#chat i cant do this for much longer

[stupidlyunhinged]

my spirit guides watching me have three breakdowns last night and another four to seven ive had today:

me grieving all kinds of shit non stop for the past two months as shit just continues to get worse:

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie

[cluedoenthusiast]

Bits I liked from The Alligator Hour with Joshua Homme and Alex Turner

[todayisafridaynight]

At which point did you realise that the plot of IW is ass? I've seen people complain only about the ending or the halfway point where the teams separate, while I was already actively rolling my eyes like four-five chapters in

i think the moment i fully accepted that IW's story was. Definitely A Story was the moment ebina announced 'bleach japan'. like i think leading up to that point i was thinking to myself 'oh i hope i see X happen' or being like 'i wonder where this is going' and that sort but the proverbial bucket of ice was definitely that moment

[silverselfshippingchaos]

ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

[capyclub]

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[captainaspie1218]

I just really REALLY wanna drop dead

[sainzsiren]

SO AMERICAN, LN4

cw: swearing

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landonorris maybe

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[divinesolas]

If the requests are still open can i request cregan with targ reader and meeting her dragon for the first time? maybe it’s cannibal or another badass dragon , thanks 🤲🏼

a.n: i loved this request and i love cannibal so i hope you enjoy !! ( ˘ ³˘)♥

when cregan stark wakes up without you by his side he finds it strange. he is usually up much earlier than you and a small frown befalls his face when he feels your side is cold.

He is more surprised when he finds you up and ready lacing up your boots in the main hall after he gets dressed. “good morning.”

“what are you doing?”

you shrug. “the maesters told me cannibal was feeling fussy before i slept last night and i thought i would wake up early this morning to go greet him.”

you walk over and place a kiss on his grumpy face, “whats wrong?” “you were not there when i woke up.” you stiff a laugh as you wrap your hands around his neck and smile, “im so sorry my lord husband.” he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you into him and you squeal. “when will you be back?” “i dont know he gets grumpy, an hour or two.” that was far to long for his liking and you can hear him grumbling at your answer. “unless you would like to come with me.”

he pulls back and grabs your face but you merely grin at him, “unless the big bad wolf of the north is scared.” “his name is cannibal.” “because he eats dragons not humans.” “as if that is any better.”

you playfully huff and separate yourself from him much to his annoyance and look at him from over your shoulder. “if you dont want to come ill see you later.”

when you walk away without looking back you dont think anything of it assuming he just stayed behind until you greet one of the dragon maesters, “my lady, my lord.” you turn to see cregan a couple paces behind you and you grin as you walk over to him and grab his hand pulling you along with him, “i knew you would cave, you big baby.” he grumbles to himself as you turn back to the maester who walks you to cannibal.

cregans grip on your hand tightens as the ground rumbles with cannibals arrival as he slowly inches towards you. his head dips down to look at cregan and he snarls. “Gīda cannibal” (calm) your dragon settles slightly but continues to glare at the man behind you.

you take a couple more steps towards him much to cregans dismay and press your hand against his snot and he breaths a puff of air at you as you laugh. “issa ñuha valzȳrys, sagon gīda, rȳbagon.” (he is my husband, be calm, listen) you gesture to cregan to take a couple steps closer and he warily makes his way to stand next to you. cannibal keeps his eyes on cregan as he settled to lay on the floor.

“touch him.” cregan looks at you as if you were mad, “he will bite off my hand.” you chuckle as you grab his hand and slowly guide it to cannibals jaw. “he would if i told him to, but he is a good listener, paktot?” (right?) cannibal hums as his eye closes as cregan strokes at his jaw.

You watch a small smile grow on cregans face as cannibal happily lets him scratch him. You cant help but grin at seeing the two of the most important men in your life getting along. cregan turns to you and narrows his eyes, “what?” you shrug and place a kiss on his cheek, “and to think the big bad cregan stark was oh so scared earlier of cannibal.” “i was not.” “was to.” “oh shut up.”

the two of you stay there much longer than intended simply chatting and letting cannibal get to know cregan and his scent. cregan heavily refuses to ride him with you and watches as you fly off before walking himself back to the main hall. you dont get discouraged by cregans adamant refuse to ride cannibal knowing he’ll one day cave like he always does.

