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It is wayyyy overdue for me to post these but..... better late than never!
All of the Iron Artist chibi pieces I made back during September. Plus like, one or two made to even out the number.
Many of these characters are not mine, but I don't wanna tag a million people. So if you're seeing your guy on here, thank you for commissioning me! These were a blast to work on.
#original art#original character#character art#character design#oc#ocs#commission art#OKAY um now time to tag each of my own characters in here uhhh#character: heather#character: anadyr#character: quick#character: laura#character: coriolis#character: xovi#character: adenine#character: kryos#character: stygia#character: EXE#character: lorenz
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My favourite underrated thing about Louis de Point du Lac is that he truly is the least curious vampire to ever be made and he does not give fuck about vampires despite being one.
Its Claudia who goes to libraries, reads the folklore, tries to learn as much as she can and pushes Lestat for answers about who made him and where the others are. Claudia says Vampire Pride and Louis says hmmm Vampire Tolerance.
And Louis...truly does not care about vampire history,law, culture. He's never even thought to ask. There are vampire laws?...ok...Lestat never cared about them and he's not going to either, lol. He's broken a few and he will continue to do so. Oh you have a coven? he's not gonna join it, he's gonna do his own thing. but good for you good for you.
the 500+ year old Coven Leader, he's gonna call Louis, Maitre, actually.
He has fire powers? thats kinda cool. he'll learn that but only cause it lets him vent his feelings about Lestat.
Lestat and Armand say the name of the vampire queen in front of him and Lestat straight up says, "Louis has no idea who that is" and do you think Louis cares, outside of the fact that for some reason it means he can't kill Lestat? No! Do you think in the 77 years he's been with Armand he ever took 5 minutes to ask a follow up question? No!
Do you think he will care about Akasha in season 3? Doubt it! Outside of her obsession with Lestat, who is the only person left on the planet he seems to be able to filter Caring About This Shit through
He blatantly breaks the 3rd law and publishes a book about being a vampire and when the other vampires get pissed not only does he not apologise he literally sends them his location and says 'you wanna fight? lmao don't miss'
I love him. Daniel Molloy is gonna need to bring his A game because Louis will not be solving a single mystery next season, nor would it even occur to him to try.
#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#armand#daniel molloy#akasha#iwtv spoilers#iwtv season 3 spec#interview with the vampire#iwtv#claudia iwtv#do you think it has occured to him to follow up on why Real Rashid and Talamasca were in his house? no hes redecorating!#and taking back his ex#and this is not weak or bad writing btw Louis cares about 2 maybe 3 people and does not particularly Like being a vampire#this is all very In Character its just also so funny in a protagonist#1k#5k#10k
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I guess Chilchuck has brought us right back to 'adults who are short are child-coded and if you like them you're a pedophile' discourse huh
#spitblaze says things#anyway.#1) please google 'halfling'#2) THERE ARE ADULTS WHO ARE VERY SHORT. DID YOU KNOW THAT. WERE YOU AWARE#3) THERE ARE ALSO ADULTS WHO HAVE CHILDLIKE FACES. DID YOU KNOW *THAT*#4) IF YOU THINK THE ONLY REASON A MAN COULD LOOK LIKE THAT IS BECAUSE THEY ARE TRANS MEN IM GOING TO KILL YOU#5) jesus christ will you just read/watch dungeon meshi and understand that the entire conceit of his character and of half-foots in general#is that its fucked up to treat people as children or subhuman because they do not 'look' like what you expect a cisgender adult to look lik#anyway if i see one more person call Chilchuck 'has gray streaks and an ex wife and three adult daughters' Tims a sh*ta#im gonna start smashing things#doin numbers
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Lmao OMFG Martin. He's now confirmed to have been jealous of
- (possibly lesbian?) Cop for daring to have private conversations with Jon
- literal embodiment of death Jon has only metaphorically met in a coma-dream
- lady he talked to for half an hour, once
Truly he is the "you know other people" meme
#i mean he was also catty to georgie but at least that's his ex gf#the magnus archives#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#so so unhinged#i know people mostly love to coo over him bc they have self-esteem issues and social anxiety too#i simo over him for being a jealous petty argumentative passive aggressive bitch with oh so many issues#truly the character of all time#WHEN JON TALKED WITH HELEN HE'S BEEN BARELY NICE TO MARTIN AND ALSO ACCUSED YOU OF MURDER??#are you OK Martin???#i know it ended to working out but please have better taste girl
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a ghost of the past
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#Anabel's intrusive thoughts#Their size difference is MASSIVE LMAO#The fact Sawyer could wrap Emmet in one hand#The screenshot and a convo between friends launched these sketches ahah#Sawyer is a really cool character!! He normally wouldn't do this but the mental image was too funny not to draw ahaha#submas#emmet#pokemon emmet#submas emmet#sygna suit#pokemon sawyer#pokemon anabel#pokemon masters ex#pokemas#pokemon#silly#my comics#10 hour ex tempore grind#Sawyer turned out too beautiful ough#slow dance#spin like a spinning top#javelin throw#Not ship art but if you feel inspired by this go ham!!#Also I think their suits match really well!!
