#cheesequeenmiu

[bravenurse]

We talk a lot about Auntie Glynda, but how about Uncle James?

he has also never held a baby or even SEEN a baby

[merphv]

Nyelloo, I was wondering, do you by any chance have any plans to sell RWBY related merch on local cons? I've been a fan of your work since I got into this fandom and Indonesia lacks RWBY fan merch sooo badly.

Shsjkalala thank you! You flatter me and yes, I've been thinking about selling merchs in local cons but I don't know if I can make it for CF13 because I've been working on Bumbleby zine right now but the answer is yes, I am planning to sell them.

[ozcarpin]

Just dropping in to say I hope you're doing great and get all that deserved quality Ozpin (and cloqwork) contents!

Ahhhh!

Hello Darling!

And the same to you! I hope all within the GoodWood Kingdom are well-fed and looked after with only the most quality of contents!

[facultyloungecosplay]

Let yikes be yikes and focus on how hot of a birb Qrow is and we all should celebrate his mighty hotness (while churning that ozqrow content, yum 👌👌👌)

Now this should be the mood today, lads.

Go read some quality fics today, or browse the tags for art. Blacklist the negativity and focus on the good. 💚

[tigerstripedmoon]

Hi, hello Tiger, you darling you, I just want you to know I love your ozqrow dribbles and that Ozpin and Ruby talk killed me, thanks

MIU

Also you can’t die, i’d be so sad to not see you and your art pop up on my dash/Twitter feed

[reikiwie-art]

Wow. Akimitsu???? Ironwitch???? Can I treat you with a $100 Gold Darjeeling tea and the finest of pastries? Thank you so much for drawing them

skqkfndkn thank you ♥♥ //lays on the ground// dnfsnffgdfgdbbg–

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

From that pretty words ask meme: Juniper, Wanderlust, Luminous

Pretty Word Asks

✨Juniper: Have you ever laid in a field of flowers?

No. But I have, like…. laid in the grass in my yard though. (I don’t think I’ve been to a field of flowers.)

✨Wanderlust: Have you ever traveled outside of your country?

I’ve barely traveled inside my country, much less outside of it.

✨Luminous: Does you zodiac sign fit your personality?

Sometimes, but not always.

[teamsharoncarter-archive]

Hey dude, I'm sorry if my tag give you negative impressions and it triggers problems god knows you don't want to experience. It would be hard to accept different opinions on tumblr because we're communicating in a third medium, misunderstandings are bound to happen. If people in the fandom are actually making your life hell and actually personally attack you, I'm offering ears to your story. I know how shitty people can give anxiety and maybe sharing it can ease your burden. That if you want to

I have calmed down now (who knew chores could clear your mind right?). Also, I want this ask and answer to be public so people know what happened and don’t send either of us hate or whatever. (That’s happened before so it’s for mine and your protection). But if you feel uncomfortable with that, I will gladly delete this post and send it via submission.

Hey I want to say thank you, for apologizing. I would also like to apologize. I was already in a beginnings of a manic episode that I felt in me, and when that volcano just erupted, I “spewed the lava” onto you and you didn’t deserve that so I’m sorry about that. I’m trying to do better with it. And I probably should have been more clear, I will work on that too.

Yeah the five years of being on here were hell. (In fact I have a post labeled “Five Fucking Years [link]” that is the summary of the hell - but no where near explains exactly what I’ve had to deal with.) My blog archive on this one only shows 3 years, but I had two different blogs—and a failed remake for this blog—until I remade into “teamsharoncarter” (tsc is like, my tenth url on this blog omg).

I kinda ranted about the Five Hell Years of Fandom below, it’s kinda long, so it’s under a read more.

So my Fandom Life started way back in 2012 on fanfictiondotnet, and 2013 on tumblr.