[lemmetreatya]

kpop fanboy!eren who runs a famous stan account for his favourite kpop group — but mostly only famous himself because most fans stan him instead

kpop fanboy!eren who regularly posts dance videos or makes fan based tiktoks about the group. kpop fanboy!eren whos even been noticed by some of the groups on twitter when they do occasional menpas.

kpop fanboy!eren who makes a group chat for a meet up at a concert for his favourite group in his city. kpop fanboy!eren who adds you into the chat, unknowing of how cute you are. he doesn’t realise at first — being chat admin comes with it’s responsibilities and for awhile he’s unaware of who you are.

but one day kpop fanboy!eren checks your account out of curiosity and it’s absolutely star struck by how pretty you are. kpop fanboy!eren who dms you privately to get to know you. kpop fanboy!eren who no longer talks in the chat but never fails to text you throughout the day.

“fuck, you’re much cuter over the screen.”

kpop fanboy!eren‘s voice is deep as you cover your giggle with the back of your hand. why exactly was he facetiming you again?

kpop fanboy!eren who’s chats are suggestive despite his constant tweets about turning down advances from other fangirls. kpop fanboy!eren who asks if youd like to meet up a few hours before the kpop concert.

kpop fanboy!eren who takes you out for a meal at the kbbq place not too far from the venue.

“damn, you’re even cuter in person” he says as he hugs you hello.

kpop fanboy!eren who tells you to slip with him into his section of the concert venue so that you’re closer to the stage. kpop fanboy!eren who tells you to come with him to the toilets real quick before the concert starts — something about one of his contacts flying out.

however, once you step out of the arean seating area, kpop fanboy!eren softly leans you up against the wall of the hallway and you have to ask him what’s wrong.

“can i kiss you right now?” he asks, breath hitched and hands warm on your waist.

“what happened to your contacts? they’re okay now?” you muse although you can feel your heart picking up at his advances.

“they were always fine.” he rolls his eyes. “just wanted an excuse to get with you alone.”

and you figure that was the idea but you didn’t want to jump to conclusions. regardless, youre leaning in first so that he can get the message. kpop fanboy!eren takes the initiative and lightly kisses you as he meets you half way.

but the kiss doesn’t stay innocent for along and soon the both of you are gripping at each others faces and pressing into the other.

“okay, now i need to go to the bathroom.” he breaths and you understand what he’s getting at.

kpop fanboy!eren ends up fucking you over the sink in the communal toilets. his moans are so loud, garbling on about how he’s been waiting so long for this.

every time someone accidentally steps in, you have to abashedly cover your face because most of stan tweet were literally at this show. but kpop fanboy!eren didnt care about who saw, and that aroused you even more because he had more to lose than you did.

the both of you hear the thundering opening of the kpop act coming on stage and you want to get angry at the man but you cant! he was digging you out so good that maybe missing just the first few minutes werent so bad.

“ren…ren…t-the show.” you whine with the back of your head leaning against the mirror.

kpop fanboy!eren doesnt let up — he just continues fucking into your wet cunt.

“fuck the show. right now…im f-fucking…fucking you.”

kpop fanboy!eren pulls out at the last minute and ends up cumming onto your concert fit. you have in mind to be mad at him but the sparkling glow in his eyes and the way he still reaches in for a kiss changes your mind.

both you and kpop fanboy!eren go back to the arena area to watch the rest of the concert and you enjoy it regardless. you just both make sure to mute your usernames on the timeline once it’s finished.

[jaysturniolo]

𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝑾𝒂𝒊𝒕.

content warning!! p in v, unprotected sex, roughdom!Matt, sub!reader, daddy kink, caught masturbating, use of vibration, use of handcuffs, slapping

Matt has been streaming on twitch with Chris for almost three hours now and youve grown impatient. Sitting in the living room and wtacging tiktok you decide to text Matt.

                                 𝚃𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗?

𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑, 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑

                                          𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎?

𝙰𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚛

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚐𝚐𝚐

𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝

You set your phone down and sigh hearing Matt yell at Chris from his room. You decide to go in the stream and watch for a bit "Chat imma get off after this round" Matt says loading into the next match. "Why?" Chris questions Matt, confused. "Because i have other stuff to get to tonight and i would rather do that tonight than tomorrow" Matt responds and opens up a pepsi can. Chris nods his head and you leave the stream.