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New outfits!
Felix'Iliad "Fix" Polaris goes into space :)
#dungeons & dragons#oc#my art#rogue half elf#rogue#outer space#khorvaire#eberron#my character#my first character#dnd#ttrpg#artists on tumblr#ex ballet dancer
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your boyfriend, jason toddâs instagram
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send an ask if you want some other characters too ;)
#âdelusional as always#âness writes#the batboys x you#dc comics smut#dick grayson x reader#red hood x reader#socmed au#social media au#character social media#fake social media#jason todd headcanon#jason todd smut#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd fic#jason todd x you#jason todd x reader#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x fem!reader#jason todd dc#red hood x you#red hood x y/n#your boyfriend!jason todd#ex bf!jason todd#boyfriend!jason todd#jason todd#fake insta post#fake instagram#character instagram#instagram au
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I think the character design in this show is really good.
#art#digital art#fanart#cspaint#csp ex#digital artist#artists on tumblr#dc comics#dcu#dc universe#dc fanart#batman#the penguin#sofia falcone#sofia gigante#victor aguilar#oswald cobblepot#manga art#screentone#inking#character design#the penguin fanart#the penguin hbo#the batman 2022#the batman#reevesverse
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Treat You Better » Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: Ex Boyfriendâs Dad!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary: Bucky explains how much better he would treat you compared to how his son treated you.
Warnings: Smut (18+), Fluff, language, age gap (reader is in her 20s), crying, dirty talk, kissing, hickeys, fingering, female receiving, unprotected sex, size kink, praise kink, vibranium arm kink, daddy kink, Buckyâs dog tags, aftercare, pet names
A/N: I wrote this a little over a year ago, but I accidentally deleted it so I wrote it again. Enjoy!
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
Header made by @buck-star
GIF IS NOT MINE! Gif credit goes to the creator.
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!đ
Bucky has noticed that you havenât been coming over lately. You always come over to hangout with his son Aiden, your now ex boyfriend. Aiden broke up with you, because he found someone prettier than you. Now, here you are, with a box full of Aidenâs stuff that he left at your house and standing outside of his dadâs house. Bucky smiles after he opened the door when he seen you.
âHi, Y/N.â Bucky greets with a smile, stepping aside to allow you to come inside the house.
âHi, Mr. Barnes.â You say.
Bucky knew something was off with you by the sound of your voice. It doesnât sound like your normal cheery and sweet self.
âWhatâs wrong?â He asks.
âCan you tell Aiden that I dropped his stuff off please?â You asked, completely bypassing his question and putting the box on the table.
Bucky gently grabbed your arm before you could walk away. He knows somethingâs wrong with you and heâs going to figure out what it is.
âWhatâs wrong?â He asks again with worry in his voice.
âI donât want to unload my problems onto you.â You muttered, your voice cracking.
You looked down at your feet, avoiding eye contact. Bucky gently tilted your head up so you were looking in his blue eyes.
âTalk to me.â He says softly.
You didnât say anything. Bucky didnât miss the way your bottom lip quivered. He seen a couple tears roll down your cheeks.
âDid my son do something to hurt you?â He asks.
You nodded your head yes.
âDid he cheat on you?â He asked. âI swear if-â You cut him off.
âAiden didnât cheat on me.â You finally spoke up.
âThen what did he do that has you so upset?â He asked.
âHe found a girl prettier than me and broke up with me.â You tell him.
Thatâs when you broke down into tears. Bucky immediately wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close to him. You laid your head again his chest as you cried your eyes out. He rubbed your back soothingly to help calm you down.
âLook at me.â Bucky whispers.