First thing negative I ever had happen to me, is that a person reported and had my fanfic deleted because I “falsely advertised on the fanfic summary” as stated on the last review before my fanfic was just Gone. FFN didn’t even warn me or back it up at all. And because people badgered me for an update because I wasn’t Spitting Out A New Chapter Every Hour, the demands made a deadline for something that wasn’t supposed to have a deadline made me worry that people would hate me if I didn’t Immediately Post Now, so I posted One Paragraph chapters that were rushed and gross, because I thought they just wanted quantity, not quality. So then I started getting Hate Reviews because it was rushed and not “proper length for a chapter.” (Thank God for James Patterson for his One Page Chapters that taught me, who cares if it’s one page? You wrote down what you wanted in the story without somehow jamming it into another chapter.)

Imaginary deadline made me anxious like a school deadline, which made me feel bad for not posting anything for months which lead to more anxiety which lead to feeling like crap everyday for not posting which eventually lead to spiraling depression.

So I left fanfictiondotnet behind me. And did a dumbass decision to join tumblr. I’ve seen other authors on FFN talk about visiting their blogs and chat with them and stuff, so I thought it would be a fun place to hang with fellow fans.

I was right for a little bit.

Then I reblogged a post that upset one of my few followers. Next thing I knew, I was getting sent messages about how I’m a menace to society for liking this one couple or something (like if I remember correctly, it was a think it was thalico - about 7 months before Nico was confirmed gay). And so because I said “fuck off” because like, 13 years old, why do you wanna worry about that stuff when all you want is fun right? So whenever I got a message from them, I’d delete it. I’d block them over and over again, because either they were using friend’s accounts or a different computer, I’ll never know. After they were Proven Right that their headcanon was canon, they were like “see! i told you!” as if it was okay for them to constantly harass me because their headcanon that a character was gay was confirmed.

What made me finally leave that blog was that I kinda got into a fight, like we did, but they twisted the words I was trying to say, which I got irrationally angry at, and they vagued me, and also not so vagued me, (which is why I don’t take kindly to that anymore) to their followers, which lead to hundreds of anons in my inbox about how I should die and should kill myself. I tried to tell the person, but they had me blocked after they vagued me, and so I had my friend tell them, but all they got was a laugh in the face about how I was childish for trying to stop what I deserved.

So I deleted that blog, remade another one, where I would just reblog, not comment, not have ask open, not post personal opinions, nothing. Just a simple reblog blog. That didn’t work either because I started to feel lonely, and the only follower I had was my sister.

So I tried FFN again, new account, new fanfic ideas, new ships, new identity, and put a link to my blog on my bio and decided to open up my ask for any convos my readers wanted for the fanfic—specifically things like theories for the next chapter. I even made sure to have three chapters ready, so I would post one chapter per week, which gave me time to write the next one, to give a nice flow. Which was a big mistake. I started to get the same “UPDATE!” messages, so I would post the next chapter anyway because I have a compulsion to please people, which restarted the spiraling because I no longer had the cushion to have more time to write. I though the update demands would shut up if I gave them three in the same day. But then, I also got hate reviews for my fanfics in my ask. About how everyone was Out Of Character or Not Together With Their OTP. And so I deleted the accounts and just started over again.

With this blog.

I started not talking to anyone but the few friends I made on my previous blog. I reblogged a lot of gen stuff, then as a month went by with nothing, no sign of hate, I decided to reblog shippy stuff, I changed my icon to my OTP.

Which upset practically everyone.

I was sent not only that I should die or kill myself, but death threats and rape threats and just weird ass shit. I get sent messages that my otp/fave character was abusive (steve/tony, fave character is tony) and that I was an abuse apologist and that I should be filled with concrete to they could “smash me into a million piece or sculp me into a human being with more decency”. So since then I just would, block anyone who I saw was even a little negative toward the things I loved, because I thought, if I put up the barricade now, they can’t get me later. But then I started showing love to other ships and characters and it would just start all over again. And then people I already had blocked would somehow find my posts, screenshot them, post it making fun of it without removing my url, then send hoards of people after me. And when asked to stop, they laughed at me more.