𝚃𝚎𝚡𝚝����𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝

𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛

𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝

𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢

you sigh and lay your phone down on the couch. If Nick was here you wouldnt be nearly as bored but he's in Japan with Madison now, so it leaves you alone.

You sit back on the couch watching TV and start to get sexually frustrated. Matts still live wih Chris and you dont know how much longer he will be, so you decide to take matters into your own hands. You go into the kitchen where you had set your bag full of necessities when you got to the triplets house that morning. You pull out a vibrator and make your way back to the couch. Sitting there you pull off your shorts and panties turn on thr vibrator you start circling it on your clit. You bite your lip to keep controlnof your moans lettibg out quiet whimpers. Suddenly you turn your head and see Matt standing next to the staircase. You were to lost in your own lust to hear hin coming down the stairs before. "Oh so thats why you wabted me to end the live hm?" Matt says staring at you. You turn off the vibrator and set it next to you. Your face goes red out of embarrasment and nod your head. Matt smirks, "get to my room and bring the vibrator with you." he demands and you smile excitedly and get up from the couch grabbing the vibrator and slipping on your shorts.

After running up the stairs you flop on to Matts bed sitting down at the edge. he walks in and shuts the door behind him. "So youre that big of a desperate slut that you cant wait for me to be done hm?" Matt asks walking over to you. You nod youre head "use your words." He says sternly. "Yes..."  you say, your face getting hot. "Yes what?" he says leaning down lifting your chin up. "Yes i am a desperate slut" you respond looking away as Matt grabs your jaw "Good girl" he says running his thumb along your bottom lip. He lets go slapping your cheek softly. "Get those shorts off" he demands, unbuckling his belt and jeans letting them pool at his ankles. You peel off the shorts and throw them aside along with your panties. Matt takes his sweater off and throws it to the ground. "Shit baby... open your legs for me.." he tells you  as you lean back and slowly open your legs leaving yourself on display. He runs his hands up from the top of your thighs up under your shirt, he peels your shirt off aswell. He leans in and kisses you slowly and passionately.

He breaks the kiss and leans down into your ear, "i want you to get up by that headboard, yeah?" He whispers and kisses your neck. "Yes" you say nodding your head "yes who?" he asks looking into your eyes "Yes sir.." you say blushing and moving to the headboard. "So obedient for me arent you.." he says crawling on the bed to you. He kisses your neck, all the way to your collar bone. He lifts his head up and kisses your lips slowly, starting to move his middle and ring towards your pussy, runnibg his fingers along the folds. You whimper in his mouth as he sticks one finger in your hole. He then adds his ring finger as you disconnect the kiss to let out a sharp moan. He shames his head in disgagreement "noooo your gonna hold out as long as i want you to, got that?" he says grabbing your jaw forcing you to look at him. You nod your head "yes sir" you whimper and Matt nods his head. He removes bothe fingers and tells you to get on all fours, you nod your head and obey. You face the edge of the bed where theres a whole body mirror mounted on his wall. Matt always enjoyed watching you come undone as he destoryed you from the back. Matt takes his boxers off and throws them off the bed, lining his huge already hardened cock up with your tiny hole. He slowly enters you as you bite your lip hard and whimper softly. "Keep quiet, i know you can take it." Matt responds, grabbing your throat and slipping his index and middle finger into your mouth, telling you to suck. You swirl your tongue around Matts digits as he looks at you through the reflection of the mirror. He begins sinking his cock further into you, watching for your reaction, which you gave him. Your jaw fell open "oh fuuuck Matt" you let out a high pitched moan "im just getting started princess" he leans down shoving himself fully into you. You moan loud and Matt pulls your hair hard. "The fuck did i tell you to do?" Matt says beginning to quicken his hips, thrusting in and out of you. "To- keep- quiet- sir-" each of your words cut off by Matt pounding into your tight hole.