You sniffled and looked up at Bucky with teary eyes.
âI want you to listen to me when I say this.â He wipes your tears away. âYou are beautiful. Donât ever say youâre not.â He says softly.
âThanks.â You sniffled again. âYouâre just saying that to be nice.â You say, looking down and fiddling with his shirt.
Bucky tilted your head up to get you to look him in the eye.
âIâm saying it cause itâs the truth.â He caresses your cheek softly. âMy son is an idiot for not seeing that.â He says softly.
You stared in his beautiful blue eyes, getting lost in them. Before you knew it, your lips were on his. You realized it after a few seconds and pulled away.
âIâm so sorry!â You apologized. âI donât know whatâs gotten into me.â You say, feeling your cheeks heat up in embarrassment.
Instead of saying something, he kissed you passionately. You were caught by surprise, but kissed him back. Your hands grasped his shirt, clutching the fabric in your hands. You melted into his touch.
âLet me show you how beautiful you are.â Bucky says against your lips.
You nodded your head, giving him permission to do so. Bucky picked you up. You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist. You carded your fingers through his soft brown hair and kissed his neck as he carried you to his bedroom. He kicked the door shut with his foot before he gently laying you down on his bed.
Bucky hovered over you, his Army dog tags dangling above your face. You grabbed the chain of it, giving it a tug to pull him down for an eager kiss. He lightly chuckled at your eagerness. This kiss was more eager, but also passionate. Buckyâs lips were soft against yours. The stubble of his beard scratched against your skin as he kissed you, which you loved.
Buckyâs hands trailed down your body, disappearing under your shirt. One hand warm and one hand cold against your skin. His hands rubbed up and down your sides. His hand then found the bottom of your shirt. He pulled away from the kiss, looking at you for permission, which you gave him. You sat up just enough for him to take it off and throw it somewhere in the bedroom. He got quickly entranced by your beauty.
Bucky leaned down, kissing along your skin and marking it up. You sighed contentedly while running your fingers through his soft hair.
âYouâre so beautiful.â Bucky softly murmurs against your skin.
You blushed when he called you beautiful. You havenât been called that in a while.
One of his hands slid to your back, expertly unclasping your bra. He took it off of you and dropped it on the floor. Bucky eyed your breasts before marking them up with hickeys. He slowly kissed his way down your body, stopping at the waistband of your shorts. He looked up at you for permission, which you gave him. He unbuttoned and unzipped them. You lifted your hips so he could take your shorts off. Your panties are now exposed to him. The wet spot on your panties was now visible to him.
Bucky couldnât help but admire the lace fabric on your body. His fingers traced the floral pattern on your panties. He then kissed your hipbones through your panties before placing soft kisses on your inner thighs after spreading your legs apart so he could get in between them. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of your panties and stopped, looking up at you for permission. You nodded and lifted your hips just enough for him to take your panties off.
You shivered when you felt Buckyâs breath against your wet pussy. His vibranium thumb rubbed your throbbing clit. A gasp left your lips when you felt the feeling of the cool vibranium of his thumb. As Bucky continued to rub your clit, his tongue licked a stripe from your entrance to your clit. He moaned at your taste. Your hands found their way to his head. Your fingers began tugging on his soft hair when he started eating you out.
âOh, Bucky!â You moaned loudly.
The sound of your moans was music to his ears. Bucky loves the way his name sounds when you say it and moan it.
âDoes that feel good, babydoll?â Bucky asks gruffly.
âMhmm, yes!â You moaned, nodding your head.
You gasped when the tip of his tongue prodded your entrance as he licked from your entrance to your clit again. Bucky brought his vibranium hand to your pussy, one of his fingers circling your entrance. He took his mouth off of your pussy momentarily so he could watch his vibranium finger slide in your pussy.
âFuckâŠâ He mumbles, watching his finger move in and out of your pussy at a slow pace. âI canât wait to feel this sweet pussy around my cock.â He practically moans.
Bucky added another finger, moving his fingers faster. He curled his fingers, hitting your sweet spot perfectly, making you moan loudly.
âDid I find your little spot, doll face?â He asks teasingly.
âYes.â You nodded your head vigorously. âPlease donât stop.â You begged.
Bucky latched his lips back onto your clit, sucking on it as he fucked you with his vibranium fingers. Pleasure took over your body quicker than ever before. Itâs like Bucky has known your body long before this. At least, thatâs what it feels like for you and him.
