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can you do a big bang reaction where they have a younger s/o and say they feel old 💕 love your work !!

Bigbang Reaction: Their s/o is younger than them and they feel old

I've had a hard time writing this but it's done! I'm really pleased by the final product. I made it quite angsty, hope you don't mind. Thanks for requesting and hope you like it!

G-Dragon | Kwon Jiyong:

Jiyong would like to date a younger person. Why? Because he loves the sensation to be the one who teach to the other. Being the older means he has more experiences, more things to teach.

But sometimes, seeing you laughing with some friend of your age makes his chest hurts. By nature, Jiyong is quite jealous and possessive, but he also knows that these feelings are the poison of love. He had worked a lot with himself to learn that even if you're close with someone else, that doesn't mean he counts less.

But this time, when he drops you at your uni, his inner practice doesn't work. Because he has the feeling to stand out. You're on your early twenties when he's in his early thirties. And a thought is now trapped in his mind: "They deserve someone better, someone younger."

He doesn't say it out loud, he isn't the type to do so. But simple gestures change and you now know that something is off. He is more reluctant to drive you at your uni, he kisses you less in public, he holds less your hand.

At first, you think it just because passion decreases with time and things like that. But one day, you see him cry. It isn't a burst of tears or him curls up in his sheets. No, simple tears rolling in his cheeks, silently.

"Baby?"

He raises his face, clearly startled to suddenly see you. Quickly, he removes the tears of his cheeks, trying to appear like he didn't cry.

"Yeah?" he asks, hesitantly.

"Why are you crying?" You sit next to him, putting one of your hand in his knee and the other on his face. "What happened?"

He shakes his head. "Nothing, sweetheart, nothing."

You stay a moment in silence, not knowing what to say. Jiyong was a fierce person and he never, never lets you see him cry unless it's something really important, a capital matter.

"Baby, please, be honest with me. You know you can tell me everything."

He tights his hold on your hand and breathes sharply. A fight takes place in his mind, between the side of him who wants to tell you everything and receiving conform and the part of him who wants to keep him all for him and not bother you. Finally, there is winner.

"I'm just so afraid, so stupidly afraid, [Y/N]. Please, don't think I don't have faith in you but it's just...what if you want someone younger? I feel so old next to you. You're still studying, surely wanting to discover the world and the only thing I can think about is that your finger will look good with a ring around it and what will be the name of our children."

You clearly don't except something like this, you thought it will be about his work but no.

But it makes sense. You don't know how long he keeps it for him but it explains some things: why he's less close with you in public and why he seems hesitant sometimes.

You do the first thing that comes in your mind: hugging him. You don't know how to answer to this yet, but you're sure of your feelings: you can't be more in love with him.

"Baby, Honey, Love..." you whisper, as new tears fall of Jiyong face, emotions storming in him. "Please, stop crying. I love you, I love you so much. You're not too old, you're really not. I'm an adult, able to make my own choice and I choose to be with you. It was and still is the best decision of my life."

You let a quiet silence settles between you, a peaceful rest during which Jiyong calm down a bit his tears, reassured that you're in love with him. But you're not over yet.

"And you know... I sometime also wonder how will look my finger with a ring."

It isn't particularly funny (you weren't trying to be) but it makes laugh your boyfriend, surely because he is relieved.

"And my mind goes more on the dog side than the child side but well... a lot of dog's name can be used as child's name, isn't?"

It's make Jiyong laughs a bit more and it makes you smile to know that your man is free from his worries now.

The next day, you're his fiancé.e.

T.O.P | Choi Seunghyun:

(I'm sorry, in this one I will assume that you have two parents and they are in a heterosexual relationship)

Like Jiyong, Seunghyun would like to date a younger person. It's more by habitude: he is the hyung in his group so he's used to take care of people and likes it. I also think he has a mild thing for the whole daddy/sugar daddy thing (I know these things are different, don't worry). He likes spoil someone younger than him and buy you expensive things, especially clothes that other people of your age can just dream of.

You're someone very special to him and he cherishes you more than anything. And he is also someone very special to you and you love him deeply. Because of that, you decide to present him to your parents. You already met his parent and the meeting was quite good so you want to do it in your side.

He accepts, because he wants to make things "more" official. If you make the choice of a meeting with your parent, they couldn't be that bad?

Well, it is until the very day of the meal. He dresses himself well and buys a bouquet of flowers for your mother and a bottle of wine for your father. It makes you laugh a bit how he wants to make everything perfect (and how he assumes your dad likes wine and your mother flowers...and he is not wrong actually).

After comfort him he will be perfect and your parents will love him and that even if they don't, you love him and it's the only matter, you both climb down of the car (an expensive jewel he buys you).

*

The meal...didn't go well. It could have been worse, but it wasn't your most pleasurable experience.

The way back is silent. Seunghyun is very pale, his jaw is contracted and you can see the joints of his hands becoming white with how much pressure he puts on the steering wheel. He is very tense and you don't know what to do about it.

In your head, you have think about all the potential problematic subjects: the fact that he's famous, that maybe some saseang will attack you, that he sometimes makes weird jokes (you loves them), that maybe he spoils you too much.

But his age? You never really think about it. You know that he is older than you and most couple in your friend have a smaller age gap, but it never bothers you.

Seunghyun, on the other way, have thought about it. Not that much, because it wasn't a subject which he is self-conscious, but the thought existed in his mind. But he didn't think this fact will be so important for your parents.

"I'm sorry," both of you tell at the same time.

"Sorry for what?" you ask, letting him no room for excusing himself. "It's my parents who fucked up, not you."

"But they are right somewhere," he answers. You turn your face towards him, intrigued. "I'm the older one, I'm the one in charge. If something bad happens to you, I will be in fault." You frown, not understanding what he is saying. It takes great care of you, what's the problem?

"But I can make sometimes assumptions and do things I think can be good for you but eventually hurt you. You're young, you may be not know yet if a relationship hurts you or not."

"Our relationship hurt you?" You are so mad towards your parent for causing this discussion.

"No, no, baby, I'm happy with you." His voice is calmer, but sadder too. "But it's my side, my vision of your relation. Maybe yours is different."

You hate the fact that Seunghyun is driving because you can't hug him. But you try the best you're able to appease his mind.

"Seunghyun, you know I'm happy. I was happy when we started to date, I was happy when you kissed me for the first time, I was happy when we first travel together. I'm happy when I'm with you, I'm happy when we cuddle and I'm happy when you buy some weird art things. I'm happy you're my boyfriend, more than anything. So you may be older, but I couldn't care less. I love you."

He doesn't say anything else, but you can see in his smile that you said the good things.

Taeyang | Dong Yongbae:

Yongbae is a very peaceful person and have a good self-esteem so he isn't the type to doubt your love.

Yongbae never minds about age. Obviously, he will not date a minor, but someone younger or older than him will not bother him. He is insterested in so much more things: your passion, the way you kiss him, how you smile when he wakes up, etc.

Your bond gets stronger as months pass by and one day, he makes the big step: he tells publically that he dates you (after a long discussion between you two obviously; he will never does this if it makes you umcomfortable).

As excepted, there are many reactions. Hopefully, most of them are good: they praise both of you, say you looks good together, that you're the happiest human walking on earth and things like that. There are some bad comments, but Youngbae makes his possible to make you avoid them.

It works during a while, during six strong months.

But one day, scrolling in his timeline, Youngbae see some hate comments, telling that he is a monster for dating a younger person. Because of his long career, he is used of negative comments towards him, so he ignores it at first.

But this comment keeps coming in his mind. Sometimes he looks at you and...well, they are right. You're more than five years younger than him, you shouldn't waste time with him. You should be with a boyfriend of your age who still likes going to party every weekends. You should be with a boyfriend of your age who isn't (yet) unable to be up until 3 a.m.

"[Y/N]? I would like to speak with you."

Youngbae is someone reserved with his feelings but he also knows that keeping all for himself isn't a good way to cope. He needs to tell you what he feels but he's afraid that it will be like a epiphany, that this talk will made you discover you want someone younger. But he loves you and want the better for you.

"Yeah?" you says, leaning on his shoulder, taking his hand in yours.

"A serious talk, [Y/N]. A very serious talk."

He looks really sad, defeated and now you're afraid. Why would he makes such a face? Unless he...he wants to break up? No, you tell yourself, it's your mind which makes movies. "Yeah, BaeBae?"

"Do you...do you sometimes think that...I'm too old for you?"

You frown. "Too old?" What does that mean? You think a lot of things about him whose are "too": he is sometimes "too" invested in his work, he sometimes worries "too" much and he tends to make "too" much food when he cooks. But not that he is "too" old. "What are you talking about?"

"[Y/N]...Don't you think the age gap is too much? That I'm like...a monster to date you?"

You don't know where this comes from, where this "monster" thing comes of but you're sure you will fight the one who make him thinks like that.

"BaeBae...I'm not a child, I'm a grown person. Okay, I'm younger than you, but we don't have like...twenty or thirty years apart. It's like... a common thing to have an older and a younger person in a relationship."

He nods slowly, not seems to be covinced.

"Honey, you're not a monster for dating me. I love you, you love me, I'm consenting to this relationship and I assume you're consenting too?"

