

featuring: gyuvin matthew s.hanbin keita junhyeon zhang hao seunghwan honghai gunwook jay

fluff!

a/n: i use mlt kind of loosely, making every question less of a rant of most - least but more one option - another option

being pampered vs pampering

being pampered

honghai, gyuvin

i mean it’s kinda obvious

honghai is a total baby

he just wants to be little spoon after a long day of work and can u blame him :(

gyuvin LIVES off praise, he needs to hear from you hes doing it right even if it’s just simple things like cooking or doing chores

both of them spend nights giggling kicking their feet twirling their hair biting their finger over sweet texts you send

just clingy

so incredibly clingy

the more i write the more i realize gyuvin is so bf coded ☹️☹️

gunwook, matthew

now you might be wondering

how is gunwook not with the former??

to that i say he’s totally pamper you to as a congrats

you aced an exam? he’s out buying you ice cream and best BELIEVE he’s gonna be feeding you

if you can’t sleep he’ll tuck you in and sing you a lullaby <33

matthew has no preference

you just happen to end up spoiling him more often

you just can’t resist his aegyo ☹️❤️

he uses this to his advantage

“babbbbyyyyy can you pleassseee make ramen for me” while batting his eyelashes

jay, junhyeon

it’s very unpredictable w them

theres no set dynamic w either of them

you want him to buy something for you? sure!

he’s feeling little spoon in the moment? you’re big spoon 🫵

neither of them care very much

if i had to pick one way or the other jay is more likely to spoil you and junhyeon is more likely to be spoiled

potentially unpopular opinion..

junhyeon seems like he’d be very calm and chill in a relationship

he uses all his energy and humor with his friends youre his little safe area to recharge his social battery

jay is just always a very down to earth guy

he doesn’t really care either way 90% of the time

keita, zhang hao

they just have very motherlike tendencies

they’ll naturally buy things for you cause “you’ll run out soon anyways”

keita writes songs for you all the time

if morning texts were a love language that’s what zhang hao has

he hasn’t missed a single day of saying good morning and good night to you even if there was no other conversation that day

keita likes paying

i cant explain it but anytime you’re out you might as well not bring your wallet cause he’s gonna fist fight you before you’ll ever buy anything around him

the ONLY time you’ve paid was on your first date where you split the bill

seunghwan, hanbin

seunghwan moreso than hanbin

his face would curl in disgust at your attempt of big spooning

“what do you think you’re doing?? come over here” he wraps arms around your waist, leaving you as mush in his hold

hanbin is also very motherly

would literally make a lunchbox for you everyday if he could

both of them are just so good at indulging and pampering like i’m at a loss for words

i cant even explain on paper it just makes sense okay

i’m right my word is final!!!

pampering

easily jealous vs secure

easily jealous

gyuvin, gunwook

not necessarily possessive??

but they’re the type to death glare ANY guy that comes your way

gyuvin is probably a lot more pouty and gunwook

like gyuvin would be so clingy if he felt threatened in your relationship

hes just a lil insecure and needs reassurance but it’s okay cause we love him for it 💔

gunwook says he likes pda cause he likes physical touch

hes lying

it’s so he can basically let everyone around the two of you know you’re off limits

he feels like you’re too good to be true

he needs to fight for you yk

if you tell either of them to knock it off they def will though

junhyeon, keita

they’re more willing to let things go

like if it’s just someone checking you out they’re chilling

it’s when flirting starts that drives them mad

i think keita would be more vocal about it

he’d do something immediately

“you’re just so stunning-“ “arent i lucky?”

junhyeon would watch on the sidelines then scold you afterwards

once you give a friendly reminder they’re perfect for you theyre back to chilling

not nearly as much guard dog energy as the other two

but don’t mistake that as chill

keita has def said some things in the moment he wish he could take back

honghai, hanbin

the pouty boys

it takes a while for them to crack, it wjen it happens they’ll be SO WHINY

hanbin is so petty

“how does this look on me?” “why don’t you ask ___?”

hai isn’t passive aggressive he just gives you the silent treatment

most of the time some rando isn’t gonna hurt their pride

it’s your friends thatre a lil too close to you…

which results in full blown fights

it gets resolved though cause communication is sexy 🙏

zhang hao, jay

it’s not that they don’t get jealous

they just handle it pretty well

instead of being like gunwook who’s practically holding you or like keita who makes sly remarks theyll be silent in the moment

afterwards they rationalize it in their head and their fine

it’s not that there’s no communication

they just realize you’re loyal and they don’t have to worry 💯💯

i think hao is more likely to say something

not a whiny or petty comment but just a genuine “do you realize ___’s intentions with you?”

very down to earth men

they don’t wanna fight they just wanna head empty love partner

and we love that tbh

seunghwan, matthew

SO SELF ASSURED

like they would argue with their friends over their lack of jealousy

“why would i be worried about ___? they’re not the one kissing y/n are they?”