I changed my url, and saved the old url with a redirect to a “not found” page so they thing I deleted and I was save for awhile.

I posted a picture of me as sharon for halloween - I didn’t have a white catsuit, but I did have a vest like Sharon did in CW so I wore that (2 people recognized who I was trying to be) - and then I got this ask: “You are ugly. So is Sharon. [link]” and yeah my answer was basically “wow anon lol pathetic hate”, it still got to me?

I don’t know what has made me stick it out with this one for so long. Maybe because I have a lot of followers now, maybe because of the friends I made, maybe it’s my “fuck this fuck you i’m staying” spite. I don’t know. I just know that I’m tired.

I’m tired of defending myself and the fiction characters I love. I’m tired of constantly being told by my own invasive thoughts and by real people, that my life doesn’t equal that of a fiction characters. That fiction characters are somehow worth more than me, a living breathing human.

[bravenurse]

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James, without hesitation yells “Glynda”. Qrow and Ozpin take full offence. Ozpin does not talk to him for weeks while Qrow never gives him a break: roasts him whenever he gets the chance, randomly throws drink at him, slaps important documents James about to hand to Vale’s board of security and it’s windy that day so all the papers are blown, etc.

THEY’RE SO FUCKING PISSED

Glynda is unharmed in this situation but she doesn’t take pride in knowing she’s the cause of the biggest temper tantrum from the world’s oldest 2 year olds

[rnlacc]

COFFEE SHOP AU @cheesequeenmiu

Now I’m drawing another one for this Au <3 <3

[ozcarpin]

I ship your cloqwork and ironwitch kid, they give me that GOOD GAY VIBE. Also, thanks for ironwitch kid for having hime cut. HIME CUT IS THE BEST. along with regal curls, of course ;DDD

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! Omgosh yes! They could have such an interesting relationship couldn’t they? XD I 100% support this and if anyone would like to do anything with them, please do share, it would bring me such joy!

It shall be called……Melydia! (Or whatever else if someone can come up with a better name)

[joshmspicer]

Josh Spicer’s Favorite Songs of 2017 - 12

Guess who managed to worm their way back with a single song?

You get three guesses.

12. “The State of Now” by George Velasquez (MIU)

It will...forever sadden me that MIU never took off the way they should have, and should to be honest.

They were...kinda big during the pony days, but just as big as anybody else who got a song or two on EQD. But still, never as big as Tombstone or Alex S or d.notive.

Much like them, they’ve managed to keep on making consistent music far past the days of the pones.

Unlike them they never maintained their level.

Which is weird cause they always make consistently amazing songs.

The George Velasquez project is different but considering it gave me “The Only One” and “A Song of Ascension”, I’m not really inclined to say it’s not leading to success.

This song in particular is definitely a new direction for them. It sounds like some of T-Swift covers while still adding in that amazing Celtic influence (seriously, never let that go) that I always adore. Lyrically it’s different, but like most MIU tracks, the vocals absolutely shine through, aided only by its production.

I’ve never made it a secret that I love MIU’s voice and I absolutely can not wait for when the full album releases. As a first single though? I expect this to be in my ears for a while.

[tigerstripedmoon]

Tagged by @gorgeousgalatea and @theladydrgn, two more nerds I adore, it’s: 8 People I want To Get To Know Better! (insert ‘ta-da’ noise here)

Basically, I do the thing, and then you do the thing. OK? OK.

Name: Tiger. Seriously, I think at this point 99% of my RL friends call me that, not to mention online, so. If I thought they’d let me, I’d legally change my name to Queen Tiger I, Smacker of Bitches. 

Birthday: December 19

Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius/Capricorn cusp. In other words, I’m a hippocampus.

Height: 5′5.5″ at last doctor visit. I call bullshit. Give me back that extra half-inch.

Hobbies: annoying people Writing fic, drawing, vidya gaemz, scrolling through twitter until my eyes bleed, collecting dumb things, sleep

Favorite Colors: Jewel tones - emerald green and deep amethyst.