He nods, more virogously. "Yeah, [Y/N], I love you, I'm so much in love with you..."

You smile, holding him as tight as possible and whispering sweet words into his ear.

"Let's go to sleep, okay? I think you need it. I love you Youngbae, I love you so much."

Kang Daesung:

Of them all, I feel Daesung is the more unlikely to date someone younger. To be honest, he doesn't care that much about age: like Youngbae, a lot of things matters more to him, like your passions, your beautiful eyes and your favorite meal (this man cooks for you, you can't change my mind). But if he has to make an absolute choice, he would choose someone older.

It's certainly one of the main reason he hesitates so much to ask you out. He is deeply in love with you, likes spending all his time with you, whether to help you with your work or watching a movie. To unknown people, you already look like a couple. Actually, even at your friends you look like if you're dating.

Both of you want to date. But unfortunately, neither has the guts to ask out the other. You're too shy and him too...insecure?

It is stupid, really stupid. His insecurity comes from one time where you make a comment. You two were chilling in his home, watching a drama. At some point, the main character was asked out by her romantic interested. Daesung and you liked telling what you thought when you watch something together so it had come to you naturally.

"I really don't understand this guy. She's younger than him. What kind of creep he is to be in love with her?"

Actually, it was harmless. If Daesung looks closer, the drama situation and yours were very different: in the drama, there is more than twenty-five years between the protagonists, the woman was somewhat empowered by this man and the man wanted just to have fun by manipulated her.

Between you, it is not the same thing at all. The age gape is just around seven-eight years and most important, he truly loves you and wants you in his live.

But despite the obvious fact that your situation isn't the same as the drama, your words are printed in his mind.

Since then, a tension built up between you. Daesung is more distant, less affective, less available for you. You're scared; have you done something to make him uncomfortable?

Like the last time, you two are in his home, in front of his television, a drama playing. But unlike this famous time, none of you are watching it. You're playing with you shirt while thinking of the tension between us and you're sure Daesung is doing the same but you don't want to look, afraid to make an eye-contact.

"[Y/N]"

You finally look up but Daseung is staring at his hands. It seems like he just whispered absently you name because he doesn't say anything less and keep playing with his fingers. You decides to remember him that he called you.

"Yeah, Daesung?"

He seems you startle him because he jumps a bit.

"Sorry, I was just...thinking."

"Daesung," you start, approaching him until your knee touch his thigh. "I know something is bothering you. Do you want to speak about it?"

He hesitates for a few seconds. "Do you...Do you really think that someone in love with someone younger is a creep?"

You frown, don't understanding why he asks that but answering nonetheless. "Well, like every situation, it depends on what are the factors. If a relation is toxic -because you're speaking about the drama we watched, no?- the fact that the man is way older than her makes things even more creepy. But no, a lot of couple, sane relationships, have an age gap. Just, twenty-five is a bit too much."

He nods, relaxing a bit. "Thanks."

"Why my comment was bothering you? You're in love with someone younger than you? Tell me who it is, I want to know them!" Since you're best friend, you tell everything and you have to be supportive. So, even if you have a huge crush on him, you want to know who is his s/o, even if it's not you."

Daesung smile wider. "Well...it's the kindest person I know. So smart, they always want to make their best. They also worry to much for their friends but they are so sweet. And they're really beautiful too."

You laugh a bit. "Don't make me wait! Do I know them?"

"I hope so because it's you."

You freeze, proceeding what he said.

"Me?"

"Yes, you." He puts his hand on you knee, smiling tenderly. "[Y/N], do you want to date me?"

After being the sweetest best friend, he's now the sweetest boyfriend.

Requests are open!

[headintheclouds-posts]

His hands are around your waist whilst yours are snaked around his neck. Kissing Seungcheol is like those kisses you see in Hollywood movies, the type of kiss that makes you feel like you’re floating, like nothing else in the world exist but the two of you in that very moment. He always starts his kisses by slightly brushing his lips against yours, his lips are soft like petals and taste like biting into the ripest of peaches. He kisses you like you want to be kissed, like no person has ever kissed you. His tongue always fights for dominance over yours always causing your breath to hitch inside your throat. You feel like you’re not even in your own body anymore, it’s as though you have transcended into a different universe. There is so many ways to describe a kiss with this man, but also almost no words at all.

Asks are open ❤️

[tabis-eyebrows]

Seung Hyun reacting to you being sad because one of your family members died.

After you received a phone call that a beloved family member died you were feeling down. When Seung Hyun found out he left immediately and went straight to you.

He would talk to you with his deep voice calming your nerves, stroking your hair while you‘re laying in his arms. You would cry a lot but he would be able to calm you down until you finally fall asleep in his arms ♥️

The next morning he would bring you breakfast. He would cancel all his meetings or whatever they have to attend just to be with you when you need him the most. In fact he would clear his schedule for the whole week because that is how much he loves you. The next days you spend grieving so he would occasionally try to make you smile again with his binguness because you really need to laugh again and he thinks your so beautiful when you smile.

“You like? You liiiiikeee??”

“Babe!! BABE look at me.Am I cute?“

Plays Fantastic Baby really loud.

“I’m the king on the dancefloor. That’s why they call me the lead dancer“

[bbreactions]

Big Bang Reactions to their sibling struggling with depression

A/N:

I hope you like it. And I hope if any of you have problems with depression that you find proper help and soon feel better and up on your feet. I want for all of you to be well and healthy <3 I will pray for anyone who struggles. Thank you all for still following me!

T.O.P.

Once he noticed you haven't seen each other for almost a month, he decided to surprise visit you and give you a cheer up gift, since he knew you were on the edge with all the exams in the school. He bought you something he knew you would love- a pink leather jacket. You were kind of obsessed with the colour pink. But when he got to your door and rang the doorbell and you didn't come to the door he got worried. He called you but you didn't answer. He got worried and texted you and rang the bell once again. You realized he wouldn't just give up. You were on the couch, your eyes filled with tears. The only thing you could think of was taking the sunglasses and trying to hide the fact that tears are taking over you. You opened the door and he noticed immediately.

"Don't bullshit me. Let's go in and you'll tell me what's wrong"

He hated when you hid things like that from him. The fact that you lost your job took you down and you were embarrassed to tell anyone that happened. Everyone, including you and your brother, were happy when you got your dream job, but you knew this could happen. When he heard he immediately promised to help you and he cheer you up remembering how amazing, awesome, capable and sweet you are. He thought it should just be another experience in your life and not be considered a bad event. Yes, of course, you lost a job but he thought that all the experiences you got will help you.

G-Dragon

He was just calling to say hi since you haven't heard from each other for quite a while. He noticed your sad sounding tone of voice and short answers. He noticed immediately that something is not okay. He didn't know you were going through a hard time because of a friend. Honestly, he always thought you solved problems or this kind of situations easy. Well easier than him.

"Hey dongsaeng, is something special going on? Why you so down?"

You started to explain what kind of complicated situation you are in. He listened and gave you advice and of course, tried to comfort you with kind words and a promise he'll take you out on a trip to relax your mind. It was easier just hearing that he cares now. You knew that problems don't just disappear but hearing that family is there for you and that they care was a big cheer up for you.

Taeyang

Once in two weeks you always called each other and checked up on things. He noticed he hasn't heard from you for over a month. He decided to visit you. You both agreed on time and he came to your place. Once you started talking he noticed how angry you sounded just when he joked about something and that you gave up on every activity you were so excited about. He knew you loved swimming and teaching kids swimming but when you told him that you quit because you didn't want to do it anymore, he thought it was very weird.

"But did something happen that you don't like swimming anymore? Let's go next week together for a swim, huh?"

Even with his limitless tries to cheer you up and ask you what happened that you gave up so easily and without a reason, you just didn't have an answer for him. He then remembered that you could watch a movie together and re-watch some old family movies that you made together years ago. Seeing these videos really cheered you up and you were so grateful for Teayang that he didn't just give up and that he tried to cheer you up.

Daesung

A visit to an amusement park was a must do brother-sister thing for you guys. It was tradition for a couple years now and the date was set every year. This year the plan was already made but once you got there, he noticed how angry and energy-less you were. Like you haven't slept in weeks and every little thing irritated you. He knew that something must be wrong because you always enjoyed time with each other and nothing major happened, not that he would know. But sadly you didn't know why you were so angry and irritable all the time too.

"Hey, why don't we spend the weekend in my house in Japan?"

He wanted you to relax for some time. With you agreeing on the trip he planned a few therapies including some self care hours and relaxing with funny face masks. He couldn't just watch you suffering like that on your own so he really tried to help you with all his heart, hoping his therapies would cheer you up and help you relax. There was nothing he wouldn't do for your well- being. He even baked cookies for you.

[brunettemarionette]

"Oh my god! I love this song!" you screamed, leaning forward to turn the volume up as you began to sing 'Fantastic baby' you were their biggest support when it came to music and their lives.

Seunghyun grinned to himself but tried to hide it as he watched you through the mirror as you danced in your seat between Jiyong and Daesung, both of who were watching you with fond smiles.