they genuinely cannot fathom a possibility where you cheat

which is reasonable cause let’s be real youd FUMBLEEE if you lost one of those two 😵‍💫

seunghwan might have doubts here and there but overall he can realize how important he is to you and that solves most issues

secure

going out vs staying in for dates

going out

junhyeon, seunghwan

it’s like an adventure to them

so many more possibilities on things to do

junhyeons fave dates are when you go out late at night and see what’s open

will you end up spending 4 hours at a theatre hopping around random movies at random times? will you find a cool dinner spot? will you scavenge through an abandoned building? it’s always an adventure!

seunghwan likes going to romantic places

takes you on picnics, going to a carnival, renting a karoke bar, bowling

he would totally have a bucket list of cliches he’d want to fulfill

he also just likes showing you off to the world <33

the best part is when you guys go home together both exhausted and rambling about everything you experienced throughout the day

taking showers after spending a hot day in the sun in the summer 😵‍💫 or a warm bath if it’s a cold winter day ❤️

*WALL*

jay, gyuvin

definitely prefer staying at home

does not mind going out though!

gyuvin has made it his personal duty to find the best cafe in town with you

you both have your own ranking you bicker over all the time

secretly his long term goal is learning your perfect pastry and trying to recreate it

he’s not telling you though itd ruin the sincerity of the coffee shop nights

jay wouldn’t mind every once in a while

it would get draining after like the second time a week though

has a soft spot for places like an aquarium or an arcade

places that might come off as childish

those jay could go to all day everyday

still doesn’t beat a nice cuddle session while watching a movie by a LONG SHOT for either of them

hanbin, keita

homebodys at heart

would do it for you though

especially if they have super outgoing s/o’s

very easy to convince

will react in very opposite ways though

if hanbin ends up agreeing on a date night out hes making 100000 steps and plans

he knows exactly where you’re going and when you’re going down to the minutes

he wants it to be perfect for you!

keita though

he lets you pick

“you wanted to go out! so where should we go??”

very easygoing though

down for literally anything you’d wanna do

except like rock climbing sky diving or axe throwing

that’s a hard no

matthew, gunwook

i honestly have nothing to say here

it just makes sense okay

im tired

bare with me

zhang hao. honghai

okay homebody by ph-1

their ideal date is making a lil dinner for you then playing a board game or video games

simple men

they just like being with their safe person in their safe space

zhang hao will show you all his fave tv shows and want your reactions

hai will spent HOURS just scrolling on tiktok with you next to him

it’s like a game to see how synchronized your fyps are

if either of them have a pet they’d love playing with their pets w you

if you have a pet theyd have play dates

doesn’t matter the species

you guys will make it work

like who says it wouldn’t be iconic to have a dog and bird friendship??

staying at home

[bep1erfics]

boysplanet trainees - lalala&okokok trend pt. 1

context 💌

‘lalala’ is the more outgoing, bubbly person while ‘okokok’ is the more laid back and chill one. for example you could even describe them as the talker & the listener!

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over me team ❗️

ricky: okokok 💿

- he’s more quiet & self reserved. LOVES SNACKING ISTG ANYWHERE HE GOES HE CARRIES 193837 snacks in his pockets tysm gyuvin

- when people talk, he listens with open ears

- he’s SO shy skdjdjdb, everytime he makes eye contact he looks the other way AND SHIFTS HIS EYES TOWARDS THE FLOOR 😭 protect this boy at all costs

jeonghyeon: lalala 🎀

- literally is ricky’s other half, GENIUS LEE OOPS omg i love leejeong hes so quirky

- the biggest extrovert ever, cries easily

- radiates the biggest babygirl energy, bffs with all the trainees on boys planet which i think is so cute 😭 i would literally die for jeonghyeon

zhanghao: okokok 💿

- this man is literally the smartest guy ever. he might be cute, but in reality he’s literally so self aware. probs has an iq of 394738

- gives off father vibes. YUJIN & OLLIE are literally his children, if you’re younger than him he’s automatically your dad

- he listens to everyone’s opinions and is the calmest person on the show after ricky 😭

kuanjui: okokok 🎀

- the most extroverted of all extroverts

- CAN LITERALLY BLEND IN WITH ANY FRIENDGROUP, lights everything up with his bubbly and courageous personality

- zhanghao’s bff, they’re like the cutest duo (don’t be mad haobin stan’s i think haobin is cute as well)

jay: okokok 💿

- man’s is an introvert as well

- chill but is SO EASY TO PISS OFF like when ricky missed his highfive on purpose? HE WAS PISSED LMAO

- i feel like he’s a good friend to others though, like he would def comfort you if needed

switch team 🍭

kamden: lalala + okokok 🍰

- HE’S THE AWKWARDEST GUY ON EARTH. you talk to him? he doesn’t listen, he literally spaces out like pou

- you would think he’s introverted but he’s an esfp?! kamden is an EXTROVERT?