âDaddy!â You blurted out in a moan without realizing it.
He took his lips off of your clit and looked up at you with a smirk on his face. You looked down at him, feeling your cheeks heat up in embarrassment when you realized what you just called him.
âMr. Barnes, I-â Bucky cut you off by curling his fingers and hitting your sweet spot, making you moan loudly.
âSo Iâm daddy now, huh?â He asks teasingly.
âI didnât- I mean-â You couldnât figure out what you wanted to say due to the pleasure you were receiving from his vibranium fingers.
âSay it again.â His voice sounded husky and low. âI want to hear you fucking say it again.â He says, curling his fingers again.
âDaddy!â You cried out in pleasure.
Your moans went straight to his cock, making it uncomfortably hard in his jeans. He was jonesing to feel what your pussy feels like wrapped around his cock.
Bucky put his mouth back on your clit, sucking on it while his vibranium fingers continued to fuck you. You could feel your orgasm building up faster than ever before. You felt like you were about to fall over the edge. Bucky could sense it too.
âCum for daddy, babydoll.â Bucky says.
You did just that. You came so hard that you soaked his face and vibranium hand. His vibranium fingers fucked you through your orgasm. His vibranium thumb gave your clit one last rub before he took his fingers out of your pussy.
You laid there trying to catch your breath from the mind blowing orgasm your ex boyfriendâs dad just gave you. It felt like you were on cloud nine. Youâve never came that hard before. Not that you remember.
After a moment, you lifted your head to look at Bucky. A pouty formed on your lips when you noticed that Bucky was still fully clothed and you were completely naked on his bed.
âWhatâs with the pout, pretty girl?â Bucky asks, caressing your cheek with his right hand and rubbing his thumb across your pouty lips.
âYouâre still fully clothed.â You say, the pouty staying on your face.
Bucky chuckles before hovering over you and kissed you. He then got off the bed to take his clothes off. You watched with hungry eyes when you seen his perfectly sculpted body. A shiver shot through your body when he unbuckled his belt, along with unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans. You were practically drooling when he pulled down his jeans and boxers in one go, revealing his hard cock.
âYou want daddyâs cock, babydoll?â Bucky asks, wrapping his hand around his cock and stroked it.
âYes I do, daddy.â You answered, almost whining.
Bucky chuckles lightly before getting on the bed in between your spread legs. He put your legs on his thighs before lining his cock at your pussy. He rubbed his cock against your pussy, getting it wet with your slick.
âDaddyâŠâ You whined.
âAlright, alright. Daddy will give you his cock now.â He says.
Bucky slowly slid his cock in your pussy, inch by inch. A soft moan fell from your lips the more his cock entered you.
Heâs the biggest youâve ever had. Heâs definitely bigger than your ex boyfriend.
Bucky allowed you to adjust to his size when his cock was fully inside of you. You nodded, giving him permission to start thrusting. Bucky pulled almost all the way out, only leaving his tip inside of you and then thrusted back into you.
âOh my god!â You moaned, throwing your head back against a pillow. âYouâre so big!â You moaned again.
Grunts fell from his lips from how tight you are.
âFucking tightâŠâ Bucky grunts lowly. âHe didnât fuck you good, did he?â He asks.
âNo.â You shook your head and pouted.
âIâll show you how a real man does it, babydoll.â He says.
âYes please!â You begged in a whiny voice.
Buckyâs right hand grasped onto the headboard while his vibranium hand put one of your legs over his shoulder and started fucking you at a pace youâve never experienced. You sure as hell know that you love it.
Your hands scrambled to find something to hold onto. One hand held onto his sheets beneath you, clutching the fabric in your hand while you put your other one on his abdomen just to feel it. His abs flexed against your hand every time he thrusted into you.
Pleasure took over you. You felt like you were on cloud nine. You never wanted it to end. You were loving everything about this and so was Bucky.
âYou feeling good, doll?â Bucky asks.
âMhmm, yes!â You moaned.
Your moans were like music to Buckyâs ears.
He increased the speed of his thrusts. His cock was hitting all of the right spots. You arched your back in pleasure. Bucky got an eyeful of your breasts when you pushed them up towards him. He dipped his head down, kissing along your soft skin. His teeth nipped on your skin to mark up your breasts. He then kissed his way up to your neck and kissed just below your ear, a soft moan leaving your lips.