"Do what I tell you..fuckin cock hungry whore arent you?" he asks laughing under his breath watching your ass recoil on his pelvis "yes sir..." you moan out. He nods his head "whos cock hungry whore are you?" He asks panting.  "Your cock hungry whore sir!" you moan loudly. Matt doesnt even care about Chris hearing anymore, he grabs the vibrator and turns it to the max speed. Placing it on your clit your eyes roll to the back of your head and your eyebrows knit together "Oh fuck daddy!!" You moan out loudly. Matt grins " 'daddy' huh? have i finally gained that name?" he asks pounding into you violently while making sure the vibrator stays in place. "Yes yes yes daddy oh fuck!!!" you practically scream out, almost rambling at this point. "Shit...get up here " Matt says pulling you up by your neck as he streches his legs out more. "Ride me" he tells you as he grabs the vibrator and sits up against the head board. You nod your head and look into his lust filled yes as you start sinking down on to him. You moan and Matt grabs the vibrator and places it on your clit. He licks his lips as he watches you bounce up and down on his cock. Matt feels around the fabric of your bra "Take this off for me slut" he grunts out and you moan,  nodding your head. You take it off and Matt watches you, pressing the vibrator more to your clit making you practically scream. Matt slaps your cheek "stay the fuck quiet or your not leaving this bed until you learn how to. Ill fuck you to youre absolutely destroyed got that?" Matt asks and slaps you again "huh?" he asks grabbing your throat "yes sir..." you whine out. Matt bucks his hips and thrusts into you matching your movements. You moan without thinking and cum all over Matt and the vibrator. Matt groans "disobedient little slut i never told you you were allowed to cum and your also disobeying what i demand you to do?" Matt slaps you harder this time and you whimper. Matt shoves you off his dick "lay down, youre gonna get punished" you do as he says and lay down. You see Matt grab to pairs of handcuffs and put them on the headboard, leaving one cuff open on each. He puts your wrists in the open cuffs and smirks "now im gonna do whatever i want to you, and youre gonna have to take it" he whispers in your ear. He grabs the vibrator again and you whimper "quiet." Matt says sternly. He gets on top of you and instantly shoves his dick inside of you.

You shreak and Matt lands his hand on your throat, adding pressure "Take.it." he demands. You wrap your legs around his waist as he pounds into your cervix. He holds the vibrator in place and pushes it harder on your clit. "Tell me who owns this pussy" Matt grunts out "Y-you daddy!!" you almost scream out. Matts lips curl into a grin "Good little slut hm? so fuckin obedient" he groans and suddenly you feel his dick twitch inside you "gonna cum inside this pretty pussy.. 𝘮𝘺 pretty pussy, 𝘮𝘺 little girl to fuck whenever i want" Matt grunts and whimpers as he cums inside you. You moan and let out a sigh. Matt sighs and kisses your forehead before uncuffing your wrists. He collapses next to you "ill go get some water sweetheart" he says before smiling gently, slipping on his sweatpants, and leaving the bedroom to go to the kitchen.

he comes back pretth quick with a glass of water and your favorite chips. He shuts he door and smiles. He hands you the glass of water and chips while grabbing you one of his shirts. You slip on the shirt and take a sip of the water before setting it on the nightstand. You both get under the blanket and he swings his arm around you. "I love you so much princess, i always will...my beautiful perfect girl" he says softly and kisses you smiling. "I love you too" you whisper and smile. He turns on the tv and puts on a movie. You both share the chips then fall asleep in eachothers arms.

The next morning you wake up and Matts on his phone watchibg tiktok. "Goodmorning baby" he says softly and brushes your hair. You smile and slowly stand up to put shorts on. Matt watches you as you stretch and he smiles "wanna go to the kitchen now?" he asks you and yiu nod your head. You two both go to the kitchen and se Chris at the fridge grabbing a pepsi. "Goodmorning you two" he says smirking smugly. You and Matt look at eachother "Goodmorning?" you both say sitting down at the counter. Chris turns around, shutting the fridge "So either one of you wanna explain the headboard banging, the clapping, the moaning, and the grunting i heard from Matts room last night?" Chris looks at the two of you. Your face goes red and you blankly stare at Chris, Natt just coughs and looks away. "Shut the fuck up Chris" Matt says gruffly as he walks away from the counter. Chris laughs and starts walking past you but he stops to whisper something in your ear.

he pushes your hair away fron your neck and ear, "i didnt mind your noises sweetheart." You turn around to face him and Chris just smirks and shakes his head, walking away.

to be continued...

𝙷𝚎𝚢 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜!!! ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎ 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍!!