- socially awkward and an extrovert… the more you know

keita: lalala 🎀

- CUTEST GUY, he literally also blends in with any friendgroup easily

- you could bicker with him and bc he’s so loud, you would automatically lose in a span of 2 mins. this guy would beat you up with his chatter

- HES CUTE POSITIVE LOUD i love keita

taerae: okokok 💿

- HES APART OF THE GYARUZ but is like the shyest of all shy people….. AFTER HIS TAEEEERRIAAAA HE LITERALLY SHOVED HIS FACE ON HIS BED I CANT DO THIS

- not with those two toned pants. it screams INTROVERTED

- he’s a grandpa. THE GUITAR???????? THE CLOTHES???????????????? he’s so grandpa coded

phanbin: lalala 🎀

- istg he’s such an outgoing person, so funny and talented I LOVE YOU PHANBIN

- YOU PUT HIM WITH JUNHYEON????? a mistake. YOU PUT HIM WITH WOONGGI????? a fight will break out. YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE? he dances like a literal legend

- gaslight gatekeep girl boss vote for phanbin

jongwoo: no comment i’m so sorry i’m not gonna do him… he needs to leave g group alone. the xenophobia IS NOT IT. 😒 sorry

shuaibo: NEITHER????? LALALA??!?!?

- you can tell he’s a really self reserved person, BUT THIS MIGHT BE BC OF THE LANGUAGE BARRIER IDK BUT HE LOVES HIS CAT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. 🐈

- ITS SO HARD BC mnet didn’t give him enough screentime but he’s a lovely person 😭 evil edits did him DIRTYYYYY, he’s so cute and bubbly but fr he wanted to go home ASAP during episode 11 he was literally sleeping 😅

- #zhangshuaibowewillmissyou

supercharger team 🐥

ollie: lalala 🎀

- cutest person ever (poor guy got e worded)

- loves to tease ricky, always screaming lovelicky (😭)

- he’s a bit introverted, but with the yuehuaz he’s the most cheerful person, chocolate in a human form 🍫

haruto: lalala 🎀

- LOUD, the mood maker of g group, he’s so funny 😭

- honestly has the best humour ever. HIS INSTAGRAM STORIES ARE SO FUNNY ISTG bro even tells us how often he 💩… tmi alert

- haruto is so goofy 😭 but yeah he gets emotional easily, poor guy

woonggi: lalala 🎀

- ANOTHER GOOFBALL. sassiest queen ever like we could be besties

- woonggi, seowon & taerae are literally so sassy i love it

- also can be friends with ANYONE he meets. YOU WALK INTO A ROOM WITH CHA WOONGGI? you walk out of that door twerking, screaming WOONGGI BOYYYY

(ollie was a victim of this.)

seowon: okokok 💿

- seowon is literally the calmer version of woonggi

- looks at everyone so endearingly it makes me sob how he got eliminated

- GYARUZ ON TOP

zihao: okokok 💿

- haruto’s husband, HE WAS THERE FOR HIM WHEN HE WAS FRUSTRATED DURING SUPERCHARGER 😭

- UMMM I HONESTLY DONT KNOW like zihao is all giggles if mnet gave him screentime we could’ve seen his more serious side

- on a side note, zihao seems like the sweetest person ever on boys planet 😭 farewell i’m so mad he got eliminated

takuto: lalala 🎀

- THIS GUY DOES NOT STOP TOYANAGA TAKUTO-ING

- oml he’s so clueless… LIKE YK WHEN HE LIFTED UP HIS SHIRT AND RICKY + SEONGMIN HAD TO HOLD HIM BACK FROM REVEALING HIS nonexistent abs

- he was such a bright person… BUT FR FAREWELL TO SUPERCHARGER TEAM YOU WILL BE MISSED

[leeknaauurr]

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POV: you fall asleep while watching a movie

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Warnings: This is my first post so it might be kinda bad

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|| Ricky, Keita, Jay ||

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Ricky:

You and Ricky had been out and about all day, the mall, the park, pretty much any place you name you both had been there sometime today.

While of course it was fun and you loved every minute of it, it was also exhausting, for the both of you.

You got home and crashed onto the couch, almost already asleep.

“You know what we should do to end the perfect day perfectly??” Ricky sat next to you and poked your stomach.

“What should we do?” you sat up and looked at your boyfriend curiously.

“Let’s watch a movie!!” Ricky says with an excited expression paired with a little ‘whoop whoop’ arm dance.

I mean you were tired of course, but after he was so cute about it.. How could you possibly say no to him?! Exactly you can’t.

“Let’s do it!!” You give him back the same excited energy which made him break into a smile.

You lean against him as he turns on a movie for the two of you to watch. As your head is on his chest you can feel his heart beating. He gently puts his arm around you, which makes your heart start exploding.

You and Ricky cuddled up on the couch sharing a fluffy blanket. It was perfect.

How did you get so lucky to have a boyfriend like him!?! The biggest smile ever creeps onto your face.

About half an hour into the movie, since you were so cozy, you were having a hard time keeping your eyes open.

