#chencest

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"we don't want to be known as the gay game" statistically you guys are the incest games. hope this helps.

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@bundonge replied to your post: Mun are you more likely to ship chen with...

ChenxChen!Adult

“Weird.”

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ntm that Max being Chloe's sister means she fulfills the sacred lis tenet of superpowers being reserved for adorable bratty younger siblings who are going to get Everything They Want no matter the cost in human life.

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obsessed with whatever monkey's paw curled so the life is strange people could go from "are you cereal" to writing all their subsequent games as incest melodramas.

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i love how so many people see the chen siblings and think: "canon sapphic couple"

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Gabe and Alex Chen have the same four-year age gap as Sam and Dean Winchester and this torment no one except for me.

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it's conspiracy-theory levels of bs for me to think they killed gabe off specifically to cut down on incest shipping in listc, but it's also very funny.

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how messed up in the head do you think Alex would have to be to consider fucking her dad. because like the circumstances are there right. with enough pressure and everything.

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fuck now I'm thinking about what it would have been like if John got the chance to Come Back and try to make up for leaving his kids the way Karen did. like the extra level of anguish if he doesn't show up until Gabe's already gone, already dead, John having to work with one abandoned child to avenge the other instead of saving him, Alex having to choke on his grief and guilt and fractured love along with her own. they're the last of the Chens and they have nothing but each other and in the end it might be worse than being alone, but at least John has the opportunity for redemption and could it ever be enough?

Honestly it'd have been fascinating from a game-comparison point, too, like would the global Resentment Score for John be higher than, lower than, or equal then the global stats for Karen. or whether Alex would have fewer or more opportunities to be forgiving considering she has a longer list of reasons to be angry, but also fewer family members left to turn to. honestly if you could play it to get an ending where if you eat shit with Ryan and Steph it's just Alex and John with all the fucked-up memories and DNA shackles between it'd be. god. the potential...

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healing

(tw incest, implied murder)

ao3

Alex turns the cold, still thumb over in her hand, face pinched. "You should have told me," she says flatly.

Gabe doesn't respond, just looks away, gazing out over the rooftop. Haven Springs looks the exact same way it did since Alex came back, since he came back. Even the Black Lantern is bustling beneath them, despite the fact that Jeb's been dead for months.

Jeb kept him going for a while, in the beginning. Now they need to get more creative.

He feels more than sees Alex press the thumb back against his hand, lower her mouth into her lips press against the juncture. There's the faint sting that always reminds him of a t-shot, the crackle of life bleeding slowly back through his veins. Her stubble scratches his skin, sends his veins tingling like wildfire.

Gabe doesn't ask whose emotions are bleeding into him now, which fractions of precious life force are keeping him from falling apart. Alex wouldn't tell him, and he's not entirely sure she remembers. She's not so good at keep track of these things.

Alex lifts her head and he makes himself look at her, at his hand, the swiftly fading line glistening at the base of his thumb. He flexes his fingers experimentally, watching her watching him, her eyes as sharp behind her glasses as they used to be when he told her how to find the best records on sale.

"How's it feel?" she asks, and it's funny that she of all people would ask him this question, but she's looking at him with careful eyes, like she really has no way of telling except for his answer.

Monstrous, he wants to say, but he doesn't like lying to her. And besides, she'd know. She always knows.

"Good." Gabe lets his hand drop back down, fingers sliding back into hers. "Pretty good."

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bluejeans

(implied incest, implied transphobia, implied violence)

ao3

Alex sits with their leg pulled up on his bed, scratching at the red splashing across denim cuffs and muttering to herself. As he draws closer, dabbing at his face, Gabe can't help noticing the older stains crawling up Alex's jeans, dark and unmistakable.

"You kept the photo," Alex says, jerking their head at Gabe's nightstand. "I thought you hated those braids."

"I did." Gabe shoots a look over his shoulder, at Mac's blood staining the door. "Alex--"

"He'll live." She glances up at him, tucking a lock of hair behind one ear. "Unless you don't want him to."

"Jesus, Al." He settles down next to her, knees touching. The pressure makes his leg tingle, a soft buzz through his muscles, and he thinks too late that he should pull away, get out of the fucking apartment, but he keeps thinking of what she did--did for him--and he can't.

Her lips quirk. "He was checking my dick out, you know." They squeeze her crotch easily, nose stud glinting as her gaze drifts out the window. "What a pathetic little fuck." She leans over, propping their chin on his shoulder, legs coming up to rest easily in his lap like nothing ever changed.

"I'm sorry I hit you," she murmurs in his ear. "But I'm not sorry about kicking his face in. I'll make sure he doesn't go squealing to anyone, though, don't worry."

Gabe adjusts the ice pack held to his face, letting his other hand rest on her ankle, tracing the blood drying there. The fuck are you doing, man, he asks himself, and doesn't really have an answer. But it's Alex, and he could never really get mad at Alex.

"What happened back there, anyway?" he asks instead.

"That's a long story, I guess." Alex's breath is warm and close, maybe a bit too close. "Tell me, Gabe, do you believe in superpowers?"

He shouldn't. But for Alex, he'll believe in anything.

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wisdom

(incest)

There are things that Alex understands long before Gabe does—partly because of her power, partly because of how she’s content to sit and watch while Gabe focuses on moving through the world, constantly seeking a place for them to live.

Like who they are, for instance. Alex figures out her own identity fast enough that they end up living as two sisters for a while, and Alex is the one who sees how “Gabby” flares gold at boy-things, boy-clothes, being mistaken for a boy. By the end she’s practically rolling her eyes waiting for her big brother to figure it out.