âYouâre being a good girl for daddy.â Bucky praises, whispering in your ear.
You moaned at his praise. Praise kink⊠unlocked.
âYou like it when daddy praises you, doll?â He asks.
âYes, daddy.â You answered in a moan.
You grasped onto his bicep, digging your nails in his skin. Bucky moans when he felt your pussy squeeze around his cock.
Bucky then readjusted the two of you. He took your leg off of his shoulder and wrapped it around his waist, along with your other leg. His right hand left the headboard and he hovered over you, caging your head in between his arms and his dog tags dangling just above your chest.
âLook at me, pretty girl.â Bucky demands softly.
You looked up at him in your pleasure filled state. Lust clouded his blue eyes. He had a soft expression on his face. His vibranium hand gently cupped your cheek, caressing it. His vibranium thumb rubbed against your bottom lip. You voluntarily parted your lips for Bucky to slide his thumb in your mouth. You closed your lips around his thumb and began to swirl your tongue around it like you would do to suck his cock. Bucky watched intently.
âFuckâŠâ He grunts softly.
You grinned around his thumb innocently. That made Bucky want you more. He sped up his thrusts at the sight of the innocent grin on your face.
He took his thumb out of your mouth and kissed you hungrily. You moaned against his lips. Your hands found their way to his head, carding your fingers through his soft dark brown hair.
You felt like a coil tighten in your stomach. Your second orgasm was building up quicker than your first one.
âIâm close again.â You whimpered softly.
Buckyâs vibranium hand snaked its way down your body to your clit, rubbing it in fast circles to help your orgasm build up even more.
âCum for me, gorgeous.â He pants.
You moaned his name loudly when that coil snapped, coming harder than you did the first time. Your legs were trembling against his sides. Bucky gave your clit one last rub before focusing on his own orgasm. He could feel himself close to coming too. He tried to unwrap your legs from his waist so he could pull out of you and not cum inside of you, but you werenât havenât it. Your legs tightened around his waist.
âYou gotta let go, doll.â Bucky coos, gently tapping your thigh with his vibranium hand.
âNo!â You whined.
âI canât cum inside of you.â He pants, his thrusts becoming sloppy.
âI want you to.â You tell him. âFill me up, daddy!â You moaned.
âGod damnâŠâ He moans.
Bucky leaned his head against your shoulder, his face in the crook of your neck. You kissed his neck softly before nipping on his skin to give him a hickey.
Bucky finally came, coming inside of you and painting your walls with his cum. His thrusts slowed down before he pulled out of you, his cum leaking out of your pussy. He laid down next to you and covered the two of you up with a blanket. You snuggled yourself against his side and he wrapped his arm around you. You laid your head on his chest, his fingers playing with his dog tags.
âBe mine?â Bucky asks after a couple moments.
âWhat?â You asked, lifting your head.
âBe mine?â He repeats. âYou deserve to be loved and treated the right way by a real man. You obviously didnât get any of the from my son. I can give you that and more.â He says.
You stared in his blue eyes for a moment, thinking about it. Bucky has a point. His son never gave you one ounce of love. You need that from a real man. That man happens to be Bucky.
âIâll be yours.â You finally said with a smile.
Bucky smiles and kisses you passionately.
âLetâs take a shower and cleaned up.â He whispers against your lips.
You hummed in agreement. Bucky stood up and carried you to the bathroom, setting you on the sink counter. He turned the water on in the shower and waited a couple minutes for it to heat up. He walked back over to you and stood in between your legs, rubbing the tops of your thighs with his hands.
He then carried you to the shower and cleaned you up gently, pressing soft kisses against your skin as he did so. You leaned against his body, looking up at him with a smile on your face and the look of adoration. You reached up, putting your head on the back of his head and carded your fingers through his wet hair. Bucky smiles at the feeling. He then leaned his head down, kissing you sweetly and passionately. He wrapped his arms around your midsection, holding you close to him. After a few seconds, he pulled away from your lips, looking deep in your eyes with love and adoration.
âI love you, doll.â Bucky murmurs softly.
âI love you too, baby.â You softly murmured back.
đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”đ©”
-Buckyâs Doll
#sergeant james buchanan barnes#sergeant james barnes#sergeant barnes#james buchanan bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#james bucky barnes#james barnes#bucky barnes#winter soldier#ex boyfriendâs dad!bucky#sebastian stan#sebby stan#seb stan#sebastian stan characters#avengers#marvel#mcu#bucky barnes x female reader#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x y/n#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes fluff#bucky barnes one shot#bucky barnes imagine
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#quick sketches with redesign for my main protag trio cuz i love them so much t-t#hope character creator lets me make the most tired and sad (AND REALLY DARK) eyes to my ex-inquisitor#dragon age#dragon age fanart
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LOU FERRIGNO JR as KIP WERNER GUEST HOUSE (2020)
#my gifs#lou ferrigno jr#billy zane#guest house#the lady whoâs talking is the mother of the bride#and louâs character is their daughterâs ex#so itâs especially funny heâs raising his glass here
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Scott Pilgrim and company
#I couldnât draw all the exes plus Julie plus Stacey plus Joseph plus maybe Hollie etc etc etc so many charactersâŠ.#scott pilgrim#scott pilgram takes off#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgrimâs precious little life#ramona flowers#kim pine#wallace wells#stephen stills#young neil#knives chau#envy adams#my art
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Bad: I donât think people understand the effect QSMP had on some of the streamers in terms of like⊠The real raw mental impact, so Iâm gonna set the stage for you. [...] Imagine that you were given a friend to play Minecraft with â like your best friend â BUT if this person dies, if they die in the game, you never get to talk to them again. Can you imagine what thatâs like?
Bad: If you did not live through the QSMP, if you did not live through that, it almost sounds like, crazy. But I donât think people realize how much of a joyous experience the Eggs were. They were SO awesome! They were literally so awesome to just hang out with and spend time with.
Bad: Iâm not saying I regret it. To this day, I loved the experience. Iâd do it all over again in a heartbeat. Even knowing how everything went, I would still do it all over again. [...] I would still do it all over again, because â even knowing like, all the trauma and suffering and stuff like that â because it was just⊠It was just that fun, it was just that fun.
Earlier today during his stream, Bad shared his experience and thoughts about the Eggs and the significant emotional (and traumatic) impact they had on him and his fellow QSMP members.
This clip a very edited-down version since his commentary was ~13 minutes long, so I highly recommend checking out Bad's VOD if you have the time. (Timestamp: 47:36 - 1:00:14)
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Bad: To be fair Chat, I really think the QSMP... I don't think anyone really can relate to it, Chat. It's something that's so... I've told people this before, likeâ but it's hard to understand. Right? Like...
Where was I? Sorry Chat, I'm losing my train of thought. Look, let me explain Chatâ here's the dealio, ok? Here's the dealio, and this is what I mean when I say like, it's important to keep this in mind, Chat. Ok? It's important to keep this in mind:
I donât think people understand the effect that the QSMP had on like, some of the streamers, in terms of like⊠The real raw mental impact, so Iâm gonna set the stage for you. This is the analogy Iâve given to every person who Iâve like, shared this with. Imagine you meet somebodyâ [He hears a strange noise] What the fudge was that? Did you hear that?
Anywayâ Chip! The story I was just relaying to Chat, Chip, was this: I was sharing this story with them, I saidâ I was giving them an analogy.Â
Imagine Chat, for example, imagine that you were⊠playing Minecraft, with likeâ you were given a friend to play Minecraft with, Chat, like your best friend, and [unintelligible] were like, âHey, you get to play Minecraft with this person, right? BUT if this person dies â theyâre currently your best friend, Chip â but if they die in the game, you never get to talk to them again. Ever again.â Can you imagine what thatâs like, Chip?
I donât think a lot of people understand like, what that does, right? Iâm not gonna say that like, it creates this situation, Chip, that like, messes with your head, but itâ Chip â but it totally, totally does, Chip. It messes with your head! It literally puts you in a position where youâre second-guessing and thinking about everything, Chip! Youâre thinking about EVERYTHING Chip! Ok? And thatâs the problem, Chipâ is you turn into a paranoid monster because of it, Chip! Like, you donât understand Chipâ I was- I was so afraid of every dirt block, I used to carry a shovel with me Chip, and I would specifically right-click dirt blocks that looked suspicious because mines, Chipâ mines could not be shoveled! Like, I was crazy, Chip! But hereâs the problem, Chip: that craziness is still there. Iâm genuinely likeâ
I remember thinking Chip, that I would one dayâ I was like, âIâm going to move pastââ here, letâs go up here, Chip. I remember thinking one day Chip, I was like, âIâm gonna move past the underground base, one of these days. You know, one of these days, I feel like Iâll be able to grow and achieve the desire to build a base that doesnât have to be underground.â But I donât think itâs possible now Chip, because I think⊠I just donât know. I feel like the paranoiaâ thereâs still like, residual leftover trauma from that situation, Chip.