Youngbae smiled at you as he nodded and tapped along with the beat feeling his heart flutter when you smiled widely when his voice rang through the car stereo.

The four of them gazed at you in amazement as you sang and acted so carefree. You grabbed Jiyong's hand and began serenading him as he just laughed, a small blush formed on his cheeks.

Suddenly everyone in the car was singing along to the song as you clapped happily. They all eyed each other carefully, knowing they were all completely wrapped around your finger and in love.

[nil818]

TOP's cute reactions

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Big Bang Reacts to it Hurting When you Lose Your Virginity

Hey guys! Welcome back me. So, I wrote this but also, I want to make a note on it as well. If it hurts when you are having sex, you’re doing something wrong. It means that they haven’t let you get properly prepared and you’re tense and it causes pain and discomfort. You need to make sure that you are sufficiently wet before anything else happens or that you are sufficiently stretched in any other area. 

Request:  Hey! I was wondering if you could do a reaction for Bigbang. I’ve been reading these like I’m eating cookies. That was so random sorry sweetie. Rambling over, I could you do a Bigbang reacts to you getting hurt while losing your virginity to them. (Like you did for got7). Keep doing what you’re doing. ❤️

1. TOP

TOP would stop immediately, feeling really bad that he hurt you. He hadn't really expected to hurt you so he would wait for you to give him the signal on whether to continue or if you would like to stop.

2. Taeyang

Taeyang would feel really guilty. He would probably back up completely, giving you space because he feels completely awful.

3. GDragon

GD is freaking out. He feels like he did something completely wrong. You would have to convince him it's okay to continue.

4. Daesung

Daesung would try to comfort you through it, doing his best to try to quell any of the discomfort or pain you feel.

Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed! Please feel free to send me a request of anything you want to read. 

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Homemade Monsters

Night 2 of the 13 Nights of Kpop

Pairing: BigBang x You

Genre: Angst, Horror, Mad Scientist!AU

Word Count: 6.5k

Warnings: Mild Language, ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

Summary: You’re invited to a top secret facility to assist on a top secret project. What you weren’t expecting was the dark secret beneath the seemingly harmless facade. Now you’ll have to take down the very thing you unwittingly helped create.

Video: Monster

This was the best thing to happen to you since you got rid of that mullet from middle school. Being accepted to work at MADE Industries had been a turning point for your career. Even more so when they specifically requested you to join their secret program in Russia. You were more than happy to uproot your life and disappear into the snowy plains of Siberia.

And snowy it was. The amount of snowfall you had seen just on the plane ride was nothing compared to when you were driving to the facility. All around you was nothing but mountains and mountains of snow, like some desolate winter wonderland.

Eventually the facility came into view. It looked more like a prison than a science facility, but you kept that little tidbit to yourself. Once you were in what you assumed was the front, two giant metal doors parted to allow you in. Slowly the truck inched in, plowing its way through the snow. You hopped out of the truck and were greeted by another scientist in a big winter coat.

“Greetings!” he called, bowing his head. You returned the gesture, a big smile on your face. “We’re happy to have you join us. Please, follow me inside to somewhere warm.” You nodded as he led you across the courtyard and into a giant metal door. It rose to the ceiling, revealing a dark hallway. Other scientists moved around the hallway, wheeling medical carts with strange liquids and other medical tools.

“I’m happy to be here,” you said. “I’m Dr. L/N, but please call me Y/N.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you in person Dr. L/N. I’m Dr. Min. I’m the lead scientist on this program. Your profile was quite impressive,” he said, shaking your hand. You bowed your head. “I know you’re probably wondering what exactly we’re doing. While I can’t give you every detail yet, I can give you a bit more information.” You nodded eagerly, following him as he moved down the hallway.

“Here we are studying the evolution of mutated cells from humans. These mutations are… rather unique, but pushing towards evolution is part of the next phase in human life. Soon, modern homo sapiens will be considered the neanderthals. We’ve been working on this for some time now, and our research and tests have shown great improvement, but we’ve been missing something.”

“What?” you asked, figuratively leaning on the edge of your seat. Dr. Min let out a sigh, shaking his head.

“I’m not quite sure, but that’s why we brought you here. We’re hoping a fresh pair of eyes will bring some light onto what we’re missing,” he said. You nodded, pulling your mouth into a thin line. He stopped in front of a door, glancing down at his watch.

“Oh would you look at the time. So real quick, this is your room. Everyone lives within the facility so we’re all close to our work. You’ll spend the next couple of days getting used to everything and letting your internal clock get used to the time difference. Most rooms are open except for the other bedrooms, so feel free to roam around. Just be careful. Have a good night.” You nodded, turning to open the door.

“Run.”

“I’m sorry?” you said, turning around. Dr. Min glanced back. “Did you say something?”

“No, I don’t think so,” he said. You frowned slightly.

“Must be jet lag,” you said, brushing it off. He nodded before disappearing down another hallway.

Your room wasn’t anything fancy and nothing like you had back home. It was a simple set up. There was a bed, a dresser, a desk, and a bulletin board that stretched the entire length of one of the walls. They must think you won’t be getting a lot of sleep. The joke was on them, if sleep was a major, you’d have seven doctorates.

You set your bag down on the desk, moving to flop down on the bed. You don’t really feel tired, if anything you feel kind of hot. You sit up to shrug off your coats, relishing in being free from all the sweat that was starting to form. You move off the bed, grabbing a light jacket to wrap around yourself.

Dr. Min had said you could explore and if you were going to get used to the facility, you had to get familiar. There was nothing wrong with getting a head start. That’s what you told yourself anyway as you began to explore where you would be staying for who knew how long.

The building didn’t seem like such a bad place. All it really needed was a good paint job. The other scientists seemed really friendly as well. You met a rather nice scientist, Dr. Kim. He was a little stereotypical, but he was kind and cute. He gave you a brief rundown on how most days there went and who to be careful around.

You found that the further you went from your room, the less people you saw and the more creepy the hallways seemed to be. Stray cables hung from the ceiling, occasionally glitching with electricity. Lights flickered above you, giving off a low hum. Something seemed to be creaking, but there weren’t any doors.

Except for one.

At the end of the hallway was a single, metal door. It couldn’t have been a laboratory, you had passed all of those on your way here. The closer you drew to the door, the colder it seemed to be. This certainly wasn’t the door you had come in. There had been tons of people where you entered and this continued on through the building. Your pace slowed significantly the closer you came. You were barely walking by the time you reached the door.

You timidly brought a hand up to place it against the door. The metal was cold under your hand, yet it was burning hot. Or maybe it was so hot it was cold. Your breath froze in front of you as you stared transfixed on the door.

“Run away.”

You whipped your head around, but there was no one near you. You were completely alone in the hallway. That was the second time you’d heard that voice. It was deep and gravely. Something about its warning chilled you to your core.

You took a couple small steps away from the door before walking as fast as you could without sprinting all the way back to your room. You quickly shut and locked the door, leaning back against it. You hadn’t realized how fast your heart was beating until your legs almost gave out beneath you.

What was that voice? Why was it telling you to run? Was it a threat? Or a warning? These questions swarmed around your head. You put your hands to your ears, shutting your eyes tightly. You took a few deep breaths before you calmed down slightly. You chalked it up to having little sleep and jet lag.

You peeled your clothes off and changed into something comfortable before climbing into bed. You willed yourself to go to sleep and to forget the mysterious door and creepy voice.

The next few days were, not uneventful, but normal. You were thrown right into helping Dr. Min and Dr. Kim on their project. They gave you all their notes and test results to review. You spent the next couple days carefully going over everything with extreme detail.

“What do you think?” Dr. Min asked. You handed him a stack of his notes.

“You should focus on radiation,” you said, looking over another set of notes. “That seemed to have the greatest effect on the blood samples. Radiation, after all, is known to cause mutations. However, certain radiations cause different types of mutation. Since I’m not sure what you’ve tested, you’ll have to be the one to determine what you want to do.”

Dr. Min nodded, looking over his notes. He gave you a big smile. “I was right to bring you on to this project Dr. L/N,” he said. You smiled, bowing your head. “You should take a break, stretch your legs a bit.” He left you alone after that, presumably to tell the others on the team your observations.

You stood from your desk, listening as your knees gave a solid pop. You stretched your arms above your head, listening as the rest of your body popped. You grabbed a jacket and began walking around the facility.

You soon found yourself back at the door you didn’t want to be at. The hallway was still dim with the few lights it had flickering. You once again approached the metal door, your heart hammering away in your chest. You placed a hand against the metal door, stepping so close your nose was almost touching it.

“Run away.”

There was that warning again. You had thought you’d dreamt the whole thing up when you didn’t hear the voice again. But this wasn’t a dream. Something didn’t want you hear, and you were going to find out what and why.

“Why?” you asked out loud. You were met with silence after that. “Why do I need to run away?”

“Danger.” You jumped slightly, looking around. Furrowing your brows, your hand traveled to the lock beside the door. “Don’t.” You placed your hand against it, waiting for it to recognize you. “Run away!”

Beep! Beep!

The door slid open, revealing another dim hallway. Cautiously you stepped in. You could feel your heart jumping to your throat as you took baby steps down the hallway. Behind you the door silently closed, trapping you behind the door.