You carefully looked at Ricky so he didn’t notice you looking. He wouldn’t mind if you fell asleep right?.. You thought about his excited smile.. even though he probably wouldn’t mind you tried your best to stay awake. But the urge to sleep was just to strong,

Ricky was snacking on some candy, completely immersed in the movie. Then suddenly he hears a little snore. He looks down at you and sees your eyes closed and mouth open. He tries to hold back his laugh so he doesn’t wake you up but he can’t help but let out a little chuckle.

Slowly and quietly Ricky turns off the movie and cleans up the mess (all the candy wrappers). He stands in front of you and tries to think of a way he can carry you to bed without waking you up.

After really thinking it over, he comes to the conclusion that his only two options are to either: wake you up and walk you to bed or to carry you. He looks down at you, you look so peaceful. He can’t wake you up!

Nervously Ricky reaches his hands around your torso and lifts you into his arms. He tries to walk as fast as he can so he doesn’t accidentally wake you up. He’s trying so hard not to wake you he doesn’t even realize his cheeks are turning beet red.

He super carefully sets you onto the bed and pulls your favorite warm blanket over you. He quietly lays down next to you (in his attempt to not wake you), and strokes your hair for a little while. It’s so soft.

Once his hand gets tired he decides it's time for him to join you in sleeping. Kissing your cheek, he softly whispers “Goodnight..”. He then starts drifting off into dreamworld along with you.

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Keita:

You were so excited to go see “movie name,” a new movie that just came out on Netflix. It looked so good and you were so excited. You had been looking forward to watching the movie with your boyfriend all day. When you got home you immediately went to find Keita.

“Keiiitttaaaa,” you shouted around the house. Keita suddenly emerges from your shared room holding a bag. “What’s that??,” you walk over to Keita and try to look into the bag. “I’ll tell you once you get your PJs on,” Keita replies enthusiastically.

You quickly throw on gray satin pajamas with stars on them and head out to the living room where Keita’s waiting for you on the couch. “Here you can open it now,” Keita said, handing you the bag with a grin on his face. You open the bag and gasp as you pull out the cutest teddy bear you’ve ever laid your eyes on.

“He can watch the movie with us,” said Keita places the teddy bear in between the two of you. “Thank you I really love it,” you give your thoughtful boyfriend a hug. “Now let's start the movie!”

Keita grabs the remote and presses play. He tries to pay extra careful attention to the movie so he can match your excitement, when he feels your head plop onto his shoulder. He looks over at you and you’re out like a light.

Even though Keita is pretty chill most of the time, when it comes to you almost every little thing you do makes him giggle and kick his feet like a middle school girl. (Never in front of you though).

He’s frozen, he doesn’t want to move and accidentally wake you up. But he knows that the couch isn’t the most comfortable place to sleep. He reaches for the remote and turns off the movie.

Keita decides that he really doesn’t want to accidentally disturb your slumber, so instead of trying to carry you to bed, he instead gets up to get pillows and blankets, to make a bed for you on the couch.

He grabs two extra soft pillows and puts them under your head and neck so you don’t wake up sore. (He also makes a bed for your new teddy bear).

Keita looks at how cute you look, your mouth slightly agape. He can’t just leave you on the couch all alone!

Keita crawls onto the couch next to you, he sneaks a quick glance at you. Just looking at you makes a pink tint appear on his cheeks.

He gently brushes a piece of your hair behind your ear. (At this point his heart is already beating out of his chest so he might as well).

He can’t take being so whipped right now so he decides it's time for him to go to sleep. Even though it takes him awhile to calm down from your unintentional charm, he eventually falls asleep along with you though.

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Jay:

Jay had just gotten back from practice. You were in your room working on a group project, you were a bit stressed out because your group mates were making you do all the work. You’d pretty much been working on it all day.

You had told Jay about the important project the night before. So when he walked through the door to your shared apartment and called your name without an answer, he knew exactly where you were. He quietly peeked through the doorway, and snuck up behind you.

“How long have you been working on this?” He said, wrapping his arms around you. He didn’t want you to overwork yourself, but he also didn’t want to nag you.

“Most of the day, but I’m almost done.” you said trying your best to not sound tired. You know how worried Jay gets about your health sometimes, and the last thing you want to do is make him worry.

Jay paused, considering if he should just let you be or not. He realizes that you need to finish your project, buuut you said you're almost done, and it’s not due for 4 more days. One movie break shouldn’t hurt.

Cheekily Jay picks you up and throws you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. He marches down the hall into the living room with a sly grin on his face.

“JAAAAY, put me down, I need to finish my projecttt,” you squirm to try and get out of his grip. It doesn’t work though.

With a sneaky grin on his face Jay pretends to almost drop you, which makes you let out a small yelp.

“Oops did I scare you?,” laughing he plops you down on the couch and flicks your forehead. You flash him a smile and flick him back. Now he’s straight up giggling and kicking his feet, he thinks you're so cute.