Favorite Book: Uhhhhhh... I’mma cheat and list a bunch. Watership Down, Asimov’s Robots series, Leaves of Grass, the sun and her flowers, and I’m throwing in the Soul Eater manga (sans the very last chapter) because I can so :P

Last Song I Listened To: Hairpin Turns - The National (The song is absolutely STUNNING. The music video, OTOH, is super weird. It’s in black-and-white. The band’s all in a stark white room, dressed in jeans and plaid and standing in front of their instruments/microphones, while a girl in a flowered shirt and shorts that look like an adult diaper stumbles around and squats like a baby trying to shit out an epic load. The cognitive dissonance, it burns.)

Last Film I Watched: .... um. I don’t... actually... remember? I don’t watch a lot of movies.

Inspiration or Muse: making ozpin cry Seriously, it boils down to this: 40% “how many people can I make cry today”, 30% “FUCK YOU THAT’S NOT HOW TRAUMA WORKS”, 15% “it’s shitpost time hell fucking YEAH”, and 15% “*insert porn music here*”.

Dream Job: Does ‘filthy stinking rich’ count? I feel like that should count.

Meaning Behind Your URL: Honestly? I like tigers and I like nighttime and lunar things/deities/etc. It seemed like a good fit. (Also, I originally started this tumblr so I could ramble about Soul Eater, so double meaning lol)

TA-DAAAAAA~

Tagging @evil-robot-cat, @bravenurse, @valasania-the-pale, @cheesequeenmiu, @coffee-queen448, @lucidsnake, @marithlizard, and @cinnamon-pineforest Go forth and do the thing! (or not. No pressure. <3 )

[runephoenix6769]

rwby head canon 3

Qrow once poured whiskey into Dr Oobleck’s coffee thermos.

Dr Oobleck promptly set fire to the staff room.

Glynda handed in her resignation letter

Ozpin added it to a 3 inch thick overstuffed folder, titled, Glynda’s Resignation folder. 

Ironwood took her out for dinner and the opera. They had a relaxing weekend

Glynda was there to give her Monday morning classes.. 

Any time Ozpin is smug, the door will ‘accidentally’ close in his face  or he’ll ‘spill’ his coffee on himself.

Professor Port shaves with his blunderbuss, much to Glynda’s annoyance.

She counts the days Professor Peach will be back so she can have some female company

She sets push ups, sit up, sprints and laps with FULL armour and weaponry as punishment for students and Qrow!

She has a very nice secluded and apartment on campus grounds.. it has `a lovely wide roof terrace with hanging vines.. She can see all`across vale.. She is convinced that she once saw Blake belladonna’s pasty face disappearing over the rim a ledge in the tower above. 

She guards her privacy.... 

She secretly reads ninjas of love...... She may follow a blog.... The syntax seems familiar but she cant place it. 

Every week , Glynda gets` an application to bring Bumblebee on the grounds

Every week she sticks it in a 3 inch thick over stuffed folder, titled, Yang Xiao Longs file of Never Gonna Happen.

Yang knows this and so starts making the most ridiculous requests. 

Teacher v’s Student Grimmball was actually granted..

A week long roasting of the teachers team commenced.. 

Yang and a bunch of students , lived to regret it... 

Just barely! 

@literally-in-too-many-fandoms @cheesequeenmiu

[definitelyyessnakedemons]

welp now i can’t see Tomoyo’s face without thinking of Miu, apparently. XD

[theladydrgn]

Tag Meme!

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to know better and answer the questions!

Tagged by: @gorgeousgalatea

(original thread here)

Relationship Status: Happily Married

Favourite Colour: Purple <3

Top 3 Ships: Ozqrow (rwby), and viravos (dragon prince) and the only things I ship right now, but I have A LOT of ships that have... fallen to the side as of recently.

Last Movie: Just saw Venom for the first time the other night (i’m stupid behind on movies oof)

Tagging: @icibue, @cheesequeenmiu, @tigerstripedmoon, and anyone one else who wants to do it!!!