And she figures out who they are to each other, who they’ll always be, long before Gabe does. Gabe’s problem is that he wastes too much time trying to settle, looking for “normal,” as if Alex hasn’t broken brains and feasted on souls to keep them together, as if normal didn’t die with Mom or leave with Dad, a long time ago.

She’ll let him pretend, for now, though. She’ll let it be the two of them cuddled on the couch watching old movies in a comfortable tangle of limbs, forming a unified bubble of happy gold, opalescent love, and the faintest hints of pink lust.

Her hand passes idly over his chest and she feels his breath hitch ever so slightly, aura flickering. Alex turns her face into his side to hide her smile.

Soon. She always gets proven right in the end.

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discharge [exo; nc-17]

pairing: jongdae/chen word count: ~3400 summary: Jongdae finds he rather likes being the prey for once. (Obsession AU; selfcest) warnings: mama au, violence with superpowers, selfcest, painful rough sex including references to blood

Jongdae knows how to hunt, he's simply never been on the other side before.

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your fic....... your fucking fic is everything i’ve ever wanted in a fic literally everything every single things even the fucking SETTING! a deserted mining town in fucking kazakhstan, the chencest. jongdae being so evil his own evil clone surprised. the way you made power such an important and carnal thing. THE SETTING. chen making jongdae let go and release his darkest desires, THE GLOVE THING, THE SETTING. the use of lightning. i cant thank you enough i literally can’t god fucking bless you

oh!!! anon!!! ANON!!! THANK YOU

oh boy. gosh. yes. ALL THOSE THINGS! it seems you liked kazakhstan the most :’) I’ve been enamoured with it ever since we got his pathcode trailer set in almaty. just. of course jongdae wouldn’t go to murica or germany or china the way the other exos do, of course he would pick a place strangely close to home yet distinctly apart from everybody else - because jongdae himself, no matter how much he tries to fit in, is also just a few degrees of separation from the rest of his members.

and yes!! both chen and jongdae are very invested in power and how to access it and use it to its best effect, but they go about it in distinctly different ways. chen is all pleasure and feeling good. he wants to just enjoy his lightning for what it’s worth, and he won’t deprive himself of good times by putting in the work to try and control it in the precise scalpel-sharp way that jongdae will. and jongdae—jongdae will cut himself open on his own teeth over and over again until he can conquer and control everything inside of him, from his own emotions to his own power.

and not to be me, but.... sober, clear-eyed, precise self-control is much hotter to me than unrestrained hedonism—so ofc. it was always going to be jongdae over chen.

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(1) i just read your android chencest fic and i have way to many words. first of all the way chen analyzes what jongdae does it doesn’t like is so !!! (avoiding touching jongdaes neck, etc) like i know he’s a robot and his desires md stuff are artificial but how he still somehow in his own robot way wants to please jongdae?(his dominance transcends species). the dynamics between them too, seeing calculating (evil) jongdae interact with this inhuman thing, and how chen can

(2) actually (to a degree) understand what the fuck jongdae is doing like?????, “unless you don’t want that. You want to make me cry? Bleed and cry all over your cock?’” and this fucking line, let me tell you i think about this line daily.

(3) another line that made me literally combust into fiery flames was “‘Was I work of narcissism, Jongdae?’ With all your flaws, all your pride, all your sadism? ‘Yes,’ says Jongdae, with that cruel, cruel smile. ‘And look how beautiful we are.’” like please i am the biggest fucking narcissist in this fucking world (or second to jongdae i guess) and this literally pushed this fic into the spot of my fav fic in the world, and let’s not forget the bible quote. thank you for writing this, truly.

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THESE ARE SUCH NICE COMPLIMENTS ANON!!!! thank you so so much for enjoying the fic!! it was definitely something super different for me to write and I am so blown away by all the positive feedback that I’m still getting from it even now!! HOPEFULLY I REPLY TO ALL THE THINGS HERE, so

1. YES it was fun writing about an android who has to constantly assess and re-assess human behaviour through an interaction. like obvs we do that subconsciously when we talk to each other, but I wanted to bring those details to the forefront (the effect of touch and blinking rate and choice of diction) because they all are so informative of the type of person. it’s one of the things that’s fun about watching idols: how does their behaviour is informed by hypothetical past experiences and how does that manifest if you imagined them in another situation. SO BASICALLY I got to write a love letter to jongdae’s weird idiosyncrasies through chen and then make fun of him for it :’)

2. THAT’S SUCH A HORRIBLE LINE because it just shows that jongdae is really the worst person. he’s not in it for any sort of pleasure beside base hedonism. it’s always gonna be about having power over something else and how he gets off on that dynamic. AND CHEN OBVS NAILS IT and because he’s an android, he also gets to choose to ignore how that’s literally the worst and no one should go near jongdae if he reveals his entire interest in you is about being a self-centred sadist.

3. BIBLE QUOTE!! BECAUSE JONGDAE IS A GOOD CATHOLIC BOI!! EVEN WHILE BEING TERRIBLE!! and instead of realizing that he’s a flawed being compared to god, he decides nah, I’m gonna play god, and ofc considering chen’s baseline of a personality is this horrendous narcissist, how is he supposed to say no? idk what jongdae is going to do with chen, but man, I hope jongdae knows that it’s gonna backfire on him sooner or later when chen ~learns enough as an android~ to start manipulating jongdae in return.