He sits down next to you and pulls you closer to him while turning on a movie. You lean into his touch and rest your head on his shoulder. This is way better than finishing your project, you're grateful that you have Jay.

As you're lost in thought, daydreaming about your wonderful boyfriend, he puts his hand on your head and gently plays with your hair. Right now you feel so safe and comfortable. It’s almost like he knows you're tired and is indirectly telling you, “It’s ok you should rest”. Whether he knows or not you decide to let yourself get some rest.

Jay could feel your breaths get slower and deeper. He looks at you in your now peaceful state. Yep you were definitely asleep. Looking at your relaxed facial expression his heart warms up. He really is whipped for you.

He carefully picks you up and carries you to bed. When he lays you down on the bed he can’t help but have the biggest, sweetest, smile on his face. He lays down next to you and wraps his arms around your waist.

“Goodnight,” Jay kisses your forehead, and closes his eyes. Maybe you guys should have a movie night more often.

[zerobaseonefics]

reactions to teasing his height ㅡ keita (requested)

keita x tall!reader

genre : fluff

i took so much time for this one 💀 sorry about it, anon, i hope you will like it <3

keita is a confident man. he was confident in his skills, in his face, in the way people viewed him, in his body. if most of men would be insecure with the height he was given, it was not keita's case. in fact, he was acting like he was 6ft.

however, sometimes the reality would hit him. at convenience store, when he had to find stratagems to catch the products on the hight shelves. or when he bought a pair of jeans that fit perfectly on his waist but were too long for his legs. there is also the case when he's going to a place crowdy but can't see nothing but the people in front of him : talk about a disadvantage at a concert....

but he still liked it. he could always take a nap on the couch, his height was perfect for it.

and to be honest, there was you.

you were tall. like, model tall. and you know, it felt nice to have someone taller than him. he felt more allowed to be vulnerable when it was only you two. he could feel protected sometimes, and it was easier to be the little spoon when cuddling. more than anything else, he loved how you loved his height.

you knew he was confident in it. that is why sometimes, you would tease him about his height, especially to have what you want.

that day, keita spent too much time in the studio, working on lyrics. we love a hardworking king, ofc, but he should take a break sometimes. keita literally dragged you here with him. why? something along the lines of you being his muse and how he needed inspiration. now it's been hour since you were sitting on the couch of the studio, watching him from afar. you could only see his back, sitting on a table a bit farther than where you were, only the computer he was working on facing you.

you entertained yourself as much as you could, waiting for him to finish. you scrolled on tiktok, you read that book you were looking forward to, you took a walk around... the room. yeah, you were starting to feel bored. but keita was still focused on his computer. suddenly, an idea came to you. you got up from the couch, making your way to him slyly. you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, hugging him from behind.

"how about you take a break? if you keep looking at that computer, your eyes with probably fall off."

keita softly laughed at your comment. he lowered his head a bit to kiss one of you arms.

"don't worry about my eyes, i have my glasses to protect them."

you tilted your head to see his face, noticing the said glasses. a smirk made its way to your face.

"do you always work with these glasses ?"

"yup! it's against blue light. for my eyes not to fall off like you said."

"can i see them?"

without an answer, keita took off the glasses to give them to you. you took them, acting like you were observing them with attention. after a while, keita looked at the clock.

"i'm gonna have to work a bit more, can you give them back to me?"

"well, take them yourself."

keita didn't immediatly understand your words, getting up to take the glasses you were handing him. however, before he could grab them, you just raised your hand high with the glasses in it. keita tried to jump a bit in order to catch them, vainly. he growned.

"c'mon, love, give them to me."

"i don't know if i should..." you said in a teasing tone. you acted like you were stretching your arm, right on top of his head to tease him about his height.

"you're so cute when i see you from my hight, too bad you're not tall enough to get your gla-"

keita simply pushed you to the couch you were earlier, making you sit again. you were obviously caught off guard, and it gave him the chance to take back his glasses. in defeat, you let your arms fall back, whining. keita went to the table he was sitting at earlier and let the glasses next to his computer. after that, he went back to you, helping you lay down on the couch. before you could say anything, he layed on top of you, gesturing you to hold him, while he rested his head on your chest.

"i'm accepting your request and i will take five minutes of break."

that's what he said before falling asleep for two hours, on the studio couch that was perfect for his height but too small for you.