[sebsbarnes]

hey love, hope u r doing ok ❤️ i wanted to request a tan x reader where she’s interacting with another guy in a mission (in any way you’d like tbh) and tangerine gets SUPER jealous

it’s kinda like “jealousy” that u already wrote but where the reader makes him jealous this time (i’ve been obsessed with the song u belong to me by the weeknd lately and it’s doing things to me 😭)

hiii i hope you are well also and enjoy this! i am a sucker for jealous tropes i cant even lie so this is perfect

seduction || tangerine

tangerine x f!reader

warnings: none i believe, making the other person jealous

word count: 1.8k+

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"in and out, okay. i don't want to be here longer than we have to be," tangerine grumbled, fixing the cuffs to his dress shirt.

"why? it's my time to play. i'll take as long as i want," you taunted, throwing tangerine a look over your shoulder and you couldn't help but look him up and down.

tangerine narrowed his eyes at you and though you were no longer facing him, you could see him standing behind you in the large mirror, "we don't want our cover to be blown."

you laughed at the statement, "when do we ever get caught."

tangerine left the room huffing under his breath and you observed yourself in the mirror once more before grabbing your purse. realistically you knew you shouldn't spend so much time trying to pry information out of the man who held the information you, tangerine, and lemon needed, but you knew you could flirt it out of him and that would anger tangerine. so, what's the harm, right? call it cruel, or whatever you want, but tangerine would constantly get possessive or angry when you got a bit too close to other men, but tangerine has never once made a move so what right does he have to get angry.

the air in the car ride over to the gala was tense. all lemon could do was give you and tangerine quizzical looks but refused to ask any questions assuming it was one of your stupid banters. the suv came to a stop outside of the beautiful mansion and the three of you slid out of the car. butlers opened the large glass doors and you were met with beautiful piano music, hundreds of people wandering about, and gold everything.

you adjusted the faux fur scarf that was draped over your shoulders, "i'll see you boys later," you winked at lemon and tangerine before sauntering off, heels clicking as you left.

tangerine pinched the bridge of his nose. 'in and out' he kept internally repeating to himself. lemon nodded his head to tangerine and they followed behind you.

you slinked through the crowd heading for the elevated platform where the man garrett was standing chatting to a group of men who were appeasing his ego and laughing at the pitiful jokes he cracked. you sauntered over to the small table that was next to the group of men and slowly leaned down to grab a drink. you made sure your back was slightly arched, hips dangerously high in the air as you refused to break eye contact with the man who noticed you. garrett swished the brown liquor around in his glass clearly intrigued by you. your eyes raked down his body and your painted lips offered him a smirk. before you turned on your heel you flicked your eyes up to the staircase where a fuming tangerine was staring daggers into you. though you couldn't see it from here tangerine was gripping the railing so hard that it shook. satisfied with the attention from both men, you walked away.

"relax mate," lemon laughed noticing the way tangerine's hands turned white. tangerine glanced at his brother before dropping the railing.

"c'mon she's out of sight."

it was merely a minute later when you felt the gentle tap on your shoulder. spinning around you feigned ignorance at the man.

"i don't mean to bother you, but i wanted to let you know i think you are beautiful," garrett spoke, his eyes briefly looking at your chest as you dropped the scarf to your elbows, exposing the skin to him.

you leaned into him a bit and placed a gentle hand on his forearm, "what's your name, handsome?"

"garrett."

you brought the martini glass to your mouth, your tongue swiping across your bottom lip to remove the drop of vodka.

"garrett," you drawled, "how about we dance?"

tangerine watched from a distance as the man guided you toward the edge of the dance floor. his arms hooked themselves tightly onto your waist and you situated yourself on his shoulders. tangerine's eye twitched as he watched your fingers play with the man's curly hair at the base of his neck. that should be me. he watched the two of you sway back and forth and the deeper you got into conversation, garrett's hand inched its way lower and lower on your back. tangerine felt bile rise up into his throat.

you were working info out of garrett about his uncle and though he seemed like a bit of a fool he wasn't falling into your seduction too easily. he was giving only tidbits of information out at a time and you were internally yelling at the man, begging him to just give it all up so you can stop caressing his body. you threw your head backwards in laughter at some lame joke he made and toyed with the buttons on his open shirt.