You made your way down the hallway, looking around the hallway confused. Up ahead you could see what looked like clear jail cells. Your feet were slowly turning to lead the further you went. You continued until you were in the middle of a bunch of clear cells—cells with people in them.

“Hello?” you called. They all immediately turned to look at you. You let out a gasp, hands flying to your mouth. Four men sat chained in the cells. They were staring at you with curious expressions as you stared at them in horror.

The tallest one slowly approached the wall of his cell, the chains rattling across the floor. He squinted, tilting his head to the side. “Why are you here?”

You looked around the room, but none of them were talking. You looked back to the man, swallowing thickly. He had brown hair and different colored eyes. His wrists tugged at the chains, making you jump.

“So you’ve found them.” You turned to find Dr. Min walking towards you. He was smiling proudly as he approached the cell of the one with red hair. He placed a hand on the wall, staring down at him.

“Who are they?” you asked. Dr. Min let out a breath.

“Our project.” Your heart stopped in your chest when he said that. You looked around at the men before you, shackled like animals.

“That’s barbaric,” you bit. Dr. Min shrugged. “They’re people. How could you do this?”

“They’re freaks of nature. At least here they have a purpose. To send them out into the real world would be a crueler fate,” Dr. Min said, walking to the other cells. “Besides, with your help, the project can now move forward.” Your stomach lurched, making you frown. Dr. Min continued to move to each cell.

“You’re a monster.”

“No. They’re the monsters.” Dr. Min turned to you, a big smile on his face. “I hope this doesn’t change anything. After all, you’re stuck here for the next six months. And the nearest town is quite a ways away.” You said nothing. “Good. Feel free to examine them yourself as well, helps with the tests.”

Dr. Min turned on his heel, leaving you alone with the men in the cage. You took a deep breath, blinking away the tears threatening to spill. You bowed your head, ashamed that you had helped such a monster.

“We’re not monsters.” You turned to look at the man with the red hair. He had approached his cell wall too. You slowly approached him, putting a hand against the glass.

“No. You’re not,” you agreed. You let your hand fall from the glass, turning to look at them. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”

“Why didn’t you listen?” The tall one was looking at you with an intense gaze. His was the voice you’d been hearing. You shrugged.

“If you heard a voice in your head, would you?” you challenged.

“I hear every voice.” You bit your tongue, nodding your head.

“What’s your name?” You turned to the man with black hair. His eyes were glossy and his face had what looked like cracks in it.

“I’m Dr. Y/N L/N, but you can just call me Y/N. What are your names?” They stopped, looking at each other. You frowned. “Don’t you have names?”

“Does ‘Case 042689’ count?” asked the man with blonde hair. You shook your head. “Then no… we don’t.”

“I’m so sorry,” you said again. “How about I give you names? Something cool. Like a code name only we know?” You walked to the one with blonde hair. “How about… D-Lite?” He nodded his head. You gave him a small smile.

“And for you…” you said as you approached the one with black hair, “Taeyang. It means ‘sun’.” He offered you a bow, his face blank. You approached the tall one, looking up at him as he stared down at you. “T.O.P. Get it? Cause you’re on top?” He cocked his head to the side. “Tough crowd.”

You approached the last man. He had tucked himself back into his jail cell corner. You could see what looked like a dragon tattoo under the sleeve of his shirt. “How about G-Dragon? GD for short.” He simply curled into a tighter ball. You let your shoulders slump slightly. “I’ll go, but I’ll be back tomorrow. I promise.”

They said nothing more as they retreated into their cells. You made your way back to your room. Your heart broke for them. No one deserved to be treated that way, no matter how different they were. You climbed into bed, pulling the covers tight around you.

Sleep did not come easy to you, and when you did manage to close your eyes, nightmares plagued you. You would wake up, drenched in sweat, only to realize you’d only slept an hour. You would fall back onto your pillow and let your mind wander back to the four men locked in cages.

The next day, you kept your promise and visited them. Much like yesterday, they were hesitant to talk to you. GD was the most open with you. He would answer small questions, but any questions about their past immediately made them withdraw.

Over the next few weeks, they slowly opened up to you. They grew comfortable in your presence, and even looked forward to your daily visits. Dr. Min watched your interaction with them carefully, monitoring every action with a hawk-like stare.

“Would you like to go on a walk?” you asked them. Their heads whipped up to look at you with wide eyes. “I talked with Dr. Min, and he agreed with some ‘precautions’ as he called them. I can take you guys one at a time. Guards will watch us and we can’t walk around the entire facility, but I thought you’d like a chance to step out of these… cells.” They looked at each other before nodding.

The guards stepped forward and unlocked G-Dragon’s cell. They reached in and undid his chains. They towered over him, making him shrink back into his cell. You pulled them out of his cell and held your hand out for him. He slowly inched forward, slipping his bruised and calloused hand into your soft one. You gently guided him out until he was standing in the middle of the room.

“Let’s go,” you said, slipping his hand into the crook of your elbow. He stared at you with big eyes as you guided him down the hallway. The guards followed closely behind you, guns trained on him should he try anything. “I’ve been wanting to do this for a while.”

“Why?” he asked. You shrugged. “Why are you so kind to us?”

“Because being different isn’t a crime,” you said. “Being different is what makes us human.” He shook his head. “It’s true. If everyone was the same, then what would be the point of life? Differences are what makes each of us special.”

“Maybe, but our differences are probably more extreme,” he said as he took in the hallways of the facility.

“I never asked, but what are your differences. After I refused to continue to help with their program, they took away all the files.” He was silent for a moment, staring up at the lights at the ceiling.

“We have special abilities,” he finally said. “I can shapeshift into different people and creatures. D-Lite has claws and unnatural super strength. T.O.P can communicate telepathically. Taeyang… he can see into the future.”

“Really?” GD nodded. “I think that’s amazing. All of you are amazing.” GD let out a sigh, looking back at the guards.

“You seem to be the only person who thinks so.” You shook your head.

“You’ve been told, I’m guessing most of your life, that you’re a monster. A freak. But you’re not. And I want you to promise me that no matter what anyone else says, no matter how bad you feel, that I don’t think you’re a monster.” He nodded his head.

You guided him back to the cells where the guards shackled him and locked his cage. They moved to D-Lite’s cage. They pulled out metal gloves for him but you stopped them, saying it wasn’t necessary. They reluctantly let him out of his cage. He quickly grabbed onto your arm, looking over his shoulder at the guards.

“You’re safe,” you assured him. He nodded slowly, the grip on your arm tightening. You put your hand over his and guided him down the same path you and GD had taken. D-Lite was more curious about the outside world than GD had been.

“What’s snow?” he asked.

“It’s white and cold—very cold. Some places, like here, it snows almost all the time. Other places never get snow.”

“What do they have instead?”

“Summer. It’s a season. In summer, the sun is always shining. It’s warm and bright.”

“That sounds wonderful,” D-Lite said. “I’d like to see summer.” You gave his hand a squeeze.

“I’d like for you to see it too.” You lead him back to the cells. He reluctantly let go of your arm, moving to his cell. His shoulders slumped as he climbed in. One of the guards shoved him forward, making him fall. “Hey!” you yelled. “Watch it or I’ll have your job.” The guard sneered at you before shutting the cell door.

You moved over to T.O.P’s door. The guards followed you, and undid the lock. They brought him forward. He glared at the guards. They refused to undo the chains around his wrists, and deep down, you didn’t think he wanted them to. You offered your arm, but he ignored it, waiting for you to start walking. Letting out a silent sigh, you lead him out the door.

T.O.P didn’t talk much to begin with. He was the silent, brooding type. You didn’t fill the silence. Forcing conversation only made him withdraw further into himself. He didn’t look around in wonder as GD had and he certainly wasn’t curious about the outside world as D-Lite had been.

“You said you, ‘hear every voice’. What did you mean by that?” you asked. He didn’t speak, he just stared out ahead at the hallway.

“I can hear every thought. Nothing in anyone’s head is safe from me.” You glanced back at the guards before continuing to walk.

“Can you hear me?” you thought. He gave a slight incline of his head. “So you can read people’s thoughts. Can you do anything else?”

“I don’t dare to try in fear that they’ll do more experiments. I warn the others when they come to take blood. I warn them not to show them anymore than they already have. Their used to be five of us, but he did not heed my warning.” The two of you stopped momentarily as you took in what he had just told you. You willed yourself to remain calm before you began your trek back to the cells.

“I promise. I’ll get you all out of here.” No more was said or thought between the two of you as you made your way back to the cells. The guards were more than happy to put T.O.P back in his cell. They slowly made their way to Taeyang’s cell.

They pulled him out and pushed him towards you. You caught him easily, glaring at the guards. He gripped your arm tightly, staring down at the floor. You gently straightened him up, leading him away from the cells.

Much like T.O.P, Taeyang didn’t speak. He stared thoughtfully out into the hallway. You couldn’t tell if he was able to see, and you didn’t want to be rude and pry. You wanted to know more about his gifts, but the entire facility was covered in cameras and the guards weren’t that far away from you.