[solarwoniii]

ok bc yall loved my headcannons list for ricky sm i thought id do one for the loml !!!

imagine fwb bandmate ! keita OJIDSAOWSSR this was inspired by the one and only sixteen year old solar who played the saxophone in the high school band😍 NSFW !!!! MINORS PLEASE DNI

bandmate ! keita who plays the electric guitar while you play the saxophone

bandmate ! keita who helps you carry your instrument to practices and concerts

bandmate ! keita who sneaks glances at you during concerts and cant help but feel entranced by how amazing you are at playing with your mouth

bandmate ! keita who cant help but notice you looking over at him during concerts, eyeing how well he plays with his hands.

bandmate ! keita who finds you in your makeup room during the intermission

bandmate ! keita who locks the door behind him as he enters because he's been desperate for you all night

oh my lord this is so idbwhihdbsji i need to write this asap

[nineteenhjs]

bf keita!!

i really just think he would be the best bf ever

like we have all seen how he's been on boys planet, he is constantly hyping everyone up and complimenting them

so he is always the first one to compliment you or encourage you to do things you're scared of

"but you're the best at that thing! you need to show off more!"

would literally show you off any chance he gets

he has you all over his phone, has pictures of you and him all over his dorm

can't go two sentences without mentioning you, the people around him find it endearing as much as they find it annoying

he always puts others before himself so i think he would do the same in a relationship

he finds it difficult to balance his work life and love life

he either puts all his attention on you or his work

so sometimes you don't talk to him for a few days if he's working on a new project

but every time he comes back he is even more in love with you

it's frustrating at times but you learn to get used to it, it makes you excited to see a new side of keita when he comes back

DATES!!!!!!! this man is so whipped for you i think every date would be perfect

it's like he knows what you want before you even know

one of his favorite things to do with you is go to the arcade

he's so excited to play the games with you but he's also super competitive

pouts when you beat him and you can't help but kiss him when he pouts

(sometimes he will lose on purpose because he knows he will get a pity kiss from you)

quite literally lights up when you win him a plushie from the claw machine

like jumping up and down and kissing all over your face this man is such a big baby he would die if you won him a plushie

we also all know how he is a producer

the songs keita would write about you omfg

he would bring you in the studio from time to time and ask you what you thought about the song he was working on

and when you hear the lyrics you can't help but tear up

he's just so genuine in all of the music he produces and you can't believe he loves you so much

you aren't a very good critic though because you think everything he creates is perfect

soooo i think keita is a pretty big cuddler

i'm not really sure how he would feel about pda, but i think at home he would be alllll over you

so many back hugs. literally just clinging to you all the time he's like a little koala

lots of kisses too. he's very affectionate especially when he's tired

right before you go to bed he's constantly reaching for you and giving you sloppy kisses

if you've been dating for a while he does it subconsciously, he doesn't even know he's doing it until you push him off of you and tell him to go to sleep

OH super whiny if you don't give him attention.

like i'm talking straight up whining if you ignore him for even a minute

he's very goofy and will always make you laugh no matter what

the amount of questionable pictures of him you have in your phone is unbelievable

you two bounce off each other, if you're both in a serious situation together you can't look at each other or you'll burst out laughing

your days are full of laughter and just pure love from keita

(that was way longer than i expected sorry this boy has me wrapped around his finger)

[itaerae]

Hello!! May i ask if you could write for Keita? Also love your writing!! It's very simple hehe⁠^^, so the plot would be like a reader who is giving Keita a grape juice on Valentine's Day instead of Chocolate, etc. and Keita finds it adoring(?) haha.. soo yeah! It's up to you if you want it to be drabble or scenario :) Have a nice day!! 🩵

purple valentines 💭💭

pairing: crush!keita x reader

summary: what happens when white valentines turns purple ? in other words, you decided to confess in an unusual way. psst, he finds it cute !

word count: 215

warnings: none ! (not proofread)

notes: this was such a cute idea, tysm for requesting !

𖧧 you were starting to get self conscious with the grape juice in hand because everyone else seemed to have white chocolate or flowers

𖧧 eventually you gathered your courage back and make your way into keita’s classroom

𖧧 as expected, his desk was cluttered with different gifts, but none stood out as much as yours !

𖧧 keita stood a couple feet away, and now you were starting to panic because you’ve never gotten this close before

𖧧 shoot, he caught you staring ! there’s no backing away now, so you took a breath and made your way forward

𖧧 “happy white valentines keita ! my gift may not be the most common, but i hope you can accept it !”

𖧧 your face was flushed red as you presented the grape juice in front of him, staring anywhere but keita

𖧧 you heard him chuckle before accepting your gift. oh no, what if he was making fun of you ?

𖧧 “thank you ___, this certainly is cute. you’re quite an intriguing one, i’ll give it a chance if you’ll allow me.”

𖧧 did you hear him correctly ? he wanted you to give him a chance ? you swore you were on the edge of squealing.