"if i laugh anymore i may pop out of this dress," you joked, playfully tapping fake tears off your face.

the emotion in his eyes changed, "that wouldn't be a bad thing now would it, love?"

the way he said love made you cringe. it was forceful and unnatural, much different from the way it would roll off tangerine's tongue. you tried to suppress the grimace on your face and opted to run a finger down his chest and stomach until you hooked it around his belt loop.

you leaned forward to his ear, lips grazing his skin, "there's nothing under this dress."

garrett gripped you tight so your bodies were flushed together. you did everything in your power to not squirm when you felt his fingernails in your skin and the low growl deep in his throat.

"my uncle's room is right down the hall behind me," he breathed into your neck. your eyes flickered to the hallway and you noticed tangerine standing against the wall with a careful eye.

"it would be rude of us to dirty up his room while he's here," you whispered back with hooded eyes.

"he isn't here. he'd never know." the desperate man before you pressed.

"i don't think they'd be able to clean the mess we'd make before he came back," your lips were centimeters away from his.

he brought his hand from your waist to your hair and roughly tugged at it causing your head to jerk upwards, "he's away in the states. at some banquet in new york city at the ritz. he's not coming back for two weeks."

ah, he made it too easy for you. you pondered if you should entertain him and follow him to the bedroom and see if you could pry more info out of him, but this is what you needed and truth be told you wanted to be out of his grip. though you hummed in content and turned your face to press a kiss to his jaw. in your peripheral you saw movement, it was tangerine glaring you down. the look on his face was one you didn't recognize. it was a concoction of emotions but the more evident one was disappointment.

"i need air," tangerine gasped to lemon who had just stood beside the man. you watched as tangerine hurried his way through the crowd and out the door to the balcony. the features on your face pulled together in confusion till you realized you were still wrapped in garrett's arms.

"i'll meet you there in fifteen minutes," you whispered seductively trailing your finger across his bottom lip. garrett didn't move after you retreated away from the dance floor and to the balcony.

tangerine was leaning over the cement railing looking into the garden. his back was rising and falling rapidly, the fabric of his suit slightly constricting the movement. tangerine could hear the clicks of your heels approaching but didn't turn to face you.

you hesitated before speaking, sensing he wasn't in a good mood, "i... i got the information we needed. we can uh- leave now."

he didn't respond so you carefully placed your palm on his back and ran it down his spine. he jerked upright and ignored the sensation your hand on his body produced. he stared you down and you felt so small under his gaze. it was intense and unwavering and his eyes seemed so blue right now.

"what's wrong," you asked in a small voice, crossing your arms tighter under your chest.

he let out a laugh in disbelief, "oh! i don't know darlin' how about your lil performance out there."

"like you haven't done the same or worse, tangerine. besides, i got what we needed," you hissed. your words so venomous you could feel it burning at your tongue. all he did was roll his eyes and start to walk back inside the mansion. you gripped his wrist, yanking him to face you.

"you don't walk away from me."

your brain couldn't work fast enough to catch up with the fact tangerine's mouth was now on yours. the way his lips pressed against yours felt so foreign yet it worked, like his lips should've been kissing you every day and every night and they should never leave until the last shred of air burned at your lungs. and that's what was happening as the sun in the horizon glowed orange onto your skin. tangerine kissed you like it was his final act on this earth. his one hand was flat against your spine bringing your body as close as humanly possible to him with his other hand cupping your cheek. you were gripping his black suit jacket with such vigor your fingers almost poked holes into the fabric.

not a care in the world as your lips interlocked with each other, tongues occasionally escaping their way into the other's mouth. exasperated breaths could be heard from the brief seconds you allowed yourself to part before reconnecting with clashing teeth. the lipstick on your lips had now painted a picture on tangerine's face but you loved it and if you had it your way you'd force him to walk back into the house covered in your mark.

you and tangerine finally re-entered reality to a now dark sky. the kiss happened in slow motion but the sky around you spoke otherwise. with one final kiss tangerine gently bit at your bottom lip and ran his fingers through your hair.

"i'm tired of pretending that i don't like you," he murmured, placing his forehead against your own.

"why does it take me talking to another guy for you to finally confess," you asked genuinely curious.

"'cause i'm a fuckin' idiot, love. it shouldn't take that. i should've told you a long time ago but tonight. seeing- seeing that man touch you," tangerine fumed, his nostrils flaring, "i couldn't take it."

you sighed softly and said, "i'm not innocent in this either, i try and make you jealous on purpose."

tangerine gave you a soft smile and pressed a kiss to your cheek. he didn't care that you did it on purpose. deep down he kind of loved it but he was wrong for being angry at you.