But hereâs the problem Chip: I donât think I donât thinkâ I donât think people understand it. Like, I just really donât. But I also donât blame them Chip, âcuz I donât think itâs possible to fully understand it if you havenât lived through it. Like, if you did not live through the QSMP⊠Iâm talking about the QSMP, I donât- I donât know if that was obviousâ if you did not live through that, it almost sounds like, crazy. But I donât think people realize how much of a joyous experience like, the Eggs were. Right? I donât think people realize it. Like, they were SO awesome! They were literally so awesome to just hang out with and spend time with, Chip. So, itâs just one of those things thatâ
[Heâs interrupted by a loud rumble of thunder above them]
Did lightning just strike here? Is it thunderstorming outâŠ? But anyway, Chip. Thatâs the food for thought.
But thatâs the problemâ Like, every time it rains in Minecraft, I have to like, look at the sky, and I get this weird, like, second--hand vibe because of the trauma. The trauma, Chip! The trauma is real! But thatâs the pointâ Iâm not saying I regret it. I, to this day Chip, I loved the experience. Iâd do it all over again in a heartbeat. Even knowing how everything went, I would still do it all over again.Â
[He falls down] Dangit, donât come over here Chip, âcuz Iâm coming back up! Ok.
I would still do it all over again, because â even knowing like, all the trauma and suffering and stuff like that â because it was just⊠It was just that fun, Chip, it was just that fun. I really wiâ I donât think itâs ever gonna be possible, Chip, to give people that same energy, like that same experience. You know what I mean, Chip? I donât think itâs ever gonna be possible again. Like, EVER.
Because⊠because like, one: I will say on one level Chip, I will say on one level, likeâ itâs sort of emotionally like⊠Itâs emotionally devastating, and I think to actually go through thatâ and this is where like, if I ever do end up going to aâ see a therapist, if I ever do end up going to see a therapist at any point, Iâll talk it over with them and be like, âHey, what do you think about this?â Because I genuinely think on one level, likeâ itâs created this fear of forming attachments because of like, how things can go. You know what I mean? Like, the fear of getting attached to something and then potentially losing it. Like, itâs- itâs a genuine thing. I think people forget about that.
Like, at the end of the day, everything was RP, right? On the server. You know what I mean? Like, everything was RP, Chip. BUT at the same point, even though it was RP Chip, it was still likeâ there the reality of you were still playing like, with another person, and you were still getting that experience, and it felt like you were genuinely attached to someone and you didnât want anything bad to happen to them. It was GENUINELY stressful, Chip.
But at the same point, I donât regret it, and I donât think it was a bad experience. IâmâÂ
Sometimes in life Chip, you go through stuff, and maybe you have a certain amount of like, things that like, can happen, that youâre like, âYou know what, maybe this wasnât a good thing that this happened,â but at the same point, you still arenât necessarily upset about it, because⊠itâs like growing as a person, right? Hereâs the thing Chip; even bad situations, Chip, can lead to an overall good outcome. Likeâ
Even if youâre going through something bad Chip, just because a bad thing happens doesnât mean that only bad things have to come from that. Thatâs one of the things I tell people all the time, Chip, is that if you go through a bad situation, you can learn from it, and you can use your experience to help others. And you can be thatâ you can be, at the worst-case scenario, you can be someone for other people who are going through that same experience to lean on when they go through that.I think thereâs a certain amount of comfort that comes from that; from knowing no matter how bad your situation is, youâre not the only person whoâs experienced it. You know what I mean?