Occasionally, Taeyang would stop and look around. He would gingerly reach out and touch the wall, staring at it for a few moments before retaking your arm. The guards also seemed more relaxed around him as well. He certainly wasn’t as threatening as the other three, but there was still something there that unsettled you about him.

As you were making your way back to the cells, you could tell his mood was darkening. And if you didn’t know better, you would have said his eyes seemed to be glowing. You didn’t say anything as T.O.P’s words played over in your head.

Once you were back to the cells, you let the guards guide Taeyang back to his. But before they could secure him, he rushed out, grasping the front of your shirt.

“Only one survives!” he told you, eyes glowing an unnatural white. The guard yanked him off of you, throwing him into the cell and chaining him up. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you watched Taeyang shrink back into his cage. You turned to the others who were watching you carefully.

You quickly turned on your heel and made your way back to your room. You spent almost the whole night staring up at your wall, replaying Taeyang’s words in your head. Different scenarios ran through your head to decipher his meaning. Each was worse than the last.

Despite the ominous message, for the next few weeks, once a week, you would take them out of their cells to walk around the facility. D-Lite continuously asked about the outside world, each topic raising a thousand and one questions. T.O.P still didn’t speak very often, but his presence wasn’t as gloomy as it had been the first time you took a walk. Taeyang didn’t speak on your walks, not that he spoke often.

GD liked hearing about your life before MADE. He liked all the little mundane things that made your life normal. You liked talking to him the most. There was something so comforting about his inquiries and about his presence. You tended to walk slower with him, savoring each word and moment together.

Each night afterwards, you would wander around the facility, memorizing every door and turn and path. You swore to yourself you would save them, but you were going to need help. It was a risky move, but it was the only one you had.

One night you were sitting in your room when Dr. Kim poked his head in your doorway. You turned to him, offering a smile.

“Hello Dr. Kim, how can I help you?” you asked. He stepped in, rubbing the back of his neck.

“I just, um, I just wanted to, uh, check in with the, um, experiments—”

“Don’t call them that.” Dr. Kim jumped at your harsh tone. You slowly turned back to your desk, studying the map of the facility with a highlighter in your hand.

“Right, um, how’s that going?” You set the highlighter down, swiveling your chair around to stare at Dr. Kim. He swallowed thickly, shifting his weight from foot to foot.

“If Dr. Min wants information from me, then tell him to get off his fat ass and come to me himself.” Dr. Kim blushed profusely, scratching behind his ear. “Although, if you want to be a good human, I do need your help with something.” Dr. Kim looked out in the hallway, a frown tugging at the corner of his mouth. He looked back at you before back at the door. He closed it deftly, moving to stand by you.

“How can I help?” he asked. You told him your plan to help them escape. Dr. Kim was taken aback by how open you were about your plan. You explained that it all depended on his help. “If we fail, they’ll kill them.”

“They’ll kill them if they stay. At least this way, they didn’t die in chains,” you said. Dr. Kim bowed his head. He let out a deep breath, standing to his feet.

“Okay, I’ll help.” He gave you a curt nod before walking to your door. He paused, his hand resting on the handle. “You know, I felt the same way you did when I first came. I was appalled by what he was doing. I don’t know why I ever agreed.” You didn’t say anything in return as he left.

The next few days were spent visiting the boys and discussing the plan with Dr. Kim. He convinced Dr. Min that you were beginning to open up to the experiment and might even rethink joining the cause. You rolled your eyes at the notion, but gave him props for the cover.

On the day of the big escape, Dr. Kim accompanied you to your weekly walk with the boys. The guards were already waiting for you when you stepped into the room. The boys looked at Dr. Kim with confusion.

“Let them all out their cages,” Dr. Kim said, doing his best to sound intimidating and professional. The guards looked at each other before turning back to the two of you. Dr. Kim rolled his eyes, stepping forward. “Is there going to be a problem? I’d hate to have to go to Dr. Min about denying one of his lead scientists the access he has every right to demand.” He quirked a brow, staring the guards down.

The guards looked at each other before moving to let them out of their cages. Slowly they stepped out, looking at each other before turning to you. You made direct contact with T.O.P, watching as he slipped into your mind. His spine straightened as he withdrew from your mind. He turned to the guard next to him and threw his head forward, knocking the guard out.

The guard raised their weapons towards him, but D-Lite took his claws and slashed one of them. G-Dragon lunged at another guard, knocking his gun away from him. Taeyang lunged at the last guard. He landed a solid kick to his stomach, sending him flying back towards the wall.

Dr. Kim swallowed thickly. “Right, um, the cameras are playing on a loop, we don’t have long before they realize you all are missing.”

“He’s right. We need to move. Now,” you said. The others nodded, following you as you began leading down the path you and Dr. Kim had decided on. GD and D-Lite stood closest to you, looking around as you navigated the maze of hallways. T.O.P and Taeyang followed closely behind you, adding more distance between you and Dr. Kim.

Dr. Kim reached his arm, stopping everyone in their tracks. Sirens began blaring as the sound of feet pounding the pavement drew closer. He motioned for you all to follow him to another emergency route. However, the path was also crowded with guards loaded with guns.

“We’re trapped,” Dr. Kim hissed, running a hand through his hair.

Taeyang turned to look at you. He reached a hand out, tracing his fingers along the shape of your face and its features. He tilted his head slightly, letting his hand fall to his side. He held up a finger to his nose before running out to where the guards were.

T.O.P grabbed you, putting a hand over your mouth as the sound of running and gunshots flew past you. You struggled against his strong grip, but soon the sounds faded and there was nothing left but silence. You slumped against him, a few stray tears falling down your cheeks. You took a deep breath straightening yourself out.

“Let’s go,” you said. “Don’t let his sacrifice be in vain.” Dr. Kim led your group down the now empty hallway and into part of the facility you weren’t familiar with. Big, open rooms surrounded you as you tiptoed underneath the cameras.

Shouting halted your movements. You turned to look at the others, holding a finger up to your lips. You poked your head around the corner slightly and found more guards standing around, guns at the ready.

“Get back.” You turned to T.O.P, furrowing his brows. “You asked if I was capable of anything else. Well, I guess now is as good a time as any to show you.” He pulled you back to GD, taking a deep breath.

He stepped out for the guards to see him. They raised their weapons towards him, shouting at him. He held his hands up, bowing his head. When he lifted his head again, his eyes were glowing much like Taeyang’s had. The guards began yelling, dropping their weapons as they screamed and clutched their heads. Some of them had blood dripping out of their noses as they fell to the knees.

You were all focused on T.O.P that you didn’t notice one of the guards fighting through the pain to grab his gun. A deafening shot rang through the air before the guard fell down, blood pooling out of his nose.

T.O.P fell to his knees. His hands came to his side as blood began spilling through his fingers. You attempted to run to him but Dr. Kim and GD both held you back. Dr. Kim was deathly pale and GD had tears in his own eyes. T.O.P fell backwards, turning his head to look at you.

“Don’t weep for me. This was a better fate than I could have hoped for. Now, run away.” His eyes slowly went blank as his hands fell limp to his sides.

GD pulled you away from him, taking a deep breath. D-Lite came to hold your hand as you continued to try and escape. His body was shaking slightly as he clung to you. GD’s eyes were red as he followed Dr. Kim through the empty halls.

Dr. Kim suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to look at you. “What?” you asked.

“It won’t matter if we escape. They’ll just find more people to capture and torture,” he said.

“What are you suggesting?”

“This facility houses a bunch of different types of radiation components. If they mix, it could blow the entire place up,” he told you. You nodded your head, turning to look at the others.

“Where is it kept?” you inquired, turning back to look at him.

“There’s a unit in the back of the facility.” You nodded your head.

“Go and set it off. I’ll lead them out and we’ll meet at the edge of the nearest town,” you said. Dr. Kim nodded. He turned on his heel and began making his way to the back of the facility. You turned to D-Lite and GD. “Come on. It’s time to get out of this hellhole.”

You set off to continue on your exit route. The hallway was completely abandoned as you deftly made your way to the exit. Sirens began blaring, alerting everyone of the oncoming nuclear bomb about to be set off. Unfortunately, metal doors began coming down, blocking your escape. You hit your fist against the metal door., cursing under your breath.

You quickly led GD and D-Lite away from the door, searching for another exit. Beneath you, the floor began shaking violently, jolting your every step. You fought through it, searching for another door to escape through. Shouting made you backtrack, pressing yourself against the wall. GD and D-Lite followed suit, holding their breaths.

D-Lite looked between you and GD before stepping forward. You shook your head, motioning for him to get back. He gave you a half-smile before taking a deep breath. He bared his claws, a fiery look of determination on his face. He ran past you, letting out a battle cry.

GD grabbed your arm, yanking you to his chest. Shots fired and men screamed. You fought against his hold, but he shook his head, tightening your grip. Soon everything fell silent except for someone whimpering.

Stepping around the wall, you found the guards sliced up, blood pooling around them. D-Lite was laying against the wall, blood pooling on his stomach. You rushed forward, falling to your knees as you watched his wound helplessly.

“Do you—do you think that when I—when I come back, I’ll get to see—get to see summer?” D-Lite asked as tears fell from his eyes. You nodded your head, tears pooling in your own eyes. You brushed his blonde locks from his eyes, running a gentle hand along his cheek.