"oh. we should probably leave. garrett has been waiting, i'm sure naked, in his uncle's bed," you laughed, hooking your arm to tangerine's.

"should we kick him out?" tangerine winked.

[iznyangwoni]

STRINGS OF FATE, chapter four

You’ve been to parties. Lots of parties. Well, formal ones for the most part. Its not like you haven’t been to other parties, you do remember going to a couple back in high school, but then again, it was high school and you were too much of a good girl back then to drink underage or anything else.

But this is completely different. The music is so loud its making your head hurt, everyone seems so drunk already and the smell of sweat and smoke is getting in your throat, if thats even possible.

There’s one good thing here though. Heeseung is there, looking at you with a little smirk on his face as he tells you to come closer to him with his hands. You smile at him, and say bye to Minjeong and Minju, not even waiting for them to answer before you walk towards him.

“hey.” Oh. He’s hot, he’s very very hot, and you’re very very weak. He offers you his drink, you have no clue what’s in it, but after all you already pregamed this a bit, and you certainly dont want to look like a loser in front of him, right? “You look pretty.”

You smile at that, your ears already getting red as you drink whatever he gave you. You do a twirl in your little white dress and he looks very much amused by that. “Well, thank you. This party is uh.. peculiar.” “Never been to a prince party before?” You just shake your head to say no, nothing to hide here, its obvious that you and Heeseung have two different interests when it comes to go out.

“Are your friends here too?” “Jimin and Chaewon are. Jungwon doesnt really like parties.” Well, that’s something you and Jungwon have in common. If it weren’t for Heeseung inviting you, you would’ve probably stayed home reading or swimming in the lake, but your here and as alluring the thought of getting inside the water is, you can’t really just run away.

Heeseung and you chat for a little bit longer, you already know that you guys dont really have much in common, you realized during those walks towards your classes when you ‘accidentally’ bumped onto him every morning, but its nothing that a couple of drinks cant help with. So you do that, its starts with the drink he gave you, then another one, and another one until you lose count and his blabbering about parties and castles and stuff is nothing but a distant sound.

You find yourself dancing with him, his hands on your hips, yours behind his neck. He’s still whispering things to you but you’re way too distracted to hear him. You wonder about a lot of things, where your friends are, if they’re having fun, you even wonder what Jungwon would do alone in his room when none of his friends were available, you really think you should be his friend. And god, you want to swim, so damn bad.

Heeseung’s hand under your chin wakes you up, you look at him in the eyes, you know he’s hot for a fact, but you can barely make his face out. “You look cute. Can i kiss you?” That takes you by surprise, kiss you? Isnt that going a bit too far? But then again, you’re drunk, and if a hot guy wants to kiss you why shouldn’t you agree.

You nod and he doesn’t think twice before going in. You’ve kissed only a couple of guys in your life, and with this third one coming in, you could make a list from bad to worst. It doesn’t feel natural, nor does it feel as magical as people like to describe it here. It just feels wet and confusing. You pull out after a minute, not really wanting to continue. “Should we go find a room?”

Oh. Of course thats what he wanted. You should’ve been smarter about this, you’re way too drunk to reject that offer in a normal way. “Uh.. I.. I don’t think..” Your head hurts by now, you can only think about going for a swim, you want to touch the water and see the lake, you dont really want to keep this up. But your words come before your thoughts. “Sure, let me go to the bathroom first.”

He smiles at you and lets you go, but what he doesnt know is that you’re far from searching for a bathroom, you just need to go to the lake right now, so that’s where you’re headed.

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[yanderederee]

I love your work and your whole blog is just so amazing! I would like to request letter A for Baji from Tokyo revengers. Thank you, have a nice day dear! :)

This one’s going to be longer than normal— sue me. Read more cause it’s long

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Baji Keisuke is a very intense person. When he feels strongly about a person, it’s hard not to notice. He goes out of his way to give Pah’s dog extra attention when he’s away, carries Mikey to and from places when he falls asleep randomly— everyone feels at ease when they’re with Baji because he is a safe person that they know they can trust.

So for his significant other; of course he’ll show his affections openly. Though it may look like less like romantic affection than it would a doting mother (does that make sense?)