𖧧 this was definitely the best purple valentines

[faithst]

BLANKET STEALER ༄ TK

synopsis after a long exhausting chase around the house, you both decided to head to bed — only for keita to be shivering from the cold as you accidentally keep stealing the blanket

genre bf!keita x gn!reader, fluff, keita is a cutie, reader has enough hair to tie up, small spoon keita, just pure fluff and random scenarios w bf!keita wc 0.5k

notes happy keita day and happy metronome release ! i delayed this quite a bit because i was busy (i still am) but it’s eating me up inside if i don’t post it sooner so here it is <3

masterlist<3

keita was tying your hair up. …well trying to as the way your hair fell onto your face made him feel distressed. you didn’t want to so he offered to help. one thing he didn’t realise was that he had awful skills in tying hair.

yep, all rounder rapper ita itayo didn’t know how to tie someone else’s hair properly. with another huff of frustration when the hairtie got stuck in the strands, he warned you before pulling it out with just a tiny bit of force letting your hair fall down and cover your face.

the short sharp pain made you glare at him, making him put his hands up in defense “i warned you, didn’t i?” keita reasoned, puckering up his lips wanting to lean in for a kiss. you simply placed a finger in front of his lips, lightly pushing his head back.

he pouted, trying to lean in for another but you quickly ran away. the whole house being filled of the noises of heavy footsteps from chasing and laughter. panting as you catch your breath, you surrendered in defeat when keita tackled you, peppering kisses all around your face, giggling at his ticklish touches.

all the running had got you both exhausted and ready to hit the hay. you both settled onto the shared mattress, immediately turning to each other as your hands helped rest your head. no words had to be exchanged to know how much he loved you, a soft smile paired with eyes of adoration, he booped your nose, giggling shortly after.

he turned around, huddling closer to you as you help pull him closer by the waist. keita being the smaller spoon was a normal occurrence; he loved being held and having a safe and secure presence around him. not long after, he was out like a light, soft snores audible from his side.

although you had a tight hold around him when cuddling, he somehow had got out of it and was on the edge of the bed, soundly asleep with no blanket around him as he unconsciously hugged himself for warmth.

you had accidentally stolen the blanket and left him shivering in the cold breeze. you smiled, he looked so cute when curled up in a ball, sleeves pulled over his hands in attempt for some heat. you threw the blanket over him, pulling the edges to cover his body, plopping back down and falling asleep in an instant.

later on in the night, keita woke up as he felt chilly; you stole the blanket from him.. again. he sat up, his hair sprung up to different points from moving all around the bed. he glanced over to your resting body, grinning as he found the way you wrapped yourself with the cloth like a burrito, cute.

he shifted closer to you, unwrapping a bit of the burrito and slid under the covers; nose buried into your neck, seeking the much needed warmth.

© keiwook | 2023

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[jaetyun]

Texts with boyfriend Keita; a thread!

keita x gn!reader

fluff

a/n: it’s not even finished but I’m so tired from finals that this is my commemoration of him

[gnwwkks2]

A Sweet Coincidence (Idol!Gunwook x F!Reader) Chapter 0: Before Then

word count: 1k

It was early February, the air was chilled and there was freshly fallen snow on the ground. The sky was a dull gray color and the wind was picking up at a rather uncomfortable speed. Contrasting to the weather outside, the dimly lit apartment was warm, the scent of hot chocolate and cookies were fresh in the air. If you looked around, it was a cozy little environment, at first glance you would have barely even spotted the girl cuddled up in her blankets on the couch. Her eyes were focused on her tv screen, her breathing even and steady, her hands were starting to fidget. 

there were three minutes left,

then two,

then one,

then it started. 

The intro of an unfamiliar show rang through the room, the girl stared at the screen as the narrator spoke his words and prefaces. When the episode finally started, the screen read “Boys Planet.” Y/n had been very excited to watch this show that had been upcoming for months. The trainees were announced months ago and she had already found many of them interesting due to their one minute pr videos.  As the episode came and went she thought back to everything she had just witnessed. All of the first audition performances played back in her mind, but one really stuck with her, along with a specific trainee. She had seen this guy before, she couldn't exactly remember where she had though. No, we aren't talking about contestants like Hui from Pentagon, Hwanhee and Dongyeol from Up10tion, Keita from Ciipher, and the Nine.i members, not even the previous members of TOO. She had seen this trainee before, not from being in a group, or acting, or modeling, but somewhere else. 

And then it hit her, it was a different survival show.

She racked her brain through the many different survival shows she had watched through the years, which one was it, where had she seen him? Oh, it was that one, ‘Wild Idol.’ 

Park Gunwook, from ‘Wild Idol’, you had watched this show ages ago, thinking back to that time, she remembered that she really liked and was rooting for him, how could she have forgotten him? You grabbed your phone and opened your gallery. You scroll back to when the show was airing and low and behold there were pictures of Gunwook and multiple pictures of drawings you had done of him.

Scrolling through all of them you came across many things you had forgotten about, including everything you had previously known about Gunwook. All of those thoughts that were hidden deep in your backroom files of your brain came flooding back. No wonder the young male had made such a big impact on you through his pr video and the first episode. Though it had seemed as if his persona had changed, a lot. He was way more confident and it seemed like he had matured so much, a lot can happen in just two years though. When his past show was airing, you found him absolutely adorable, but this time around he was way more attractive to you. 