“I think—” your voice cracked slightly, “I think you’ll end up in a place where it’s summer all the time.” He smiled at you, tears falling on your fingers as he gasped for breath. You reached down to clutch his hand as the light behind his eyes slowly faded into nothing.

You bent your head, crying silently. GD knelt beside you, wrapping an arm around you and resting his head on your back. Your body shook slightly as his limp hand fell from yours. Shouting made GD jerk his head. He gently pulled you away from D-Lite and urged you to the nearest door.

You held onto GD’s hand tightly. The building shook and came tumbling down around you as you continued to search for another exit. The sound of running and screaming blended in with the blaring sirens, creating a seemingly noiseless environment. Up ahead you could see another door. The two of you quickly ran to it, barreling through and looking around.

The first thing you noticed was the sun. It was bright. You looked down and saw the snow on the ground. You let out a breath, squinting your eyes to look around. However, all you saw was the facility walls. You spun around and let out a groan. You were outside, but you were on the wrong side of the facility walls.

“Damnit!” you yelled. G-Dragon went to reach out for you when gunfire exploded from behind you. You turned and found people in the guard towers staring at you two. You reached forward, grabbing his hand and pulling him to a door. More gunfire followed you.

Boom!

There was a big explosion to your left that sent you and GD flying. You landed on top of him, letting out a groan. Your ears were ringing as you struggled to stand up. GD pulled you up, looking around and pulling you towards a door in the corner. You were limping and struggling to keep up.

Looking backwards, you could see bright flashes of white that reminded you of Taeyang’s eyes. That was when you paused, just outside the door back inside the facility. Only one survives. He’d known his fate long before you’d met him.

You let out a sigh, turning to GD. You walked towards him, offering a weak smile. You wrapped your arms around him and hugged him as tightly as possible. You reached for the door knob and opened the door. You pulled back from him to give him a smile and a nod before you shoved him into the facility, shutting the door behind him.

You heard him banging against the door as you turned to walk back out into the middle of the field. Snow crunched under your feet and your ears were still ringing as you looked at one guard tower in particular.

You could feel his smug grin from where you stood. You shook your head, looking up at him. “They’re gone!” you yelled. “They’re gone and you lose.” You closed your eyes as one last explosion went off.

***

It was some time before everything went silent. The sirens had stopped blaring, the screams had been silenced, and the building had collapsed with nothing but ash and rubble surrounding G-Dragon.

He coughed, waving away the dust as he struggled to navigate the rubble. He found the door from before and pushed it open. Fire covered the snow as he trampled through it. In the middle of the snowy field was the one thing he didn’t want to find.

You laid in a heap on the ground, clothes soaked from the snow. Your face was covered in cuts and blood, but you looked so peaceful. Blood stained your clothes and the snow around you.

GD fell to his knees, pulling your body onto his lap. He let out an animalistic scream as the tears began flowing down his face. He bent his head touching his forehead to yours. He rocked you back and forth, his cries filling the otherwise silent void.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “It’s all my fault.”

“Yes. It is.”

GD looked up to find his capturer and torturer standing a few feet from him, completely unscathed. He peered down at you, a frown tugging at the corner of his mouth. He shook his head, looking back to GD.

“Dr. L/N was going to go places. Now look, dead all because you think you’re anything more than a monster.” GD bent his head, clutching your body close to his. He looked down at your face, thinking back to your walks together. How you were so understanding and kind.

“And I want you to promise me that no matter what anyone else says, no matter how bad you feel, that I don’t think you’re a monster.”

“I’m not a monster,” GD mumbled. He glanced up at Dr. Min who was glaring down at him. “I. Am. Not. A. Monster.” GD stood up, matching Dr. Min’s glare. He felt his skin beginning to ripple as he Dr. Min began shrinking. He shook his head, letting out a roar.

A dragon stood before Dr. Min, eyes focused on him. Dr. Min tried to run, but he was no match for GD. He was swallowed in one bite. GD bent his head down, nuzzling your body one more time before turning his head to where Dr. Kim would be waiting. He let out a breath.

Everything would burn.

[noona-clock]

BigBang When You Fangirl Over an Actor in a K-Drama

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the gifs used in this post.

G-Dragon

When you start swooning and gushing over the lead actor in the k-drama you’re binging, GD would totally act like he doesn’t care. He would scoff and roll his eyes and just be like “yeah, whatever.” But... he’s a Leo sun/Libra moon. He would be extremely jealous that the attention’s not on him, and his “carefree” attitude would change so quickly. He would become clingy and maybe a little whiny and he would try to take your attention off the screen and onto him. 

T.O.P

We all know that T.O.P would do something weird to grab your attention when all you’re trying to do is watch this handsome actor in your drama! But he literally won’t stop dancing or singing or just naming random objects around the house, so you finally give in. “What? What do you want, Seunghyun?” He freezes. He turns to look at you. He asks... “You like? You liiiiiike?” You simply blink. You both know his question needs no answer.

Taeyang

As soon as Taeyang hears you squealing about how cute the lead actor is in your new favorite k-drama, he would somehow find the actor’s phone number, call him up, and say... “Dope drama, bro. Congratz.”

Daesung

To be honest, Daesung really wouldn’t care if you’re fangirling over some k-drama actor! He knows how much you love him, and he’s confident enough in your relationship not to get jealous. ...But he doesn’t forget to practice his drumming fully disrobed the very next morning.

[nemesyis]

Reaction - BigBang catches you masturbating in the shower

Reaction: Big Bang catching you in the shower using the shower head to masturbate

Rating: Oh there’s some smutty shit going on here!

Warnings: Lots of SMUT! 18+, female masturbation, horny BIG BANG

Written by: @dammitdiva and myself

Seunghyun-TOP

It had been a long day. Your boss was riding you hard at work and your trainer at the gym was just as demanding. You were stressed beyond max and sweaty as hell. The only thing you wanted to do at the moment was relax in the shower and let off some much needed steam.

As the steam rose around you and the massage option on your shower head pounded your tense muscles into submission, you wondered how it would feel in other places. Taking the removable shower head in hand, you ran the pulsing water over your shoulders, down your chest, and gasped as it touched your sensitive beasts. As you moved it lower, your gasp became an open mouthed groan. The high pressure stream of pulsating water pushed past your folds, finding your tender pearl.

The first touch of the water almost caused you to lose your grip on the shower head. You throw your head back in a loud moan. As your pleasure was building more and more, you slowly move your other hand to your breasts to play with your tight nipples. Stimulation driving you insane with pleasure made it hard to concentrate on anything but your fingers pinching you and the water beating at your clit. So much so that you didn’t hear the click of the door knob as it opened.

Seunghyun heard the shower running when he entered your shared apartment. He heard your loud moans when he entered the bedroom. Concern caused him to follow the sound of your shrill vocalizations, to make sure you were alright. He was unprepared for the sight that greeted him when he actually opened the door. Your back was plastered against the shower wall, one leg hiked up and resting on the built in shower bench. Your eyes shut tightly as your face contorted in ecstasy.

At first he was shocked at the scene before him. Seeing you like that was arousing and he could feel himself growing harder by the second. What made him jump into action was seeing you with the shower head. He had never guessed that you would try something like that and was pleasantly surprised when you did. Seunghyun smirked as he started to take his clothes off. He couldn’t just let you have all of the fun.

You were so engrossed by the pursuit of your own pleasure, you barely registered the temperature change as the shower door opened. You were completely unprepared when you felt long fingered hands taking the shower head from the death grip you had on it. Your sluggish brain took a few moments to register that a warm body had entered the space between your thighs. Those same long fingers trailed down your sides before slowly rubbing circles against your tender folds. "Well, this is a side of you I didn't expect Y/N. I kind of like it." his deep voice crooned into your ear as he peppered your neck with kisses.

Kwon Jiyong- Gdragon

Jiyong had been gone from you and your warm bed for far too long. He had been away on business for nearly a month. The daily phone calls and nightly video chats had been pleasant but not nearly enough. He quietly put the key to the front door of your home, expecting you to be asleep considering how late it was. He put down all of his bags and crept into your room. Finding you weren't there, he noticed the cracked door to the bathroom and the slosh of bath water.

He couldn’t help notice the small whimpers coming from your delectable mouth. You had one hand pulling at your hair and the other with the detachable shower head in the other, the jet hitting straight on your sensitive clit. Jiyong walked over to you slowly, rolling up his sleeves and thankful your eyes were shut tight. When he reached the side of the tub, he reached his hand into the warm steamy water and starts rubbing your clit as the jet continues to hit you in that spot. Your eyes open in shock since you weren’t expecting him to be home yet. “Don’t move the jet. I want to have a little bit more fun,” he says to you as he applies more pressure on you.

Taeyang -Youngbae

The moment you realized you only had only 30 minutes to get ready for your date with Youngbae, you jumped off the couch stripping clothes as you ran to the bathroom. The love of your life was going to be there soon and you wanted to look perfect for him. The two of you had been together for years and you had a feeling he was going to be asking you something important at dinner. The water was still cold as you hopped into the shower, causing your nipples to tighten into tiny buds. Grabbing the shower head, you accidentally pointed it towards your lower region and was pleasantly surprised at how good the cool water felt as it hit your lower lips.