Baji will wholeheartedly take care of you.

You have a stomach ache in public? He rubs your back and finds a place for you to sit, or takes you home immediately if you want. Even if he’s not entirely sure how to fix your issues, he’s dutiful in the way he cares for you.

Order something you don’t like at a restaurant? You got two options, you two can swap meals (because he doesn’t care what he eats as long as you’re happy), or he’ll order a safer option for you.

Can’t sleep? He’ll be half delirious, but he’ll stay on the phone with you and let you chat while he mumbles back replies to make you feel better. Battery might be shot tomorrow but he only uses it to stay in touch with you anyway.

Leaning into romantic affection: not so much into the casual stuff like hand holding (he’s a little squirrelly and gets frustrated if his arm is locked down for too long), but loves looping his arm over your shoulder and holding you close to him at all times. It’s more than showing people you belong to him, it’s also the comfort having you near brings him.

If he’s sitting and getting stir crazy, he’ll play with your fingers. It eventually becomes a fidget of his so he doesn’t realize he does it, but everyone else does.

Likes cuddles, specially holding you. He loves feeling you wrapped up in his arms and pressed into his neck. He could get lost in thought and lay there for hours thinking of all the things he adores about you.

If you fall asleep, he’ll stare at your face; gently pat your hair or trace your features… he’s star stuck thinking about you.

Also shows his affection in protecting you. Can not stand when other people waste your time. If you’re enjoying the conversation then sure, he’ll endure. But if you show any sign of fatigue or annoyance, he’s quick to swoop in and come up with an excuse to get yall going.

That goes for his own friends too. If anyone so much as gives a backhanded comment about you, (I.e: she’s leeching all of your time Baji/Cant you go anywhere without her?/she’s fine but I don’t like having her around/etc), he goes off. There was nothing fucking wrong with you and if you were content being by his side, then he would happily keep you there.

“Fuck you say? Ain’t no one ask you, so keep your shit shut.” He can get really aggressive with his language and dialect, don’t try fighting him further than that, it will end in fists and blood.

Speaking of, is happy to beat the shit out of anyone for you. There’s not a lot that is beneath him. (More on this @/Blood) He doesn’t hit girls, but he will pull their hair and scream in their face for a long time until they get the picture to not mess with you.

Overall: Baji only becomes an intense yandere if other people get involved. If it’s just the two of you, he’s extremely doting and careful with you, but does his best not to stir you into complex feelings that might cause you to leave him.

[todayisafridaynight]

i think ichi would still go into work while suffering from *gameritis and hes so brave for that he's so committed

[errorid-mt7lt7k7unfr9ttfua5]

ok im less drunk now so i can actually express myself now

so, i just went to the bar with two of my close friends. we were just chatting and i happened to mention casually that canada has higher rates of antisemitism than the united states, and one of them went on a tirade about how jews are weaponising the holocaust and that its our fault that hamas exists (and antisemitism more generally) among other antisemitic shit, and im just...

i cant with this shit anymore. i want to be angry about this, i want to yell and scream and express just how horrible it makes me feel that goyim feel like they can just... Say shit like that? to their jewish friends? what the actual Fuck? i want to be angry, but if i were to fully express my anger, i would be written off and ignored. something something up to the point where youre not human.

i want to be able to trust people, but goyim are making it So Fucking Difficult. when i talk about antisemitism with people (especially white goyim), they are mostly dismissive. like, yall know so little about antisemitism that you cant see that This is what preceeded the fucking Holocaust.

I. Don't. Feel. Safe.

no Jew i have spoken to does.

and when i express that, you feel the need to rant about how 'we deserve it' and 'it's our fault' and 'we're exaggerating how bad the holocaust was'? I'm sorry, but you're antisemitic.

like, that's TEXTBOOK antisemitism, and there is absolutely NOTHING i can do to tell if someone is antisemitic other than telling them I'm Jewish and seeing how they react.

no matter how progressive someone is (or claims to be), they very well might be Violently antisemitic. 'oppression is bad' except for Jews 'killing is bad' except for Jews 'rape is bad' except for Jews, apparently.

I'm done. i will no longer tolerate this. i will no longer be in relation with antisemites, no matter how much i trust them, no matter how well they treat me, if you say shit like that, you don't deserve to be my friend.