Just like before the way that he performed showed exactly what he was capable of. He was talented, very talented, and the rest of the contestants on the show seemed to think the same due to the reactions they had when he was announced to be a three star. Even though he was ranked lower than everyone thought he would, it did not mean anything, he was still a talented kid that was not to be messed with. He impresses you. You admire him, not just as an idol, but as a person, a performer. His personality was just insanely likable, his passion could be felt through the screen, and his talent could ot be ignored. All of that plus his amazing looks, his build and his smile, 

And just like that, you were whipped for Park Gunwook for the second time in your life. 

It's crazy how fast someone can fall, and of course you fully believed that you would never be anything more than just his fan. Someone who supports him in everything he does, someone who buys his merch so they would chart higher. That's who you were, and who you always would be, just his fan. It seemed like it lasted forever, but in just a short amount of time, ‘Boys Planet’ was over and Gunwook was selected to be a part of the debut group ‘ZeroBaseOne’. Voting for him everyday for months on end was something you would never regret, and spreading your fanart got you quite a large following on your socials. You were now known as ‘that one gunwook fan, that really good artist.’ ZB1 had performed, met fans, filmed content, all of that leading up to their debut, oh their debut, it was wonderful. 

‘In Bloom’ 

What a perfect song, with perfect lyrics, and with not so perfect line distribution. It stood out, their whole album stood out, it broke records, they broke records. 

“The more I run to you everyday, The harder it becomes to stop.” That line, Gunwook’s line, details exactly how you feel. You will never stop running towards him, supporting him, loving him from afar. It’s a sad thing, something you would never wish upon another. You knew, you knew damn well you would always just be his fan, and you were okay with that ultimately, but somewhere inside, it hurt. 

Second after second, minute after minute, hour after hour, and day after day, you supported him and Zb1 with everything you had. And in that time you had found a mostly unknown but cozy cafe that you had spent most on your time in. Most of it consisted of drawing fanart for Zerobaseone, mostly gunwook. 

Little did you know that on one day, one summer day, things would flip upside down. Cliché, I know, but this is meant to be cliché. 

That day, he walked in. 

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I really hope you enjoyed this first little chapter!

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[solarwoniii]

keita as your babygirl boyfriend

headcannons for my fave bbg 💗😍 things i think he wld do

dont think its just u stealing his clothes babes he steals urs too

laying on top of u / in your chest (hes MY boyfriend guys 🙄)

squealing / fangirling over ur instagram posts (he WILL spam ur comments)

back hugs AGAGAGAGAGAAGAGA no explanation needed

facetime you at midnight and just be the cutest whiniest sleepiest boy ever (again hes MINE) and then fall asleep with you on call while hugging his plushie T^T literally cant sleep without hugging something now bc hes so used to hugging you

comes out for breakfast in the morning still wrapped in the blanket +++ will cling to you while you cook and will not let go until youre done

waits for you to come home if youre working late and wont listen to when u tell him to just go to sleep

gets all shy and giggly when you give him forehead kisses and head pats AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

loves sitting between your legs AND GOES CRAZY WHEN YOU PLAY WITH HIS HAIR

just wants to be the center of your attention at all times LOL

[nineteenhjs]

[6:05 pm]

the reflection of the early sunset on the water instantly calmed you down. you were lying down on your towel at the spot you and keita always meet at. you had been a little late today because you stopped to get snacks, so keita was already in the water. he was easy to spot since you had put a giant hello kitty sticker on his board (he had rejected the idea multiple times but once you put it on he actually thought it was the cutest thing ever). the waves were decent today, not as big as yesterday. you watch as keita paddles out deeper into the ocean. you spot a nice wave coming up and hope he sees it too. as he's preparing for the upcoming wave, he looks to your spot and points at you with the biggest smile on his face. he pushes himself up and stands to ride the wave. you have always thought he looks the prettiest when he's surfing. his tan skin is shining in the sunlight and his wet hair is clinging to his forehead as he concentrates on his footing. he does one of the tricks he's been practicing and you cheer him on from the shoreline. when he gets close enough, you run into the water and wrap him in your arms. his wetsuit is cold on your skin but you don't mind as he puts his arms around your waist and kisses your forehead. you look up when he speaks, "so, how was that tail slide?" you hum in response before answering, "i've seen better." he smirks as he walks away from you and towards his towel, "yeah, right." you start to run after him but once he sees you coming he starts to sprint. you yell at him, "i brought you poke! but don't eat all of it i want some!" you both laugh as you run to your favorite spot.

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[faithst]

what you think matthew and/or keita will be with shorter s/o f ( i’m 1,45cm)

OMG HONESTLY

matthew: i think he’d prefer someone shorter than him cause i feel like he would want to protect them and just hold them in his big buffy arms ‼️ he’d wanna be a safe space for his s/o 🤝

keita: he doesn’t mind imo 👍 shorter or taller, he’d love them with all his heart. if they’re shorter, then he’d love being the big spoon and getting to tease them abt their height. if taller, he’d love to get babied and if they teased him abt his height; maybe he’d playfully get mad but he’d turn it into a good laugh

(also, ur height is rlly cute im so sorry💕)