Youngbae was nervous. He was really nervous. So nervous his finger missed your doorbell the first time he attempted to ring it. After a few moments and you hadn't appeared, his anxiety kicked into high gear. What if you were ignoring him. What if you were inside and something happened to you. He tentatively tried your door, finding it unlocked, he opened it slowly. Calling your name, he entered. He got no reply. His fight or flight senses kicked into high gear when he heard you wail from the back of your apartment.

You were so completely engrossed in your orgasm that you didn't immediately realize that the door to your bathroom had been forced open roughly. You were startled when you heard Youngbae's voice call your name harshly as he stood in your bathroom looking panicked. You dropped the shower head with a start as your eyes met his wild gaze. "Are you okay Y/N? I heard you scream. Are you hurt?" he asked anxiously.

A deep blush ran up your entire body as the realization of what he had caught you doing. As you attempted to find your words, you saw the light come on in his head. He had caught on to what you had been doing. His honeyed skin turned as red as yours in embarrassment. "Uh… do you need some help with that?" He mumbled, hands folding not so discreetly in front of his crotch. You only giggled at the situation and opened the shower door.

Daesung

You love having Daesung as a roommate. He’s funny. He’s sweet. He looks fantastic without a shirt on, but one thing you can’t stand is the fact you don’t get to have much sexy time. With Dae always around, your dates are usually too intimidated and you are too nervous to take it into your own hands out of worry that he might hear you. So when the opportunity came that he was out of the house, you jumped on it and ran to the bathroom.

Thinking he was going to be gone for at least a couple hours, you decide to cram a whole night into it. You warm your shower up just the right temperature and light some candles to set the mood just right. Snatching the shower head from its rightful place, you immediately direct the water right where you wanted it. The first hit of water made you jump a little bit, but soon enough the pressure had you moaning loudly.

Unbeknownst to you, Daesung came home early. As he kicked off his shoes and put his keys on the side table, he could hear you moaning across the apartment. He knew those moans. On the few times you were brave enough to masturbate, thinking he was asleep, he would lay in his bed stroking his cock to the sounds of your moans and loud gasps. He wanted you so bad but never knew how you would react to him. Today he had enough. He had to have you.

Just as you were about to cum, you hear the door open and immediately stop what you are doing. You quickly realize it’s your sexy roommate standing at the door, massaging his cock as he stares at your body. “If you wanted some help, you could have asked,” he groans at you, eyes traveling up and down. You weren’t sure what to say at first. Of course you had those thoughts about him. Daesung was hot, but you never wanted to cross the line. However, seeing him tonight triggered something in you and all you could do was moan out, “Get in here and fuck me.”

[youarejesting]

Vaguely threatening

Chapter:  Femme 14 Bigbang special 

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Summary: The year is now 3019. Women were going extinct,  Femme Industries is the sole provider of Females. Research advances and Masc industries have finally had it’s first successful male pregnancy and birth.

Starring: GDragon x Bigbang, BTS x Reader, BlackPink

It has been a while, but, I have fixed my phone now and can catch up with the femme chapters. And before anyone starts throwing hate comments about my tags this is a Bigbang special within a BTS Story.

[somekpopthingsuknow]

hello~ can i request a bigbang reaction to their friend (or partner) using them as a pillow? please and thank you💕

I made the reader as a partner! Hope you like it ~

Bigbang reaction to their partner using them as a pillow

G-Dragon/ Kwon Jiyong

You weren’t plainly award of what you doing. You were sleepy and the nearest thing of you was… Jiyong. So, naturally, you wrapped your arms around his chest and placed your head on his shoulder. 

With a smile on his face, he watched you, ‘cause you too cute when you sleep. You often were a bit shy around him but sometimes you’d a bit of courage and make your way near of him. He really appreciated this kind of moment because he felt close to you and your body. But, he is a playful man. After watching you a few minutes, he began to touch your cheeks, your forehead, your closed eyes and your lips. It’s as much because he liked being in contact with you than he wanted to tease you.

“Jagiya~” you chuckled, his lips now starting to attack your face.

“Hm? Anything to say babe?” 

He now bit your lips and you can’t help but moaned a bit.

“No, keep doing this please”

“As you wish babe~”

 T.O.P/Choi Seunghyun

Seunghyun was lying on your bed, a book in his hands, clearly hyped by the actions in the novel. Usually, you’ll just lying next to him, let your lips made their way on T.O.P’s face and neck before say “good night”. But tonight, you felt more childish. You fell behind him and before he could even understand what was going on, you grasped his chest on your arm and you wrapped your legs with his.

 “Mine.” you murmured, sleep already starting to be felt.

He put his book on the mattress before took your hands playfully and tried to bite them like a puppy, which don’t fail to make you laugh.

“I don’t really heard what you said…”

He really liked the way your arms were wrapped around him and the sensation to be so close to you.

“I said you were mine.” You answered, with a lovely voice.

 Taeyang/Dong Young-bae

Actually, this wasn’t unusual to use him as a pillow. You always loved the way his body perfectly fit with your own. But this time, Youngbae wanted to make this day a bit special so, when you were peacefully grasped at him, he took his phone and took a selfie of him with you. You were very cute to him, with your hair transforming into some Medusa and your goofy smile.

When you eventually woke up, you saw him with an idiot smile, looking at you.

“How much I’ve splet?” you asked, with a hoarse voice.

“Long enough to have time to take a picture of you” he answered.

“Oh.” A few seconds later, you realized what he said. “You have what-?”

“In my defense, you were too cute” he explained himself with an adorable laugh.

“You’re lucky I love you ‘Bae because you are the most childish person in this world.”

 Kang Daesung

You never really used him as a pillow. Actually, it’s the opposite. Every time he had the opportunity, he grabbed you, like a koala its eucalyptus. It never bothered you because you liked have his head on your chest but you never understood why he liked this position so much. So, one day, you tried it. 

Daesung was a very muscular man and the way his torso felt was so good… You don’t know if he experienced the same thing with you, but you could now understand why he was always curled on you.

“Trying something new, love?” he asked, a warm and large smile on his face.

“I’m trying to resonate with your inner self” you answered as you closed your eyes.

“You’re so cute jagiya” he responded with a soft touch on your nose.

[igot7monbebes]

BigBang React to; Their S/O is a Med Student

Seunghyun / T.O.P

So you and Seunghyun haven't been dating for a really time, you guys have honestly been out three or four times at this point and he has already asked you to be his partner but you haven't gotten super deep into what the other person does. Tonight the two of you are going out on your first date as a couple rather than friends and even though you're supposed to talk about these things BEFORE starting a relationship, you guys are getting to know one another on a bigger level. 

Although he's an idol, Seunghyun likes to collect and sell old art as well as dabble a little bit in the fashion world alongside his best friend Jiyong. You on the other hand are a proud med student and you don't hesitate to let him know that! He would automatically be super stoked about it; he would look at you with a cute little grin and go "no way! please tell me all about it." -- He would spend the rest of the night listening to you talk about school and what you plan to do after you graduate.

Youngbae / Taeyang

Youngbae knows that you've been waiting years to get into actual med school while going to a pre-med school in preparation for the big switch. Finally, you were able to make it into the acceptance classes for the following years and you were so excited you didn't know what else to do but cry. 

Obviously, Youngbae was extremely concerned about what had you crying so badly so he was freaking out internally, not really knowing what to do. Before he could worry too much, you told him that you were finally accepted into the school you've been waiting to get into. He would also get really emotional because he knows how much this means to you and he doesn't hesitate to tell all of his friends and family that his partner is a great big nerdy med student now!

"I'm so proud of you. You did it!"

Jiyong / GD / G-Dragon

Being that you're his partner, Jiyong is very involved in your life and the things that you do school and workwise. He has always been your biggest supporter and even though he doesn't know a whole lot about medical stuff, he's always helping you study and remember stuff for your big entrance exam. When exam day came, Jiyong cheered you on and even took you out on a nice dinner in a secluded part of town to celebrate the most stressful day of your life so far into your college journey. 

Your test results and acceptance letter came in the mail while you were at work and Jiyong spent the entire day pacing around his apartment waiting for you to get home and tell you the results you got. When you got home, the first thing he did was throw bring you the mail and jump up down waiting for you to finish opening everything. You read him the acceptance letter and you could have sworn this man dove so high into the air his head almost went through the entire ceiling. 

"WE DID IT! Y/N, YOU DID IT! I HAVE TO GO CALL MY MOM HOLD ON ONE MINUTE DON'T GO ANYWHERE."

Daesung 

Daesung has always been your biggest supporter! He cheers you on constantly and makes sure you're prepared for whatever is thrown at you in school so he's always up late at night with you to help you with your homework and do flashcards with you to make sure you're 100% ready for this entrance exam. 

Daesung is nosy and he won't deny this fact so when you received a letter from the med school he didn't waste a moment to tear that bad boy open and read it before you had the chance to do it. You watched him open the letter and got nervous when he started to cry, thinking that you had been rejected and they told you to never apply again or some weird scenario like that but he would wrap you up in a great big hug and smooch your forehead. 