#Badboyhalo#BBH#Bad#QSMP#January 8 2025#Edited#I know folks are going to add their two cents on this subject in the tags / comments / replies (and as always you're welcome to do that)#But for the sake of my sanity please don't be an asshole to any of the CCs / ex-admins / fellow fans / anyone else. Thanks#Most folks here don't need a ''Don't be a dumbass'' reminder but I had to block someone for that earlier and it was a bit disappointing#This is going to be a Tumblr exclusive clip because I don't trust Twitter to have common sense or common decency about this topic#Tumblr exclusive#Anyways business aside â that black line on the side is just part of Bad's stream btw. He just Has That#Took too long for this to render otherwise I'd edit it out because it's annoying#I'm just realizing this screenshot doesn't even have Dapper OTL but it's the best one I have so I gotta work with what I got#Honestly; I still miss QSMP dearly... I love the core intent of the project and the multicultural exchange#I love all the language barriers that were broken and I loved all the stories that were told and watching beautiful friendships bloom#But I am still so angry and disappointed about how things ended and all the poor communication and the admin situation as a whole#It's a complicated feeling#I agree with pretty much everything Bad says here#It's ironic that he uses that analogy because I've said almost the exact same thing when explaining why losing any Egg was so devastating#We weren't just mourning for the characters. We were mourning for the admins too#I'll never forget that last stream with Tazercraft and Richas; and Pac ending stream in tears#I wish they'd done away with the Egg life system. I wish they'd done a lot of things differently#If the project ever does come back in some shape or form I hope they are more transparent about things and have better communication#I dunno how I'd feel personally. They would have to do a lot of work regaining people's trust#And frankly I don't think they'll ever regain that trust from a large portion of the community#I remember near the start of QSMP I saw a comment from a fan that simply said ''QSMP; please don't leave me feeling bitter''#I think about that comment a lot
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the wisp-exe otterverse lineup
#otterverse#character: wisp#character: ?#character: disco#character: exe#the otterverse#roman art pog
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the dynamic of demigods thinking which other demigod is the most powerful is always amusing to me because. like, we know the big 3 kids are all the most powerful. That's just a fact of their universe. And then we know nearly every character views Percy as the strongest demigod, and most people are very rightfully intimidated by him.
and you look at the powers of the Big 3 kids and there's Percy, but then you realize Nico is just kind of objectively more powerful than him but simply chooses to hang out in Percy's shadow like he's Percy's scary dog privileges. Like, the two of them are pretty equally capable of causing multiple different apocalypses. Nico just also has like four different instakill powers and it's not like he doesn't use them. He very much uses them! Not infrequently, even! And they don't seem to take a significant amount of energy from him! And other demigods are pretty intimidated by both of them! But Nico makes a conscious point to keep his cards close to his chest and not let on exactly how dangerous and scary he can be if he wants to. People are already scared enough of him without knowing anything about him and he doesn't like that. Percy doesn't think about that nearly as much, and so usually just goes in guns blazing and that's part of why he's considered a wildcard. And then Nico himself puts Percy on a pedestal, so those who do know more about Nico's abilities then presume Nico knows something they don't about Percy that implies Percy is even stronger than him.
And even on a meta level Nico's narrative role requires him to be functionally more powerful than Percy, because he very often serves the purpose of getting Percy out of situations he can't handle on his own. That's just part of his function as a character! But also narratively he can't overshadow Percy so he just takes a backseat of his own accord and that's very amusing to me.
#pjo#percy jackson#riordanverse#nico di angelo#i will also note it is implied though we never see that Hazel has the exact same powers as Nico#and Hazel has trained with her powers way longer than Nico has plus is older so theoretically is more powerful already#she killed a giant all by herself. sank a small island. and successfully subdued Gaea for like another 60 years#so given that + her also having Nico's powers then *Hazel* is theoretically the strongest demigod no contest#Jason and Thalia end up kind of nerfed by the plot in that neither is allowed to overshadow Percy either#but they dont play the same roles that characters like Nico do - Nico keeps getting stupid abilities just for convenience factor#and Bianca never got the opportunity to use many powers besides astral projection/dream manipulation and similarly hades kid illusion stuff#and general ghost stuff. and she does all that as a ghost really. her killing the skeleton wasnt even her powers that was just a normal sta#and it was just by virtue of her being a hades kid and fulfilling the ''can kill these skeletons'' requirement that it blew up#technically she also showcases underworld immunity with the lethe stuff wearing off but that's very subtle#Hazel also doesnt play the same role as Nico and so doesnt get to showcase all that#plus is similarly nerfed with the ''cant be cooler than Percy'' constraint and so never gets to really do anything#even though logistically she is the most powerful and should showcase the full extent of her abilities to the same degree as Percy and Nico#Jason at least gets a little bit more wiggle room than Thalia being a main protagonist#Nico just gets the most wiggle room out of both not being a protagonist and being functionally a dues ex machina most of the time#versus Thalia or Bianca who are only ever secondary or supporting characters
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