"Future Dr. {Your last name}. I knew you could do it, I'm so proud of you honey. I'm here every step of the way."

- he would also be the first one to tell your mom because he can’t keep his mouth shut long enough for you to do it

[blu-joons]

HUSBAND BIG BANG A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Choi Seunghyun

A ⇴ AFFECTION

He was incredibly protective of you, Seunghyun liked to have his arm around you whenever the two of you were out in public especially so that he could make sure that you were safe and help you find your way around too.

B ⇴ BOYS

It was inevitable that when you met the boys that you would end up getting along with them, as Seunghyun gushed constantly about you before introducing you. They knew so much about you before they even got the chance to say hello, having listened to Seunghyun talk about you time and time again.

C ⇴ COMFORT

You knew that whenever you were going through a rough time you could turn to Seunghyun for support. He was great at giving you advice more than anything else, chances are he’d walked in your shoes at some point in his career, sharing his own story with you and helping you figure out how you wanted to fix things.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

There weren’t many jobs around the house that Seunghyun refused to do, if you needed a bit of help doing something, then Seunghyun was more than happy to step in. He particularly liked to do the more masculine jobs around the house, any chances that Seunghyun had to show off to you, he would snap up in an instant, making sure that when he completed the job, he had your eyes watching him too.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

No one was surprised when the two of you ended up announcing that you were engaged, your friends had predicted that Seunghyun was going to propose long before he ended up doing it. For quite some time people had been asking when Seunghyun was going to hurry up and ask you to marry him, everyone knew that you were going to end up together, it was just a case of when you made it official.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Seunghyun’s favourite thing about being with you was that he knew in you he always had someone in his corner. You never left his side and supported him through absolutely everything which meant a load to him too. Whenever he began to doubt himself or worry about certain situations, Seunghyun knew that he could turn to you for encouragement, and also have you there to give him plenty of advice too.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

The two of you were definitely a couple who preferred to stay indoors and do your own thing. You both enjoyed the company of one another, and also the comfort of being in your own home too, often spending your evenings doing something simple like watching a film or cooking a proper meal together.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

You both couldn’t wait for your honeymoon as it was a chance for the two of you to properly travel together. Although you’d explored a lot, tour usually got in the way, and so with your honeymoon you were keen to visit a few of the spots that you’d seen before, but never got the chance to explore whilst there.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

He loved to surprise you and remind you that he loved you. Seunghyun often wrote you letters or left notes around the house, finding that that method was the best way for him to express his emotions, never quite able to find the words to say aloud to you, without turning into a shy mess before you.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There were times when Seunghyun still got jealous after the two of you got married, he couldn’t help the incredibly protective streak that he had. Although he wouldn’t create a massive fuss about things, Seunghyun would certainly make sure to stand himself a little bit closer to you so that he could listen in on what was going on and offer his hand out for you to hold onto if you wanted to get a bit of help from him.

K ⇴ KIDS

After the two of you got married, starting a family was the most important thing to Seunghyun. He began to alter his schedule a lot to be able to give himself more time at home to be able to be around you, not only to give yourself more time to try for a family, but also to get used to spending more time at home too.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

As much as you tried to get Seunghyun to forget about work whenever the two of you had a lazy day, it usually ended up being pretty impossible. His brain seemed to constantly be in business mode, unable to stop himself from answering a call or replying to an email when it came to work. Some days, you ended up having to confiscate Seunghyun’s phone and laptop so that he could finally relax for a while.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

He was definitely the one that tended to get up earlier in the mornings, sneaking around to not disturb you. As much as he didn’t want to wake you up, Seunghyun’s heart still couldn’t help but flutter with excitement when you eventually showed your face, especially when you came down in his shirt too.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

It took a bit of time some nights for Seunghyun to switch off, and so when he was troubled, you’d lay with him and talk to him about absolutely anything until his mind closed off and finally allowed him to get some sleep.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Seunghyun was obsessed with your personality and how well suited you were to him. He loved how well the two of you got on, you were always just incredibly comfortable around each other like a proper married couple.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

The moments of escapism were always the ones that meant the most to Seunghyun, the chance to just forget about everything else and enjoy time with you was never missed by him. He got so caught up in other things quite a lot of the time, the feeling of doing nothing with you was something he missed a lot.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Despite how busy he often could be, Seunghyun never let that stop him from making time for you, checking in on you as much as he possibly could and asking you how you were when he felt things changing too.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

To remember your wedding, Seunghyun bought a memory box for the two of you to fill with items form your day. From table decorations to a bit of the carpet that you walked down to get to the top of the altar, Seunghyun especially tried his best to save as much as possible to be able to retell your story one day.

S ⇴ SILENCE

The two of you were definitely comfortable in silence, sometimes it was actually what you both wanted in order to clear your minds a little. Words weren’t always needed between the two of you, sometimes just being in the same room with one another or laying down beside each other was more than enough.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Seunghyun’s biggest trick for making things work with you was compromise, and effort. It didn’t matter how busy the two of you could be sometimes, you never failed to dedicate the time and effort to your relationship.

U ⇴ UPSET

There would often be a moment of anger in Seunghyun when he saw that you were upset before reminding himself to be there for you.

V ⇴ VISITS

The smile on his face whenever you showed up at the studio to visit him was like no other. It was almost as if you knew quite a lot of the time when he was struggling for motivation, showing up at the right time.

W ⇴ WISH LIST

For Seunghyun, the one final thing that he wanted in order to make all of his wishes come true, was the start of a family for you both.

X ⇴ XXXX

He wasn’t someone that could just kiss you just because, whenever Seunghyun kissed you, he always made sure that you knew he was doing it because he wanted to remind you that he loved you and being with you.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the two of you were most definitely a team in everything.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Every night the two of you would fall asleep together cuddled up, you made sure to be cosy with one another, talking if you wanted to some nights, or other nights just enjoying falling asleep side by side together.

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Big Bang's Reactions to their relationship being revealed by dispatch

DISPATCH= a message sent with speed

A/N:

I am alive after all. 

T.O.P

He was admiring his new art collection, wondering whether you will love it or you'll be annoyed by the fact that he just bought another painting for way too much amount of money. He kept thinking about what your reaction will be. Once he decided to go with the flow and wait for you to make your own reaction, he set himself on painting his own art, to impress you. He had the luck to enjoy it a few moments when his phone rang and wouldn't stop ringing. He answered and couldn't believe this was really happening. He tried so hard to keep it hidden from all of the media. But now. It. didn't matter anymore. The news was out. Someone sold the pictures of you two on vacation and now was time to settle the media. He didn't care much if the world knew he had a perfect girlfriend like you. It was irrelevant for him the fact that everyone knew. He didn't want to hide you anyway.  

"Oh well, now they know..."

G-Dragon

Once he started thinking what would happen if anyone knew you-the most famous actress in the whole of Korea- were his girlfriend, he just knew everything will go mad. He himself was quite a star. Two stars combined could mean two different views people on it: 1. no. 1 ship of the world OR 2. they don't belong to each other- or in other words-HATE- which he knew would be most likely to happen. So when he found out there was some asshole in the company that took a photo of you two kissing in the car while going home, he went furious. It wasn't the first thing anyone would imagine he would react like, but he was absolutely MAD. He couldn't believe that the company would let anything like that happen. After all, they were THE famous YG Entertainment. So when you tried to convince him that it might not be a bad thing to stop hiding, he just blames it all on the company.

"I KNEW WE SHOULD'VE NEVER GONE HOME TOGETHER. I DON'T FU**ING KNOW HOW THEY WOULD LET AN ASSHOLE LIKE HIM IN THE COMPANY!"

Taeyang

He was in the middle of watching a variety show that he was on with one of his friends when his phone rang and his agent was all nervous and babbling about something bad that he did. Youngbae stopped the show and tried to concentrate on what he is hearing. Nothing the agent said made sense, so he waited until the morning. That was something he shouldn't have done. The first message he read was an invitation to an interview with his new girlfriend-you- a member of the most famous girl groups. And that's when it began. He didn't know what exactly to do and finally called his agent for the explanation. The situation was bad since he told about your relationship with a news reporter while he was drunk. Youngbae was grown up to call the company, give his agent time off and a different job, and then he released an official statement on his Instagram saying the relationship is the best thing that happened to him for a while.

"I lov u jagiya~ and I lov my V.I.P.'s ❤️ "

Daesung

The relationship you had was already quite complicated since most of your work was in Japan. You were a Korean member of the Japanese girl group which was quite famous. That's why you couldn't spend a lot of time together. It was hell for both of you but hearing each other every night was something, to begin with after all. After a month you both found a time to take some time off and enjoy the famous Greece beach. It was perfect until your phones wouldn't stop ringing. Once he heard that some fans took photos of you both on the beach, showing a lot of skinship, he was relieved. There was nothing to worry about. Just some fans spreading his personal life online. He got used to it in all those years. He was an idol after all. He really couldn't care less if people knew that he was kissing you or not. So he kept enjoying the vacation and turned off both- his and your phone. 

“FUUUUUUN AWAITS~~~”